The Summer I Turned Pretty Season 3 Episode 2

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00:00Previously, on the summer I turned pretty, I told everyone that I applied to Finch because it was a good school.

00:17The truest of all was that I just wanted to be near him.

00:21Now here we are.

00:22We are gonna do this for the rest of our lives.

00:24I got off the waitlist for study abroad.

00:26Paris.

00:27Have you and Conrad started your speech for the dedication ceremony?

00:30Half of Cousins is coming to see Susanna's memorial garden.

00:33I want to get my cap and gown and my name wasn't on the list.

00:35I'm not graduating.

00:36We keep coming back to each other, it feels like it's never really over.

00:39I got that summer clinic job.

00:41Have you ever been in love?

00:42Once.

00:43So what was her name?

00:44Ellie.

00:45Wait, like your brother's girlfriend?

00:46Hey Jer, look, I am not gonna be able to make the dedication.

00:51Oh, it happens in Cabo State in Cabo.

00:54Did you hook up with Lacey Barone during spring break?

00:56Shit.

00:57It happened when we were on a break.

00:58It didn't mean anything to me.

00:59It means something to me!

01:00I swear to you!

01:01You ruined everything!

01:02Bells, can we go on a coffee run?

01:09I thought you said you had to get at least a B on your media ethics midterm or you were so screwed.

01:29So screwed.

01:31Fine.

01:32You are no fun.

01:33Hmm.

01:34Hmm.

01:35Hmm.

01:36Wait, what's this important flight update for Cabo?

01:42Since when are you going to Cabo?

01:44Yeah, I told you about the last minute flight of boats.

01:47Uh, I think I would have remembered you going to Mexico.

01:50Oh, well, Bells, this is my last spring break and you're going to be in Philly, so.

01:54Yeah, but we said we might meet up in Cousins.

01:57And I thought you were trying to spend more time with your dad.

01:59Okay, don't try to guilt trip me about my dad.

02:02I just saw him last weekend.

02:03Did something happen with you guys?

02:06You've been kind of moody since then.

02:08Something worse than visiting my dead mom's grave?

02:11No.

02:12Hey, okay, that's, that's not fair.

02:15I just, I think you're being a little bit selfish.

02:18Okay, sorry.

02:20Can you just stop riding me?

02:22If you want to come to Cabo, then just come.

02:24No, I don't want to crash your boys trip.

02:26It's not just boys.

02:27The sororities are going too.

02:28Oh, so girls were invited, just not girlfriends.

02:31Cool.

02:32Look, I promise I'm not interested in whatever wet t-shirt contest or whatever it is that you're picturing.

02:36It's not that.

02:37Then what is it?

02:38What is wrong with you right now?

02:39You're the one who didn't even tell me that you're leaving the country.

02:41Yeah, because you hate anything having to do with frats.

02:43When did I ever say that?

02:45You don't have to.

02:46I can feel you judging us.

02:47Sorry if I'm a dumbass who's probably going to bomb his midterm.

02:50Sorry if I want to have a little fun at spring break.

02:52And I'm sorry that I'm not some straight A overachiever going to med school like Conrad.

02:55Oh my God, what?

02:57Please, please don't put your inferiority complex on me.

03:00I wonder where that came from.

03:02Well, it didn't start with me, so maybe look at your dad.

03:05Wow.

03:06Well, if you think I'm so stupid and selfish, then why are you even with me?

03:10Fuck it.

03:11I won't waste your time.

03:12You're being ridiculous right now.

03:13You think everything I do is ridiculous and I'm sick of it.

03:16So let's just end it.

03:17Are you serious?

03:18Yes.

03:19I'm serious.

03:20Okay, fine.

03:21If that's how you feel.

03:22It is.

03:23Great.

03:24Okay, awesome.

03:25Bye.

03:26Bye.

03:27I went home for spring break and we still hadn't talked.

03:31I can't believe it's been five days and he still hasn't texted me.

03:36Haven't you also not texted him?

03:39Yeah, but he's the one who picked the fight out of nowhere.

03:42Why don't you just come with me to New York for a couple of days?

03:45We can, like, run around the city after I crushed my interview.

03:48I'm too depressed.

03:50Stop looking at Instagram.

03:51I just still don't even know what the hell happened.

03:54See?

03:55Okay, I'm heading out!

03:57Bye, Mom!

03:59Well, the good news is he looks emotionally destroyed.

04:02I mean, I knew he was down about his grades, but I...

04:05Just stop obsessing.

04:06You wanna know what's going on?

04:08Why don't you ask him?

04:09Yeah, but he's the one who...

04:10Just talk to him when he gets back.

04:12Guys are like dogs.

04:13They hide when they've screwed up.

04:15And even the world's best boyfriend is gonna fuck up sometimes.

04:18You know he feels bad about it.

04:20Like, it's Jer.

04:21You're his oxygen.

04:22He can't breathe without you.

04:29I really thought Taylor was right.

04:31So when we got back to school, I went to see him.

04:36Are you really not gonna come find me?

04:38I mean, you pick a fight, walk out the door,

04:40and I don't hear from you for a week?

04:42I'm a total asshole, Billy.

04:44I fucked up, and I fucked up really bad.

04:46Hey, no, it's okay.

04:50No.

04:51No, it's not.

04:53I had a shitty week, and I took it out on you.

04:56I'm just sorry.

04:58I'm sorry, Billy.

04:59Look, I mean...

05:00We had a fight.

05:03It's not the end of the world.

05:07What does this mean?

05:09Does this mean you wanna get back together?

05:12We never stopped being together.

05:14Billy, when I was in Cabo, I-I thought...

05:26I just thought we'd lose.

05:34I just can't believe I almost lost you over something so stupid.

05:37You could never lose me.

05:47Uh...

05:50Uh...

05:52I got you this.

05:53I was just on the beach, and I was just thinking about you.

05:55I didn't even know if you would ever talk again.

05:57But...

05:58It's really stupid, and you don't have to wear it.

06:00No.

06:01I love it.

06:06I love you.

06:07I'm just serious.

06:10You're a good friend.

06:11You're not.

06:12I'm just kidding.

06:13I'm trying to...

06:14I love you.

06:16I'm just kidding.

06:17I love you.

06:19I love you.

06:20I love you.

06:21I love you.

06:22I love you.

06:23I love you.

06:24I love you.

06:25You're super rich, son.

06:26I'm really fascinated.

06:27I love you.

06:28I love you.

06:29Maybe you're so pathetic, man.

06:31Taylor's here.

06:51I'm asleep.

06:53Connor.

06:59She's asleep.

07:01Okay, I just want to talk to her.

07:02I think she should rest right now.

07:04Okay.

07:05Fine.

07:06This is a breakfast burrito, extra crispy bacon, the way she likes it.

07:09Just make sure she eats something.

07:11Okay.

07:13Bye.

07:20Ellie, I swear, I obviously had no idea about Lacey.

07:24You know I would have killed them both for you, okay?

07:27Please just call me back.

07:28Like, just call me back.

07:31Uh, no, I wouldn't get any closer unless you want your balls cut off.

07:34Please just tell me how she is.

07:35I don't know.

07:36She won't talk to me either.

07:37Your side chick is in my sorority, so now I'm just, like, guilty by association.

07:41Taylor, please hear me out.

07:42No, I have always been on your side.

07:44I was the freaking CEO of Team Jeremiah now to find out that you're the scummy little fucking

07:47hot tub cheater.

07:48It's insane.

07:49I didn't cheat.

07:50We were on a break.

07:51No, that's bullshit.

07:52You're not getting off on this, like, technicality.

07:55You were broken up for all of two seconds, Jeremiah.

07:58And then you got her this, like, cheap-ass puka shell bracelet to make it up to her.

08:02Like, what are you doing?

08:03What are you thinking?

08:04What?

08:04You're the expert on cheating now, huh?

08:06Excuse me?

08:06You heard me.

08:07How are Davis and Mia?

08:10Don't turn it around on me.

08:12You were supposed to be the ideal.

08:14You were supposed to deserve her.

08:16But you don't, and you probably never did.

08:21Can you get out of here?

08:33Hey, this is Taylor.

08:34Leave a message.

08:37Adam called you in for this meeting, too, huh?

08:41Yep.

08:41Yeah.

08:42Fine way to spend a Sunday.

08:44Sitting in the background while the grown-ups talk.

08:47Did you, uh, get to the dossier I sent you on Friday?

08:50Yep.

08:51Yep.

08:52Yep.

08:52Yeah.

08:53So you saw it at Starrcadex?

08:57Starrcadex?

08:57Like, like, the gaming startup?

08:59Oh, my God.

08:59I knew you were a gamer.

09:00Jesus, be a bigger nerd cliche, please.

09:02Wait, no.

09:03No, relax.

09:04All right, I used to program that shit.

09:06Computer Engineering at Princeton?

09:08Right.

09:08Remember?

09:09Yes.

09:09How could I forget?

09:10It is in your email signature.

09:12Mm-hmm.

09:13Look, just do me a favor, all right?

09:15Read the dossier, and then call your girlfriend.

09:19Okay?

09:20Yeah.

09:21Well, I actually, um, I actually broke up with my girlfriend.

09:24That was, uh, that was my, my ex.

09:27Well, ex?

09:28Ex?

09:28Oh, my God.

09:29No, no, no.

09:29Stop.

09:30Immediately, no.

09:31I, no personal stuff, all right?

09:33I'm not the co-worker who's going to be invested in your little dramas.

09:37I don't care.

09:39Yeah.

09:41All right.

09:42Um, Starrcadex?

09:44Every VC shop is going to try to move on this company, all right?

09:46So we really need to be on the ball with us.

09:48Copy.

09:49Copy.

09:50Got you.

10:21You just have to make it to the library, one thing at a time.

10:37Yeah, but everything leads to him.

10:41Like, I, I can't just study.

10:44I also have to call and quit my summer job because, obviously, I'm not going to be in

10:49Cousins because Jeremiah.

10:53And then I have to figure out how to tell my mom that I can't bring myself to go to Susanna's

10:58memorial because, again, Jeremiah.

11:00And I might never even go to the summer house again because of fucking Jeremiah.

11:05So, okay, one thing at a time is not going to work for you.

11:08No, no, nothing's going to work because everything is...

11:11Oh, my God.

11:17Hey, you're going to be okay.

11:20I'll meet you after a study group.

11:22It's not just Lacey I can't avoid.

11:25I see Jeremiah everywhere.

11:27Hung all my clothes in the closet you made.

11:31Even when he isn't really there.

11:33She's in the boxes, I send him your way.

11:35Hoping life brings you no new pain.

11:40I rearrange my memories.

11:44I try to rewrite my life.

11:47But no matter how I try to

11:53And no matter how I want to

12:00And no matter how easy things could be if I did

12:09And no matter how guilty I still feel

12:14I'm staying with you

12:16I wish I hated you

12:18Our shadows dance in a parallel plane

12:22Just two different endings

12:25You learn to repair

12:26And I learn to keep me in one place

12:30Everywhere I go

12:31There's a memory of us

12:33From when we were

12:34Golden

12:36Everybody, me, John

12:37You're beautiful, John.

12:40That was a great chance.

12:41I couldn't live in a tour.

12:45So

12:45I just need to not be here.

12:59Hi.

13:00Mom, hi.

13:01Um, quick question.

13:02Can you send me my birth certificate?

13:04Overnight, if possible?

13:06Hello to you too, my loving daughter.

13:08I'm fine.

13:08Thanks for asking.

13:09How are you?

13:10Sorry.

13:11How are you, Mom?

13:12I had an extremely dull conference, which means I am nowhere near your birth certificate.

13:17What do you need it for, anyway?

13:19A passport.

13:20I found out I got off the wait list for Paris.

13:25That's fantastic.

13:26Honey, congratulations.

13:30How's JR taking it?

13:31I know he'll miss you, but he must be so proud.

13:34Yeah.

13:34Um, Mom, I gotta go.

13:38Okay.

13:39Love you.

13:44Bro, you're tweaking.

13:47You need to...

13:47Level out.

13:50Try some of the indica I got.

13:51May help ease the pain.

13:53I just lost the most important person in my life.

13:56Sorry if I don't have the energy to be alive.

13:58Oh, you don't think I know about breakups?

13:59I know about breakups.

14:00You saw me after Sean.

14:02You two were together for two seconds, Redbird.

14:04Felt like something to me.

14:05I can't believe I fucked it up this bad.

14:08Dude, I dig your girl.

14:10I really do.

14:11And I say this with love, but...

14:13You two were broken up.

14:15Right?

14:15And you were wasted as hell.

14:17And Lacey was all over your shit.

14:18Bro, it's not an excuse.

14:20I should have told her as soon as I got back.

14:22Yeah.

14:24Yeah, probably.

14:24Belly's been the center of my world

14:37since I lost my mom.

14:43She's everything to me.

14:46And losing her feels like...

14:49It feels like I'm losing the best part of myself.

14:56That's beautiful, man.

15:02So fight for her.

15:04Stop saying you're sorry.

15:05Find a way to show her.

15:09Make it sound so easy.

15:11I don't think it's supposed to be.

15:12I just can't believe it.

15:18He acts so devoted,

15:20but he's just as shady as the rest.

15:22I swear, if he comes to our dorm,

15:24it's on sight.

15:25Don't smile, please.

15:27That won't be a problem.

15:28Kind of sucks you're not leaving for Paris tomorrow.

15:32Do you think I'm being too hard on him?

15:34Look,

15:35if you really thought

15:38you were broken up,

15:40technically it's not cheating,

15:41but to keep it a secret?

15:44That tells me

15:44he knew what he did was wrong

15:46and he chose to keep it from you.

15:49That's the part

15:49I can't get over.

15:52What Annika didn't know

15:53was that

15:54I had a secret, too.

15:57It was the day after Christmas last year.

16:00My mom was at a writer's retreat.

16:02Steven was visiting friends.

16:03J.R. was going skiing

16:04with his dad and Conrad.

16:06I figured,

16:07why be home alone

16:08when I could be at my favorite place

16:10in the world?

16:11So I borrowed Steven's car

16:12and went to Cousin's.

16:20Ah, shit.

16:22Shit, shit, shit, shit.

16:24Oh, my God.

16:25Okay, what would Kevin do?

16:26What would Kevin do?

16:28Okay.

16:29Okay.

16:29Steven, open up.

16:44It's me.

16:50Billy?

16:51You okay?

16:52Yeah, yeah, yeah.

16:54Sorry.

16:55Just the flash got to me.

16:57Okay.

16:58Next.

17:11Billy.

17:12No, please don't leave.

17:13I made the biggest mistake of my life.

17:15Please just talk to me.

17:16Look, I'll tell you anything.

17:20I'll tell you anything.

17:20I just don't want any more secrets between us.

17:24Okay.

17:29How did it happen?

17:32Look, I was really sad.

17:33I was drunk.

17:36She was just there.

17:37How many times?

17:46Twice.

17:49Jer, how could you do this to me?

17:51Billy, please.

17:52I know I don't deserve you,

17:54but I love you more than anyone else in the world,

17:56and it kills me to see you hurting,

17:58and I would do anything to take it back.

17:59Stop.

18:00You can't undo what you did.

18:02Billy, please.

18:04I'm sorry.

18:05I'm so sorry.

18:05I've never loved anyone but you.

18:08I love him, too,

18:09and I want to forgive him.

18:12I just don't know how.

18:16You were supposed to be the one person

18:18who would never hurt me,

18:20and now you're the person who hurt me the most.

18:29Laurel.

18:35Elliot.

18:36Hey.

18:38Oh, fancy books you got there.

18:40Oh, yeah, you know,

18:41well, I've already read the Moncrief translation twice, so...

18:43As one does.

18:44Yeah.

18:45Yeah, I've decided it's the year that I finally read

18:48A La Recherche du Temps Perdue

18:49in the original French.

18:52Go for it.

18:53Live on the edge.

18:55You know, um,

18:56you and I, we could start our own book group

18:58if, uh, if you're interested.

19:00Ah, unfortunately,

19:01Professor Park dropped out of French

19:03her first year of college.

19:05John?

19:06What are you doing here?

19:07Open up a word with you.

19:09In private.

19:10Professor.

19:11Okay.

19:13See you later, Elliot?

19:14Uh, sure.

19:16Yeah.

19:16Um, I'll be at the, uh,

19:18Flaubert Symposium if you want to drop by.

19:20Okay.

19:21Sounds great.

19:22Okay.

19:26What was that?

19:26So, TAs are allowed to flirt with professors now?

19:29He's an adjunct,

19:30and maybe I was flirting back.

19:32Well, then I was doing him a favor.

19:34You'd have eaten him alive in, well, five minutes.

19:36What's a history professor doing at a lit conference anyway?

19:39Researching potential crossover courses.

19:41Our provost is looking for ways

19:42to make history sexy again.

19:45And a lit conference

19:46is definitely the way to do that.

19:48Shoot me, Dad.

19:48Please make your way into ballroom B

19:51for tropes of old English epic poetry.

19:58That sounds...

19:59Worrying as shit.

20:00Yeah.

20:02Okay.

20:06New plan.

20:07We find somewhere to drink this.

20:08Steal a wine opener.

20:09I can't do that.

20:10Pull your weight.

20:10Okay.

20:27Welcome to day one.

20:29By the end of the summer,

20:31I expect half of you will still be here.

20:33Don't piss me off,

20:34and we'll be fine.

20:37Okay.

20:38First patient.

20:39We have a 15-year-old boy

20:41came in following a seizure.

20:43Any thoughts on what might be going on?

20:46I want to start off with our first years.

20:48What do you say?

20:49Well, it could...

20:51Uh...

20:52Could be puberty hormones.

20:54He's 15.

20:55Uh, could also...

20:55He's also recovering from the flu,

20:57and fevers are the most common cause

20:59of seizures at his age.

21:00Very good.

21:01They also gave him nausea meds at the ER,

21:02and that does increase risk.

21:04Good catch.

21:06Sometimes it's just the obvious answer.

21:08Absolutely.

21:09Thank you, Dr. Namazi.

21:10I'll keep that in mind.

21:11Okay.

21:12Next patient.

21:14Are you trying to make me the med student

21:16that gets cut on day one?

21:17I'm sure it's just a mess.

21:18It's fine.

21:19I'll take that.

21:19I'll make it up in the next one.

21:21Look, I know that climbing up Namazi's ass

21:23is just a coping mechanism

21:24for your all-consuming love

21:25for your brother's girlfriend.

21:26Why did I tell you that?

21:27Because you were, like, yearning to.

21:30Whatever.

21:30Safest place to hang out

21:33at an academic conference

21:34is in the hotel gym.

21:36Nice!

21:37Give me your phone.

21:38Mine's dead,

21:39and I want to call the kids.

21:40It's in my room.

21:41Also, the kids are fine.

21:42Also, you're upside down.

21:44Yes.

21:45Yes, I am.

21:47What are you doing?

21:51Getting some things off my chest.

21:53Why did I ask?

21:54You know,

21:56even though our marriage went to shit,

21:59we ended up being pretty good co-parents.

22:02Yes, we did.

22:07Oh, my God.

22:08I just remembered.

22:10Belly called me today

22:11to say she is studying abroad

22:13next semester in Paris.

22:15Oh!

22:16Do you know

22:17how the Parisian police found Quasimodo?

22:20They followed a hunch.

22:22Please never tell that joke again.

22:25You used to love my jokes.

22:27You used to laugh so hard

22:28beer would come out your nose.

22:29In fact,

22:30wasn't that why you slept with me

22:31on our first date?

22:32I was fake laughing,

22:34and I planned to sleep with you all along.

22:37You did?

22:40Mind if I work in?

22:42Uh, no.

22:43It's all yours.

22:43We're done here.

22:44Appreciate it.

22:54Why are you here?

23:01What are you...

23:01You haven't responded to my text all day.

23:04It's finals.

23:05It's a stressful time.

23:07Tay, are you okay?

23:08What's wrong?

23:08I'm hungry.

23:12Okay, then let's just grab some food.

23:15Come on, get in.

23:20Okay.

23:20So, uh...

23:37Uh, where do you want to go eat?

23:41I don't know.

23:49What?

23:54I broke up with Mia.

23:55I hope you didn't do that for me.

24:04What?

24:07What?

24:07Uh...

24:08Sorry.

24:10I just...

24:11I thought you'd be happy

24:12that I just wanted to be with you.

24:14Even after the other night,

24:15sleeping over...

24:16Steven, I...

24:17You're wrong.

24:18And I've told you before,

24:19I just want this to be casual.

24:20Okay, it's never casual with you and me.

24:23Taylor, you know that.

24:24Oh, my God.

24:25Get fucking around.

24:26You know, and do it for real

24:27so we don't keep hurting other people.

24:28They don't even know about us.

24:29That doesn't matter.

24:29It's still messed up.

24:32Taylor, I want you and me

24:33to have a fresh start.

24:34You know, free and clear and clean.

24:36Steven, we've tried before.

24:38We've tried a million times.

24:39We were kids then.

24:39We don't work.

24:40It never works.

24:41Taylor, you are the only girl

24:42I want to be with.

24:44What?

24:44I'm telling you.

24:45I think I love you.

24:46Stop. Stop.

24:46No, don't.

24:47I can't do this.

24:48What are you talking...

24:49Can you pull over and let me out

24:51of the fucking car?

24:51Taylor, no.

24:52Taylor, I need you to listen to me.

24:53Please.

24:53That's all I'm asking for.

24:54Steven, please just let me out

24:55of the car.

24:55We're in the middle of the road, Taylor.

24:56I don't care.

24:57I want to leave.

24:58Pull over and let me

25:00out of the fucking car.

25:01Fine, fine, fine.

25:03Fuck.

25:04Here, I'm pulling over, okay?

25:11Taylor, what the fuck?

25:23Taylor, I told you I don't want...

25:30Oh, my God.

25:36Taylor.

25:37Hi.

25:40I'm really sorry.

25:42What happened?

25:43Were you with him or were you hurt?

25:46What happened?

25:47I wasn't in the car.

25:49Okay.

25:50We were arguing.

25:53I jumped out and he was trying to come after me.

25:56Okay.

26:00What?

26:07It's just my fault.

26:09No, no.

26:10No, it's not your fault.

26:12Yes, it is.

26:13You're with Steven Conklin?

26:15Yeah, yeah.

26:16Is he okay?

26:18Initial scans show a cracked rib

26:19and a cerebral contusion.

26:21Cerebral contusion?

26:23It's a bruise on the brain.

26:25We won't know how serious it is

26:26until the swelling goes down.

26:27Until then, we'll keep him sedated.

26:30So we just wait and see?

26:31Is that it?

26:32There's some paperwork to fill out

26:33and someone will need to make decisions

26:35on his behalf.

26:35Can that be one of you?

26:37I'm his sister.

26:38His sister works.

26:39Okay.

26:40Um, what kind of decisions do I...

26:42Uh, it's...

26:43It's in the paperwork there.

26:46Uh-huh.

26:47I need to...

26:48I need to try my parents again.

26:50I couldn't...

26:50Okay, I'll...

26:51I will try them.

26:52I will do it.

26:54I don't know Steven's fucking insurance

26:56if he's on our parents' insurance

26:57or his job.

26:58How am I supposed to know

26:59his fucking blood type?

27:01I think...

27:01I think I remember Steven

27:02bragging about being

27:04a universal donor.

27:05Of course,

27:06you didn't brag about anything.

27:07Okay.

27:11He...

27:11O-negative.

27:12He's O-negative.

27:14Okay.

27:15I'm gonna try your parents again.

27:16I don't...

27:17I think I should, uh,

27:19let a few other people know, too.

27:22You want me to call Jer?

27:23I don't know an hour ago.

27:27I wanted to throw up

27:29thinking about him,

27:29but now I just...

27:31I just wish he was here.

27:35I didn't even know what to say

27:36to make me feel better.

27:41I'm gonna be your Jer today.

27:44Okay, we'll track down your parents.

27:46I will call Jer's dumbass, too.

27:48Okay?

27:48Just...

27:50Just fill out the paperwork

27:51and leave the rest to me.

27:52I'm gonna do it.

27:54Um, can you call, uh,

27:56Conrad, too?

27:56Because he just might

27:57understand what all this means.

28:00Yeah, I got you.

28:01I'm gonna call Conrad.

28:06Well, I'll hop on the next flight.

28:08No, it's fine.

28:09Laurel and John

28:09will probably be here by then.

28:10Okay.

28:12Well,

28:13tell him what the doctor

28:14said exactly.

28:15Uh, he's kind of a dick.

28:16He basically blew us off.

28:17We're trying to get updates.

28:18But...

28:19Well, maybe I can help.

28:19Where's he admitted?

28:21We're at, um, Providence General.

28:23But how?

28:25I will figure it out.

28:28I just want to do something.

28:32Hey, how's Belly?

28:34She's fine.

28:35Yeah?

28:35Okay.

28:36Yeah.

28:37Yeah, great.

28:38Okay.

28:40Well, just keep me updated, okay?

28:41Yep, will do.

28:42All right.

28:43Dr. Namazi, excuse me.

28:48What's up?

28:49A friend of mine was in a car accident.

28:52Uh, very close friend, more like family.

28:54And he's at Providence General.

28:57Is there any chance you know anyone in neurology there?

29:00The head of neurology is a friend of a friend.

29:02Well, his name is Stephen Conklin.

29:03Do you think there's any possible way that you could make a call?

29:09I'll see what I can do.

29:12Do you think you need to take the date?

29:17Uh, no.

29:19I'm good.

29:20Okay.

29:21Jayra's in the line.

29:51Bobby?

29:52Yeah, I know, babe.

29:54He just wants to be nearby if we need him.

29:56He's not going to come try and talk to you or anything.

29:59That's so sweet.

30:01Why does he have to be so sweet?

30:04Should I text him?

30:09Isabel Conklin?

30:11Yeah.

30:12I'm Dr. Joon Kwon.

30:13I head up the neurology team.

30:14I'm taking over your brother's case.

30:16Does that mean he's gotten worse?

30:17No, it means someone well-connected is looking out for you.

30:21I got a call from a colleague at Stanford.

30:25Stephen is sedated and sleeping.

30:26He's stable, and I've ordered a CT scan.

30:29Have you seen him yet?

30:31Well, let's get you back there.

30:32We allow two visitors, immediate family only,

30:35so I'll presume this is Stephen's other sister.

30:38Follow me.

30:39Any news on your friend?

30:49No.

30:50You sure you shouldn't just go out there?

30:52I don't even know what I'd do if I did.

30:54It's not like I'm a doctor yet.

30:56Plus, we barely talked over the last few years.

30:58Dr. Len, you report to outpatient...

31:00No cell phones.

31:02Yeah.

31:03How did everything go with those blood draws?

31:05Good.

31:06Great.

31:11This is mislabeled.

31:14Oh, that's, uh, that's mine.

31:16That's my mistake.

31:17A mistake that put your patient at risk.

31:19I'll fix it right now.

31:20You should have gone home when I gave you the chance.

31:21It won't happen again.

31:22No, it won't.

31:24You're done here.

31:25You're not ready for this.

31:28You're firing me for one mistake?

31:30Dr. Namazi, please, I didn't...

31:32You may see this as one mistake,

31:34but this is about you not knowing your limits,

31:36which makes you a walking liability, my liability.

31:39Dr. Namazi, I...

31:41No.

31:42You can always apply again next year.

31:43Steven, can I tell you a secret?

32:10I've never loved anyone like I love you.

32:13Do you know how scary that is?

32:23I know I act like I don't care,

32:26but I just, I care so, so much.

32:33You know, I'm always afraid that it's just a matter of time

32:35before you come to me and you tell me that I'm not worth it.

32:38You're just gonna be like,

32:40actually, you're not worth it.

32:42So I figured if I just keep pushing you away

32:57and pretend that you don't mean anything to me,

33:00then you can't hurt me.

33:01And I don't know how to stop doing that.

33:17You know, the first time we got together,

33:19you remember you told me that you were like...

33:21You told me that you wouldn't give up on us.

33:24You have no idea how badly I wanted to believe you.

33:30I have good news.

33:49The CT scan is clear.

33:50The CT scan is clear?

33:52What does that mean?

33:53The swelling on Steven's brain has gone down

33:55and we can start weaning him off the sedatives.

33:57It'll be a while until he wakes up.

33:59We'll let you know when he's ready for visitors.

34:05It's okay.

34:06He's gonna be okay.

34:08I've just been scared.

34:09I'm really sorry to dump this on you.

34:19I know you don't think that Steven and I

34:20should get back together.

34:21No, I never should have judged you.

34:24But you're right.

34:25I've been all over the place.

34:28Like, not wanting to let go of Steven,

34:30but still keeping Davis around

34:31is this, like, emotional buffer.

34:33It's shitty.

34:34It's selfish.

34:37And Steven was trying to do the right thing

34:39and I'm just freaked.

34:41But all this...

34:43It's like...

34:45I think...

34:48I think that it made me realize that

34:51even though I'm so scared...

34:53I'm so scared to lose Steven again.

34:55I'm more scared not to try.

35:02I'm gonna...

35:03I'm gonna break up with Davis.

35:07Whatever you want to do,

35:09I support you.

35:19All right, how rough do I look right now?

35:21Do I look hot?

35:23I'm not gonna lie to you.

35:24I look that bad.

35:28Just go back to the house.

35:30Eat something.

35:31Chower.

35:34You heard the doctor.

35:35He's not gonna be up for a little while.

35:37Okay.

35:37Thanks, babe.

35:43Hey.

35:47If you want to get back with Jeremiah,

35:49just do it.

35:51I never said that.

35:52And make him beg, obviously,

35:53but don't just throw away

35:56everything you guys have had

35:57for the past four years.

36:02Like, not if it's still what you want.

36:03Okay.

36:09Okay.

36:09We gotta get up.

36:24Shut up.

36:27Still not a morning person, huh?

36:31My eyes are crispy.

36:35Can you bring me some of your contact solution?

36:38Yeah.

36:49Oh, my God.

36:52John, get in here.

36:55Oh, my God. Mom, where are you?

36:57Belly, I just got your messages.

36:59What's going on?

37:00Steven was in an accident. Is he okay?

37:03He's gonna be fine.

37:05I've been trying to keep it together, but I was so scared.

37:10Oh, man, shut up.

37:12I can't imagine how terrified you must have been.

37:15I'm so, so sorry.

37:18Have you been there all alone?

37:20No, no.

37:21Um, Taylor's here, and she's been amazing, and Jer's here.

37:28He stayed all night.

37:30Mom, things have been so crazy.

37:32Listen, sweetheart.

37:33I'll be there as soon as I can, and, um, I'll track down your dad and let him know.

37:39I love you.

37:40I love you so much, Belly.

37:41I love you, Mommy.

37:44What is that?

37:45Steven was in a car accident?

37:47He's okay.

37:48Okay.

37:49He's gonna be fine.

37:50Fuck.

37:51But Belly couldn't reach either of us listeners.

37:52Oh, it's okay.

37:53Just meet me in the lobby in five.

37:56We hadn't seen each other much over the years, and we hadn't been alone together since...

38:20Hey.

38:21...that day at the motel.

38:23Hey.

38:24Hey.

38:25Why are you holding a poker?

38:34Oh.

38:35Um, I thought you were a burglar.

38:38Of course you did.

38:44Where's Jer?

38:46He and your dad are on their way to Chamonix.

38:50Right.

38:52Aren't you supposed to be meeting them there?

38:54Yeah, my flight got delayed because of the weather.

38:57They were trying to rebook me for the 28th.

39:00Hmm.

39:01What are you doing here?

39:03My mom is on a retreat in the mountains and Steven's in New York.

39:06I was all alone at home.

39:08So...

39:09You have chocolate all over your face.

39:18No, I don't.

39:19What did you do?

39:20You just stick your whole head in to save time?

39:25Shut it!

39:26No, I don't.

39:27No, I don't.

39:28You called?

39:29I could start a fire.

39:32See, I think it's maybe a little late for a fire.

39:33I think I'm just gonna crash.

39:35Merry Christmas, Belly.

39:36It's really good to see you.

39:37You too.

39:38No, it's really good to be your host.

39:39Have a good day.

39:40I'm hiding something.

39:41Yeah, I'm hiding something.

39:42And it had to be a little bit more, but some of us can't get out of your hands.

39:43It's right.

39:44I think you can't get out of your hands.

39:45No, you still have to be honest.

39:46It's very bad.

39:47It's a really bad thing.

39:48You still have to end on your face in a öğret day.

39:49I don't know if you were out of your hands.

39:50No, you're not.

39:51No, I'm upset.

39:52You're not hurt.

39:53No, I'm upset.

39:54Hey, you're not.

39:55I'mIMATO.

39:56You're very good to get out of your house.

39:57I'm upset about that.

39:59It's really good to see you.

40:05You too.

40:15The next morning, right when I woke up,

40:17I had this funny feeling that he had already left.

40:23Ow!

40:28You okay?

40:33Oh no, leave me alone.

40:36You hurt? Can you move?

40:38I thought you were gone.

40:40Nope. Still here.

40:47Let me help you out.

40:48No, no, no, ow. Just, just give me a minute.

40:52Okay.

40:58How bad does it hurt on a scale from one to ten?

41:05Eleven.

41:06You're such a baby when it comes to pain.

41:08No, I'm not.

41:11I mean, that fall you took was no joke.

41:15Seriously, it was like when animals slip and fall in cartoons on banana peels.

41:21What?

41:22You calling me an animal?

41:26Ow, ow.

41:30I'm gonna pick you up and I'm gonna carry you to the couch.

41:33No, no, no, no. Just, just, just, no. Just, I'm too heavy for you. Just leave me here.

41:37Okay, I just, I know I can't bench press my body weight like Jer, but I can pick you up, Ellie.

41:43Ready?

41:46Okay, come on.

41:47Okay. Ow.

41:49You're okay.

41:51Ready? What?

41:53Ow.

41:56Watch your legs.

42:01Ow.

42:02You're okay.

42:03Yeah.

42:04Ow.

42:06That's when I had this sudden thought.

42:12A part of me will always love you.

42:27We spent the day together, but not together.

42:31Oh, to see without my eyes.

42:34That worked very hard.

42:36The first time that you'll kiss me.

42:40Boundless by the time I die.

42:43Entertainingly expressive. H-blank-blank-blank-y.

42:47Hmm.

42:51Hemmy.

42:53Hemmy?

42:54Though I laquelle are.

42:55Hmm.

42:58Heloine.

42:59I think this is the beginning of a beautiful cartoonYeah,

43:03...And, uh....

43:04She's better off for Laszlo.

43:07You're insane!!

43:08Rick and Elsa are obviously meant for each other.

43:10Their little love story is nothing, compared to the work that Laszlo was doing for the Resistance.

43:14Oh, God.

43:16What?!

43:17I'm going to get more firewood.

43:20And you are way too young to be this cynical.

43:22Yeah, yeah, yeah.

43:30Hey.

43:31Hey.

43:32Hey, sorry, my reception now here is terrible.

43:34I'm on a mountain freezing my balls off, what do you have to?

43:36I'm actually in Cousins.

43:38I got super lonely, so I drove up.

43:41Oh, nice. Did you bring Taylor?

43:44No, I came by myself.

43:46Well, I wish you were here with me.

43:48Conrad's flight got mad stuff because of the weather,

43:50so I'm just talking with my dad.

43:52Yeah, he, um...

43:54What?

43:55Hello?

43:56Melody, can you hear me?

43:57Jer, I...

43:58I can't hear what you're saying.

44:00Uh, never mind.

44:02What?

44:03Wait, uh, I'll show you tomorrow.

44:05Okay, bye, Mel.

44:07Okay. Okay, love you.

44:14Hey, I...

44:15I would have told Jer that you're here, too.

44:17Don't worry about it.

44:18I never told Jeremiah that Conrad was with me at Cousins,

44:22because there was nothing to tell.

44:24Nothing happened with Conrad.

44:26Nothing was ever gonna happen.

44:38The next morning, Conrad was gone.

44:41He left just like I thought he would.

44:49No goodbye.

44:50Just gone like a ghost.

44:52A ghost.

45:03How much so can I think...

45:04Conrad Fisher, the ghost of Christmas past.

45:06Blackbird on my shoulder...

45:07And what difference does it make?

45:08When this love is over...

45:09Shall I sleep within your bed?

45:10River of unhappiness...

45:12Hold your hands upon my head...

45:13Till I breathe my last breath...

45:14Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, is me...

45:15Till I breathe my last breath...

45:16Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, is me...

45:17And what difference does it make?

45:18When this love is over...

45:20Shall I sleep within your bed?

45:22River of unhappiness...

45:25Hold your hands upon my head...

45:27Till I breathe my last breath...

45:29Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, is me...

45:32The last time that you touch me...

45:35Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, is me...

45:37This craft, oh, oh, oh, oh, is me, the last time that you touch me, all will wonders ever cease, the last time being the mystery of love.

46:07Come in.

46:24Hey.

46:25Can you take your shoes off?

46:26I'm going to be here for, like, a sec.

46:28I was just on my way in, and...

46:29Came to rub it in my face that I got fired on day one?

46:32No, jerk. I wanted to see how your friend's doing.

46:34Yeah, he's going to be okay. Thanks.

46:36Good.

46:38All right, this is for you?

46:41You're welcome.

46:43Um...

46:44So, look, um, about yesterday...

46:49I mean, we all know Namazi's a hard-ass.

46:52I'm fine.

46:54Cool. Uh, that's...

46:56Actually, I was going to say that she kind of has a point.

47:01Oh.

47:02I mean, look, you know I always tell you the truth, right?

47:05And the truth is that you're smart as hell, obviously, but you need to pay more attention to your feelings.

47:11Excuse me?

47:13Well, you can deny your emotions all you want. They're not going anywhere.

47:18And as long as you're afraid to face them, they'll run you, not the other way around.

47:30Hello would have been nice.

47:32Hello.

47:33Stephen, you ready for a visitor?

47:38Oh, yeah.

47:39Oh, you're awake.

47:40Ow, ow, ow.

47:42Be careful of his ribs.

47:44No, no, break another one, why don't you?

47:46It's barely cracked, you baby.

47:47How's, uh, how's mom and dad? Where are they?

47:52They're on their way.

47:53Hey.

47:57Uh, hi.

48:00I'm going to give you two a minute.

48:02I'm glad you're alive.

48:08You scared the shit out of everyone.

48:10You know that?

48:12Belly was worried to death.

48:13I knew you were just being a drama queen, obviously.

48:16I was in a coma, so.

48:18Yeah, but medically induced.

48:22Huh.

48:26Stephen, I'm joking.

48:28I was worried about you, too, obviously.

48:30Yeah, yeah, you know, I've been thinking a lot about what you said since I woke up.

48:34You know, before the crash.

48:35Me, too.

48:35And you were right.

48:39You and me, we don't work.

48:43What?

48:47If we never ran into each other that day in New York, we would have just gone about our lives and been fine.

48:54So let's just pretend we didn't.

49:00I've never been able to think clearly when it comes to you, Tay.

49:06I couldn't let you go.

49:07You know I love a challenge, but it is a wake-up call.

49:18You were right.

49:20You and me, we don't work.

49:23Hmm.

49:26Good.

49:27Then we're on the same page.

49:29Yeah, yeah, finally.

49:30I'm gonna go find Belly.

49:31Okay.

49:31First loves are important.

49:45Conrad was mine.

49:47For the rest of my life, I would think of him fondly.

49:50The way you do your first pet.

49:52The first car you drove.

49:55But they're not as important as lasts.

49:57Stephen's gonna be okay.

50:12Thank God.

50:19Do you want to get some air?

50:23Yeah.

50:23Yeah, I would love that.

50:24Yeah.

50:27I was...

50:31I am so mad at you.

50:34And you have every right to be.

50:36I'm sorry for what I did to you, and I'm sorry I didn't tell you sooner.

50:40I'm sorry you found out the worst way possible.

50:43I know it's gonna take a lot of work for you to even begin to trust me again,

50:47but I am willing to do whatever it takes if you let me.

50:54I'm sorry, too.

50:55I'm sorry for what?

51:01Sorry for everything leading up to that fight.

51:06And to Cabo.

51:10I can see how you thought we were broken up.

51:15You can?

51:15Yeah, but I...

51:18I don't understand how you could just move on to somebody else so easily.

51:23I mean, I could barely function.

51:25How were you okay enough to have sex with someone?

51:28No, Belly.

51:28I was completely numb that whole week.

51:31I didn't even feel like I was there when Lacey and I...

51:34When we had sex.

51:35After I just sat in the shower and cried for I don't even know how long.

51:43I was just thinking, how could I deserve you after that?

51:46Maybe we shouldn't let one mistake erase all these years.

51:55I mean, if we both believe that what we have is bigger than our mistakes, then maybe we can just start over.

52:10I want that, Bells.

52:12I want that so much.

52:13You can't ever hurt me like that again.

52:18I promise.

52:23I promise.

52:38I don't want to mess this up again.

52:41We won't.

52:43After Steven, I get it now.

52:47Life's too short not to spend it with the person that you love.

52:53I want to be with you always, no matter what.

52:57I just can't imagine my life without you.

53:00Me either.

53:02Belly has always been our story.

53:03Yours and mine.

53:06Nobody else's.

53:10What are you thinking?

53:12The future is just crazy.

53:16I don't know what.

53:17Say it.

53:21Would you...

53:22Yes.

53:24You don't even know what I'm about to say.

53:27Try me.

53:33Isabel Conklin.

53:34Will you marry me?

53:39Yes.

53:39Yeah, I'll marry you.

53:42Yes.

53:51I love you.

53:52I love you too.

53:54I love you.

53:55I bet we already knew our names before we met each other.

54:14I bet we already knew our names before we met each other.

54:24I bet we've sailed the Milky Way, walked on the sun together.

54:30How could I forget those emerald eyes?

54:38They took me by surprise, but suddenly I missed your face.

54:44I knew that smile from miles away.

54:47I knew that I have loved you forever and a day, a day.

55:01In all my lives, I've waited every time to hear you say,

55:10I'll be yours forever and a day.

55:26I don't believe in destiny, but all my life is the same.

55:38Your melodies, they're changing me, I'm yours forever.

56:08So...

56:09I'll thank you.

56:10Thanks for joining us.

56:10You suck on a show.

56:11I know as I'm sorry.

56:12You're weird.

56:12I've spoken to most of my bodies.

56:13I know that I don't believe in destiny.

56:15I know that I know that your body's gonna shed.

56:17I'm sure I know that Iав Probable.

56:18I know that I love you.

56:19I know that I'm меня from across the community.

56:20It's the same thing.

56:21I know that I know that I experienced this today.

56:22They took me so much energy in my life.

56:24I know that I can speak with a picture of the galaxy,

56:26and it doesn't seem likeistent.

56:27I know that I always feel way better at Hawaii.

56:32I know a bit.

56:33At blossoming today, I know that I'm testing him.

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