A Delicate Burn

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2021 Full Hot Movie   Parker convinces Fern to join her on a spontaneous trip to Nashville in a seemingly desperate attempt get over a past breakup and discover herself.   *  #watchfreemovie  #watcnow  #fullmovie  #watchonlinemovie  #freestreaming  #StreamingNow  #MovieRecommendations  #MustWatch  #ClassicMovies  #Thriller  #Mystery  #WatchOnline  #TopRatedMovies  #CinemaLovers  #DramaFilm  #ForeignFilms  #AwardWinning  #MovieOfTheDay  #InstantClassic  #FeelGoodMovies  #RetroMovies  #MovieClips  #BestCinematography  #StreamingTonight  #LateNightMovies  #RomanticDrama  #Top10Movies  #PopcornTime  #MovieMarathon  #LoveStory  #romanticmovie  #WatchFree  #FreeMoviesOnline  #FilmOfTheYear  #BestMoviesEver  #Comedy  #FunnyMovie  #mustwatchmovie  #Movie  #Film  #filme  #Movies  #FullMovies  #ActionMovies  #ComedyMovies  #HorrorMovies  #DramaMovies  #RomanticMovies  #ThrillerMovies  #EuropeanFilms  #europeanmovie  #FrenchCinema  #SpanishMovies  #ItalianFilms  #GermanMovies  #EuropeanMovieClips  #EuropeanFilmFestival  #BestEuropeanMovies  #TopEuropeanFilms  #ClassicEuropeanCinema  #EuropeanDramaFilms  #EuropeanFilmAwards  #ScandinavianMovies  #EuropeanHorrorFilms  #EuropeanComedyMovies  #EuropeanArtFilms  #EuropeanIndieFilms

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00:00:41What?

00:00:42I'm tired.

00:00:47Okay.

00:00:51I'm sick of all the meaningless connections.

00:00:58Well, maybe, if you didn't fuck a new bitch every night, you'd actually take a moment to connect.

00:01:07Are you slut-shaming me right now?

00:01:10Absolutely not. But I know you.

00:01:15I'm having an existential crisis.

00:01:19Clearly.

00:01:21Why do I always do that?

00:01:24Do what?

00:01:25Lose myself and others.

00:01:28Like, I'm 22 and I still don't know what I'm doing.

00:01:33Take a guess and say it's because you're only 22.

00:01:36Do you not see the difference between me and you?

00:01:39You and Rachel are in a healthy relationship.

00:01:42You're committed.

00:01:43You have a house.

00:01:44Me, I dated a girl who I love so much that I freaked the fuck out, screwed it all up, then wanted her back just to be at the same spot two years again later.

00:01:56I look at a boutique that I fucking hate waxing vaginas all day.

00:02:06I think that sounds pretty sweet.

00:02:11What am I doing wrong?

00:02:13Parker, you have got to stop comparing us.

00:02:18We are on two separate timelines.

00:02:21We're two different people.

00:02:23I mean, we're at a weird age anyway.

00:02:26I mean, you got some people just going into college.

00:02:30You got some people getting married.

00:02:32They have kids.

00:02:33It's gross.

00:02:34I mean, that one guy we knew from AP Bio.

00:02:38I'm thinking about her again.

00:02:43No.

00:02:45I am.

00:02:48You have got to stop this.

00:02:57Every time you get off track, you go back to this, Parker.

00:03:03You are comfortable with her, okay?

00:03:06But you cannot keep going back to that just because.

00:03:10I think I just need to get out of here.

00:03:13Go where?

00:03:15I don't know, like Nashville.

00:03:18I just want something meaningful.

00:03:22I guess if it keeps you from doing something idiotic.

00:03:29I want to drive.

00:03:32I mean, we can go for a drive.

00:03:35I mean, I want to go somewhere.

00:03:37Like a road trip.

00:03:40Why are you looking at me like that?

00:03:42Let's go.

00:03:44Like, like right now?

00:03:46Like right now.

00:03:48Oh my God.

00:03:51Alright.

00:03:53Okay.

00:03:54Yes!

00:03:56Can we go tomorrow?

00:03:58Yeah, that's fine.

00:04:06Hey, Jessica.

00:04:08Um, I don't think that I'm going to be able to make it into work next week.

00:04:13What's that?

00:04:14My grandmother got hospitalized.

00:04:17She, uh, has really bad diarrhea.

00:04:24It won't stop.

00:04:26And they don't know, um, why.

00:04:32Listen, yeah, Jessica, I gotta go.

00:04:34I'm sorry.

00:04:35My mom is waiting on me and I'll be in next week.

00:04:37I promise.

00:04:41You're gonna go to hell.

00:04:43My grandma's been dead for like three years.

00:04:47She'll appreciate the spot in Haiti though.

00:04:49Okay.

00:04:50Okay.

00:04:51Yeah.

00:04:52My mom was waiting on the line.

00:04:54Bye.

00:04:55Bye.

00:04:56Bye.

00:04:57Bye.

00:04:58Bye.

00:04:59Bye.

00:05:01Bye.

00:05:02Bye.

00:05:04Bye.

00:05:10I'm here, guys.

00:05:12Bye.

00:05:14Bye.

00:05:15Bye.

00:05:17Bye.

00:05:18Bye.

00:05:19We are the monsters, holding you still, we are the gallows, up on the hill.

00:05:46Can you pass me the gummy worms?

00:05:53There you go.

00:05:57You know, when I was a kid, and we'd go to the theater with my mom, she'd actually always bring gummies to flip the popcorn.

00:06:04So that's where you got it from?

00:06:06We thought I had a retreat like he does.

00:06:09She sounds like she'd be fun.

00:06:12She wasn't. Not really.

00:06:16There's no place to hide.

00:06:29Parker?

00:06:31I think I caught asthma. I'm tired.

00:06:34We haven't even started walking yet.

00:06:37Oh, shit.

00:06:42Can you believe places like this just exist?

00:06:46We get to look at it with, like, our eyes.

00:06:50It makes me feel kind of small.

00:06:54But in a good way. In a good way.

00:06:57I guess that's better than, you know, like, going the other way around.

00:07:00That's how you mean.

00:07:03It don't matter?

00:07:05All right.

00:07:06We're gonna stick a pin in that and come back to that later.

00:07:10Joy's view.

00:07:11Yeah.

00:07:12I'm glad we did this.

00:07:18It's a good idea.

00:07:19Hmm.

00:07:20I'm starting to think that I needed this, too.

00:07:21You know?

00:07:22I don't know.

00:07:23I just feel like every day is starting to blend together and it's just become so monotonous.

00:07:42And, like, am I doing something big in the grand scheme of everything?

00:07:48How could you say that?

00:07:50You and Rachel are literally perfect.

00:07:53That's interesting that you think that just because I'm in a relationship with Rachel that my life is squeaky clean and spotless.

00:08:02I just never really thought about it.

00:08:05I mean, don't get me wrong. Rachel's my bitch. I love her.

00:08:11But she doesn't define my whole existence.

00:08:16Even on our best days, I still feel like my existence is infinitesimal.

00:08:25Whoa! Big word.

00:08:28I know.

00:08:29It's a song. It's a dope-ass song. You should listen to it.

00:08:41So, like, we're supposed to see, like, UFOs?

00:08:54Yeah. So, apparently, when it gets dark, this becomes, like, the darkest place in the country.

00:09:02And then, the UFOs come out.

00:09:05So, like, at night time?

00:09:06Yeah. At night time.

00:09:08Interesting.

00:09:09Yeah.

00:09:12So, you remember that one time me and you and Rachel went to Canada and then we all got lost in Toronto?

00:09:20Yeah. You would think that someone from Toronto would know their way around Toronto.

00:09:26Yeah. Well.

00:09:29But do you remember how when we were on the plane and, like, all of our phones died and so we just gave up and then we went and got sushi?

00:09:36Dude. Best sashimi ever.

00:09:39Oh, no. I guess I just miss doing stuff like that.

00:09:44Well, I kind of feel like that's what we're doing. You know? Sitting out in the woods. Looking for aliens.

00:09:52Yeah. You do be having a point. Yeah, that's what we're doing.

00:10:01So, what's next?

00:10:03You know, I really haven't thought that far.

00:10:06Well, I'm just following your lead. I'm probably going to need to go back to work sometime, though.

00:10:13Oh, I definitely am getting fired.

00:10:15Yeah. Fuck capitalism. I don't want to work for modern societies anyways. I want to live in the woods and scavenge for berries.

00:10:23Alright.

00:10:26Well, why don't we go to Nashville?

00:10:30Really?

00:10:31Yeah.

00:10:32Yeah. You brought it up. I mean, if we left right now, we could probably get there by the night.

00:10:39Bed.

00:10:48But wait. There is one more thing I want you to see.

00:10:53Halloween!

00:10:54What you doing, nerd?

00:10:55Just journaling a little.

00:10:56Journaling?

00:10:57Mm-hmm.

00:10:58How was work?

00:10:59Oh, it's good. You know, it's just work.

00:11:00Oh, my dad called me on my break.

00:11:01Yeah?

00:11:02Yeah.

00:11:03He wants to see if we want to go get dinner with him.

00:11:04Yeah.

00:11:05Yeah.

00:11:06Yeah.

00:11:07He wants to see if we want to go get dinner with him.

00:11:08Yeah.

00:11:09Yeah.

00:11:10Yeah.

00:11:11Yeah.

00:11:12Yeah.

00:11:13Yeah.

00:11:14Yeah.

00:11:15Yeah.

00:11:16Yeah.

00:11:17Yeah.

00:11:18Yeah.

00:11:19Yeah.

00:11:20Yeah.

00:11:21Yeah.

00:11:22Can we see if we want to go get dinner with him sometime?

00:11:25Let's see.

00:11:26I have no pain.

00:11:27No pain?

00:11:28Good.

00:11:29Yeah.

00:11:30I think it will be good.

00:11:32We literally haven't seen him since.

00:11:35He can help us with enough.

00:11:37I think it's that's the Bia.

00:11:39Hmm?

00:11:40Yeah.

00:11:41You want coffee?

00:11:42Yeah.

00:11:43Be good.

00:11:44Where you get, where you get, where you get, where you get, how much, I think you dabble

00:12:14So the aliens come to earth for this and you just put your stuff on the ground and the aliens will see it

00:12:34Yeah, so, I mean, you just, you just bring your weird, send them a little shit, um, and then, uh, like, uh, the aliens beam down and, like, appreciate it a lot

00:12:48I don't know, that's what the lady at the desk said, so

00:12:52And it's called an alien junkyard?

00:12:57Yeah

00:12:57Okay, well, what are you gonna put down?

00:13:04Way ahead of you

00:13:07You two

00:13:18That's where you're leaving?

00:13:22Yeah

00:13:22You don't think you should, like, leave some, like, a picture of you and Rachel?

00:13:27No

00:13:27The aliens don't want to see a couple of normies

00:13:30They don't want to see Aubrey Plaza in a questionable Christmas film

00:13:33Okay

00:13:35What are you gonna leave?

00:13:41I don't know

00:13:41What about that?

00:13:46Oh, hell no

00:13:47I've had this thing for, like, eight years

00:13:49Okay, and that's what makes it perfect

00:13:52It's got your human juice memories all over it

00:13:54Leave it

00:13:56Alright, well, the aliens better appreciate the fuck out of that

00:14:09That thing's been the staple of my wardrobe since, like, high school

00:14:12Hey, we're here to leave our old selves behind

00:14:17We're here to find who the new us is

00:14:21The new Parker

00:14:22Okay, well, will you let me know when you figure that out?

00:14:26Probably not

00:14:26You look so pretty

00:14:34Can you help?

00:14:37Yeah

00:14:37I'm nervous

00:14:50Why?

00:14:52I feel like your dad hates me now

00:14:53What?

00:14:55He's always liked you

00:14:56He's like

00:14:57He's like

00:14:57The only family you have

00:14:59And I just want to know how much I love you

00:15:01Can you trust I can make good decisions?

00:15:06But I broke your heart

00:15:08All right

00:15:24Today's the day

00:15:25So do we have anything else on the agenda other than Nashville?

00:15:30No

00:15:30Just wherever we end up

00:15:32What is it without Nashville, anyway?

00:15:36I don't know

00:15:36My parents always said that we would take a family trip there

00:15:38And we just never went

00:15:39So

00:15:40And it kind of stuck with me

00:15:42Why?

00:15:44We always went on a cruise or to Disney World

00:15:47I don't know

00:15:48I guess it was just never really important to them to go to Nashville

00:15:50But it was to you

00:15:52Yeah

00:15:53I always thought of it kind of like a magical place

00:15:55You know

00:15:56But in a cool, rustic, cowboy way

00:15:58Plus I always wanted to get one of those cute little guitar keychains

00:16:01My parents just always ship me off to my grandparents

00:16:06And they live in a really tiny town

00:16:08So I mean

00:16:08It was an adventure in its own

00:16:10You know

00:16:10Just with a lot of cornfields and

00:16:12You know

00:16:13Best food restaurants

00:16:14See, but I wish I had that

00:16:17You wish you never went on a cruise?

00:16:20No, not like that

00:16:21I mean, like

00:16:22I wish my parents cared more about what I wanted

00:16:25Okay, put this nicely

00:16:30You, my friend

00:16:34Need a reality check

00:16:36What do you mean?

00:16:38So

00:16:39Why did you make up with Ellie?

00:16:41Again?

00:16:43Like in high school?

00:16:45Yeah

00:16:45I didn't know what I wanted

00:16:47But now

00:16:49All of a sudden

00:16:49You know what you want

00:16:50I mean

00:16:54So let me get this straight

00:16:55You broke up with her

00:16:58Because you didn't want to be with her

00:16:59But then you did want to be with her

00:17:01Then two years later

00:17:02When she got upset

00:17:04Because you didn't treat her

00:17:05The way you said you were going to treat her

00:17:06Now all of a sudden

00:17:08You went back

00:17:08You know it's not so cut and dry

00:17:12I'm just playing devil's advocate

00:17:14I was 17

00:17:16I thought I needed to drink all the time

00:17:18And smoke weed

00:17:19And just create this like

00:17:20Tornado of emotion

00:17:22Just to feel something

00:17:23You know?

00:17:24There it is

00:17:25The contradiction

00:17:26The contradiction

00:17:27You love to sabotage yourself

00:17:30You have to have the main character energy

00:17:32And you have to have all the problems

00:17:34That's not true

00:17:35No, it's kind of true

00:17:37She's important to me, Fern

00:17:40I know she is

00:17:42If there's ever a chance in hell

00:17:44That you were going to get her back

00:17:45You've got to have better coping mechanisms

00:17:48You've got to learn

00:17:49You've got to grow

00:17:50They're not going to be good for her

00:17:53Unless they're good for you

00:17:55No

00:17:55Go in another drink

00:18:00I think I'm okay

00:18:01Okay

00:18:02You think you liked me?

00:18:29It's hard

00:18:30You've never not liked Peter

00:18:32I wouldn't like me

00:18:37Okay

00:18:38Why do you do that?

00:18:45Do what?

00:18:47Why do you need other people's validation?

00:18:51He's your dad, Ellie

00:18:54But I love you

00:18:56Can that not be enough?

00:19:03Why can't you forgive yourself?

00:19:10Because I always

00:19:12Oh, good job

00:19:17I ain't combien

00:19:22I don't know

00:19:22Why can't you иди

00:19:22All that

00:19:26Who

00:19:36By ahora

00:19:36Be

00:19:38I love you

00:19:38Why can't you

00:19:38Yeah

00:19:39I love you

00:19:39família

00:19:39I like

00:19:40You

00:19:41You

00:19:41Me

00:19:42I like

00:19:42I love you

00:19:43I love you

00:19:44I love you

00:19:44What's my career

00:20:15I'm going to puke.

00:20:45Are you ready for it?

00:20:49Why do I feel like I'm about to have a pulmonary embolism?

00:20:53You know, that is how I felt the first time I ever saw Brad Velvet's music video for Psycho.

00:21:01I'd make a bar near my wife and we'd rob this whole town.

00:21:09We'd take all that money, get a boat and sail down, down where the blue, blue waters flow.

00:21:19Yes, this is a place I would go.

00:21:25We might get ourselves lost.

00:21:29We may never be found.

00:21:32If ever that day comes around.

00:21:42Dude, that sucked.

00:21:48I wasn't going to say anything unless you did.

00:21:51I don't know why I thought a city full of drunken tourists, vomit filled streets and cheap old guitar souvenirs would be so life altering.

00:22:01It's almost like you build things up in your head to be bigger than they actually are.

00:22:09You have all these unrealistic expectations.

00:22:11I don't need a lecture.

00:22:17I just think life is about the little things.

00:22:21The stuff you didn't plan.

00:22:23Yeah, you're right.

00:22:25I like these fries.

00:22:29I'm going to remember these fries for the rest of my life.

00:22:39I have an idea.

00:22:41Okay.

00:22:43Follow me.

00:22:53Break into the pool.

00:23:05What?

00:23:07For the bucket list.

00:23:09I want to break into the pool at night.

00:23:13Okay.

00:23:23Cool.

00:23:25You should get started.

00:23:26Now.

00:23:27You know it still hurts a little bit.

00:23:30But not that much.

00:23:32Cause if you want somebody else.

00:23:35Who am I to judge?

00:23:37I've been thinking about you all the time.

00:23:40But that's alright.

00:23:42I'm starting to get used to it.

00:23:45I think I'll survive.

00:23:47I met you in the summer.

00:23:49When you left it was cold.

00:23:52Said we loved one another.

00:23:54Guess that we're wrong.

00:23:57I met you in the summer.

00:23:59My love was out of control.

00:24:02I've been going crazy without you.

00:24:05I'm so alone.

00:24:07I met you in the...

00:24:17I met you in the...

00:24:19Uh...

00:24:20Uh...

00:24:21Uh...

00:24:22Uh...

00:24:23Uh...

00:24:24Uh...

00:24:25Uh...

00:24:26Uh...

00:24:27Uh...

00:24:28Uh...

00:24:29Uh...

00:24:30It's kind of quiet in my room right now.

00:24:31Without you.

00:24:32And I couldn't really make you stay.

00:24:35So what to do?

00:24:37I'm just staring at my walls and talking to myself

00:24:41Now and then I'll try to laugh but I'll cry a bit as well

00:24:44I was never any good at being away from you

00:24:47I met you in the summer

00:24:49When you left it was cold

00:24:52Said we loved one another

00:24:54Guess that we were wrong

00:24:57I met you in the summer

00:24:59Our love was out of control

00:25:02I've been going crazy without you

00:25:05I'm so alone

00:25:07I met you in the summer

00:25:09I met you in the summer

00:25:35You know it still hurts a little bit

00:25:40But not that much

00:25:42Cause if you want somebody else

00:25:45Who am I to judge

00:25:47I let you know it still hurts a little bit

00:25:50I hope they shut down the pill

00:25:52Time to shut it down

00:25:54Shut it down

00:25:57Shut it down

00:25:59Let it down

00:26:01What do you think they're saying

00:26:03It's time to shut it down, it's time to shut it down, shut it down, shut it down!

00:26:33Do you want to shut it down?

00:27:00I love it when you play.

00:27:09I know.

00:27:13So where'd you learn how to play English?

00:27:15My dad, actually.

00:27:17Yeah, he taught me.

00:27:19But he only learned to impress my mom.

00:27:22Really?

00:27:23Mm-hmm.

00:27:23I remember you taught me.

00:27:25There's a lot you don't know about me.

00:27:27Oh, yeah?

00:27:28Yeah.

00:27:28Tell me one thing I don't know about you.

00:27:30Oh, God.

00:27:35Okay, when I was a kid and I would catch fireflies, I would make wishes on them.

00:27:46That's probably the cutest thing I've ever heard.

00:27:49I mean, that was one good thing about my mom.

00:27:52I feel like she always had her head in the clouds.

00:27:56And believed that life was, like, made of magic.

00:28:02It's actually really instilled that in me.

00:28:04Yeah, but that does kind of sound like you.

00:28:08I mean, yeah.

00:28:09I kind of hate it, though, because she was always wanting to live this, like, bigger-than-life reality.

00:28:15And one day, she just decided that me and my dad were not part of that dream anymore.

00:28:23It wasn't enough, so, yeah.

00:28:27I mean, you were just a kid.

00:28:29I don't think it had anything to do with you not being enough.

00:28:36Plus, your heart is nothing like hers, anyways.

00:28:39I just don't want to hurt someone, the way she heard me, though.

00:28:48Plus, I feel like a five-year-old wanting to play pretend all the time is probably a lot to handle.

00:28:56Plus, you know what?

00:29:12I don't think she's even wanting kids, anyway.

00:29:26I don't think she's even wanting kids, anyway.

00:29:56Are you going to kill me?

00:30:01Ellie, you're not supposed to know.

00:30:02Be quiet.

00:30:04Are you choosing a way by knife or another weapon?

00:30:07What would be more Villanelle of me?

00:30:11She'd probably have some really elaborate scheme and then corner me an alleyway in Paris or something.

00:30:17Mine would be better.

00:30:26This is sweet.

00:30:34You're sweet.

00:30:35You're sweet.

00:30:56Oh, so my friend Mikayla is coming in from out of town next weekend, and there's this party that I think we're going to go to.

00:31:06But we went out last weekend.

00:31:08I know, but I want to go, like, out, out.

00:31:12Just going out with me, just to, like, knock out?

00:31:14You know, I don't mean it like that.

00:31:19Yeah, I guess I'll just stay home alone again.

00:31:22Parker!

00:31:42Parker!

00:31:43What about you?

00:31:43I have found the best use of our word for the most uncomfortable situation.

00:31:51Long!

00:31:53What happened?

00:31:55Well, I'm glad you asked.

00:31:57There I am in the woods, trying to take a fat piss, and a fly goes right in my face.

00:32:04That's not the best part.

00:32:05Because I didn't see it, I fell right back into my piss.

00:32:12It's not funny.

00:32:13It's kind of funny.

00:32:14It's kind of not funny.

00:32:14It's kind of very funny.

00:32:17Get in the car.

00:32:18Get in the car, we're going.

00:32:30Fuck.

00:32:31Park.

00:32:46What?

00:32:50I got you something.

00:32:53What is that for?

00:32:57Just because?

00:33:01Ellie, I'm sorry.

00:33:15You're doing anything.

00:33:17Doing what?

00:33:19You're falling away.

00:33:21Ellie.

00:33:23No.

00:33:24It's not like that.

00:33:25You know, you promised me on New Year's that you wouldn't do this

00:33:29because of some confusion you have about yourself and what you want.

00:33:35Kelly, we just went on a picnic and to dinner with your dad.

00:33:42What, am I not allowed to have a few drinks after work?

00:33:46Leave the house?

00:33:47Am I not allowed to?

00:33:50No, you can leave the house.

00:33:51But when you came back to me, we promised that our relationship would not be like this anymore.

00:34:00That's not what's happening.

00:34:02And then what is happening?

00:34:05I don't know.

00:34:08I never do.

00:34:09But I don't, I don't know, I don't want to know what living in a world without you is like.

00:34:17And I feel like I'm hurting you.

00:34:21It's not going away.

00:34:23It hurts me when you do that.

00:34:25We're happy.

00:34:26We're good.

00:34:28Yeah, we're good.

00:34:30We're good.

00:34:32We're good.

00:34:34We're good.

00:34:36We're good.

00:34:38We're good.

00:35:08We're good.

00:35:09We're good.

00:35:10We're good.

00:35:11We're good.

00:35:12We're good.

00:35:13We're good.

00:35:14We're good.

00:35:15We're good.

00:35:16We're good.

00:35:17We're good.

00:35:18We're good.

00:35:19We're good.

00:35:20We're good.

00:35:21We're good.

00:35:22We're good.

00:35:23We're good.

00:35:24We're good.

00:35:25We're good.

00:35:26We're good.

00:35:27We're good.

00:35:28We're good.

00:35:29We're good.

00:35:30We're good.

00:35:31You want to clean the litter box?

00:35:35Hold on. Oh my god. Hold on. I'm so late.

00:35:38Oh, that's probably Rachel.

00:35:45It's my mom.

00:35:51You sure this is a good idea?

00:35:53Don't be a fucking pussy.

00:35:55I'm not a fucking pussy.

00:35:57I'm gonna get caught.

00:36:01I'm going to get caught.

00:36:03I'm going to get caught.

00:36:13Oh my god.

00:36:17Look at that.

00:36:24Go on again.

00:36:25Hold up.

00:36:37What are we gonna do now?

00:36:39We're out in our bathing suits.

00:36:41Wanna go to the beach?

00:36:43What beach?

00:36:46Pinscola?

00:36:48Yeah.

00:36:49I guess, yeah, okay, cool, okay, okay, okay, okay.

00:36:55My feet, my feet, my feet, my feet.

00:37:07Without my love for the ocean, I would be long gone by now.

00:37:16It's some kind of devotion that brings me down.

00:37:27But without my love for the ocean, I would be no one, no one.

00:37:42I would be long gone by now.

00:37:59El?

00:38:02Elie, what's wrong?

00:38:03Elie, I'm so sorry.

00:38:19My mom was there and she was acting like it was the end of our world, like she never left,

00:38:29left. Like she even cared. Ever. I know. It's so complex. She didn't, she didn't deserve

00:38:43to see him. At all. I deserved to see him. Oh. Don't owe me. She's your mom. I don't

00:38:52care. Oh. What can I do? Nothing. Oh. He's my dad. He was the only one that was ever there

00:39:10for me. He was the only one who never left. I don't know what the fuck I'm supposed to

00:39:16even do now. I'm so sorry. Don't be. Okay, but like, I'm here. Whatever you need. Are

00:39:35you? What does that even mean? I'm sorry, Parker. I just, I just don't know how to

00:39:44close to something else. I get it. Nobody should be projecting that onto you. I shouldn't

00:39:52be doing that. I'm sorry. I kind of deserve it. No, you don't. Ellie, let's be honest. I'm

00:40:03not the most reliable person that's in your life. I feel like I wreak havoc on you, your

00:40:17life, your stability. I feel like I leave you constantly wondering when the next time I'm

00:40:26going to have a big breakdown. This isn't about me. This is about you. You just lost your dad.

00:40:47I just can't leave this guy. You were so good last time this time.

00:41:17I'm sorry, Charlie. We'll be back soon. I don't know, but I still miss her. Yeah, I feel

00:41:31that. Who do you miss? Your mom. Yeah, I bet you do miss my mom. No, really, I do. You know,

00:41:46reiterate, let's just go back. Why are we here again? Like, on the trip? Yeah. Yeah, on this

00:41:54trip. Because we wanted to do something exciting, get away, something to distract ourselves from

00:42:07this mundane capitalist environment. I'm trying to get over Ellie. Thing, thing, thing, thing. We have

00:42:25a winner. One moment, please. Blind as a bat. All right, so I'm going to role play as your therapist,

00:42:37Gigi. Not to be confused with Gigi from the L word, but in Gigi forever. So, first question,

00:42:44why do you think it is so hard for you to let go? What keeps you holding on? She's the love

00:42:54of my life. And why do you think that? Because I always go back to her. I mean, time and time

00:43:04again. Do you not think that maybe you're just comfortable in the environment you created

00:43:16with her? Like, do you really think that, like, out of seven billion people in this whole world,

00:43:22there's not one other person that you might love? Not like Ellie.

00:43:27A rollercoaster of emotion is not love. It was love. It's the purest love I think I've ever

00:43:42experienced. Well, sometimes love isn't enough then. Not to be healthy, at least. Why can't

00:43:52I just make it fucking work? Like, I feel like Taylor Swift. I miss screaming, fighting, kissing

00:43:59in the rain. I don't want to be boring and comfortable. I understand that it must be really

00:44:07hard to even think and fathom that there might just be a life after Ellie. But life is bendable.

00:44:18It's changeable. It's changeable. Like, you, we are meant to heal. You could finally love

00:44:25someone the way that you deserve to.

00:44:32I just wanted it to be her. I know it's her. She's my person.

00:44:42I hope you're right.

00:44:43Okay, so, um, Missy just called me and I need to get to the theater home because she doesn't

00:44:53fucking know how to do anything her so much, so I have to get ready when I get there.

00:44:58So can you just, like, you just need me to help me?

00:45:01Yeah, go on.

00:45:04I love you.

00:45:05Mm.

00:45:05Wow. I love it when Ellie drinks all my oat milk.

00:45:31I love it when I get to the theater home.

00:45:32I love it when I get to the theater home.

00:45:33I love it when I get to the theater home.

00:45:34I love it when I get to the theater home.

00:45:35I love it when I get to the theater home.

00:45:36I love it when I get to the theater home.

00:45:37I love it when I get to the theater home.

00:45:38I love it when I get to the theater home.

00:45:39I love it when I get to the theater home.

00:45:40I love it when I get to the theater home.

00:45:41I love it when I get to the theater home.

00:45:42I love it when I get to the theater home.

00:45:43I love it when I get to the theater home.

00:45:44I love it when I get to the theater home.

00:45:45I love it when I get to the theater home.

00:45:46I love it when I get to the theater home.

00:45:47I love it when I get to the theater home.

00:45:48Fuck!

00:46:18Hello?

00:46:19Ellie?

00:46:20Yeah, what's wrong?

00:46:22My fucking tire popped. I had to pull off the side of the freeway into some random parking lot.

00:46:27What do you mean?

00:46:29I mean it's completely deflated.

00:46:32You had to go get milk?

00:46:35Yeah, I just needed the distraction.

00:46:38Have you called a tow truck?

00:46:41I can call one, but odds are it'll probably take a few hours.

00:46:45The funeral's in an hour, Parker.

00:46:47I know. I could try calling Fern see if he can come-

00:46:49I have to go. Just get here.

00:46:55Son of a bitch.

00:47:08Ellie, I am so sorry.

00:47:10I went to the sorority and milked for the coffee, and then I was going to go straight to the funeral home.

00:47:14But then my tower popped, and I called the tow truck company, but they said that they couldn't be there until 1.30, and I didn't know what else to do.

00:47:22I didn't do it on purpose.

00:47:24You missed my dad's funeral.

00:47:30I know. And I'm so sorry. But it's not my fault.

00:47:36Why didn't you think to just stay home?

00:47:40Do you ever think about what's going on around you?

00:47:48Ellie.

00:47:49This isn't your fucking world, Parker.

00:47:52Do you ever think, hey, maybe I should just stay home because Ellie's dad just died?

00:47:57My tire would have popped on the way to the funeral anyways.

00:48:00That's very convenient.

00:48:02Oh, do not pin this on me. I wanted to be there for you.

00:48:06Then you're a lot of talk.

00:48:08What the fuck is your problem?

00:48:10My problem?

00:48:12Parker, you need to figure out if I am good enough for you.

00:48:16If you ever care to give me a scrap of attention.

00:48:19All I do is give you my attention.

00:48:23All you do is worry about Parker.

00:48:30Just like her.

00:48:31Oh, fuck that, Ellie. Would your mom do this?

00:48:45What is that?

00:48:46It's a stupid scrapbook that I made for our one year anniversary after getting back together.

00:48:51But it doesn't even fucking matter anymore now, does it?

00:48:54Because I'm so unpredictable, just like your mom.

00:48:59No. No, actually you're really predictable.

00:49:03We always end because you always live.

00:49:11Ellie.

00:49:14Ellie!

00:49:16Don't go!

00:49:20What?

00:49:21I have to.

00:49:23I'm gonna go to my dad's beach house in Pennsylvania.

00:49:27You can't leave me like this.

00:49:30You always left me like this, Parker.

00:49:33You're the love of my life.

00:49:38This isn't about us anymore.

00:49:41I need to find you.

00:49:42I need to find who Ellie is again.

00:49:45It's not you. It's me, right?

00:49:47It's you too!

00:49:49You desperately need to grow.

00:49:51And find who you wanna be and who Parker is.

00:49:54I don't think there can be an us anymore.

00:49:56I don't wanna be here without you.

00:49:57I can't ruin myself for you anymore.

00:49:58I don't wanna be here without you.

00:50:01I can't ruin myself for you anymore.

00:50:04And you can't either.

00:50:05And you can't either.

00:50:13I don't want you to go.

00:50:14I know.

00:50:15I know.

00:50:17You're not looking for a car, okay?

00:50:19You're not looking for a car or whatever, what?

00:50:20Shhhhhh.

00:50:37Fern!

00:50:41Fern!

00:50:43Yeah, you can be there by 7.

00:50:45I mean, you know it's gonna be late anyways.

00:50:47I mean, that's how it usually goes.

00:50:50Yeah.

00:50:54Parker just woke up.

00:50:55Hey, I'll see you when I see you.

00:50:58Okay.

00:50:59Love you.

00:51:00Bye.

00:51:01Hey.

00:51:02What are you doing?

00:51:06Rachel's gonna pick me up from the airport.

00:51:08What?

00:51:09Why?

00:51:10Something wrong?

00:51:13Nothing.

00:51:14I'm just not stupid.

00:51:17I'm confused.

00:51:20Why are we in Pensacola?

00:51:22Because we wanted to go to the beach.

00:51:28Why are we in Pensacola, Parker?

00:51:31Look, Fern, I was gonna tell you.

00:51:36Yeah, I know where Ellie lives.

00:51:39I really tried to give you the benefit of the doubt, but you are just the same old Parker.

00:51:45Those, those weren't my intentions.

00:51:52So you didn't mean to take me on a trip that I thought was us bonding and having all these crazy awesome life experiences together only so that you can just weasel your way in to go see Ellie.

00:52:07That's not what happened.

00:52:14Well, I'm glad I could be up on in your game.

00:52:17So, cool.

00:52:18I mean, I wanted to see Ellie, but it became something more along the way.

00:52:26Halfway through, I even forgot why I started the trip.

00:52:33Parker, you are my best friend.

00:52:36But for the love of God, you are so manipulative.

00:52:41Anything you want, you get.

00:52:45Come on.

00:52:46Don't ruin the trip.

00:52:47You already ruined it.

00:52:52I'm sorry.

00:52:53I needed to see her.

00:52:55I needed to win her back.

00:52:58You are so worried about making sure everybody loves you that you end up treating the people who actually do love you like shit.

00:53:10I'm just confused, Fern.

00:53:14I can't do anything right.

00:53:15No one said you had to have it all figured out.

00:53:18But you just dragged everyone into your shit.

00:53:23You know what?

00:53:25You can call me when you've decided to be the Parker that I know you are.

00:53:30I won't be waiting for the call though.

00:53:45You are so worried so good.

00:53:46I have to leave the-

00:53:51I can't do anything wrong.

00:53:53I can't do anything wrong.

00:53:55I am, I am, I am.

00:53:57I am, I am.

00:53:59I can't.

00:54:01I can't do anything wrong.

00:54:03That's all for me.

00:54:05You want to win?

00:54:07You want to win?

00:54:08You want to win?

00:54:10Where are you?

00:54:12Hi, Park.

00:54:24Hi.

00:54:32So, how are you?

00:54:34What are you doing in Pensacola?

00:54:36Oh, I'm good.

00:54:38I was just passing through the area.

00:54:40I figured I'd shoot you a message.

00:54:42I remember that you said that you were going to your dad's beach house in Pensacola.

00:54:46So, I thought it was worth a shot.

00:54:49Oh, yeah.

00:54:50I mean, moving here is probably one of the best decisions I've made in a long time.

00:54:55I can imagine.

00:54:57Probably much better than home.

00:54:59I was home.

00:55:01Uh, humid.

00:55:02Kinda boring.

00:55:03The usual.

00:55:05I miss it a little.

00:55:08Yeah.

00:55:09Well, you know, if you're ever in town, you can, you can stay with me.

00:55:13Thanks, Park.

00:55:14Yeah.

00:55:15It's probably not a good idea, but I appreciate the offer.

00:55:20Yeah, I mean, I just, I figured I'd at least offer.

00:55:24How's Fern?

00:55:25She's good.

00:55:27Um, yeah, she's good.

00:55:29Rachel?

00:55:30She's good, too.

00:55:31Uh, they actually just got engaged and then bought a house, but I'm sure you already knew

00:55:35about all that.

00:55:36I do still talk to Rachel sometimes.

00:55:39That's good.

00:55:40Do you guys ever talk about me?

00:55:42No.

00:55:43Definitely not.

00:55:44Oh.

00:55:45No.

00:55:46Well, I mean, that's good.

00:55:48Our ending shouldn't mean, you know, an ending for you guys, too.

00:55:51It doesn't.

00:55:56So, there's this music shop I saw, um, over off of the pier.

00:56:00Figured if you don't have any plans later, maybe we could swing by.

00:56:05Um, I, I'm getting dinner with my friends tonight, actually.

00:56:10Well, I mean, that's okay.

00:56:12It was last minute anyways, but where are you guys going?

00:56:15Just this little Italian restaurant downtown, we, we go, like, every Friday, so.

00:56:21Yeah.

00:56:29Why am I here?

00:56:31I just, I needed to see you.

00:56:39It's been years.

00:56:40What do you need to see me for?

00:56:43I just still don't understand why things ended, you know?

00:56:46Like, you're my person.

00:56:47And I can't, I just can't stop thinking about the night you left.

00:56:54I'm not your person, Park.

00:56:56Not anymore, at least.

00:56:59But, you said it yourself.

00:57:01We're soulmates.

00:57:03You said soulmates have to be forever, Park.

00:57:06Because then what's the point?

00:57:07The point is that we taught each other lessons and how to love and

00:57:12treat someone with dignity and live up to your words, you know?

00:57:17I just, I know you're the person that I'm going to end up with.

00:57:27Maybe in another universe, we were together forever, but I just don't think we're living in that universe anymore.

00:57:35Why is it so hard for me to get over you, but for you it's so easy?

00:57:44It wasn't easy.

00:57:45I spent months mourning you and I and the person I was when I was with you.

00:57:53And trying to figure out how I was going to live life without you in it.

00:57:57And I lost my best friend.

00:57:59And, you know, part of me hoped that we would cross paths again and just fall into each other's arms and everything would be like it used to, but that's just not life.

00:58:12Who said?

00:58:14Parker.

00:58:15Why can't we just have like a fairy-tale ending where we always end up together?

00:58:21Because this isn't a movie, you know?

00:58:23We're real people, this is real life and I just don't think we can exist together without hurting each other over and over and over again.

00:58:34God. I must sound insane.

00:58:37No. I just don't think you take it well when things don't go your way.

00:58:48I love you.

00:58:53I think I should go.

00:58:55I'm sorry.

00:58:58No, it's fine. I just, you know, I wish you the best, Parker. I understand.

00:59:07I'm sorry.

00:59:14Please, don't leave.

00:59:16Parker, it's time to move on.

00:59:19You have a whole life ahead of you that does not involve me.

00:59:23A life that's beautiful and enthralling.

00:59:27You and I were a mess of memories, and I cherish all of them.

00:59:33But you will always be one of my favorite lives, okay?

00:59:47I'm sorry. It doesn't change anything.

00:59:49You and I will live.

00:59:51Thanks.

00:59:52I love you.

00:59:53I love you.

00:59:55I love you.

00:59:57I love you.

00:59:59I love you.

01:00:00I love you.

01:00:32This is for you.

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