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Hell Motel Season 1 Episode 4
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00:00What do we do?
00:16I don't know.
00:17Should we pull the nails out?
00:19It might make it worse.
00:23But they're in his brain, right?
00:25I just keep saying the same words over and over again.
00:30It's bad for me.
00:32What else?
00:34Girl, who did this to you?
00:37The man is dying.
00:55Sorry.
01:01I can't do this.
01:04I'm done.
01:06I don't care how dangerous it is outside.
01:10It is worse here.
01:12Yeah, but we at least have to be able to see where we're walking, right?
01:15Unless you want to get lost, run into a wolf.
01:18What should we do with him?
01:21Just clear off another shelf in the walk-in.
01:24Put him with the other two.
01:26I'll give you a hint.
01:27We got it.
01:29Right?
01:32Great.
01:33We're first.
01:37What the hell are you doing?
01:39You're not turning him into one of your art projects.
01:42The crime scene.
01:43Someone should be recording how everything looks.
01:45Jesus, yeah, we should have been doing this the whole time.
01:48No, absolutely not.
01:49Adriana, not you.
01:51Put your phone away.
01:52Why can he take pictures but I can't?
01:54Put the phone away, you morbid psychopath!
01:56Right!
01:57Okay!
02:01Happy?
02:02Ecstatic.
02:05That girl's got issues.
02:08You don't say.
02:09Okay.
02:10Three.
02:11Two.
02:12One.
02:13It's like you've done this before.
02:14Looks like you're strong enough to carry him alone.
02:15Where's the fun in that?
02:16Paige, it's Andy.
02:17What the?
02:18What?
02:19What?
02:20What?
02:21What?
02:22What?
02:23What?
02:24It's like you've done this before.
02:25Looks like you're strong enough to carry him alone.
02:27Where's the fun in that?
02:28Paige, it's Andy.
02:50How you holding up?
02:52Better now?
02:53It's too much.
02:55I know.
02:55Hemingway, the chef, was basically boiled to death.
03:02Portia's heart was ripped out after being accused of not having one.
03:07These tests are all so pointed.
03:10Sickly poetic.
03:13Yeah, and then the nails were because Crowe was what?
03:19Some kind of mentalist?
03:21Meaning with the dead?
03:23That makes this even more terrifying.
03:25I mean, Andy, what is he going to do to us?
03:38There.
03:39That's good for now.
03:40You got some blood or something on here.
03:55Can't seem to escape it.
03:58Huh.
03:58I think as long as we stick together, we should be fine.
04:02It's a nice idea, but you don't know me.
04:06And I certainly don't know you.
04:10Your murder art doesn't inspire confidence.
04:14It's deranged.
04:18That's not the first time I've heard that.
04:20It's a nice idea.
04:20But that's not, I don't know.
04:47I don't know.
04:48Well, well, look at who's still with us.
04:55How's the head?
04:58Working better?
05:01Who did this?
05:06Let me get them for you.
05:09Was it a man?
05:13A woman?
05:16I was really looking forward to making you suffer.
05:25Someone else got the pleasure.
05:31So let's do this quick.
05:46There.
06:01Now you can really talk to the dead.
06:16You fool me.
06:31One day, four bodies.
06:44This rape will be out of suspects before tomorrow.
06:48I'm cold.
06:50Love for long.
06:52Is that a fact?
06:57Are you bleeding again?
06:58Okay, shut up and kiss me.
07:01What's happened?
07:03It felt so good to finally shut him up once and for all.
07:07Kawhiian?
07:09Crow.
07:10Yeah.
07:11He was just hanging in there.
07:12Can you believe it?
07:13Just waiting for me to come along and deliver.
07:15Praise badly.
07:18Did he say what happened?
07:20Who attacked him?
07:21I asked, but he just had one word on repeat.
07:24Our artist friend obviously can't take a pulse.
07:27Maybe.
07:28Maybe not.
07:29The snake?
07:31You think?
07:32Kawhiian could have been saving Crow for something else.
07:36Well, regardless, they're both out of luck now.
07:41One thing's for sure.
07:43Whoever did the job on Crow's head, holding him down while they drove a pound of nails into his skull, had to be strong.
07:51Or Crow was drugged or incapacitated.
07:55Yeah.
07:56I suppose so.
07:58But where's the fun in that?
08:01At one point, Kawhiian started going on about trusting each other and how he wasn't worried about me.
08:07Which, if he's the killer, he wouldn't be.
08:10And if he thinks he's the only one capable of taking a life.
08:14Or what if maybe Kawhiian is our killer and he sniffed us out?
08:22He recognizes that we're the same kind of people as he is.
08:25He had every chance to open up to me.
08:28I think I pissed him off talking about his art.
08:30Yeah.
08:31We gotta know.
08:32Maybe it just needs a more delicate touch.
08:37That's your cue.
08:40That's my cue.
09:00That's my cue.
09:01What?
09:02I THi's
09:04I THi's
09:06a pretty good idea.
09:07These flowers are absolutely horrible.
09:11I found them in a storage closet.
09:15I'm sure they're original.
09:16Well, if you're looking for jarring, please do that.
09:23Please do that.
09:26Hey, shouldn't you be resting up for your big trek?
09:30The sun's gonna be up before you know it.
09:32I plan to wrap this up before we leave,
09:34and this motel becomes another crime scene again.
09:38Gotcha.
09:40So, the flowers, I'm not sure I'm getting the theme,
09:45if I'm being honest.
09:46They were in every room.
09:48Part of the authentic down-home cold river welcome experience,
09:52which obviously didn't work out so well for Caden and Joey
09:58and everyone else.
10:02I should keep working. Do you mind?
10:05Not at all.
10:11Oh, God.
10:13That collar is...
10:17It's electric. It's practically beating.
10:20Yeah. I mix my blood in with lacquer.
10:24Really?
10:26Actual... blood?
10:29Yeah.
10:31I was looking for a way to represent victims
10:34and not make them feel like ghosts.
10:37I've developed a process to find the life that's been varied by sensationalism.
10:51To reconnect...
10:52To a juicy crime.
10:53The absence of life.
10:54I'm really impressed.
10:55Very...
10:56Very...
10:57Very...
10:58Very...
10:59Very...
11:00Very...
11:01Very...
11:02Sensationalism.
11:03To reconnect...
11:08To a juicy crime.
11:10The absence of life.
11:16I'm really impressed.
11:19I'm very...
11:21Very...
11:23I'm very, very impressed.
11:46Your address?
11:48It was on her sleeve.
11:49And you are?
11:51See, I've attended church, Catholic.
11:53I'm not interested.
11:54Every Sunday for my entire life.
11:56Sorry to hear that.
11:58And I was taught that God created everything and all of it is good.
12:03You're gonna leave? Now.
12:07Shhh.
12:08What about evil?
12:10Or good disguised as evil?
12:15My father died in a factory fire owned by someone who gave so much to our town that no one would blame him.
12:30How can a just God allow something like that to happen?
12:34And then you played outside of my church and I listened to your music and I read the lyrics and now...
12:46Now I have so many questions.
12:48Like what?
12:50Why would God cast out Satan if he already knew he was gonna defy him?
12:54Well, maybe God didn't know because he is an omniscient.
12:59Exactly.
13:01I can feel it in my bones.
13:03Look, because I can't accept that some higher power has already determined what I can achieve and when I fail.
13:12I need to believe that who I am hasn't been decided because I haven't decided.
13:23And I haven't decided because I haven't done this test. Does that make sense?
13:29Sure does.
13:38It's a summoning seal.
13:39I know what that is.
13:42What did you find out about that?
13:44A book.
13:46The Key of Solomon.
13:48And...
13:50Why you got that?
13:52I want to make my own decisions.
13:54And...
13:56Bend these rules to follow my inclinations.
14:00Yeah.
14:02I bought chalk, salt, four sigils.
14:06I want to do my test.
14:07I want real answers and not some interpretation of some old book by a guy who is too afraid of sex to even live a real human life.
14:19Yeah.
14:21If we summon a demon, will it come?
14:24Let's find out.
14:30Let's find out.
14:31Let's find out.
14:53You ready?
14:54You understand who you're calling, right?
14:57I do.
14:59Because not all demons and devils are the same.
15:01Satan is not Lucifer.
15:04I know.
15:06I want to summon Baphomet.
15:08He was in the garden.
15:10I brought him an offering.
15:12Mrs. Whispers.
15:26She's very soft.
15:28Is she a cat?
15:30No.
15:32She belonged to my neighbor who loved her very much.
15:35I knew she would come to me.
15:38I just hope she pleases Baphomet.
15:40O mighty Satan.
15:42One true God who livest and reignest forever.
15:45We entreat Baphomet to manifest that we may accomplish our desired end.
15:55O mighty Satan.
15:57One true God who livest and reignest forever.
16:01We entreat Baphomet to manifest that we may accomplish our desired end.
16:11O mighty Satan.
16:12O mighty Satan.
16:14One true God who livest and reignest forever.
16:17O mighty Satan.
16:18One true God who livest and reignest forever.
16:20O mighty Satan.
16:21One true God who livest and reignest forever.
16:27I think you've bled yourself enough.
16:30You're right.
16:33Would you mind?
16:35I've run out of painting supplies.
16:38I know it might be a little ridiculous to worry about germs when there's some psycho driving nails into people's brains.
16:56But still.
17:02I hope I don't regret this.
17:05Would you like to do it yourself?
17:09No.
17:11Part of your process.
17:12Oh shit.
17:24Seems you've cut people before.
17:26Look at that.
17:28The way the blood sits on top of the locker.
17:31It's gorgeous.
17:42I know it's gonna sound crazy but in every movie I've been in the people who go for help die.
17:59This isn't doing service.
18:00You have to save yourself.
18:01Like there's no rule that says the killer always wins.
18:06What happened with my frat?
18:07You know I survived.
18:08You have to believe that you have to win.
18:10I survived.
18:11You have to believe that you were saved.
18:12You were saved.
18:13And you know I survived and you have to believe that you are saved.
18:15This is a doomed service.
18:18You have to save yourself.
18:21Like, there's no rule that says that the killer always wins.
18:26What about my frat?
18:27You know, I survived. You have to believe that you will survive too.
18:42Okay.
18:43Listen up.
18:46Make sure you only pack what you need.
18:48In the nearest town, it's 25 miles.
18:50Feel more like 30 when you factor in streams, windfall, whatever other detours you might have to deal with.
18:57Can I say something?
18:59In this weather, with trees down, who knows what else, that's a 15-hour walk.
19:04Wouldn't it be simpler just to stay here for rescue?
19:07The storm will pass eventually, the wifi should come back and boom.
19:10We got cops coming out here, probably while we'd be halfway to who knows where, hating our lives in the woods.
19:17Not to mention, I get a little chicken in the wilderness.
19:21You can do what you like, but I'd rather take my chances out alive than tangled with our resident psychopath.
19:26Agreed.
19:30I think it's time that we leave the deathtrap.
19:32Okay, but doesn't the deathtrap follow us wherever we go, if it's one of us?
19:36Sure, yeah, okay, but what is one person gonna do with all of us together out in the open?
19:42It's gotta be safer, right?
19:43I'm tired of being surprised.
19:46Alright, we'll meet in the lobby in an hour, sun should be fully up by then, and we'll head out from there.
19:52Not that I don't appreciate all your planning, but I can't help but feeling like it would be better if we stayed put.
19:58I can't tell you what to do, but there is safety in numbers.
20:01See you out there.
20:21That artsy-fartsy idiot's gonna ruin everything and won't let him-
20:23Wait, wait, wait, wait!
20:26If you kill Kawhiina here, the rest you're gonna run a mile.
20:29Listen, we need to stop this, or else we have to leave with them and figure out things on the fly.
20:34We'll take them off one by one out in the bush.
20:38I think we-we tell Kawhiina we know he's the killer and try to join forces with him.
20:43It's too risky. And even if he is the killer, that guy, everything he does is about himself. He doesn't want a partner.
20:50We cracked open the gate. We're bringing Baphomea across.
20:53The sheep are our sacrifices.
20:58This is crazy heavy. I have to dump half this stuff out.
21:08So I'm thinking there's a pretty real possibility we're gonna get turned around in the woods.
21:14Which do you think would be smarter to pack? Food or extra layers?
21:21Adriana?
21:23Adriana?
21:24Hey Paige, you know what? We are all thinking about how shitty this hike is gonna be.
21:40So maybe just make your own decisions and let the rest of us focus on what we're doing.
21:43Because you're not the center of the universe, okay?
21:45You should have packed your fancy fucking entourage.
21:53Hey, I'm not that person. I don't have an entourage.
21:57And I don't have any illusions about who I am.
22:00I don't think I'm special in any way, but what I do expect is that life is gonna get worse.
22:05So when I ask you if I should pack food or socks, I'm being real because whatever comes next is probably gonna be a lot more unpleasant than this entire conversation.
22:13I was by the flagpole.
22:26I saw something I swear I did.
22:29I swear I did.
22:48Who is that?
22:49Oh my god.
22:50We need to leave. Now.
22:56Yeah, come on.
23:11They're hard to kill!
23:13Look out!
23:20Come on!
23:25Come on!
23:38Come on!
23:39Get in! Get in!
23:42Back off!
23:50Come on!
23:53Come on!
23:54Come on! We have 40 others!
23:58Come on, meet in the lobby!
24:00Stay inside!
24:01Oh my god, are you okay?
24:03Let me help if I can help you?
24:04Phantom is outside!
24:08Go not meet in the lobby!
24:11Stay inside!
24:12He's outside in front of the hotel!
24:14Remain in your rooms!
24:16He's here!
24:17Outside!
24:18Floyd, check the outside door!
24:19Is it locked?
24:21Are you sure he can't get in?
24:23Let's make sure!
24:26What should we do?
24:28Get in your room!
24:30Both of you!
24:41Careful.
24:43Hey.
24:44One sec.
24:45Uh-uh.
24:46Here.
24:47Sorry.
24:48Sorry.
24:49Okay, here.
24:50Hold it.
24:51Hold it.
24:52I'm okay.
24:53Hold it here until it stops bleeding.
24:54You hurt anywhere else?
24:55Sometimes adrenaline makes us ignore what's going on with our bodies.
24:56Right.
24:57I'm okay.
24:58Okay.
24:59If anything were to happen to you, everything in the world would not only be wrong but upside
25:02down.
25:03No.
25:04Sorry.
25:05Sorry.
25:06I promise I'm gonna pull it together, okay?
25:07Okay.
25:08I have some pain meds actually.
25:09I'm sorry.
25:10Sorry.
25:13I promise I'm gonna pull it together, okay?
25:15Because if anything were to happen to you, everything in the world would not only be wrong, but upside down.
25:22Sorry. I promise I'm going to pull it together, okay?
25:28Hold on, I have some pain meds, actually. Sorry.
25:45Were you just outside? No, I was in here. Show me your shoes. Show me your goddamn shoes. Okay.
25:56What are you doing? The killer is pretending to be one of us. The killer was just outside, in the rain.
26:03What are you waiting for? Show me your shoes! I had them near the heat vent.
26:08Hey, where do you get off accusing her? I mean, her of all people. If she has nothing to hide, she'll show me!
26:13See? They're dry. Great.
26:18Was that so hard? Jesus. Hey, you're unhinged!
26:21Hey, I'm okay. I get it. Okay?
26:22It was a simple request!
26:28No. Get out of my way, man. What are you doing?
26:30Listen, listen! Prathomay is one of us, right? This time, I swear to God, we are getting the right person.
26:39I'm sick and tired of being afraid. Move.
26:42Hey! Come in, please. By all means.
26:45Boots. Shoes. Anything you put on that you wear outside, show me now.
26:48You can't seriously believe that I...
26:50Enough! Stop digging around, Shirley! Show me your shoes!
26:53Hey! Who do you think you are?
26:55Wait! You miserable prick! Stop! Stop!
26:57Wash your mouth! Hey! Hey!
27:01Yeah?
27:05I just can't go through this, I can't.
27:09I can't. I can't.
27:14Get yourself together.
27:15You still want to go for that nature walk? With the killer waiting outside?
27:30You all think you can handle that?
27:34Here's our boots, okay? See?
27:37Tell Blake.
27:39It wasn't a crazy idea.
27:41We've got to hang out with?
27:42Let's go.
27:43Let's go.
27:44Nobody's forcing Floyd to march into the woods.
28:09Look, it sounds like you're upset the group made a choice you don't like.
28:13You're right.
28:14I hate it.
28:16As soon as I've done this, I'm leaving.
28:18And what people do won't matter to me anymore.
28:19It would be stupid to go out on your own.
28:21It's more stupid to stay.
28:22I could outrun that thing.
28:24And as a group, we're strong.
28:26We could see everything that's happening.
28:29Make Floyd change his mind.
28:32You're the rational one.
28:34Flattery.
28:36Didn't see that coming.
28:38He listens to you.
28:39You focus him.
28:40Someone has to.
28:42He's impulsive and reactive.
28:43We all have impulses.
28:45I'm sure you have some very interesting ones.
28:48Ones you wouldn't dare talk to anybody about.
28:52Of course.
28:53Everyone doesn't.
28:54Right.
28:55I have no problem admitting I have a dark side.
29:02When you're studying those tortured, quiet bodies in all of your crime scenes photos, I'm sure you must be thinking, what's the point of nice?
29:14Why bother holding all those, those other feelings back?
29:21You're trying to get me to confess something, Shirley.
29:24I see.
29:25Like, I could tell you who I was the killer, who I just fought by the way.
29:36And you'd be okay with it.
29:38Right?
29:39Turned on by it?
29:41The ultimate bad boy?
29:43Jesus.
29:44You're as bad as all the other murder freaks in this motel.
29:50You had me going for a while.
29:55And for future references.
29:57I think darkness is lame, violence is ugly, and Satan lovers are a joke.
30:07I was just responding to your work.
30:12You can leave now.
30:21Satan's forced to do all the bad stuff for God.
30:25And then, he gets saddled with all the blame.
30:32When did Lucifer figure out he was a prisoner?
30:36Baphome saw God hide understanding.
30:40So, he went to the garden to offer knowledge.
30:44That's when he saw the gate and realized Lucifer had only been given the appearance of freedom.
30:49To rebel against God.
30:50Someday, I'm going to set him free.
30:56I think I know how to do it.
31:01Free Satan.
31:03But, uh, question.
31:08Saturn.
31:10Why is it so important?
31:11Well, it's the big bad planet.
31:15It stands for darkness, cold, fear, scarcity.
31:20Rose Capricorn, the, uh, Nord one.
31:24It's the sixth planet.
31:25Sixth day of the week.
31:28Why?
31:29Did you know that Saturn takes 30 years to travel around the sun?
31:33Mm-mm.
31:35And that it's reaching the end of its journey in a few weeks and we'll start another trip?
31:41Okay.
31:44Okay.
31:46If, if Saturn is so powerful we can use it to summon Baphome and show him the gate and then Satan can follow.
31:52Mm-mm.
31:53We've tried to summon demons before and it's never worked.
31:57Yeah, because we didn't have power to conjure.
32:00And we don't have any power.
32:02I've been looking for something to amplify our ceremonies and Floyd, I found a cluster of ley lines.
32:12The ley lines.
32:14The ley lines?
32:16Places of concentrated energy.
32:18Ancient energy.
32:21It's just a, a three days drive away.
32:24And Saturn will be where we need it to be.
32:26And the planets will be aligned.
32:28There'll be a blood moon.
32:29All we have to do is show up at the right place at the right time.
32:33The fire.
32:36And blood.
32:38How much blood?
32:43A lot.
32:46More than a cat.
32:47Enough to satisfy a demon.
32:49Six bodies worth?
32:52Six seems fortuitous.
32:54The lines converge over one spot.
33:08Where is this place exactly?
33:11It's where Baphome is leading us.
33:13Can you much stop bleeding?
33:14Good.
33:15Thanks.
33:16It's gonna keep leaking for a while though because it was deep but honestly you're so lucky the blade didn't go deeper.
33:32And I say this with the confidence of someone who once played a nurse who ate someone's arm.
33:36You know I'm pretty sure it's gonna scar though.
33:41It's okay.
33:42It's gonna make you look like a total badass.
33:45Which you are.
33:47Thanks Paige.
33:49You might add a titch more tape though.
33:50Your bandage looks like it wants to fall off.
33:52Can we do that in a bit?
33:53I just need to change into something less bloody and...
33:57I just need to find out what's going on.
34:00Sure.
34:06Yeah.
34:26Hey.
34:28Yeah, just FYI, not really in the mood for any weird section.
34:31Oh, you're always ready to punch me down.
34:33I have feelings, you know.
34:36Right.
34:37You know, I haven't seen those feelings about stabbing Ruby now that you know that she wasn't the killer.
34:44I'm sick of just waiting around doing nothing.
34:47This motel is starting to creep me out.
34:50Yeah.
34:52The lady that has sex with murderers that keep grown men up at night, she's scared.
34:56That's good.
34:57Yes, for Christ's sake, Blake.
34:59Death was literally at our door.
35:01At our door.
35:05I heard Kawai and Andy come out and then I heard fighting and I knew it had to be Baphomate.
35:12I just stood there beside the window.
35:16I couldn't make myself look.
35:18I just imagined what was going on.
35:21It's okay.
35:22I couldn't yell, stop.
35:23I couldn't grab my knife.
35:24I just...
35:26I couldn't unstick myself.
35:28I've never been so useless.
35:30It's because you were scared as hell.
35:31Okay?
35:32Believe me, I...
35:33I...
35:34I get it.
35:37That was through a wall.
35:38When the time really comes, am I...
35:39Am I gonna freeze up?
35:40Am I gonna survive?
35:41Am I gonna survive?
35:42None of us know until we're actually tested.
35:43It's because you were scared as hell.
35:44It's because you were scared as hell.
35:45Okay?
35:46Believe me, I...
35:47I get it.
35:48I get it.
35:53That was through a wall.
35:57When the time really comes, am I...
35:59Am I gonna freeze up?
36:02Am I gonna survive?
36:10None of us know until we're actually tested.
36:12But hey...
36:19Congrats.
36:22On what?
36:24Actually reacting to a situation like a normal human being.
36:27Okay.
36:31Yeah.
36:34No, actually, it's...
36:35It's a step.
36:39Can I hang out here for a while?
36:40I mean, now that I'm acting like a normal human being.
36:47Yeah.
36:48Sure.
36:50I just wanna stop thinking about my own death.
36:55Hey.
36:56Why don't I, um...
36:59Go find like a deck of cards.
37:00Or something.
37:02Not for strip poker.
37:04I...
37:05Wasn't gonna to...
37:06Okay.
37:07Yeah.
37:08What?
37:09That was you!
37:11Maybe some snacks.
37:13Crackers.
37:15Yeah.
37:16Great.
37:19Be careful.
37:20Yeah.
37:21All our sheep are back in their pens.
37:32I don't know for how long.
37:34We need to start culling the herd.
37:35Agreed.
37:36Agreed.
37:37Did you talk to the artiste?
37:39All sound and fury signifying nothing.
37:40The sheep like all the rest.
37:41The sheep like all the rest.
37:42I don't know for how long.
37:43All our sheep are back in their pens.
37:44All our sheep are back in their pens.
37:45I don't know for how long.
37:46We need to start culling the herd.
37:47We need to start culling the herd.
37:48We need to start culling the herd.
37:53Agreed.
37:55Did you talk to the artiste?
37:57All sound and fury signifying nothing.
38:02It's a sheep like all the rest.
38:03Disappointing.
38:04Really.
38:05Does that mean what I think it means?
38:06It made me a very, very happy man.
38:10I can already tell, huh?
38:11I can already tell, huh?
38:15Are you spursfully spiders?
38:16What?
38:17What?
38:18Oh ma'am.
38:19Good?
38:20Oh ma'am.
38:21I can already tell, huh?
38:22You've made me a very, very happy man.
38:38I can already tell I'm in trouble.
38:42At first it was my encouraging a death march.
38:47Who was your paper-thin masculinity?
38:50You've been found lacking.
38:53I find that hard to believe.
38:56I'm not a pathetic old man who passes prime
38:59and looking for my value in other people's eyes.
39:03You have no idea who I am.
39:06I think I have a pretty good idea.
39:10You've been spoiling four fights since day one.
39:13I guess today's your lucky day.
39:20Stay down, old man!
39:23Stay down, old man!
39:25What?
39:30Whatever!
39:31You could live.
39:32I never had to hurry the buck.
39:33Never had to forgive.
39:34Not by my약iner.
39:35I thought I'd kill my cryptid now.
39:36I care what they've done.
39:38이션オドンナ틱
39:42Oh, my God.
40:12Oh, my God.
40:42Oh, my God.
41:12I like this part.
41:18I told him I had a bad side.
41:24Oh, my God.
41:26Oh, my God.
41:28Oh, my God.
41:58Oh, my God.
42:00Oh, my God.
42:06Isn't this amazing?
42:08This is it.
42:11Or all the ley lines converge.
42:13We're here.
42:14Hey.
42:24Let's bring forth Baphomet in a sea of blood.
42:28Come on.
42:32Come on.
42:32Come on.
42:42Come on.
42:46Come on.
42:50Come on.
42:52I don't know.
43:22Oh, my God.
43:52Oh, my God.
44:22Sorry, I didn't think that going for a deck of cards would take so long, but it is really quiet up there.
44:36And I kept imagining that something was going to bump out and get me.
44:42This is so messed up.
44:47Yeah.
44:48There's nothing worse than being alone.
44:50It's like nobody cares.
44:53You know, honestly, I didn't become a blogger because I wanted a ton of one-on-one.
44:56I mean, if only words could keep psycho killers away.
45:03Okay.
45:05Crazy eights or gin?
45:06I don't know any other games.
45:07Give me.
45:09Crazy eights, obviously.
45:11Okay.
45:11When I was little and my mom worked late, she'd send me to my grand's and we'd play cards.
45:24It was the only kids game.
45:25I should have been the driver of the wall.
45:27Yeah, I can't really imagine you as little.
45:32I was always the smallest kid in my grade.
45:34What?
45:37I don't know.
45:38I guess I just pictured a girl who was maybe always growing up a little bit too fast.
45:44Her mom that works nights and a dad that doesn't necessarily find himself in the picture all that often.
45:51Oh, no, he was there, but he was absolutely clueless when I came to kids.
45:55Like, okay, I must have been four when he asked me to make a bag of popcorn.
46:01Yeah, like, what was he thinking, right?
46:02Like, the bag caught fire, as it would.
46:06And even at that age, I knew that wasn't good, so I just took the burning bag out into the back and turfed it into the yard.
46:15Jesus, you were a kid.
46:16Didn't that hurt?
46:17I mean, I got a few burns, but I was fine.
46:20I survived.
46:24What?
46:25This isn't a sad story.
46:27I mean, I learned how to rely on myself.
46:29I can get myself out of trouble just as fast as I can get myself into it.
46:35Like when Ruby...
46:39I was scared.
46:44So I just...
46:46God, imagine how Ruby must have felt when she saw something coming for her.
46:53It's so messed up.
46:57Yeah.
47:02Yeah.
47:03Yeah.
47:12Yeah.
47:12I don't know.
47:42I don't know.
48:12I don't know.