What Being Miss Universe Meant To Sushmita Sen

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When Sushmita Sen went back in time to the moment she became the first Indian to win Miss Universe...  Thanks to KKR Mind Studio for the footage.

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00:00Oh my God, my identity is not of Sushmita Sen, my identity is Miss India.

00:07Oh my God, India won Miss Universe for the first time in our lives.

00:12There's always somebody who inspires us.

00:15Do you have people that inspire you?

00:17Yes, I was 12 when I first realized what inspiration is.

00:23So my mother and father are watching TV.

00:26We had a black and white Texla TV back then.

00:30And I come downstairs and I find that the TV is on and both my mother and father are crying, watching something on TV.

00:40And it was the time when Rakesh Sharma went to space.

00:44And from there he was speaking to Mrs Indira Gandhi and saying,

00:49And her parents are sobbing, sitting in the living room on their couches.

00:58And I came out and I said, Baba, who is that?

01:01You know him?

01:03So he said, no.

01:05Then why are you crying? Who is he?

01:07So he said, he's someone who's made India proud.

01:11Okay, who is he?

01:14So my father was so emotional that instead of telling me that it was Rakesh Sharma,

01:18he turned around and said, he's famous.

01:22And it stayed in my head, the definition of famous,

01:26was that you make India proud, primary concern.

01:30Second is that you should be someone that has never met people, never known them in person,

01:38but that person comes on TV and can make you cry.

01:42So that became an all-important personal relationship that I wanted to have,

01:48being famous at the Miss Universe Contest.

01:51Both these things came together.

01:53It was a victory for India, like Rakesh Sharma going to space.

01:58And I had lots of people who sat by their TV screens crying.

02:03Some of them had never met me.

02:06Some of them probably will never meet me.

02:09But they formed a relationship that was magical.

02:13So, wow, you know, it's been a while.

02:16You're taking back a long, long time.

02:18I left India a month before 21st of May, 1994.

02:23And when I left India, I had the pressure of knowing that India in the last 48 years

02:30had never won Miss Universe.

02:34So obviously everybody kept telling me, you know,

02:37don't go with too much of expectations, you understand.

02:40India has never won Miss Universe.

02:42And there have been taller women than you, more beautiful women than you.

02:46So don't go with too many expectations.

02:49I didn't.

02:51I went there to just do my best.

02:53And that night, early morning actually, it was 4.30 in the morning in Manila,

02:59when they did announce my name as Miss Universe,

03:02I think the whole world saw the two eyeballs pop out in complete horror and shock.

03:09And I still look at that picture and I think to myself,

03:12oh my God, the whole world saw the first Indian to win Miss Universe looking like that.

03:18It could have been a nicer expression, you know,

03:21like a pretty eye finally winning Miss Universe.

03:24But that's actually how shocked I was.

03:27Moments after that, the realization dawned, Shiva.

03:31That oh my God, my identity is not of Sushmita Sen.

03:36My identity is Miss India.

03:39Oh my God, India won Miss Universe for the first time.

03:43You know, so I did applaud that on stage,

03:47because I suddenly went beyond the little bit of a personal quotient that you have,

03:57that oh my God, people are applauding me.

03:59No, no, no, no, people are applauding my country.

04:02And so I joined them because it was history.

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