Somebody's Son S01E06

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00:00Her no, I don't think I'm sold

00:02Hopefully I get a chance to spend some more time with you. Clearly he's not sold on her

00:07So for me, I felt like that was my moment. Did you say you're attracted to me? Oh

00:14I'm noticing that James is interacting with the other ladies in a more flirtatious manner

00:19Maybe I haven't done enough to win this man's affection and love you are enough, sweetheart

00:30Oh

00:44It's a conversation that has to be had

00:47To set the scene we go on a date and I'm under the impression that the date went beautifully

00:53We held hands we kissed in the car, which was a stretch for me

01:00To

01:02Come back and have Lexi pull me aside and say all of these negative things that he said about the date

01:09There is no reason

01:12That you should feel the need to downplay your experiences to other females

01:17Competition or not. So in my head

01:21You're not interested because that's what you communicated to other people and that's embarrassing. I don't like any of it

01:28Like what?

01:34Joshua yo, yo, did you like the food my Joshua? This is good

01:39He did his thing

01:41Good morning. Good morning. Yeah, nobody say good morning

01:45Mmm, we don't make up tomorrow. Don't eat. Don't eat this wood. This is mine. I'm grabbing it. Okay, he made it. Okay

01:53This is the fruit I have a feeling today's gonna be fun if it was anything like yesterday, I'm excited same

02:01What's a marathon?

02:03When I told Tamaris the things that Joshua was saying in the kitchen

02:07Would you say that you know going on the date like brought you closer to her? Are you like sold?

02:13No, I don't think I'm so I mean you spend your time talking about Tamaris when we can be talking about you and me. I

02:18Instantly noticed that she was actually upset

02:21But I feel like if I was in her position

02:23I would want to know if someone who I was interested in was pretty much like I'm not worried about her

02:29I'm worried about you. So that was the main reason why I told her

02:32I just wanted her to kind of just know what he was on. Hey, girl

02:37Good morning. Good morning. Y'all should make breakfast. Thank you

02:42Good morning

02:48How you sleep

02:53Okay

02:55I'm a little bit confused

02:57Tamaris is annoyed

02:59We get back from this beautiful date. Have a great time now. She gave me the cold shoulder

03:04Joshua my dear. Thank you for the breakfast. Can we just talk a little bit in my room?

03:11Try the fruit it's good

03:15Have you talked to him yet? No

03:18No, I'm conflicted. Just like if you want to say something or

03:23You're good ain't never gonna lie to you

03:25And you feel the way you feel for a reason

03:28Trust that

03:30Lexi decided to tell Tamaris that Joshua downplayed their date

03:34Joshua glad to clear that up

03:36Cuz either you had a good time or you didn't have a good time

03:39I think initially all women would want to know like, okay

03:42Well, where's your head? Are you like really here for the right reasons?

03:47That's crazy. I come back giddy like happy to get my debrief into here

03:52Like you're saying the complete I'm not saying like you gotta sing my praises. So I'm not expecting like

03:59Commitment or for him to like lean towards me completely

04:03But I think just be honest or if you didn't feel like that, like let me know

04:08I just don't like when things don't match

04:10Joshua why are you giving her something to say in the first place? I'm cringing

04:15testis

04:17Could cut the tension with a knife. I

04:23Just wanted to know how was the date, how did it go?

04:31Overall I thought the day went well, but now Tamaris is acting weird and I don't know what's going on

04:36I know it might be hard like seeing me date other women and it's like you get connected with me

04:41All of a sudden I gotta walk away with somebody else

04:43But for me, too

04:44I'm dealing with all these energies like I'm dealing with you and we're having a great date and all of a sudden it's not like

04:49I can just sit by your side the whole time we can continue vibing. No, I gotta go explore these other women, too. Exactly

04:56What do you think of the other girls? Do you have a favorite?

04:59It's kind of too early to tell who's really in the lead. I gotta stay neutral at the moment

05:05Huh, it's gonna be a hard one. Yeah, it's gonna be tough

05:16Good morning. Good morning. How you feeling today?

05:20Good in the day last night really well actually tell me about just discover anything like yeah

05:26I discovered there's a spark like

05:29Alysia's a breath of fresh air

05:31It was a good date regardless of this is an inexperience or not if I'm involved with you

05:37I just want to be involved with you. I love that

05:42It's really crazy that I have to walk into a house feeling this way about somebody but at the same time

05:47I'm not trying to jump in too soon

05:50Moving too fast can be detrimental to this whole process and I still haven't even had one-on-one time yet with Sabrinae

05:56I was trying to be good and not kiss her last night. Honestly, it was it was spicy. She was looking good

06:03and we were coming off of like

06:06Butterflies learning. Yeah, exactly. Hi highly flirting. Yeah

06:15I'm not surprised. Well, what red-blooded man wouldn't feel a spark when you got everything hanging out?

06:24Really for real for real

06:27Let's see what this you want to see what's on let's see what your tablet is talking about. Hey, let's see

06:31Good morning, James and Charlize. Good morning, Joshua and Oma

06:37Today is all about character and values you ask the ladies to bear it all

06:45In an activity focused on monthly beauty

06:49Requesting that the ladies go makeup free. Yes

06:54I'm sorry

06:55For the remainder of the day good gracious girl. It's gonna be the real

07:01Take this opportunity to learn how open and honest and vulnerable these ladies can be

07:07Yeah, James will have his choice of who will join him on a romantic date this evening

07:15Oh

07:16I love this is something that you like

07:18I feel like the women being able to take off their makeup and you know be comfortable in their own skin is really important

07:25I'm hoping that this activity allows me to get to know them a little bit deeper. No, it should be interesting

07:31I'm excited about this next activity because when you have a partner you need him to see who you truly are

07:39Authenticity is so important for me because it cannot be faked. Oh, let's go break this news

07:44All right, ladies we have an activity based on vulnerability

07:50So

07:52You have five minutes

07:54To go to your room and remove all your makeup and come back to hear her say she wanted to see that aspect of us

08:01I felt scary because I'm doing this in front of so many other people

08:06But I came into this thing to win the affections of the people around me

08:11But I came into this thing to win the affection of a man, so I'm gonna do it

08:17All right. I'm super comfortable. I walk around barefaced

08:2290% of the time so this is nothing. Let's go. See you in five minutes

08:28I'm gonna start now

08:30Today we're just gonna do a little activity. I want to see your vulnerability go to your room

08:37Wipe all the makeup

08:39Ladies beauty routine sometimes it could be quite challenging and also to be an eye-opener for Joshua

08:46It doesn't come that cheap. I just want to see the true beauty. I

08:50Don't like that because I want to look good

08:53So I want to see your true self, okay, that sucks

08:57I just felt like it was too vulnerable for like the stage that we are at right now

09:02So for me, I'm just like come on now

09:06Okay, so that's activity

09:08Yes

09:10Okay

09:14I

09:16Don't like that because I want to see your true self. Okay, that sucks

09:23So

09:31Let's do this

09:34Yesterday I was very emotional because we're all competing for the affection and the attention of one guy and

09:40I'm dealing with like a lot of stress and I've developed like hives on my skin

09:45That turned into like light spots on my face, and I'm like everybody's gonna see my spots now

09:51Today would be the day that we take off makeup the day that I put on a whole lot of it. I

10:00Typically do not wear makeup. So that's why you will not catch me wearing a lot of makeup at times

10:08Hey

10:10I'm back back and better. Hey

10:13Hey

10:15It's attractive to me that these women are coming around me bare face because it's like you're comfortable with who you are

10:21You're comfortable in your own skin and that alone is sexy. Y'all look great. Thank you. So

10:27Speaking of makeup, I'm gonna give you a calendar

10:32You're gonna tell us what you do like once a month, you know, I get my hair done

10:37But getting your head done. Do you have extensions?

10:40Pedicures

10:42Massages, you know things like that. So at the end, I want you to total all of those things

10:56Just when we thought it was getting easy they brought in let me see that monthly maintenance budget

11:02Don't get a calculator

11:05Maybe get bikini waxes. Do you get Brazilians?

11:10I

11:11Want to go first all the first

11:13So I have a yoga membership. So that's $150 a month. I get my hair colored at least once a month. Okay, that's about 180

11:22hair products

11:23150

11:24Makeup $300. I do go to saunas $55 a day and then I'll get a massage like once a month and that's like 120

11:31Okay. Wow

11:33That's a lot of money on upkeep

11:36Okay, so what's your grand total we're at 1205

11:41Alicia's budget. That's a lot of money for a 25 year old. So my thought is you got sugar daddy or something

11:51Okay, all right next I'll go next so my nose is 115 I do laser hair removal so that's $300

11:59I typically don't wear makeup. I'm just naturally

12:02How do you so what she said she's naturally pretty I am excuse me

12:11Let's see, no shade

12:14Oh, yeah, that's right. That's right. So did you add it come up to 1040 but I had a gift cards

12:22I don't put that on there

12:24Do what you do free

12:26The

12:28Only thing that I do consistently is get my eyebrows started and that is $10 and I'll go once every two weeks

12:35So that's about $20 a month. Mm-hmm and everything else I do myself

12:42So it's a total

12:44$20 a month. I

12:46Was actually surprised that my budget was the highest out of all the girls

12:52I definitely expected Sabrina to come in second, but breathe on come on girl. You do more than that

12:58I'm working on getting my second property if I

13:01Wasn't as focused and dedicated to my goals. I

13:05Would probably have spent just as much money as everybody else sitting there participating. I

13:11like for Vaughn

13:12Seems like she's really a hard worker and a go-getter. So the biggest spender

13:22I am shocked to see how much these ladies spend on self-care

13:26It's either super high or it's lower than what I spend

13:31So you get married?

13:32Who would you expect to pay for all this? I think treating for sure. I love that idea

13:38interesting I

13:40Am looking for a man who's financially stable and not stingy

13:44So for me my budget works for me. I'm able to do it all on my own

13:48So if I have a man I

13:501,000% expect him to

13:53Participate in that I feel like when you date someone

13:56The woman is a reflection of the man and if I'm walking around here and nails not done and hair messy

14:02Like what does that make you look like? So I definitely expect my man to help out on my budget

14:07It would be nice if like my partner my man says like hey, can I treat you to get your nails done?

14:12Like I noticed you always do your own. Let's go together. Let's get manis and pedis

14:17I like to be treated but if he is gonna treat me I would prefer like my nails and massage

14:21I mean at the end of the day if you're married

14:23I would understand how it would feel good to be like I got you on this. I treat you you treat me

14:28It's just it's a partnership, you know, my love language is acts of service stepping in footing the bill for something

14:34I feel like that's aligned with my love language. So that's something that I look to do for my woman. All right

14:40Well James can

14:42Speak to you for a second go into the principal's office

14:47So

14:50What do you think of the activity insightful very insightful so what can you take away from it?

14:55I mean when it comes to upkeep it's important

14:58I understand that and you want to get yourself to live a certain way and you got the paperwork sometimes

15:03I don't think that there's anything wrong with it and all of them are naturally beautiful. So it was nice to see

15:08So who would you like to have a relaxing massage with something? I know I'm gonna pick

15:15Okay, I mean I'll keep is important so

15:19Yeah, considering those factors. I have a winner in my head. All right, let's go. Okay

15:26There's choices his choice. It's his day to pick so I'm just gonna have to roll with it

15:31ladies

15:34Okay, so we have a date

15:37As a result of the activity

15:39So I will let you choose whoever

15:42Okay, you want to take on that date so the date is massage and who I will be taking on the massage

15:52This cybernet, oh, thank you

15:56Yeah, I finally get my date with James, oh my gosh

16:00I am so nervous, but I'm excited to get to learn more about him. It should be fun

16:06Cybernet won the bear at all challenge because she wasn't too low and she wasn't too high

16:12She was like in the middle I can get with that and at the same time

16:15She hasn't had a one-on-one with me yet. So it just kind of lined up

16:20this man

16:21All right. So let's go get ready and I'll meet you down here. Awesome. Sounds good

16:26I was hoping that it would be me because of the results of everything but miss Charlize did mention that it's his choice

16:35All I can say is I'm in my own head and we'll see what happens

16:40All right. Enjoy that massage. I could use one, too

16:46Me too

16:49I

17:02Know it takes a big level of vulnerability to do what they're doing

17:18I

17:22Beautiful

17:23Thinking of the makeup is not an easy task for them to do but

17:28Chambray and Mary's seems not to be bothered Lexi. I can still see the frowning. I mean at least she was vulnerable to do it

17:37Well, I want you to write how much that we spend on makeup

17:42I'm not happy with Joshua right now

17:44I'm just gonna table it and talk about it when we're alone

17:50Just to know

17:52As I'm writing this up down. I'm like trying to keep up with it and add it up and do math and now I'm like

17:57Wow, I am expensive. You're gonna have fun doing this. I'm gonna be alone there, sir

18:04If they say anything more than 2,000 my hair might blow up

18:07I

18:09Might be more than that, you know by the time you do your eyebrows

18:14eyelashes now

18:16Pedicure manicure you got by your body lotion

18:24Y'all done. Yeah, okay. Can I start with you?

18:29Hair install spell 250 hair itself is about 450

18:35Full set and pedicure is $200 lashes are 125 skincare. I put like 150 teeth whitening up at 140

18:45You want it no

18:48Of course your girl price tag is like I don't even know it was it was it was a lot

18:54And I feel like Josh started sweating

18:56Well good to know. Yeah

18:58Mm-hmm

19:01Okay, well compared to her I'm considered super low maintenance I

19:06Guess the one thing that I do

19:08Regulars would be the nail salon and I only spent 120. My hair is free

19:12I do my own hair every hairstyle braids. So in any of that I do it myself. So I save myself. Yes

19:20Lexi is doing not Liz bohemian with the blonde and doing so ends and

19:26Flipping it and reversing it and do a curl outs and twist outs and I'm just like that's a lot

19:32I heard you for service back there. Like I gave her her flowers. I don't get my lashes done. I do my own individual

19:38So you should you do everything I do everything myself waxes. I'd wax my own leg

19:45Wow at the end of the month very low how much do you spend every if you want to count monthly to 40

19:52$40. Yes

19:53Lexi hot one was low if she said I like that. That's cool. Like we don't know you could like that

19:59I don't know. Is it normal if she's saying the truth or not?

20:04So for me, I do get brow lamination wax intent

20:08It's usually like 450 and then for install 150 to 200 lashes initially 125

20:14I do go to Sephora and Target. I do also like

20:18Massages and then facial once a month, so I guess in a low in this 2k

20:24Yeah, I'm spinning a bag

20:31So when y'all in a relationship, who do you put all these expense on

20:38You put it on your partner or how does it go?

20:41Typically, I take care of my own expenses. I don't expect, you know, my partner to be like

20:472,500 for her to be her this month. Like I kind of maintain myself now when I'm married that might be different

20:55I'm just joking

20:59Well, I just want to thank you all so much for this little activity

21:02I really enjoyed it to kind of a little bit know how much it costs to do all this. I know it's not easy

21:08Me and Joshua's gonna go talk then we'll let you all know. Thank you

21:20It cost that much to be a woman

21:22It's cost to be beautiful

21:252,500 it doesn't matter for one month. What do you take to buy one pant that lasts me? How long years?

21:31Yes, that's how the beauty last. No when they maintain themselves

21:35Okay

21:38Okay

21:42I know it's quite surprising

21:44for him to

21:46Absorb, but when you look at the world, that's what it is. I see some people that spend more than that

21:52When they reveal their big spending budget, they're proud to spend that much money. They want for it. That's good

21:58But if you just want to work so hard to pay for your beauty, no, no, no, no, no

22:02That's good, but if you just want to work so hard to pay for your beauty, no, no, no, no, no

22:05I want to work hard so we can travel and have fun. I learn how to do your hair

22:10It's not every woman that knows how to do their hair taking care of your wife. It's not too much

22:15It's not don't stress about it. Then let's be focused to pick the right person

22:19That is what we're here for marry somebody that has quality not what they spend or what I do not spend

22:26Monthly expense on the beauty it differs some spend quite a lot on themselves

22:32Some go on projects. I cannot categorize anyone for

22:37Being above or being below. It's just who you are. So I want to know what you think

22:43I mean the way I'm feeling right now. Uh-huh. I like Lexie

22:46It's based on the activity itself taking off that layer

22:49You can see her reactions and how vulnerable she really was and how much it actually meant a big deal for her

22:55To take that layer off

22:56I know and I feel like I mean, I don't like I said, I want to reward her

22:59But I mean, I feel like I want to spend some time wearing and explore why why her body language got to what it was

23:06You know, I mean, I'll say do it. Okay. Oh

23:09Yeah, yeah, yeah

23:11Thank you all so much for doing this, you know little activity. It was really fun

23:17It was I just couldn't know what everybody stands, you know in terms of how much you spend and all that to me

23:23It wasn't too crazy

23:26To me it surprised me but she made me she helped me understand. Yeah, I appreciate y'all

23:30You know doing this activity with us as well, and I do appreciate y'all you being vulnerable and stripping that layer off

23:37I do have a little self-care date and I want Lexie to join me if you want to

23:42Okay, which one? Yeah. Thank you. I think that Joshua made the perfect decision today

23:48You know whenever we started writing down our budgets for the month and mine was way lower than the other girls

23:54I didn't really know what we were trying to prove if we were high maintenance low maintenance, but I was happy

24:01Let's do it

24:06We learned nothing else today we learned this all makes sense and where's the car

24:17I

24:41Am so nervous I'm having my first date with James and we're both naked

24:47I'm thinking to myself. I am playing next to the sexy man. My parents are going to kill me

24:56Sabrinae came in. She has great energy. She's a little reserved, right?

25:00but that's also really intriguing because I feel like there's a lot to uncover about her and I'm really looking forward to getting to

25:08know what lies down there because

25:11That's where your true self is

25:14You

25:16Enjoyed it. Yes, I did. You know my language told me you were like, I'm a deep-tissue person

25:21I was like me too. I've really wanted to spend one-on-one time with James

25:26I wanted to like let my flirty side out of just a little bit more. I

25:31Know I come off as very quiet very reserved

25:34But the people who really know me know that I am an open book. So I really hope that we click on this date

25:42I really hope I get those butterflies because I do not want to go home

25:46So, how are you feeling about everything going on so far? I mean, I feel good. Everyone's really kind. They're really sweet very genuine

25:53Yeah, um, and I was kind of nervous about that. Like oh my gosh, they're ready gonna be nice or how's everyone?

25:58Yeah, no for real cuz I'm literally in the house full of women and I'm just like bro, please

26:03Lord, please let it be chill. Yeah, cuz I don't do drama. I don't like drama and stuff like that

26:07I'm like, I'm happy that the girls that are here get along

26:11That's good. Of course. We all want you, but you know, we keep it like very respectful. Yeah

26:18So like what are your like the qualities that you're looking for in your next partner?

26:24Relationship with God first and foremost like that's the biggest thing being family oriented is definitely a big thing. Yeah

26:31Yeah, I understand that for sure

26:33You can see those qualities. I can see those

26:37I can see

26:39Like you have a very like light spirit

26:43This is really refreshing

26:45like always smiles

26:47I'm like locked in

26:54He has all the qualities that I'm looking for in a man very family-oriented God is first in his life

26:59I loved getting to know of like what he's looking for in a partner and I feel like I'm that partner for him

27:06I

27:10Love another person

27:17Too bad can't have you lick it off. That's yours. Now. She's trying to give me the lick thing

27:22Look, look mom and dad. I ain't do it. Let me stop. I'm gonna stop

27:27I don't know if it's the champagne that has her more relaxed, but I'm getting a different side from cybernate at this point and

27:36It's that spice that I was looking for I

27:39Love strawberry cake

27:41hmm

27:42That's my go-to. My mom makes it for me every year my birthday. That's awesome

27:46No, like that good family dynamic is something that really like important. So

27:52It's good that you have that you carry yourself. Well, I've done a great job. Shout out to the parents

27:57Raising you with love you can tell it you can feel it. Oh, thank you. It is an amazing job

28:02Your parents did amazing job on you too. I love your mom

28:10I can tell I can tell you love your mom like so much. Yeah, her opinion really matters to you

28:16Yeah, cuz she's like she says she's wants the best for you

28:19Like my parents want the best for me and anything that I do. Yeah, so her parents

28:24Yeah, we're gonna pour up and toast to some good parents because that's your challenge to finishing the bottle

28:32After this date, I do feel a lot better

28:34I'm so a little nervous being around him 101, but I do feel there's a connection there

28:41So I can't wait to see what happens next

28:44That's it

28:46You know how the um, there's something I don't want to do, okay

28:50Where we going is everything? Oh

28:53You listen

28:56You trying to turn up I appreciate it. Yeah, I know you like to get turn up

29:02How do you feel like

29:03Today went so far. I

29:05Really enjoy it alone one time. I'm glad that we finally got it overdue. You saying I'm saving the best for last

29:32Oh

29:39Lexi I haven't had any alone time at all since we've been here. So to be able to spend a date something relaxing and peaceful

29:47I'm looking forward to it. My favorite color is blue. So I might as well just I'll take that one over there

29:53Oh my god, like I'm so happy. I got picked for this date. Like when I heard it was a massage

29:58I was like, wow, this is amazing

30:00I definitely needed to ease some tension off and just like relax

30:04I

30:28Think it's super important for me to finally get that one-on-one time with him

30:32I'm hoping to just learn about him on a deeper level since I feel like I haven't gotten a chance to do that yet

30:43Romantic champagne right now. Yeah. No, let's go ahead and get right to it. Tell me that

30:53Okay, you sure you don't pop this thing you can do the honors

31:03Let me grab your napkin, okay

31:08Sometimes when I never mind I'm about to get real spicy

31:13Bubblies you go. Thank you. We're gonna cheers to

31:19Good a good aim. Yes. It's a target

31:24Going into this date. I'm looking to be able to know about her background

31:28Where she sees herself in the next three years where she at right now just so many things that I couldn't touch on before, you know

31:35Well, thanks for the massage. It was amazing

31:42Okay

31:45It's beautiful getting this a long time which I really get to see like who you are

31:48I mean, I hope you know they're like

31:52Well, I don't know how you perceive me right now, but I've been trying to keep it real neutral

31:57Yeah, I'm trying to keep it real. Just play it safe. Let's just say yeah, I feel you

32:01I respect that honest truth a picture for the day for a reason

32:05Because when we did strip off this layer of makeup or right become vulnerable

32:10I feel like it took a lot more for you to become vulnerable than everybody else

32:15More than the rest. Yes, because I have a protective like not I'm not talking about makeup. I'm talking about in general

32:21I protect myself. I have to

32:23All of my exes I feel like they kind of have very similar traits they're very very much like

32:30You know pouring into me and I think that's one of the things that I like require in a man

32:35So when I see a guy that's like going above and beyond it does make me feel good

32:39It makes me feel wanted all my life. Everything happened in my life. It's good decisions

32:44I mean, I'm because of anyone so I have to also protect myself. Yeah, no one's gonna protect me

32:49Where are you at right now in your life and then like?

32:51Where do you see yourself?

32:53Two years three years. I mean, um

32:57Like it's happening three years, you know for sure

32:59Yeah, it's actually so crazy because the last three years of my life have been so like transformational

33:05So three years, I would see myself just continuing to grow on my career. Hopefully married by then. Yeah, what about you?

33:13What's your plan?

33:15In a relationship working towards their goal

33:18Mm-hmm multiple houses in different states or different countries. I

33:23Was one of those people I was outside

33:25Playing around having fun enjoying my life

33:28It's gotten to this later part of my 20s or it's like it's time to lock in like

33:33Shooting three years. I couldn't have a kid. Yeah, that's why I put career so hot

33:37I love that this needs to be the time where it's like

33:40Grind grind grind so my kids don't have to see this grind grind grind. Exactly. Thank you to see their dad

33:44Yeah, you're gonna want that but you're still gonna want your time because being like a parent is like talking you're always a parent

33:52There's no you can't take it back. Like you can't yeah

33:55Parenting is for life. So I'm able like

34:00We sitting here together. The goal is to be me you're right

34:03So it's like how would that look like co-parenting or how do I deal with you know?

34:08I mean the guy and everything like how does that work?

34:10I mean, I think I have a healthy co-parenting relationship

34:15but in terms of like

34:16Me and you I feel like when I'm married like you would become a part of like my child's life

34:21Like you are there like imagine we live together like you're actually there more than

34:27The child's father would be you know, I'm saying that's like

34:32Yeah

34:34Right now I feel like I'm attracted to Lexi but at the same time playing a step-dad role

34:40I don't know if I can do that yet. Yeah, that's a big thing that you know, you have to consider

34:45It's like they're gonna look up to you. They're gonna see you as that example

34:49That's a big thing for you to consider as well. Exactly

34:51My children are my everything and my future husband should be someone who embraces

34:58Being a good father figure to them. So I like that that light bulb went off for him, too

35:09I

35:27Hey girl, how are you? I wanted to jet. All right, come on open the wine. It's a wine. Yeah

35:33I was one of those type of talks. Yep

35:39Yeah, I think in this moment I do feel very misled and I think that something that I prefer in a man is

35:48Just tell me what it is. I

35:51Like it black and white, but still I'm trying to give Joshua the benefit of the doubt

35:56Talk to me lay it all out. I

35:59Think the reason that I wanted to talk though is because my energy was cold when it was just hot

36:05You know, I'm saying no for that

36:08You're like

36:10Talking to three different people, right?

36:12So I get that it can be conflicting and I get like you're trying to do certain things out of respect

36:18But it's all disrespectful to me because I'm coming in the house looking like a clown

36:24Cuz I was all giddy

36:34Okay

36:38I

36:40Really? Enjoy myself

36:43Not at all. It is a problem when

36:46The reviews were from the audience

36:49That you were just nonchalant about it and you had the opposite reaction to that. How was it? It was cool

36:55It's cool. How'd it go? It was cool

36:59Got to know a little bit more about America, you know

37:02Are you like still open to like, you know?

37:06Exploring other avenues just want to go eat some dinner and that's a nervous more

37:14Who's the audience

37:16You know who the audience is

37:18the other two young ladies

37:21That was the review and it was the complete opposite on your mind. Yeah

37:26Having the woman download each other and form each other whatever way you want to put it

37:30It's making it harder for me to really

37:31Get to know each and one of them without having the thought in the back of my head that they're gonna go tell them the

37:36Next person what I just said

37:38Should be just our conversation

37:40Shouldn't go back and tell somebody just met our experience

37:43I'm trying to give myself a fair chance to be open to everybody if I start leaning towards you

37:49Now that closes off the door with them because they think we locked in

37:52and

37:54it's hard to deal with it, but I'm trying to navigate through these emotions and and

37:59Try to convey those messages to you and to the rest of these ladies and the best way I can you don't get a

38:04lot of one-on-one time

38:06It's just irritating

38:08And I think like I want to feel validated as a woman. Like I don't want to feel

38:13like

38:15Downplayed, you know, I just want a little bit of acknowledgement and I want to know where your head is

38:20Because right now I don't or I thought I did last night but coming into the house

38:26The way that you act with other people is how you really feel about that person if that makes me the way you interact

38:33But you have to understand from my perspective like who wants to see

38:38Feel you don't because if I feel like if I was if I was in your shoes, I would just want to see me

38:42That's what I'm trying to make it as neutral as possible. Cuz you aren't the only one in this house. Yeah facts

38:48That's my perspective. Okay, and I appreciate your perspective

38:52I'm glad you let me know. I'm glad we talked about it. Thank you for like holding space for me

38:59Thank you for thank you for pulling like asking for the time

39:03for

39:04Hopefully it's reassured a little bit or not even reassured just give me perspective so you can kind of understand where I'm going. Yeah

39:11There's reassurance. I don't know if you need it or not. You just need to understand what I'm coming

39:16But you also need to understand why I'm coming. Yes, and do you yes, I do because you make it clear

39:21I just want to set a boundary I guess and talk about it get it off my chest clear the air

39:26Yeah, as I'm going through these activities going through these dates. It's just like I'm a back end of this. It's gonna get tricky

39:32It's like ah

39:36We all know how we're in here so kind of sympathizing me like I'm not trying to hurt your feelings

39:52We look at some Z's I'm gonna go to bed I

39:56Respect Joshua being very real, but I'm trying to put two and two together before I get fully invested because I'm still not sure

40:15Next on somebody's son. I came here to embrace a loved one

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