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00:30I-I told you about the last minute flight of booked.
00:32I think I would have remembered you going to Mexico.
00:35Oh, well, Bells, this is my last spring break and you're gonna be in Philly, so...
00:39Yeah, but we said we might meet up in Cousins.
00:42And I thought you were trying to spend more time with your dad.
00:45Okay, don't try to guilt trip me about my dad. I just saw him last weekend.
00:49Did something happen with you guys? You've been kinda moody since then.
00:54Something worse than visiting my dead mom's grave? No.
00:57Hey, okay, that's... that's not fair. I just... I think you're being a little bit selfish.
01:04Okay, sorry. Can you just stop riding me?
01:07If you want to come to Cabo, then just come.
01:08No, I don't want to crash your boys trip.
01:10It's not just boys. The sororities are going too.
01:13Oh, so girls were invited, just not girlfriends. Cool.
01:16Look, I promise I'm not interested in whatever wet t-shirt contest or whatever it is that you're picturing.
01:21It's not that.
01:22Then what is it?
01:23What is wrong with you right now? You're the one who didn't even tell me that you're leaving the country.
01:26Yeah, because you hate anything having to do with frats.
01:29When did I ever say that?
01:30You don't have to. I can feel you judging us.
01:32Sorry if I'm a dumbass who's probably gonna bomb his midterm.
01:35Sorry if I want to have a little fun and spring break.
01:36And I'm sorry that I'm not some straight-A overachiever going to med school like Conrad.
01:40Oh my god! What?
01:42Please, please don't put your inferiority complex on me.
01:46I wonder where that came from.
01:47Well, then start with me, so maybe look at your dad.
01:50Wow.
01:52Well, if you think I'm so stupid and selfish, then why are you even with me?
01:55Fuck it. I'm gonna waste your time.
01:56You're being ridiculous right now.
01:58You think everything I do is ridiculous and I'm sick of it.
02:00So let's just end it.
02:02Are you serious?
02:03Yes, I'm serious.
02:04Okay, fine. If that's how you feel.
02:06It is.
02:06Great! Okay, awesome. Bye.
02:08Bye.
02:08Bye.
02:08I went home for spring break and we still hadn't talked.
02:17I can't believe it's been five days and he still hasn't texted me.
02:21Haven't you also not texted him?
02:24Yeah, but he's the one who picked the fight out of nowhere.
02:27Why don't you just come with me to New York for a couple of days?
02:30We can, like, run around the city after I crush my interview.
02:33I'm too depressed.
02:35Stop looking at Instagram.
02:36I just still don't even know what the hell happened.
02:39Sick.
02:41Okay, I'm heading out!
02:42Bye, Mom.
02:44Well, the good news is he looks emotionally destroyed.
02:48I mean, I knew he was down about his grades, but I...
02:50Just stop obsessing.
02:52You want to know what's going on, why don't you ask him?
02:54Yeah, but he's the one who...
02:55Just talk to him when he gets back.
02:57Guys are like dogs.
02:58They hide when they've screwed up.
03:00And even the world's best boyfriend is going to fuck up sometimes.
03:03You know he feels bad about it.
03:05Like, it's Jer.
03:06You're his oxygen.
03:07He can't breathe without you.
03:08I really thought Taylor was right.
03:17So when we got back to school, I went to see him.
03:21Are you really not going to come find me?
03:23I mean, you pick a fight, walk out the door, and I don't hear from you for a week?
03:27I'm a total asshole, Billy.
03:29I fucked up, and I fucked up really bad.
03:31Hey, no, it's okay.
03:33No.
03:37No, it's not.
03:38I had a shitty week, and I took it out on you.
03:41I'm just sorry.
03:42I'm sorry, Billy.
03:44Look, I mean, we had a fight.
03:48It's not the end of the world.
03:52What does this mean?
03:54Does this mean you want to get back together?
03:57We never stopped being together.
04:03Billy, when I was in Cabo, I thought, I just thought we were, I just can't believe I almost lost you over something so stupid.
04:24You could never lose me.
04:25Uh, I got you this.
04:38I was just on the beach, and I was just thinking about you.
04:40I didn't even know if you were to ever talk again, but it's really stupid, and you don't have to wear it.
04:45No.
04:46I love it.
04:50I love you.
04:51I love you.
04:51I love you.
05:21Taylor's here.
05:37I'm asleep.
05:38Got it.
05:44She's asleep.
05:45Okay, I just want to talk to her.
05:47I think she should rest right now.
05:48Okay, fine.
05:51This is a breakfast burrito, extra crispy bacon, the way she likes it.
05:54Just make sure she eats something.
05:56Okay.
05:58Bye.
05:59Belly, I, I, I swear, I, I obviously had no idea about Lacey.
06:09You know I would have killed them both for you, okay?
06:11Please just call me back.
06:13Like, just call me back.
06:16Oh, no, I wouldn't get any closer unless you want your balls cut off.
06:19Please just tell me how she is.
06:20I don't know.
06:20She won't talk to me either.
06:21Your side chick is in my sorority, so now I'm just, like, guilty by association.
06:26Taylor, please hear me out.
06:27No, I have always been on your side.
06:29I was the freaking CEO of Team Jeremiah now to find out that you're the scummy little fucking
06:32hot tub cheater.
06:33It's, it's insane.
06:34I didn't cheat.
06:35We were on a break.
06:36No, that's bullshit.
06:37You're not getting off on this, like, technicality.
06:40You were broken up for all of two seconds, Jeremiah.
06:42And then you got her this, like, cheap-ass puka shell bracelet to make it up to her.
06:47Like, what are you doing?
06:48What are you thinking?
06:49What, you're the expert on cheating now, huh?
06:50Excuse me?
06:51You heard me.
06:53How are Davis and Mia?
06:55Don't turn it around on me.
06:57You were supposed to be the ideal.
06:59You were supposed to deserve her.
07:01But you don't, and you probably never did.
07:06Can you get out of here?
07:12Hey, this is Taylor.
07:19Leave a message.
07:23Adam called you in for this meeting, too, huh?
07:26Yep.
07:26Yeah.
07:27Fine way to spend a Sunday.
07:29Sitting in the background while the grown-ups talk.
07:32Did you, uh, get to the dossier I sent you on Friday?
07:35Yep.
07:36Yep.
07:37Yep.
07:37Yeah.
07:37Yeah.
07:38So you saw it at Starrcade X?
07:40Starrcade X, like the gaming startup?
07:43Oh my god, I knew you were a gamer.
07:45Jesus, we have bigger nerd cliché, please.
07:47Wait, no.
07:48No, relax.
07:49All right, I used to program that shit.
07:51Computer engineering at Princeton?
07:53Right.
07:53Remember?
07:54Yes, how could I forget?
07:55It is in your email signature.
07:57Mm-hmm.
07:58Look, just do me a favor, all right?
08:00Read the dossier, and then call your girlfriend.
08:04Okay?
08:05Yeah, well, I actually, um, I actually broke up with my girlfriend.
08:09That was, uh, that was my, my ex.
08:12Well, ex?
08:13Ex?
08:13Oh my god, no, no, no, stop.
08:15Immediately, no.
08:16I, no personal stuff, all right?
08:18I'm not the co-worker who's gonna be invested in your little dramas.
08:22I don't care.
08:23Yeah.
08:26All right, um, Starrcade X.
08:29Every VC shop is gonna try to move on this company, all right?
08:31So we really need to be on the ball with us.
08:33Copy.
08:34Copy.
08:34Got you.
08:35Thank you.
08:36We'll be right back.
09:06You just have to make it to the library.
09:19One thing at a time.
09:22Yeah, but everything leads to him.
09:25Like, I, I can't just study.
09:29I also have to call and quit my summer job because obviously I'm not gonna be in Cousins because
09:36Jeremiah.
09:38And then I have to figure out how to tell my mom that I can't bring myself to go to Susanna's
09:43memorial because, again, Jeremiah.
09:45And I might never even go to the summer house again because of fucking Jeremiah.
09:50So, okay, one thing at a time is not gonna work for you.
09:53No, no, nothing's gonna work because everything is...
09:56Oh my God.
09:58Hey, you're gonna be okay.
10:05I'll meet you after a study group.
10:07It's not just Lacey I can't avoid.
10:10I see Jeremiah everywhere.
10:12Hung all my clothes in the closet you made.
10:16Even when he isn't really there.
10:18Just fill in the boxes, I send him your way.
10:20Hoping life brings you no new pain.
10:25I rearrange my memories.
10:29I try to rewrite my life.
10:32But no matter how I try to
10:38And no matter how I want to
10:45And no matter how easy things could be if I did
10:54And no matter how guilty I still feel saying it
11:01And no matter how guilty I still feel saying it
11:31I just need to not be here.
11:44Hi.
11:45Mom, hi.
11:46Um, quick question.
11:47Can you send me my birth certificate overnight if possible?
11:51Hello to you too, my loving daughter.
11:52I'm fine.
11:53Thanks for asking.
11:54How are you?
11:55Sorry.
11:56How are you, Mom?
11:57At an extremely dull conference
11:59Which means I am nowhere near your birth certificate.
12:02What do you need it for anyway?
12:04A passport.
12:05I found out I got off the wait list for Paris.
12:10That's fantastic.
12:11Honey, congratulations.
12:15How's J.R. taking it?
12:16I know he'll miss you, but he must be so proud.
12:19Yeah.
12:19Um, Mom, I gotta go.
12:23Okay.
12:23Love you.
12:29Bro, you're tweaking.
12:31You need to...
12:32I've allowed.
12:34Try some of the indica I got.
12:36May help ease the pain.
12:38I just lost the most important person in my life.
12:41Sorry if I don't have the energy to be alive.
12:43Oh, you don't think I know about breakups?
12:44I know about breakups.
12:45You saw me after Sean.
12:46You two were together for two seconds, Redbird.
12:49Felt like something to me.
12:50I can't believe I fucked it up this bad.
12:53Dude, I dig your girl.
12:55I really do.
12:56And I say this with love, but...
12:58You two were broken up.
13:00Right?
13:00And you were wasted as hell.
13:02And Lacey was all over your shit.
13:03Bro, it's not an excuse.
13:05I should have told her as soon as I got back.
13:07Yeah.
13:09Yeah, probably.
13:09Belly's been the center of my world
13:22since I lost my mom.
13:28She's everything to me.
13:31And losing her feels like...
13:35It feels like I'm losing
13:38the best part of myself.
13:41That's beautiful, man.
13:47So fight for her.
13:48Stop saying you're sorry.
13:50Find a way to show her.
13:54Make it sound so easy.
13:56I don't think it's supposed to be.
14:02I just can't believe it.
14:03He acts so devoted,
14:05but he's just as shady as the rest.
14:06I swear if he comes to our dorm,
14:09it's on site.
14:10Don't smile, please.
14:12That won't be a problem.
14:13Kind of sucks you're not leaving
14:14for Paris tomorrow.
14:17Do you think I'm being too hard on him?
14:19Look,
14:19if you really thought
14:23you were broken up,
14:25technically it's not cheating,
14:26but to keep it a secret,
14:29that tells me he knew
14:30what he did was wrong,
14:31and he chose to keep it from you.
14:32that's the part
14:34I can't get over.
14:37What Annika didn't know
14:38was that
14:39I had a secret, too.
14:42It was the day after Christmas
14:44last year.
14:45My mom was at a writer's retreat,
14:46Steven was visiting friends,
14:48Jair was going skiing
14:49with his dad and Conrad.
14:51I figured,
14:52why be home alone
14:53when I could be
14:54at my favorite place
14:55in the world?
14:55So I borrowed
14:57Steven's car
14:57and went to Cousins.
15:05Ah, shit.
15:07Shit, shit, shit.
15:09Oh, my God.
15:09Okay, what would Kevin do?
15:11What would Kevin do?
15:13Okay.
15:14Okay.
15:14Okay.
15:25Steven, open up.
15:29It's me.
15:35Billy.
15:36You okay?
15:38Yeah.
15:39Yeah, sorry.
15:40Just the flash got to me.
15:42Okay.
15:43Next.
15:43Billy.
15:57No, please, don't leave.
15:58I made the biggest mistake
15:59of my life.
16:00Please, just talk to me.
16:03Look, I'll tell you anything.
16:05I'll tell you anything.
16:05I just don't want
16:06any more secrets between us.
16:09Okay.
16:10Okay.
16:13How did it happen?
16:17Look, I was really sad.
16:18I was drunk.
16:21She was just there.
16:25How many times?
16:31Twice.
16:34Jared, how could you do this to me?
16:36Billy, please.
16:37I know I don't deserve you,
16:39but I love you more
16:39than anyone else in the world,
16:41and it kills me to see you hurting,
16:42and I would do anything
16:43to take it back.
16:44Stop.
16:45You can't undo what you did.
16:47Billy, please.
16:49I'm sorry.
16:50I'm so sorry.
16:50I've never loved anyone but you.
16:53I love him, too,
16:54and I want to forgive him.
16:57I just don't know how.
17:01You were supposed to be
17:02the one person
17:03who would never hurt me,
17:05and now you're the person
17:07who hurt me the most.
17:08I don't know.
17:12I don't know.
17:13I don't know.
17:13I don't know.
17:17Laurel.
17:20Elliot.
17:21Hey.
17:21Hey.
17:23Oh, fancy books you got there.
17:24Oh, yeah.
17:25You know, well,
17:26I've already read
17:26the Moncrief translation twice, so.
17:28How's one does?
17:29Yeah.
17:30Yeah, I've decided
17:31it's the year
17:32that I finally read
17:32La Recherche du Ton Perdue
17:34in the original French.
17:37Go for it.
17:38Live on the edge.
17:39You know, um,
17:41you and I,
17:42we could start
17:43our own book group
17:43if, uh,
17:44if you're interested.
17:45Ah, unfortunately,
17:46Professor Park dropped out
17:48of French her first year
17:49of college.
17:50John?
17:51What are you doing here?
17:52Open up a word with you.
17:53In private.
17:54Professor.
17:56Okay.
17:58See you later, Elliot?
17:59Uh, sure.
18:01Yeah.
18:01Um, I'll be at the, uh,
18:03Flaubert Symposium
18:04if you want to drop by.
18:05Okay.
18:06Sounds great.
18:07Okay.
18:09What was that?
18:12So, T.A.'s are allowed
18:13to flirt with professors now?
18:14He's an adjunct,
18:15and maybe I was flirting back.
18:17Well, then I was doing him
18:18a favor.
18:19You'd have eaten him alive
18:19in, well, five minutes.
18:21What's a history professor
18:22doing at a lit conference anyway?
18:23Researching potential
18:24crossover courses.
18:26Our provost is looking for ways
18:27to make history sexy again.
18:29And a lit conference
18:31is definitely the way
18:32to do that.
18:32Shoot me, Dad.
18:34Please make your way
18:35into Ballroom B
18:36for tropes
18:37of old English
18:38epic poetry.
18:39Thank you.
18:43That sounds...
18:44Worrying as shit.
18:45Yeah.
18:47Okay.
18:50New plan.
18:51We find somewhere
18:52to drink this.
18:53Steal a wine opener.
18:53I can't do that.
18:55Oh, you're right.
18:55Okay.
19:12Welcome to day one.
19:14By the end of the summer,
19:15I expect half of you
19:17will still be here.
19:18Don't piss me off,
19:19and we'll be fine.
19:22Okay.
19:23First patient.
19:24We have a 15-year-old boy
19:26came in following a seizure.
19:28Any thoughts
19:28on what might be going on?
19:31I want to start off
19:32with our first years.
19:33What do you say?
19:34Well, it could...
19:36Uh...
19:37Could be puberty hormones.
19:39He's 15.
19:40Uh, could also...
19:40He's also recovering
19:41from the flu,
19:42and fevers are the most
19:43common cause of seizures
19:44at his age.
19:45Very good.
19:46They also gave him
19:46nausea meds at the ER,
19:47and that does increase risk.
19:49Good catch.
19:51Sometimes it's just
19:52the obvious answer.
19:53Absolutely.
19:54Thank you, Dr. Namazi.
19:55I'll keep that in mind.
19:56Okay.
19:57Next patient.
19:59Are you trying to make me
20:00the med student
20:01that gets cut on day one?
20:02I'm sure that's just a myth.
20:03It's fine.
20:04I'll take that.
20:04I'll make it up
20:05on the next one.
20:06Look, I know that
20:07climbing up Namazi's ass
20:08is just a coping mechanism
20:09for your all-consuming love
20:10for your brother's girlfriend.
20:11Why did I tell you that?
20:12Because you were, like,
20:13yearning to.
20:15Whatever.
20:16The safest place
20:17to hang out
20:18at an academic conference
20:19is in the hotel gym.
20:21Nice!
20:22Give me your phone.
20:23Mine's dead,
20:24and I want to call the kids.
20:25It's in my room.
20:25Also, the kids are fine.
20:27Also, you're upside down.
20:29Yes.
20:29Yes, I am.
20:32What are you doing?
20:36Getting some things
20:37off my chest.
20:38Why did I ask?
20:39You know,
20:41even though our marriage
20:42went to shit,
20:43we ended up being
20:44pretty good co-parents.
20:47Yes, we did.
20:52Oh, my God.
20:53I just remembered.
20:55Belly called me today
20:56to say she is studying abroad
20:58next semester
20:59in Paris.
21:00Oh!
21:01Do you know
21:02how the Parisian police
21:03found Quasimodo?
21:05They followed a hunch.
21:06Please never tell
21:09that joke again.
21:10You used to love my jokes.
21:12You used to laugh so hard
21:13beer would come out
21:14your nose.
21:14In fact,
21:15wasn't that why you slept
21:16with me on our first date?
21:17I was fake laughing,
21:18and I planned to sleep
21:19with you all along.
21:22You did?
21:24Mind if I work in?
21:27Uh, no.
21:28It's all yours.
21:28No, we're done here.
21:29Appreciate it.
21:29Why are you here?
21:46What are you...
21:46You haven't responded
21:47to my text all day.
21:49It's finals.
21:50It's a stressful time.
21:52Tay, are you okay?
21:53What's wrong?
21:55I'm hungry.
21:56Okay, then let's just
21:59grab some food.
22:00Come on, get in.
22:05Okay.
22:21So, uh...
22:23Uh, where do you want
22:25to go eat?
22:27I don't know.
22:34What?
22:38Uh...
22:38I broke up with Mia.
22:46I hope you didn't do that
22:48for me.
22:49What?
22:49Uh, sorry.
22:55I just...
22:56I thought you'd be happy
22:57that I just wanted
22:58to be with you.
22:59But after the other night,
23:00sleeping over...
23:01Steven, I...
23:02You're wrong.
23:03And I've told you before,
23:04I just want this
23:04to be casual.
23:05Okay, it's never casual
23:07with you and me.
23:08Taylor, you know that.
23:09Oh, my God.
23:10Let's just stop fucking around,
23:11you know, and do it for real
23:11so we don't keep hurting
23:12other people.
23:12They don't even know about us!
23:13That doesn't matter.
23:14It's still messed up.
23:17Taylor, I want you and me
23:18to have a fresh start,
23:19you know, free and clear
23:21and clean.
23:22Steven, we've tried before.
23:23We've tried a million times.
23:24We were kids then.
23:24It doesn't...
23:24We don't work.
23:25It never works.
23:26Taylor, you are the only girl
23:27I want to be with.
23:29I'm telling you.
23:30I think I love you.
23:31Stop! Stop!
23:31No, don't...
23:32I can't do this.
23:33What are you talking...
23:34Can you pull over
23:35and let me out
23:36of the fucking car?
23:36Taylor, no.
23:37Taylor, I need you
23:37to listen to me.
23:38Please.
23:38That's all I'm asking for.
23:39Steven, please just let me
23:39out of the car.
23:40We're in the middle
23:41of the road, Taylor.
23:41I'm not doing that.
23:42I want to leave.
23:43Pull over
23:43and let me
23:45out of the fucking car.
23:46Fine, fine, fine.
23:48Fuck.
23:49Here, I'm pulling over, okay?
23:56Taylor, what the fuck?
24:00Fuck.
24:01Fuck.
24:01Fuck.
24:02Fuck.
24:03Fuck.
24:04Fuck.
24:05Fuck.
24:06Fuck.
24:07Fuck.
24:08Fuck.
24:09Fuck.
24:10Fuck.
24:11Taylor, I told you
24:14I don't want...
24:16Oh, my God.
24:21Taylor.
24:22Hi.
24:25I'm really sorry.
24:26What happened?
24:28Were you with him
24:29or were you hurt?
24:31What happened?
24:32I...
24:33I wasn't in the car.
24:34Okay.
24:35We were arguing.
24:38I jumped out
24:39and he was trying
24:40and he was trying
24:41to come after me.
24:42Okay.
24:45What?
24:49What?
24:52It's just my fault.
24:54No, no.
24:55No, it's not your fault.
24:57Yes, it is.
24:58You're with Steven Conklin?
25:00Yeah, yeah.
25:01Is he okay?
25:02Initial scans show a cracked rib
25:04and a cerebral contusion.
25:06Cerebral contusion?
25:07What?
25:08It's a bruise on the brain.
25:09We won't know how serious it is
25:10until the swelling goes down.
25:11Until then,
25:12we'll keep him sedated.
25:14So we just wait and see?
25:15Is that it?
25:16There's some paperwork
25:17to fill out
25:18and someone will need
25:19to make decisions on his behalf.
25:20Can that be one of you?
25:21I'm his sister.
25:22His sister works.
25:23Okay.
25:24Um, what kind of decisions do I...
25:26Uh, it's...
25:27It's in the paperwork there.
25:31Uh-huh.
25:32I need to...
25:33I need to try my parents again.
25:34I couldn't...
25:35Okay, I'll...
25:36I will try them.
25:37I will do it.
25:39I don't know Steven's fucking insurance
25:41if he's on our parents' insurance
25:42or his job.
25:43How am I supposed to know
25:44his fucking blood type?
25:45I think...
25:46I think I remember Steven
25:47bragging about being
25:48a universal donor.
25:50Of course.
25:51You bragged about anything.
25:54Okay.
25:55Okay.
25:56He...
25:57O negative.
25:58He's O negative.
25:59Okay.
26:00I'm gonna try your parents again.
26:01Okay.
26:02I don't...
26:03I think I should, uh,
26:04let a few other people know, too.
26:06Do you want me to call Jer?
26:11I don't know.
26:12An hour ago,
26:13I wanted to throw up
26:14thinking about him,
26:15but now I just...
26:17I just wish he was here.
26:20He would know what to say
26:21to make me feel better.
26:25I'm gonna be your Jer today.
26:28Okay.
26:29We'll track down your parents.
26:30I will call Jer's dumbass, too.
26:32Okay.
26:33Just...
26:34Just fill out the paperwork
26:35and leave the rest to me.
26:36I'm gonna do it.
26:37Okay.
26:38Thank you.
26:39Um, can you call, uh, Conrad, too?
26:41Conrad.
26:42Because he just might understand
26:43what all this means.
26:44Yeah.
26:45I got you.
26:46I'm gonna call Conrad.
26:51Well, I'll hop on the next flight.
26:52No, it's fine.
26:53Laurel and John will probably
26:54be here by then.
26:55Okay.
26:56Well,
26:57tell me what the doctor said exactly.
26:59Uh, he's kind of a dick.
27:00He basically blew us off.
27:01We're trying to get updates, but...
27:03Well, maybe I can help.
27:04Where's he admitted?
27:05We're at, um, Providence General.
27:08But...
27:09How?
27:10I will figure it out.
27:11I just want to do something.
27:17Hey, how's Belly?
27:18She's fine.
27:19Yeah.
27:20Okay.
27:21Yeah.
27:22Yeah. Great.
27:23Okay.
27:24Well, just keep me updated, okay?
27:26Yep.
27:27Will do.
27:28All right.
27:30Dr. Namazi?
27:31Excuse me.
27:32What's up?
27:33A friend of mine was in a car accident.
27:36Uh, very close friend.
27:38More like family.
27:39And...
27:40He's at Providence General.
27:42Is there any chance you know anyone in neurology there?
27:45The head of neurology is a friend of a friend.
27:47Well, his name is Steven Conklin.
27:48Do you think there's any possible way that...
27:51You could make a call?
27:54I'll see what I can do.
27:56Thank you.
27:57Do you think you need to take the day?
28:01Uh...
28:02No.
28:04I'm good.
28:05Okay.
28:09Jared was in the lobby.
28:11Yeah. I know, babe.
28:16İzlediğiniz için teşekkür ederim.
28:46Why does he have to be so sweet?
28:48Should I text him?
28:51Isabel Conklin?
28:56I'm Dr. Joon Kuan.
28:58I head up the neurology team.
28:59I'm taking over your brother's case.
29:01Does that mean he's gotten worse?
29:02No, it means someone well-connected is looking out for you.
29:06I got a call from a colleague at Stanford.
29:09Steven is sedated and sleeping.
29:11He's stable, and I've ordered a CT scan.
29:13Have you seen him yet?
29:15Well, let's get you back there.
29:17We allow two visitors, immediate family only,
29:20so I'll presume this is Steven's other sister.
29:23Follow me.
29:32Any news on your friend?
29:33No.
29:35You sure you shouldn't just go out there?
29:37I don't even know how to do if I did.
29:39It's not like I'm a doctor yet.
29:40Plus, we barely talked over the last few years.
29:43No cell phones?
29:46Yeah.
29:47How did everything go with those blood draws?
29:49Good.
29:50Great.
29:52This is mislabeled.
29:57Oh, that's, uh, that's mine.
30:00That's my mistake.
30:01A mistake that put your patient at risk.
30:03I'll fix it right now.
30:04You should have gone home when I gave you the chance.
30:06It won't happen again.
30:07No, it won't.
30:08You're done here.
30:09You're not ready for this.
30:12You're firing me for one mistake?
30:15Dr. Namazi, please, I didn't...
30:16You may see this as one mistake,
30:18but this is about you not knowing your limits,
30:21which makes you a walking liability.
30:23My liability.
30:24Dr. Namazi, I didn't...
30:25No.
30:26You can always apply again next year.
30:28Steven, can I tell you a secret?
30:54I've never loved anyone like I love you.
30:57Do you know how scary that is?
31:08I know I act like I don't care, but I just...
31:11I care so, so much.
31:18You know, I'm always afraid that it's just a matter of time
31:20before you come to me and you tell me that I'm not worth it.
31:23You're just gonna be like,
31:25Actually, you're not worth it.
31:39So I figured if I just keep pushing you away
31:42and pretend that you don't mean anything to me,
31:44then you can't hurt me.
31:46And I don't know how to stop doing that.
31:50You know, the first time we got together,
32:03you remember you told me that you were like...
32:05You told me that you wouldn't give up on us.
32:11You have no idea how badly I wanted to believe you.
32:14I have good news. The CT scan is clear.
32:18The CT scan is clear? What does that mean?
32:20The swelling on Steven's brain has gone down,
32:22and we can start weaning him off the sedatives.
32:23It'll be a while until he wakes up.
32:24We'll let you know when he's ready for visitors.
32:25Thank you.
32:26It's okay. He's gonna be okay.
32:27I've just been scared.
32:28I've just been scared.
32:29I have good news. The CT scan is clear.
32:33The CT scan is clear? What does that mean?
32:35The CT scan is clear? What does that mean?
32:37The swelling on Steven's brain has gone down,
32:39and we can start weaning him off the sedatives.
32:41It'll be a while until he wakes up.
32:43We'll let you know when he's ready for visitors.
32:45Thank you.
32:50It's okay. He's gonna be okay.
32:52I've just been scared.
33:02I'm really sorry to dump this on you.
33:03I know you don't think that Steven and I should get back together.
33:06No, I never should have judged you.
33:08But you're right.
33:10I've been all over the place,
33:12not wanting to let go of Steven,
33:14but still keeping Davis around is this, like, emotional buffer.
33:17It's shitty.
33:19And selfish.
33:21And Steven was trying to do the right thing,
33:23and I'm just freaked.
33:25But all this, it's like...
33:32I think, I think that it made me realize that
33:35even though I'm so scared,
33:37I'm so scared to lose Steven again,
33:40I'm more scared not to try.
33:43No, I'm gonna, I'm gonna break up with Davis.
33:52Whatever you wanna do, I support you.
33:54All right, how rough do I look right now?
34:05Do I look hot?
34:07I'm not gonna lie to you.
34:09I look that bad.
34:13Just go back to the house.
34:14Eat something.
34:15Shower.
34:16You heard the doctor.
34:20He's not gonna be up for a little while anyway.
34:22Thanks, babe.
34:28Hey.
34:32If you wanna get back with Jeremiah, just do it.
34:35I never said that.
34:36And make him beg.
34:37Obviously, but...
34:39Don't just throw away everything you guys have had
34:41for the past four years.
34:46Like, not if it's still what you want.
34:48Okay.
35:04Lara.
35:05Oh.
35:07We gotta get up.
35:10Shut up.
35:13Still not a morning person, huh?
35:18My eyes are crispy.
35:20Can you bring me some of your contact solution?
35:22Yeah.
35:23Yeah.
35:35Oh, my God.
35:37John, get in here.
35:40Oh, my God.
35:41Mom, where are you?
35:43Belly, I just got your messages.
35:44What's going on?
35:46Steven was in an accident.
35:47Is he okay?
35:48He's gonna be fine.
35:50I've been trying to keep it together,
35:52but I was...
35:53I was so scared.
35:56Oh, man.
35:57Shut up.
35:58I can't imagine how terrified you must have been.
36:00I'm so, so sorry.
36:03Have you been there all alone?
36:05No.
36:06No.
36:07Um...
36:08Taylor's here, and she's been amazing, and...
36:12Jer's here.
36:13He stayed all night.
36:15Mom, things have been so crazy.
36:18Listen, sweetheart.
36:19I'll be there as soon as I can, and, um...
36:21I'll...
36:22I'll track down your dad and let him know.
36:25I love you so much, Belly.
36:27I love you, Mommy.
36:31Steven was in a car accident?
36:32He's okay.
36:33Okay.
36:34He's gonna be fine.
36:35Fuck.
36:36But Belly couldn't reach either of us last night.
36:37It's okay.
36:38Just meet me in the lobby in five.
36:39We hadn't seen each other much over the years, and we hadn't been alone together since...
36:53Hey.
36:54That day at the motel.
36:55Hey.
36:56Hey.
36:57Hey.
36:58Hey.
36:59Hey.
37:00Hey.
37:01Hey.
37:02Hey.
37:03Why are you holding a poker?
37:04Oh, um...
37:05I thought you were a burglar.
37:06Of course you did.
37:07Where's Jer?
37:08He and your dad are on their way to Chamonix.
37:10Right.
37:11Aren't you supposed to be meeting them there?
37:38aren't you supposed to be meeting them there?
37:40yeah my flight got delayed because of the weather
37:42they're trying to rebook me for the 28th
37:46what are you doing here?
37:48my mom is on a retreat
37:50in the mountains and steven's in new york
37:52i was all alone at home
37:54so
38:08Ah!
38:18You have chocolate all over your face.
38:20No, I don't.
38:21What do you do? You just stick your whole head in to save time?
38:24Shut it!
38:26No, I don't.
38:28You cold, I could start a fire.
38:30See, I think it's maybe a little late for a fire.
38:37I think I'm just gonna crash.
38:41Merry Christmas, Belly.
38:43It's really good to see you.
38:50You too.
39:00The next morning, right when I woke up,
39:02I had this funny feeling that he had already left.
39:08Help!
39:09Help!
39:17You okay?
39:18Oh no, leave me alone.
39:21You hurt? Can you move?
39:23I thought you were gone.
39:25Nope.
39:27Still here.
39:28Let me help you out.
39:33No, no, no.
39:34Just, just give me a minute.
39:37Okay.
39:47How bad does it hurt on a scale from one to ten?
39:50Eleven.
39:51You're such a baby when it comes to pain.
39:53No, I'm not.
39:54What?
39:56I mean, that fall you took was no joke.
40:00Seriously, it was like when animals slip and fall in cartoons on banana peels.
40:06What?
40:07You calling me an animal?
40:11Ow.
40:12I'm gonna pick you up and I'm gonna carry you to the couch.
40:18No, no, no, no.
40:19Just, just, just, no.
40:20Just, I'm too heavy for you.
40:21Just leave me here.
40:22Okay.
40:23I know I can't bench press my body weight like Jer, but I can pick you up, Belly.
40:29Ready?
40:30Okay, come on.
40:33Okay.
40:34Ow.
40:35You're okay.
40:36Ready?
40:37What?
40:38Ow.
40:41Watch your legs.
40:46Ow.
40:47You're okay.
40:48Yeah.
40:49Ow.
40:50That's when I had this sudden thought.
40:57A part of me will always love you.
41:12We spent the day together, but not together.
41:15Oh, to see without my eyes.
41:20The first time that you'll kiss me.
41:25Boundless by the time I die.
41:28Entertainingly expressive.
41:30H blank blank blank Y.
41:32Hm.
41:36Hammy.
41:38Hammy?
41:39I think this is the beginning of a beautiful friendship.
41:49She's better off with Laszlo.
41:51You're insane.
41:52Rick and Ilsa are obviously meant for each other.
41:54Their little love story is nothing compared to the work that Laszlo was doing for the Resistance.
41:59Oh, my God, dude.
42:01What?
42:02I'm gonna get more firewood.
42:05You are way too young to be this cynical.
42:07Yeah, yeah.
42:08It's true.
42:15Belly.
42:16Hey.
42:17Belly.
42:18Hey.
42:19Sorry, my reception out here is terrible.
42:20I'm on a mountain freezing my balls off.
42:21What are you up to?
42:22I'm actually in Cousins.
42:24I got super lonely, so I drove up.
42:27Oh, nice.
42:28Did you bring Taylor?
42:29No, I came by myself.
42:31Well, I wish you were here with me.
42:33Conrad's flight got mad stuff because of the weather, so I'm stuck here with my dad.
42:37Yeah, he, um, he's-
42:39What?
42:40Hello?
42:41Melody.
42:42Can you hear me?
42:43Jer, I-
42:44I can't hear what you're saying.
42:45Uh, never mind.
42:46What?
42:47Wait, uh, I'll show you tomorrow.
42:50Okay.
42:51Bye, Belly.
42:52Okay.
42:53Okay, love you.
42:54Hey, I-
42:56I would've told Jer that you're here too.
43:01Don't worry about it.
43:03I never told Jeremiah that Conrad was with me at Cousins.
43:07Because there was nothing to tell.
43:09Nothing happened with Conrad.
43:11Nothing was ever gonna happen.
43:13The next morning, Conrad was gone.
43:29He left just like I thought he would.
43:34No good-bye.
43:35Just gone like a ghost.
43:36No good-bye.
43:37Just gone like a ghost.
43:49Conrad Fisher.
43:50The ghost of Christmas past.
43:52Blackbird on my shoulder
43:56And what difference does it make?
44:01When this love is over
44:05Shall I sleep within your bed?
44:10River of unhappiness
44:14Hold your hands upon my head
44:19Till I breathe my last breath
44:23Oh, the woe is me
44:27The last time that you touch me
44:32How will wonders ever cease
44:36The last time be the mystery of love
44:49Come in.
45:09Hey.
45:10Can you take your shoes off?
45:11I'm gonna be here for like a sec.
45:12I was just on my way in and...
45:14Came to rub it in my face that I got fired on day one?
45:16No, jerk.
45:17I wanted to see how your friend's doing.
45:18Yeah, he's gonna be okay.
45:20Thanks.
45:21Good.
45:23This is for you?
45:24Thank you.
45:25You're welcome.
45:26Um...
45:30So look, um...
45:32About yesterday...
45:34I mean, we all know Namazi's a hard ass.
45:36I'm fine.
45:38Cool.
45:39Uh, that's...
45:41Actually, I was gonna say...
45:43That she kind of has a point.
45:45Oh.
45:46I mean, look, you know I always tell you the truth, right?
45:50And the truth is that you're smart as hell.
45:53Obviously.
45:54But you need to pay more attention to your feelings.
45:56Excuse me?
45:57Well, you can deny your emotions all you want.
46:01They're not going anywhere.
46:04And as long as you're afraid to face them,
46:07they'll run you, not the other way around.
46:10Hello.
46:15Would have been nice.
46:17Hello.
46:21Steven?
46:22You ready for a visitor?
46:23Oh, yeah.
46:24Oh, you're awake.
46:25Ow!
46:26Ow!
46:27Ow!
46:28Careful of his ribs.
46:29No, no, break another one, why don't you?
46:30It's barely cracked, you baby.
46:33How's, uh...
46:35How's mom and dad?
46:36Where are they?
46:37They're on their way.
46:38Hey.
46:40Uh, hi.
46:44I'm gonna give you two a minute.
46:46I'm glad you're alive.
46:53You scared the shit out of everyone.
46:55You know that?
46:56Belly was worried to death.
46:57I knew you were just being a drama queen, obviously.
47:00I was in a coma, so...
47:02Yeah, but...
47:04medically induced.
47:06Huh.
47:07Steven, I'm joking.
47:12I was worried about you too, obviously.
47:14Yeah.
47:15Yeah, you know, I've been thinking a lot about what you said since I woke up.
47:18You know, before the crash.
47:19Me too.
47:20And you were right.
47:24You and me, we don't work.
47:27What?
47:32If we never ran into each other that day in New York, we would've just gone about our lives and been fine.
47:38So let's just pretend we didn't.
47:45I've never been able to think earlier when it comes to you, Ty.
47:51I couldn't let you go.
47:53You know I love a challenge, but...
48:00This is a wake-up call.
48:03You were right.
48:05You and me, we don't work.
48:07Hmm.
48:11Good.
48:12Then we're on the same page.
48:14Yeah, yeah, finally.
48:15I'm gonna go find Belly.
48:16First loves are important.
48:30Conrad was mine.
48:32For the rest of my life, I would think of him fondly.
48:35The way you do your first pet.
48:37The first car you drove.
48:40But they're not as important as lasts.
48:46Stephen's gonna be okay.
48:57Thank God.
49:04Do you wanna get some air?
49:08Yeah. Yeah, I would love that.
49:09I was...
49:16I am so mad at you.
49:19You have every right to be.
49:21I'm sorry for what I did to you, and I'm sorry I didn't tell you sooner.
49:24I'm sorry you found out the worst way possible.
49:28I know it's gonna take a lot of work for you to even begin to trust me again,
49:31but I am willing to do whatever it takes if you let me.
49:39I'm sorry too.
49:42Sorry for what?
49:46Sorry for everything leading up to that fight.
49:51And to Cabo.
49:55I can see how you thought we were broken up.
49:58You can?
50:02Yeah, but I...
50:04I don't understand how you could just move on to somebody else so easily.
50:08I mean, I could barely function.
50:10How were you okay enough to have sex with someone?
50:13No, Belly, I was completely numb that whole week.
50:16I didn't even feel like I was there when Lacey and I...
50:19When we had sex.
50:20After I-I just sat in the shower and cried for I don't-I don't even know how long.
50:27I was just thinking, how could I deserve you after that?
50:35Maybe we shouldn't let one mistake erase all these years.
50:40I mean, if we both believe that what we have is bigger than our mistakes, then...
50:50Maybe we can just start over.
50:54I want that.
50:56Bells, I-I want that so much.
50:59You can't ever hurt me like that again.
51:02I promise.
51:03I promise.
51:08I promise.
51:23I don't want to mess this up again.
51:26We won't.
51:27After Steven, I-I get it now.
51:31Life's too short not to spend it with the person that you love.
51:36I want to be with you always, no matter what.
51:41I just can't imagine my life without you.
51:45Me either.
51:47Belly has always been our story.
51:49Yours and mine.
51:51Nobody else's.
51:52What are you thinking?
51:57The future is just crazy.
52:01I don't know what, say it.
52:05Would you-
52:07Yes.
52:09You don't even know what I'm about to say.
52:12Try me.
52:18Isabel Conklin?
52:19Will you marry me?
52:24Yes.
52:25Yeah, I'll marry you.
52:27I swear I've known you longer than...
52:36I love you.
52:38I love you too.
52:39I love you too.
52:40I love you too.
52:41?"
52:43I love you too.
52:47I love you too.
53:06I love you too.
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