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00:00Previously on The Summer I Turned Pretty, I told everyone that I applied to Finch because it was a good school.
00:17The truest of all was that I just wanted to be near him.
00:21Now here we are.
00:22We are gonna do this for the rest of our lives.
00:25I got off the waitlist for study abroad.
00:26Paris.
00:27Have you and Conrad started your speech for the dedication ceremony?
00:30Half of Cousins is coming to see Susanna's memorial garden.
00:33I went to get my cap and gown and my name wasn't on the list.
00:35I'm not graduating.
00:36We keep coming back to each other, it feels like it's never really over.
00:39I got that summer clinic job.
00:41Have you ever been in love?
00:42Once.
00:43So what was her name?
00:44Belly.
00:45Wait, like your brother's girlfriend?
00:46Hey, Jer, look, I am not gonna be able to make the dedication.
00:51Oh, it happens in Cabo, stays in Cabo.
00:54Did you hook up with Lacey Barone during spring break?
00:56Shit.
00:57It happened when we were on a break.
00:58It didn't mean anything to me.
00:59It means something to me!
01:00I swear to you!
01:01You ruined everything!
01:03Bells, can we go on a coffee run?
01:10I thought you said you had to get at least a B on your media ethics midterm or you were so screwed.
01:30Fine.
01:31You are no fun.
01:33Hmm.
01:34Hmm.
01:35Wait, what's this important flight update for Cabo?
01:42Since when are you going to Cabo?
01:44Yeah, I told you about the last minute flight of boats.
01:47I think I would have remembered you going to Mexico.
01:50Oh, well, Bells, this is my last spring break and you're gonna be in Philly, so...
01:54Yeah, but we said we might meet up in Cousins and I thought you were trying to spend more time with your dad.
01:59Okay, don't try to guilt trip me about my dad. I just saw him last weekend.
02:03Did something happen with you guys? You've been kinda moody since then.
02:08Something worse than visiting my dead mom's grave? No.
02:12Hey, okay, that's... that's not fair. I just... I think you're being a little bit selfish.
02:19Okay, sorry. Can you just stop riding me? If you want to come to Cabo, then just come.
02:23No, I don't want to crash your boys trip.
02:25It's not just boys. The sororities are going too.
02:28Oh, so girls were invited, just not girlfriends. Cool.
02:31Look, I promise I'm not interested in whatever wet t-shirt contest or whatever it is that you're picturing.
02:36It's not that. Then what is it? What is wrong with you right now?
02:39You're the one who didn't even tell me that you're leaving the country.
02:41Yeah, because you hate anything having to do with frats.
02:43When did I ever say that?
02:45You don't have to. I can feel you judging us.
02:47Sorry if I'm a dumbass who's probably gonna bomb his midterm.
02:50Sorry if I want to have a little fun at spring break, and I'm sorry that I'm not some straight-A overachiever going to med school like Conrad.
02:55Oh, my God! What? Please... please don't put your inferiority complex on me.
03:00I wonder where that came from.
03:02Well, it didn't start with me, so maybe look at your dad.
03:05Wow.
03:07Well, if you think I'm so stupid and selfish, then why are you even with me?
03:10Fuck it. I won't waste your time.
03:12You're being ridiculous right now.
03:13You think everything I do is ridiculous, and I'm sick of it. So let's just end it.
03:17Are you serious?
03:18Yes. I'm serious.
03:19Okay, fine. If that's how you feel.
03:21It is.
03:22Great. Okay, awesome. Bye.
03:23Bye.
03:26I went home for spring break, and we still hadn't talked.
03:30I can't believe it's been five days and he still hasn't texted me.
03:36Haven't you also not texted him?
03:39Yeah, but he's the one who picked the fight out of nowhere.
03:42Why don't you just come with me to New York for a couple of days?
03:45We can, like, run around the city after I crushed my interview.
03:48I'm too depressed.
03:49Stop looking at Instagram.
03:51I just still don't even know what the hell happened.
03:54Just like...
03:56Okay, I'm heading out!
03:57Bye, Mom!
03:59Well, the good news is he looks emotionally destroyed.
04:02I mean, I knew he was down about his grades, but I...
04:05Just stop obsessing.
04:06You wanna know what's going on, why don't you ask him?
04:09Yeah, but he's the one who...
04:10Just talk to him when he gets back.
04:12Guys are like dogs.
04:13They hide when they've screwed up,
04:15and even the world's best boyfriend is gonna fuck up sometimes.
04:18You know he feels bad about it.
04:20Like, it's Jer.
04:21You're his oxygen.
04:22He can't breathe without you.
04:29I really thought Taylor was right.
04:31So when we got back to school, I went to see him.
04:36Are you really not gonna come find me?
04:38I mean, you pick a fight, walk out the door,
04:40and I don't hear from you for a week?
04:42I'm a total asshole, Billy.
04:44I fucked up, and I fucked up really bad.
04:46Hey, no, it's okay.
04:50No.
04:51No, it's not.
04:53I had a shitty week, and I took it out on you.
04:56I'm just sorry.
04:58I'm sorry, Billy.
04:59Look, I mean...
05:00We had a fight.
05:03It's not the end of the world.
05:07What does this mean?
05:09Does this mean you wanna get back together?
05:12We never stopped being together.
05:19Billy, when I was in Cabo,
05:22I-I thought...
05:24I just thought we were...
05:34I just can't believe I almost lost you over something so stupid.
05:39You could never lose me.
05:41I got you this.
05:52I was just on the beach, and I was just thinking about you.
05:55I didn't even know if you would ever talk again, but...
05:58It's really stupid, and you don't have to wear it.
06:00No.
06:01I love it.
06:06I love you.
06:07You can't believe that.
06:10No.
06:19It's worth this.
06:22No.
06:23It's not worth this.
06:51Taylor's here.
06:52I'm asleep, kind of.
06:59She's asleep.
07:00Okay, I just want to talk to her.
07:02I think she should rest right now.
07:04Okay, fine.
07:06This is a breakfast burrito, extra crispy bacon,
07:09the way she likes it.
07:10Just make sure she eats something.
07:11Okay.
07:13Bye.
07:15We got you.
07:16Ellie, I swear, I obviously had no idea about Lacey.
07:25You know I would have killed them both for you.
07:26Okay?
07:27Please just call me back.
07:28Like, just call me back.
07:30Oh, no.
07:31I wouldn't get any closer unless you want your balls cut off.
07:34Please just tell me how she is.
07:35I don't know.
07:36She won't talk to me either.
07:37Your side chick is in my sorority,
07:39so now I'm just, like, guilty by association.
07:41Taylor, please hear me out.
07:42No, I have always been on your side.
07:44I was the freaking CEO of Team Jeremiah now to find out
07:46that you're the scummy little fucking hot tub cheater.
07:48It's insane.
07:49I didn't cheat.
07:50We were on a break.
07:51No.
07:52That's bullshit.
07:53You're not getting off on this, like, technicality.
07:55You were broken up for all of two seconds, Jeremiah.
07:58And then you got her this, like, cheap-ass puka shell bracelet
08:01to make it up to her.
08:02Like, what are you doing?
08:03What are you thinking?
08:04What?
08:05You're the expert on cheating now, huh?
08:06Excuse me?
08:07You heard me.
08:08How are Davis and Mia?
08:10Don't turn it around on me.
08:12You were supposed to be the ideal.
08:14You were supposed to deserve her.
08:16But you don't, and you probably never did.
08:21Can you get out of here?
08:33Hey, this is Taylor.
08:34Leave a message.
08:38Adam called you in for this meeting, too, huh?
08:40Yep, yeah.
08:42Fine way to spend a Sunday.
08:44Mm-hmm.
08:45Sitting in the background while the grown-ups talk.
08:47Did you, uh, get to the dossier I sent you on Friday?
08:50Yep.
08:51Yep, yep, yeah, yeah, yeah.
08:53So you saw at StarrcadeX?
08:56StarrcadeX?
08:57Like, like, the gaming startup?
08:59Oh, my God.
09:00I knew you were a gamer.
09:01Jesus, would be a bigger nerd cliche, please.
09:02Wait, no.
09:03No, relax.
09:04All right, I used to program that shit.
09:06Computer engineering at Princeton?
09:07Right.
09:08Remember?
09:09Yes, how could I forget?
09:10It is in your email signature.
09:12Mm-hmm.
09:13Look, just do me a favor, all right?
09:15Read the dossier, and then call your girlfriend.
09:19Okay?
09:20Yeah, well, I actually, um, I actually broke up with my girlfriend.
09:24That was, uh, that was my ex.
09:26Well, ex?
09:27Ex?
09:28Oh, my God, no, no, no.
09:29Stop.
09:30Immediately, no.
09:31I'm, uh, no personal stuff, all right?
09:33I'm not the coworker who's gonna be invested in your little dramas.
09:37I don't care.
09:38Yeah.
09:41All right, um, StarrcadeX?
09:44Every VC shop is gonna try to move on this company, all right?
09:46So we really need to be on the ball with us.
09:48Copy.
09:49Copy.
09:50Got you.
10:01Bye.
10:31you just have to make it to the library one thing at a time yeah but everything
10:38leads to him like i i can't just study i also have to call and quit my summer job because
10:48obviously i'm not going to be in cousins because jeremiah and then i have to figure out how to
10:55tell my mom that i can't bring myself to go to susanna's memorial because again jeremiah
11:00and i might never even go to the summer house again because of fucking jeremiah so okay one
11:06thing at a time it's not gonna work for you no no nothing's gonna work because everything is
11:10oh my god
11:13hey you're gonna be okay i'll meet you after study group it's not just lacy i can't avoid
11:24i see jeremiah everywhere
11:27even when he isn't really there
11:33boxes i send them your way hoping life brings you no new pain
11:39i rearrange my memories i try to rewrite our life
11:47but no matter how i try to and no matter how i want to
12:00and no matter how easy things could be if i did
12:09and no matter how guilty i still feel staying good
12:16i wish i hated you
12:18our shadows dance in a parallel plane
12:22just two different endings you learn to repair
12:26and i learn to keep me in one place
12:30everywhere i go there's a memory of us
12:33from when we were golden
12:40so i just need to not be here
12:54hi mom hi um quick question can you send me my birth certificate overnight if possible
13:05hello to you too my loving daughter i'm fine thanks for asking how are you
13:09sorry how are you mom
13:12i had an extremely dull conference which means i am nowhere near your birth certificate
13:16what do you need it for anyway
13:18a passport i found out i got off the wait list for pairs
13:24that's fantastic
13:26honey congratulations
13:29how's jr taking it
13:31i know he'll miss you but he must be so proud
13:33yeah
13:35um mom i gotta go
13:37okay love you
13:39bro
13:45you're tweaking
13:46you need to
13:48level out
13:49try this new indica i got
13:51may help ease the pain
13:52i just lost the most important person in my life
13:55sorry if i don't have the energy to be alive
13:57oh you don't think i know about breakups
13:59i know about breakups
14:00you saw me after sean
14:01you two were together for two seconds red bird
14:03felt like something to me
14:04i can't believe i fucked it up this bad
14:07dude i i i dig your girl
14:10i really do
14:11and i say this with love
14:12but
14:13you two were broken up
14:14right
14:15and you were wasted as hell
14:17and lacy was all over your shit
14:18bro it's not an excuse
14:20i should have told her as soon as i got back
14:22well yeah
14:23yeah probably
14:24probably
14:34belly's been
14:35the center of my world
14:37since i lost my mom
14:42she's everything to me
14:46and losing her feels like
14:47it feels like i'm losing
14:50the best part of myself
14:54well that's beautiful man
15:01so fight for her
15:02stop saying you're sorry
15:04find a way to show her
15:08make it sound so easy
15:09make it sound so easy
15:10i don't think it's supposed to be
15:17i just can't believe it
15:18he acts so devoted
15:19but he's just as shady as the rest
15:22i swear if he comes to our dorm
15:23it's on sight
15:24don't smile please
15:26that won't be a problem
15:27it kind of sucks you're not leaving for Paris tomorrow
15:31do you think i'm being too hard on him?
15:33look
15:36if he really thought
15:38you were broken up
15:40technically it's not cheating
15:41but
15:42to keep it a secret
15:43that tells me
15:44he knew what he did was wrong
15:45and he chose to keep it from you
15:48that's the part i can't get over
15:52what annika didn't know
15:53was that
15:54i had a secret too
15:57it was the day after christmas last year
15:59my mom was at a writer's retreat
16:01steven was visiting friends
16:02jare was going skiing with his dad and conrad
16:05i figured
16:06why be home alone
16:07when i could be at my favorite place in the world
16:10so i borrowed steven's car and went to cousins
16:19ah shit
16:21shit shit shit
16:23oh my god
16:24okay what would kevin do?
16:25what would kevin do?
16:26what would kevin do?
16:27okay
16:29oh my god
16:30i found him
16:31no
16:32i found him
16:33no
16:34like
16:35i found him
16:36there's no way
16:37oh my god
16:38i found him
16:39i found him
16:40i found him
16:41i found him
16:42i found him
16:43Steven, open up. It's me.
16:50Belly.
16:51You okay?
16:53Yeah, yeah, sorry. Just the flash got to me.
16:56Okay.
16:58Next.
17:10Belly.
17:11No, please don't leave. I made the biggest mistake of my life.
17:15Please just talk to me.
17:17Look, I'll tell you anything. I'll tell you anything.
17:20I just don't want any more secrets between us.
17:23Okay.
17:29How did it happen?
17:31Look, I was really sad. I was drunk.
17:35She was just there.
17:37How many times?
17:45Twice.
17:46Twice.
17:49Cher, how could you do this to me?
17:50Belly, please. I know I don't deserve you, but I love you more than anyone else in the world.
17:55And it kills me to see you hurting, and I would do anything to take it back.
17:58Just stop. You can't undo what you did.
18:01Belly, please. I'm sorry. I'm so sorry. I've never loved anyone but you.
18:07I love him too. And I want to forgive him. I just don't know how.
18:16You were supposed to be the one person who would never hurt me.
18:21And are you the person who hurt me the most?
18:23Laurel.
18:33Eliot.
18:35Hey.
18:36Hey.
18:37Oh, fancy books you got there.
18:39Oh, yeah. I've, you know, well, I've already read the Moncrief translation twice, so...
18:42As one does.
18:44Yeah.
18:45Yeah, I've decided it's the year that I finally read
18:47A La Recherche du Temps Perdue in the original French.
18:51Go for it. Live on the edge.
18:54You know, um, you and I, we could start our own book group if, uh, if you're interested.
19:00Unfortunately, Professor Park dropped out of French her first year of college.
19:04John?
19:05What are you doing here?
19:07Open up a word with you.
19:08In private.
19:09Professor.
19:11Okay.
19:12Uh, see you later, Eliot?
19:14Uh, sure. Yeah. Um, I'll be at the, uh, Flaubert Symposium if you want to drop by.
19:20Okay. Sounds great.
19:21Okay.
19:25What was that?
19:26So, TAs are allowed to flirt with professors now?
19:29He's an adjunct, and maybe I was flirting back.
19:32Well, then I was doing him a favor. You'd have eaten him alive in, well, five minutes.
19:35What's a history professor doing at a lit conference, anyway?
19:38Researching potential crossover courses.
19:40Our provost is looking for ways to make history sexy again.
19:44And a lit conference is definitely the way to do that.
19:47Shoot me, Dad.
19:49Please make your way into Ballroom B for tropes of old English epic poetry.
19:58That sounds...
19:59Worrying as shit.
20:00Yeah.
20:02Okay.
20:05New plan. We find somewhere to drink this.
20:07Steal a wine opener.
20:08I can't do that.
20:09Pull your weight.
20:10All right.
20:26Okay.
20:27Welcome to day one.
20:29By the end of the summer, I expect half of you will still be here.
20:33Don't piss me off, and we'll be fine.
20:35Okay.
20:38First patient.
20:39We have a 15-year-old boy, came in following a seizure.
20:42Any thoughts on what might be going on?
20:46I want to start off with our first years.
20:48What do you say?
20:49Well...
20:51Uh...
20:52Could be puberty hormones.
20:53He's 15.
20:54Uh, could also...
20:55He's also recovering from the flu, and fevers are the most common cause of seizures at his age.
20:59Very good.
21:00They also gave him nausea meds at the ER, and that does increase risk.
21:03Good catch.
21:05Sometimes it's just the obvious answer.
21:08Absolutely. Thank you, Dr. Namazi. I'll keep that in mind.
21:11Okay. Next patient.
21:13Are you trying to make me the med student that gets cut on day one?
21:16I'm sure that's just a mess.
21:17It's fine. I'll take that. I'll make it up in the next one.
21:21Look, I know that climbing up Namazi's ass is just a coping mechanism for your all-consuming love for your brother's girlfriend.
21:25Why did I tell you that?
21:26Because you were, like, yearning to.
21:28Please help you out.
21:29Whatever.
21:31Safest place to hang out at an academic conference is in the hotel gym.
21:36Nice!
21:37Give me your phone. Mine's dead, and I want to call the kids.
21:39It's in my room. Also, the kids are fine. Also, you're upside down.
21:43Yes. Yes, I am.
21:49What are you doing?
21:50Getting some things off my chest.
21:53Why did I ask?
21:54You know, even though our marriage went to shit, we ended up being pretty good co-parents.
22:02Yes, we did.
22:07Oh, my God. I just remembered.
22:09Belly called me today to say she is studying abroad next semester in Paris!
22:15Oh! Do you know how the Parisian police found Quasimodo?
22:20They followed a hunch.
22:22Please never tell that joke again.
22:25You used to love my jokes. You used to laugh so hard beer would come out your nose.
22:29In fact, wasn't that why you slept with me on our first date?
22:31I was fake laughing, and I planned to sleep with you all along.
22:37You did?
22:39Mind if I work in?
22:41Uh, no. It's all yours.
22:42No, we're done here.
22:43Appreciate it.
22:44Why are you here?
23:00What are you?
23:01You haven't responded to my text all day.
23:04It's finals. It's a stressful time.
23:07Hey, are you okay? What's wrong?
23:08I'm hungry.
23:11Okay, then let's just grab some food.
23:15Come on, get in.
23:19Okay.
23:20Okay.
23:36So, uh, where do you wanna go eat?
23:42I don't know.
23:43What?
23:53Uh, I broke up with Mia.
24:01I hope you didn't do that for me.
24:03What?
24:06Uh, sorry.
24:08I just, I thought you'd be happy that I just wanted to be with you.
24:13Even after the other night, sleeping over.
24:15Steven, I, you're wrong.
24:17And I've told you before, I just want this to be casual.
24:20Okay, it's never casual with you and me.
24:22Taylor, you know that.
24:23Oh, my God.
24:24Let's just stop fucking around, you know, and do it for real so we don't keep hurting other people.
24:27They don't even know about us.
24:28That doesn't matter. It's still messed up.
24:31Taylor, I want you and me to have a fresh start, you know, free and clear and clean.
24:36Steven, we've tried before.
24:37We've tried a million times.
24:38We were kids then.
24:39We don't work.
24:40It never works.
24:41Taylor, you are the only girl I want to be with.
24:43What?
24:44I'm telling you.
24:45I, I think I love you.
24:46Stop. Stop.
24:47No, don't.
24:48I, I, I can't do this.
24:49What are you talking?
24:50Can you pull over and let me out of the fucking car?
24:51Taylor, no.
24:52Taylor, I need you to listen to me.
24:53Please.
24:54That's all I'm asking for.
24:55Steven, please just let me out of the car.
24:56We're in the middle of the road, Taylor.
24:57I'm not doing that.
24:58I don't care.
24:59I want to leave.
25:00Pull over and let me out of the fucking car.
25:01Fine.
25:02Fine.
25:06Taylor, what the fuck?
25:11Taylor, I told you I don't want...
25:29Oh my God.
25:32Taylor.
25:33Taylor.
25:34I'm really sorry.
25:35What happened?
25:36Were you with him or you were hurt?
25:37What happened?
25:38I wasn't in the car.
25:39Okay.
25:40We were arguing.
25:41I jumped out and he was trying to come after me.
25:42Okay.
25:43What?
25:44What?
25:45What?
25:46It's just my fault.
25:47No, no, no, it's not your fault.
25:51Yes, it is.
25:52You were with Steven.
25:53I'm sorry.
25:54I'm sorry.
25:55I'm sorry.
25:56I'm sorry.
25:57I'm sorry.
25:58You were hurt.
25:59What happened?
26:00I wasn't in the car.
26:01Okay.
26:02We were arguing.
26:03I jumped out and he was trying to come after me.
26:05Okay.
26:06What?
26:07What?
26:08What?
26:09What?
26:10What?
26:11What?
26:12What?
26:13You're with Steven Conklin?
26:15Yeah.
26:16Yeah.
26:17Is he okay?
26:18Initial scans show a cracked rib and a cerebral contusion.
26:21Cerebral contusion?
26:23It's a bruise on the brain.
26:24We won't know how serious it is until the swelling goes down.
26:26Until then, we'll keep him sedated.
26:29So we just wait and see?
26:30Is that it?
26:31There's some paperwork to fill out and someone will need to make decisions on his behalf.
26:35Can that be one of you?
26:36I'm his sister.
26:37His sister works.
26:38Okay.
26:39Um, what kind of decisions do I...
26:41Uh, it's...
26:42It's in the paperwork there.
26:44Uh-huh.
26:47I need to...
26:48I need to try my parents again.
26:49I couldn't...
26:50Okay.
26:51I'll...
26:52I will try them.
26:53I will do it.
26:54I don't know Steven's fucking insurance if he's on our parents' insurance or his job.
26:58How am I supposed to know his fucking blood type?
27:00I think...
27:01I think I remember Steven bragging about being a universal donor.
27:04Of course.
27:05You can brag about anything.
27:06Okay.
27:07He...
27:08O-negative.
27:09He's O-negative.
27:10Okay.
27:11I'm gonna try your parents again.
27:12Okay.
27:13I don't...
27:14I think I should, uh, let a few other people know, too.
27:17Do you want me to call Jer?
27:19I don't know how we're going.
27:20I don't know how we're going.
27:21I wanted to throw up thinking about him, but now I just...
27:22I just wish he was here.
27:23I didn't even know what to say to make me feel bad.
27:24I'm gonna be your Jer today.
27:26Okay.
27:27We'll track down your parents.
27:28I will call Jer's dumbass, too.
27:29Okay.
27:30Just...
27:31I just...
27:32I just wish he was here.
27:33I didn't even know what to say to make me feel bad.
27:41I'm gonna be your Jer today.
27:43Okay.
27:44We'll track down your parents.
27:45I will call Jer's dumbass, too.
27:47Okay?
27:48Just...
27:49Just fill out the paperwork and leave the rest to me.
27:51I'm gonna do it.
27:53Um, can you call, uh, Conrad, too?
27:56Because he just might understand what all this means.
27:59Yeah.
28:00What about you?
28:01I'm gonna call Conrad.
28:06Well, I'll hop on the next flight.
28:07No, it's fine.
28:08Laurel and John will probably be here by then.
28:10Okay.
28:11Well, tell me what the doctor said exactly.
28:14Uh, he's kind of a dick.
28:15He basically blew us off.
28:16We're trying to get updates, but...
28:18Well, maybe I can help.
28:19Where's he admitted?
28:20We're at, um, Providence General.
28:23But...
28:24How?
28:25I will figure it out.
28:27I just want to do something.
28:29Hey, how's Belly?
28:33She's fine.
28:34Yeah?
28:35Okay.
28:36Yeah?
28:37Yeah.
28:38Great.
28:39Okay.
28:40Well, just keep me updated, okay?
28:41Yep.
28:42Will do.
28:43All right.
28:44Dr. Namazi.
28:45Dr. Namazi.
28:46Excuse me.
28:47What's up?
28:48A friend of mine was in a car accident.
28:51Uh, very close friend.
28:53More like family.
28:54And he's at Providence General.
28:56Is there any chance you know anyone in neurology there?
28:59The head of neurology is a friend of a friend.
29:01Well, his name is Steven Conklin.
29:03Do you think there's any possible way that you could make a call?
29:08I'll see what I can do.
29:11Do you think you need to take the day?
29:14Uh, no.
29:17I'm good.
29:20Okay.
29:47Jayra's in the lobby.
29:51Yeah, I know, babe.
29:53He just wants to be nearby if we need him.
29:55He's not gonna come try and talk to you or anything.
29:58That's so sweet.
30:00Why does he have to be so sweet?
30:02Should I text him?
30:05Isabel Conklin?
30:09Yeah.
30:11I'm Dr. Joon Kwon.
30:12I head up the neurology team.
30:14I'm taking over your brother's case.
30:15Does that mean he's gotten worse?
30:17No, it means someone well-connected is looking out for you.
30:20I got a call from a colleague at Stanford.
30:23Steven is sedated and sleeping, he's stable,
30:26and I've ordered a CT scan.
30:28Have you seen him yet?
30:30Well, let's get you back there.
30:31We allow two visitors, immediate family only,
30:34so I'll presume this is Steven's other sister.
30:37Follow me.
30:45Any news on your friend?
30:48No.
30:49You sure you shouldn't just go out there?
30:51I don't even know what I'd do if I did.
30:53It's not like I'm a doctor yet.
30:55Plus, we barely talked over the last few years.
30:58No cell phones?
31:01Yeah.
31:02How did everything go with those blood draws?
31:04Good.
31:05Great.
31:10This is mislabeled.
31:12Oh, that's, uh, that's mine.
31:15That's my mistake.
31:16A mistake that put your patient at risk.
31:18I'll fix it right now.
31:19You should have gone home when I gave you the chance.
31:21It won't happen again.
31:22No, it won't.
31:23You're done here.
31:24You're not ready for this.
31:26You're firing me for one mistake?
31:29Dr. Namazi, please, I didn't...
31:31You may see this as one mistake.
31:33But this is about you not knowing your limits.
31:35Which makes you a walking liability.
31:37My liability.
31:38Dr. Namazi, I didn't...
31:40No.
31:41You can always apply again next year.
31:43Scruggers to OR4.
31:45Scruggers to OR4.
31:47He starts taking...
32:07Steven, can I tell you a secret?
32:09I've never loved anyone like I love you.
32:12Do you know how scary that is?
32:22I know I act like I don't care, but I just, I care so, so much.
32:33And I'm always afraid that it's just a matter of time before you come to me and you tell me that I'm not worth it.
32:37You're just gonna be like...
32:39Actually, you're not worth it.
32:41So I figured if I just keep pushing you away and pretend that you don't mean anything to me, then you can't hurt me.
32:47And I don't know how to stop doing that.
32:49I don't know how to stop doing that.
32:53You know, the first time we got together.
32:55You remember you told me that you were like...
32:57You told me that you wouldn't give up on us.
32:59You know, the first time we got together.
33:01You remember you told me that you were like...
33:03You told me that you wouldn't give up on us.
33:07You have no idea how badly I wanted to believe you.
33:17I don't mind you.
33:21You know, you wait in the room.
33:24And you're right?
33:25And I can't wait for him.
33:27If you're in the room, and you're in the room, and you're in the room, the first time we got together,
33:31You remember you told me that you were like...
33:33You told me that you wouldn't give up on us.
33:36You have no idea how badly I wanted to believe you.
33:41I have good news. The CT scan is clear.
33:51The CT scan is clear? What does that mean?
33:53The swelling on Stephen's brain has gone down, and we can start weaning him off the sedatives.
33:58It'll be a while until he wakes up. We'll let you know when he's ready for visitors.
34:05It's okay. He's gonna be okay.
34:08I've just been scared.
34:11I'm really sorry to dump this on you. I know you don't think that Stephen and I should get back together.
34:21No, I never should have judged you.
34:24You're right. I've been all over the place.
34:28Like, not wanting to let go of Stephen, but still keeping Davis around is this, like, emotional buffer.
34:33It's shitty and selfish.
34:37And Stephen was trying to do the right thing, and I'm just freaked.
34:40But all this, it's like...
34:43I think, I think that it made me realize that even though I'm so scared, I'm so scared to lose Stephen again, I'm more scared not to try.
34:58No, I'm gonna... I'm gonna break up with Davis.
35:07Whatever you want to do, I support you.
35:09All right, how rough do I look right now? Do I look hot?
35:23I'm not gonna lie to you.
35:24I look that bad.
35:28Just go back to the house, eat something, shower.
35:32You heard the doctor. He's not gonna be up for a little while anyway.
35:37Okay. Thanks, babe.
35:43Hey.
35:43If you want to get back with Jeremiah, just do it.
35:51I never said that.
35:52And make him beg, obviously.
35:53But don't just throw away everything you guys have had for the past four years.
35:58Like, not if it's still what you want.
36:09Okay.
36:09We gotta get up.
36:26Shut up.
36:28Still not a morning person, huh?
36:31Oh.
36:33My eyes are crispy.
36:36Can you bring me some of your contact solution?
36:38Yeah.
36:39Oh, my God.
36:53John, get in here.
36:55Oh, my God. Mom, where are you?
36:58Belly, I just got your messages.
36:59What's going on?
37:01Steven was in an accident. Is he okay?
37:03He's gonna be fine.
37:04I've been trying to keep it together, but I was so scared.
37:11Oh, man. Shut up.
37:13I can't imagine how terrified you must have been.
37:15And I'm so, so, so sorry.
37:17Have you been there all alone?
37:20No, no.
37:23Taylor's here.
37:24She's been amazing.
37:27And Jer's here.
37:29He stayed all night.
37:30Mom, things have been so crazy.
37:33Listen, sweetheart.
37:34I'll be there as soon as I can.
37:35And I'll track down your dad and let him know.
37:40I love you so much, Belly.
37:42I love you, mommy.
37:46Steve was in a car accident?
37:47He's okay.
37:48Okay.
37:48He's gonna be fine.
37:49Fuck.
37:50But Belly couldn't reach either of us last minute.
37:52It's okay.
37:53Just meet me in the lobby in five.
37:54We hadn't seen each other much over the years.
38:19And we hadn't been alone together since...
38:21Hey.
38:22...that day at the motel.
38:24Hey.
38:24Hey.
38:32Why are you holding a poker?
38:35Oh.
38:36Um.
38:37I thought you were a burglar.
38:39Of course you did.
38:45Where's Jer?
38:46He and your dad are on their way to Chamonix.
38:51Right.
38:51Aren't you supposed to be meeting them there?
38:55Yeah, my flight got delayed because of the weather.
38:58They were trying to rebook me for the 28th.
39:00What are you doing here?
39:03My mom is on a retreat in the mountains and Stephen's in New York.
39:07I was all alone at home.
39:08I was all alone at home.
39:09So...
39:10You have chocolate all over your face.
39:35No, I don't.
39:36What did you do?
39:37You just stick your whole head in to save time?
39:39Shut it!
39:41What are you doing?
39:43You called? I could start a fire.
39:50I think it's maybe a little late for a fire.
39:53I think I'm just gonna crash.
39:56Merry Christmas, Belly.
39:59It's really good to see you.
40:06You too.
40:09The next morning, right when I woke up, I had this funny feeling that he had already left.
40:22You okay?
40:35Oh no, leave me alone.
40:36Are you hurt? Can you move?
40:38I thought you were gone.
40:41Nope.
40:42Still here.
40:43Let me help you out.
40:48No, no, no.
40:49Ow.
40:50Just, just give me a minute.
40:52Okay.
40:53How bad does it hurt on a scale from one to ten?
41:05Eleven.
41:06You're such a baby when it comes to pain.
41:08No, I'm not.
41:10I mean, that fall you took was no joke.
41:13Seriously, it was like when animals slip and fall in cartoons on banana peels.
41:20What?
41:21You calling me an animal?
41:23Ow, ow.
41:28I'm gonna pick you up and I'm gonna carry you to the couch.
41:33No, no, no, no.
41:34Just, just, just, no.
41:35Just, I'm too heavy for you.
41:36Just leave me here.
41:37Okay, I just, I know I can't bench press my body weight like Jer, but I can pick you
41:41up, Belly.
41:43Ready?
41:45Okay, come on.
41:48Okay.
41:49Ow.
41:50You're okay.
41:51Ready?
41:52What?
41:53Ow.
41:57Watch your legs.
42:01Ow.
42:02You're okay.
42:03Yeah.
42:04Ow.
42:10That's when I had this sudden thought.
42:12A part of me will always love you.
42:27We spent the day together, but not together.
42:31All to see without my eyes.
42:35The first time that you'll kiss me.
42:40I'll miss by the time I cry.
42:43Entertainingly expressive.
42:45H blank blank blank Y.
42:48Hmm.
42:51Hemi.
42:53Hemi?
42:58Loey.
42:59I think this is the beginning of a beautiful friendship.
43:04She's better off with Laszlo.
43:06You're insane.
43:07Rick and Ilsa are obviously meant for each other.
43:09Their little love story is nothing compared to the work that Laszlo was doing for the
43:13Resistance.
43:14Oh, my God.
43:16What?
43:17I'm gonna get more firewood.
43:20You are way too young to be this cynical.
43:22Yeah, yeah.
43:31Hey.
43:32Hey.
43:33Sorry.
43:34My reception out here is terrible.
43:35I'm on a mountain freezing my balls off.
43:36What are you up to?
43:37I'm actually in Cousins.
43:38I got super lonely, so I drove up.
43:42Oh, nice.
43:43Did you bring Taylor?
43:44No.
43:45I came by myself.
43:47Well, I wish you were here with me.
43:48Comrades fly gum that stuff because of the weather, so I'm stuck here with my dad.
43:52Yeah.
43:53He, um...
43:54What?
43:55Hello?
43:56Belly.
43:57Can you hear me?
43:58Jer, I...
43:59I can't hear what you're saying.
44:00Uh...
44:01Never mind.
44:02What?
44:04Wait, uh...
44:05I'll show you tomorrow.
44:06Okay.
44:07Bye, Bells.
44:08Okay, love you.
44:14Hey, I...
44:15I would've told Jer that you're here too.
44:17Don't worry about it.
44:18I never told Jeremiah that Conrad was with me at Cousins.
44:22Because there was nothing to tell.
44:24Nothing happened with Conrad.
44:26Nothing was ever gonna happen.
44:39The next morning, Conrad was gone.
44:44He left just like I thought he would.
44:50No goodbye.
44:51Just gone like a ghost.
45:04Conrad Fisher.
45:06The ghost of Christmas past.
45:08Her word on my shoulder...
45:12and what difference does it make?
45:16When this love is over...
45:21Shall I sleep within your bed?
45:25River of unhappiness...
45:30Hold your hands upon my head.
45:32Till I breathe my last breath
45:38Oh, oh, oh, oh, is me
45:41The last time that you touch me
45:47Oh, will wonders ever cease
45:50Blast me the mystery of love
46:02Come in
46:17Hey
46:24Can you take your shoes off?
46:26I'm going to be here for like a sec
46:27I was just on my way in and
46:29Came to rub it in my face that I got fired on day one
46:31No, jerk, I wanted to see how your friend's doing
46:34Yeah, he's going to be okay
46:35Thanks
46:36Good
46:37All right, this is for you
46:39Thank you
46:40You're welcome
46:41Um
46:43So look, um
46:46About yesterday
46:48I mean, we all know Namazi's a hard ass
46:52I'm fine
46:52Cool, uh, that's
46:55Actually, I was going to say
46:58That she kind of has a point
47:00Oh
47:02I mean, look, you know I always tell you the truth, right?
47:05And the truth is that you're smart as hell, obviously
47:09But you need to pay more attention to your feelings
47:11Excuse me?
47:14Well, you can deny your emotions all you want
47:17They're not going anywhere
47:18And
47:20As long as you're afraid to face them, they'll run you, not the other way around
47:24Hello would have been nice
47:31Hello
47:33Steven, you ready for a visitor?
47:38Oh, yeah
47:39Oh, you're awake
47:40Ow, ow, ow
47:42Careful of his ribs
47:43No, no, break another one, why don't you
47:45It's barely cracked, you baby
47:47How's, uh
47:49How's mom and dad?
47:51Where are they?
47:52They're on their way
47:52Hey
47:53Uh, hi
47:58I'm going to give you two a minute
48:01I'm glad you're alive
48:03You scared the shit out of everyone
48:10You know that?
48:12Belly was worried to death
48:13I knew you were just being a drama queen, obviously
48:15I was in a coma
48:17So
48:18Yeah, but
48:19Medically induced
48:21Huh
48:22Steven, I'm joking
48:27I was worried about you, too, obviously
48:30Yeah, yeah, you know
48:31I've been thinking a lot about what you said since I woke up
48:33You know, before the crash
48:35Me, too
48:35And you were right
48:36You and me, we don't work
48:40What?
48:47If we never ran into each other that day in New York
48:51We would have just gone about our lives and been fine
48:53So let's just pretend we didn't
48:56I've never been able to think clearly when it comes to you, Ty
49:03I couldn't let you go
49:07You know I love a challenge
49:11But
49:11This is a wake-up call
49:16You were right
49:19You and me, we don't work
49:21Hmm
49:23Good
49:26Then we're on the same page
49:28Yeah, yeah, finally
49:30I'm going to go find Belly
49:31First loves are important
49:44Conrad was mine
49:46For the rest of my life, I would think of him fondly
49:49The way you do your first pet
49:51The first car you drove
49:53But they're not as important as last
49:57Stephen's going to be okay
50:11Thank God
50:13Do you want to get some air?
50:23Yeah, yeah, I would love that
50:24Yeah
50:26I was
50:30I am so mad at you
50:33And you have every right to be
50:35I'm sorry for what I did to you
50:37And I'm sorry I didn't tell you sooner
50:39I'm sorry you found out the worst way possible
50:42I know it's going to take a lot of work
50:45For you to even begin to trust me again
50:47But I am willing to do whatever it takes
50:49If you let me
50:50I'm sorry, too
50:55Sorry for what?
51:01I'm sorry for everything leading up to that fight
51:04And to Cabo
51:07I can see how you thought we were broken up
51:13You can?
51:17Yeah, but I
51:18I don't understand how you could just
51:20Move on to somebody else so easily
51:22I mean, I could barely function
51:25How were you okay enough to have sex with someone?
51:28No, Belly
51:28I was completely numb that whole week
51:30I didn't even feel like I was there
51:32When Lacey and I
51:33When we had sex
51:35After I
51:38I just sat in the shower
51:39And cried for
51:40I don't even know how long
51:42I was just thinking
51:44How could I deserve you
51:45After that?
51:46Maybe we shouldn't let one mistake erase all these years
51:56I mean
51:58If we both believe that what we have
52:02Is bigger than our mistakes
52:04Then
52:05Maybe we can just start over
52:09I want that
52:11I want that
52:11I want that so much
52:13You can't ever hurt me like that again
52:17I promise
52:19I promise
52:24I don't want to mess this up again
52:39We won't
52:42After Stephen
52:44I get it now
52:46Life's too short
52:48Not to spend it with the person that you love
52:51I want to be with you always
52:54No matter what
52:55I just can't imagine my life without you
52:59Me either
53:01Belly has always been our story
53:03Yours
53:04And mine
53:05Nobody else's
53:06What are you thinking?
53:14It's
53:14The future
53:15It's just crazy
53:16I don't know what
53:17Say it
53:17Would you
53:22Yes
53:22You don't even know what I'm about to say
53:25Try me
53:28Isabel Conklin
53:34Will you marry me?
53:39Yes
53:39Yeah, I'll marry you
53:41I love you
53:52I love you too
53:54I love you
53:55I love you
53:55I love you
53:55A day
53:58Forever
54:00Forever
54:02Forever
54:03In a day
54:07A day
54:10Forever
54:11In a day
54:12I bet we already knew our names
54:22Before we met each other
54:24I bet we've sailed the Milky Way
54:27Walked on the sun together
54:30How could I forget
54:33Those emerald eyes
54:37They took me by surprise
54:41But suddenly
54:42I missed your face
54:44I knew that smile
54:45From miles away
54:47I knew that I have loved you
54:51Forever
54:52Forever
54:52Forever
54:56In a day
54:58A day
55:01In all my lives
55:05I'm waiting
55:06Every time
55:08To hear you say
55:10I'll be yours
55:13Forever
55:14In a day
55:15I don't believe
55:31In destiny
55:33But I might have to say
55:38Your melodies
55:42They're changing me
55:46I'm yours
55:47Forever
55:48Up to the hyacinorage
55:51I can be married
55:51I know
55:53Babe
55:54Of the hyacin leaf
55:55Who was lost
55:55it
55:57Surreal
55:57But I just told you
56:01How could I authors
56:02And have to say
56:02I just Stanley
56:03Habakkuk
56:04From us
56:05The family
56:06I don't believe
56:06That men
56:07gia
56:07Now
56:08By

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