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00:00Previously on The Summer I Turned Pretty, I told everyone that I applied to Finch because it was a good school.
00:17The truest of all was that I just wanted to be near him.
00:21Now here we are.
00:22We are gonna do this for the rest of our lives.
00:25I got off the waitlist for study abroad.
00:26Paris.
00:27Have you and Conrad started your speech for the dedication ceremony?
00:30Half of Cousins is coming to see Susanna's memorial garden.
00:33I want to get my cap and gown and my name wasn't on the list.
00:35I'm not graduating.
00:36We keep coming back to each other, it feels like it's never really over.
00:39I got that summer clinic job.
00:41Have you ever been in love?
00:42Once.
00:43So what was her name?
00:44Belly.
00:45Wait, like your brother's girlfriend?
00:46Hey Jer, look, I am not gonna be able to make the dedication.
00:51Oh, it happens in Cabo, stays in Cabo.
00:54Did you hook up with Lacey Barone during spring break?
00:56Shit.
00:57It happened when we were on a break.
00:58It didn't mean anything to me.
00:59It means something to me!
01:00I swear to you!
01:01You ruined everything!
01:03Bells, can we go on a coffee run?
01:10I thought you said you had to get at least a B on your media ethics midterm or you were so screwed.
01:30Fine.
01:31Fine.
01:32You are no fun.
01:37Wait, what's this important flight update for Cabo?
01:42Since when are you going to Cabo?
01:44Yeah, I told you about the last minute flight of boats.
01:47I think I would have remembered you going to Mexico.
01:50Oh, well, Bells, this is my last spring break and you're gonna be in Philly, so...
01:54Yeah, but we said we might meet up in Cousins and I thought you were trying to spend more time with your dad.
01:59Okay, don't try to guilt trip me about my dad. I just saw him last weekend.
02:03Did something happen with you guys? You've been kinda moody since then.
02:08Something worse than visiting my dead mom's grave? No.
02:12Hey, okay, that's... that's not fair. I just... I think you're being a little bit selfish.
02:19Okay, sorry. Can you just stop riding me? If you want to come to Cabo, then just come.
02:24No, I don't want to crash your boys trip.
02:26It's not just boys. The sororities are going too.
02:28Oh, so girls were invited, just not girlfriends. Cool.
02:31Look, I promise I'm not interested in whatever wet t-shirt contest or whatever it is that you're picturing.
02:36It's not that. Then what is it? What is wrong with you right now?
02:39You're the one who didn't even tell me that you're leaving the country.
02:41Yeah, because you hate anything having to do with frats.
02:43When did I ever say that?
02:45You don't have to. I can feel you judging us.
02:47Sorry if I'm a dumbass who's probably gonna bomb his midterm.
02:50Sorry if I want to have a little fun in spring break, and I'm sorry that I'm not some straight-A overachiever going to med school like Conrad.
02:55Oh, my God! What? Please... please don't put your inferiority complex on me.
03:00I wonder where that came from.
03:02Well, it didn't start with me, so maybe look at your dad.
03:05Wow.
03:07Well, if you think I'm so stupid and selfish, then why are you even with me?
03:10Fuck it. I won't waste your time.
03:12You're being ridiculous right now.
03:13You think everything I do is ridiculous, and I'm sick of it. So let's just end it.
03:17Are you serious?
03:18Yes. I'm serious.
03:19Okay, fine. If that's how you feel...
03:21It is.
03:22Great. Okay, awesome. Bye.
03:23Bye.
03:26I went home for spring break, and we still hadn't talked.
03:30I can't believe it's been five days and he still hasn't texted me.
03:36Haven't you also not texted him?
03:39Yeah, but he's the one who picked the fight out of nowhere.
03:42Why don't you just come with me to New York for a couple of days?
03:45We can, like, run around the city after I crushed my interview.
03:48I'm too depressed.
03:49Stop looking at Instagram.
03:51I just still don't even know what the hell happened.
03:54Just like...
03:56Okay, I'm heading out!
03:57Bye, Mom!
03:59Well, the good news is he looks emotionally destroyed.
04:02I mean, I knew he was down about his grades, but I...
04:05Stop obsessing!
04:06You wanna know what's going on, why don't you ask him?
04:09Yeah, but he's the...
04:10Just talk to him when he gets back.
04:12Guys are like dogs.
04:13They hide when they've screwed up.
04:15And even the world's best boyfriend is gonna fuck up sometimes.
04:18You know he feels bad about it.
04:20Like, it's Jer.
04:21You're his oxygen.
04:22He can't breathe without you.
04:29I really thought Taylor was right.
04:32So when we got back to school, I went to see him.
04:36Are you really not gonna come find me?
04:38I mean, you pick a fight, walk out the door, and I don't hear from you for a week?
04:42I'm a total asshole, Billy.
04:44I fucked up, and I fucked up really bad.
04:46Hey, no, it's okay.
04:51No.
04:52No, it's not.
04:53I had a shitty week, and I took it out on you.
04:57I'm just sorry.
04:58I'm sorry, Billy.
04:59Look, I mean...
05:01We had a fight.
05:03It's not the end of the world.
05:07What does this mean?
05:09Does this mean you wanna get back together?
05:12We never stopped being together.
05:19Billy...
05:21When I was in Cabo...
05:24I thought...
05:25I thought...
05:26I thought we were...
05:34I just can't believe I almost lost you over something so stupid.
05:39You could never lose me.
05:41Uh...
05:51I got you this.
05:53I was just on the beach, and I was just thinking about you.
05:55I didn't even know if you would ever talk again, but...
05:58It's really stupid, and you don't have to wear it.
06:00No.
06:02I love it.
06:06I love you.
06:22Me too.
06:25Worth this.
06:27Mm-mm.
06:28Mm-mm.
06:29Ah...
06:32Ah.
06:35Come on.
06:36Ah.
06:38Ah.
06:39Taylor's here.
06:52I'm asleep.
06:53Got it.
06:59She's asleep.
07:00Okay, I just want to talk to her.
07:02I think she should rest right now.
07:04Okay.
07:05Fine.
07:06This is a breakfast burrito, extra crispy bacon.
07:09The way she likes it.
07:09Just make sure she eats something.
07:11Okay.
07:13Bye.
07:20Ellie, I swear, I obviously had no idea about Lacey.
07:24You know I would have killed them both for you.
07:26Okay?
07:27Please just call me back.
07:28Like, just call me back.
07:31Oh, no, I wouldn't get any closer unless you want your balls cut off.
07:34Please, just tell me how she is.
07:35I don't know.
07:36She won't talk to me either.
07:37Your side chick is in my sorority, so now I'm just, like, guilty by association.
07:41Taylor, please hear me out.
07:42No, I have always been on your side.
07:44I was the freaking CEO of Team Jeremiah now to find out that you're the scummy little fucking
07:47hot tub cheater.
07:48It's insane.
07:49I didn't cheat.
07:50We were on a break.
07:51No.
07:51That's bullshit.
07:52You're not getting off on this, like, technicality.
07:55You were broken up for all of two seconds, Jeremiah.
07:58And then you got her this, like, cheap-ass puka shell bracelet to make it up to her.
08:02Like, what are you doing?
08:03What are you thinking?
08:04What?
08:04You're the expert on cheating now, huh?
08:06Excuse me?
08:06You heard me.
08:08How are Davis and Mia?
08:10Don't turn it around on me.
08:12You were supposed to be the ideal.
08:14You were supposed to deserve her.
08:16But you don't, and you probably never did.
08:21Can you get out of here?
08:33Hey, this is Taylor.
08:34Leave a message.
08:38Adam called you in for this meeting, too, huh?
08:41Yep.
08:41Yeah.
08:42Fine way to spend a Sunday.
08:44Sitting in the background while the grown-ups talk.
08:47Did you, uh, get to the dossier I sent you on Friday?
08:50Yep.
08:51Yep.
08:52Yep.
08:52Yeah.
08:52Yeah.
08:53So you saw it at Starrcadex?
08:57Starrcadex?
08:57Like, like, the gaming startup?
08:59Oh, my God.
08:59I knew you were a gamer.
09:00Jesus, be a bigger nerd cliche, please.
09:02Wait, no.
09:03No, relax.
09:04All right, I used to program that shit.
09:06Computer engineering at Princeton?
09:08Right.
09:08Remember?
09:09Yes.
09:09How could I forget?
09:10It is in your email signature.
09:12Mm.
09:13Look, just do me a favor, all right?
09:15Read the dossier, and then call your girlfriend.
09:19Okay?
09:20Yeah.
09:21Well, I actually, um, I actually broke up with my girlfriend.
09:25That was, uh, that was my ex.
09:27Well, ex?
09:28Ex?
09:28Oh, my God.
09:29No, no, no.
09:29Stop.
09:30Immediately, no.
09:31I'm, uh, no personal stuff.
09:33All right?
09:33I'm not the co-worker who's going to be invested in your little dramas.
09:37I don't care.
09:39Yeah.
09:41All right.
09:42Um, Starcadex?
09:44Every VC shop is going to try to move on this company, all right?
09:46So we really need to be on the ball with us.
09:48Copy.
09:49Copy.
09:50Got you.
09:51Thanks.
09:55Okay.
09:57Bye.
10:17Bye.
10:17you just have to make it to the library one thing at a time yeah but everything
10:38leads to him like i can't just study i also have to call and quit my summer job
10:47because obviously i'm not going to be in cousins because jeremiah and then i have to figure out
10:54how to tell my mom that i can't bring myself to go to suzanna's memorial because again jeremiah
11:00and i might never even go to the summer house again because of fucking jeremiah so okay one
11:06thing at a time is not going to work for you no no nothing's going to work because everything is
11:10oh my god
11:13hey you're gonna be okay i'll meet you after study group it's not just lacy i can't avoid
11:24i see jeremiah everywhere
11:27even when he isn't really there
11:33boxes i send them your way hoping life brings you no new pain
11:39i rearrange my memories i try to rewrite our life
11:47but no matter how i try to and no matter how i want to and no matter how easy things could
12:06be if i did and no matter how guilty i still feel staying with you
12:16i wish i hated you our shadows dance in a parallel plane just two different endings you learn to repair
12:26and i learn to keep me in one place everywhere i go there's a memory of us from when we were golden
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13:26Honey, congratulations.
13:29How's JR taking it?
13:31I know he'll miss you, but he must be so proud.
13:33Yeah. Um...
13:36Mom, I gotta go.
13:37Okay. Love you.
13:44Bro, you're tweaking. You need to...
13:48level out.
13:49Try this new indica I got. May help ease the pain.
13:52I just lost the most important person in my life.
13:55Sorry if I don't have the energy to be alive.
13:57Oh, you don't think I know about breakups?
13:59I know about breakups. You saw me after Sean.
14:01You two were together for two seconds, Redbird.
14:03Felt like something to me.
14:05I can't believe I fucked it up this bad.
14:08Dude, I dig your girl. I really do.
14:11And I say this with love, but...
14:13You two were broken up, right?
14:15And you were wasted as hell.
14:17And Lacey was all over your shit.
14:18Bro, it's not an excuse.
14:20I should have told her as soon as I got back.
14:22Yeah. Yeah, probably.
14:24Belly's been the center of my world since I lost my mom.
14:40She's everything to me.
14:44And losing her feels like...
14:49Dude, it feels like I'm losing the best part of myself.
14:55Well, that's beautiful, man.
15:01So fight for her. Stop saying you're sorry.
15:04Find a way to show her.
15:06Make it sound so easy.
15:11I don't think it's supposed to be.
15:17I just can't believe it.
15:18He acts so devoted, but he's just as shady as the rest.
15:22I swear, if he comes to our dorm, it's on sight.
15:25Don't smile, please.
15:27That won't be a problem.
15:28Kinda sucks you're not leaving for Paris tomorrow.
15:31Do you think I'm being too hard on him?
15:33Look...
15:35If he really thought you were broken up,
15:39technically it's not cheating,
15:41but to keep it a secret,
15:43that tells me he knew what he did was wrong,
15:45and he chose to keep it from you.
15:47That's the part I can't get over.
15:51What Annika didn't know was that I had a secret, too.
15:57It was the day after Christmas last year.
15:59My mom was at a writer's retreat.
16:01Steven was visiting friends.
16:02Jer was going skiing with his dad and Conrad.
16:05I figured, why be home alone
16:08when I could be at my favorite place in the world?
16:10So I borrowed Steven's car and went to Cousins.
16:17Oh, shit. Shit, shit, shit.
16:23Oh, my God.
16:24Okay, what would Kevin do?
16:26What would Kevin do?
16:28Okay.
16:42Steven, open up. It's me.
16:47Belly.
16:50You okay?
16:52Yeah, yeah, sorry.
16:54Just the flash got to me.
16:56Okay.
16:57Next.
17:10Belly.
17:11No, please don't leave.
17:12I made the biggest mistake of my life.
17:14Please just talk to me.
17:16Look, I'll tell you anything.
17:19I'll tell you anything.
17:20I just don't want any more secrets between us.
17:24Okay.
17:29How did it happen?
17:31Look, I was really sad.
17:33I was drunk.
17:36She was just there.
17:39How many times?
17:41Twice.
17:42How could you do this to me?
17:51Belly, please.
17:52I know I don't deserve you, but I love you more than anyone else in the world.
17:56And it kills me to see you hurting, and I would do anything to take it back.
17:58Just stop.
17:59You can't undo what you did.
18:01Belly.
18:02Please.
18:03I'm sorry.
18:04I'm so sorry.
18:05I've never loved anyone but you.
18:08I love him too.
18:10And I want to forgive him.
18:11I just don't know how.
18:16You were supposed to be the one person who would never hurt me.
18:21And are you the person who hurt me the most?
18:23Laurel.
18:24Elliott.
18:25Hey.
18:26Hey.
18:27Oh.
18:28Fancy books you got there.
18:29Oh, yeah.
18:30I've, you know, well, I've already read the Moncrief translation twice, so...
18:32As one does.
18:33Yeah.
18:34Yeah, I've decided it's the year that I finally read A La Recherche du Temps Perdue in the
18:50original French.
18:52Go for it.
18:53Live on the edge.
18:55You know, um, you and I, we could start our own book group if, uh, if you're interested.
19:00Ah, unfortunately, Professor Parton dropped out of French her first year of college.
19:04John?
19:06What are you doing here?
19:07Open up a word with you.
19:08In private.
19:09Professor.
19:11Okay.
19:13See you later, Elliott.
19:14Uh, sure.
19:15Yeah.
19:16Um, I'll be at the, uh, Flaubert Symposium if you want to drop by.
19:20Okay.
19:21Sounds great.
19:22Okay.
19:25What was that?
19:26So, TAs are allowed to flirt with professors now?
19:29He's an adjunct, and maybe I was flirting back.
19:32Well, then I was doing him a favor.
19:33You'd have eaten him alive in about five minutes.
19:36What's a history professor doing at a lit conference, anyway?
19:38Researching potential crossover courses.
19:40Our provost is looking for ways to make history sexy again.
19:43And a lit conference is definitely the way to do that.
19:47Shoot me, Dad.
19:49Please make your way into Ballroom B for tropes of old English epic poetry.
19:58That sounds...
19:59Worrying as shit.
20:00Yeah.
20:02Okay.
20:05New plan.
20:06We find somewhere to drink this.
20:07Steal a wine opener.
20:08I can't do that.
20:09Pull your weight.
20:10Okay.
20:27Welcome to day one.
20:29By the end of the summer, I expect half of you will still be here.
20:33Don't piss me off, and we'll be fine.
20:35Okay.
20:38First patient.
20:39We have a 15-year-old boy, came in following a seizure.
20:42Any thoughts on what might be going on?
20:46I want to start off with our first years.
20:48What do you say?
20:49Well, it could...
20:51Uh...
20:52Could be puberty hormones.
20:53He's 15.
20:54Uh, could also...
20:55He's also recovering from the flu, and fevers are the most common cause of seizures at his age.
20:59Very good.
21:00They also gave him nausea meds at the ER, and that does increase risk.
21:03Good catch.
21:04Sometimes it's just the obvious answer.
21:07Absolutely.
21:08Thank you, Dr. Namazi.
21:09I'll keep that in mind.
21:11Okay.
21:12Next patient.
21:14Are you trying to make me the med student that gets cut on day one?
21:16I'm sure it's just a mess.
21:18It's fine.
21:19I'll take that.
21:20I'll make it up in the next one.
21:21Look, I know that climbing up Namazi's ass is just a coping mechanism for your all-consuming love for your brother's girlfriend.
21:25Why did I tell you that?
21:26Because you were, like, yearning to.
21:28Whatever.
21:29Safest place to hang out at an academic conference is in the hotel gym.
21:35Nice!
21:36Give me your phone.
21:37Mine's dead, and I want to call the kids.
21:39It's in my room.
21:40Also, the kids are fine.
21:41Also, you're upside down.
21:43Yes.
21:44Yes, I am.
21:45Ugh.
21:46Ugh.
21:49What are you doing?
21:50Getting some things off my chest.
21:53Why did I ask?
21:55You know, even though our marriage went to shit, we ended up being pretty good co-parents.
22:02Yes, we did.
22:07Oh, my God.
22:08I just remembered.
22:09Belly called me today to say she is studying abroad next semester in Paris.
22:15Oh!
22:16Do you know how the Parisian police found Quasimodo?
22:20They followed a hunch.
22:22Please never tell that joke again.
22:25You used to love my jokes.
22:26You used to laugh so hard beer would come out your nose.
22:29In fact, wasn't that why you slept with me on our first date?
22:32I was fake laughing, and I planned to sleep with you all along.
22:37You did?
22:39Mind if I work in?
22:42Uh, no. It's all yours.
22:43No, we're done here.
22:44Appreciate it.
22:59Why are you here?
23:01What are you...
23:02You haven't responded to my texts all day.
23:04It's finals.
23:05It's a stressful time.
23:06Hey, are you okay? What's wrong?
23:10I'm hungry.
23:12Okay, then let's just grab some food.
23:15Come on, get in.
23:20Okay.
23:36So, uh...
23:39Uh, where do you wanna go eat?
23:42I don't know.
23:49What?
23:53Uh, I broke up with Mia.
23:55I hope you didn't do that for me.
23:59What?
24:01Uh, sorry.
24:03I just, I thought you'd be happy that I just wanted to be with you.
24:05But after the other night, sleeping over...
24:06Stephen, I...
24:08You're wrong.
24:09And I've told you before.
24:10I just want this to be casual.
24:11Okay, it's never casual with you and me.
24:12Taylor, you know that.
24:13Oh my God.
24:14Let's just stop fucking around.
24:15You know, and do it for real so we don't keep hurting other people.
24:16They don't even know about us.
24:17It doesn't matter.
24:18It's still messed up.
24:20Taylor, I want you and me to have a fresh start.
24:21You know, free and clear and clean.
24:23Stephen, we've tried before.
24:24We've tried a million times.
24:25It doesn't...
24:26We don't work.
24:27It never works.
24:28Taylor, you are the only girl I wanna be with.
24:30I'm telling you.
24:31I love you.
24:32Stop.
24:33Stop.
24:34Stop.
24:35Stop.
24:36Stop.
24:37Stop.
24:38Stop.
24:39Stop.
24:40Stop.
24:41Stop.
24:42Stop.
24:43Stop.
24:44Stop.
24:45I think I love you.
24:46Stop.
24:47No, don't.
24:48I can't do this.
24:49What are you talking?
24:50Can you pull over and let me out of the fucking car?
24:51Taylor, no.
24:52Taylor, I need you to listen to me.
24:53Please.
24:54That's all I'm asking for.
24:55Stephen, please just let me out of the car.
24:56We're in the middle of the road, Taylor.
24:57I'm not doing that.
24:58I don't care.
24:59I wanna leave.
25:00Pull over and let me out of the fucking car.
25:01Fine.
25:02Fine.
25:03Fuck.
25:04Here.
25:05I'm pulling over, okay?
25:11Taylor, what the fuck?
25:15Taylor, I told you I don't want...
25:30Oh, my God.
25:36Taylor.
25:37Hi.
25:40I'm really sorry.
25:41What happened?
25:42Were you with him or you were hurt?
25:46What happened?
25:47I wasn't in the car.
25:49Okay.
25:50We were arguing.
25:53I jumped out and he was trying to come after me.
25:56Okay.
25:59What?
26:00What?
26:07It's just my fault.
26:08No.
26:09No.
26:10No.
26:11It's not your fault.
26:12Yes, it is.
26:13You're with Stephen Conklin?
26:15Yeah.
26:16Yeah.
26:17Is he okay?
26:18Initial scans show a cracked rib and a cerebral contusion.
26:21Cerebral contusion?
26:22What?
26:23It's a bruise on the brain.
26:24We won't know how serious it is until the swelling goes down.
26:27Until then, we'll keep him sedated.
26:29So we just wait and see?
26:30Is that it?
26:31There's some paperwork to fill out and someone will need to make decisions on his behalf.
26:35Can that be one of you?
26:36I'm his sister.
26:37His sister works.
26:39Okay.
26:40What kind of decisions do I...
26:42It's in the paperwork there.
26:47I need to try my parents again.
26:49I couldn't...
26:50Okay.
26:51I will try them.
26:52I will do it.
26:54I don't know Stephen's fucking insurance if he's on our parents' insurance or his job.
26:58How am I supposed to know his fucking blood type?
27:00I think...
27:01I think I remember Stephen bragging about being a universal donor.
27:05Of course.
27:06Stephen bragged about anything.
27:07Okay.
27:08He...
27:09O negative.
27:10He's O negative.
27:11Okay.
27:12I'm gonna try your parents again.
27:13Okay.
27:14I don't...
27:15I think I should, uh, let a few other people know too.
27:19Do you want me to call Jer?
27:21Do you want me to call Jer?
27:22I don't know.
27:23Now we're going.
27:24I wanted to throw up thinking about him, but now I just...
27:27I just wish he was here.
27:28He would know what to say to make me feel bad.
27:29I'm gonna be your Jer today.
27:30I will track down your parents.
27:31I will call Jer's dumb ass too.
27:32Okay.
27:33Just...
27:34Just fill out the paperwork and leave the rest to me.
27:35I'm gonna do it.
27:37Um...
27:38Um...
27:39Can you call Conrad too?
27:40Cause he just might understand what all this means?
27:41I got you.
27:42I'm gonna call Conrad.
27:44You're gonna call Conrad.
27:45Uh...
27:46I'm gonna call Conrad.
27:47I'm gonna call Conrad.
27:48Just... just fill out the paperwork and leave the rest to me.
27:52I'm gonna do it.
27:54Um, can you call, uh, Conrad, too,
27:56because he just might understand what all this means?
28:00Yeah, I got you. I'm gonna call Conrad.
28:06Well, I'll hop on the next flight.
28:08No, it's fine. Laurel and John will probably be here by then.
28:10Okay. Well, tell me what the doctor said exactly.
28:15He's kind of a dick. He basically blew us off.
28:17We're trying to get updates, but...
28:19Well, maybe I can help. Where's he admitted?
28:21We're at, um, Providence General, but how?
28:25I will figure it out.
28:28I just want to do something.
28:32Hey, how's Belly?
28:34She's fine.
28:35Yeah? Okay.
28:36Yeah.
28:37Yeah, great.
28:38Okay.
28:40Well, just keep me updated, okay?
28:41Yep, will do.
28:42All right.
28:43Dr. Namazi.
28:47Excuse me.
28:48What's up?
28:49A friend of mine was in a car accident.
28:52Uh, very close friend, more like family.
28:54And he's at Providence General.
28:57Is there any chance you know anyone in neurology there?
29:00The head of neurology is a friend of a friend.
29:02Well, his name is Stephen Conklin.
29:03Do you think there's any possible way that you could make a call?
29:09I'll see what I can do.
29:13Do you think you need to take the day?
29:17Uh, no.
29:19I'm good.
29:20Okay.
29:21Okay.
29:21Jared's in the lot.
29:51Bobby.
29:52Yeah, I know, babe.
29:54He just wants to be nearby if we need him.
29:56He's not going to come try and talk to you or anything.
29:59That's so sweet.
30:01Why does he have to be so sweet?
30:04Should I text him?
30:09Isabel Conklin?
30:11Yeah.
30:12I'm Dr. Joon Kwon.
30:13I head up the neurology team.
30:14I'm taking over your brother's case.
30:16Does that mean he's gotten worse?
30:18No, it means someone well-connected is looking out for you.
30:21I got a call from a colleague at Stanford.
30:25Stephen is sedated and sleeping.
30:26He's stable, and I've ordered a CT scan.
30:29Have you seen him yet?
30:31Well, let's get you back there.
30:32We allow two visitors, immediate family only,
30:35so I'll presume this is Stephen's other sister.
30:39Follow me.
30:39Any news on your friend?
30:49No.
30:51You sure you shouldn't just go out there?
30:52Well, I don't even know what I'd do if I did.
30:54It's not like I'm a doctor yet.
30:56Plus, we barely talked over the last few years.
30:59No cell phones?
31:02Yeah.
31:03How did everything go with those blood draws?
31:05Good.
31:06Great.
31:11This is mislabeled.
31:14Oh, that's, uh, that's mine.
31:16That's my mistake.
31:17A mistake that put your patient at risk.
31:19I'll fix it right now.
31:20You should have gone home when I gave you the chance.
31:22It won't happen again.
31:22No, it won't.
31:24You're done here.
31:25You're not ready for this.
31:28You're firing me for one mistake?
31:30Dr. Damazi, please, I didn't...
31:32You may see this as one mistake,
31:34but this is about you not knowing your limits,
31:36which makes you a walking liability, my liability.
31:39Dr. Damazi, I...
31:41No.
31:42You can always apply again next year.
31:43You can always apply again next year.
31:43Steven, can I tell you a secret?
32:09I've never loved anyone like I love you.
32:16Do you know how scary that is?
32:23I know I act like I don't care,
32:26but I just, I care so, so much.
32:33And I'm always afraid that it's just a matter of time
32:35before you come to me and you tell me that I'm not worth it.
32:37And you're just going to be like,
32:40actually, you're not worth it.
32:55So I figured if I just keep pushing you away
32:57and pretend that you don't mean anything to me,
33:00then you can't hurt me.
33:04And I don't know how to stop doing that.
33:06You know, the first time we got together,
33:19you remember you told me that you were like,
33:21you told me that you wouldn't give up on us.
33:27You have no idea how badly I wanted to believe you.
33:30I have good news.
33:49The CT scan is clear.
33:51The CT scan is clear?
33:52What does that mean?
33:53The swelling on Steven's brain has gone down
33:55and we can start weaning him off the sedatives.
33:57It'll be a while until he wakes up.
33:59We'll let you know when he's ready for visitors.
34:05It's okay.
34:06He's going to be okay.
34:08I've just been scared.
34:09I'm really sorry to dump this on you.
34:19I know you don't think that Steven and I should get back together.
34:21No, I never should have judged you.
34:24But you're right.
34:25I've been all over the place.
34:28Like, not wanting to let go of Steven,
34:30but still keeping Davis around
34:31is this, like, emotional buffer.
34:33It's shitty.
34:34And selfish.
34:37And Steven was trying to do the right thing
34:39and I'm just freaked.
34:41But all this...
34:43It's like...
34:47I think...
34:48I think that it made me realize that
34:51even though I'm so scared...
34:53I'm so scared to lose Steven again.
34:55I'm more scared not to try.
34:58I'm going to...
35:03I'm going to break up with Davis.
35:07Whatever you want to do,
35:09I support you.
35:19All right, how rough do I look right now?
35:21Do I look hot?
35:23I'm not going to lie to you.
35:24I look that bad.
35:28Just go back to the house.
35:30Eat something.
35:31Chower.
35:34You heard the doctor.
35:35He's not going to be up for a little while anyway.
35:37Thanks, babe.
35:43Hey.
35:47If you want to get back with Jeremiah,
35:49just do it.
35:51I never said that.
35:52And make him beg, obviously,
35:53but don't just throw away
35:56everything you guys have had
35:57for the past four years.
36:02Like, not if it's still what you want.
36:09Okay.
36:09We got to get up.
36:26Shut up.
36:29Still not a morning person, huh?
36:30My eyes are crispy.
36:36Can you bring me some of your contact solution?
36:38Yeah.
36:39Oh, my God.
36:53John, get in here.
36:55Oh, my God.
36:56Mom, where were you?
36:58Belly, I just got your messages.
36:59What's going on?
37:01Stephen was in an accident.
37:02Is he okay?
37:03He's going to be fine.
37:04I've been trying to keep it together,
37:08but I was so scared.
37:11Oh, man, shut up.
37:13I can't imagine how terrified you must have been.
37:16I'm so, so sorry.
37:18Have you been there all alone?
37:20No, no.
37:23Taylor's here, and she's been amazing.
37:26And Jer's here.
37:28He stayed all night.
37:30Mom, things have been so crazy.
37:33Listen, sweetheart.
37:34I'll be there as soon as I can,
37:35and, um, I'll track down your dad and let him know.
37:40I love you so much, Belly.
37:42I love you, Mommy.
37:46Stephen, was it a car accident?
37:47He's okay.
37:48He's going to be fine.
37:49But Belly couldn't reach either of us last night.
37:52He'll just meet me in the lobby in five.
37:54We hadn't seen each other much over the years,
38:18and we hadn't been alone together since...
38:21That day at the motel.
38:24Hey.
38:25Hey.
38:32Why are you holding a poker?
38:35Oh.
38:36Um, I thought you were a burglar.
38:39Of course you did.
38:39Where's Jer?
38:46He and your dad are on their way to Chamonix.
38:51Right.
38:53Aren't you supposed to be meeting them there?
38:55Yeah, my flight cop.
38:56Delayed because of the weather.
38:58They were trying to rebook me for the 28th.
39:00Hmm.
39:00What are you doing here?
39:03My mom is on a retreat in the mountains,
39:06and Stephen's in New York.
39:07I was all alone at home.
39:09So.
39:10You have chocolate all over your face.
39:36No, I don't.
39:36What did you do?
39:37You just stick your whole head in to save time?
39:38Shut it.
39:41What are you doing?
39:43You cold?
39:43I can start a fire.
39:50Actually, I think it's maybe a little late for a fire.
39:53I think I'm just going to crash.
39:57Merry Christmas, Belly.
39:59It's really good to see you.
40:06You too.
40:08The next morning, right when I woke up, I had this funny feeling that he had already left.
40:23Ow!
40:24Ow!
40:25You okay?
40:29Oh, no, leave me alone.
40:37You hurt?
40:37Can you move?
40:39I thought you were gone.
40:41Nope.
40:42Still here.
40:43Ow!
40:47Let me help you out.
40:48No, no, no.
40:49Ow!
40:50Just, just give me a minute.
40:52Okay.
40:52How bad does it hurt on a scale from one to ten?
41:05Eleven.
41:06You're such a baby when it comes to pain.
41:08No, I'm not.
41:11I mean, that fall you took was no joke.
41:15Seriously, it was like when animals slip and fall in cartoons on banana peels.
41:20Are you calling me an animal?
41:26Ow!
41:30I'm going to pick you up and I'm going to carry you to the couch.
41:33No, no, no, no.
41:34Just, just, just, no.
41:36Just, I'm too heavy for you.
41:37Just leave me here.
41:38I know I can't bench press my body weight like Jer, but I can pick you up, Belly.
41:44Ready?
41:45Okay, come on.
41:48Okay.
41:49Ow!
41:50You're okay.
41:51Ready?
41:52What?
41:53Ow.
41:56Watch your legs.
42:00Ow.
42:02You're okay.
42:03Yeah.
42:04Ow.
42:04Ow.
42:04That's when I had this sudden thought.
42:13A part of me will always love you.
42:27We spent the day together, but not together.
42:30Entertainingly expressive, H blank blank blank Y.
42:51Hammy.
42:53Hammy?
42:54I think this is the beginning of a beautiful friendship.
43:04She's better off than Laszlo.
43:06You're insane.
43:08Rick and Elsa are obviously meant for each other.
43:10Their little love story is nothing compared to the work that Laszlo was doing for the Resistance.
43:15Oh, my God, dude.
43:16What?
43:17I'm going to get more firewood.
43:20You are way too young to be this cynical.
43:22Yeah, yeah.
43:23It's true.
43:31Belly.
43:31Hey.
43:32Belly.
43:32Hey, sorry.
43:33My reception here is terrible.
43:34I'm on a mountain freezing my balls off.
43:36What do you have to?
43:37I'm actually in Cousins.
43:39I got super lonely, so I drove up.
43:42Oh, nice.
43:43Did you bring Taylor?
43:44No, I came by myself.
43:47Well, I wish you were here with me.
43:48Conrad's flight got mad stuff because of the weather, so I'm stuck here with my dad.
43:52Yeah, he, um, he's...
43:55What?
43:56Hello?
43:56Belly.
43:57Can you hear me?
43:58Jer, I...
43:59I can hear what you're saying.
44:00Uh, never mind.
44:02What?
44:04Wait, uh, I'll try tomorrow.
44:06Okay.
44:06Bye, Belly.
44:07Okay.
44:08Okay, love you.
44:09Hey, I...
44:15I would have told Jer that you're here, too.
44:18Don't worry about it.
44:19I never told Jeremiah that Conrad was with me at Cousins, because there was nothing to tell.
44:24Nothing happened with Conrad.
44:27Nothing was ever gonna happen.
44:28The next morning, Conrad was gone.
44:44He left just like I thought he would.
44:49No goodbye.
44:51Just gone like a ghost.
44:53Conrad Fisher, the ghost of Christmas past.
45:07Blackbird on my shoulder, and what difference does it make?
45:16When this love is over, shall I sleep within your bed?
45:25River of unhappiness, hold your hands upon my head.
45:32Till I breathe my last breath, oh, oh, oh, oh, is me.
45:43The last time that you taught me, oh, will wonders ever cease.
45:50Blast me, the mystery of love.
45:57Come in.
46:24Hey.
46:25Can you take your shoes off?
46:26I'm gonna be here for, like, a sec.
46:28I was just on my way in, and...
46:29Came to rub it in my face that I got fired on day one?
46:32No, jerk.
46:32I wanted to see how your friend's doing.
46:34Yeah, he's gonna be okay.
46:36Thanks.
46:37Good.
46:38This is for you?
46:41You're welcome.
46:43Um.
46:45So, look, um, about yesterday.
46:50I mean, we all know Namazi's a hard ass.
46:52I'm fine.
46:52Cool.
46:54Uh, that's...
46:55Actually, I was gonna say that she kind of has a point.
47:02Oh.
47:03I mean, look, you know I always tell you the truth, right?
47:06And the truth is that you're smart as hell, obviously, but you need to pay more attention
47:11to your feelings.
47:12Excuse me?
47:12Well, you can deny your emotions all you want.
47:17They're not going anywhere.
47:19And as long as you're afraid to face them, they'll run you, not the other way around.
47:30Hello.
47:30It would have been nice.
47:33Hello.
47:33Hello.
47:33Stephen, you ready for a visitor?
47:38Oh, yeah.
47:39Oh, you're awake.
47:40I'm like, ow, ow, ow.
47:42Oh, careful of his ribs.
47:44No, no, break another one, why don't you?
47:46It's barely cracked, you baby.
47:48How's, uh...
47:50How's mom and dad?
47:51Where are they?
47:52They're on their way.
47:53Hey.
47:53Uh, hi.
48:00I'm going to give you two a minute.
48:02I'm glad you're alive.
48:08You scared the shit out of everyone.
48:10You know that?
48:12Belly was worried to death.
48:13I knew you were just being a drama queen, obviously.
48:16I was in a coma, so...
48:18Yeah, but...
48:20medically induced.
48:22Huh.
48:23Steven, I'm joking.
48:28I was worried about you, too, obviously.
48:30Yeah, yeah, you know, I've been thinking a lot about what you said since I woke up.
48:34You know, before the crash.
48:35Me, too.
48:35And you were right.
48:39You and me, we don't work.
48:43What?
48:47If we never ran into each other that day in New York, we would have just gone about our lives
48:52and been fine, and been fine, so let's just pretend we didn't.
49:00I've never been able to think clearly when it comes to you, Tay.
49:03I couldn't let you go.
49:07You know I love a challenge, but...
49:11It is a wake-up call.
49:18You were right.
49:20You and me, we don't work.
49:21Good.
49:22Good.
49:23Then we're on the same page.
49:24Yeah, yeah, finally.
49:25I'm gonna go find Belly.
49:26First loves are important.
49:44Conrad was mine.
49:46For the rest of my life, I would think of him fondly.
49:49The way you do your first pet.
49:51The first car you drove.
49:55But they're not as important as last.
50:10Steven's gonna be okay.
50:12Thank God.
50:13Do you want to get some air?
50:23Yeah.
50:24Yeah, I would love that.
50:30I was...
50:31I am so mad at you.
50:34And you have every right to be.
50:36I'm sorry for what I did to you, and I'm sorry I didn't tell you sooner.
50:39I'm sorry you found out in the worst way possible.
50:42I know it's gonna take a lot of work for you to even begin to trust me again,
50:47but I am willing to do whatever it takes if you let me.
50:54I'm sorry, too.
50:58Sorry for what?
51:01I'm sorry for everything leading up to that fight.
51:06And to Cabo.
51:09I can see how you thought we were broken up.
51:15You can?
51:17Yeah, but I...
51:18I don't understand how you could just move on to somebody else so easily.
51:23I mean, I could barely function.
51:25How were you okay enough to have sex with someone?
51:28No, Belly, I was completely numb that whole week.
51:31I didn't even feel like I was there when Lacey and I...
51:34When we had sex.
51:35After I-I just sat in the shower and cried for I don't-I don't even know how long.
51:43I was just thinking, how could I deserve you after that?
51:50Maybe we shouldn't let one mistake erase all these years.
51:56I mean, if we both believe that what we have is bigger than our mistakes, then maybe we can just start over.
52:10I want that, Bells.
52:12I-I want that so much.
52:15You can't ever hurt me like that again.
52:17I promise.
52:23I promise.
52:38I don't want to mess this up again.
52:41We won't.
52:42After Steven, I-I get it now.
52:47Life's too short not to spend it with the person that you love.
52:53I want to be with you always, no matter what.
52:57I just can't imagine my life without you.
53:00Me either.
53:02Belly has always been our story.
53:03Yours and mine.
53:06Nobody else's.
53:06What are you thinking?
53:14It's-the future is just crazy.
53:16I don't know what, say it.
53:21Would you-
53:22Yes.
53:24You don't even know what I'm about to say.
53:27Try me.
53:28Isabel Conklin?
53:36Will you marry me?
53:39Yes.
53:40Yeah, I'll marry you.
53:41Yes.
53:41I love you.
53:47I love you.
53:53I love you.
53:54I love you.
53:55I bet we already knew our names before we met each other.
54:24I bet we've sailed the Milky Way, walked on the sun together.
54:30How could I forget those emerald eyes?
54:38They took me by surprise, but suddenly I missed your face.
54:44I knew that smile for miles away.
54:47I knew that I have loved you forever and a day, a day.
55:01In all my life, I've waited every time to hear you say, I'm yours forever and a day.
55:15I don't believe in destiny, but I might have to say.
55:37I might have to say, I'm yours forever and a day in a day.
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