Shia, video recorded 10:15 PM June 26, '25 by Alyssa I love you and miss you Shia

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00:00hello in this video this video is addressed to my twin flame Shia hi Shia

00:05folks was watching you thank you for watching Shia I am in this room my mom is

00:14letting me have her room for now and she's going to sleep downstairs in the

00:19living room pull out couch and there's a lot more quiet here in peace Shia

00:29luckily so I am very very tired Shia from driving and it's 10 18 I drove from

00:48around 8 30 a.m. stopped for lunch Walmart got a Santa Southwest salad and

00:59then I have been driving since I think I stopped here at about 7 to 8 p.m. I had

01:09to go to Staples though and print out these documents because with the

01:14recertification there was another correction back and I had to give them my

01:19bank statement one month bank statement the last month so it's good to see them

01:31they look they think I think that they're doing well there's a last time I'm hoping

01:38it doesn't change it gets hope it doesn't I hope it doesn't change the windows open so

01:46it's kind of chilly I wanted to get some fresh air in here because I'm a little

01:51allergic to the floor cleaner that my mom uses I'm very allergic to no I'm not very

02:04allergic to not a lot of I get a sensitive to the smells chemicals so I have she has a

02:19little bit red it's doing a little bit better because I tighten the

02:26so there's definitely a I still involved Shia there's definitely a I where's my

02:40finger splint

02:43and we didn't really have to organize Shia and I have my photographs that I was

02:58supposed to show you but the battery is dead I got a lot of attacks that I

03:04haven't completely told them all to you so I'm gonna want to review that I'm happy

03:11that my mom was able to say hi to you Shia I'm thinking that things will be

03:27different this time Shia in regards to my brief stay here I was looking at

03:41cars Shia that were too expensive the Toyota RAV4 is just a little bit too

03:49expensive the Subaru Outback is too I saw though there's a Subaru Forester that looks

03:58kind of good I'm gonna continue doing research I've seen car camping couples that

04:04will put build something in the Subaru Forester to sleep on and then we can get a

04:14foam mattress for it and then we can get a thing on the top of the vehicle Shia to

04:21put our things in so my dad has agreed to pitch in and help me get the vehicle as a not necessarily a

04:32co-signer but to get the vehicle and then I'll be co-signing and then I'll be paying

04:37the bill I can pay probably around $200 a month and I mean even that's kind of

04:46expensive however with this Toyota Corolla what my mom made me realize is that in

04:54order to get a monthly payment that low you have to have a down payment and I can use

05:00trading in the Toyota Corolla as the down payment so they're going to help me because I'm just too

05:08tired and not with my brain injury I in lack of education of how this is all going to work

05:14so I wrote down some notes but these are notes I'm not going to talk about right now I am

05:29getting I am getting itchy from the this Murphy's oil wood oil soap cleaner however

05:41it'll go away eventually I had a nice dinner we made spaghetti with snap peas on the side and garlic

05:58bread with fresh garlic it was really nice to have a dinner I think that I've been how to cook dinner

06:06since I left this place has it been a month or two months ago so I'm really tired shy I'm very low

06:16I'm very low energy my mood is kind of changing and shifting a little

06:19but I think things are changing Shia

06:37uh and we're gonna be together very soon Shia they're definitely attacking me right now and

06:49making it very difficult for me to talk to you I've had a lot of um emotions Shia in regards to

06:58this whole thing with the vehicle there's been some changing of their mind back and forth we just have

07:08to if I my dad is great because I explained to him that I'm going to be paying the bill I'm gonna be

07:19giving the car my banking routing number so it shouldn't be a problem this is gonna be my new

07:28home our new home Shia because we're not going to be living at that apartment and

07:40it's not safe to live at those types of projects even though it's people that are not homeless live

07:49there too those they're very very dangerous places to live so it's really nice to be here

07:59uh she's been doing a lot of gardening I guess my dad has a garden now in his backyard

08:07he does a lot of gardening vegetables

08:12sunflowers

08:15he's he's probably switched over from

08:19doing lots of construction to gardening which is sort of a new project for him that's good

08:24that's a good thing and I've heard that my brother's going to the gym every day

08:31and my mom's been doing a lot of walking

08:33so I'm I'm very very tired Shia yeah I there's a problem with my legs now that I have this

08:47mattress mattress full mattress that I get to lay down flat elevate my legs it's going to be really

08:56nice because this leg edema is out of control I can't bend down and squat with my back of my legs

09:06touching my thighs

09:08it's it becomes excruciating painful and I immediately have to stand up so it's very very bad this leg edema

09:16yeah so it's nice to be here because there's a calmness she seems to be more herself

09:28this time I think with the lack of the think whatever's changing

09:35um

09:38she does have uh mental health just just like me and austin my dad probably does too

09:50so

09:55i think that there might be a change this time and

10:00knowing i'm not going to be here for weeks and months

10:03she's acting differently not um not like last time last time it was she wasn't herself it was very

10:10very strange it was very very different not not not her typical self so

10:23i've probably been very also very stressed about coming here not knowing what to expect

10:29um

10:35so i i really miss you shia i really hope that uh we will be together soon

10:49she says she believes that we're going to be together

10:51and having making that video and saying hi shia can't wait to meet you i

11:02yeah you both you you know shy that our parents and they don't completely like us but there's a side

11:09to them that is happy that this is over this

11:14ancient war because

11:17shy we're getting old i'm almost 49 i'm going to be 42 i'm going to be 40 year 40 years old

11:24in a half a year

11:26it's just getting kind of overkill i'm just not being together at this point

11:32um but i think i might have some ptsd from what happened last time being here and i'm going to have to

11:40just kind of uh

11:43rest i know with all this driving that i've been doing non-stop

11:46it's going to be easy to fall asleep it should be

11:57so i still have 150 dollars the cash that my dad gave me

12:01so i spent the 300 250

12:08on food and gas coming here

12:12and i might buy some groceries while i'm here to do some cooking

12:15i don't think i'm going to be here too long however i have to get the title and it takes seven to ten

12:23days my mom says she called and that requested it to be sent be a physical mail so i might actually

12:31end up being here for a little bit while longer

12:35but i just know that i'm thinking about you shy i really miss you

12:40um

12:42i have some sadness

12:44uh

12:45i feel like

12:47hopefully

12:49get you stepping away from driving 24 7 non-stop

12:54i'll be able to have some time to think about you shia more

12:58i'm sure to just like kind of rest thinking about you

13:01not rest while i'm driving i mean try to think about you while i'm driving

13:05so i'm going to talk to you tomorrow shia just know that i'm thinking about you

13:13and

13:17i'll try to write some notes about you shia and what the telepathic supporters are talking about

13:22talking about you to me

13:25so i'll talk to you soon shia don't worry it's not going to be like last time i was told

13:38and the telepathic supporters wanted

13:42to make that video having her say hi to you because

13:47last time she does kind of remind me of your mom a little bit in some ways so

14:02we just have to remember shy that

14:06they've been tortured too and they just at this point we just kind of have to

14:13to there's been agreements shy that things are changing there's been agreements that

14:20there's that things are not going to be like the way they were before and

14:28getting this vehicle with a hatchback which will fit both of us is very important

14:36because i'm not going to get that toy out of corolla where we're going to stick half of

14:42our bodies in a trunk so i'm going to stop this video now shy so i can post it via the cell phone

14:49i love you shia thank you everybody for watching thank you so much shy for watching

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