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Shia, video recorded 6:40 PM June 22, '25 by Alyssa
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00:00
Hi Shia, this is Alyssa. In this video, this video was addressed to my twin flame Shia. Hi Shia.
00:07
I'm very nervous and anxious Shia because I just started the car and I'll let you listen to it.
00:12
It's not going to do what it just did. It's starting and it's not starting.
00:18
The engine didn't sound like it was turning over when I was at the Red Rock Amphitheater reciting the Koran.
00:26
I went for a little walk and then the car just sounded funny.
00:30
I have 174,000 miles on the car Shia.
00:36
So, and I, I need a really reliable vehicle right now because I, I don't have, I can't go back to that apartment.
00:49
I'm not going back to that apartment getting cardiac arrest and more skin burns.
00:53
So, my dad said he will co-sign on a loan for me to get a new Toyota.
01:00
I'm going to go back to the, to New Hampshire because that's where my title is.
01:06
That's where I bought this vehicle.
01:08
My mom even mentioned me driving her car, but I said no, I'm, I don't want to.
01:15
So this car is going, I'm not putting hundreds of thousands of dollars in this vehicle.
01:19
No, there's something that I'm going to drive slow.
01:23
The engine is not, I can't drive, pick up speed.
01:29
I can't go, like when I get on an exit and drive on a highway, I can't go very fast.
01:36
It's, and it's, so it's just, something's wrong with it.
01:38
There's no reason to put hundreds of thousands of dollars in this car, not hundreds of thousands, this car.
01:46
Repairs could be over many hundred.
01:48
It might not.
01:50
It might not.
01:50
However, something sounds very bad and has for several weeks.
01:54
I can't go to a repair shop.
01:57
I'm going to get ripped off.
01:58
I'm going to get lied to.
01:59
I can't spend a hundred and fifty just for them to look at the fuel pressure pump, which I think it is.
02:05
However, it might not be.
02:08
I don't, I don't know why I'm not going to a mechanic to just get it looked at.
02:14
However, it's going to, I don't know, this is the plan, Shia.
02:21
And I'm very angry because it's very stressful to go through all of the paperwork.
02:27
Then I'm going to have to go back to California and get California plates.
02:31
All of this, I don't, Shia, I'm not very educated on buying a vehicle.
02:36
I'm not very educated on car insurance or any of this.
02:43
So it's just, it's a lot of stress.
02:45
I asked my dad and my mom, so maybe I should just get an RV camper now.
02:53
I'm going to wait until I'm with you, Shia.
02:56
And so now I have to upload some videos for you, Shia.
03:00
I almost, well, they almost, a motorcyclist tried to kill me while I was walking on the Red Rock Park street.
03:12
So I'm going to upload that.
03:14
And so I'm going, I'm going back to New Hampshire.
03:18
I was, I've been thinking for weeks that I want to go to New Hampshire, drop off this car and sell it for RV camper.
03:26
However, it's not going to be financially possible until I'm with you, Shia, because it's a larger payment plan.
03:32
And I could get like a longer, a longer pay.
03:37
I'll just sell that Toyota, Shia, and then we'll get an RV when I'm with you, Shia.
03:43
So I'm going to go into Walmart now and upload these videos.
03:47
So I'm just going to start driving to New Hampshire, sell this car, or trade it in for another Toyota and make payments on a car.
03:58
Because, and possibly just move my stuff out of that apartment and pay for storage space, which would be cheaper than $300.
04:12
I'll try to find a place for, there's a, there's a storage space for around $100 a month.
04:18
And then, the whole, the only thing is, my SSI and my SSDI might decrease if I don't live in an apartment.
04:28
I don't know what I'm going to do yet, Shia.
04:30
But I know that I can't, I can't, I can't put in money in this car and, I can't, I said $175,000.
04:42
The car's going to go.
04:43
I need, there's, if there's one thing that I really need is a safe car.
04:48
With driving around all over the place, it's just not, it's not fair to, to, to feel like I'm in constant state of danger.
04:57
And even if I get car repairs at $175,000 miles, based on what I'm doing, I'm going to be driving thousands of miles more.
05:08
And, at $200,000 miles, the car will have just probably chronic repairs that needed.
05:15
So, I'm going to go to New Hampshire now, Shia.
05:17
And don't worry, Shia.
05:18
I'm just really having a panic attack.
05:20
I'm really scared and stressed.
05:22
It was really scary that this, this engine, the way it's been trying to turn on and, it's, it doesn't sound like that all the time.
05:31
It has, every, it, it doesn't sound like that all the time.
05:39
But it's, there's something, it, it's not running well anymore.
05:42
So, now I know for sure there's something wrong with it.
05:45
So, I'm going to talk to you later, Shia.
05:48
I love you, Shia.
05:49
And let's have hope, Shia.
05:51
See the, the camper behind us?
05:54
That's, that's our hope, Shia.
05:56
We're going to be driving around one of those soon.
05:59
I love you, Shia.
05:59
Thank you, everybody, for watching.
06:01
Thank you so much, Shia, for watching.
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