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( NEW LOVE ) Beyond the Limits of Love Season 1 Episode 3
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00:00Rea, are you ready to make your choice?
00:09I am ready to make my choice.
00:17Okay, Rea, who do you choose?
00:19Rea, are you ready to make your choice?
00:49Rea, are you ready to make your choice?
00:50I am ready.
00:51Who do you choose?
00:52I confidently choose Rea.
00:56I'm ready to make my choice.
00:58I'm ready to make my choice.
01:01Rea, are you ready to make your choice?
01:03I am ready.
01:08Who do you choose?
01:17I confidently choose Rea.
01:23You would be an amazing wife.
01:25You've opened up to me so much and you've comforted me.
01:28You've shown me that you've been paying attention to me
01:30and you have cared for me.
01:31And I really so appreciate that in this process.
01:34I think it would be so much fun to live with you.
01:37And it would be great.
01:38And we would be very compatible.
01:40And I'm really honored that you chose me before I chose you.
01:43I really so appreciate that.
01:46And I hope this works out right.
01:49I need a drink.
02:04Okay, Mal.
02:06Are you ready to make your choice?
02:07I am.
02:19I choose Lexi.
02:20I know how to give you what you need in this time.
02:23I've known that it was going to be you.
02:26I was always going to choose you.
02:34You are a phenomenal person.
02:36You're smart.
02:37You're brilliantly funny.
02:40And you feel like an anchor.
02:42We talked about raising biracial kids.
02:44And the way I feel like you'd have your wife's back.
02:49I could talk about you forever.
02:51Like, you would make an amazing wife.
02:56Oh, Mal.
02:57I feel like I know you better than I know 99% of the people in the world.
03:02Your heart is pure.
03:04You can give anything and everything to anyone.
03:07It doesn't matter 10 minutes, an hour, or a lifetime.
03:10And as much as, like, you can give that to everyone, I'm so thankful you gave that to me.
03:15You're the type of human that most people should aspire to be.
03:18And that most people aren't lucky enough to meet.
03:21And I love every minute we get to spend together.
03:24You're going to make me cry, so.
03:27You have challenged me.
03:29We have tough conversations.
03:31We're already talking about our babies.
03:33Like, we're figuring out what life looks like for you and I.
03:37And that's not something I've ever had with someone else.
03:44Lexi, are you ready to make your choice?
03:46Yes, I am.
03:56I choose Mal.
03:58Um, it's the easiest choice I've made.
04:01It's not only that, like, I want to be around you.
04:04I feel like I need you.
04:07There's no one I'd rather do this with.
04:15No.
04:19I think life with you would be perfect.
04:24I think forever would be amazing with you.
04:26That was awesome.
04:34Asi.
04:36I've had a lot of time with Mildred.
04:38And, Mildred, you are such a deep person.
04:41And I love that.
04:42I love our conversations.
04:43And you also are very confident in yourself.
04:48And you inspire people in your day-to-day life.
04:50The first conversation we had, I was just like, wow, you're so cool.
04:55You know?
04:56Stop it.
04:57Stop it.
04:58Stop it.
04:59And just, our banter is really good and we have a lot of fun.
05:03All of that encompasses a good partner.
05:05Yeah.
05:10Are you ready to make your choice?
05:12I think I am.
05:13I choose Mildred.
05:15You're like one of the most amazing humans I've ever met.
05:28Wow.
05:29You are.
05:30You're awesome in so many ways.
05:31Like, I can't even explain it.
05:32You create a safe space.
05:33You understand.
05:34We've been here for a week.
05:35And I've been on a lot of dates with you.
05:36So, I've watched you go from saying, Mildred, I don't want to marry.
05:37And then, you know?
05:38Yeah.
05:39Yeah.
05:40Yeah.
05:41Yeah.
05:42Yeah.
05:43Yeah.
05:44Yeah.
05:45Yeah.
05:46Yeah.
05:47Yeah.
05:48Yeah.
05:49Yeah.
05:50Yeah.
05:51Yeah.
05:52Yeah.
05:53Yeah.
05:54Yeah.
05:55Yeah.
05:56Yeah.
05:57Yeah.
05:58I want to marry.
05:59And you know, guys, it just made me really just think about how much this experience is
06:08really changing all of us, you know?
06:10And taking this experience very serious, it will help us in just any way.
06:17I don't want to say what way it would help us in because we don't know.
06:20We're all different.
06:22But I have seen that in you and I'm so, so proud of you.
06:25proud of you and have told you that before yes thank you so much mildred that's so sweet i love
06:31that mildred are you ready to make your choice i am ready to make my choice okay
06:49so although i'm grateful for everyone's time and every single date um
06:55i feel that the person that was most outstanding to me um was aussie i choose aussie
07:07i feel that i can connect with you in so many levels and
07:14you are the one that was issued the ultimatum but you have changed so much in just a couple days
07:19and to me that's like just beautiful and it's beyond something that i ever ever thought that
07:26could happen
07:32to kind of piggyback off of what you said i'm realizing that um the things i do need in order
07:38to commit to a marriage i never really deeply thought about that
07:44you know i have to ask what is it what are some of those things um it definitely is being willing to
07:51put my ego aside when i get very frustrated or very angry and be able to lean into the idea of love and
08:00the actions of love even when i don't feel like doing it sam immediately when i felt your energy it was
08:09so inviting and felt very non-judgmental it's just nice that i have someone that i can confide in and
08:19that means the world to me so thank you thank you amazing let me wipe that tear as we had our
08:29conversations we actually got deep with them and i i really enjoyed um experiencing that growth for
08:38both of us you're a very strong and caring and loving person
08:41that's very beautiful that's my heart thank you seriously thank you sam are you ready to make your
08:49choice yes
08:58i will absolutely choose tip if i were to think of who i can see a future with it would be you
09:11tiff are you ready to make your choice yes
09:21tiff who do you choose sam i don't i don't want you to feel like
09:28i'm coming into this just using you as a side tool like that's not my intentions
09:34but i do choose you um because you feel like most at home to me
09:45after more and more time of talking to people um i kept on finding it more and more clear of
09:53what i want and who i want um and it's it's my ex
10:10i came in here um very open-minded um
10:15i was born to be champion
10:32by here it all begins
10:40i'm trying to be open really i'm trying i'm trying
10:44but i'm so so in love with mildred i'm just so in love with her
10:55it's just
10:58i'm
11:00i'm
11:08i'm
11:09i'm
11:10i'm
11:12i'm
11:14i'm
11:16i'm
11:18I'm going to knock you down, knock you down.
11:29Hold on.
11:30Sorry.
11:31Sorry, you're good.
11:31Hold on one second.
11:32Okay.
11:34No, not right now.
11:36I don't want to talk.
11:38I'm not ready.
11:39I'm feeling super overwhelmed.
11:40I'm frustrated.
11:43Hearing Tiff talk about what she felt was hurtful for me
11:47because I never got that side of Tiff
11:51in the period of time that we were together.
11:58It's really sad that sometimes you can't see
12:01when the person is right in front of you,
12:02but you see it when that person is gone.
12:05And sometimes it's too late.
12:07Sometimes it's absolutely too late.
12:17Seeing Tiff tonight, it's all a bit confusing right now.
12:34I am so in love with Sam,
12:36but I can see myself marrying Mildred.
12:39All night I've been sending love to Mildred across the table from me
12:43and a lot's on the line.
12:45Careful what you wish for
12:48Careful what you wish for
12:55Careful what you wish for
13:02I'm trying through the process.
13:14I'm honestly trying.
13:15It's very hard to open up
13:17and I apologize to you.
13:21I apologize to you.
13:26Watching someone you love
13:28talk about forming a relationship with somebody else,
13:31it's uncomfortable.
13:31The stakes are very high.
13:41We have five new couples.
13:44At the end of this experience,
13:46you will either leave here
13:47engaged to the partner that you arrived with
13:49or engaged to the partner that you've just chosen.
13:52Or you'll leave here alone.
13:56Choosing someone to marry
13:57is the biggest decision of your life.
14:00I'm rooting for you
14:03to find the right person.
14:09Cheers
14:09to love.
14:10Cheers.
14:11Cheers.
14:12Cheers.
14:16I'm so excited.
14:17Cheers now.
14:18We have five brand new couples.
14:34They've chosen one another
14:35and entered into new relationships.
14:37And over the next three weeks,
14:39they'll have an accelerated experience
14:41designed to show them
14:41what marriage with their new partner
14:43could really be like.
14:45I truly care about you.
14:48And I love you guys both.
14:50And I hope we get to hang out.
14:52I hope she trips on the stairs.
14:56Ray's athletic enough not to fall with her.
15:00Everyone is here
15:01for exactly the same reason.
15:03They're here to decide,
15:05have I been with the right person?
15:07Or is there someone out there
15:09who could be a better fit?
15:11Here's to our new couples.
15:12And welcome
15:13to your potential future.
15:15Let the adventure begin.
15:31My little beauty.
15:37Wow.
15:38It's really nice.
15:44Oh.
15:45We have an island.
15:47We have Jim Beam.
15:48We have Jim.
15:49Okay, so Jim's a man
15:50will allow in the bedroom.
15:51Nice.
15:52And Jameson.
15:54And Jameson.
15:55Today has been tough.
15:57Today has been tough.
15:58Obviously, I couldn't talk to you
16:00before, like, I spoke up there
16:01about Vanessa.
16:03And I think if it was anyone else,
16:05I would have been nervous.
16:06Like, what are they going to think
16:08about me in that moment?
16:09I was prepared to support you
16:11in whatever you wanted to do.
16:13I appreciate that.
16:14Cheers to us.
16:19Cheers.
16:20Cheers to new beginnings.
16:22To a really new and good beginning.
16:23Cheers to winning.
16:25We won the game so hard.
16:26I'm so incredibly proud of you.
16:31Like, when I was watching you,
16:32I'm like, wow, that's potentially the person.
16:35I'm choosing that person.
16:36I thought about you in that moment.
16:37Like, you're the one that always told me,
16:40like, that you saw my transparency
16:41and, like, my assertiveness.
16:45I already feel so comfortable with you.
16:47And to be able to do this with you,
16:48like, I trust you.
16:50Like, going, like, going to bed with you.
16:52Like, there's not a thought in my mind
16:54that's like, oh, shit,
16:54does somebody need to spend
16:55the night on the couch?
16:56I feel lucky to be, like, sharing
16:58this, like, intimate part with you
17:00because there's simply no one else.
17:03With you, it just was, like, never a doubt.
17:06We're not going to be perfect.
17:08But maybe, like, that's why we, like, get each other.
17:10I think that's the scary part
17:11because I feel like we are perfect.
17:13Yeah.
17:14That's, like, the weird part.
17:16But we're going to find the imperfections here.
17:18I don't know what they're going to be yet,
17:19but, like, I'm just not scared of it.
17:22This life is perfect already.
17:25All right.
17:27Thank you so much.
17:29This is so cute.
17:30It is so cute here.
17:32I'm so grateful you picked me.
17:34I feel ditto.
17:36I appreciate you.
17:39Yeah.
17:39Aw.
17:42It was a tough day for all of us.
17:44Oh, yeah.
17:45It was really hard today.
17:46As I was crying, I was thinking.
17:48I came here issuing the ultimatum,
17:50but I might leave out of here
17:52maybe even single.
17:54Right.
17:54Or maybe with someone else.
17:56Maybe with you.
17:57Right.
17:58I don't know.
17:59I've been really strong
18:00throughout this process for...
18:02I don't know why, but for everyone.
18:04And today was the day
18:06where I just let it out.
18:08And I might cry.
18:09Yeah.
18:09And I might feel sad.
18:11That's fine.
18:11But after I stop crying,
18:13it's...
18:14I'm going to be happy.
18:15This is a hard experience
18:16to go through.
18:17Yeah.
18:17We're both going through
18:18the same sort of emotions.
18:20I'm here to support you.
18:22Whatever you need.
18:23Everything that we've been through
18:24and every single date we've been on
18:26has led us to this moment right now.
18:29And I'm so grateful for it.
18:31Me too.
18:32I think this is going to be great
18:33for the both of us.
18:35Yeah, it is.
18:36That's not an accident, you know?
18:37It's not an accident.
18:38You're right.
18:39Well, cheers to...
18:41new beginnings, new start,
18:44and to come out the other end,
18:46you know, better.
18:47Beautiful.
18:48Cheers.
18:49Cheers.
18:49Cheers.
18:49Cheers.
18:49Cheers.
18:49Cheers.
18:50Cheers.
18:51Cheers.
18:51Cheers.
18:53Everything's going to be okay.
18:54Yes.
18:54So...
18:55Everything is going to be okay.
18:56Yeah.
18:59I didn't know what to expect tonight.
19:01I don't think anybody had any idea
19:03what to expect.
19:05Obviously, you're my new, um,
19:08child marriage wife.
19:09Yeah.
19:09And I'm yours.
19:10Yeah.
19:11How do you feel about
19:12Mildred and Aussie?
19:14I actually thought that
19:16they were going to end up
19:18partnering.
19:20What made you think
19:21that they would, uh, pair up?
19:23Everything really, truly feels like
19:25it, like, aligned with
19:27how it was supposed to be.
19:29I felt like tonight
19:29we just swam
19:31in a pool of estrogen.
19:33Oh, my God.
19:33Yes.
19:34And when it came to
19:36the actual physical sensations,
19:38like,
19:38I felt it all in my stomach.
19:40Mm-hmm.
19:41And then, like,
19:41in the palms of my hands.
19:42Right.
19:43Um, and
19:45I just remember thinking, like,
19:48oh, my God, is it over?
19:49Tears started coming out of my eyes.
19:51You know, I was just like, shit.
19:52That's, like, really cool, though,
19:53at the same time,
19:54because you're, like,
19:56letting it out, you know?
19:57I've learned so much
19:58in the last, like,
19:59week.
20:00I'm already realizing
20:01what I'm doing,
20:03what I need to change.
20:04I still love Mildred.
20:06I'm not saying
20:06I'm going to get down on my knee,
20:07but I'm very confident
20:10on the things of right now
20:12that, like,
20:12I need to grow on,
20:13you know?
20:14Right.
20:14So the reason I chose you
20:16is because
20:18with the space that I have
20:21within my heart,
20:22if there's any space,
20:23to be able to
20:25be open to the idea
20:26of marriage,
20:27it's going to be
20:29the traits that you have.
20:30Does that make sense?
20:31Mm-hmm.
20:31Nurturing,
20:32companionship,
20:33partnership,
20:34someone who challenges you,
20:34someone who grows with you.
20:36I'm willing to give
20:37this a shot.
20:39Are you cool with me
20:40sleeping in the same bed
20:41with you?
20:43Yeah.
20:45What time are you
20:46planning to wake up tomorrow?
20:47Because I'm going to be
20:48sleeping in.
20:49Honestly,
20:49the first thing I do
20:50when I wake up,
20:50I need to go find
20:51my dog tomorrow.
20:52I need to go get her.
20:54And then before she arrives
20:55here in this nice-ass apartment,
20:57um,
20:57she's going to go to the groomer
20:59and she's going to get
21:00to shed it.
21:01I love dogs
21:01and so I'm kind of excited
21:03that we get to have
21:04your dog here.
21:05I always need to
21:06sleep with my dog.
21:07I don't like
21:08when my legs
21:09feel claustrophobic.
21:10I'm open
21:11to just seeing
21:12how it works
21:13and we'll just,
21:14like,
21:14work with it.
21:16But you don't love it?
21:19Well,
21:19I mean,
21:20like,
21:20I'm not going to say
21:21that I hate
21:23the idea of it
21:24or anything
21:24because I don't.
21:25I'm just,
21:26I don't know.
21:26Yeah,
21:27to be honest,
21:27like,
21:28that does,
21:29like,
21:29make me a little nervous.
21:31Yeah.
21:31I've never,
21:32well,
21:32I've never been married,
21:34um,
21:34but I've also never,
21:35like,
21:36dated anyone
21:36that's been,
21:36like,
21:37hesitant about,
21:38like,
21:38dogs,
21:38you know,
21:38so this is new to me.
21:39Not,
21:40well,
21:40like,
21:41I'm not hesitant
21:41about living with dogs,
21:43it's just,
21:43like,
21:43the size of the dogs.
21:44I completely respect it
21:46and I understand that,
21:47but I will always
21:47put my baby first.
21:49Honestly,
21:49if it bothers you,
21:50I'm sorry,
21:51but,
21:51like,
21:52you know,
21:52like,
21:52I might be sleeping
21:53on the couch
21:53with my dog.
21:57Where do you sleep?
21:59Honestly,
21:59I'm going to sleep
22:00anywhere.
22:01Uh,
22:02you don't have,
22:02like,
22:02a,
22:03I don't typically
22:04have a spot.
22:05A spot?
22:06Yeah.
22:07How about you?
22:08I think I generally
22:09probably would be
22:09on this side.
22:10Okay.
22:11Take it.
22:11Oh,
22:12okay.
22:13Yeah,
22:14this side.
22:15I think,
22:15actually,
22:16I usually am
22:16by the window
22:17for whatever reason.
22:19You know,
22:19just in case I need to,
22:20like,
22:20escape.
22:21Yeah.
22:22Mm-hmm.
22:22An ultimatum
22:23is choosing yourself.
22:26At what point
22:27are you like,
22:27actually,
22:28let me listen to myself
22:28and this is what I want
22:30and if I'm not getting it,
22:31then I'm out.
22:32That's beautiful.
22:33It can come off shitty
22:34in relationships sometimes,
22:35but we applaud people
22:37when they do that in jobs.
22:38So,
22:39choose yourself.
22:40Like,
22:40choose what you want
22:42and stand by that.
22:44Well,
22:46I haven't shared space
22:48with someone new,
22:49I think,
22:49in, like,
22:50three,
22:50yeah,
22:50three and a half years.
22:52It's been four years for me.
22:55I don't,
22:56I usually don't sleep
22:57with anything on,
22:58but I am totally fine
23:00with sleeping in something.
23:02But, yeah,
23:02I definitely am
23:02a naked sleeper.
23:04Are you blushing now?
23:05Yeah.
23:06Like,
23:07I like wearing something tight,
23:08almost.
23:09It makes me feel,
23:09like,
23:10held.
23:10Yeah.
23:11That's nice.
23:12Naked.
23:19Hands.
23:22Our bed,
23:24where we shall
23:24snuggle,
23:25or maybe not.
23:26Which side are you on?
23:27Maybe not.
23:27Which side are you on?
23:28What do you think?
23:29You're,
23:29you're scared about that?
23:31A little bit.
23:31Okay.
23:32All right.
23:33And this is where
23:37we'll share so many
23:38romantic moments.
23:39Just you and I,
23:40together,
23:42in the shower.
23:44I can't wait.
23:45My wife.
23:46Oh, my God.
23:47My wife.
23:47Oh, my God.
23:48Take me.
23:48Absolutely not.
23:49Take, take,
23:50take me.
23:51Take me.
23:52I can't see Kendra.
23:56Sorry.
23:56Sorry,
23:57this dress is so awful.
23:58I'm so happy
23:59we're in this together.
24:00We have lots
24:01to talk about.
24:02Do you want
24:03to make use
24:03of, like,
24:04our little...
24:05Cabinet?
24:06Yeah.
24:07Well,
24:07I want space
24:08for your makeup
24:08and things,
24:09the things
24:09that make you happy.
24:11All I need is,
24:12like,
24:13my toothbrushing things
24:14and, like,
24:15my face cleaning stuff.
24:16And that can go
24:17in, like,
24:17a whole different place.
24:18I think the counter
24:19is our oyster.
24:20Cool.
24:21Also,
24:22when you wash
24:22your hair in the tub,
24:24does hair,
24:24like, clog the...
24:25I always take it out
24:26if it does,
24:27but I don't wash
24:27my hair that much.
24:28God.
24:29We, this...
24:30I know.
24:30This is good.
24:31It is good.
24:32I'm coming to join you
24:33in a sec.
24:34Please do.
24:35I might, like,
24:36pee with the door open,
24:37but also,
24:37if you don't like that,
24:38I'll close the door.
24:38No, the door can be open.
24:40If you're peeing,
24:40I might, like,
24:41want to come, like,
24:42sit on your lap.
24:42It's kind of...
24:43I don't know.
24:44I'm, like,
24:45all for that.
24:46I'm gonna just walk
24:47around and brush my teeth.
24:49Are you...
24:49I won't ask you
24:52if you're comfortable
24:53letting me see you naked yet.
24:55I mean,
24:56I will be at some point.
24:57I feel like I will walk
24:59around without, like,
25:00a top on.
25:00I feel like
25:01I'm gonna walk around
25:02in my little, like,
25:03hidey-whideys usually.
25:05Please do.
25:14Mm-hmm.
25:15How are you?
25:17Me.
25:19Mm-hmm.
25:22Do you drink coffee
25:23in the morning
25:23and I know you don't really
25:24care about caffeine that much?
25:26I do.
25:27I like the taste.
25:28We'll have some hot coffee together.
25:30It's gonna be great.
25:31This is why I wanted
25:31to live with you.
25:33To wake up,
25:33to look at you,
25:34but also to build
25:35a beautiful life with you.
25:37We're gonna build
25:38a beautiful life together.
25:39I'm not joking.
25:40I know you're not.
25:41I'm just, like,
25:42not, like, here right now
25:43and I'm so tired.
25:44I'm so late.
25:46To talk about
25:46what we're gonna do tomorrow,
25:47like, I'm not even
25:48thinking about that.
25:49I've had three years
25:50with this one person
25:51and that's been my normal
25:52and today I made a choice
25:55and now I'm gonna be
25:56sleeping in bed
25:57with someone else
25:58and cooking dinner
25:59with someone else
25:59and doing all the things
26:01that, like,
26:01a normal couple would do.
26:03It's just hard to imagine.
26:05Like, it's hard
26:05to flip a switch
26:06and just be like,
26:06oh, well,
26:06this is my new person now
26:07and I think
26:09in hearing other people
26:10talk about her,
26:12I have a little bit
26:13of, like,
26:13something in the back
26:14of my mind,
26:15like, what's going on?
26:15Like, am I making
26:16the right judgment here?
26:18But I made my decision
26:20and I'm going with it.
26:21So I'm excited
26:22and mostly nervous.
26:24I'm so tired.
26:25Do you mind if I, like,
26:28do you mind if I go?
26:30I would love to go to bed.
26:31I just established my spot.
26:38Oh, my God,
26:39that is so cute.
26:40Let me see your plant.
26:41Let me...
26:41It's a love plant
26:42because it was actually
26:44my best friend
26:45who gave it to me
26:46when my grandma passed away.
26:48So I didn't really
26:49have much support around me
26:50because I was living
26:51really far away
26:51from all my friends.
26:52I'm gonna help you
26:53take care of it
26:54because it's gonna mean
26:55as much as it means
26:56to you to me.
26:57And I mean,
26:58it was gonna die
26:59if I didn't bring it,
26:59so...
27:00I'm gonna consider it
27:02just as much as you do.
27:03So just be aware of that.
27:04Come get in the bed with me!
27:06Yes!
27:07Okay, all the cuddles.
27:09How do you feel
27:10about all these blood...
27:11I don't...
27:11It's a bit hot for me.
27:13I don't know.
27:13Okay, you can...
27:14You can toss them over,
27:15you know?
27:16You can...
27:16It's okay.
27:17I'm happy to sleep
27:18on the couch tonight
27:19if you want this.
27:20Yeah.
27:20It's really important for me
27:22for you to feel
27:24like you're home
27:24and how are you gonna
27:26be able to become vulnerable
27:28if you don't feel like...
27:29Right.
27:29You're in a safe space.
27:31I feel so comfortable
27:32with you.
27:32Me too.
27:33I know I just came
27:35and I sat on this.
27:37But does this mean
27:39I feel comfortable?
27:40So...
27:40Yeah, same.
27:41So how do you sleep?
27:42Do you sleep with like PJs
27:44or do you sleep naked
27:45or how do you sleep?
27:46Well, I usually sleep naked
27:48but I mean like just
27:49my undies
27:50but I would feel
27:52more comfortable
27:53if I wore my PJs.
27:54Okay.
27:55Yeah.
27:55And if you feel comfortable
27:56to sleep with your PJs
27:58because you're worried
27:59about how I would feel,
28:00I want you to know
28:01that I embrace
28:03you being nude.
28:06Like I don't mind...
28:06Really?
28:07Yeah.
28:07I'm a very sexual person
28:10but I'm also very aware.
28:12Yeah.
28:12So if you want to sleep
28:13in your underwears,
28:14that is totally fine with me.
28:16Okay.
28:17All right.
28:18I'll think about that one.
28:19I just want you
28:20to feel comfortable.
28:21I want that for myself too
28:22so I'm putting it out there,
28:24you know?
28:24Right.
28:24And if you're going to be
28:25cooking good meals,
28:26why not?
28:27Who said good though?
28:29Okay.
28:30At least there's going to be meals.
28:32Oh, that's definitely going to be meals.
28:32I'm fucking excited.
28:33So, what's our night routine like?
28:38Do you do like phone time?
28:40Are you like...
28:43I usually don't.
28:44What do you do?
28:44What happens when you can't sleep?
28:46Or does that never happen?
28:47No, I usually go to bed
28:48when I'm ready to go to bed.
28:50Okay.
28:51I'll watch TV until time.
28:53I just need to hear noise.
28:55I think it's weird to say
28:56but with Mal,
28:57we just know each other.
28:59Like we don't necessarily
29:00know the day-to-day things yet
29:02but for us,
29:03we just trust that it's going to work
29:05and we're going to make it
29:06through anything.
29:07I really couldn't be happier.
29:08So, what's going to be
29:09our like first night?
29:12Like we're watching
29:12a movie Cuddle Position.
29:14I'm going to figure that out.
29:15All right.
29:17Are you like,
29:17you want me here?
29:19Like what's going to be
29:20out like this?
29:22It's a good one.
29:23Is this a good one for you?
29:24Yeah.
29:24Let's try other ones too.
29:26Okay.
29:26All right.
29:27What else?
29:28Um...
29:28What if I'm like in here?
29:31You can always do that.
29:33I'm like always going to
29:34cuddle into here.
29:40I'm going to just wrap around you
29:42like a bear.
29:43All right.
29:43Do you have any rules
29:44against playing in your hair?
29:45No, you can do that.
29:46Okay, good, good.
29:48This is a good one too.
29:49This is a good one.
29:54You are really beautiful.
29:58So hot.
30:01All right.
30:01Let's see this magical PJ set.
30:06Okay.
30:07Okay.
30:11I die.
30:17What?
30:18No, I like that.
30:19Maybe not right now.
30:20This is not enough for you.
30:23Bedtime cross-off.
30:24This is a night one
30:25and this ain't enough.
30:27This is messed up.
30:34What are you doing?
30:35Turning the lights off.
30:38Setting the mood?
30:40Setting night-night time.
30:43Hey, what is this?
30:44A queen bed?
30:45It seems really tiny to me.
30:51Well, I definitely love you
30:53and I'm so happy
30:54we chose to live together
30:55and maybe I'll fall in love with you.
30:57We're going to have a good time.
30:59No, no.
31:00We're going to have a great time
31:01and I'm going to find you
31:03more beautiful every day.
31:04I promise you that.
31:06She hates compliments, so.
31:09Margot, you want to get up here, mama?
31:12Oh!
31:13She's so heavy.
31:15Hi, little girl.
31:16She looks at you like, what?
31:17I'm not that heavy.
31:19You're right.
31:22Today was wild.
31:23It was.
31:24I was just like, oh, shit.
31:25Like, yeah, like, this is real.
31:27I feel really comfortable with you.
31:30I don't know.
31:30We just, like, see eye to eye.
31:32It's, like, supportive and comforting.
31:34When I think about it,
31:34I'm like, that's what I want
31:35in a lifelong relationship.
31:37That means a lot to me.
31:38I am, like, serious about this
31:40and about, like,
31:43both of our futures going forward.
31:46Thanks.
31:51My, um, hamstrings hurt.
31:54Those aren't even your hamstrings.
31:56How?
31:57How are my quads?
31:59Give me some massage oil.
32:00Ah.
32:02So Xander, she's a physical therapist
32:03and, like, has been teasing me
32:05with massages.
32:06That's sexy as fuck to me.
32:10I don't like to be touched by everyone.
32:20Like, literally, we've worked on
32:22Mal putting a hand on my shoulder.
32:26I very much am like, oh, whoa.
32:27Not my hand.
32:28Don't grab that.
32:30But I, all I want is to grab Xander's hand.
32:32All I want is to be close to her.
32:34I'm just like, well, damn.
32:36I found that with someone who I
32:37had never have met,
32:40wouldn't have met.
32:41Oh, hell yeah.
32:42Just...
32:43I gotta pop it back.
32:54Oh, that's great.
32:55Get you a strong girl, they said.
33:11I gave Mal an ultimatum
33:13because I want to buy a home.
33:16I want to have kids.
33:17I want my partner to do that with me.
33:19And after three years,
33:20we just weren't moving forward.
33:23And I don't know
33:24if there was any urgency
33:25to move forward.
33:26And now I'm feeling scared
33:29for the first time.
33:30I'm scared of losing Mal.
33:33I'm terrified of her falling in love
33:34with somebody else
33:35and not being sure about me.
33:37But with Xander,
33:39I mean, it was like,
33:40it's stupid
33:42how much we're drawn to each other
33:44and we show up like that
33:45for each other
33:46and it's reciprocated.
33:49And I, like, instantly feel loved
33:50in that way, too.
33:53So, yeah, that...
33:56The difference is,
33:58is hard to swallow.
34:04Thanks for, um...
34:06I just appreciate you being honest
34:08and, like, just yourself.
34:12It's the only way I know how to be.
34:14No consequences
34:16Nothing to lose
34:19By the time
34:21the ultimatum comes to term,
34:22I'm gonna have to be making
34:24the biggest decision of my life.
34:26It would be a...
34:28dream
34:29to walk out of here engaged
34:31to the love of my life.
34:34But now,
34:35I just don't know
34:36what the fuck I'm gonna do.
34:39Lights out.
34:40You get charged
34:42and I get mud
34:44except

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