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The Summer I Turned Pretty Season 2 Episode 1
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00:00Previously on the summer I turned pretty my family's been going to Susanna's beach
00:10house and cousins every summer since I was a baby look who came back all grown up Susanna
00:15told me that when I was born she knew I was destined for one of her boys I always hoped
00:20it would be Conrad I wrangled belly an invitation to be a debutante now which one of you is gonna
00:26be belly's escort to the ball uh so are you and Jeremiah like a thing they're like basically
00:31related I'm not going with either of you I am going to find my own date I don't know what to
00:36think about you this summer you have new friends you have a boyfriend I don't even know who you
00:40are anymore is that why you threw yourself at my brother so that you could get back at me my heart's
00:44beating really fast you're having a panic attack it's my mom I know you said you didn't want to
00:49do chemo but I'm not putting myself through treatment again I'm gonna tell the kids when
00:53we get back to Boston why are you acting so different I mean something's going on just tell
00:57me Ellie I think about you I do you know I do I just can't you're my best friend three times I
01:04wanted to be more I was just waiting I mean how am I supposed to fully jump into something with
01:09Jeremiah if a piece of my heart still beats for his brother there you go with me to the temple
01:14hey does my mom seem okay to you I heard your parents talk about it and your mom seemed really upset
01:19hey have you guys seen Jeremiah
01:20we need to talk all right it's important it's about mom you've known this whole fucking time you
01:31didn't tell me I told them I do the trial it's going to work Ellie I'm sorry for being so shitty
01:37all of a sudden I mean you were going through all this alone I wish you had told me so you didn't
01:42have to no matter what happens next I will always come back to this place and these people
01:47you live in my dream step
02:01you live in my dream step
02:10you're back I'm back
02:19we get it you guys are into each other
02:27don't listen to him you two are perfect together
02:32I wasn't in cousins Conrad and I weren't together and Susanna was dead nothing would ever be the same again
02:57hey you drop this
02:59Conklin
03:02what
03:03you said you dropped this Conklin
03:06you're reading the hunger games in
03:08in French
03:09trying to
03:10I almost know the English version by heart
03:13so it's not that difficult to follow
03:14very cool
03:17thanks
03:19escaping to your dreams is easier than living with your memories
03:24it's the being awake that's the hard part
03:28this almost doesn't feel real
03:38how about now
03:41I can't stop smiling
03:50you know you have the prettiest smile I've ever seen
03:54your whole face just lights up
03:57I wanted to say that to you also
03:59there's something that I
04:07need to tell you
04:09I don't even know how
04:13okay
04:14what is it
04:15you figured out
04:18I
04:20a few days ago
04:23Jeremiah told me what feelings for me
04:26oh
04:32wow okay
04:35so what did you say
04:38I
04:42kissed him
04:44a few times
04:45so
04:54so when we both came to pick you and Taylor up from the side of the road
05:00you know and
05:01you went with Jay
05:02were you two already
05:03you know but there were
05:08moments of summer where I thought maybe there could be something with you and me
05:11and then
05:11you know you
05:13shut down
05:14and get really cold
05:15and I get it
05:15I'm sorry
05:16I'm sorry
05:16it's all my fault
05:18I know
05:19I mean it's mine too
05:21you want to be with him
05:27being with you is all I've ever wanted
05:32okay
05:33it's great
05:34be with me then
05:34what
05:35what is that funny
05:37no
05:38I'm sorry
05:39it's just weird
05:40I mean
05:40everyone in our house knows that I've had a crush on you
05:43ever since like
05:45wait wait wait wait
05:45you have a crush on me
05:48shut up
05:49yup
05:49you're it for me buddy
05:54I don't want to hurt you
05:59me neither
06:00like I'll talk to him
06:03he might not even be that upset
06:04you know
06:05it's Jer
06:05he never takes anything too seriously
06:07it's not
06:08it's not like how it is with us
06:12I'll talk to him first
06:17I owe him that
06:18okay
06:19early morning walk on the beach
06:43uh yeah
06:45mmhmm
06:47I knew it
06:53knew it
06:54I'm gonna go
06:58sit down
07:07so
07:10mom
07:11just let me change first
07:13all right
07:18enjoy your summer
07:19no but seriously
07:29it's gonna be wild
07:30it's the best team we've had in years
07:31oh I made us these matching crop tops
07:33they're pink obviously
07:34and I got a bunch of new knee pads
07:35ooh
07:36knee pads Taylor
07:37shut up
07:38hey bells
07:39it's not too late to sign up for volleyball camp
07:41you know
07:41oh our school is over bitches
07:45it's not just loud
07:47Steven
07:48hey
07:49if I were going to Princeton
07:50I'd be screaming about it too
07:51thank you Evelyn
07:53wait
07:53are you going to Princeton?
07:55that's so cool
07:55I couldn't tell
07:56oh
07:56you couldn't tell
07:57go
07:58go
07:58go
07:59go
07:59ow
07:59this is fine
08:00what's up man
08:01what time is a grab party tomorrow man
08:03oh the band comes on at 10
08:04I'm dating the singer
08:05uh
08:06yeah the machine gun Kelly wannabe
08:08I tried to veto him from playing
08:10but I guess I couldn't find anybody cheaper
08:11wait so
08:14are you coming to the party?
08:17I
08:17I don't know
08:19Belly
08:20Belly
08:21can I talk to you for a minute please?
08:25gotta go
08:25see you then
08:29bye
08:29sorry
08:29bye
08:32Belly
08:36I was reviewing your end of term transcripts
08:39and I couldn't help but notice
08:40that your grades have taken a serious dive
08:42I mean you kept an A in French
08:44but you won't impress colleges with just French
08:46is there something going on?
08:49uh
08:49there's a death in the family
08:50oh
08:52I'm so sorry to hear that
08:53but your grades have been dipping all year
08:56you even got your volleyball captaincy revoked?
08:59yeah I choked at regionals
09:01okay
09:02well have you um
09:04have you thought about where you're gonna apply next year?
09:06um I mean
09:06I know I'm not getting into an IV
09:08but there's always Penn State
09:10well that might be a reach at this point
09:11without volleyball
09:13you'll have to focus on less competitive schools
09:15have you heard about Finch?
09:18um
09:18yeah I know someone who's going there in the fall
09:21a family friend
09:21great
09:22well maybe you can visit them and grab a tour
09:24I doubt it
09:26come in
09:29good morning bells
09:33hey
09:35come here
09:36so I stayed up all night
09:43doing research on the trial my mom agreed to
09:45and belly I'm feeling really hopeful
09:48that's
09:49that's great chair
09:51I mean I'm so
09:51glad that
09:52Susanna agreed to do it
09:54yeah I mean
09:55if I'm
09:55being honest
09:56I'm still kind of pissed
09:57Conrad never told me what was going on with her
09:59but
09:59you know at least it worked out
10:02right?
10:03right
10:04that's kind of why I think
10:05we should tell
10:07Conrad about us
10:08as soon as possible
10:09I don't want any more secrets
10:11and plus
10:12Steven already knows
10:13hmm
10:14actually
10:17that
10:18that's what I wanted to talk to you about
10:21okay
10:23see um
10:25the thing is
10:26um
10:26last night
10:28I really couldn't sleep
10:30all night
10:31so I went to
10:32watch the sunrise on the beach
10:36and Conrad was there
10:39and we just started talking
10:41and one thing led to another
10:43and
10:43and um
10:44and we
10:44we kissed
10:46you kissed my brother
10:54I'm sorry
10:57I didn't think that
10:58you know
10:59like he
10:59we
11:01I mean we wanted to tell you right away
11:02so
11:03you know
11:03you're already a we?
11:04no
11:04no no
11:05I
11:06I just didn't
11:07I don't know
11:08I didn't want it to be weird
11:09well yeah Billy
11:09it is weird
11:10okay
11:10no
11:11no Jer
11:12please
11:12no
11:13no you know what
11:13actually it's cool
11:14it's cool
11:15I get it
11:15you know
11:16I was just a distraction
11:17to keep you busy
11:18while you waited for Conrad
11:19I'm glad it finally happened
11:20for you belly
11:21it's great timing
11:22it's not like my mom has cancer
11:24or anything
11:24Jer
11:25I didn't want to hurt you
11:26you're one of my best friends
11:27no
11:28no you don't
11:29you don't get to call me that
11:31you don't mean that
11:35I do
11:36now can you please get out
11:39just so you know
11:44he's gonna break your heart
11:48we should already be in the car
12:00coming
12:01hey is this okay
12:09I swear I left the tickets here
12:10I thought your dad was meeting us there
12:13well you
12:14shoot
12:14I forgot to make the reservation for lunch
12:16yeah I figured so I did it
12:17well they're not gonna start without me
12:19we've got time
12:20I was supposed to iron that shirt for you
12:22take it off
12:23it's handled
12:24it's handled
12:24see
12:25I use the starch spray
12:27that makes it look real smooth
12:28huh
12:28oh is that for me
12:32sweet a laptop
12:38who sent this
12:39what
12:40oh my god
12:42it's from Susanna
12:44she must have planned it before
12:47classic Beck
12:48I wish she could have been here
12:50yeah Conrad and Jeremiah too
12:54they were busy
12:55yeah sure
12:57I feel awful
13:05right here
13:09he was so angry at us
13:11and he has every right to me honestly
13:14it's gonna be okay Billy
13:19I promise
13:20how
13:24I think maybe we should hit pause
13:35what
13:38no
13:40I don't want to make things harder for you guys
13:44than they already are
13:44you're not
13:45I promise
13:46the most important thing right now
13:48is that you and Jeremiah
13:51are there for each other
13:52are there for Susanna
13:53and I
13:54us being together
13:57would make that impossible
13:58Ellie come on
14:00I can't do that to him
14:04I hate that
14:17yeah me too
14:21um
14:28this was always yours
14:35no matter what happens
14:39we'll still be infinite
14:42you should read this
15:10later
15:11later we should go
15:12found them
15:13come on
15:14they say that everything happens for a reason
15:22now who they are exactly is unclear
15:25maybe a theologian coined it or
15:28I don't know whoever configured the simulation we're clearly living in
15:31maybe it was Rihanna
15:34that Rihanna can do no wrong
15:38definitely not
15:39but we've heard it
15:43time and time again
15:45it's supposed to convince us
15:46you know that everything had to happen
15:48exactly so
15:50in order to teach us something about ourselves
15:52in order
15:53for us to grow
15:54and meet our destinies
15:57I think that's BS
16:03I'm sorry
16:04mom
16:05sorry
16:05you know breakups don't always lead to breakthroughs
16:10sometimes a girl dumps you
16:12after an awesome summer
16:14and it sucks
16:15and you learn nothing from it
16:17but
16:17you eventually force yourself to move on anyways
16:20you know but then
16:24the unthinkable happens
16:26and you realize it's pointless to think of life that way
16:29Ellie
16:30hey I never see you in here
16:36your mom assigned me this room to clean
16:38it's the easiest since I don't think she sat put in here once to do any writing this summer
16:43don't you hire cleaners anyway
16:46I love that necklace on you
16:54Connie told me everything that happened with the three of you
16:59I'm sorry
17:03don't be sorry
17:04it's not how I wanted the summer to end
17:06especially not
17:09I just feel like I'm losing everyone
17:15you're not
17:16it just takes time
17:18you'll find your way back to each other eventually
17:22and this place is always here for you
17:26yeah but
17:27you've made every summer here so magical Susanna
17:31I mean what happens
17:32what happens
17:33Ellie
17:34you love this place the same way I do
17:39if anyone can keep the magic going here it's you
17:44you're my special girl
17:49I need to call the cleaners
17:55promise me you'll never leave me
17:59never
18:01because everything just happens
18:07you know good things bad things all in ways that you never expect all in ways that are so completely out of your control that they could just drive you insane
18:18there are times where it feels like the world is happening to you but remember that you are also happening to the world so don't wait
18:32make what you want happen because tomorrow isn't promised so you better make fucking sure that you are living today
18:39so extra
18:51although he did earn it with that speech it was good yeah speech kind of pierced my soul
19:10don't laugh
19:14no no I feel like I've been in this nightmare ever since Susanna died
19:18maybe it's time to wake up
19:20oh I gotta go find Milo he needs my help putting together a look for tonight
19:26cool
19:26um
19:28do you want to come over after and help me with mine
19:30no fucking way are you coming
19:32yeah yeah really
19:34and I'm I'm gonna sign up for a varsity volleyball camp too
19:37yes
19:38oh my god this party is gonna be insane
19:40you are going to die when you see Milo play
19:43no yeah I mean you literally might cause oh man I could smell him from the podium
19:47really yeah well I'm sorry excuse me my man doesn't have that Korean gene that makes you have no body odor
19:52okay all right come on Kelly mom and dad are meeting us at the restaurant
19:55bye bye see you later
19:58it was a great speech
20:00Susanna would have loved it
20:02yeah I know
20:04you know I'm glad you guys are coming to the party tonight
20:07wow I can't believe what I'm hearing
20:10you really want me and Taylor at your party
20:12wow I never said want I just
20:15I just think it's better than moping around at home
20:19hey you should drive
20:21really
20:22yeah I gotta read all the love in my DMs for my speech anyway so
20:25alright come on
20:28yo this is dope I'm going viral on TikTok
20:34is that a good thing?
20:36what millions of people around the world watching my speech on a loop?
20:40yes
20:41that is a very good thing
20:43yeah I gotta forward this to con and share man
20:46thank you so much
20:49thank you
20:50thank you
20:51oh I'm sorry could I get a box for all this?
20:53yeah thank you man
20:55thank you
20:56happiness is an activity
21:03um okay
21:04okay
21:06okay well everyone agrees you are the best
21:09it doesn't say that
21:10it's so random
21:11it literally says it right here
21:12it literally says it right there
21:13I don't know what you want
21:14you want to see it?
21:15yeah
21:16you want to see it?
21:17I don't know what you want from me it says it right there
21:18I know what you're telling you
21:19we're so proud of you
21:20you're going to have the time of your life at Princeton right Laura?
21:23yeah I love college
21:24that's where I met Susanna
21:28so how are things going with your book?
21:30my publisher is hounding me to do this meet and greet event with booksellers
21:35I said no
21:37why?
21:38because it's not necessary
21:41okay uh well it's time for me to go get ready for the party
21:45mom mwah
21:46dad mwah
21:47thank you for lunch
21:48I'm going to go with him
21:49uh it was delicious
21:50thank you
21:52alright have fun kids
21:53see you at home
21:54yep
22:00so you're not trying to promote your book?
22:03I'm not going to have schmoozy conversations about Susanna just to get prime placement in bookstores
22:07well you did write a whole book about her it might feel cathartic
22:11I wrote the book in a fugue state
22:13I have no interest in dissecting it just to come up with pithy insights on grief
22:19okay
22:22glad the whole not going to therapy thing is working out for you
22:28thank you
22:32look
22:33you wrote a beautiful book
22:37I think Susanna would want you to share it with the world
22:39she was always my biggest cheerleader
22:45guess now I have to be my own
22:48I'll wear the skirt but I draw the line of pom poms
22:54I am so excited that you're finally here this summer
23:01can we do like everything that we never got to do together?
23:04like parties, pool, mall
23:06we have to get you a fake ID
23:09let's start by figuring out what I'm going to wear tonight
23:11okay
23:13okay
23:14Susanna's earrings
23:17Susanna's earrings?
23:19they're perfect
23:24okay
23:26since my man is playing tonight
23:27I'm going to need you to be the super hot friend
23:29standing next to his super hot girlfriend
23:31yeah, let's get super hot
23:33I love it when you agree with me
23:35um
23:38I'm thinking this
23:41that's what you call super hot?
23:43this looks so good on you
23:44no, no, I've got to have something better
23:46okay
23:54mm-mm
23:58no
24:05the call came the second week of September
24:10three weeks since the last time I'd seen him
24:13it felt like a dream
24:15unreal
24:21hey
24:22hey
24:24I, uh, didn't expect to hear from you
24:26yeah, is it okay that I'm, that I'm calling?
24:28I shouldn't have called, this was dumb, I'm sorry
24:29no, no, no, no, it's okay
24:31um
24:33we're still friends, right?
24:34yeah
24:35yeah
24:36we're friends, yeah
24:37yeah, and, um
24:40friends can talk on the phone
24:41yeah
24:42yeah, nothing
24:43weird about friends talking on the phone
24:49so, uh, so how's, how's college life?
24:52um, it's cool
24:54it's cool
24:55my
24:56roommate snores even louder than you do
24:58which
24:59oh, come on, I don't snore
25:00yes, you do
25:01you a thousand percent do
25:02I've heard you through the walls for years
25:05only when you're really tired though
25:09how was school for you?
25:11ugh, boring, painful
25:13I mean like, no, no, who invented trig
25:15and why do they torture innocent high school students with it?
25:19can't be that bad
25:20no, oh, it's, it's bad
25:22it's, it's, it's really bad
25:23I mean, I can't keep up with all the letters
25:25well, you know, the first thing you gotta do
25:27is determine if it's a right angle triangle or not
25:29badly, have you seen my, uh, big kettlebell
25:31the 20 pound one?
25:32Steven, I'm on the phone
25:33well, tell Taylor to go to bed
25:34hi, Steven
25:35hey, Conrad
25:40it's not in here, go away
25:45sorry about that
25:47sorry about that
25:49no
25:50okay, um, what were you saying about triangles again?
25:54uh, okay, so if it's not a radical jump
25:57uh, we're not gonna worry about it
25:58yeah, we're just
26:00okay, if you wanna wear the t-shirt
26:04you know, we should at least crop it
26:06it was Conrad's
26:09you know, every time I think of him
26:11I still
26:12get this, like, pain in my chest
26:15mmm
26:16I know
26:17sucks, babe
26:19but eventually you're gonna have to let him go
26:22yeah, I just wish I knew how
26:25it's like my meemaw always used to say
26:27the best way to get over a man
26:29is to get under a new one
26:31ugh
26:37heading to a grad party?
26:39yeah, mine
26:41me and the guys are throwing it, remember?
26:43oh, right
26:45well, have fun
26:46and don't drink and drive
26:47oh, don't worry
26:48I promised Steven I'd be the sober driver
26:50oh, and I ordered you a pizza, okay?
26:52so, please eat it
26:54don't worry about me
26:55go
26:56I love you
26:57bye
26:58be safe
26:59bye, love you
27:00my Eden
27:02oh my god
27:20Milo
27:21hi
27:22oh my god you're here
27:24oh my God
27:26oh my grace
27:28oh my god hey so i need to be able to see you when i'm up on stage yeah all right so stay up
27:35close okay yeah my boy yeah uh you call this a party where are all the hot ladies you promised
27:43uh we're literally standing right here oh uh no offense i'm into older women
27:49personal preference yeah hey babe i'm gonna go help the guys finish something okay all right
27:55bye okay well have fun everybody i gotta go make the rounds entertain the people
28:05you know oh shit okay come on spike you're so cute tonight you know that come on let's go get some
28:13drinks i can't drink i'm trying okay
28:15what oh my god but camp is gonna be so much fun
28:21i bought us all matching pj's oh you are going to need to buy one more set guess who finally
28:28designed to join us the killer b is gonna have her captaincy back from donna in like no time
28:33you know what i mean yeah right but coach shaw is okay with it you know come back
28:38i actually haven't talked to coach yet i wanted to talk to you guys first
28:43i mean after last season i i totally don't blame you if you don't want me back on the team
28:49oh shut up you're always one of us yes right answer bump set hit swipe that's the way we like to fight
28:57come on come on let's hear you scream
29:02here and for you there we go oh my god
29:07holy shit
29:10it's game point miss conklin bye bye conrad
29:18Bye, Conrad.
29:19Hey, you still there?
29:21So, my roommate, Trusky.
29:25Oh, did he sleepwalk in his underwear again?
29:27No, he didn't. He didn't, thankfully.
29:28But we were talking, and it turns out he's a 5G conspiracist.
29:32So, apparently, that guy that Katie was seeing had a girlfriend the whole time.
29:38I mean, it just sucks.
29:38Like, he didn't really seem like the type, you know?
29:41Did you know my dad cheated?
29:51Adam cheated on Susanna.
29:53Yeah, the first time my mom was sick, he had an affair with his secretary, Kaylee.
30:01I found out about it last spring.
30:03I mean, like, the same day I found out of my mom's cancer coming back.
30:09How'd you find out?
30:10Um, I came home early from school one day and heard them fighting.
30:20She was crying so much, Belly.
30:22She, I've never heard her cry like that before.
30:27So, I left.
30:29I went back out.
30:30I drove around town for two hours and came back and pretended not to know anything.
30:35I'm so sorry.
30:37It sucks that you had to carry that secret for so long.
30:42Yeah, it's just exhausting.
30:44Like, I couldn't turn my brain off.
30:48It was like, if you do that, then this horrible thing is going to happen.
30:52But if you do this, then, you know, just this catastrophic thing will happen.
30:57Oh, my God.
30:58That sounds so stressful.
30:59Oh, my God damn it.
31:06It's two o'clock.
31:08You said you had practice early.
31:09I should let you go.
31:09Yeah, um, off-season workouts suck.
31:16But, uh, there's a rumor that a college scout from Finch is coming to watch our club team
31:21play this weekend, and there's a chance coach might make me captain.
31:24What?
31:25That's crazy.
31:26I'll definitely let you go.
31:28I didn't know that.
31:28Five more minutes?
31:34Yeah, okay.
31:35Yeah.
31:36I'll do it.
31:37I'm gonna do it.
31:38Yeah.
31:39Oh, yeah.
31:39Mm-hmm.
31:40Yeah.
31:41Okay.
31:41What are you waiting for?
31:41I don't know.
31:42Bye.
31:43Good luck.
31:44Wow, you're, uh, really good at operating a keg.
31:55Wow.
31:55Hi, Conklin.
31:57Oh, um, comment vont qu'Ã te ne sais pita?
32:00Uh, en Paris le mortal, comme d'habitude.
32:04Yeah, good, good.
32:05I didn't know you took French.
32:07Oui.
32:08You want one?
32:09No, no, I'm okay, thanks.
32:11Uh, I'm the Didi tonight.
32:12Cheers.
32:14Cheers.
32:14Cheers.
32:17I could spend my life in this sweet surrender.
32:25I could stay lost in this moment forever.
32:32And every moment spent with you is a moment I treasure.
32:38Do you want to know something so romantic?
32:54Milo wrote this song for me.
32:55It's a cover.
32:59Love that song from the movie Armageddon?
33:03Oh.
33:03Well, it's still romantic.
33:05Okay, wait, don't make me beg you for details.
33:07What did you and Corey talk about?
33:10Uh, the book I'm reading.
33:11I'm sorry, you suck at talking to guys.
33:15Okay, I'm Rusty, and also he's the one who brought it up.
33:19And he spoke to me in French.
33:20Bitch, what?
33:21In French?
33:22Okay, that's so hot.
33:24Like, he sounds obsessed with you.
33:26Yeah, I don't know.
33:27I mean, that combo took so much effort.
33:30Like, is it supposed to be that hard?
33:33I mean, like, look at you and Milo.
33:34You guys just make sense.
33:36I don't want to close my eyes
33:39Well, Milo and I are soulmates.
33:41I don't want to fall asleep
33:42Cause I miss you, baby
33:44And I don't want to miss a thing
33:47Cause even when I dream of you
33:50The sweetest dream would never do
33:53I'd still miss you, baby
33:55And I don't want to miss a thing
33:58Can we forget?
34:28About the things I said
34:30When I was drunk
34:31I didn't mean to call you that
34:35I can't remember what was said
34:39Or what you threw at me
34:41Please tell me
34:44Please tell me why
34:47Belly, I'm going to crowd surf
34:51Hold my shirt for a second
34:53And make sure no one spills anything on it
34:54Ew!
34:55Steven, no, I don't want to hold your sweaty teeth here
34:57Woo!
34:58Woo!
34:58Woo!
34:58Woo!
34:59Woo!
34:59Yeah!
35:00What the hell?
35:01Are you okay?
35:02Ow
35:03Uh, Billy, I'm sorry
35:04No, yeah, no, I'm good
35:06I'm totally fine
35:07I'm just, um
35:08I'm gonna go
35:09Get a drink
35:10Well, you're my sober driver, Billy Bells
35:13Don't let me down
35:15Steven!
35:16It's no surprise to me
35:18I am my own
35:19We're standing there
35:21I had this weird thought today
35:23Yeah?
35:26I love weird thoughts
35:28I was thinking
35:29If my dad had cheated on my mom
35:32She probably wouldn't have even cared
35:36Is that harsh?
35:39No, but you really think Laurel wouldn't have a reaction
35:41I mean, kinda
35:42Like, nothing about my dad ever excited her
35:45You know?
35:47They were, like, never romantic around each other
35:49And you want to see your parents being romantic?
35:54Maybe
35:54I mean, I just can't imagine marrying someone
35:58Who didn't give me fireworks
36:00You know, like, like electric jolts every time I saw them
36:04Were you surprised when you found out your parents were getting divorced?
36:10Uh, yes and no
36:11I mean, I always thought divorce meant fighting, you know
36:16And there was none of that
36:17I mean, they were cold for a little while
36:18But, um
36:19Everything's kind of back to normal
36:23In a weird way, that must almost be a little harder to understand
36:28Exactly
36:30Like, oh, wow
36:34What?
36:36I don't know
36:37I just never sent any of this to anyone before
36:41Me either
36:42Hey, can I ask you something?
36:49Anything
36:49Um, how's, how's Jer?
36:54Is he, is he doing okay?
36:56Um, yeah, yeah, he seems good
36:57Why?
36:59I don't know
36:59I've, I've texted him a few times since summer ended
37:01And, uh, he never writes back
37:04Yeah, no, I mean, he's probably just busy with senior year stuff
37:07Right, right, right
37:08Or, you know, it's that he'll never get over what I did
37:10And hold it against me for the rest of our lives
37:12Belly
37:12Never mind
37:14Forget I said anything
37:16I learned something kind of cool
37:25Tell me
37:26Did you know that Venus is an evening star for 263 days out of the year
37:33And then it disappears from the sky for 50 days
37:36Before returning as a morning star for another 263 days
37:41I did not know that
37:43That is very cool
37:44And right now
37:45And right now it's an evening star
37:46It's really bright next to the moon
37:48I'm actually looking at it right now
37:51It's, it's probably, uh, against the rules to say this
37:57But, um, I wish we were looking at it together
38:02Me too
38:07And Billy
38:15Yes, Comet
38:18I couldn't be with someone who didn't make me feel electric either
38:22Hey
38:24Hey, Conklin
38:36Hey
38:37Long time no see
38:53Yeah, no, I know, it's been ages, right?
38:55Is that seat taking?
38:57Uh, nope, nope
38:59I'm right ahead
39:00Yeah
39:01I wonder if Venus is a morning star or an evening star tonight
39:11I think Venus is a planet
39:14No, actually, uh, ancient astronomers, um
39:17You know what?
39:20Never mind
39:21Okay
39:22It's dumb
39:22You know, you can hardly see any stars this close to the city anyway
39:27There's a lot more by the beach
39:29I, uh, used to spend every summer at this beach in Massachusetts
39:36Hmm
39:37Are you going this summer?
39:41Uh, nope
39:42No, I'm not
39:43So then you'll be here for the 4th, huh?
39:46Okay
39:47Well, my folks are gonna be out of town
39:49And I'll just think about having a few people over
39:51You and your friends should totally come
39:53That, that sounds cool
39:56Alright, cool
39:57Come here
40:01You kind of have something
40:03Here
40:04Uh, Belly, no, I was just
40:09Oh, my God
40:10No, I was just, you had something in your
40:12I have something in your
40:12You know why?
40:13Because I just, it's crap
40:14Because I just got kicked in the head
40:15That's right
40:16Holy shit
40:16But no, no, no, I'm totally fine
40:18I'm just, um
40:19I'm gonna go
40:19Okay, see ya
40:20Yeah, yeah, yeah
40:21Um, hey, hey, Belly
40:22Yes
40:23Yeah
40:23Um, could you do me a favor?
40:25Could you put in a good word for me
40:26With, uh, your friend Marcy?
40:30Yeah
40:31With Marcy?
40:32Yes
40:32Yes, and you
40:33That makes sense
40:34Yeah, I totally will
40:35You guys are really cool
40:36Thank you
40:37Thank you for this
40:37Yes, okay, bye
40:39Belly, belly, come here
40:49Hey, sis
40:52Sis, sis, sis, check it out
40:53Check it out
40:53Check it out
40:54Oh, no
40:56Oh, my God
40:57I can't believe you did that
41:01This party sucks
41:02Dude, it's beer, man
41:04It'll dry, chill
41:05I'm leaving, okay?
41:08Wait, wait
41:08Did something happen?
41:09No, nothing happened
41:10Whatever
41:11Uh, Steven, can you just get Spike
41:13To drive you home, please?
41:14Spike?
41:15No, Spike is drunk
41:17You promised to be my sober ride tonight
41:19Okay, well, I'm ready to go now
41:20Okay, well, I'm not
41:22Great thing
41:23Can you just call an Uber or something?
41:24Why are you being such a buzzkill right now?
41:26Oh, I'm sorry
41:27Am I ruining your fun night, Mr. Perfect Valedictorian?
41:30Kinda, yeah
41:31Okay, well, in case you forgot
41:32Which it clearly seems like you did
41:35Susanna just died
41:36So I'm a little bit sad
41:37But please, don't let that stop you from having the time of your life
41:40Fuck you
41:41You know, I lost Susanna, too
41:42Okay, you don't think I'm sad about that?
41:45Oh, what, were you crowd-surfing the pain away?
41:47My apologies
41:47No, you should apologize
41:49You screwed up and out
41:50Now everything is weird with Conrad and Jeremiah
41:52I mean, they won't even text me back anymore because of you
41:54Okay, guys, wait a second
41:55That is not my fault
41:57Isn't it?
41:58Hmm?
41:58I should be celebrating with them tonight
42:01But they wouldn't come because you made things messy
42:03You had Jeremiah, and it just wasn't enough
42:07You had to have Conrad, too
42:10God, you are so fucking selfish
42:12Steven
42:13What?
42:13Serious?
42:14I had to have Conrad?
42:16Are you kidding?
42:18I was in love, Steven
42:19Like, out of my mind in love
42:21What was I supposed to do?
42:24Belly
42:25Belly
42:27Steven
42:28Hey
42:32Steven is a drunk idiot right now
42:36Please do not listen to him
42:37No, he's right
42:38I mean, I ruined things with both of them
42:41And then Susanna died
42:42And I completely ruined her funeral
42:43And I just, I wish I hadn't started any of it
42:45No, you don't
42:46Yes, I do
42:46No, you don't
42:47Yes, I do
42:47And I'm so tired of feeling sad all the time
42:50And I just
42:51I don't think I get to feel better
42:53You think that right now?
42:54But I promise you
42:55No, no
42:56No, no, no, no, no
42:57Nothing is promised
42:58You can't promise anything
42:59I'm sorry
43:01I'm sorry, I just
43:02I know you're trying your best
43:04I don't, I don't expect anyone to understand
43:07What I'm, I'm
43:08Going through right now
43:09And I think I just have to
43:11Deal with it alone
43:13I'm going to go
43:19I can come with you
43:21No, no, no
43:21You stay
43:22I mean, it's your boyfriend's debut
43:24And I just
43:26I just need to go to bed
43:28Will you text me when you get home, please?
43:31Yeah
43:32I love you
43:33Love you
43:43I got my driver's license last week
44:07Just like we always talked about
44:10Cause you were so excited for me
44:13To finally drive up to your house
44:17But today I drove through the suburbs
44:19Crying
44:21Cause you weren't around
44:23And all my friends are tired
44:30Of hearing how much I miss you
44:33But
44:33I kinda feel sorry for them
44:36Cause they'll never know you the way that I do
44:39Yet today I drove through the suburbs
44:42And pictured I was driving home to you
44:47And I know we weren't perfect
44:52But I've never felt this way for no one
44:58Oh, and I just can't imagine
45:02How you could be so okay
45:05You know that I'm gone
45:08I guess you didn't mean what you wrote
45:12In that song about me
45:15Cause you said forever
45:18Now I drive alone past your street
45:21You said forever
45:24Now I drive alone past your street
45:27Hey
45:41Happy
45:42Almost Halloween
45:43Conrad
45:44I know I'm not supposed to be here
45:47But I'm
45:48Here
45:50I brought candy
45:53Do you want me to go?
45:59No, no, no
46:00Um
46:00Don't wait
46:01Just, um
46:02What
46:04What are you doing here?
46:07Um
46:07I wanted to see you
46:09So
46:11Yeah, yeah
46:12Um
46:12You know what I thought
46:14Right, no
46:15I know
46:15I know you
46:16You were worried about Jared
46:18But look
46:18I had a chance to talk to him
46:20And he's doing really good
46:22Actually
46:22He's, um
46:23We went on dates, you know
46:25And, um
46:26He's been on this high
46:27Ever since he got made
46:27Homecoming king
46:28That's great
46:29So, um
46:30He's over
46:32Yeah
46:32I think he is
46:36Ellie, I don't think
46:42I could ever get over you
46:43I mean, I'm not
46:47I'm here
46:48Whenever I talk to you
46:51I'm just happy
46:52And I gotta say
46:54Standing in front of you
46:55Right now
46:55It's torture
46:56Not being able to kiss you
46:58Belly, we need to talk to you
47:02Belly, we need to talk
47:06Belly, we need to talk
47:28I'm kinda tired
47:30Sit down
47:31Sit down
47:32You didn't eat?
47:42Your guidance counselor emailed me
47:43I didn't know you lost your volleyball captaincy
47:46Or that your grades were so bad
47:48Yeah, I'm sorry
47:49I'm not getting into Princeton like Steven
47:51That's not what I'm saying
47:52You can do better than this
47:54I'm really disappointed in you
47:57Sorry mom, you know Susanna died, remember?
48:00You don't get to use Susanna's death as an excuse
48:01This whole year has been hard for me too
48:03You were barely here
48:05And I don't blame you for being there for Susanna and the boys
48:08They needed you
48:10But you can't blame me either
48:11For things that happened because you were away
48:13This isn't about blame
48:15This is about you and the choices you made
48:18It's about taking responsibility for yourself
48:20Even when things are hard
48:21Life keeps going
48:23You can't just give up
48:25You wanna talk about taking responsibility?
48:28You won't even promote your book
48:29Because you refused to talk about Susanna
48:31You can't just suddenly be concerned about volleyball
48:34When you haven't gone to a single one of my games this year
48:37I waited all year for you to step up and be a parent
48:41You gave up way before I did
48:43You have to do that at every stop
48:57It is kicking up my gag reflex
48:59If you'd rather walk
49:00We can let you out right here
49:02I'd probably be safer, honestly
49:05Hey, you don't gotta worry, man
49:07I'm fully sober
49:08Fucking belly, man
49:11Taking my car and leaving me straight into my own party
49:14Who does that?
49:15Hmm, I don't know
49:17Who yells at their own sister in front of everyone for being sad?
49:20She yelled at me first
49:22So mature of you, Steven
49:24How about you try some compassion next time, asshole?
49:27Aren't you supposed to, like, come together and grieve?
49:30Life cannot be separated from death
49:33Wow
49:35So helpful
49:37Man, thank you
49:38Milo's very in touch with his emotions
49:40Which makes him a great musician
49:42Aw, thanks, babe
49:44You know
49:46I actually have a record label interested in Siamese
49:50What?
49:51Yeah, check it out
49:52Cancel culture records
49:54Babe
49:58They only have one post
50:00Yeah, that's what's so punk about it
50:02Yeah, dude
50:03Congrats, man
50:05Congrats
50:05That was a game
50:08My darling Steven
50:28Congratulations on your graduation
50:31This is the start of what is sure to be an exceptional journey
50:35I wish I could be there to watch you shine
50:38But you have an extraordinary mom
50:41Who will be with you every step of the way
50:43Remember
50:44The world is not only happening to you
50:48But you are happening to the world
50:50And don't forget to enjoy the ride
50:53Love
50:54Susanna
50:56Hey, I know it's late
51:22But about the bookseller event
51:24I changed my mind
51:27I'll do it
51:29I knew I'd lose Susanna eventually
51:36I just didn't know I'd end up losing all of them
51:42In my memory
51:45The three of them will always be entwined
51:47Forever linked
51:48There can't be one without the others
51:51I still remember
51:57The look on your face
51:59Now
51:59They're all gone
52:01Through the darkness
52:02At 158
52:04The words that you whispered
52:07For just us to know
52:09You told me you love me
52:11So why did you go
52:13Away
52:15Away
52:23Away
52:24Away
52:24Away
52:25Away
52:26Away
52:28Away
52:29Just like our last
52:47Billy?
52:53Hi, Jeremiah. I'm so glad.
52:54Are you with Conrad?
52:57Uh, no. Why would I be with Conrad?
52:59I don't know. I just thought maybe you guys would, um...
53:02What is going on?
53:07Conrad's gone.
53:09Wait, what do you mean, gone?
53:12He's not answering my texts or picking up my calls.
53:15Since when?
53:16Yesterday.
53:18I mean, isn't he in the middle of finals?
53:19Maybe he pulled an all-nighter at the library.
53:21No, no, I don't think so.
53:23Apparently, he told us for me that everything is fucked,
53:25and then he just took off.
53:26I think I'm gonna go to Brown in the morning
53:29and see if I can track him down.
53:31I'll never get Susanna back.
53:33But I can't let Jeremiah and Conrad go, too.
53:37Okay.
53:37But I'm coming with you.
53:40I saw you dancing in a crowded room
53:50You look so happy when I'm not with you
53:54But then you saw me caught you by surprise
53:58A single teardrop falling from your eyes
54:02I don't know why I run away
54:07I'll make you cry when I run away
54:15Take me back, cause I wanna stay
54:23Sing your tears for another day
54:26Save your tears for another day
54:31Save your tears for another day
54:39Save your tears for another day
54:40Save your tears for another day
54:42I run away, I run away
54:48I'll make you cry when I run away
54:56Stay
54:58Save your tears for another day
55:03Ooh, girl
55:05I'll say
55:07Save your tears for another day
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