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00:00:00Previously on Love After Lockup.
00:00:03What are you talking to all morning?
00:00:05You're talking to your ex.
00:00:06So you're not going to have this party this weekend, right?
00:00:08I want to make sure, like, you don't show up.
00:00:10Like, how am I supposed to see you, though?
00:00:11I'm blocking Alex on his Facebook.
00:00:13What the y'all need to be friends for?
00:00:14Let's have a baby.
00:00:15But I'm still talking to all these hoes.
00:00:17What hoes?
00:00:18Who is this?
00:00:19Uh-oh.
00:00:20Baby mama?
00:00:21Joela is still in love with Demandrick.
00:00:24Demandrick's cheated on me with her twice.
00:00:26What's up, mama?
00:00:26Give me a hug.
00:00:27You ain't all right?
00:00:28Yeah.
00:00:28What's all that?
00:00:29Why is she even staying?
00:00:30Do me and her guy have anything going on?
00:00:31I don't know.
00:00:32You tell me.
00:00:33Really hoping you'd marry me?
00:00:35Yes, yes, yes.
00:00:37Courtney, she's just fresh out.
00:00:38I don't think she's ready.
00:00:39When do you want to get married?
00:00:41Let's do it tomorrow.
00:00:41I just met this guy.
00:00:43You're down then?
00:00:44Oh, my God.
00:00:45I'm so excited.
00:00:47We're having a welcome home party for Brian
00:00:50so we can celebrate him being released.
00:00:54And now it's just getting Brian
00:00:57who went over my dad.
00:01:00Hey, babe.
00:01:01What if we don't have the same sexual chemistry?
00:01:03We were up when we had sex before he went in.
00:01:06I'm questioning everything now.
00:01:07I thought we were going to consummate things,
00:01:09but I wasn't feeling it.
00:01:11All right, call me when you're done.
00:01:12I'm not used to having someone watching everything that I do.
00:01:15I may have taken Joey's phone
00:01:17so he couldn't get in touch with me.
00:01:19Did you take my phone?
00:01:20No.
00:01:21I gotta go link up with Tyler.
00:01:23All right, babe.
00:01:24Oh, my God.
00:01:25I just got out of jail.
00:01:27You getting the wrong idea.
00:01:28We're not in a relationship?
00:01:29No, we're not in a relationship.
00:01:32I'm choosing the Lexus over Ashley.
00:01:34Lexus sent me money in prison.
00:01:36He's lying about everything.
00:01:38My suspicions are that he's talking to another girl.
00:01:42It ain't nobody else.
00:01:43It's just me.
00:01:43Yeah, it is somebody else.
00:01:45I just need a moment.
00:02:06I do feel guilty, babe.
00:02:08I feel like I should have told her sooner.
00:02:15I feel like I'm already going to deal with other bitches.
00:02:23I shouldn't have to share you.
00:02:26I feel like I'm already going to deal with other bitches.
00:02:36Right.
00:02:37I shouldn't have to share you.
00:02:40So what is that?
00:02:40Nah, that ain't nothing but a misunderstanding.
00:02:45At the end of the day, you know that I love you.
00:02:49Anything outside of that, none of that matters.
00:02:52But it matters when it affects me, though.
00:02:55So...
00:02:55I ain't never did nothing romantic with that lady.
00:02:59So I ain't cheating on you or nothing.
00:03:01Have you seen her?
00:03:03Yeah, I did see her.
00:03:09When did you see her?
00:03:12Yesterday.
00:03:14So you didn't see Tyler, you seen her.
00:03:16No, I ain't going to see Tyler.
00:03:21I had to go let her know that me and her, we not that.
00:03:27And I let her know about you.
00:03:29Like, yeah, me and Alexis, we that.
00:03:32I'm just frustrated that I'm dealing with something
00:03:36that was, like, my biggest fear of dealing with in the real world.
00:03:40It's upsetting me because it's like I've sacrificed so much.
00:03:42Like, is that still just not enough?
00:03:44What more do you need?
00:03:48So you ain't never had sex with that girl?
00:03:50Hell no.
00:03:51Never kissed nothing.
00:03:53So you just weren't letting her know what it was and what it was that?
00:03:56Yeah, that was it.
00:03:59It was just some entertainment.
00:04:03It went right.
00:04:04You know what I'm saying?
00:04:05I did it.
00:04:06But that's the end of it.
00:04:08You know what I'm saying?
00:04:08You ain't got to hear about it.
00:04:09What was I doing?
00:04:10Good, because I can't deal with other women.
00:04:14I apologize for that.
00:04:15That's my fault.
00:04:17Mm-hmm.
00:04:18And you feel me?
00:04:19I just hope you can forgive me.
00:04:24I do really love you.
00:04:26And I want this to work, like, for the long term.
00:04:30And I just really got to just think on it.
00:04:32I need to just make sure this is really what I want to get myself into and really see if
00:04:39maybe this is really what he wants to do.
00:04:41Do I want to go on forever?
00:04:42Just always feeling like it might be somebody else.
00:04:45I just don't want to get let on if it's not what it's supposed to be, you know?
00:04:52Connect boy.
00:04:52I got out yesterday.
00:05:03Yeah, so, like, I wanted to see you.
00:05:05I tried calling you.
00:05:07I know, but it's not a party hotel.
00:05:09It's, um, I'm here with Joey.
00:05:10Do you ever meet him?
00:05:12Yeah, he's kind of, he's kind of, like, one of those uptight dudes.
00:05:16All right, hey.
00:05:22So, I will call you soon.
00:05:24Yes, sir, bye.
00:05:26That was Fergie.
00:05:27Who's Fergie?
00:05:28Jacob.
00:05:29I've talked about him a few times.
00:05:31Jacob?
00:05:32Yeah, I don't know who that is.
00:05:34Is he a positive influence, or is he...
00:05:36He...
00:05:36No.
00:05:41You know, when he talks to somebody and doesn't tell me, yeah, it tweaks me a little bit.
00:05:44But I do not trust Michael 100%.
00:05:47Like, I don't trust him about the drug thing yet.
00:05:51So, next, you're going to accuse me of relapsing already, right?
00:05:54No.
00:05:54Okay, cool.
00:05:56Should I?
00:05:57No.
00:05:59Okay.
00:06:00I want to go to my mom's and pick up my car.
00:06:03Okay, so let's go, I guess.
00:06:05I don't want to come off as a jealous, crazy person.
00:06:08I've only met a handful of his friends.
00:06:10And the ones that I've met, I don't know.
00:06:13It's not, I mean, it's not looking very good.
00:06:21I'm concerned about Jacob.
00:06:23Who is he?
00:06:24He's like family to me.
00:06:26I don't intend to go see anybody and, like, muse with him.
00:06:31And also, a relapse is not the end of the world.
00:06:36Like, all you guys act.
00:06:38Being an addict myself and knowing what works and what doesn't work.
00:06:43I don't expect him to be perfect because I know the challenges that you face trying to get sober.
00:06:48Okay, we're here.
00:06:52You know, I said all the same things when I first got sober that I was going to do or not going to do.
00:06:57And all I was doing was just talking.
00:07:01It's like, until you're the action stage, you can talk all you want.
00:07:04I'm going to be back by 10, of course.
00:07:08And it's already 6.44.
00:07:11What do we have time for?
00:07:14Do you want to get naked?
00:07:15Get naked?
00:07:17No.
00:07:17No.
00:07:18Um.
00:07:20Um, I don't know, dude.
00:07:24You want to go help me move into the house or no?
00:07:27Yeah, okay, well, I'll just follow you.
00:07:29I'm feeling a little distant with Michael right now because, you know, we haven't had our alone time.
00:07:33We haven't been intimate together.
00:07:34I don't know if he's trying to get away from me or what.
00:07:39I would have asked my PO if I was really lusting and wanting to spend the next couple minutes with him.
00:07:46But I'm not.
00:07:48I don't know.
00:07:49I don't know how to do life sober, guys.
00:07:51And it is, it's kicking my ass mentally.
00:07:55I think Joey's picking up on, um, well, the truth of it.
00:08:04Okay, see, I made the initial mistake of becoming an addict, of trying a drug that got me hooked, right?
00:08:10You agree it's a disease.
00:08:12Now, how likely are you to survive the rest of your life without, or seven years even?
00:08:18How about a year?
00:08:19How about a month without up again?
00:08:21I do love Joey, and I love what he wants from me, but his company doesn't make me sober.
00:08:31I have to want that.
00:08:32Just call me, just when you get up in the morning.
00:08:38Okay.
00:08:39Just text me, and then we'll call.
00:08:40Yeah, and we'll just come over there.
00:08:41Actually, we'll go back to the hotel.
00:08:42Okay, bye, guys.
00:08:43All right.
00:08:43I'll do it.
00:08:44Love you.
00:08:45Bye.
00:08:46See you in the morning.
00:08:46All right, see you.
00:08:47Bye.
00:08:47I've been in my head a lot today.
00:09:00If he lasts a month without relapsing, I will be shocked.
00:09:04Honest to God.
00:09:06He's just against the whole recovery thing.
00:09:09Like, going to N.A. meetings or counseling, he's like, nope, that's not how I do it, or nope, I don't agree with that, or nope.
00:09:16He's not ready.
00:09:22I know what addiction is.
00:09:28It's not him.
00:09:29It's the drug.
00:09:30I love the guy.
00:09:33I really do love him, but I know that I'm in love with a f***ing addict.
00:09:39It is.
00:09:40It's going to suck.
00:09:41It's going to break my heart, but I don't want to go down that road with him.
00:09:54I care for Kiana and Jaelan's feelings, so I don't want to hurt either one of them.
00:09:58But, uh, you've got to make a decision.
00:10:02Hello?
00:10:03She's scared that if she's not there, someone else will be.
00:10:06Bingo.
00:10:07That's not how I am.
00:10:08Can I come see you?
00:10:08Okay.
00:10:09I'll be right back.
00:10:11I will take you, Courtney.
00:10:12Courtney, will you have this man to be your husband?
00:10:15Am I making a mistake?
00:10:25So me and her got anything going on?
00:10:26I don't know.
00:10:27You tell me.
00:10:27I'm telling you right now.
00:10:28Do I?
00:10:29Let's ask her.
00:10:30You want to?
00:10:31No.
00:10:31Okay, shut up.
00:10:33Kiana, let me breathe, bro.
00:10:41Let me breathe.
00:10:43Come on.
00:10:44I told you this before.
00:10:45If I wanted to come home to that woman, I'd have came home to that woman.
00:10:47I understand all that.
00:10:47Okay, so who am I riding with?
00:10:49Okay.
00:10:50Well, why are we doing this extra s***?
00:10:51Like, I don't understand.
00:10:52That's real disrespectful.
00:10:53I don't s*** anything to do with what we got going on.
00:10:56Exactly what we got going on, so why is she here?
00:10:58I had a conversation with this woman about my kids because I just came home.
00:11:02I'm reassuring everything.
00:11:04I'm good.
00:11:05So you understand between me and you, are we good?
00:11:07Sure.
00:11:08You sure?
00:11:09Yeah.
00:11:09I am not trying to set this house on fire right now.
00:11:13I ain't not going to help this.
00:11:14No!
00:11:14Can I get my walk?
00:11:15Man, take your walk, man.
00:11:17Take your walk.
00:11:19Where are my friends at?
00:11:20But I feel like I was disrespected by my men.
00:11:23Goodness.
00:11:24Demadric has cheated on me with his baby mother in the past, so giving her a hug, it wasn't
00:11:30okay.
00:11:31I don't like it, so don't do it.
00:11:33You want some sausage or some chicken?
00:11:35Uh-uh.
00:11:36I just wanted the brisket.
00:11:39I'm not forgiving Demadric right now.
00:11:41We sat over there for 2.5 seconds and then you was like...
00:11:43Bitch, turn up.
00:11:44I was cool on her part, but his part is what I wouldn't expect.
00:11:47They're blindsided me a little bit.
00:11:48Daddy, you got to go soon, okay?
00:11:50I'll go, too.
00:11:51You want to come with me?
00:11:53I'll go, yeah.
00:11:55All right, we'll see.
00:11:56We got to go get your other brother.
00:11:59Let me go see everybody else, man.
00:12:00Bye.
00:12:01All right, mama.
00:12:01It's not worth this little bitty appearance and taking your whole emotion right now.
00:12:08Especially in front of the family.
00:12:09Yeah, that's why I'm trying to pipe the down.
00:12:12He's probably trying to be trying to pipe the down.
00:12:15Come on.
00:12:16Well, what'd you think?
00:12:18Man, your drama, huh?
00:12:21It's real.
00:12:22How your mama would have acted?
00:12:24It was petty to me, though.
00:12:25You mad because I'm talking to her?
00:12:26Come on now.
00:12:28I've been through a lot of hard rags.
00:12:29Daddy couldn't be there.
00:12:30To be fair.
00:12:31And I said, I'm going to keep game on.
00:12:33Watch how you're moving.
00:12:34You're moving a little bit too friendly for me.
00:12:36The real truth is you feel about me.
00:12:39I love Kiana.
00:12:41She went through a time with me when I felt like a lot of other people I expected to be there
00:12:45wasn't there.
00:12:46Not only that, we got history.
00:12:48She's good to me.
00:12:49She never has been disrespectful, not one time.
00:12:51I have to agree with the person that was there for Demajic during his most trying time in his life.
00:12:58When he was gone, Kiana was there for him.
00:13:00She did everything for him.
00:13:02So you can't help but root for a deal in Kiana.
00:13:06This is where you make your promises.
00:13:14You make your promises as real as you want it to be.
00:13:16Man, thank you.
00:13:20Put that up.
00:13:22My dad's been around.
00:13:23One thing about it, when you've been around, you know good girls and you know good women.
00:13:27So I definitely take his advice seriously.
00:13:30I don't know if I'm ready to marry Kiana, but I do feel like I could give her this ring
00:13:35and it could make her feel a little more secure and maybe she'll relax a little bit.
00:13:40I'm finna get up out of here, man.
00:13:42I love you.
00:13:42No, I'm leaving.
00:13:43I'll let you later.
00:13:44Yeah, we leaving.
00:13:45You still with us?
00:13:46Yeah.
00:13:47That was way too much drama just for a little cookout for him to come home and be able to
00:13:55see his kids.
00:13:56You picked a man, so if you know you can't trust him, why be with him?
00:14:03But you know, I'm here for it.
00:14:11Night one with Kourtney was awesome.
00:14:14We had about three and a half hours together and I'd say two and a half to three hours of
00:14:19that was just spent in bed.
00:14:20So the chair's safe, but that's not, the table's not, the sofa's not, don't touch the sofa.
00:14:25Don't touch the sofa.
00:14:26The summer breeze has got me dancing through the night, and every moment with you just
00:14:34feels so right.
00:14:35Kourtney and I made the decision last night that we're going to get married today.
00:14:39I already talked to the hotel.
00:14:40We got an officiant set up downstairs in the wine cellar, and that's where we're going to
00:14:44get married tonight.
00:14:45I definitely never would have been a million years thought that I'd go from just like briefly
00:14:51talking to this girl in prison to flying out to meet her, getting engaged and married all
00:14:56in a couple of days.
00:14:57But one of the biggest advantages of getting married to Kourtney is that we'll be able to live together.
00:15:02She is my best friend in the world.
00:15:04I think this is going to be the best day of our lives.
00:15:06The halfway house is surprisingly quiet.
00:15:11Definitely better than prison.
00:15:13Right now, I'm meeting my mom to pick out a dress.
00:15:16I definitely want something simple and elegant and white.
00:15:20I'm excited to spend this time with my mom.
00:15:23Not a lot of people get to have this experience, so I'm glad that she's going to be here for
00:15:28it.
00:15:29I'm just so nervous about it just being so quick.
00:15:34It's just bizarre to me.
00:15:36Last night, I was laying in bed, and I was kind of like freaking out that this was all
00:15:40happening.
00:15:41Why are you freaking out?
00:15:42Because we're getting married.
00:15:44But then I just remembered back to the couple of hours Kourtney and I got to spend together
00:15:49alone, and her little mannerisms, and the way that she pulls on her hair when she stares
00:15:53at her phone, and how she laughs.
00:15:55I just can't get enough of her.
00:15:57The last time I went dress shopping with Kourtney was probably homecoming.
00:16:04I just have a lot of mixed emotions.
00:16:07Hi.
00:16:08Hi, guys.
00:16:09Hey, Kourtney.
00:16:10Just holy you're so pretty.
00:16:13Kourtney's hurt me a lot in the past.
00:16:15There was times I didn't even know if she was alive or where she was at.
00:16:21I've cried a bunch for her, and I don't want to cry no more.
00:16:25I want to be happy for her.
00:16:27Thank you, Mom.
00:16:28How are you doing?
00:16:29I'm good.
00:16:30Good.
00:16:31Yeah.
00:16:32I don't want to cry those fear tears anymore.
00:16:36I want to cry happy tears.
00:16:39Want me to get out of here?
00:16:41Yeah, I do.
00:16:41I want to try some dresses on.
00:16:42Yeah, I want to give you and your mom some time.
00:16:44Cool.
00:16:45All right.
00:16:45I love you, gorgeous.
00:16:46Okay, love you.
00:16:48I'll see you soon.
00:16:49Well, have you found anything?
00:16:50No.
00:16:50Hello.
00:16:51How are you two doing today?
00:16:53Good, how are you?
00:16:53Good, welcome in.
00:16:55Is there anything special you guys are looking for?
00:16:57I'm looking for a wedding dress.
00:16:59Oh, wedding dress.
00:17:00Yeah.
00:17:00Well, right over here is more of our kind of fancy section,
00:17:03and there are a few white dresses on the back end of this rack
00:17:06if you want to browse through.
00:17:07Okay, cool.
00:17:09You're welcome.
00:17:10Yeah.
00:17:12Oh, no.
00:17:15Oh, absolutely not.
00:17:17Can I even bend over in these dresses?
00:17:19Like, without your ass showing?
00:17:20Yeah, I know.
00:17:23Like something you would wear to, like, a business thing.
00:17:26Do you want to try one on?
00:17:27Not really.
00:17:28I guess I could see if I...
00:17:30Courtney, are you okay?
00:17:33Mom, I'm fine.
00:17:34I just don't...
00:17:36This is not where I plan on getting my wedding dress.
00:17:41Yesterday I got out.
00:17:43Today I'm getting married.
00:17:45I don't like the feeling of being rushed.
00:17:48Are you sure you want to go on with this wedding?
00:17:50I love Will, but I don't want to marry him in club attire.
00:17:57I want it to be, you know, big and not...
00:18:01I don't know, not big, but I want it to be more than this.
00:18:04My dream wedding, I would want, like, a kind of, like, a space-themed wedding, like, with
00:18:12cool, like, neon lights and, like, a super glittery, like, almost, like, glow-in-the-dark,
00:18:20like, starry dress.
00:18:22I mean, it's your day.
00:18:24It's your special day.
00:18:24You have to do what's right for you.
00:18:27Hmm.
00:18:29I guess I could try it on, uh, a dress.
00:18:32You're just going to take all three?
00:18:33Sure, why not?
00:18:36This is absolutely nowhere near the wedding I dreamed of as a little girl.
00:18:47No, Mom, I can't do this.
00:18:49What?
00:18:49Why can't we just go to, like, a real dress shop?
00:18:53Well, we're kind of under the gun on this one.
00:18:55How do you feel?
00:18:56I think that marriage is like a bond between two people, and it's supposed to last a lifetime.
00:19:02Mm-hmm.
00:19:02Have you thought about the what-ifs of this situation?
00:19:07You've only known this man for six months, and, you know, there's just a lot of stuff that
00:19:12you need to think about that I'm concerned about because I love you and because you're my baby.
00:19:16You don't have to get married.
00:19:21Mom, I want to be married, and I want you to be here.
00:19:24That's the main reason why we're doing it today.
00:19:29This dress is, like, see-through.
00:19:31I don't know.
00:19:33No.
00:19:34There's no way.
00:19:35I'm not doing this, dude.
00:19:39Well, this is ridiculous.
00:19:41I'm not.
00:19:42Oh, Courtney.
00:19:43Honey.
00:19:43One thing about getting married that makes me nervous is...
00:19:52Decide which one yet?
00:19:53No, I have not.
00:19:54I only get to do it once, so I want it to be perfect.
00:20:00Hey, guys.
00:20:02Did you find something you like?
00:20:05Did you find something passable?
00:20:08This sucks.
00:20:09I'm not even sure if I want to go through with this.
00:20:12That'll be $2.17.
00:20:20I guess Brooke's leaving.
00:20:21At this point, like, I'm over it.
00:20:23I'm not going to chase you.
00:20:24I'm on an angle model.
00:20:24I can't leave the house.
00:20:26You got a job, they're going to get a job.
00:20:27What's that got to do with you?
00:20:29I'm her brother.
00:20:30You can't take the eat and get out of the kitchen.
00:20:32So how would you feel if I wanted to share a location?
00:20:35For what?
00:20:36Let's be honest.
00:20:36Did you find something for other women?
00:20:39Are you still friends with Alex on social media?
00:20:51I don't know.
00:20:52You know what?
00:20:52You can have them host.
00:20:53I don't even want it no more.
00:20:54I'm going to leave them.
00:21:00I guess Brooke's leaving.
00:21:02Why?
00:21:02I haven't deleted old females off my social media.
00:21:05I think it was very much unnecessary
00:21:08for Brooke to get mad and block people on my social media.
00:21:13She said that Alex was on there.
00:21:14I didn't even know that she was still on there.
00:21:16At this point, like, I'm over it.
00:21:18Like, my party's finna start.
00:21:19People are showing up.
00:21:20I'm not finna, like, I'm not finna chase you.
00:21:21I can't chase you anyway.
00:21:22I'm on an angle model.
00:21:23I can't leave the house.
00:21:24How far out are y'all?
00:21:30About five minutes.
00:21:31Um, I wouldn't advise you, uh, bringing the boys over to this mess right now.
00:21:37Why?
00:21:38Because, like, so, I'm going through his phone, and Alex is still on there.
00:21:44If he's not gonna be serious about this relationship with us, then he doesn't need to have a serious
00:21:49relationship with my kids.
00:21:50You need to think about the fact that, one, we're already super close.
00:21:54Two, they're super excited.
00:21:56You need to calm down.
00:21:57No.
00:21:58You need to take, yes, you do.
00:22:00I'm bringing the boys.
00:22:01If it doesn't work out, then we'll leave.
00:22:05But they are way excited.
00:22:07So we will be there shortly.
00:22:10All right.
00:22:10Well, let me see what kind of conversation I can get in first.
00:22:13Go make peace.
00:22:15All right.
00:22:15I love you.
00:22:16I love you, too.
00:22:17All right.
00:22:17Bye.
00:22:18Bye.
00:22:18I do feel like I'm starting to kind of push JK away, like, with all of my complaints and
00:22:25insecurities.
00:22:26Can I talk to you for a minute?
00:22:27Okay, go.
00:22:28Yes, ma'am.
00:22:29Okay.
00:22:30Let's go.
00:22:31I'll be right back.
00:22:33But, like, if I don't talk about these things, like, how else is he gonna know, like, how
00:22:38I'm feeling, the, you know, what I'm thinking?
00:22:44You're making a whole scene in front of everybody, bro.
00:22:46Okay, and I get that.
00:22:46And you're embarrassing the out of me.
00:22:47And I get that.
00:22:49But, again, like, it's embarrassing to me that I'm sitting here thinking I'm the only
00:22:52female.
00:22:53And you got all these other...
00:22:54You're the only one in my life.
00:22:55Look, look, look.
00:22:56The boys are gonna be here in, like, five minutes.
00:22:58And, like, they're just super excited to see you.
00:23:01And I don't want to have them upset because I wasn't able to follow through with something.
00:23:06Whatever you need from me, like, whatever you need to do, I'll do it.
00:23:08Like, I'm not tripping.
00:23:09It's just let me get through the day.
00:23:10Let me get through with my family.
00:23:11Okay, that's fine.
00:23:12I can give you that.
00:23:13I love you.
00:23:14Okay?
00:23:14I'm not worried about the other bitches.
00:23:16I just got into the account last night.
00:23:18I promise you.
00:23:23If Brooke found out that I called Alex, I mean, for her, it's like a dead deal.
00:23:27It's over with.
00:23:27If she finds out the relationship's over with, it's dead.
00:23:29But it's starting to have some concerns with Brooke's behavior.
00:23:35And she needs to loosen the reins a little bit.
00:23:38Hi, baby.
00:23:39What's up, boy?
00:23:41Come in.
00:23:45Are you supposed to be doing that?
00:23:46Huh?
00:23:47Are you supposed to be doing that?
00:23:47What are you doing first?
00:23:48Do you want a knuckle sandwich?
00:23:49Seeing Brody and Brantley for the first time, being home, it's surreal.
00:23:54I'm very much prepared to be a father figure to them.
00:23:56How did you feel being out of prison?
00:23:58It feels good.
00:23:59What do you mean?
00:23:59I get to see you.
00:24:01Huh?
00:24:02I get to see you.
00:24:03Being gay is exciting, because usually we would have to travel like two hours to go see him
00:24:08in prison.
00:24:08My favorite thing having a dad is we can go do more stuff.
00:24:12We can go play outside more.
00:24:15We can have more fun.
00:24:17Can I have everyone's attention?
00:24:19So we're having this get-together to welcome him home.
00:24:22And we wanted to show you how much we love you.
00:24:27So I have a little presentation.
00:24:39It might have been a first picture.
00:24:44Baw, baw.
00:24:47It definitely pulled in my heart.
00:24:50There was a lot of pictures of people who are gone now.
00:24:54That is definitely the biggest part of me being in prison, is I missed out on the quality
00:25:00time with my family.
00:25:02It just meant a lot to me that she did that, and I thought that was beautiful.
00:25:05Thank you, Mama.
00:25:08I love you.
00:25:09Sorry.
00:25:10I love you.
00:25:10I love you.
00:25:10I love you.
00:25:11I don't want my face on me.
00:25:15We just wanted you to remember you have family that love you.
00:25:18I know, Mama.
00:25:21You need to do right.
00:25:22I know.
00:25:23My fear of JK getting back into the drug scene is always in the back of my mind.
00:25:27We can't have a party without a K.
00:25:31Son of a bitch.
00:25:32Welcome home, Joe Bird.
00:25:33Ramen noodle chicken flavor.
00:25:35Hopefully this time will be the time that he says I'm done.
00:25:39So he just has to make that conscious choice that he doesn't want to do it anymore.
00:25:46If you wouldn't mind, if you'll keep the voice for me just one more night, and then
00:25:51let me kind of get stuff squared away here with him and kind of, I guess, touch down on
00:25:57more of a game plan.
00:26:00You know, I'm done playing baby daddy for you.
00:26:02It's too hard on me.
00:26:03I'm old.
00:26:03I do miss seeing my kids every day.
00:26:06I'm not used to not having them with me.
00:26:09Well, yeah, if you wouldn't mind taking them just one more night.
00:26:12But at this point, I don't feel like I'll be able to trust JK when I'm not with him.
00:26:18Now, even, you know, while I have been with him, he's still steady talking to all these
00:26:23other females.
00:26:24So what's he going to do when I'm not there?
00:26:27Get off your phone so we can talk.
00:26:29The thought is...
00:26:30Baby, let's get in the shade.
00:26:31Okay, I think that's a very good idea.
00:26:33Yes, please.
00:26:34The thought is, you know, we can just move in here for a little while.
00:26:39How serious are you right now?
00:26:41Serious.
00:26:42I get it.
00:26:43You want to be here, but at the same time, like, the living situation here is already
00:26:46cramped, you know?
00:26:47Plus, you have a job.
00:26:48You got responsibilities.
00:26:49So we need to address those first.
00:26:53That feels so good.
00:26:54I'm listening.
00:26:56I need you to trust me.
00:26:57I'm not going nowhere.
00:26:58I think you're more worried about, like, if you're out of sight...
00:27:02Out of sight, out of mind.
00:27:03It's not like that.
00:27:04If you're out of sight, that doesn't mean another bitch is here.
00:27:08I need you to be patient with me, too.
00:27:10Like, I'm being patient with you.
00:27:18What up, brother?
00:27:19What are you putting on burgers on there?
00:27:27I told you we need some more chocolate.
00:27:29It's at, like, 300, though.
00:27:31Oh, it is?
00:27:32It's just...
00:27:35I'll do it.
00:27:40Feel good to be back.
00:27:41We got people to let you support you, you know what I'm saying?
00:27:44It's just a wonderful feeling.
00:27:45I feel like me being locked up now is just a thing of the past.
00:27:54Yeah, I kind of feel like I was never there.
00:27:56Even though I know I was there, I just feel like, who was locked up?
00:27:59Not me.
00:28:01Babe, come up here and meet Jeezer.
00:28:10It's important for Bryan and Jeezer to have a one-on-one,
00:28:13because it's like, my little brother and my dad are the men of my life,
00:28:18and I want them all to get along.
00:28:20Especially when my brother's on my ass about my relationship with Bryan.
00:28:24Life is not a fairy tale, boy. Why can't it?
00:28:26If he was a fairy tale, he wouldn't have been in jail.
00:28:31What's up with you?
00:28:32What you planning on doing with my sister and all that?
00:28:36What's up?
00:28:37I love Brooklyn, like, you know, just planning on building things with her.
00:28:41Is it, like, long-term or short-term? Like, what you planning on?
00:28:44No, long-term, as long as possible, you know what I'm saying?
00:28:46Like, I love her, so I'm willing to do whatever she want to do.
00:28:49Like, take it as far as she want to take it.
00:28:51You got a job, they're going to get a job. What you doing? Like, you going to eat off her? Like, what you going to do?
00:28:57Why'd I eat off? What? Like, grown-ish here? Like, what I...
00:29:00I'm just asking a question.
00:29:01I'm just giving you an answer.
00:29:02Like, what are you here? Like, you got a job right now?
00:29:04I'm just giving you an answer. No.
00:29:06So, my point is, like, I'm trying to ask questions. Like, we both don't know.
00:29:10So, what do you want me to do when I get a job, report to you?
00:29:12All right, when I get a job, I'm going to call you. I got a job.
00:29:15That's cool. Yeah, we're going to have a cookout for that, too.
00:29:20You stay here with my sister and my niece.
00:29:22Why wouldn't I ask you if you got a job?
00:29:23What that got to do with you?
00:29:25I'm her brother, and you in her house.
00:29:27Right.
00:29:28Just sleeping, eating, not doing nothing.
00:29:30You don't know what I do. That's what you assume.
00:29:36I'm still a man at the end of the day.
00:29:38I'm not about to let nobody talk crazy to me about nothing.
00:29:41Especially about my life and what I've been through
00:29:43or what I got going on. I'm not going for that.
00:29:46I'm just like, we all here close, like, and you just coming in.
00:29:49So, I'm trying to make sure everything all good, but like...
00:29:52What you doing?
00:29:55What y'all got going on?
00:29:57We just talking. I'm chilling.
00:29:58What y'all talking about?
00:29:59What y'all talking about?
00:30:00What's up?
00:30:01Y'all good?
00:30:02I'm chilling.
00:30:03What you guys doing?
00:30:04I'm cool. I'm just, you know, checking y'all's temperatures,
00:30:07seeing how y'all feeling, if everybody was having a good time.
00:30:11You eat?
00:30:12Yeah.
00:30:13I'm just going to go get some dessert.
00:30:14Okay.
00:30:15Okay.
00:30:16Yeah.
00:30:17It's like a bad taste on my mouth.
00:30:19Maybe I hit one of his nerves, but you can't take the eat and get out the kitchen.
00:30:25What y'all was talking about?
00:30:27Just chilling, chopping it up, getting to know each other.
00:30:30Okay.
00:30:31Walking into Brian and Jeezer's conversation, I know my brother got a little smart mouth.
00:30:36Brian got a smart mouth, so it's like, please, just keep it cool, keep it cute.
00:30:42That's all I need.
00:30:44Well, I feel like you should talk to my dad, too.
00:30:50Okay.
00:30:51You're trying to win my dad over.
00:30:53You get what I'm saying?
00:30:54Yeah, no.
00:30:55Okay.
00:30:56You're saying win somebody over.
00:30:57Like, bro, we grown.
00:30:58I just want me to tell you, like, I'm willing to talk to you on that.
00:31:02But me, I'm not about to throw myself on nobody either.
00:31:05I'm not about to force me to nobody face it.
00:31:07I feel like this as a grown man, I'm not cool with doing that.
00:31:10I just feel like that's not the attitude that she's supposed to have in that.
00:31:13That's like me going to meet your mom, and I'm like, well, if she doesn't care,
00:31:18or I don't want your mom to like me, like, that's what I'm saying, like.
00:31:22A lot of people don't care what their parents think, but I care about what my dad thinks.
00:31:27And if my dad does not approve, I just, I'm not 100% sure how things are gonna go.
00:31:33I need him to take lead in this situation and just change up his attitude.
00:31:40If he wants to be with me, he has to come with his A game.
00:31:43My dad mean a lot to me.
00:31:45You mean a lot to me.
00:31:46I want y'all to have a, you know, a relationship, you know?
00:31:49Okay.
00:31:59Will you have this man to be your husband?
00:32:01I am bricks.
00:32:06I can't deal with the other girls.
00:32:08It ain't no other girls.
00:32:09So how would you feel if I wanted to share locations?
00:32:11For what?
00:32:12If you're not gonna be somewhere you're not supposed to be,
00:32:14why wouldn't you just share your location?
00:32:17I'm trying to see if I can come over.
00:32:19Let me know when you're on your way.
00:32:20At the end of the day, I don't consider myself as a player no more.
00:32:24I think I am the change man.
00:32:32Don't wanna run no more.
00:32:34We are here.
00:32:44I'm loving it.
00:32:46Yeah.
00:32:47Let's just start again tomorrow.
00:32:48Welcome home.
00:32:49You still mad at me?
00:32:50Yeah.
00:32:51Let's just start again tomorrow.
00:32:52Welcome home.
00:32:53You still mad at me?
00:32:54Come on now.
00:32:55Ain't nothing going on.
00:32:56Yeah.
00:32:57Okay.
00:32:58So you wanna holla out?
00:32:59Yeah.
00:33:00This is the kitchen in here.
00:33:01This is the first time that he's seen the place.
00:33:03I hope he just takes it all in because right now in my mind I could care less.
00:33:09Let's go to bed, let's go to bed, let's get a shower.
00:33:10Let me go to bed, let's go to bed.
00:33:11Let's go to bed.
00:33:12Let's do it.
00:33:13Welcome home.
00:33:18You still mad at me?
00:33:21Come on now.
00:33:22Ain't nothing going on.
00:33:24That's co-parenting.
00:33:25Me and her just going to
00:33:26compensate about the kids.
00:33:27That's about it.
00:33:28Great co-parenting.
00:33:29Yeah?
00:33:30Yeah.
00:33:31You going to play with me like that?
00:33:32I'm not playing.
00:33:34I want to go to bed.
00:33:35Let's get a shower.
00:33:37I want to go to bed.
00:33:39I want to go to bed.
00:33:45I'm a little disappointed
00:33:46that things are going this way.
00:33:48I don't like drama.
00:33:49I've been through enough
00:33:50arguments, especially dealing
00:33:51with females.
00:33:53I care for Kiana and Joellen's
00:33:55feelings, so I don't want to hurt
00:33:56either one of them.
00:33:57But either you're going to be
00:33:59strong-minded or weak-minded.
00:34:01You got to make a decision.
00:34:03No.
00:34:09Hello.
00:34:10Hey, mama.
00:34:14Michael messaged me last night
00:34:28and just said goodnight and said
00:34:30he would talk to me in the morning
00:34:32and I'm still super worried about
00:34:34him relapsing.
00:34:35It's like who's he called or did he
00:34:36run and go visit some friends this
00:34:38morning.
00:34:39It's a process.
00:34:44God damn it.
00:34:45I told him not to be
00:34:46late.
00:34:50Hello?
00:34:51What's up, brother man?
00:34:53What are you doing?
00:34:54Oh, just getting ready, waiting,
00:34:56then kind of just waiting for
00:34:57Michael.
00:34:58We're going to head your way here.
00:35:00I'm getting a little bit worried
00:35:01because I haven't heard from
00:35:02Michael yet.
00:35:03We're supposed to be going to my
00:35:04brother's so he can meet the
00:35:05family.
00:35:06Since he's been out, I've just been
00:35:07a constant kind of a wreck actually
00:35:09the last couple of days.
00:35:10Is this going to be what my life is
00:35:13like now?
00:35:14Is waiting on him?
00:35:15What time are you guys coming over?
00:35:17I would say like a little after 2.
00:35:19I want to meet Michael.
00:35:21Yeah, you'll meet him.
00:35:23I'm just saying.
00:35:24Is he with you?
00:35:25No, he's not with me.
00:35:26He had to stay at his halfway house
00:35:27last night.
00:35:28Oh, really?
00:35:29Is he pretty okay with me ribbing him,
00:35:31like you?
00:35:32Don't be too hard on him, Jesus.
00:35:34I mean, give him a little bit of...
00:35:35I just want to let it flow.
00:35:38One of the biggest challenges when
00:35:39Michael was locked up is I had to let
00:35:42my family know that I relapsed.
00:35:44You know I know that you relapsed.
00:35:46Right.
00:35:47With Michael.
00:35:48You did?
00:35:49What did you use?
00:35:51Back to the needles?
00:35:52Or was it...
00:35:53Yeah.
00:35:54Boy, son.
00:35:55That hurts my heart.
00:35:57My family is a big recovery family.
00:35:59My dad's got 30 plus years sobriety.
00:36:01My brother has, you know, 20 plus years.
00:36:03And then they know people can change.
00:36:05And they were giving Michael the benefit
00:36:06of the doubt.
00:36:07There's a lot of hope there.
00:36:08But I also think Michael still needs
00:36:09to prove himself.
00:36:10All right.
00:36:11We'll see you in a little bit.
00:36:12All right.
00:36:13All right.
00:36:14Love you.
00:36:15Bye.
00:36:16I think Michael would at least give me the decency
00:36:26of calling me saying, hey, I'm running late.
00:36:29You know, I don't know if he's met up with somebody again,
00:36:31if he's already used.
00:36:33If he's been using, he just won't show up.
00:36:35That's his MO.
00:36:36He'll just hide out.
00:36:41We need to leave as soon as he gets here.
00:36:46Hey.
00:36:47Hey.
00:36:48Hey.
00:36:49Hey.
00:36:50Hey.
00:36:51Hey.
00:36:52You made it?
00:36:53I made it.
00:36:54I made it.
00:36:55How are you going?
00:36:56How are you waiting?
00:36:57You wait.
00:36:58Oh, wait.
00:36:59Hey, hey.
00:37:18Hey.
00:37:20You made it?
00:37:22I made it.
00:37:22How'd I go?
00:37:23How'd you wait?
00:37:24Oh, how'd that go?
00:37:27I failed it.
00:37:28Shut up.
00:37:30Yeah.
00:37:31You did?
00:37:33Yeah.
00:37:34So they're kicking me out.
00:37:40I can get some money from you.
00:37:41Fool it.
00:37:42I don't trust JK at all.
00:37:46I will take you, Courtney.
00:37:48Do I even know who I'm really marrying?
00:37:58Said I'll make my move, yeah.
00:38:00I go back home today.
00:38:01The only thing that I know.
00:38:04So I'm trying to download a tracker on JK's phone so I can track his ass all the time.
00:38:10Got him.
00:38:11I found out.
00:38:12I've got nothing to lose, no.
00:38:15Without you, I'm alone.
00:38:18Mama.
00:38:19Uh, so, is there any way I can get some money from you?
00:38:24For what?
00:38:26Take it on a date.
00:38:27You're not going to buy drugs or?
00:38:29No, foe.
00:38:31I ain't no drugs.
00:38:32You know what?
00:38:33I'm still worried about it.
00:38:35I know, but, like, give me a break.
00:38:38I know everybody's worried, you know what I'm saying?
00:38:40But, like, when you sit somewhere for so long like I did, you got time to think about it and time to reflect.
00:38:45You know what I'm saying?
00:38:46And so, like, you ain't got to keep telling me the same thing over and over and over again like that guy.
00:38:49Apparently we do have to keep telling you over and over again because you keep doing the same s***.
00:38:53I get it.
00:38:55You start to sound like Brooke.
00:38:57No.
00:38:58So be it.
00:39:00I can help you out, but you better not do no s*** with it.
00:39:04Mama's eyes are going to be watching.
00:39:06I gotcha.
00:39:06Okay?
00:39:07Like the s*** government.
00:39:10Come on, baby.
00:39:12So she's staying home, right?
00:39:14She's staying home.
00:39:14So it's just us tonight.
00:39:16Just us.
00:39:18Thank you, Jesus.
00:39:19Brooke is moving out today.
00:39:22I said that too loud.
00:39:24You know, it's been a whirlwind couple of days.
00:39:27Babe, you want to follow me, okay?
00:39:28Yep.
00:39:29It's time for her to go home.
00:39:31She's got kids to take care of.
00:39:33And she's been up his s*** since he's been out.
00:39:35I think he needs a little room.
00:39:37I think they need that time apart from each other.
00:39:39Take her out on dates.
00:39:41And then her go home and you come home like normal people do when they start dating.
00:39:49What is this?
00:39:50It's a putt-putt place.
00:39:52Okay.
00:39:53It's important for me to take Brooke on this date today just because, you know, we've been getting into it a lot, bumping heads.
00:40:00Oh, this is nice.
00:40:03I got 10 on that one.
00:40:06It's been a while.
00:40:07I know.
00:40:08It's like riding a bike, though.
00:40:11I need her to know that I love her and I do care about her thoughts and her opinions.
00:40:14And I want her to feel heard.
00:40:16You know, I want her to know that I care.
00:40:19Let me show you how to do this.
00:40:20Ready?
00:40:22I'm just saying.
00:40:23Let me just help you with this, please.
00:40:26Okay, that was one.
00:40:28You know what?
00:40:28I would, like, really love to bring the boys here.
00:40:31Okay.
00:40:32Like, for real.
00:40:33I'm there for the boys, you know what I'm saying?
00:40:36Regardless.
00:40:36No matter what, even if we didn't work out, even if you never wanted to speak to me again, like, I still want to be in their lives.
00:40:43Like, I know I'm not their real dad, but, like, I know how it was not to have mine around.
00:40:48And that's something that's important to me.
00:40:52Why are you crying?
00:40:57That's always been a big deal for me because their dads, like, don't give a s***.
00:41:01I'm there.
00:41:02Me and them are locked in.
00:41:04Even if you decided you never want to speak to me again, like, I need you to know that I'm there for them.
00:41:09As Brody and Brentley's mom, I do feel like I've let them down as far as, you know, parenting.
00:41:15I am the reason they don't have their dads because I didn't choose them well.
00:41:22If you decided to leave, will you still let me be in their lives?
00:41:26Yeah, because I'm not going to do that to them.
00:41:28Just because, like, if we don't work out, that's not their fault.
00:41:31I've had boyfriends throughout the years, and they tell them, they tell me, you know, I'm not going anywhere.
00:41:37I'm going to be here regardless.
00:41:38And, I mean, they're obviously not here.
00:41:41Growing up, like, is that something you struggle with?
00:41:44Like, your parents keeping their words and stuff?
00:41:46I mean, obviously, because it's affecting you, that's why I'm asking.
00:41:54My dad wasn't here because he was a truck driver.
00:41:58Maybe if my dad was here more than, you know, I wouldn't be so insecure or, like, have all these trust issues.
00:42:05Of course, there's a little bit of fear of JK cheating, but I am starting to realize that my issues in general are probably due to a trauma response.
00:42:31Dad, I want you to like him.
00:42:33What were you locked up for?
00:42:34I can read it, Robbie, even still.
00:42:36How long you do?
00:42:37I did six years.
00:42:38Damn.
00:42:39Well, I need you to promise me that there's not going to be any other women.
00:42:42There ain't no other girl.
00:42:44Are you talking to other women?
00:43:03Hello?
00:43:03Hello?
00:43:04Hey, mama.
00:43:05Hey, mama.
00:43:09What you doing?
00:43:12Well, I'm sorry about all the commotion that happened at the barbecue.
00:43:15You all right?
00:43:16Yeah, I'm good, but that was kind of weird.
00:43:19I wish I would have stayed in my place, but, you know, it's all right.
00:43:23I'm trying to see if I can come over and see Kyrie.
00:43:25Okay.
00:43:26We can figure out what we're going to do.
00:43:30All right.
00:43:31All right.
00:43:31All right, that's a bit.
00:43:32All right, talk to you.
00:43:33I'm still tied in with Joela.
00:43:38That could definitely turn into a problem because Joela's still in love with me.
00:43:44If Keanu found out that I was talking to Joela this late, most definitely she would be mad.
00:43:50I need this conversation so I can be able to see my son, so I have to lie to her and try to keep the peace.
00:43:57What's up, mama?
00:44:04I feel like, uh, stuff got a little out of control yesterday, and I don't think it should happen.
00:44:10You know what I mean?
00:44:11I agree.
00:44:13Yeah.
00:44:14I don't feel like I have to be mean to her.
00:44:17I don't feel like you got to be friendly either.
00:44:20I don't feel like I was being friendly.
00:44:22I feel like I was being cordial.
00:44:24It's a sensitive subject.
00:44:26Like, we still trying to heal over that, you know what I'm saying?
00:44:30And then to see all that just felt sneaky, shady.
00:44:33Like, I don't do well with that.
00:44:35I feel like we should be good enough to where we can sit down and have dinner and be around my kids together with no problems.
00:44:42We're just not there yet.
00:44:45Understood.
00:44:46Overstood.
00:44:47What I want to know is, are you still mad?
00:44:51We still got a problem?
00:44:53Are we good?
00:44:56Oh, it's going to take me a minute, but I'm fine.
00:45:03Can I have a kiss?
00:45:06Oh.
00:45:07Mm-hmm.
00:45:08That's what I'm talking about.
00:45:09I'm definitely weak for Demodric.
00:45:13I don't know.
00:45:14He just has my heart.
00:45:16For some reason, I don't know what it is.
00:45:21Yeah, you need to put that on the back burner.
00:45:23Put it on the shelf.
00:45:24Leave it alone.
00:45:25All right.
00:45:26I'll do that for today.
00:45:27I got a couple things planned.
00:45:29Stuff I want to show you today.
00:45:30I can show you a little something, something, I guess.
00:45:32Show me a little something, something.
00:45:34That sounds good.
00:45:35I'll be back.
00:45:36All right.
00:45:36That's a bit.
00:45:37I don't consider myself as a player no more.
00:45:55I think I am the change man.
00:45:57I have to talk to Joela.
00:45:59I have to be able to communicate about the kids.
00:46:01But I am in love with Keanu.
00:46:07I'm looking forward to being able to be consistent, faithful to one woman.
00:46:13I want some of that.
00:46:18I know she's definitely the marrying type.
00:46:22I do believe one day that'll happen.
00:46:28I see the ladies walking me into the bar.
00:46:31They're going.
00:46:35Oh, hey.
00:46:36You taking the shot?
00:46:37Yeah.
00:46:38Fire free.
00:46:38Fire free.
00:46:403%.
00:46:403%.
00:46:43Yo, dad is out there.
00:46:45He's out there.
00:46:48What a shot.
00:46:48Throw it back.
00:46:49What a shot.
00:46:49Throw it back.
00:46:53What's wrong?
00:46:54I don't know.
00:46:55I'm just nervous about that.
00:46:56You know, for real, like.
00:46:58I feel like he's going.
00:46:59Your dad is your dad.
00:47:02I know.
00:47:03I'm nervous just because this is Brian's first time
00:47:06meeting my dad face-to-face.
00:47:08I don't know if things are going to be awkward,
00:47:10if I'm going to need to be in this conversation.
00:47:14I could pass out.
00:47:17What's up, Britt?
00:47:18How you doing, Dad?
00:47:19How you feeling?
00:47:20I'm fine, baby.
00:47:21What's going on?
00:47:22You know, we're here to celebrate Brian being released,
00:47:25so I would like if y'all would have a talk.
00:47:30I'm going downstairs at 8,
00:47:32and if he comes down there, I'll talk to him.
00:47:34But, Dad, I want you to like him.
00:47:37I want you to have a relationship with
00:47:40who I see myself with for a long time.
00:47:44I'll be downstairs.
00:47:46When Brooklyn first told me that she was going out
00:47:49with a guy from prison, I was kind of surprised.
00:47:51You know, he got to come out and prove himself,
00:47:54and once he gets off his parole...
00:47:56Babe!
00:47:57How you doing?
00:47:58Good.
00:47:58We'll see.
00:48:02Nice to meet you.
00:48:04Nice to meet you, too, man.
00:48:06What was you locked up for?
00:48:07Uh, I can read a robbery.
00:48:09You were stealing.
00:48:11Yeah.
00:48:12How long you due?
00:48:13I did six years.
00:48:14Damn.
00:48:15Mm-hmm.
00:48:19Dude, I need you to show, you know, show your talent, okay?
00:48:23And you sitting on the bench, like, you don't know what you're doing,
00:48:26and it's like, please get it together.
00:48:29Where you see yourself going with Brooklyn, your wife.
00:48:33Yeah, I'll marry Brooklyn.
00:48:35Yeah.
00:48:36Yeah.
00:48:36If it gets to that.
00:48:37I think y'all should take it a little slower, because you ain't experienced nothing.
00:48:43You, you, it's basically still, like, you still locked up.
00:48:46Mm-hmm.
00:48:47Right?
00:48:48Yeah.
00:48:49I'll be on house rates up to three to six months.
00:48:52Brooklyn is really a homebody herself anyway, so she's probably gonna hate when I'm not on
00:48:56house parents.
00:48:57You can't go no mother****** where you out here staying in the house.
00:49:04The mailbox is the furthest, right?
00:49:06Yeah.
00:49:06See, when you get to go past that mailbox, it's a lot of more **** to see.
00:49:11Yeah.
00:49:12Then we'll be able to tell.
00:49:14Respectfully.
00:49:15You know?
00:49:15No, I don't hear you.
00:49:16Respectfully.
00:49:17That's the dead truth.
00:49:18Like, ****, you, you basically still confined.
00:49:22Yeah.
00:49:22Like, you basically sound like a mother**** ain't been tested, though.
00:49:26Basically.
00:49:26Yeah, yeah, yeah.
00:49:27You feel me?
00:49:27And then not even to test the munch.
00:49:29Y'all ****, you ain't tested yourself.
00:49:32Mm-hmm.
00:49:32Six years, do you know how much the world done changed?
00:49:36What?
00:49:37Huh?
00:49:37Now, hell yeah.
00:49:38It's hard out here for a black man any day.
00:49:44Yeah.
00:49:45So, all I can say is just y'all life, y'all two young adults.
00:49:52Mm-hmm.
00:49:52I just gotta go with it.
00:49:55Appreciate you.
00:49:55I don't know him to say that I trust him.
00:50:00If he stays around, I guess we'll have to see.
00:50:11See you soon.
00:50:12Mm-hmm.
00:50:12My biggest concern for JK and Brooke now that they're an hour apart, Brooke's jealousy.
00:50:17She's gonna have to get over that.
00:50:18I'm leaving Brooke's house right now.
00:50:20Can I come see you?
00:50:20Okay.
00:50:21Love you.
00:50:22I know that there are things that I don't know about Will yet.
00:50:26Courtney, will you have this man to be your husband?
00:50:29Are you ready to do?
00:50:40I'm sleeping, take flights on a weekend.
00:50:44What you getting ready to do?
00:50:46I'm steady.
00:50:57I'm so upset that he was talking to another girl.
00:51:01And I had to basically ask for him to even tell me.
00:51:04And he lied about where he was going.
00:51:06So that's just upsetting.
00:51:10You know, I love you, and I really do want to forgive you.
00:51:15But I do need you to, like, really show me
00:51:17that I can trust you.
00:51:21I mean, all we can do is just continue to build.
00:51:26Like, how we doing?
00:51:27And just go with the flow.
00:51:32Because I can't deal with other girls.
00:51:34Like, that's not a thing.
00:51:36There ain't no other girls.
00:51:38But there was another girl.
00:51:41It ain't now.
00:51:43That's some jail .
00:51:45And then carry it out to here, though.
00:51:48Nah, you right.
00:51:49For sure.
00:51:50So how would you feel if I said I wanted to share locations?
00:51:53I don't know.
00:51:57I don't know about that, babe.
00:52:02Share locations for what?
00:52:04I mean, if you ain't doing nothing you're not supposed to,
00:52:06why not?
00:52:07I'm not doing nothing I ain't supposed to.
00:52:09I know.
00:52:09But you didn't said that before and lied about where
00:52:11you was going.
00:52:13And I don't want to keep wondering every time you leave
00:52:15somewhere, where he going?
00:52:16Where he going?
00:52:16Is he lying?
00:52:17Is he lying?
00:52:18Yeah, that's something I have to think about.
00:52:20I came and told you myself.
00:52:23I didn't sugarcoat it.
00:52:24So if you can't trust me enough to believe that I'm not
00:52:28doing these things, then, you know what I'm saying?
00:52:30What's the point?
00:52:31If I dwell on it, we got to move forward.
00:52:37At the end of the day, she ain't mean nothing to me.
00:52:39I made that clear to her.
00:52:41So it's like, that got to mean something.
00:52:44Well, I need you to promise me that there's not going to be
00:52:49any other women.
00:52:50I promise.
00:52:55Come over here.
00:52:56Come lay with me.
00:52:59I am still going to forgive him.
00:53:01But I'm just going to be more on him now.
00:53:04But it does kind of, like, make me worry.
00:53:06If you're not going to be somewhere you're not supposed
00:53:08to be, why wouldn't you just share your location?
00:53:12Let's be honest here.
00:53:14Like, are you talking to the other women?
00:53:19Nah, I ain't talking to no other women right now.
00:53:33Court, will you have this man to be your husband?
00:53:35Am I making a mistake?
00:53:44I love you.
00:53:45I love you, too.
00:53:46Come on.
00:53:47I'm on you.
00:53:49Brooke, she's going home today.
00:53:52So I borrowed my mom's car, so I'm able to follow her.
00:53:54Because I wanted to be there.
00:53:56I didn't want her to just pull up, and the boys,
00:53:57like, ask where I'm at.
00:53:58So I'll be able to spend time with them.
00:54:00I know it ain't going to be much, because I'm on a limit.
00:54:03But that's important to me, to put it in their mind,
00:54:04like, OK, he's going to pull up.
00:54:06He's going to be here, you know?
00:54:07Try to build that relationship.
00:54:09Love will behave.
00:54:11You think you can save me.
00:54:14What are you doing, my mom?
00:54:19Is it your car?
00:54:20Mm-hmm.
00:54:21I like it.
00:54:21I just got it.
00:54:22Really?
00:54:23I'm just playing with my mom's car.
00:54:24Mm-hmm.
00:54:25You is.
00:54:26I'm not going to afford something like this.
00:54:28Hello?
00:54:29Mom's here.
00:54:31Oh.
00:54:32Chopped liver?
00:54:33Is that how we're going to start?
00:54:34Chopped liver?
00:54:35Is that how we're going to start doing things?
00:54:36Y'all forget about me, because he's, no.
00:54:39You used to get all the love.
00:54:40Let JK get something.
00:54:41Watching JK interact with the boys,
00:54:44my heart is overflowed.
00:54:47But I am still, you know, a little leery
00:54:51about mine and JK's relationship.
00:54:53We got chicken .
00:54:55We in the moonies.
00:54:56I told you.
00:54:57No, we got to get back to the city, baby.
00:54:58We can't do all this.
00:54:59We got chicken .
00:55:01But I do think JK is a good guy
00:55:04and feels like he could be a good dad to the boys.
00:55:10It's chicken .
00:55:11It's because you don't know how to keep your pants on.
00:55:14So therefore, people who don't know how to wear pants
00:55:16don't know what chickens are all about.
00:55:19So what's the rest of the house look like?
00:55:21Uh.
00:55:22You want to show me?
00:55:22Yeah, give me just a second.
00:55:23Let me go, like, check everything,
00:55:26make sure it's straightened up.
00:55:27So.
00:55:27OK.
00:55:28Get my back.
00:55:29I want y'all to know that you ever need to talk or anything.
00:55:38You got my number, you hear me?
00:55:39Yeah.
00:55:40I've met Brantley and Brody while I was in prison multiple times.
00:55:44I don't really have any concerns about them being able to love me
00:55:48and let me step into that father role.
00:55:51And it's something that I'm very much ready for.
00:55:52As soon as this come off, guess what?
00:55:55It's going down.
00:55:56Yeah.
00:55:56I'm going fishing.
00:55:58I want to get a four-wheeler, too.
00:55:59Y'all ain't got no four-wheeler.
00:56:00We need it.
00:56:00No, we need a razor.
00:56:01A razor?
00:56:02Those are kind of expensive.
00:56:03We'll start with a four-wheeler.
00:56:04We'll start small.
00:56:05Maybe a goat cart or something.
00:56:06No.
00:56:07It's levels.
00:56:08We'll work up to it.
00:56:09Smells like booty, pistol.
00:56:12Can I talk to you real quick?
00:56:14Absolutely.
00:56:14Sure.
00:56:17I understand y'all are just meeting me.
00:56:19It's all new.
00:56:20And trust is earned.
00:56:21It's not given.
00:56:22You're exactly right.
00:56:23And I understand that.
00:56:24I want y'all to know, no matter what happens between me and Brooke,
00:56:27that I am going to be there for them boys.
00:56:29They can text me anytime.
00:56:30Hey, y'all come pick them up.
00:56:31We'll go fishing.
00:56:32What does y'all's room look like?
00:56:34I mean, I know you can't do a lot as far
00:56:37as the ankle monitor is concerned.
00:56:38So that also puts Brooke going to you
00:56:42more as opposed to you being able to come here.
00:56:43And I understand that right now.
00:56:45But I'm not raising kids.
00:56:46Just so she can run and spend the night with you.
00:56:49Right.
00:56:50It's not happening.
00:56:50For her, it's like she's scared that if she's not there,
00:56:53someone else will be.
00:56:55Bingo.
00:56:55And that's not how I am.
00:56:56You 100% just hit the nail on the head.
00:56:58And until she gets more secure in y'all's relationship,
00:57:02just like the social media thing, you saw that yesterday.
00:57:06Are you still friends with Alex on social media?
00:57:09I don't know.
00:57:10How do you not know?
00:57:11Because I haven't seen it.
00:57:12I haven't seen her.
00:57:13You know what?
00:57:14You can have them hoes.
00:57:15I don't even want it no more.
00:57:16I'm going to leave them.
00:57:18Just like other females texting your phone,
00:57:22she's going to lose .
00:57:24No.
00:57:25That's how she is.
00:57:26And it goes back to the way she's been treated in the past.
00:57:29And that's not your fault.
00:57:30And even though she knows it's not your fault,
00:57:33she's still going to associate that until she sees that things
00:57:37are going to be different with you.
00:57:38And she pushes, she'll end up pushing people away like that.
00:57:41You're exactly right.
00:57:42And I've tried to tell her that.
00:57:43I've tried to tell her that because nobody wants
00:57:45to feel like they're in jail when they're in a relationship.
00:57:49Who wants to do that?
00:57:50It takes a super laid back, understandable person
00:57:54to deal with her.
00:57:55And if you're not that person, you
00:57:57need to squash it now and be done.
00:58:00What are y'all doing?
00:58:01We're gabbing.
00:58:02OK.
00:58:03I was going to show him the house real quick,
00:58:04because it's not going to be too long before he's got to go.
00:58:07OK.
00:58:08Mama, thank you.
00:58:09You're welcome.
00:58:10See you in time.
00:58:11I feel like that was a really good conversation
00:58:13that I was able to have with JK.
00:58:15Where are we going to go first?
00:58:17Um, our room.
00:58:18Our room.
00:58:19I'm glad that he feels like even if he and Brooke don't work out,
00:58:23that he wants to be there for the boys.
00:58:26OK.
00:58:27OK, I can dig it.
00:58:29Now, will she let that happen in the long run?
00:58:32I don't know.
00:58:34I got to go.
00:58:36I want to go ahead.
00:58:36Bye, Lily.
00:58:37Be good.
00:58:38Please.
00:58:39JK voiced a lot of things I had concerns about,
00:58:43as far as just being able to keep her calm.
00:58:47I'll see you soon.
00:58:48Mm-hmm.
00:58:49My biggest concern for JK and Brooke,
00:58:50now that they're an hour apart, is going to be Brooke's jealousy.
00:58:54She's going to want to know where he is and what's going on.
00:58:56And she's going to have to get over that.
00:58:59Hey, what are you doing?
00:59:00I know I said I wanted to see you, and I haven't been hecked it.
00:59:04But I'm leaving Brooke's house right now.
00:59:06And hopefully, can I come see you tomorrow?
00:59:08OK.
00:59:09All right.
00:59:10I'll see you soon.
00:59:11All right.
00:59:12Bye-bye.
00:59:13Bye-bye.
00:59:14Bye-bye.
00:59:15Bye-bye.
00:59:16Bye-bye.
00:59:17Bye-bye.
00:59:18Bye-bye.
00:59:19I know.
00:59:20I know you do.
00:59:21Didn't really find what you liked.
00:59:22I mean, I'm not saying I didn't look good.
00:59:24But it's definitely not what I envisioned for my wedding.
00:59:28You sure you're ready for this?
00:59:29Yeah.
00:59:30I'm really excited.
00:59:31What about you?
00:59:32Whole feet?
00:59:33Not at all.
00:59:35I'm so excited.
00:59:35Me too.
00:59:36Didn't really find what you liked?
00:59:40I mean, I'm not saying I didn't look good.
00:59:43But it's definitely not what I envisioned for my wedding.
00:59:51You sure you're ready for this?
00:59:53Yeah.
00:59:54I'm really excited.
00:59:56What about you?
00:59:56Whole feet?
00:59:57Not at all.
00:59:58I'm so excited.
00:59:59Me too.
01:00:01I just keep thinking of myself a year ago
01:00:05and how I never thought something like this would happen to me.
01:00:07I'm going to get dressed.
01:00:08Okay.
01:00:09I'm going to get dressed too.
01:00:10Great.
01:00:11It's mind-blowing.
01:00:12I can't believe it's happening.
01:00:14I don't want you to see me getting dressed.
01:00:16My mom's going to come up and help, so I want you to go.
01:00:19Okay.
01:00:20I'll hurry.
01:00:21I'm out of here right now.
01:00:25We're going to make it work,
01:00:26and we're going to have a really happy life together.
01:00:30Hi, honey.
01:00:31You look great.
01:00:33Thanks, Mom.
01:00:33We got to hurry up.
01:00:35What do you need done?
01:00:36What can I help you with?
01:00:37Oh, I just...
01:00:38I got to get the dress on now, so...
01:00:40Okay.
01:00:41To have my mom help me get dressed
01:00:43the day of my wedding
01:00:45is pretty special.
01:00:49Oh, it looks so good.
01:00:51Can you see them?
01:00:53I don't wear them.
01:00:54You got the coat.
01:00:55Okay.
01:00:56Tell me why the wedding dress I got
01:00:59makes me look like I was pimping and pandering
01:01:01instead of running GTA and fraud.
01:01:06I never would have chose anything like that
01:01:10for my dream wedding dress.
01:01:13So these are all my scrunchies.
01:01:14Oh, my goodness.
01:01:15I have these silk ones.
01:01:17I have a blue one.
01:01:19Perfect.
01:01:19And they're, like, white.
01:01:20I didn't have time to get Will a wedding man,
01:01:23but these scrunchies might work.
01:01:27What a mess.
01:01:30Jenny.
01:01:31Hey, my friend.
01:01:32How's it going?
01:01:33It's good seeing you.
01:01:33I'm so happy that she found somebody like you, Melanie.
01:01:37I want to bless you guys, both of you.
01:01:39I appreciate it, man.
01:01:40Blessings on you.
01:01:41I'm actually missing a man of honor.
01:01:42Okay.
01:01:43If you give me the honor.
01:01:43I really appreciate that.
01:01:44I'm from the bottom of my heart, man.
01:01:46I'd be honored to be a man of honor.
01:01:48You got it.
01:01:49It would be nice to have my family and friends here,
01:01:51but I haven't told anyone yet
01:01:53that the wedding is happening today.
01:01:54First of all, it's such short notice,
01:01:56it would be super unfair to expect them to pay
01:01:58to all come out here to a wedding.
01:02:00Let me introduce you to Ernie.
01:02:01This is our officiant.
01:02:01Ernie?
01:02:02I'm Ernie.
01:02:02Nice to meet you, Danny.
01:02:03You too.
01:02:04But I couldn't be happier right now.
01:02:05I'm just so excited to see her walk down the aisle.
01:02:08I can't even express how happy I am.
01:02:12Now we just play the waiting game.
01:02:13There you go.
01:02:14Just stand our parts and wait.
01:02:16Are you ready?
01:02:17You got everything?
01:02:18Yeah.
01:02:19You look fantastic.
01:02:20Let's go.
01:02:22A marriage to me is a binding between two people
01:02:29and their love for one another for the rest of their lives.
01:02:39Are you nervous?
01:02:40Yeah.
01:02:41Will is totally 100% husband material
01:02:45and definitely someone I could easily spend
01:02:48the rest of my life with.
01:02:50But I just met Will in person yesterday.
01:02:54I am bricks.
01:02:59Today we've come together to witness the joining
01:03:03of these two lives.
01:03:04Today we've come together to witness the joining of these two lives.
01:03:29Will, will you have this woman to be your wife, to live together in the partnership
01:03:36of marriage?
01:03:37Will you love her, honor her, and forsaking all others, be faithful to her so long as
01:03:42you both shall live?
01:03:43I do.
01:03:44And Courtney, will you have this man to be your husband, live together in the partnership
01:03:49of marriage?
01:03:50Will you love him, comfort him, be faithful to him so long as you both shall live?
01:03:54Do I even know who I'm really marrying?
01:03:56No.

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