The Secret Lives of Mormon Wives Season 1 Episode 8

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00:00moving on but it won't be for long you'll see when i'm gone i'm never really gone you think

00:07you're moving on but no one's gonna feel like feel like i'm really close to my due date i can

00:17go into labor at any moment i should be happy but i'm not because i have taken a break from

00:24dakota since vegas and on top of that macy told me about a dm she received in her anonymous

00:30messages i can read it to you don't want me to read it to you yeah they said i accidentally

00:35slept with dakota before i knew he and taylor were together and i only met taylor once i'm

00:40terrified to tell her but i feel like she has a right to now help one is making me emotional and

00:45two i'm like getting angry i'm like it's embarrassing like we're this close and with

00:49that dm i of course want to know is this true hello hey what are you doing uh just opening a

01:02new diaper trash can for the baby oh that's cool yeah what are you doing i'm just calling you to

01:09see how things went in vegas oh my gosh uh i don't know i feel like it was more stressful

01:17trip rather than like a fun one oh really why macy got a message saying hey um i accidentally

01:25slept with dakota while he was with taylor i've only met her once but i feel like she should know

01:32and so what do you really think that that could be the case in my head i'm like i would hope that

01:40you're not this dumb and so i won't stay with him and i don't care what anyone says i would rather

01:47be co-parenting than to live with a liar so have you talked to him about this did he say like he

01:55didn't do this that somebody's making it up i haven't confronted him i haven't confronted him

02:00i just found this out like i haven't seen him you haven't no he's coming over right now

02:07i don't know like maybe in my head i'm like there's no way this could be true but at the

02:12same time i have thought that it could have been this girl jenna dakota obviously has said no

02:19we did not sleep together he told me like he saw her they kissed and that was that taylor if you

02:24found out today that dakota lied and actually slept with jenna that night would you leave him

02:28even though you were having his baby 100 000 would be dead to me oh really i couldn't help

02:36to think that it is jenna because one i've only met her one time which the dm states

02:42and it was right when we were beginning in the dating so the two added up i just wish you really

02:48should have thought about everything before all of this though it's pretty sad this is not good

02:53taylor to bring another child into this world with so much chaos it breaks my heart honestly

03:01you guys need to get your crap together yeah

03:08oh hi there needs to be a positive change and i know he's here so can i just call you back

03:16yeah okay let me know what's going on okay i will all right love you okay i love you bye bye

03:23bye hi hi is that your mom yeah she basically is like saying that um we need to like get our

03:33shit together because it's just unfair to this baby i agree um that we should just get our

03:40stuff together yeah um i really just want to clear the air with dakota but it's making me

03:49like want to cry every day because this is exactly what i've been afraid of this whole time

03:54i just feel really tired and fed up macy got this dm i think a while

03:58back and she's been debating to tell me and it's about me

04:01yes

04:31me

04:49macy got this dm and she was like i don't know if i want to tell you i know you're so close to

04:54your baby but if i were you i'd want to know let me see i call him like the confession

05:01i

05:06that's so dumb again it's the same it's just the same issues over and over again and it's so

05:13annoying for all i know macy i feel like would do that to me first off whoever it is it's not true

05:24of course i have to sit here and wonder when macy's asking me my mom's asking me do you

05:28think this is true in my head i'm like my answer is i hope he's not that dumb

05:33you're gonna lose everything if it happened for any reason to be true

05:38this is not true i don't know what you want me to do it's like

05:42it's putting me in these stupid ass positions that i shouldn't have to be put in

05:45i just i need some context with this

05:51the two girls before those i've already told you okay

05:56the message if this is stating that i've cheated on you since i've dated you

06:00in our relationship not true that is it that's it there it is and you're a hundred percent taylor

06:10a hundred percent so nothing yeah you want context what context you want me to give you

06:15besides it's not i just want you to sit here and think if there's i don't need to think about i

06:18don't need to think about it i don't need to think about it that's the thing i don't have

06:23to think about that but it's been a while so maybe like if you forgot taylor i guess my point

06:29is it's like i just you know you know that one way or the other if anything went down i will

06:34find out okay perfect i hope i hope so like this is what i love like good well aware and vice versa

06:42what happens and vice versa see the threats like that's all it is though you just sit here and you

06:47you make these threats i ain't sticking around i ain't staying with you i ain't doing this there's

06:50reasonings like if this happened to be true then yes i wouldn't want to be with you honestly after

06:56the whole swing scandal my life blew up that was my rock bottom and montauk i thought was gonna fall

07:03apart and with dakota everything just moved so fast got into a new relationship got pregnant

07:09i want to trust dakota it's just when you've been lied to that many times it's really hard

07:17to trust somebody like it's as simple as that

07:22you say this stuff to me 24 7 this is what i'm saying so it's clear no not even about this like

07:26i'm just hearing this 24 7 like i'm sick of hearing it i don't like hearing it all what

07:31if if that were to go no about anything like i'm never hearing that you're sticking around

07:36so that's the issue i'm never hearing that you're sticking around

07:40it is just like fearful you have a baby coming and it's still not resolved so of course

07:45with all of our shit we do need to get it figured out for not only ourselves but for

07:49our kid coming and so i'm like scared i'm very scared

07:54my point was is you know that if anything does come out

07:58you're gonna end things with me yeah 100

08:18hello macy yes dakota is this you yeah what's up um like i don't know if you're down for this

08:28but i would just love if i could like talk to you for a little bit in person if you can

08:34this is because of the thing you shared about the confession thing i got

08:38yeah dakota has never reached out to me ever so i am shocked to say the least okay yeah i can

08:45meet up for a little bit i will admit i'm a little nervous to meet up with him one-on-one after

08:50i saw how intense he can be and how loud he gets when he has these conversations but he

08:54shouldn't be getting mad at me he should be getting mad at himself oh gosh i have anxiety now

09:01oh

09:11bitch i'm here

09:16oh jeez sorry i didn't mean to scare you

09:24okay well i feel weird just sitting here should we like get a soda or yeah whatever you want i

09:30don't know what your time frame is so like honestly i'm down for that if that's better

09:34i have like 15 minutes okay that's honestly that's all i need um thank you again yeah sure

09:43meeting with me i appreciate it i feel so uh stressed right now yeah just with every with

09:50everything right it's not gonna be a dad that's what i'm saying okay dude this is not good what's

09:57not good this is the situation with taylor are you talking about specifically yeah no the

10:01situation yeah with the question but i mean yeah with me and taylor too now like i just feel like

10:06wait so did she bring it up to you and then like you got in a fight about it or what happened yeah

10:11she brought it up to me when i got back to vegas well she just questioned me on it even just our

10:15situation alone like me and taylor's is like so much already and every time that i feel like

10:23where we like get through something or we're like over it something else happens this is like

10:28completely out of my hands what happened right like i have zero control on this yep but it like

10:35causes a lot of contention and issues now and typically it comes from you like i always feel

10:42like you're usually the one that's like trying to stir the pot between me and taylor i feel like you

10:49are self-sabotaging us me yeah i i'm i don't think i am i went back and forth on it because

10:57i was like well would she rather know after she has a baby or would she rather know before and

11:00work it out before she has the baby i talked to demia talked to micaela and i said what do you

11:04think i should do they said you need to tell her so everyone it wasn't i was the messenger

11:09but i wasn't the catalyst

11:13like i'm angry right now at me i'm angry at you for what i'd even do anything though but

11:18you did i'm the one who truly cares about taylor i would rather know something like this before i

11:23gave birth work it out give birth have this like beautiful moment rather than acting like things

11:28are fine have this beautiful moment and then find out when you're in your blissful stage with the

11:32baby and being like wow now this bombshells dropped on me i'm postpartum but that's not

11:35even true this might not be the best timing either because who's to say she doesn't have

11:39her baby tomorrow why don't should i just never tell her that i don't know i don't know i don't

11:44know what the answer is i don't know maybe come to me or something be like hey this just happened

11:48or have jacob or something be like i know but again like you need to you it feels like you're

11:52teaming up with her and i'm just sitting here and i just have to get like shit on for it like

11:57the whole time i'm just like gosh damn i'm not gonna not tell her like i was in a situation

12:01where i'm like she has to know because if it were me i would be pissed if my friend did not tell me

12:05but it's not my fault when i'm like receiving these things and taylor is coming to me and i'm

12:09giving her my advice i'm not gonna lie to her i'm gonna tell her my opinion you tell her how i feel

12:14and what i think i'm not gonna lie and sugarcoat it end of the day i choose taylor i care about

12:20taylor a lot i know you like so much i saw your fight i was there and i told you i saw both sides

12:26i wasn't like no dakota you're wrong i literally listened to both of you and i said i understand

12:31where you're coming from as well i'm not trying to separate you guys in any way but i do feel like

12:36you guys have issues and then you're coming to me being like you're the reason but i'm not i'm not

12:40looking at someone to blame it's it's you're the only person i could blame

12:47i think it's extremely weird that dakota is getting mad at me for the confession that i

12:51received because i feel like it makes it seem like he's hiding something why are you getting

12:56upset if you're innocent anyways um well this has been very exciting but i'm late to get hudson

13:03obviously i'm not gonna tell you guys what you guys need to do because that's not my place but

13:06i will say i don't have bad intentions but i feel like you still do and i feel like you

13:10still try to blame me for things in your relationship we can just agree to disagree then

13:16yeah maybe all right all right see you macy see ya

13:20uh

13:35what'd you guys bring a cake nice what's it for did you ask just because we love cake

13:42it's family dinner night and we go to dinner every once in a while so i know they're not

13:49going to expect this but i have some news to share with them tonight what do you think you're

13:53going to get babe trying to find a yummy drink that's like not alcohol so what's been going on

14:00i'm so sick of my friends and the mom talk group there's just all this unnecessary drama

14:05like it's at the end of the day it's just stupid it's just stupid drama

14:09i've been struggling trying to figure out if i even want to be involved in mom talk anymore

14:14and honestly based off of recent events i really don't want to i just want to like go away i know

14:21macy's launch party is coming up and i really want to go to macy's event i want to be there for her

14:26but i don't want to be around these people i want to focus on my family i want to focus on

14:32what i want my future to be i want to focus on our homestead it's only about an hour and a half

14:37of work every day wow that's not bad the manure i can already smell it and you will smell like it

14:43god that face i can't that face that face is like bs okay folks i'm gonna set this right here for

14:52you just put it right down the middle what's in here is there something in there it's a trip to

14:59italy because we've been what is it there's nothing in there oh i thought you said you

15:02felt something i did feel something oh oh it's right there oh my ew what is that

15:09ew what are you guys doing mom pick it up ew what is that it's a knife stop saying ew

15:15can you figure it out

15:19oh oh my god that is disgusting what did he put in the cake oh my gosh i know what it is

15:28i don't know i wanted to do something really creative to tell my mom and dad and my siblings

15:39that i was pregnant is this the keystone yes the actual keystone yeah it is do you actually

15:47pee on that or is it just like a i actually peed on this okay why did you put that in the

15:52there's a lid on it there's a residue that get like the germs that i guess i didn't really think

15:58it fully thoroughly clearly but the lid is on so there's that is it a boy we don't know and

16:07we're not gonna find out by the way the gender until i give birth for this one we're gonna wait

16:12we're gonna wait i know i know i'm pregnant i want to focus on this i want to be surrounded

16:20by people who are supporting me uplifting me i don't want to be a part of mom talk but then

16:25making all of this money and creating this business this brand for ourselves it's our

16:30livelihood so honestly i don't really know what i'm going to do should we hold up the test yes

16:37one two three

16:39look how chunky he's getting he is getting chunky he's so cute though

16:51these last couple weeks have been i feel like really crazy for us

16:57yeah i think as long as we have god on our side having an amazing husband and amazing father

17:02comes a lot easier when you put him first i see your potential just like god sees your potential

17:11zach and i have been praying a lot after vegas it really put us in a bad spot in our relationship

17:20ladies

17:27we've been taking a lot of time to heal in our our marriage but we also just found out that

17:34zach got into medical school in new york which was one of his top dream schools to get into

17:41medical schools are super hard on marriages so it makes me question if going to medical school

17:48is worth it to be honest after everything that we've gone through this year what we have

17:5510 more years of school i honestly do think that we should take a year off

18:03i mean technically medical school doesn't even start till august so it does give us months to

18:07kind of like think through things and figure stuff out i think if we avoid all of our issues and just

18:14keep moving forward that being completely honest like i don't know if our marriage would last

18:26do you have hope for the like future i mean i can go put him in his uh

18:30bouncer real quick

18:42i know that part of you thinks that new york that's where we're supposed to be but i just

18:50don't know if it makes sense it holds me back from you know business opportunities with mom talk

18:59it's hard because i am the provider and if we are going to do medical school and do these hard

19:05things in life we do need to be on the same page especially if we end up moving to new york where

19:10maybe i won't even have a mom talk group what if like my engagement just stops and how am i going

19:15to provide mom talk that is important to me and i do feel like i've established that here

19:22like i'm happy with that but i really don't i don't really care

19:29so

19:34i think the reason why i have a really hard time communicating my feelings towards zach

19:39is i feel like his first reaction is to fight or share his opinions then to support or validate me

19:50most important thing to me in this life is my relationship with god and my family but you know

19:57obviously if things don't get better he knows that i won't stay with him if i keep being treated

20:02this way yeah make them pretty make them look nice baby mama is a line of natal supplements

20:17for women who are going through their motherhood journey and today is the baby mama launch party

20:22and our site is going live and i've been working on this like endlessly for the last two and a half

20:27years it's just such a surreal moment is macy here she's just doing the makeup right in the back i'm

20:32gonna go do her hair so okay this looks incredible keep it up oh my goodness in mormon culture the

20:39church puts the men on this pedestal where you have to promise to obey your husband and he is

20:45the leader of your household and of your family but all of us women and mom talk we definitely

20:50don't put up with the patriarchy macy is a great role model for what mom talk represents and all of

20:55us look up to macy and we're just so excited to see her kick ass in the business world

21:09it was an absolute shit show over the weekend in vegas but i invited everyone from our mom talk

21:15little group even whitney to the launch party when we take all our followings combine make

21:20videos together we all make a really powerful community how's today been i'm like uh i want

21:26to say good but okay but it looks insane out there i know okay good and to think that's like all

21:31collabs it makes me nervous well you're fine i don't want to stress you out but have you talked

21:36to whitney at all oh no she hasn't um she hasn't even attempted i haven't even thought about it

21:43i'm glad i'm not i'm like i have too much going on to work out if someone's gonna come support me

21:47or not no no absolutely not and i feel like that's that's what she wants is to be like

21:53to have everyone talk about her so no if she's not here i don't care it's your night

21:58i haven't heard anything from whitney not even a text not even an instagram like nothing she's

22:04supposed to be my best friend and she knows how important this is to me she knows how long i've

22:09been working on this she even saw the original concept and everything when i first was starting

22:13it and if she doesn't come at this point i do think the future of our friendship is in jeopardy

22:18stop it this is so cute you guys look so cute wait i'm obsessed with this actually

22:40have like matching dresses i love it i haven't seen the girls since vegas and to be honest part

22:47of me didn't want to go to this launch party just because i feel like i'm still recovering from that

22:53whole weekend just hope the girls aren't judging zach and that they can look past everything

22:59but i do feel like it's important for me to support macy and her business on a frail note how are you

23:07doing don't sugarcoat it baby oh my gosh that was like i'm not kidding like one of the hardest

23:12weekends of my whole entire of my life because i hope you know that was like all him like that

23:18was all his triggers his like warped belief system of what a wife is and what like yeah you should be

23:26in the relationship i think jen is completely aware about how controlling zach is and i feel

23:32like you can see when he is being controlling how she just disassociates in those moments i think

23:39she's fully aware but i just don't think she knows how to like speak up and truly put her

23:43foot down that she doesn't want to be controlled in that way you know he can be like a little

23:47controlling and overly opinionated and he's gonna have to be forced to like self-aware you know

23:53yeah 100%

24:09so

24:20to launch our business i want to do a huge launch party invite a bunch of different influencers

24:24around utah and just have a good time i wanted to literally launch the website live with everyone

24:30because i want baby mama to be about community and just supporting each other on our motherhood

24:34journey yeah it's my time oh yeah

24:41i honestly think it's awesome that macy has a tattoo station at her launch party i feel like

24:47it's interesting though because i think a lot of the people coming to the event are also mormon so

24:52i'm pretty sure that's against their values but i'm all for it i will not be getting one though

24:58i'm so proud of macy this looks so good i don't know how she's doing i know i feel like she's

25:02saying she's stressed but she's handling it so she is yeah i mean good for macy like not but i

25:07don't know how you can focus when your best friend is not here hey guys i have an idea so i know it's

25:13kind of petty but obviously it's like a big deal that whitney hasn't shown up yet macy's doing

25:18like a countdown to like the launch of her business i say when she gets to one if whitney

25:22doesn't walk through that door we all unfollow her on social media yes yes i mean whitney not

25:29showing up is not shocking to me obviously because she didn't show up to my baby shower

25:35but one of our core values of mom talk is that we all support each other and have each other's backs

25:39and that's not what she's doing so yeah i don't think whitney is a good representation for mom

25:45talk especially at this point i'm in i love that maybe we just wanted to let you know that demi

25:52came up with a brilliant idea if whitney doesn't walk through those doors as you're doing your

25:56countdown we're all gonna unfollow her at the same time i thought you already unfollowed her

26:01did you not we were all taking the high road but if she doesn't come tonight it's game over

26:05so whitney did it first so i understand why the girls are doing it but this could cause

26:10me extra drama that i don't need on a night like this ladies it is that time to go ahead

26:16stand up come on close

26:29okay you guys i just want to start off by like to be shut up

26:36i just want to start off by saying thank you guys all so much for coming i'm so excited

26:40baby mama is about community it's about uplifting women it's about being a team

26:44and that's what i wanted tonight i'm excited but i'm also nervous because i really didn't

26:48think there'd be a time where i'd be questioning my friendship with whitney but her not showing up

26:52100 has me questioning everything

26:56so ready 10 9 8 7 6 5 4 3 2 1

27:13i think it's extremely disappointing that whitney didn't show up for macy for her launch party i

27:17just feel like we don't need to continue to support her if she doesn't even want to be

27:21friends with us and support one of our friends you're going to leave your best friend out to dry

27:27on one of the most important nights of her life i don't even see a place for her in mom talks

27:32we've made the decision that she's no longer a part of mom talk we are officially in our post

27:37whitney era and i couldn't be happier about it girl to me layla one two three got it love it

27:46thank you

28:05i know she's sick at home i said oh poor guy yeah welcome to motherhood

28:17typically what i've seen especially in the church is that women will be treated the way that jen's

28:22being treated and they will continue to stay for the sake of the kids or for the sake of oh he'll

28:28change we'll figure it out their whole life is just robbed and that's what makes me nervous

28:36he's like you cannot spend more than an hour with those girls

28:54okay so what just happened my water broke okay so taylor's water just broke

28:59these are the pants oh my gosh i think that was it oh so we're heading out uh to the hospital

29:06we were both literally just talking yeah we were having a conversation and then all of a sudden

29:12something fell between her legs yeah we both like looked at each other and just like what was that

29:18thought i'd feed myself yeah it's water i had to smell it just to confirm she did smell it and she

29:22confirmed it with dakota the situation is like still rocky it scares me that we still have

29:30these problems um these issues with our baby coming i'm like wondering what happens after

29:37but i'm not gonna lie but i am excited as well okay we gotta go we're gonna head there and

29:43more in the car okay let's go

29:52this is where all the skates are i'm so excited for my birthday party jace did a great job

29:57planning everything for me skating with all my friends i told everyone to wear like glittery

30:03sparkles cute stuff of course in my birthday fashion it should be fun to get away from all

30:09the drama mom talk has been through a lot of up and downs this year

30:18us coming together for michaela's birthday party is truly showing that even though we've gone

30:22through these hard things it's almost made us stronger and we've been leaning on each other

30:25more than ever for support aside for whitney because she's kicked out of the group at this

30:30point so i'm scared i'm like all right time to go i'm just not gonna worry about it though

30:36literally how do you move forward i don't know oh this is humbling for sure let's hit the ring

30:43do we know if zach's coming no he better not come what about jen doesn't she have the flu

30:48well my theory was that she was making up the flu story to get out of today because

30:52zach wouldn't want to come oh jen says she has the flu and that's why her and zach aren't here

30:56today but i call bullshit i 100 know it's because zach doesn't want her here i don't

31:01think that's what she wants but if it's what her husband wants that's probably what's gonna happen

31:05show them what you got you're holding back it's going backwards i know she's been doing that

31:09she's crazy don't get too wild

31:15i remember skating in like junior high when you would like do the slow skate with like boys it

31:21was like the cool place to meet boys was at the skating rink i'm a horrible skater though

31:27none of us are professional skaters but we'll still look good doing it hey this

31:31is called a whitney i'm gonna cut you off

31:38i'm dead

31:46oh my gosh i called taylor today and i think she's like maybe going into labor

31:52she's like cramping no like having some keep in mind her and dakota apparently have like a huge

31:58fight when they were fighting the other night in las vegas her belly was literally like

32:13i really hope the best for taylor and dakota's relationship especially considering to bring a

32:17baby into this world i want nothing but happiness for them but i still have a bad feeling about

32:21dakota and so that is why i agreed to reach out to jennifer taylor and if he did cheat

32:26then that would be just devastating for taylor and i don't want to sound selfish but this really

32:31could hurt mom talk we cannot survive another scandal taylor already had one and it nearly

32:36destroyed her and then if we had another one i don't know if she would survive it i don't know

32:40if mom talk would either erden this is a new sex position called rollerblading

32:46i didn't have a negative

32:58you good yeah i'm good just my nipple was out though

33:06so

33:11whitney

33:16there's whitney

33:26fight in the literal plot

33:27what the fuck

33:41i look over and i see whitney come through the door i am in utter shock like i cannot

33:47believe she's here especially considering she didn't show up to my launch party

33:51the literal plot i am floored what the hell is she doing here and why are you here

33:58i'm here for mikaela but you and mikaela are in front

34:08yeah i'm gonna talk to mikaela real fast just take it with them i don't want to hey

34:14hey do you want your gift i'm gonna open them later okay well this one's mine with the rainbows

34:22i'm so uncomfortable she comes up to me and hands me a gift i think i accidentally stepped on it

34:27though later yeah literally like i'm gonna go i feel so awkward but i love you happy birthday

34:35thank you you're welcome this is so awkward right now can we go talk um yeah i've been trying to

34:41talk to macy for the past couple days now for not going to her event i just really want macy

34:47to know that me not going to her launch party had nothing to do with me not wanting to support her

34:53macy has always been there for me and i really want to be there for her right now

34:56well this wasn't expected yeah me too oh but you came yeah i got you a ring clock

35:03you so you hate me right now i will say i'm upset and it's like i don't expect a lot from

35:12any friendship this was the one thing i did expect and just like say like hey i just wanted

35:16to know you that i am supporting you like bye great that would have been fine with me i would

35:20have been upset it felt selfish to me why because like i try so hard to like support you i feel like

35:27especially during everything in conversations and i try to stand up for you and defend you

35:30because i do love you and care about you and then like the one time i need support you're not

35:35there for me just wasn't in the space like what do you mean i needed to separate myself from

35:40everyone and everything i wasn't i wasn't yeah why because you're friends with all of them too

35:46and that's okay i would never ask you not to be what the fuck did you invite her did you invite

35:54i wanted a girl fight i genuinely want to know what possessed her though like what possessed

35:59her to walk into this situation yes after everything after missing because it's on

36:03whitney's terms everything's on whitney's terms maybe she's over it sorry not today no i am

36:07telling you right now if any of you add her back to the group i'm removing her again it's hard to

36:11say what whitney's agenda is being here today but i think that her priority is going to be to kiss

36:16macy's ass and get back on her good side she realizes that her one tie to the group is no

36:20longer on her side so she has to show up in person to show that she's a good friend and that she

36:25wants to talk but i see right through it i think this is her panicking and realizing that she

36:30has lost control of her group i don't know what to say i don't know you have every right to be mad

36:36i hate that that was the circumstances but i needed that separation but why are you here today

36:40then you can get the separation i feel like what is done is done yes she can apologize and maybe

36:47i can forgive her in that moment but like i'm not gonna forget and i honestly don't know if

36:52she feels bad about not coming to the launch party i think whitney wanted to do whitney and

36:56she doesn't really care that much about me at the end of the day it's about her if i'm being honest

37:01i i do feel so bad i just didn't know what to do and i'm sorry and i i do i do want to support you

37:09of course like absolutely it'll take me time that's you can definitely put a wall up yeah

37:15we can for sure yeah take your time because i don't know you're scaring me lately

37:22i think i'm scaring myself she's loving every minute of this she keeps looking down here

37:29oh whitney's loving it she keeps looking down here smiling they all smile no the way

37:34serial killer vibes

37:38what she missed the control you think yes

37:41the minute she loses it whitney whitney whitney you were in my dog house and i will let you

37:48be halfway out the dog house i will take it thank you just you know thanks i love you i love you

37:53too see you now this bitch i want to be surrounded by people who are supporting me uplifting me

38:04and that's why i'm going to take a step down from mom talk

38:09i think mom talk is better off without whitney she brings a lot of views and attention but i

38:16don't think we need her it's kind of like out of sight out of mind she wants everyone to kind of

38:21chase her and be like no whitney we love you come back but i'm just exhausted at this point

38:28my parting words for mom talk good luck without me i'm sorry mckay that was so fucked up

38:40you wish you could let go

38:45you're empty feeling hollow this is the worst birthday of my life

38:57see trouble

39:08hi guys we are headed to the hospital oh yeah there's a cramp there's a there's a cramp

39:17yeah they're coming okay um contractions coming again

39:22and walking into the hospital right now here we go we made it in the hospital

39:34about to go upstairs are you scared yeah it's gonna come i know i'm so excited baby

39:43i'm literally about to pass out from excitement

39:46i'm still trying to relax because i don't want you to miss anything

40:03these are like the best days of your life like the days you deliver

40:06happy and it was only natural for me to help you come around obviously we you know had our

40:16differences but right now it's nice to just focus purely on like what's important and what's in

40:21front of me which is celebrating our baby you know baby is definitely ready oh okay

40:27okay

40:48two three

40:48Three, two, one.

40:50♪ Cause I can't feel it, I can't feel it ♪

40:56♪ Like the most important pieces of waste buried underneath ♪

41:01♪ And I can't feel it ♪

41:03Dakota, he was such a good partner in the process

41:07and very supportive.

41:08I'm like on cloud nine,

41:10and this is like the first time I've been so confident

41:12in us, in a future.

41:14I just, I hope that I can trust him.

41:17It is so crazy

41:21that we created this.

41:36Hey, so Jen called me and she was like,

41:37I just wanted to tell you my version of things

41:39and what's going on.

41:40Jen told me that she's leaving Mom Talk because of Zach.

41:43He doesn't want her associated with us.

41:45I am really sad that this is just a continuous pattern

41:47that's not getting better.

41:49So she's leaving?

41:50Well, I asked her, I said,

41:50so is it like an ultimatum situation?

41:52I have been really afraid that it's been all Zach

41:55just pushing it, and it sounds like it.

42:02I honestly think you're gonna love New York.

42:05I'm honestly excited.

42:06I just hope that you can feel good about it as well.

42:10Do you think I'll be missing anything at home?

42:12Like with mom talk?

42:14They're not that significant.

42:16Like, they're just,

42:17I don't think you're gonna be missing out.

42:18I honestly don't.

42:20I don't feel like you've been like

42:22your happiest, best version.

42:24I do feel like this would like help you.

42:37He's so cute.

42:38It'll drag me down to hell.

42:42Zachariah's just gonna freaking love me after this.

42:46I'm about to make a phone call

42:48that could ruin people's lives,

42:49and my heart is racing.

42:55Hello?

42:56Hi, is this Jenna?

42:59If I find out the message is true,

43:01it will be devastating,

43:02and I just don't know what I'm gonna do.

43:04Do I tell her and ruin her family,

43:06or do I lie and just keep it to myself?

43:09We've survived one controversy,

43:11but another one could be the end of her

43:13and the end of us.

43:14Hi, this is Macy Neely.

43:16Oh, hey, how are you?

43:18Good.

43:19Okay, this is probably the most random phone call ever.

43:23I'm calling because I just have some questions

43:25about you and Dakota and your past relationship.

43:28Oh, okay.

43:33I'll tell you everything.

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