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00:00Previously, on the summer I turned pretty, I told everyone that I applied to Finch because it was a good school.
00:17The truest of all was that I just wanted to be near him.
00:21Now here we are.
00:22We are gonna do this for the rest of our lives.
00:24I got off the waitlist for study abroad.
00:26Paris.
00:27Have you and Conrad started your speech for the dedication ceremony?
00:30Half of Cousins is coming to see Susanna's memorial garden.
00:33I want to get my cap and gown and my name wasn't on the list.
00:35I'm not graduating.
00:36We keep coming back to each other, it feels like it's never really over.
00:39I got that summer clinic job.
00:41Have you ever been in love?
00:42Once.
00:43So what was her name?
00:44Belly.
00:45Wait, like your brother's girlfriend?
00:46Hey Jer, look, I am not gonna be able to make the dedication.
00:51Oh, it happens in Cabos.
00:52Days in Cabos.
00:54Did you hook up with Lacey Barone during spring break?
00:56Shit.
00:57It happened when we were on a break.
00:58It didn't mean anything to me.
00:59It means something to me!
01:00I swear to you!
01:01You ruined everything!
01:20Bells, can we go on a coffee run?
01:23I thought you said you had to get at least a B on your media ethics midterm or you were so screwed.
01:31Fine.
01:32You are no fun.
01:37Wait, what's this important flight update for Cabo?
01:42Since when are you going to Cabo?
01:44Yeah, I told you about the last minute flight of boats.
01:47Uh, I think I would have remembered you going to Mexico.
01:50Oh, well, Bells, this is my last spring break and you're gonna be in Philly, so...
01:54Yeah, but we said we might meet up in Cousins.
01:57And I thought you were trying to spend more time with your dad.
02:00Okay, don't try to guilt trip me about my dad.
02:02I just saw him last weekend.
02:04Did something happen with you guys?
02:06You've been kinda moody since then.
02:08Something worse than visiting my dead mom's grave? No.
02:12Hey, okay, that's... that's not fair.
02:14I just... I think you're being a little bit selfish.
02:17Okay, sorry. Can you just stop riding me?
02:21If you wanna come to Cabo, then just come.
02:23No, I don't wanna crash your boys' trip.
02:25It's not just boys. The sororities are going too.
02:27Oh, so girls were invited, just not girlfriends. Cool.
02:31Look, I promise I'm not interested in whatever wet t-shirt contest
02:34or whatever it is that you're picturing.
02:36It's not that.
02:37Then what is it?
02:38What is wrong with you right now?
02:39You're the one who didn't even tell me that you're leaving the country.
02:41Yeah, because you hate anything having to do with frats.
02:44When did I ever say that?
02:45You don't have to. I can feel you judging us.
02:47Sorry if I'm a dumbass who's probably gonna bomb his midterm.
02:50Sorry if I wanna have a little fun in spring break,
02:52and I'm sorry that I'm not some straight-A overachiever
02:54going to med school like Conrad.
02:55Oh, my God, what?
02:57Please, please don't put your inferiority complex on me.
03:00I wonder where that came from.
03:02Well, it didn't start with me, so maybe look at your dad.
03:05Wow.
03:06Well, if you think I'm so stupid and selfish, then why are you even with me?
03:09Fuck it, I won't waste your time.
03:11You're being ridiculous right now.
03:13You think everything I do is ridiculous, and I'm sick of it.
03:15So let's just end it.
03:16Are you serious?
03:18Yes, I'm serious.
03:19Okay, fine, if that's how you feel.
03:21It is.
03:22Great, okay, awesome, bye.
03:23Bye.
03:25I went home for spring break, and we still hadn't talked.
03:33I can't believe it's been five days and he still hasn't texted me.
03:36Haven't you also not texted him?
03:39Yeah, but he's the one who picked the fight out of nowhere.
03:42Why don't you just come with me to New York for a couple of days?
03:45We can, like, run around the city after I crush my interview.
03:48I'm too depressed.
03:50Stop looking at Instagram.
03:51I just still don't even know what the hell happened.
03:54Okay, I'm heading out.
03:57Bye, Mom.
03:59Well, the good news is he looks emotionally destroyed.
04:02I mean, I knew he was down about his grades, but I-
04:05Just stop obsessing.
04:07You wanna know what's going on?
04:08Why don't you ask him?
04:09Yeah, but he's the worst-
04:10Just talk to him when he gets back.
04:12Guys are like dogs.
04:13They hide when they've screwed up, and even the world's best boyfriend is gonna fuck up sometimes.
04:18You know he feels bad about it.
04:20Like, it's Jer.
04:21You're his oxygen.
04:22He can't breathe without you.
04:29I really thought Taylor was right.
04:32So when we got back to school, I went to see him.
04:36Are you really not gonna come find me?
04:38I mean, you pick a fight, walk out the door, and I don't hear from you for a week?
04:42I'm a total asshole, Billy.
04:44I fucked up, and I fucked up really bad.
04:46Hey, no, it's okay.
04:50No.
04:52No, it's not.
04:53I had a shitty week, and I took it out on you.
04:57I'm just sorry. I'm sorry, Billy.
04:59Look, I mean, we had a fight.
05:03It's not the end of the world.
05:07What does this mean?
05:09Does this mean you wanna get back together?
05:12We never stopped being together.
05:16Billy, when I was in Cabo, I-I thought I just thought we'd lose.
05:34I just can't believe I almost lost you over something so stupid.
05:37You could never lose me.
05:47Uh...
05:50Uh...
05:52I got you this.
05:53I was just on the beach, and I was just thinking about you.
05:55I didn't even know if you would ever talk again, but...
05:58It's really stupid, and you don't have to wear it.
06:00No.
06:01I love it.
06:06I love you.
06:07I feel like it...
06:08I love you.
06:09I love you.
06:10I love you.
06:11I love you.
06:12I love you.
06:18Uh...
06:23Worthless.
06:24It's not worth this.
06:51Taylor's here.
06:52I'm asleep.
06:53Kind of.
06:59She's asleep.
07:00Okay, I just want to talk to her.
07:02I think she should rest right now.
07:04Okay.
07:05Fine.
07:06This is a breakfast burrito, extra crispy bacon, the way she likes it.
07:09Just make sure she eats something.
07:11Okay.
07:13Bye.
07:14Bye.
07:21Belly, I swear, I obviously had no idea about Lacey.
07:25I know I would have killed them both for you, okay?
07:27Please just call me back.
07:28Like, just call me back.
07:31Oh, no.
07:32I wouldn't get any closer unless you want your balls cut off.
07:34Please just tell me how she is.
07:35I don't know.
07:36She won't talk to me either.
07:37Your side chick is in my sorority, so now I'm just like guilty by association.
07:41Taylor, please hear me out.
07:42No.
07:43I have always been on your side.
07:44I was the freaking CEO of Team Jeremiah now to find out that you're the scummy little
07:47fucking hot tub cheater.
07:48It's insane.
07:49I didn't cheat.
07:50We were on a break.
07:51No.
07:52That's bullshit.
07:53You're not getting off on this, like, technicality.
07:55You were broken up for all of two seconds, Jeremiah.
07:58And then you got her this, like, cheap-ass puka shell bracelet to make it up to her.
08:02Like, what are you doing?
08:03What are you thinking?
08:04What?
08:05You're the expert on cheating now, huh?
08:06Excuse me?
08:07You heard me.
08:08How are Davis and Mia?
08:10Don't turn it around on me.
08:12You were supposed to be the ideal.
08:14You were supposed to deserve her.
08:16But you don't, and you probably never did.
08:21Can you get out of here?
08:25Hey, this is Taylor.
08:34Leave a message.
08:38Adam called you in for this meeting, too, huh?
08:41Yep.
08:42Yeah.
08:43Fine way to spend a Sunday.
08:45Sitting in the background while the grown-ups talk.
08:47Did you, uh, get to the dossier I sent you on Friday?
08:50Yep.
08:51Yep.
08:52Yep.
08:53Yeah.
08:54So you saw at Starrcadex?
08:56Starrcadex, like the gaming startup?
08:59Oh, my God.
09:00I knew you were a gamer.
09:01Jesus, be a bigger nerd cliche, please.
09:03Wait, no.
09:04No, relax.
09:05All right, I used to program that shit.
09:06Computer engineering at Princeton?
09:08Right.
09:09Remember?
09:10Yes.
09:11How could I forget?
09:12It is in your email signature.
09:13Mm.
09:14Look, just do me a favor, all right?
09:15Read the dossier, and then call your girlfriend.
09:19Okay?
09:20Yeah.
09:21Well, I actually, um, I actually broke up with my girlfriend.
09:25That was, uh, that was my, my ex.
09:27Well, ex?
09:28Ex?
09:29Oh, my God.
09:30No, no, no.
09:31Stop.
09:32Immediately, no.
09:33All right, I'm not the coworker who's gonna be invested in your little dramas.
09:37I don't care.
09:38Yeah.
09:41All right.
09:42Um, Starrcadex?
09:44Every VC shop is gonna try to move on this company, all right?
09:46So we really need to be on the ball with us.
09:48Copy.
09:49Copy.
09:50Got you.
10:21You just have to make it to the library.
10:35One thing at a time.
10:37Yeah, but everything leads to him.
10:41Like, I, I can't just study.
10:44I also have to call and quit my summer job, because obviously I'm not gonna be in Cousins.
10:50Because Jeremiah.
10:52And then I have to figure out how to tell my mom that I can't bring myself to go to Susanna's memorial, because again, Jeremiah.
11:01And I might never even go to the summer house again because of fucking Jeremiah.
11:05So, okay, one thing at a time's not gonna work for you.
11:08No, no, nothing's gonna work, because everything is...
11:11Oh, my God.
11:14Hey, you're gonna be okay.
11:19I'll meet you after a study group.
11:22It's not just Lacey I can't avoid.
11:25I see Jeremiah everywhere.
11:27Hung all my clothes in the closet you made.
11:31Even when he isn't really there.
11:33Hung all my boxes, I send them your way.
11:36Hoping life brings you no new pain.
11:40I rearrange my memories.
11:44I try to rewrite my life.
11:47But no matter how I try to, and no matter how I want to, and no matter how easy things could be if I did.
12:09And no matter how guilty I still feel saying it.
12:16Unless I hated you.
12:18Our shadows dance in a parallel plane.
12:22Just two different endings you learn to repair.
12:26And I learn to keep me in one place.
12:30Everywhere I go, there's a memory of us.
12:33From when we were golden.
12:35Everybody.
12:36Me.
12:37John.
12:38Ah.
12:39Beautiful.
12:40No, it's so cute.
12:41How come you're gonna get a car?
12:43So, I just need to not be here.
12:59Hi.
13:00Mom, hi.
13:01Um, quick question.
13:02Can you send me my birth certificate overnight if possible?
13:06Hello to you too, my loving daughter.
13:08I'm fine, thanks for asking.
13:09How are you?
13:10Sorry.
13:11How are you, Mom?
13:12I had an extremely dull conference, which means I am nowhere near your birth certificate.
13:17What do you need it for, anyway?
13:19A passport.
13:20I found out I got off the waitlist for Paris.
13:25That's fantastic!
13:26Honey, congratulations!
13:29How's JR taking it?
13:31I know he'll miss you, but he must be so proud.
13:34Yeah.
13:35Um, Mom, I gotta go.
13:38Okay.
13:39Love you.
13:42Okay.
13:45Bro.
13:46You're tweaking.
13:47You need to...
13:49Level out.
13:50Try some of this new indica I got.
13:51May help ease the pain.
13:53I just lost the most important person in my life.
13:56Sorry if I don't have the energy to be alive.
13:58Oh, you don't think I know about breakups?
13:59I know about breakups.
14:00You saw me after Sean.
14:01You two were together for two seconds, Redbird.
14:04Felt like something to me.
14:05I can't believe I fucked it up this bad.
14:08Dude, I dig your girl.
14:10I really do.
14:11And I say this with love, but...
14:14You two were broken up.
14:15Right?
14:16And you were wasted as hell.
14:17And Lacey was all over your shit.
14:19Bro, it's not an excuse.
14:20I should have told her as soon as I got back.
14:23Yeah.
14:24Yeah, probably.
14:25Belly's been the center of my world since I lost my mom.
14:43She's everything to me.
14:47And losing her feels like...
14:49I'm losing the best part of myself.
14:55That's beautiful, man.
15:02So fight for her.
15:03Stop saying you're sorry.
15:05Find a way to show her.
15:09Make it sound so easy.
15:11I don't think it's supposed to be.
15:17I just can't believe it.
15:18He acts so devoted, but he's just as shady as the rest.
15:22I swear, if he comes to our dorm, it's on sight.
15:25Don't smile, please.
15:27That won't be a problem.
15:28Kinda sucks you're not leaving for Paris tomorrow.
15:32Do you think I'm being too hard on him?
15:34Look.
15:36If he really thought you were broken up,
15:40technically it's not cheating.
15:42But to keep it a secret,
15:44that tells me he knew what he did was wrong,
15:46and he chose to keep it from you.
15:49That's the part I can't get over.
15:52What Annika didn't know was that...
15:55I had a secret, too.
15:58It was the day after Christmas last year.
16:00My mom was at a writer's retreat.
16:02Steven was visiting friends.
16:03Jer was going skiing with his dad and Conrad.
16:05I figured, why be home alone when I could be at my favorite place in the world?
16:11So I borrowed Steven's car and went to Cousins.
16:13Ah, shit.
16:14Shit, shit, shit, shit.
16:15Oh, my God.
16:16Okay, what would Kevin do?
16:17What would Kevin do?
16:18Okay.
16:19What would Kevin do?
16:20What would Kevin do?
16:21Oh, shit.
16:22Shit, shit, shit.
16:24Oh, my God.
16:25Okay, what would Kevin do?
16:26What would Kevin do?
16:27Okay.
16:29Okay.
16:43Steven, open up.
16:44It's me.
16:51Belly.
16:52You okay?
16:53Yeah.
16:54Yeah.
16:55Sorry.
16:56Just the flash got to me.
16:57Okay.
16:58Next.
16:59Belly.
17:12No, please don't leave.
17:13I made the biggest mistake of my life.
17:15Please just talk to me.
17:18Look, I'll tell you anything.
17:20I'll tell you anything.
17:21I just don't want any more secrets between us.
17:25Okay.
17:29How did it happen?
17:31Look, I was really sad.
17:33I was drunk.
17:36She was just there.
17:40How many times?
17:46Twice.
17:49Jared, how could you do this to me?
17:51Belly, please.
17:52I know I don't deserve you,
17:54but I love you more than anyone else in the world,
17:56and it kills me to see you hurting,
17:57and I would do anything to take it back.
17:59Just stop.
18:00You can't undo what you did.
18:02Belly.
18:03Please.
18:04I'm sorry.
18:05I'm so sorry.
18:06I've never loved anyone but you.
18:08I love him too.
18:10And I want to forgive him.
18:12I just...
18:13don't know how.
18:16You were supposed to be the one person
18:18who would never hurt me.
18:22And now you're the person who hurt me the most.
18:24Laurel.
18:35Elliot.
18:36Hey.
18:37Hey.
18:38Oh.
18:39Fancy books you got there.
18:40Oh, yeah.
18:41Well, I've already read the Moncrief translation twice, so...
18:43As one does.
18:44Yeah.
18:45Yeah, I've decided it's the year that I finally read
18:47A La Recherche du Ton Perdue in the original French.
18:53Go for it.
18:54Live on the edge.
18:56You know, um, you and I, we could start our own book group
18:59if, uh, if you're interested.
19:01Unfortunately, Professor Park dropped out of French
19:04her first year of college.
19:05John?
19:07What are you doing here?
19:08Open up a word with you.
19:09In private.
19:10Professor.
19:11Okay.
19:12See you later, Elliot.
19:14Uh, sure.
19:15Yeah.
19:16Um, I'll be at the, uh, Flaubert Symposium
19:19if you want to drop by.
19:20Okay.
19:21Sounds great.
19:22Okay.
19:26What was that?
19:27So, TA's are allowed to flirt with professors now?
19:29He's an adjunct, and maybe I was flirting back.
19:32Well, then I was doing him a favor.
19:34You'd have eaten him alive in about five minutes.
19:36What's a history professor doing at a lit conference anyway?
19:39Researching potential crossover courses.
19:41Our provost is looking for ways to make history sexy again.
19:45And a lit conference is definitely the way to do that.
19:48Shoot me, Dad.
19:50Please make your way in the ballroom.
19:51B for tropes of old English epic poetry.
19:59That sounds...
20:00Worrying as shit.
20:01Yeah.
20:03Okay.
20:06New plan.
20:07We find somewhere to drink this.
20:08Steal a wine opener.
20:09I can't do that.
20:10Pull your weight.
20:27Okay.
20:28Welcome to day one.
20:30By the end of the summer, I expect half of you will still be here.
20:33Don't piss me off.
20:34Mm-hmm.
20:35And we'll be fine.
20:38Okay.
20:39First patient.
20:40We have a 15-year-old boy.
20:41Came in following a seizure.
20:43Any thoughts on what might be going on?
20:46I want to start off with our first years.
20:48What do you say?
20:49Well...
20:50Uh...
20:53Could be puberty hormones.
20:54He's 15.
20:55Could also...
20:56He's also recovering from the flu, and fevers are the most common cause of seizures at his age.
21:00Very good.
21:01They also gave him nausea meds at the ER, and that does increase risk.
21:04Good catch.
21:06Sometimes it's just the obvious answer.
21:08Absolutely.
21:09Thank you, Dr. Namazi.
21:10I'll keep that in mind.
21:11Okay.
21:12Next patient.
21:14Are you trying to make me the med student that gets cut on day one?
21:17I'm sure it's just a myth.
21:18It's fine.
21:19I'll take that.
21:20I'll make it up in the next one.
21:21Look, I know that climbing up Namazi's ass is just a coping mechanism for your all-consuming love for your brother's girlfriend.
21:26Why did I tell you that?
21:27Because you were, like, yearning to.
21:30Whatever.
21:31Safest place to hang out at an academic conference is in the hotel gym.
21:36Nice!
21:37Give me your phone.
21:38Mine's dead, and I want to call the kids.
21:40It's in my room.
21:41Also, the kids are fine.
21:42Also, you're upside down.
21:44Yes.
21:45Yes, I am.
21:46What are you doing?
21:51Getting some things off my chest.
21:53Why did I ask?
21:55You know, even though our marriage went to shit, we ended up being pretty good co-parents.
22:02Yes, we did.
22:07Oh, my God.
22:08I just remembered.
22:09Belle called me today to say she is studying abroad next semester in Paris.
22:15Oh!
22:16Do you know how the Parisian police found Quasimodo?
22:20They followed a hunch.
22:22Please never tell that joke again.
22:25You used to love my jokes.
22:27You used to laugh so hard beer would come out your nose.
22:29In fact, wasn't that why you slept with me on our first date?
22:32I was fake laughing, and I planned to sleep with you all along.
22:36You did?
22:39Mind if I work in?
22:41Uh, no.
22:42It's all yours.
22:43No, we're done here.
22:44Appreciate it.
22:59Why are you here?
23:01What are you...
23:02You haven't responded to my texts all day.
23:04It's finals.
23:05It's a stressful time.
23:07Tay, are you okay?
23:08What's wrong?
23:10I'm...
23:11I'm hungry.
23:12Okay, then let's just grab some food.
23:15Come on, get in.
23:20Okay.
23:34So, uh...
23:35Where do you want to go eat?
23:39I don't know.
23:41What?
23:42Uh...
23:43I broke up with Mia.
23:47I hope you didn't do that for me.
23:48What?
23:49Uh...
23:50I broke up with Mia.
23:54I hope you didn't do that for me.
23:55What?
23:56Uh...
23:57Sorry.
23:58I just...
23:59I thought you'd be happy that I just wanted to be with you.
24:13Even after the other night, sleeping over...
24:15Steven, I...
24:16You're wrong.
24:17And I've told you before, I just want this to be casual.
24:19Okay.
24:20It's never casual with you and me.
24:21Taylor, you know that.
24:22Oh, my God.
24:23Let's just stop fucking around, you know, and do it for real so we don't keep hurting other
24:26people.
24:27They don't even know about us.
24:28That doesn't matter.
24:29It's still messed up.
24:31Taylor, I want you and me to have a fresh start.
24:33You know, free and clear and clean.
24:36Steven, we've tried before.
24:37We've tried a million times.
24:38We were kids then.
24:39We don't work.
24:40It never works.
24:41Taylor, you are the only girl I want to be with.
24:43What?
24:44I'm telling you.
24:45I think I love you.
24:46Stop.
24:47No, don't.
24:48I can't do this.
24:49What are you talking?
24:50Can you pull over and let me out of the fucking car?
24:51Taylor, no.
24:52Taylor, I need you to listen to me.
24:53Please.
24:54That's all I'm asking for.
24:55Steven, please just let me out of the car.
24:56We're in the middle of the road, Taylor.
24:57I'm not doing that.
24:58I don't care.
24:59I want to leave.
25:00Pull over and let me out of the fucking car.
25:02Fine.
25:03Fine.
25:04Fine.
25:05Fuck.
25:06Here.
25:07I'm pulling over, okay?
25:12Taylor, what the fuck?
25:17Taylor, I told you I don't want...
25:30Oh, my God.
25:32Taylor.
25:33Hi.
25:34I'm really sorry.
25:36What happened?
25:37Were you with him?
25:38Are you hurt?
25:39What happened?
25:40I wasn't in the car.
25:41Okay.
25:42We were arguing.
25:43I jumped out and he was trying to come after me.
25:44Okay.
25:45What?
25:46What?
25:47It's just my fault.
25:59No, no.
26:00No, it's not your fault.
26:01Yes, it is.
26:03You're with Stephen Conklin?
26:05Yeah.
26:06Stephen Conklin.
26:07I was with Stephen Conklin.
26:08I was with Stephen Conklin.
26:09Yeah, I was with Stephen Conklin.
26:11Yeah, we did.
26:12Stephen Conklin.
26:13What happened?
26:15yeah yeah is he okay initial scans show a cracked rib and a cerebral contusion
26:21cerebral contusion it's a bruise on the brain we won't know how serious it is
26:26until the swelling goes down until then we'll keep him sedated so we just wait
26:30and see is that it there's some paperwork to fill out and someone will
26:34need to make decisions on his behalf can that be one of you I'm his sister
26:37sister works um what kind of decisions do it it's it's in the paperwork there
26:44uh-huh I need it I need to try my parents again I couldn't okay I'll I will try them I will do it
26:53I don't know Stephen's fucking insurance if he's on our parents insurance or his job
26:58how am I supposed to know his fucking blood type I think I think I remember Stephen
27:02bragging about being a universal donor of course you brag about anything
27:07okay he oh negative he's oh negative okay I'm gonna try your parents again
27:16I think I should uh let a few other people know too you want me to call Jer
27:23I don't know an hour ago I wanted to throw up thinking about him but now I just
27:30I just wish he was here he would know what to say to make me feel better
27:37I'm gonna be your Jer today
27:43okay we'll track down your parents I will call Jer's dumbass too
27:47okay just just fill out the paperwork and leave the rest to me I'm gonna do it
27:53thank you um can you call uh Conrad too because he just might understand what all this means
28:00yeah I got you I'm gonna call Conrad
28:01well I'll hop on the next flight
28:07no it's fine Laurel and John will probably be here by then
28:10okay well tell me what the doctor said exactly
28:14uh he's kind of a dick he basically blew us off
28:17we're trying to get updates but well maybe I can help where's he admitted
28:20we're at um Providence Providence General but how
28:25I will figure it out I just want to do something
28:29hey how's Belly she's fine yeah okay yeah yeah great okay
28:38well just keep me updated okay yeah we'll do all right
28:45Dr. Namazi excuse me what's up
28:48a friend of mine was in a car accident uh very close friend more like family and
28:55he's at Providence General is there any chance you know anyone in neurology there
29:00the head of neurology is a friend of a friend
29:02well his name is Stephen Conklin do you think there's any possible way that
29:06you could make a call
29:08I'll see what I can do
29:11thank you
29:12do you think you need to take the day
29:14uh no I'm good
29:19okay
29:21Jared's in the line
29:51Bobby yeah I know babe he just wants to be nearby if we need him he's not gonna come
29:57try and talk to you or anything
29:58that's so sweet why does he have to be so sweet
30:03should I text him
30:05Isabel Conklin
30:10I'm Dr. Joon Kwon I head up the neurology team I'm taking over your brother's case
30:16does that mean he's gotten worse
30:17no it means someone well connected is looking out for you
30:22I got a call from a colleague at Stanford
30:24Stephen is sedated and sleeping he's stable and I've ordered a CT scan
30:28have you seen him yet
30:31well let's get you back there we allow two visitors immediate family only so I'll presume this is Stephen's other sister
30:38follow me
30:39follow me
30:45any news on your friend
30:48no
30:49you sure you shouldn't just go out there
30:52I don't even know what I'd do if I did
30:54it's not like I'm a doctor yet
30:55plus we barely talked over the last few years
30:58no cell phones
31:01yeah
31:02how did everything go with those blood draws
31:05good
31:06great
31:06this is mislabeled
31:13oh that's uh that's mine
31:15that's my mistake
31:16a mistake that put your patient at risk
31:19I'll fix it right now
31:19you should have gone home when I gave you the chance
31:21it won't happen again
31:22no it won't
31:23you're done here
31:24you're not ready for this
31:26you're firing me for one mistake
31:30Dr. Namazi please I didn't
31:32you may see this as one mistake
31:33but this is about you not knowing your limits
31:36which makes you a walking liability
31:38my liability
31:39Dr. Namazi
31:40I
31:41no
31:41you can always apply again next year
31:43Steven can I tell you a secret
32:09I've never loved anyone like I love you
32:12do you know how scary that is
32:18I know I act like I don't care
32:25but I just I care so
32:27so much
32:29I'm always afraid that it's just a matter of time
32:35before you come to me and you tell me that I'm not worth it
32:37you're just gonna be like
32:40actually
32:41you're not worth it
32:42so I figured if I just keep pushing you away
32:57and pretend that you don't mean anything to me
33:00then you can't hurt me
33:01and I don't know how to stop doing that
33:06you know the first time we got together
33:18you remember you told me that you were like
33:21you told me that
33:22you wouldn't give up on us
33:24you have no idea
33:28how badly I wanted to believe you
33:30I have good news
33:49the CT scan is clear
33:50the CT scan is clear
33:52what does that mean
33:53the swelling on Steven's brain has gone down
33:55and we can start weaning him off the sedatives
33:57it'll be a while until he wakes up
33:59we'll let you know when he's ready for visitors
34:01thank you
34:02it's okay
34:06he's gonna be okay
34:07I've just been scared
34:09I'm really sorry to dump this on you
34:19I know you don't think that Steven and I should get back together
34:21no I never should have judged you
34:24but you're right
34:24I've been all over the place
34:27like not wanting to let go of Steven
34:30but still keeping Davis around
34:31is this like emotional buffer
34:33it's shitty
34:34it's selfish
34:35and Steven was trying to do the right thing
34:39and I'm just freaked
34:40but all this
34:42I think
34:48I think that it made me realize
34:50that even though I'm so scared
34:52I'm so scared to lose Steven again
34:55I'm more scared not to try
34:58I'm gonna
35:02I'm gonna break up with Davis
35:04whatever you want to do
35:08I support you
35:10how rough do I look right now?
35:21do I look hot?
35:23I'm not gonna lie to you
35:24I look that bad
35:25just go back to the house
35:30eat something
35:31shower
35:32you heard the doctor
35:35he's not gonna be up for a little while
35:37thanks babe
35:38hey
35:43if you want to get back with Jeremiah
35:49just do it
35:50I never said that
35:52make him beg
35:52obviously
35:53but
35:53don't just throw away
35:56everything you guys have had
35:57for the past four years
35:58like not if it's still what you want
36:03okay
36:09Laura
36:19we gotta get up
36:24shut up
36:27still not a morning person
36:30huh
36:30my eyes are crispy
36:35can you bring me some of your contact solution
36:38yeah
36:39oh my god
36:50John get in here
36:54oh my god
36:56mom
36:57where are you
36:58belly
36:58I just got your messages
36:59what's going on
37:00Steven was in an accident
37:02is he okay
37:03he's gonna be fine
37:04I've been trying to keep it together
37:07but I was so scared
37:10I can't imagine how terrified you must have been
37:15I'm so so sorry
37:17have you been there all alone
37:20no
37:21no
37:21no
37:21um
37:22Taylor's here
37:23and she's been amazing
37:24and
37:25and
37:27Jer's here
37:28he stayed all night
37:29mom
37:31things have been so crazy
37:32listen sweetheart
37:34I'll be there as soon as I can
37:35and um
37:36I'll
37:37I'll
37:37track down your dad
37:38and let him know
37:39I love you so much
37:41belly
37:41I love you
37:43mommy
37:43Steve was in a car accident
37:47he's okay
37:48okay
37:48he's gonna be fine
37:49fuck
37:50belly couldn't reach either of us
37:51listen
37:52it's okay
37:52just meet me in the lobby in five
37:54we hadn't seen each other much over the years
38:18and we hadn't been alone together since
38:21that day at the motel
38:23hey
38:24hey
38:25why are you holding a poker
38:34oh
38:35um
38:36I thought you were a burglar
38:38of course you did
38:40where's Jer
38:45he and your dad are on their way to Chamonix
38:48right
38:51aren't you supposed to be meeting them there
38:55yeah my flight got delayed because of the weather
38:57they were trying to rebook me for the 28th
39:00what are you doing here
39:02my mom is on a retreat in the mountains
39:05and Stephen's in New York
39:06I was all alone at home
39:08so
39:10you have chocolate all over your face
39:35no I don't
39:36what did you do you just stick your whole head in to save time
39:38shut it
39:40no you don't
39:42you called I could start a fire
39:44so I think it's maybe a little late for a fire
39:52I think I'm just gonna crash
39:54merry christmas belly
39:58so good to see you
40:00you too
40:06the next morning
40:16right when I woke up
40:17I had this funny feeling that he had already left
40:20you're okay
40:33oh no leave me alone
40:36you're hurt can you move
40:38I thought you were gone
40:40nope
40:41still here
40:43let me help you out
40:48no no no
40:49just
40:50just give me a minute
40:52okay
40:52how bad does it hurt
41:03on a scale from 1 to 10
41:0511
41:06you're such a baby when it comes to pain
41:08no I'm not
41:09I mean that fall you took was no joke
41:13seriously it was like
41:16when animals slip and fall in cartoons on banana peels
41:20you calling me an animal
41:22I'm gonna pick you up
41:32and I'm gonna carry you to the couch
41:33no no no no
41:34just just just
41:35no just I'm too heavy for you
41:37just leave me here
41:38I know I can't bench press my body weight like Jared
41:41but I can pick you up Ellie
41:42ready
41:45okay come on
41:48okay
41:48ow
41:49you're okay
41:51ready
41:52watch
41:53watch your legs
41:58you're okay
42:03yeah
42:04that's when I had this sudden thought
42:12a part of me will always love you
42:15we spent the day together
42:28but not together
42:30entertainingly expressive
42:45H blank blank blank Y
42:47that's what
42:51hammy
42:52hammy
42:54she's better off
43:05for Laszlo
43:05you're insane
43:07Rick and Elsa are obviously
43:09meant for each other
43:09their little love story
43:11is nothing
43:12compared to the work
43:13that Laszlo was doing
43:14for the resistance
43:14oh my god
43:15I'm gonna get more firewood
43:18you know you are way too young
43:21to be this cynical
43:22yeah
43:23hey
43:31belly
43:32hey
43:32sorry my receipts now here is terrible
43:34I'm on the mountain freezing my balls off
43:36what are you up to
43:36I'm actually in Cousins
43:39I got super lonely
43:40so I drove up
43:42oh nice
43:42did you bring Taylor
43:44no I came by myself
43:46well I wish you were here with me
43:48I'll run to fly
43:49I got mad stuff
43:50because of the weather
43:50so I'm stuck here with my dad
43:52yeah he
43:53he's
43:55what
43:55hello
43:56belly
43:57can you hear me
43:58dear
43:58I can't hear what you're saying
44:00uh
44:00never mind
44:02what
44:03wait
44:04uh
44:05I'll be true tomorrow
44:06okay
44:06bye about
44:07okay
44:07okay love you
44:09hey I
44:15I would have told
44:16Jer that you're here too
44:18don't worry about it
44:18I never told Jeremiah
44:20that Conrad was with me
44:21at Cousins
44:22because there was nothing
44:23to tell
44:24nothing happened
44:25with Conrad
44:26nothing was ever
44:28gonna happen
44:28the next morning
44:40Conrad was gone
44:41he left just like
44:45I thought he would
44:46no goodbye
44:50just gone like a ghost
44:53Conrad Fisher
45:05the ghost of Christmas past
45:07blackbird on my shoulder
45:11and what difference does it make
45:15when this love is over
45:20shall I sleep within your bed
45:23river of unhappiness
45:29hold your hands upon my head
45:32till I breathe
45:36my last breath
45:38oh
45:39oh
45:40oh
45:40oh
45:40oh
45:40is me
45:41the last time
45:44that you
45:45taught me
45:47all will once
45:49ever cease
45:50blast me
45:53the mystery
45:55of love
45:57come in
46:17hey
46:24can you take your shoes off
46:26I'm gonna be here for like a sec
46:27I was just on my way in
46:29and
46:29came to rub it in my face
46:30that I got fired on day one
46:31no jerk
46:32I wanted to see how your friend's doing
46:34yeah he's gonna be okay
46:36thanks
46:36good
46:37this is for you
46:39thank you
46:40you're welcome
46:41um
46:43so look
46:46um
46:46about yesterday
46:48I mean we all know
46:51Namazi's a hard ass
46:52I'm fine
46:52cool
46:54uh that's
46:55actually I was gonna say
46:58that she kinda has a point
47:00oh
47:02I mean look you know I always tell you the truth
47:05right
47:05and the truth is that
47:07you're smart as hell
47:08obviously
47:09but you need to pay more attention to your feelings
47:11excuse me
47:12well you can
47:14deny your emotions all you want
47:17they're not going anywhere
47:18and
47:20as long as you're afraid to face them
47:23they'll run you
47:23not the other way around
47:24hello would have been nice
47:31hello
47:33Stephen
47:37you ready for a visitor
47:38oh yeah
47:39oh you're awake
47:40ow
47:41ow
47:42ow
47:42careful of this fridge
47:43no no break another one
47:45why don't you
47:45it's barely cracked
47:47you baby
47:47how's uh
47:49how's mom and dad
47:51where are they
47:51they're on their way
47:52hey
47:53uh hi
47:58I'm gonna give you two a minute
48:01I'm glad you're alive
48:03you scared the shit out of everyone
48:10you know that
48:11belly was worried to death
48:13I knew you were just being a drama queen
48:14obviously
48:15I was in a coma
48:17so
48:18yeah but
48:19medically induced
48:21huh
48:22Stephen I'm joking
48:27I was worried about you too
48:29obviously
48:30yeah you know
48:31I've been thinking a lot about what you said
48:32since I woke up
48:33you know before the crash
48:35me too
48:35and you were right
48:36you and me
48:40we don't work
48:40what
48:43if we
48:48never ran into each other
48:50that day in New York
48:51we would have just gone about our lives
48:52and been fine
48:53so let's just pretend
48:55we didn't
48:56I've never been able to think earlier
49:02when it comes to you Ty
49:03I couldn't let you go
49:07you know I love a challenge
49:11but
49:11it is a wake up call
49:16you were right
49:19you and me
49:20you and me
49:21we don't work
49:21good
49:26then we're on the same page
49:28yeah yeah
49:29finally
49:30I'm gonna go find belly
49:31first loves are important
49:44first loves are important
49:44Conrad was mine
49:46for the rest of my life
49:48I would think of him fondly
49:49the way you do
49:51your first pet
49:51the first car you drove
49:53but they're not as important
49:56as last
49:57Stephen's gonna be okay
50:11thank god
50:13do you want to get some air
50:20yeah
50:23yeah I would love that
50:24I was
50:30I am so mad at you
50:33and you have every right to be
50:35I'm sorry for what I did to you
50:37and I'm sorry I didn't tell you sooner
50:39I'm sorry you found out
50:40the worst way possible
50:42I know it's
50:44it's gonna take a lot of work
50:45for you to even begin
50:46to trust me again
50:47but I am willing to do
50:48whatever it takes
50:49if you let me
50:50I'm sorry too
50:55sorry for what
50:59sorry for
51:02everything leading up
51:04to that fight
51:04and to Cabo
51:07I can see how you
51:11thought we were broken up
51:13you can
51:15yeah but I
51:18I don't understand
51:19how you could just
51:20move on to somebody else
51:22so easily
51:23I mean I could
51:23barely function
51:25how were you okay enough
51:27to have sex with someone
51:27no belly
51:28I was completely numb
51:30that whole week
51:30I didn't even feel like
51:32I was there
51:32when Lacey and I
51:33when we had sex
51:35after I
51:38I just sat in the shower
51:39and cried
51:40for I don't
51:41I don't even know
51:41how long
51:42I was just thinking
51:44how could I deserve you
51:45after that
51:47maybe we
51:51shouldn't let one mistake
51:54erase all these years
51:56I mean
51:58if we both believe
52:01that what we have
52:02is bigger than our mistakes
52:04then
52:05maybe we can just
52:08start over
52:09I want that
52:11Bells
52:12I want that so much
52:13you can't ever hurt me
52:16like that again
52:17I promise
52:19I promise
52:24I don't want to
52:39mess this up again
52:39we won't
52:42after Stephen
52:44I get it now
52:46life's too short
52:48not to spend it
52:50with the person
52:50that you love
52:51I want to be with you
52:54always
52:54no matter what
52:55I just can't imagine
52:58my life without you
52:59me either
53:01Belly has always
53:02been our story
53:03yours
53:04and mine
53:05nobody else's
53:06what are you thinking
53:12the future
53:15is just crazy
53:16I don't know what
53:17say it
53:17would you
53:22yes
53:22you don't even know
53:24what I'm about to say
53:25try me
53:29Isabel Conklin
53:34will you marry me
53:37yes
53:39yeah I'll marry you
53:41I love you
53:52I love you too
53:54I love you
53:55I bet we already
54:20knew our names
54:22before we met
54:23each other
54:24I bet we've sailed
54:26the Milky Way
54:27walked on the sun
54:29together
54:30how could I
54:32forget
54:33those
54:35emerald eyes
54:37they took me
54:40by surprise
54:41but suddenly
54:42I missed your face
54:44I knew that smile
54:45from miles away
54:47I knew that
54:49I have loved you
54:51forever
54:52forever
54:52and a day
54:58a day
55:01in all my lives
55:05I've waited
55:06every time
55:08to hear you say
55:10I'm yours
55:13forever and a day
55:15I don't believe
55:31in destiny
55:33but I might have to say
55:38your melodies
55:42they're changing me
55:45I'm yours
55:47forever
55:48you
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