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00:00I had this reoccurring nightmare for a very long time,
00:11and I could recall sprinting out of the house
00:15knowing that someone was following me.
00:22And he's got a gun.
00:25The bullets passed right by my head.
00:27And I keep running.
00:31I turn around, and that's when I realized it was Randy.
00:36Sometimes I would wake up screaming.
00:41I had this nightmare every night.
00:57Oh, my God, she's beautiful.
01:03How could anybody hurt somebody as beautiful as her?
01:12He's a monster.
01:13I'm sorry that had to happen to her.
01:21I'm sorry she had to go through the same things that I did.
01:26It was a trap, and we both fell in it.
01:30The only difference is, I made it out, and she didn't.
01:38I'm really sorry, honey.
01:41I'm really sorry.
01:43I'm sorry.
02:03I met Randy in a church
02:31that I was going to.
02:34My initial first impression of him was,
02:38this is a good guy.
02:40Because he was always so nice and cheerful
02:43and smiling and good looking, tall.
02:48So I came early one day and sat next to him.
02:52That's when our relationship started.
02:56When I started dating Randy Gay,
02:59I was not looking for a relationship.
03:03It just happened.
03:05We liked each other.
03:08He just seemed like the kind of person
03:10that I could trust.
03:13He treated me like I was a queen.
03:18I believe that Randy was married once prior,
03:22but I didn't really think anything of it.
03:28I had heard that Randy had a past
03:34and that it wasn't a good one.
03:39But I trust in God
03:41and I believe that everybody deserves a second chance.
03:47His past is his past.
03:50Let it go.
03:52What do you think?
03:53Dinner tonight?
03:54I thought I found my partner.
03:57I thought I'd found my soulmate.
04:02But I didn't.
04:04The more I look back on it,
04:16I can see it better.
04:19Randy was using me
04:22and was playing me for a fool.
04:25And I think that made him happy
04:31because I was playing right into his little game.
04:36One night,
05:03we were talking
05:04just talking.
05:07I asked him about his past.
05:10And he said,
05:12are you sure you want to know?
05:17It might make you think differently about me.
05:20And I said, yeah, I do.
05:24And he said, okay.
05:28He told me that one day
05:31his father had gotten physical
05:33with a woman that Randy was dating.
05:38And things got out of hand
05:41and Randy shot his father
05:43to protect her.
05:47When he told me he had shot his father,
05:50I was scared.
05:51Up to that point,
05:55I never saw the dark side of him.
05:58I didn't know what to think.
06:00They put me away for a long time.
06:04I was very shocked
06:07when I heard
06:08that Randy was capable
06:10of doing that
06:11because he was this sweet,
06:15because he was this sweet,
06:15loving man
06:17that I knew
06:19or thought I knew.
06:22He was sentenced to 20 years,
06:25but he got out on good behavior.
06:27He probably thought
06:35that I was going to leave
06:37and
06:38I wasn't going to do that.
06:42I really appreciate you
06:43telling me the truth.
06:45I was touched by his vulnerability
06:47and his honesty.
06:50He told me
06:51he was trying to turn his life around
06:55and I believed him.
06:59In my eyes,
07:00God put him in my life for a reason.
07:04Like I said,
07:05everybody deserved a second chance,
07:07so I gave him one.
07:09But I didn't know everything.
07:26When we got married,
07:29I thought
07:30the past was the past
07:33for both of us.
07:35I thought my future
07:36was going to be good.
07:39I thought
07:41everything was going to be perfect.
07:44It wasn't.
07:50Randy and I had gone over
07:52to his friend's house
07:55and this friend
07:56was his best friend.
08:00Everything seemed like
08:02it was okay.
08:05Everything seemed fine.
08:07And then something
08:08was said
08:09which triggered
08:11Randy's reaction
08:14and Randy punched him.
08:20And then
08:21it was on.
08:24All I could see
08:25was just rage.
08:27His eyes had changed.
08:32His face had changed.
08:34His full demeanor
08:36had changed
08:37completely.
08:39Go ahead, come on!
08:40It was shocking to me
08:42that I was screaming
08:43and crying
08:44and telling them both
08:46to stop.
08:48Randy, stop!
08:50Randy!
08:51He looked at me
08:52with daggers
08:53and fire
08:54in his eyes.
08:56I was terrified.
09:04When the fight ended,
09:07the friend looked bad.
09:09I think Randy
09:10had broke his nose.
09:12He had blood
09:13coming down
09:14on the side
09:15of his face.
09:18Randy had
09:20scrapes,
09:23bruises,
09:24torn clothes.
09:26I was very scared
09:28to see Randy
09:29act that way.
09:30I'd never seen him
09:31act like that before.
09:32What was that?
09:37To me,
09:38seeing him
09:40with that much
09:41rage in him
09:42and beating up
09:44his best friend
09:45scared me.
09:49Because if he can do
09:50that to his best friend,
09:52what would he do
09:54to me?
09:57And the words
09:58I'll never do it again,
10:00I learned
10:01are lies.
10:04Because it always
10:05happens again.
10:08I wished I would have
10:09seen the devil
10:10in him sooner.
10:18When we first
10:20got together,
10:22Randy told me
10:23that he was
10:25a recovering
10:26alcoholic.
10:27I thought,
10:30okay.
10:32It seemed
10:33like he had
10:34the drinking
10:35under control.
10:37So,
10:37I didn't
10:39think anything.
10:41One day,
10:43his friends
10:43had invited us
10:44over.
10:45All of them
10:46had drinks
10:47in their hands.
10:49They kept
10:49telling him,
10:51oh, come on,
10:51one drink
10:52ain't gonna hurt ya.
10:53It's only one beer.
10:55Come on.
10:55And finally,
10:58he accepted
10:58the beer.
11:02And
11:03put it up
11:04to his mouth.
11:06I said,
11:06you shouldn't
11:07do this.
11:08You've been
11:08sober for
11:09over ten years.
11:12Why now?
11:13Randy,
11:13what are you doing?
11:17But
11:18it went in
11:19one ear
11:19and out
11:19the other.
11:22I was
11:23very disappointed.
11:25I'm standing
11:27back in the
11:28kitchen.
11:29When he came
11:30back,
11:31though,
11:32I asked him
11:33why he was
11:34drinking again.
11:37Are you okay?
11:38And
11:39he got mad
11:40that I asked
11:41him that.
11:42I can do
11:43whatever the hell
11:44I want to.
11:47And you
11:47can't stop me.
11:50But he didn't
11:51get loud.
11:52He'd never
11:53talked to me
11:53like that
11:54before.
11:55Since it
11:56was the
11:56first time
11:57he had
11:58spoken to
11:58me like
11:59that,
12:00I started
12:02thinking,
12:03oh my
12:03God.
12:05Really?
12:07That doesn't
12:09seem
12:09something's
12:12wrong.
12:12as soon
12:25as we
12:26get
12:27over the
12:28threshold,
12:29his
12:29demeanor
12:30changed.
12:32His
12:33facial
12:34expressions
12:35had
12:36changed.
12:37I could
12:38tell how
12:39angry he
12:40was by
12:41the way
12:42he looked,
12:43by the
12:44way the
12:45tone of
12:45his voice
12:46was.
12:51And
12:51he starts
12:53yelling at
12:54me,
12:56telling me
12:56to never
12:57talk back
12:58to him
12:59again.
12:59and then
13:02he takes
13:02his hands
13:03and he
13:04shoves
13:05me.
13:06And I
13:07fly and
13:09I hit the
13:09back of
13:09the couch.
13:11I couldn't
13:12believe it.
13:14And this
13:15smile would
13:16come on
13:17his face.
13:18It was
13:19very scary.
13:20and then
13:23I get
13:23up and
13:25start to
13:26go down
13:26the hall
13:27and he
13:28shoves me
13:28into the
13:29walls all
13:31the way
13:31down the
13:32hall.
13:34I'm
13:35crying and
13:36saying,
13:36don't hurt
13:37me.
13:38You're
13:38hurting me.
13:39Stop.
13:40Our
13:41bedroom was
13:42at the
13:42end of
13:43the
13:43hallway.
13:44I was
13:45able to
13:46shut the
13:46door and
13:47lock it.
13:50he was
13:53banging on
13:54the door.
13:55Let me
13:55in.
13:56Let me
13:56in.
14:01I was
14:02scared.
14:03If you
14:04don't open
14:04this door,
14:05I'm going
14:06to kick
14:06the door
14:07down.
14:09He never
14:09did.
14:11He went
14:12into the
14:12bathroom
14:13and
14:13picked
14:15his guts
14:16up.
14:16And then
14:16he went
14:17and laid
14:17down on
14:17the
14:18couch.
14:18Went
14:18to sleep.
14:20my hope
14:23is
14:25that,
14:27okay,
14:27maybe this
14:28will be a
14:29one-time
14:30thing.
14:31Maybe he
14:31won't do
14:32it again.
14:33I should
14:34have tried
14:35to run
14:35out the
14:35door.
14:37I should
14:37have left
14:38him.
14:39Everything's
14:39or should
14:40have's,
14:42but didn't's.
14:45I wanted
14:46to believe
14:47that he
14:47was a
14:47good person
14:48because I
14:49loved him.
14:49I was
14:50in love
14:51with him.
14:54Up
14:54till the
14:55end,
14:55I believed
14:56I could
14:57change
14:57him.
14:58But I
14:59was wrong.
14:59when I
15:10was at
15:10church,
15:11it felt
15:12safe.
15:14I felt
15:15safer knowing
15:16that there
15:16was other
15:17people around
15:18and of
15:18course,
15:19there was
15:20bruises
15:20under my
15:21shirts.
15:24There
15:25would be
15:25bruises
15:26on my
15:26legs.
15:27he made
15:32sure they
15:33were under
15:33the
15:33clothes
15:34so nobody
15:36could see
15:37and ask
15:37questions.
15:40I still
15:42remember
15:43what the
15:46bruises
15:46felt like.
15:48I still
15:49remember
15:50putting on
15:54a smile
15:55when I was
15:57hurting
15:57really bad
15:59because
16:01I was
16:03embarrassed.
16:06I didn't
16:07want anybody
16:08to know
16:08that I was
16:09being beat.
16:10I felt
16:12ashamed
16:13for people
16:15that wonder
16:18why I
16:20would stay
16:21with it.
16:23If they
16:24haven't been
16:25through it,
16:25they don't
16:26understand.
16:28In those
16:29dark times,
16:31I did an
16:31awful lot
16:32of praying
16:32to God
16:33to help
16:35me,
16:36to help
16:36guide me
16:37through this.
16:38I told
16:39him I
16:39needed
16:39answers.
16:41I needed
16:41to know
16:41what to
16:42do.
16:42go to
16:58church
16:59even
16:59though
16:59he
16:59stopped.
17:01I
17:02finally
17:04began
17:05to feel
17:06freedom.
17:07I
17:09finally
17:10started
17:10feeling
17:11a relief
17:13of
17:14pressure,
17:16relief
17:16of
17:17stress.
17:19I
17:20became
17:20close
17:22friends
17:22with a
17:24man and
17:24his wife.
17:27She was
17:28my best
17:28friend.
17:29I could
17:30talk to
17:30her
17:31about
17:32anything.
17:33everything.
17:34They were
17:35wonderful
17:36people.
17:38I started
17:39confiding
17:40in her
17:41probably
17:42anywhere
17:44between
17:44six months
17:45to a
17:46year
17:46after I
17:47met
17:47them.
17:48That way
17:49it gave
17:50me a
17:50chance
17:51to get
17:52that
17:52feeling
17:54of
17:54someone
17:55I could
17:55trust.
17:57I
17:57finally
17:58got the
17:58courage
17:59and I
18:00showed
18:00her
18:00my
18:01bruises.
18:01I
18:02wanted
18:02to
18:03show
18:03you
18:03something.
18:11Deborah.
18:12She
18:13said
18:13you
18:14don't
18:14deserve
18:14this.
18:17You
18:18need
18:18to
18:19leave
18:19and
18:19you
18:20need
18:20to
18:20leave
18:20soon.
18:24I
18:24looked
18:25at
18:25her
18:25and
18:25said
18:25you're
18:26right
18:26I
18:27do.
18:29I
18:30didn't
18:30want
18:30to be
18:30abused
18:31anymore.
18:31I
18:34knew
18:34I
18:34had
18:34to
18:35leave
18:35him
18:35but
18:38it
18:40wasn't
18:40going
18:40to be
18:41easy.
18:48There
18:49is
18:49always
18:49a
18:49chance
18:50that
18:51somebody
18:51can
18:52come
18:52back
18:53to
18:54church
18:54and
18:54be
18:55that
18:56good
18:56person
18:57and
18:58really
18:59try
18:59hard.
19:01But
19:01Randy
19:02did
19:02not.
19:03He
19:03made
19:03the
19:04choice
19:04not
19:06to
19:06go
19:06back
19:06to
19:07church.
19:08He
19:09made
19:09the
19:09choice
19:10not
19:10to
19:11better
19:11himself.
19:13One
19:14night
19:14we were
19:15sitting in
19:15the kitchen
19:16having
19:16dinner
19:17and
19:18he
19:19told me
19:20there was
19:20something
19:20he wanted
19:21to
19:21tell
19:21me.
19:22Some
19:22you
19:22should
19:23know.
19:27My
19:27father
19:28wasn't
19:28the
19:28only
19:28man
19:29I've
19:29killed.
19:31He
19:32didn't
19:32tell
19:32me
19:33when
19:34he
19:34killed
19:34the
19:34second
19:35person
19:35and
19:36he
19:36wouldn't
19:36tell
19:37me
19:37why
19:37he
19:37killed
19:38him.
19:39He
19:39didn't
19:39tell
19:40me
19:40his
19:40name.
19:41He
19:41just
19:41told
19:42me
19:42that
19:42he
19:42had
19:43killed
19:43another
19:44person.
19:46He
19:47didn't
19:47show
19:48any
19:48remorse.
19:51Randy
19:51refused
19:52to
19:52answer
19:53any
19:53of
19:53my
19:53questions.
19:55Nothing.
19:56He
19:57didn't
19:57tell
19:57me
19:57anything.
20:00This
20:01shook
20:01me
20:01to
20:01my
20:02core.
20:04I
20:04believe
20:05he
20:06was
20:06trying
20:07to
20:07scare
20:07me.
20:09I
20:09believe
20:09he
20:10was
20:10trying
20:11to
20:12keep
20:12me
20:12in
20:12line
20:13and
20:13show
20:13me
20:14that
20:14he
20:15was
20:15still
20:16in
20:16control
20:17and
20:18that
20:18he
20:19still
20:19had
20:20his
20:20grips
20:20on
20:21me
20:21that
20:24if
20:24I
20:24tried
20:25to
20:25leave
20:26I
20:27would
20:28be
20:28victim
20:28number
20:28three.
20:45I
20:46want
20:46to
20:46know
20:47who
20:48this
20:48man
20:49was.
20:49I
20:50don't
20:50even
20:50know
20:50where
20:51he
20:51was
20:51from.
20:53I
20:53know
20:54nothing
20:54about
20:54him.
20:56And
20:56if I
20:57can
20:57find
20:58out
20:58or
20:58find
20:59someone
20:59who
21:00knows
21:00about
21:03this
21:03person
21:04it
21:06would
21:06give
21:07me
21:08closure.
21:11her
21:11and
21:14his
21:14first
21:15victim
21:15was
21:15James
21:16Kelly
21:16was
21:17the
21:18man's
21:18name.
21:20Randy
21:20claimed
21:21he
21:21shot
21:21him
21:21in
21:22self
21:22defense
21:22and
21:24it
21:24was
21:24actually
21:25his
21:26then
21:26father-in-law.
21:27so
21:33he
21:33shot
21:33his
21:34father-in-law
21:35and
21:38then
21:39his
21:39own
21:39father.
21:44What
21:44in the
21:45hell
21:45was going
21:46through
21:46his
21:46brain?
21:52That's
21:52as
21:52close
21:53to
21:53sadist
21:54as
21:55I
21:55can
21:55think
21:55of.
21:56it
21:58just
21:58makes
21:58me
21:59so
21:59angry
22:00to
22:02know
22:02that
22:02the
22:03two
22:03men
22:03that
22:03he
22:04killed
22:04were
22:06both
22:06relatives
22:07which
22:09makes
22:09me
22:09think
22:10now
22:11that
22:13he
22:13could
22:13have
22:13killed
22:13me
22:14any
22:14time.
22:19But
22:20back
22:20then
22:20I
22:22didn't
22:22know.
22:26I
22:30just
22:30I
22:31can't
22:31understand
22:32how
22:32I
22:32could
22:32be
22:33so
22:33so
22:34stupid
22:35and
22:35so
22:36just
22:39not
22:39being
22:40able
22:40to
22:40see
22:40the
22:40picture.
22:41I
22:57was
22:57afraid
22:58that
22:59if
22:59I
23:00tried
23:00to
23:00leave
23:01he
23:03would
23:03hurt
23:04me
23:04real
23:04bad.
23:05I
23:05was
23:05afraid
23:06he
23:06would
23:06kill
23:06me.
23:07and
23:09he
23:09was
23:09the
23:09kind
23:10of
23:10person
23:11that
23:12would
23:12look
23:14for
23:14me.
23:15He
23:15would
23:15find
23:16me
23:16anywhere
23:16I
23:17went.
23:19Many
23:20many
23:20nights
23:21I
23:21would
23:21cry
23:21myself
23:22to
23:22sleep
23:22wondering
23:24if I
23:25was
23:25going
23:25to be
23:25dead
23:25the
23:26next
23:26day
23:26because
23:27I
23:27wouldn't
23:28know
23:28whether
23:29when
23:31he
23:31came
23:32to
23:32bed
23:32if
23:34he
23:34was
23:34going
23:34to
23:35kill
23:35me
23:35or
23:37if
23:38I
23:38would
23:38wake
23:39up
23:39the
23:39next
23:39morning.
23:48One
23:49day
23:49I
23:49was
23:49talking
23:50to
23:50my
23:50best
23:50friend
23:51and
23:52explained
23:53to her
23:54what
23:54was
23:54going
23:54on
23:55and
23:56she
23:57said
23:57Debra
23:58you
23:59have
23:59had
24:00enough
24:00you've
24:01had
24:01enough
24:02done
24:02to
24:02you
24:02and
24:04she
24:04said
24:04Debra
24:05get
24:06out
24:06of
24:06there
24:07come
24:09stay
24:09with
24:09us
24:09for
24:10a
24:10couple
24:10days
24:10and
24:14I
24:16said
24:16yes
24:17that
24:19is
24:19when
24:20I
24:20turned
24:21around
24:21and
24:22it's
24:22Randy
24:23I
24:25have
24:25to
24:25go
24:26and
24:27the
24:27door
24:27closed
24:28behind
24:29him
24:29and
24:30I
24:30knew
24:31he
24:32was
24:32angry
24:33I
24:35saw
24:35the
24:35expression
24:36on
24:36his
24:36face
24:37I
24:38was
24:38standing
24:38there
24:39just
24:39froze
24:40in
24:40fear
24:41that's
24:42when
24:42he
24:42started
24:42yelling
24:43at
24:43me
24:43nobody
24:44was
24:50supposed
24:50to know
24:51what
24:51went
24:51on
24:52behind
24:53our
24:53closed
24:54doors
24:54nobody
24:56and
24:57when
24:58he
24:58started
24:59yelling
24:59at
24:59me
25:00my
25:01body
25:01tensed
25:02up
25:02and
25:03I
25:03said
25:04enough
25:05stop
25:07and
25:09I
25:09started
25:09yelling
25:10back
25:10and
25:12said
25:12it
25:12wasn't
25:13my
25:13fault
25:14I
25:14didn't
25:15do
25:15this
25:15you
25:17did
25:17I
25:18felt
25:19proud
25:19of
25:19myself
25:20I
25:21actually
25:22did
25:23something
25:23that
25:24I
25:24have
25:24never
25:25done
25:25before
25:25and
25:27that's
25:27when
25:27he
25:28said
25:28stop
25:29don't
25:30you
25:30dare
25:31go
25:31anywhere
25:31he
25:36had
25:36never
25:37left
25:37me
25:38in
25:40the
25:40middle
25:40of
25:41a
25:41fight
25:41it
25:44scared
25:44me
25:45because
25:46I
25:47had
25:47no
25:47idea
25:48what
25:48was
25:48coming
25:49and
25:51he
25:51came
25:52back
25:52out
25:53with
25:54a
25:54shotgun
25:55and
25:58aimed
25:58it
25:59point
25:59blank
25:59at
26:00my
26:00forehead
26:00it
26:07is
26:07frightening
26:08staring
26:09down
26:09the
26:09barrel
26:09of
26:10a
26:10shotgun
26:10because
26:12you
26:12don't
26:12know
26:12if
26:12he's
26:13going
26:13to
26:13pull
26:13the
26:13trigger
26:14I
26:16realized
26:17he'd
26:18shot
26:18two
26:18people
26:19before
26:19and
26:21that
26:21it
26:22wouldn't
26:22be
26:22anything
26:22new
26:23to
26:23him
26:23and
26:25I
26:26was so
26:27terrified
26:28that
26:28I
26:29couldn't
26:29move
26:30I
26:32was
26:32begging
26:32him
26:33not
26:33to
26:33shoot
26:34me
26:34I
26:34was
26:35crying
26:36I
26:39was
26:39literally
26:40bawling
26:41my
26:41head
26:42off
26:42because
26:42I
26:43didn't
26:43want
26:43to
26:43die
26:44so
26:47I
26:47would
26:47beg
26:47him
26:48and
26:49plead
26:49don't
26:50shoot
26:51me
26:51don't
26:51shoot
26:52me
26:52I
26:52won't
26:52do
26:53it
26:53again
26:53please
26:54don't
26:55shoot
26:55me
26:56it
27:00felt
27:00like
27:01forever
27:01when
27:06he
27:07let
27:09down
27:09his
27:09gun
27:10and
27:11turned
27:13away
27:13I
27:16had
27:16all
27:17kinds
27:17of
27:17emotions
27:18angry
27:19sad
27:20terrified
27:23all
27:24them
27:25emotions
27:25were
27:26going
27:27through
27:27my
27:27head
27:28all
27:30I
27:30could
27:30think
27:31about
27:31was
27:32my
27:32escape
27:33I
27:35feel
27:36he
27:37was
27:37preying
27:38on
27:38my
27:38fear
27:39preying
27:40on
27:40the
27:40anger
27:41he
27:45could
27:45kill
27:45me
27:45anytime
27:46I
27:59acted
27:59as if
28:00I was
28:01asleep
28:01but I
28:02wasn't
28:02I
28:03pretended
28:03to be
28:04asleep
28:05until
28:05Randy left
28:06for work
28:07the
28:10moment
28:10I
28:10hear
28:11the
28:11truck
28:11leave
28:12I
28:12got
28:13up
28:13and
28:14started
28:14my
28:14plans
28:15I
28:17moved
28:17as
28:18fast
28:18as
28:19I
28:19could
28:19go
28:19every
28:21time
28:22I
28:23would
28:23hear
28:24a
28:24truck
28:25or
28:25a
28:26car
28:26come
28:27even
28:28close
28:28to
28:29the
28:29house
28:29I
28:30was
28:30terrified
28:30I
28:33do
28:34believe
28:34that
28:34if
28:35he
28:36came
28:37home
28:37and
28:38found
28:38me
28:39packing
28:39he
28:41would
28:41have
28:41killed
28:41me
28:42he
28:51knew
28:51that
28:52my
28:52parents
28:52lived
28:53in
28:53Oregon
28:53but
28:54he
28:55never
28:55knew
28:55where
28:56when
28:57I
28:58called
28:58my
28:58parents
28:59and
29:01told
29:01them
29:02what
29:02had
29:02happened
29:03and
29:04what
29:04I
29:04was
29:04doing
29:05they
29:06said
29:06Debra
29:07get
29:07out
29:07of
29:07there
29:07quick
29:08and
29:08come
29:08home
29:09when
29:11I
29:11left
29:12Arkansas
29:12that
29:14was
29:15when
29:16a lot
29:17of
29:17the
29:17tension
29:18left
29:18me
29:18I
29:19was
29:20able
29:20to
29:21breathe
29:21again
29:22I
29:22was
29:22able
29:23to
29:23relax
29:25a
29:25little
29:25bit
29:26and
29:28I
29:28felt
29:29safe
29:29the
29:31only
29:31person
29:31I
29:32told
29:32that
29:32I
29:33was
29:33leaving
29:33was
29:34my
29:34best
29:35friend
29:35and
29:36she
29:37was
29:37proud
29:37of
29:38me
29:38she
29:39said
29:39I'm
29:40glad
29:41you're
29:41going
29:42I'll
29:43miss
29:43you
29:44I
29:55decided
29:56I
29:57wanted
29:57a
29:57divorce
29:58this
30:01meant
30:01that
30:02I
30:02would
30:02have
30:03to
30:03go
30:03back
30:03to
30:04Arkansas
30:04and
30:06face
30:07him
30:07I
30:09wanted
30:10to
30:10be
30:11the
30:11one
30:11to
30:11serve
30:11him
30:12to
30:12prove
30:13to
30:13myself
30:13that
30:15I
30:15could
30:15do
30:15it
30:15to
30:16prove
30:16to
30:16myself
30:17that
30:18I
30:18don't
30:18need
30:18to
30:19be
30:19afraid
30:19of
30:19him
30:19anymore
30:20I
30:23got
30:23all
30:23the
30:23paperwork
30:24together
30:25and
30:26took
30:27a
30:27deep
30:28breath
30:28to
30:31let
30:31it
30:31all
30:32out
30:32and
30:33then
30:33I
30:34walked
30:34up
30:34to
30:34the
30:35door
30:35Randy
30:37had
30:38no
30:38idea
30:38that
30:39I
30:39was
30:39coming
30:39I
30:40did
30:40not
30:40know
30:41how
30:42he
30:42would
30:42react
30:43but
30:44I
30:45wasn't
30:45scared
30:46anymore
30:47I
30:48was
30:48ready
30:48I
30:50was
30:50ready
30:50when
31:02I
31:02knocked
31:02on
31:03the
31:03door
31:03and
31:04Randy
31:04opened
31:05it
31:05he
31:06looked
31:06at
31:07me
31:07with
31:08surprise
31:10in
31:10his
31:10eyes
31:11I
31:13think
31:14that
31:15he
31:15hoped
31:16I
31:17was
31:17back
31:17that
31:20things
31:20could
31:21be
31:21normal
31:21again
31:22until
31:23I
31:23handed
31:23him
31:24the
31:24divorce
31:24papers
31:25it's
31:26over
31:27I
31:30handed
31:30him
31:30the
31:31papers
31:31I
31:31handed
31:32him
31:32the pen
31:32and I
31:33said
31:33sign
31:34these
31:34sign
31:36them
31:36now
31:36I
31:40believe
31:41he was
31:41very
31:41surprised
31:42I
31:43think
31:43he
31:43finally
31:44realized
31:44that
31:45I
31:45had
31:45changed
31:46his hold
31:49on me
31:49was
31:50over
31:51when
31:55when the
31:55papers
31:55were
31:56signed
31:56I
31:58was
31:58thrilled
32:00and I
32:01looked at
32:01him
32:01straight in
32:02the eye
32:02and I
32:04said
32:04it's
32:04done
32:05it's
32:06over
32:06with
32:06you
32:07will
32:07never
32:08touch
32:08me
32:08again
32:09and I
32:11turned
32:11around
32:12and
32:12walked
32:13away
32:13and
32:1630 days
32:16later
32:17I
32:17was
32:18divorced
32:18and
32:20took
32:20my
32:21maiden
32:21name
32:21back
32:22I
32:23was
32:24done
32:24with
32:25him
32:25completely
32:26I
32:27could
32:27make
32:27my
32:27life
32:28the
32:29way
32:30it
32:32should
32:32have
32:32been
32:32in the
32:33first
32:33place
32:34happy
32:34the
32:47police
32:48said
32:48they
32:48wanted
32:49to
32:49talk
32:49to
32:49me
32:50about
32:50Randy
32:50Gay
32:51I
32:52told
32:52them
32:53that
32:54Randy
32:55and I
32:55were
32:55divorced
32:56I
32:57don't
32:57want
32:57to
32:57have
32:57anything
32:58to
32:58do
32:59with
32:59him
32:59he
33:01is
33:01out
33:01of
33:01my
33:02life
33:02now
33:02and
33:05then
33:05the
33:06police
33:07told
33:09me
33:09that
33:10Randy
33:11Gay
33:11had
33:12killed
33:13a
33:14woman
33:15when
33:18I
33:19heard
33:19that
33:20Randy
33:20shot
33:21a
33:22lady
33:22named
33:22Connie
33:23I
33:24felt
33:25anger
33:27I
33:28felt
33:28sadness
33:29and
33:30I
33:31wasn't
33:31surprised
33:32at
33:32all
33:32that
33:35could
33:35have
33:35been
33:36me
33:36oh
33:48you've
33:49got
33:49to
33:49be
33:49kidding
33:50me
33:50that's
33:54Randy
33:54standing
33:55by
33:55a
33:55car
33:55he
33:56said
33:57he
33:58should
34:03never
34:03ever
34:04be
34:05smiling
34:05he's
34:07smiling
34:08as if
34:09he's
34:09proud
34:10of
34:10what
34:10he
34:11did
34:11there's
34:12no
34:13remorse
34:13at
34:14all
34:14in
34:14that
34:15face
34:15Randy
34:17looks
34:18like
34:18he
34:19was
34:19proud
34:19that
34:20he
34:20killed
34:20Connie
34:21he
34:22looks
34:22happy
34:23about
34:23it
34:24he
34:25doesn't
34:26look
34:26as
34:26though
34:27he's
34:28ashamed
34:28of
34:28anything
34:29and
34:31his
34:31eyes
34:32his
34:34eyes
34:35are
34:35laughing
34:35they're
34:36laughing
34:37that
34:39right
34:39there
34:39makes
34:40me
34:40angry
34:40too
34:41Randy's
34:43a
34:43monster
34:44in
34:44every
34:44way
34:45shape
34:45or
34:45form
34:46killing
34:47somebody
34:48smiling
34:49about
34:50it
34:50only
34:50monsters
34:51would
34:51do
34:52that
34:52in
35:06May
35:06of
35:062011
35:07investigators
35:08discovered
35:08a body
35:09in the
35:09Ouachita
35:09National
35:10Forest
35:10in
35:10Hot
35:11Springs
35:11the
35:12woman
35:12had
35:12been
35:12shot
35:13in
35:13the
35:13face
35:13and
35:13bound
35:14up
35:14in
35:14plastic
35:14the
35:15victim's
35:16name
35:16was
35:16Connie
35:17Snow
35:17he
35:21didn't
35:21even
35:21have
35:22the
35:22decency
35:22to
35:23bury
35:23her
35:24what
35:26kind
35:27of
35:27person
35:28can
35:28do
35:29that
35:29I
35:31did
35:31not
35:32realize
35:33at
35:34the
35:34beginning
35:34that
35:35there
35:35was
35:36that much
35:36evil
35:37in
35:37him
35:38I
35:38just
35:38couldn't
35:39see it
35:40I
35:40did not
35:41expect
35:41that much
35:42evil
35:42to be
35:43in
35:43him
35:44to me
35:45he's the
35:47devil
35:47he's a
35:51selfish
35:52arrogant
35:53bastard
35:56he needs
35:59to be
35:59ripped
36:00apart
36:00because
36:01he
36:02ripped
36:02apart
36:02so
36:03many
36:03families
36:04and
36:06so
36:06many
36:07hearts
36:07he
36:08destroyed
36:09and
36:10crushed
36:10Randy
36:16has
36:17a lot
36:18more
36:18victims
36:19than
36:19just
36:19the
36:20three
36:20he
36:20put
36:21it
36:21in
36:21the
36:21ground
36:51This picture to me tells me that it's Randy's father.
37:03It...
37:04That's Randy.
37:07What?
37:15He didn't used to look like that.
37:21Wow.
37:27He aged horribly.
37:35He still looks like he's got...
37:39That dark side in him.
37:42I feel he's looking straight at me.
37:47And it looks like he's saying,
37:50Mm-hmm.
37:51That should have been you.
37:55What should have been you?
37:57I should have been the one that got shot.
37:59I hate this man with a passion.
38:07Even though I'm a Christian lady,
38:12it still makes me glad that he's in prison on death row.
38:17I will be the happiest woman in the world
38:20when his execution date arrives.
38:24The only way I can get closure...
38:28Is knowing...
38:33That he's six feet under.
38:35I had a real hard time feeling happy after this
38:49because he hurt me so bad.
38:51Even though the bruises all healed,
38:58I still had that pain inside,
39:02in my heart, in my chest.
39:05It wasn't going away.
39:09Randy stole my innocence.
39:12He stole my belief in good people.
39:14I lost that belief
39:17because I couldn't trust anybody anymore.
39:22It was very scary.
39:27I knew down deep in my heart
39:30I was never going to let any man
39:34treat me like that again.
39:36Never.
39:38I deserve better than that.
39:41I am better than that.
39:44For the first time in my life,
39:52it felt fantastic
39:54making my own decisions
39:56for myself.
39:59I felt like a totally different person.
40:03I was able to smile.
40:06I was able to laugh.
40:09I was able to leave the fear behind me.
40:13It's gone.
40:15He's gone.
40:17I don't have to worry about it anymore.
40:20I am very happy now.
40:23I've found a good man
40:25who treats me with respect and decency.
40:29We've been married for 16 years.
40:32And he's been moral support
40:35because he knows everything that went on.
40:39I feel very lucky
40:42and blessed
40:44that I escaped.
40:48But then again,
40:51I feel that
40:52this has made me
40:56a better person.
40:58I've learned to be strong
41:01and
41:02I can help other women
41:04in that position.
41:13The man that I fell in love with,
41:15I don't know what happened to him.
41:16I never in life thought
41:17that Michael was capable
41:18of doing what he had done.
41:20It was horrific.
41:27It was horrific.
41:28Oh, God.
41:29Oh, God.
41:30Oh, God.
41:30Oh, God.
41:30Oh, God.
41:30Oh, God.
41:30Oh, God.
41:31Oh, God.
41:31Oh, God.
41:31Oh, God.
41:31Oh, God.
41:32Oh, God.
41:32Oh, God.
41:32Oh, God.
41:33Oh, God.
41:33Oh, God.
41:33Oh, God.
41:34Oh, God.
41:34Oh, God.
41:34Oh, God.
41:34Oh, God.
41:35Oh, God.
41:35Oh, God.
41:35Oh, God.
41:35Oh, God.
41:35Oh, God.
41:36Oh, God.
41:36Oh, God.
41:36Oh, God.
41:37Oh, God.
41:37Oh, God.
41:38Oh, God.
41:38Oh, God.
41:39Oh, God.
41:39Oh, God.
41:40Oh, God.
41:40Oh, God.
41:41Oh, God.
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