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00:00His memorial garden.
00:01I want to get my cap and gown and my name wasn't on the list.
00:03I'm not graduating.
00:04We keep coming back to each other.
00:06It feels like it's never really over.
00:07I got that summer clinic job.
00:09Have you ever been in love?
00:10Once.
00:11So what was her name?
00:12Ellie.
00:13Wait, like your brother's girlfriend?
00:14Hey, Jer.
00:15Look, I am not going to be able to make the dedication.
00:19Oh, it happens in Cabo State in Cabo.
00:22Did you hook up with Lacey Barone during spring break?
00:24Shit.
00:25It happened when we were on a break.
00:26It didn't mean anything to me.
00:27It means something to me!
00:29You ruined everything!
00:49Bells, can we go on a coffee run?
00:51I thought you said you had to get at least a B on your media ethics midterm
00:56or you were so screwed.
00:58Fine.
00:59You are no fun.
01:01Mm.
01:02Mm.
01:03Wait, what's this important flight update for Cabo?
01:10Since when are you going to Cabo?
01:12Yeah, I told you about the last minute flight of boats.
01:15Uh, I think I would have remembered you going to Mexico.
01:18Oh, well, Bells, this is my last spring break and you're going to be in Philly, so.
01:22Yeah, but we said we might meet up in Cousins and I thought you were trying to spend more time with your dad.
01:28Okay, don't try to guilt trip me about my dad. I just saw him last weekend.
01:32Did something happen with you guys? You've been kind of moody since then.
01:37Something worse than visiting my dead mom's grave? No.
01:41Hey, okay, that's, that's not fair. I just, I think you're being a little bit selfish.
01:46Okay, I'm sorry. Can you just stop riding me? If you want to come to Cabo, then just come.
01:52No, I don't want to crash your boys trip.
01:54It's not just boys. The sororities are going too.
01:56Oh, so girls were invited, just not girlfriends. Cool.
01:59Look, I promise I'm not interested in whatever wet t-shirt contest or whatever it is that you're picturing.
02:04It's not that.
02:05Then what is it?
02:06What is wrong with you right now? You're the one who didn't even tell me that you're leaving the country.
02:09Yeah, because you hate anything having to do with frats.
02:12When did I ever say that?
02:13You don't have to. I can feel you judging us.
02:15Sorry if I'm a dumbass who's probably going to bomb his midterm.
02:18Sorry if I want to have a little fun in spring break.
02:20And I'm sorry that I'm not some straight A overachiever going to med school like Conrad.
02:24Oh my God, what? Please, please don't put your inferiority complex on me.
02:28I wonder where that came from.
02:30Well, it didn't start with me, so maybe look at your dad.
02:33Wow.
02:34Well, if you think I'm so stupid and selfish, then why are you even with me?
02:38Fuck it. I won't waste your time.
02:40You're being ridiculous right now.
02:42You think everything I do is ridiculous and I'm sick of it.
02:44So let's just end it.
02:45Are you serious?
02:46Yes, I'm serious.
02:47Okay, fine. If that's how you feel.
02:49It is.
02:50Great. Okay, awesome. Bye.
02:51Bye.
02:55I went home for spring break and we still hadn't talked.
03:01I can't believe it's been five days and he still hasn't texted me.
03:04Haven't you also not texted him?
03:07Yeah, but he's the one who picked the fight out of nowhere.
03:10Why don't you just come with me to New York for a couple of days?
03:13We can, like, run around the city after I crushed my interview.
03:16I'm too depressed.
03:18Stop looking at Instagram.
03:19I just still don't even know what the hell happened.
03:22See?
03:23Okay, I'm heading out.
03:25Bye, Mom.
03:26Well, the good news is he looks emotionally destroyed.
03:30I mean, I knew he was down about his grades, but I...
03:33Just stop obsessing.
03:35You wanna know what's going on?
03:36Why don't you ask him?
03:37Yeah, but he's the one who...
03:38Just talk to him when he gets back.
03:40Guys are like dogs.
03:42They hide when they've screwed up.
03:43And even the world's best boyfriend is gonna fuck up sometimes.
03:46You know he feels bad about it.
03:48Like, it's Jer.
03:49You're his oxygen.
03:50He can't breathe without you.
03:58I really thought Taylor was right.
04:00So when we got back to school, I went to see him.
04:04Are you really not gonna come find me?
04:06I mean, you pick a fight, walk out the door, and I don't hear from you for a week?
04:10I'm a total asshole, Belly.
04:12I fucked up, and I fucked up really bad.
04:14Hey, no, it's okay.
04:19No.
04:20No, it's not.
04:21I had a shitty week, and I took it out on you.
04:25I'm just sorry.
04:26I'm sorry, Belly.
04:27Look, I mean...
04:29We had a fight.
04:31It's not the end of the world.
04:35What does this mean...
04:37Does this mean you wanna get back together?
04:40We never stopped being together.
04:47Belly...
04:48When I was in Cabo...
04:52I-I thought...
04:53I just thought we were...
05:02I just can't believe I almost lost you over something so stupid.
05:07You could never lose me.
05:09I got you this.
05:20I was just on the beach, and I was just thinking about you.
05:23I didn't even know if you would ever talk again, but...
05:26It's really stupid, and you don't have to wear it.
05:28No.
05:29I love it.
05:30I love you.
05:34I love you.
05:35I love you.
05:51I probably do.
05:52I love you.
05:53You're welcome.
05:54Taylor's here.
06:20I'm asleep.
06:21Got it.
06:24She's asleep.
06:28Okay.
06:29I just want to talk to her.
06:30I think she should rest right now.
06:32Okay.
06:33Fine.
06:34This is a breakfast burrito, extra crispy bacon, the way she likes it.
06:38Just make sure she eats something.
06:40Okay.
06:41Bye.
06:42Ellie, I swear, I obviously had no idea about Lacey.
06:52You know I would have killed them both for you, okay?
06:55Please just call me back.
06:56Like, just call me back.
06:57Oh, no.
06:58I wouldn't get any closer unless you want your balls cut off.
07:02Please just tell me how she is.
07:03I don't know.
07:04She won't talk to me either.
07:05Your side chick is in my sorority, so now I'm just, like, guilty by association.
07:09Taylor, please hear me out.
07:10No, I have always been on your side.
07:12I was the freaking CEO of Team Jeremiah now to find out that you're the scummy little
07:15fucking hot tub cheater.
07:16It's insane.
07:17I didn't cheat.
07:18We were on a break.
07:19No.
07:20That's bullshit.
07:21You're not getting off on this, like, technicality.
07:23You were broken up for all of two seconds, Jeremiah, and then you got her this, like, cheap-ass
07:28puka shell bracelet to make it up to her.
07:30Like, what are you doing?
07:31What are you thinking?
07:32What?
07:33You're the expert on cheating now, huh?
07:34Excuse me?
07:35You heard me.
07:36How are Davis and Mia?
07:38Don't turn it around on me.
07:40You were supposed to be the ideal.
07:42You were supposed to deserve her, but you don't, and you probably never did.
07:49Can you get out of here?
07:53Hey, this is Taylor.
08:02Leave a message.
08:06Adam called you in for this meeting, too, huh?
08:09Yep.
08:10Yeah.
08:11Fine way to spend a Sunday.
08:12Sitting in the background while the grown-ups talk.
08:14Did you, uh, get to the dossier I sent you on Friday?
08:18Yep.
08:19Yep.
08:20Yep.
08:21Yeah.
08:22Starrcadex.
08:24Starrcadex?
08:25Like, like, the gaming startup?
08:27Oh, my God.
08:27I knew you were a gamer.
08:28Jesus, would be a bigger nerd cliche, please.
08:30Wait, no.
08:31No, relax.
08:32All right, I used to program that shit.
08:34Computer engineering at Princeton?
08:36Right.
08:36Remember?
08:37Yes.
08:37How could I forget?
08:39It is in your email signature.
08:41Mm-hmm.
08:42Look, just do me a favor, all right?
08:43Read the dossier, and then call your girlfriend, okay?
08:48Yeah.
08:49Well, I actually, um, I actually broke up with my girlfriend.
08:52That was, uh, that was my, my ex.
08:55Well, ex?
08:56Ex?
08:57Oh, my God.
08:58No, no, no.
08:59Stop.
09:00No personal stuff, all right?
09:01I'm not the coworker who's gonna be invested in your little dramas.
09:05I don't care.
09:06Yeah.
09:09All right.
09:10Um, Starrcadex?
09:11Every VC shop is gonna try to move on this company, all right?
09:14So we really need to be on the ball with us.
09:16Copy.
09:17Copy.
09:18Got you.
09:49You just have to make it to the library, one thing at a time.
10:04Yeah, but everything leads to him.
10:09Like, I, I can't just study.
10:12I also have to call and quit my summer job, because obviously I'm not gonna be in Cousins.
10:18Because Jeremiah.
10:20And then I have to figure out how to tell my mom that I can't bring myself to go to Susanna's memorial.
10:27Because again, Jeremiah.
10:29And I might never even go to the summer house again because of fucking Jeremiah.
10:33So, okay, one thing at a time is not gonna work for you.
10:36No.
10:37No, nothing's gonna work because everything is...
10:39Oh, my God.
10:41Hey, you're gonna be okay.
10:47I'll meet you after study group.
10:50It's not just Lacey I can't avoid.
10:53I see Jeremiah everywhere.
10:55Hung all my clothes in the closet you made.
10:59Even when he isn't really there.
11:01In the boxes I send them your way.
11:03Hoping life brings you no new pain.
11:08I rearrange my memories.
11:12I try to rewrite my life.
11:15But no matter how I try to.
11:22And no matter how I want to.
11:30And no matter how easy things could be if I did.
11:37And no matter how guilty I still feel saying it.
11:44I wish I hated you.
11:46Our shadows dance in a parallel plane.
11:50Just two different endings you learn to repair.
11:54And I learn to keep me in one place.
11:58Everywhere I go, there's a memory of us from when we were golden.
12:03You're ready.
12:04Yeah.
12:05Yeah.
12:06Yeah.
12:07Beautiful.
12:08That rose is really cool.
12:09Don't come to win a little more.
12:12So...
12:13I just need to not be here.
12:16Hi.
12:27Mom, hi.
12:28Um, quick question.
12:29Can you send me my birth certificate overnight if possible?
12:33Hello to you too, my loving daughter.
12:35I'm fine.
12:36Thanks for asking.
12:37How are you?
12:38Sorry.
12:39How are you, Mom?
12:40I had an extremely dull conference.
12:42Which means I am nowhere near your birth certificate.
12:45What do you need it for, anyway?
12:47A passport.
12:48I found out I got off the waitlist for Paris.
12:52That's fantastic.
12:54Honey, congratulations.
12:57How's JR taking it?
12:59I know he'll miss you, but he must be so proud.
13:02Yeah.
13:03Um...
13:04Mom, I gotta go.
13:06Okay.
13:07Love you.
13:08Bro.
13:09You're tweaking.
13:10You need to...
13:11I've allowed.
13:12Try something that's who I got.
13:13May help ease the pain.
13:14I just lost the most important person in my life.
13:15Sorry if I don't have the energy to be alive.
13:16Oh, you don't think I know about breakups?
13:17I know about breakups.
13:18You saw me after Sean.
13:19You two were together for two seconds, Redbird.
13:20Felt like something to me.
13:21I can't believe I fucked it up this bad.
13:23Dude, I dig your girl.
13:24I really do.
13:25And I say this with love.
13:26But...
13:27You two were broken up.
13:28Right?
13:29And you were wasted as hell.
13:30And Lacey was all over your shit.
13:31Bro, it's not an excuse.
13:32I should've told her as soon as I got back.
13:33Yeah.
13:34Yeah.
13:35Yeah.
13:36Probably.
13:37Yeah.
13:38Probably.
13:39Yeah.
13:40Yeah.
13:41Probably.
13:42Yeah.
13:43Yeah.
13:44Yeah.
13:45Yeah.
13:46Yeah.
13:47Yeah.
13:48Yeah.
13:49Yeah.
13:50Yeah.
13:51Yeah.
13:52Yeah.
13:53Yeah.
14:03Belly's been the center of my world since I lost my mom.
14:11She's everything to me.
14:15And losing her feels like...
14:19I'm losing the best part of myself.
14:24That's beautiful, man.
14:30So fight for her.
14:31Stop saying you're sorry.
14:33Find a way to show her.
14:37Make it sound so easy.
14:39I don't think it's supposed to be.
14:40I don't think it's supposed to be.
14:45I just can't believe it.
14:46He acts so devoted, but he's just as shady as the rest.
14:50I swear if he comes to our dorm, it's on site.
14:53Don't smile, please.
14:55That won't be a problem.
14:56Kinda sucks you're not leaving for Paris tomorrow.
15:00Do you think I'm being too hard on him?
15:02Look.
15:03If he really thought you were broken up, technically it's not cheating, but to keep it a secret, that tells me he knew what he did was wrong and he chose to keep it from you.
15:17That's the part I can't get over.
15:20What Annika didn't know was that I had a secret too.
15:26It was the day after Christmas last year.
15:28My mom was at a writer's retreat.
15:30Steven was visiting friends.
15:31Jer was going skiing with his dad and Conrad.
15:34I figured, why be home alone when I could be at my favorite place in the world?
15:39So I borrowed Steven's car and went to Cousins.
15:46Oh shit.
15:49Shit, shit, shit.
15:51Oh my God.
15:52Okay, what would Kevin do?
15:54What would Kevin do?
15:56Okay.
16:11Steven, open up.
16:12It's me.
16:16Belly.
16:19You okay?
16:21Yeah.
16:22Yeah.
16:23Sorry.
16:24Just the flash got to me.
16:25Okay.
16:26Next.
16:39Belly.
16:40No, please don't leave.
16:41I made the biggest mistake of my life.
16:43Please just talk to me.
16:46Look, I'll tell you anything.
16:47I'll tell you anything.
16:48I'll tell you anything.
16:49I just don't want any more secrets between us.
16:52Okay.
16:57How did it happen?
17:00Look, I was really sad.
17:01I was drunk.
17:04She was just there.
17:08How many times?
17:09Twice.
17:10Twice.
17:11How could you do this to me?
17:12Belly, please.
17:13I know I don't deserve you.
17:14But I love you more than anyone else in the world.
17:15And it kills me to see you hurting.
17:16And I would do anything to take it back.
17:17Just stop.
17:18You can't undo what you did.
17:19Belly, please.
17:20I'm sorry.
17:21I'm so sorry.
17:22I've never loved anyone but you.
17:23I love him too.
17:24And I want to forgive him.
17:25I just don't know how.
17:29You were supposed to be the one person who would never hurt me.
17:32And are you the person who hurt me the most?
17:33Laurel.
17:34I'm sorry.
17:35I'm sorry.
17:36I'm sorry.
17:37I'm so sorry.
17:38I've never loved anyone but you.
17:39I love him too.
17:40And I want to forgive him.
17:41I just don't know how.
17:45You were supposed to be the one person who would never hurt me.
17:50And are you the person who hurt me the most?
17:52Laurel.
17:53Elliot.
17:54Hey.
17:55Hey.
17:56Oh.
17:57Fancy books you got there.
17:58Oh, yeah.
17:59You know.
18:00Well, I've already read the Moncrief translation twice, so.
18:01As one does.
18:02Yeah.
18:03Yeah.
18:04Yeah, I've decided it's the year that I finally read
18:05A La Recherche du Temps Perdue in the original French.
18:19Go for it.
18:21Live on the edge.
18:22You know, um, you and I, we could start our own book group if, uh, if you're interested.
18:28Unfortunately, Professor Park dropped out of French her first year of college.
18:32John?
18:33What are you doing here?
18:35Open up a word with you.
18:36In private.
18:37Professor.
18:38Okay.
18:39See you later, Elliot.
18:42Uh, sure.
18:43Yeah.
18:44Um, I'll be at the, uh, Flaubert Symposium if you want to drop by.
18:48Okay.
18:49Sounds great.
18:50Okay.
18:54What was that?
18:55So, TAs are allowed to flirt with professors now?
18:57He's an adjunct, and maybe I was flirting back.
19:00Well, then I was doing him a favor.
19:01You'd have eaten him alive in, well, five minutes.
19:04What's a history professor doing at a lit conference, anyway?
19:07Researching potential crossover courses.
19:09Our provost is looking for ways to make history sexy again.
19:13And a lit conference is definitely the way to do that.
19:15Shoot me, Dad.
19:17Please make your way into Ballroom B for tropes of old English epic poetry.
19:26That sounds...
19:27Worrying as shit.
19:28Yeah.
19:30Okay.
19:34New plan.
19:35We find somewhere to drink this.
19:36Steal a wine opener.
19:37I can't do that.
19:38Oh, you're right.
19:39Okay.
19:40Welcome to day one.
19:41By the end of the summer, I expect half of you will still be here.
19:46Don't piss me off, and we'll be fine.
19:47Okay.
19:48First patient.
19:49We have a 15-year-old boy, came in following a seizure.
19:51Any thoughts on what might be going on?
19:52Uh-huh.
19:53I want to start off with our first patient.
19:54Okay.
19:55I'm going to go ahead and go ahead and see my doctor.
19:56Welcome to day one.
19:57Okay.
19:58Welcome to day one.
19:59By the end of the summer, I expect half of you will still be here.
20:02Don't piss me off, and we'll be fine.
20:04Okay.
20:05First patient.
20:07We have a 15-year-old boy.
20:09Came in following a seizure.
20:11Any thoughts on what might be going on?
20:13I want to start off with our first years.
20:17What do you say?
20:17Well, it could be puberty hormones.
20:22He's 15.
20:23He's also recovering from the flu,
20:25and fevers are the most common cause of seizures at his age.
20:28Very good.
20:29They also gave him nausea meds at the ER,
20:31and that does increase risk.
20:32Good catch.
20:34Sometimes it's just the obvious answer.
20:36Absolutely. Thank you, Dr. Namazi.
20:38I'll keep that in mind.
20:40Okay. Next patient.
20:41Are you trying to make me the med student that gets cut on day one?
20:45I'm sure it's just a mess.
20:46It's fine. I'll take that. I'll make it up in the next one.
20:49Look, I know that climbing up Namazi's ass
20:51is just a coping mechanism for your all-consuming love
20:53for your brother's girlfriend.
20:54Why did I tell you that?
20:55Because you were, like, yearning to.
20:58Whatever.
21:00Safest place to hang out at an academic conference
21:02is in the hotel gym.
21:05Nice!
21:05Give me your phone. Mine's dead, and I want to call the kids.
21:08It's in my room. Also, the kids are fine.
21:10And also, you're upside down.
21:12Yes. Yes, I am.
21:15What are you doing?
21:19Getting some things off my chest.
21:21Why did I ask?
21:23You know, even though our marriage went to shit,
21:27we ended up being pretty good co-parents.
21:31Yes, we did.
21:31Oh, my God.
21:36I just remembered.
21:38Belly called me today
21:39to say she is studying abroad next semester
21:42in Paris!
21:43Oh!
21:44Do you know how the Parisian police found Quasimodo?
21:48They followed a hunch.
21:51Please never tell that joke again.
21:53You used to love my jokes.
21:55You used to laugh so hard,
21:56beer would come out your nose.
21:57In fact, wasn't that why you slept with me on our first day?
22:00I was fake laughing,
22:02and I planned to sleep with you all along.
22:06You did?
22:08Mind if I work in?
22:10Uh, no. It's all yours.
22:11No, we're done here.
22:12Appreciate it.
22:13Why are you here?
22:29What are you...
22:30You haven't responded to my text all day.
22:32It's finals.
22:34It's a stressful time.
22:35Tay, are you okay?
22:36What's wrong?
22:38I'm...
22:39I'm hungry.
22:39Okay, then let's just grab some food.
22:43Come on, get in.
22:48Okay.
22:48So, uh...
23:06Uh, where do you want to go eat?
23:10I don't know.
23:11What?
23:22Uh...
23:22I broke up with Mia.
23:30I hope you didn't do that for me.
23:32What?
23:32Uh, sorry.
23:38I just...
23:39I thought you'd be happy
23:40that I just wanted to be with you.
23:42But after the other night,
23:43sleeping over...
23:44Steven, I...
23:45You're wrong.
23:46And I've told you before,
23:47I just want this to be casual.
23:49Okay, it's never casual with you and me.
23:51Taylor, you know that.
23:52Oh, my God.
23:53Let's just stop fucking around,
23:54you know, and do it for real
23:55so we don't keep hurting other people.
23:56They don't even know about us.
23:57That doesn't matter.
23:57It's still messed up.
23:58Taylor, I want you and me
24:01to have a fresh start,
24:02you know, free and clear and clean.
24:05Steven, we've tried before.
24:06We've tried a million times.
24:07We were kids, then.
24:07It doesn't...
24:08We don't work.
24:08It never works.
24:09Taylor, you are the only girl
24:10I want to be with.
24:12What?
24:12I'm telling you.
24:13I think I love you.
24:14Stop, stop.
24:15No, don't...
24:15I can't do this.
24:17What are you talking...
24:18Can you pull over
24:18and let me out of the fucking car?
24:19Taylor, no.
24:20Taylor, I need you to listen to me.
24:21Please.
24:21That's all I'm asking for.
24:22Steven, please just let me out of the car.
24:23We're in the middle of the road, Taylor.
24:25I'm not doing that.
24:25I want to leave.
24:26Pull over and let me out of the fucking car.
24:29Fine, fine, fine.
24:31Fuck.
24:32Here, I'm pulling over, okay?
24:39Taylor, what the fuck?
24:55Taylor, I told you, I don't want...
24:58Oh, my God.
25:04Taylor.
25:05Hi.
25:08I'm really sorry.
25:10What happened?
25:12Were you with him or were you hurt?
25:14What happened?
25:16I wasn't in the car.
25:18Okay.
25:18We were arguing.
25:20Okay.
25:20I jumped out and he was trying
25:24to make him after me.
25:25Okay.
25:28What?
25:36It's just my fault.
25:37No, no, no, it's not your fault.
25:40Yes, it is.
25:42You're with Steven Conklin?
25:43Yeah, yeah.
25:45Is he okay?
25:46Initial scans show a cracked rib
25:48and a cerebral contusion.
25:50Cerebral contusion?
25:51It's a bruise on the brain.
25:53We won't know how serious it is
25:54until the swelling goes down.
25:55Until then, we'll keep him sedated.
25:58So we just wait and see?
25:59Is that it?
26:00There's some paperwork to fill out
26:01and someone will need to make decisions
26:03on his behalf.
26:04Can that be one of you?
26:05I'm his sister.
26:06His sister works.
26:08Okay.
26:08Um, what kind of decisions do I...
26:10Uh, it's...
26:11It's in the paperwork there.
26:14Uh, I need to...
26:16I need to try my parents again.
26:18I couldn't...
26:19Okay, I will try them.
26:20I will do it.
26:22I don't know Steven's fucking insurance,
26:25if he's on our parents' insurance
26:26or his job.
26:27How am I supposed to know
26:27his fucking blood type?
26:29I think...
26:29I think I remember Steven
26:31bragging about being
26:32your universal donor.
26:33Of course,
26:34you can brag about anything.
26:35Okay, O-negative.
26:40He's O-negative.
26:42Okay.
26:43I'm gonna try your parents again.
26:45I don't...
26:45I think I should, uh,
26:47let a few other people know.
26:49Do you want me to call Jer?
26:54I don't know.
26:55An hour ago,
26:56I wanted to throw up
26:57thinking about him,
26:58but now I just...
26:59I just wish he was here.
27:03I don't even know
27:04what to say to make me feel bad.
27:10I'm gonna be your Jer today.
27:12Okay, we'll track down your parents.
27:14I will call Jer's dumbass, too.
27:16Okay?
27:17Just...
27:17Just fill out the paperwork
27:19and leave the rest to me.
27:20I'm gonna do it.
27:22Um, can you call, uh,
27:24Conrad, too,
27:25because he just might
27:25understand what all this means?
27:28Yeah, I got you.
27:29I'm gonna call Conrad.
27:30I'm gonna call Conrad.
27:34Well, I'll hop on the next flight.
27:36No, it's fine.
27:37Laurel and John
27:37will probably be here by then.
27:39Okay.
27:40Well,
27:40tell me what the doctor said exactly.
27:43Uh, he's kind of a dick.
27:44He basically blew us off.
27:45We're trying to get updates, but...
27:47Well, maybe I can help.
27:48Where's he admitted?
27:49We're at, um, Providence General.
27:52But how?
27:53I will figure it out.
27:56I just want to do something.
28:00Hey, how's Belly?
28:02She's fine.
28:03Yeah?
28:04Okay.
28:05Yeah.
28:05Yeah, great.
28:06Okay.
28:08Well, just keep me updated, okay?
28:09Yep, will do.
28:11All right.
28:14Dr. Namazi?
28:15Excuse me.
28:16What's up?
28:17A friend of mine was
28:18in a car accident.
28:20Uh, very close friend,
28:21more like family, and
28:23he's at Providence General.
28:25Is there any chance
28:26you know anyone
28:27in neurology there?
28:28The head of neurology
28:29is a friend of a friend.
28:30Well, his name is Stephen Conklin.
28:32Do you think there's
28:33any possible way
28:34that you could make a call?
28:38I'll see what I can do.
28:41Do you think you need
28:42to take the day?
28:45Uh, no.
28:47I'm good.
28:49Okay.
28:51Jared's in the lobby.
29:19Yeah, I know, babe.
29:22He just wants to be nearby
29:23if we need him.
29:24He's not gonna come
29:25try and talk to you
29:26or anything.
29:28That's so sweet.
29:29Why does he have
29:30to be so sweet?
29:33Should I text him?
29:37Isabel Conklin?
29:39Yeah.
29:40I'm Dr. Joon Kwon.
29:41I head up the neurology team.
29:43I'm taking over
29:43your brother's case.
29:44Does that mean
29:45he's gotten worse?
29:46No, it means someone
29:47well-connected
29:48is looking out for you.
29:49I got a call
29:50from a colleague
29:51at Stanford.
29:53Stephen is sedated
29:54and sleeping.
29:55He's stable
29:55and I've ordered
29:56a CT scan.
29:57Have you seen him yet?
29:59Well, let's get you
30:00back there.
30:01We allow two visitors,
30:02immediate family only,
30:03so I'll presume
30:05this is Stephen's
30:05other sister.
30:07Follow me.
30:07Any news on your friend?
30:17No.
30:19You sure you shouldn't
30:19just go out there?
30:20I don't even know
30:21what I'd do if I did.
30:22It's not like I'm a doctor yet.
30:24Plus, we barely talked
30:25over the last few years.
30:27No cell phones?
30:30Yeah.
30:31How did everything go
30:32with those blood draws?
30:34Good.
30:34Great.
30:40This is mislabeled.
30:42Oh, that's, uh,
30:43that's mine.
30:44That's my mistake.
30:45A mistake that
30:46put your patient at risk.
30:47I'll fix it right now.
30:48You should have gone home
30:49when I gave you the chance.
30:50It won't happen again.
30:51No, it won't.
30:52You're done here.
30:53You're not ready for this.
30:56You're firing me
30:57for one mistake?
30:59Dr. Namazi, please,
31:00you may see this
31:01as one mistake,
31:02but this is about you
31:03not knowing your limits,
31:04which makes you
31:05a walking liability,
31:06my liability.
31:07Dr. Namazi, I...
31:09No.
31:10You can always apply
31:11again next year.
31:12Scruggers to OR4.
31:14Scruggers to OR4.
31:16He starts taking...
31:30Steven, can I tell you
31:37a secret?
31:38I've never loved anyone
31:39like I love you.
31:44Do you know how scary
31:45that is?
31:51I know I act like
31:53I don't care,
31:54but I just,
31:54I care so,
31:56so much.
32:00I'm always afraid
32:03that it's just
32:03a matter of time
32:03before you come to me
32:04and you tell me
32:05that I'm not worth it.
32:07You're just gonna be like,
32:08actually,
32:09you're not worth it.
32:23So I figured
32:24if I just keep
32:24pushing you away
32:25and pretend
32:26that you don't mean
32:27anything to me,
32:28then you can't hurt me.
32:30And I don't know
32:33how to stop doing that.
32:45You know,
32:45the first time
32:46we got together,
32:47you remember
32:48you told me
32:48that you were like,
32:50you told me
32:50that you wouldn't
32:51give up on us.
32:52you have no idea
32:56how badly
32:57I wanted
32:58to believe you.
33:02I have good news.
33:17the CT scan is clear.
33:19The CT scan is clear?
33:20What does that mean?
33:21The swelling
33:22on Stephen's brain
33:22has gone down
33:23and we can start
33:24weaning him off
33:25the sedatives.
33:26It'll be a while
33:26until he wakes up.
33:28We'll let you know
33:28when he's ready
33:28for visitors.
33:33It's okay.
33:35He's gonna be okay.
33:35I've just been scared.
33:45I'm really sorry
33:46to dump this on you.
33:47I know you don't think
33:48that Stephen and I
33:49should get back together.
33:49No,
33:50I never should have judged you.
33:52You're right.
33:53I've been all over the place.
33:56Like,
33:56not wanting to let go
33:57of Stephen
33:58but still keeping
33:59Davis around
33:59is this, like,
34:00emotional buffer.
34:01It's shitty
34:02and selfish
34:04and Stephen
34:06was trying to do
34:06the right thing
34:07and I'm just freaked
34:08but all this,
34:11it's like,
34:15I think,
34:17I think that
34:18it made me realize
34:19that even though
34:19I'm so scared,
34:21I'm so scared
34:22to lose Stephen
34:23again,
34:23I'm more scared
34:25not to try.
34:30I'm gonna,
34:30I'm gonna break up
34:32with Davis.
34:35Whatever you wanna do,
34:37I support you.
34:47All right,
34:47how rough do I look
34:48right now?
34:49Do I look hot?
34:51I'm not gonna lie to you.
34:53I look that bad.
34:57Just go back to the house,
34:58eat something,
35:00shower.
35:00You heard the doctor,
35:04he's not gonna be up
35:04for a little while
35:05or anything.
35:06Thanks, babe.
35:11Hey,
35:12if you wanna get back
35:16with Jeremiah,
35:18just do it.
35:19I never said that.
35:20Make him beg,
35:21obviously,
35:22but
35:22don't just throw away
35:24everything you guys
35:25have had
35:25for the past four years.
35:26like,
35:30not if it's still
35:31what you want.
35:37Okay.
35:37we gotta get him.
35:52We gotta get him.
35:52Shut up.
35:55still not a morning person,
35:58huh?
36:01My eyes are crispy.
36:04Can you bring me
36:05some of your contact solution?
36:06Yeah.
36:07Oh, my God.
36:19John, get in here.
36:24Oh, my God.
36:25Mom, where were you?
36:26Belly, I just got
36:27your messages.
36:28What's going on?
36:29Steven was in an accident.
36:30Is he okay?
36:31He's gonna be fine.
36:34I've been trying
36:35to keep it together,
36:36but I was so scared.
36:39I can't imagine
36:42how terrified
36:43you must have been.
36:44I'm so, so sorry.
36:46Have you been there
36:47all alone?
36:49No, no.
36:51Taylor's here,
36:52and she's been amazing,
36:53and...
36:54and Jer's here.
36:56He stayed all night.
36:58Mom,
36:59things have been
37:00so crazy.
37:01Listen, sweetheart,
37:02I'll be there
37:02as soon as I can,
37:03and, um,
37:05I'll track down
37:06your dad
37:06and let him know.
37:08I love you so much,
37:09Belly.
37:10I love you,
37:11Mommy.
37:14Steve, was it
37:14a car accident?
37:15He's okay.
37:16He's gonna be fine.
37:17He's fine.
37:18But Belly couldn't reach
37:19either of us listeners.
37:20It's okay.
37:21We meet in the lobby
37:22in five.
37:30We hadn't seen
37:45each other much
37:46over the years,
37:47and we hadn't been
37:48alone together since...
37:49Hey.
37:50...that day
37:51at the motel.
37:52Hey.
37:53Hey.
37:53Why are you
38:01holding a poker?
38:03Oh.
38:04Um,
38:05I thought you were
38:06a burglar.
38:07Of course you did.
38:13Where's Jer?
38:15He and your dad
38:15are on their way
38:16to Chamonix.
38:16Right.
38:21Aren't you supposed
38:22to be meeting them
38:23there?
38:23Yeah, my flight
38:24got delayed
38:25because of the weather.
38:26They were trying
38:26to rebook me
38:27for the 28th.
38:29What are you
38:30doing here?
38:32My mom is on
38:33a retreat in the
38:33mountains,
38:34and Stephen's
38:34in New York.
38:35I was all alone
38:36at home.
38:38So.
38:46You have chocolate
39:02all over your face.
39:04No, I don't.
39:05What did you do?
39:05You just stick your
39:06whole head in
39:06to save time?
39:08Shut it!
39:10No, I don't.
39:11You cold,
39:12I could start a fire.
39:16I think it's maybe
39:19a little late
39:19for a fire.
39:21I think I'm
39:21just going to crash.
39:25Merry Christmas,
39:26Belly.
39:27It's really good
39:28to see you.
39:34You too.
39:43The next morning,
39:45right when I woke up,
39:46I had this funny
39:47feeling that he
39:48had already left.
39:51Ow!
39:53Ow!
39:53Ow!
40:00You okay?
40:02Oh, no.
40:04Leave me alone.
40:05You hurt?
40:06Can you move?
40:07I thought you
40:08were gone.
40:09Nope.
40:11Still here.
40:11Oh, stop.
40:13Let me help you out.
40:16No, no, no.
40:17Ow!
40:18Just, just give me a minute.
40:20Okay.
40:21Okay.
40:30How bad does it hurt
40:31on a scale
40:32from one to ten?
40:34Eleven.
40:34You're such a baby
40:36when it comes to pain.
40:37No, I'm not.
40:39I mean,
40:40that fall you took
40:41was no joke.
40:43Seriously,
40:44it was like
40:44when animals
40:46slip and fall
40:46in cartoons
40:47on banana peels.
40:49You calling me an animal?
40:55Ow!
40:55Ow!
40:56Ow!
40:56I'm gonna pick you up
41:00and I'm gonna carry you
41:01to the couch.
41:01No, no, no, no, no.
41:02Just, just, just,
41:04no, just,
41:04I'm too heavy for you.
41:05Just leave me here.
41:06Okay, I know I can't
41:07bench press my body weight
41:08like Jer,
41:09but I can pick you up, Ellie.
41:12Ready?
41:15Okay, come on.
41:16Okay.
41:17Ow!
41:18You're okay.
41:20Ready?
41:20What?
41:22Ow.
41:22Watch your legs.
41:29Ow.
41:30You're okay.
41:31Yeah.
41:32Ow.
41:38That's when I had
41:39this sudden thought.
41:41A part of me
41:42will always love you.
41:52We spent the day together,
41:57but not together.
42:00Oh, to see without my eyes.
42:03The first time that you'll kiss me.
42:09Boundless by the time I cry.
42:11Entertainingly expressive
42:13H blank blank blank Y.
42:16Hmm.
42:19Hemi.
42:20Hemi.
42:26Hemi.
42:26Oh, yeah.
42:27I think this is the beginning
42:28of a beautiful friendship.
42:32She's better off than Laszlo.
42:34You're insane.
42:36Rick and Elsa are obviously
42:37meant for each other.
42:38Their little love story
42:39is nothing compared to the work
42:41that Laszlo was doing
42:42for the Resistance.
42:43Oh, my God, dude.
42:44What?
42:45I'm gonna get more firewood.
42:46You know, you are way too young
42:49to be this cynical.
42:50Yeah, yeah, yeah.
42:52It's true.
42:59Belly.
42:59Hey.
43:00Belly.
43:00Hey, sorry.
43:01My reception out here is terrible.
43:02I'm on a mountain
43:03freezing my balls off.
43:04What are you up to?
43:05I'm actually in Cousins.
43:07I got super lonely,
43:09so I drove up.
43:10Oh, nice.
43:11Did you bring Taylor?
43:12No, I came by myself.
43:15Well, I wish you were here with me.
43:17Conrad's flight got messed up
43:18because of the weather,
43:19so I'm just talking with my dad.
43:21Yeah, he...
43:22What?
43:24Hello?
43:25Belly.
43:25Can you hear me?
43:26Yeah, I...
43:27I can't hear what you're saying.
43:28Uh, never mind.
43:30What?
43:32Wait, I'll be back tomorrow.
43:34Okay.
43:35Bye, Bells.
43:35Okay.
43:36Okay, love you.
43:43Hey, I...
43:43I would have told Jer that you're here, too.
43:46Don't worry about it.
43:47I never told Jeremiah
43:48that Conrad was with me at Cousins
43:50because there was nothing to tell.
43:53Nothing happened with Conrad.
43:55Nothing was ever going to happen.
43:56The next morning, Conrad was gone.
44:12He left just like I thought he would.
44:18No goodbye.
44:19Just gone like a ghost.
44:21Conrad Fisher.
44:34The ghost of Christmas past.
44:35Blackbird on my shoulder
44:39And what difference does it make
44:43When this love is over
44:48Shall I sleep within your bed
44:52River of unhappiness
44:57Hold your hands upon my head
45:01Till I breathe my last breath
45:06Till I breathe my last breath
45:06Oh, the woe is me
45:09The last time that you touch me
45:15Oh, the wonders ever cease
45:18Blast me the mystery of love
45:25Come in
45:45Hey
45:53Can you take your shoes off?
45:54I'm gonna be here for like a sec
45:55I was just on my way in and
45:58Came to rub it in my face
45:59Did I get fired on day one?
46:00No, jerk
46:01I wanted to see how your friend's doing
46:02Yeah, he's gonna be okay
46:04Thanks
46:05Good
46:05This is for you
46:08Thank you
46:09You're welcome
46:10Um
46:11So look, um
46:14About yesterday
46:16I mean, we all know Namazi's a hard ass
46:20I'm fine
46:20Cool
46:23Uh, that's
46:23Actually, I was gonna say
46:26That she kind of has a point
46:28Oh
46:30I mean, look, you know I always tell you the truth, right?
46:34And the truth is that you're smart as hell, obviously
46:37But you need to pay more attention to your feelings
46:39Excuse me?
46:40Well, you can deny your emotions all you want
46:45They're not going anywhere
46:46And
46:48As long as you're afraid to face them
46:51They'll run you
46:52Not the other way around
46:53Hello would have been nice
46:59Hello
47:01Steven?
47:05You ready for a visitor?
47:06Oh, yeah
47:07Oh, you're awake
47:08Ow, ow, ow
47:11Careful of his ribs
47:12No, no, break another one, why don't you?
47:14It's barely cracked, you baby
47:16How's, uh
47:17How's mom and dad?
47:19Where are they?
47:20They're on their way
47:21Hey
47:21Uh, hi
47:26I'm gonna give you two a minute
47:30I'm glad you're alive
47:31You scared the shit out of everyone
47:38You know that?
47:40Belly was worried to death
47:41I knew you were just being a drama queen
47:42Obviously
47:43I was in a coma
47:45So
47:46Yeah, but
47:47Medically induced
47:49Huh
47:50Steven, I'm joking
47:55I was worried about you too
47:57Obviously
47:58Yeah, yeah, you know
47:59I've been thinking a lot about what you said
48:01Since I woke up
48:02You know, before the crash
48:03Me too
48:03And you were right
48:05You and me, we don't work
48:09What?
48:16If we
48:16Never ran into each other that day in New York
48:19We would have just gone about our lives
48:21And been fine
48:22So let's just pretend we didn't
48:24I've never been able to think early when it comes to you, Ty
48:31I couldn't let you go
48:36You know I love a challenge
48:39But
48:39It is a wake-up call
48:44You were right
48:47You and me, we don't work
48:50Hmm
48:51Good
48:54Then we're on the same page
48:56Yeah, yeah, finally
48:58I'm gonna go find Belly
48:59First loves are important
49:12Conrad was mine
49:14For the rest of my life
49:16I would think of him fondly
49:18The way you do your first pet
49:20The first car you drove
49:21But they're not as important as lasts
49:25Steven's gonna be okay
49:39Thank God
49:41Do you wanna get some air?
49:51Yeah
49:51Yeah, I would love that
49:52I was
49:59I am so mad at you
50:02And you have every right to be
50:04I'm sorry for what I did to you
50:06And I'm sorry I didn't tell you sooner
50:07I'm sorry you found out
50:08The worst way possible
50:10I know it's gonna take a lot of work
50:13For you to even begin to trust me again
50:15But I am willing to do
50:16Whatever it takes if you let me
50:18I'm sorry too
50:24Sorry for what?
50:29I'm sorry for
50:30Everything leading up to that fight
50:33And to Cabo
50:35I can see how you thought
50:40We were broken up
50:41You can
50:43Yeah, but I
50:46I don't understand
50:48How you could just
50:48Move on to somebody else
50:50So easily
50:51I mean, I could barely function
50:53How were you okay enough
50:55To have sex with someone?
50:56No, Belly
50:57I was completely numb
50:58That whole week
50:59I didn't even feel like
51:00I was there
51:01When Lacey and I
51:02When we had sex
51:04After I
51:06I just sat in the shower
51:07And cried for
51:08I don't
51:09I don't even know how long
51:10I was just thinking
51:12How could I deserve you
51:13After that?
51:19Maybe we
51:20Shouldn't let one mistake
51:22Erase all these years
51:24I mean
51:27If we both believe
51:29That what we have
51:30Is bigger than our mistakes
51:33Then
51:33Maybe we can just
51:36Start over
51:37I want that
51:39Bells
51:40I want that so much
51:42You can't ever
51:44Hurt me like that again
51:45I promise
51:47I promise
51:52I don't want to
52:07Mess this up again
52:08We won't
52:10After Stephen
52:13I get it now
52:14Life's too short
52:16Not to spend it
52:18With the person
52:18That you love
52:19I want to be with you
52:22Always
52:23No matter what
52:24I just can't imagine
52:26My life without you
52:27Me either
52:29Elliot's always
52:30Been our story
52:31Yours
52:32And mine
52:33Nobody else's
52:35What are you thinking?
52:42It's
52:42The future
52:43It's just crazy
52:44I don't know what
52:45Say it
52:46Would you
52:50Yes
52:50You don't even know
52:53What I'm about to say
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