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00:04:35Er hat einen Weg mit Worten. Er kann man sich mit einem Haus mit einem Ruf machen.
00:04:39Sounds irresistible.
00:04:40Das ist das, er ist irresistible.
00:04:42Man kann nicht resisten.
00:04:44Ich weiß, dass du ihn auf TV gesehen hast.
00:04:46Er hat Guest Spots auf NYPD Blue und Homicide.
00:04:48Und er hat den Gary Shandling Show twice.
00:04:50Er war total hilarious.
00:04:52Und er hat persönlich read für Barry Levinson und Don Simpson.
00:04:55Und Simpson war ihm eine lead in das Romantik-Comedie
00:04:58das neue Produktion company war.
00:05:00Aber dann ist er...
00:05:05Are you okay?
00:05:16Blake Allen.
00:05:19Ja, das ist das Name.
00:05:22Wer bist du?
00:05:25His girlfriend.
00:05:28I'm his girlfriend.
00:05:30I'm his girlfriend.
00:05:35Wundercut.
00:05:43American Airlines, Flight 11.
00:05:49Right.
00:05:53So you mean that you came here to surprise them too?
00:05:57Oh my god.
00:06:13Looks like he's gonna get a lot bigger surprise than either one of us was planning on giving him.
00:06:22Just one minute.
00:06:27See you next time.
00:06:55Vielen Dank.
00:07:25I'll buzz you in!
00:07:55You give your hand to me,
00:08:21and then you say hello,
00:08:27and I can hardly speak,
00:08:31my heart is beating so low,
00:08:36and anyone can tell,
00:08:39you think you know me well,
00:08:43you don't know me.
00:08:47No, you don't know the one,
00:08:55who dreams of you at night,
00:09:01and longs to kiss your lips,
00:09:05and longs to warm times,
00:09:09to your eyes of you,
00:09:11welcome home.
00:09:13You don't know me,
00:09:15no wonder it's his favorite song,
00:09:23it should be his anthem.
00:09:25Notice anything different?
00:09:27That's where my picture used to be.
00:09:31It still is.
00:09:33It is when?
00:09:35When you're here.
00:09:36Did he ever tell you this was the first time
00:09:38he put anyone's picture on his piano,
00:09:40besides his mother?
00:09:41Yes, because you said it made him feel
00:09:43that I was physically with him.
00:09:45In front of him and inside him at the same time.
00:09:47Maybe we should just wreck his whole fucking apartment right now.
00:09:51I'd rather wreck him.
00:09:53Yeah, that's a really good idea,
00:09:55but how? Should we stab him?
00:09:57Too quick.
00:09:59Asshole.
00:10:01Creep.
00:10:02Scumbag.
00:10:03Did you really love him?
00:10:05Yeah, I did.
00:10:07Did you?
00:10:09I told him I did,
00:10:10and I thought I meant it.
00:10:11Who knows?
00:10:12I felt something.
00:10:13Emotional?
00:10:14More.
00:10:15More.
00:10:16More than I felt for anyone else.
00:10:17Different.
00:10:18Which is what he said.
00:10:19That you were different.
00:10:20But he never experienced real love before he met me.
00:10:23Before me, love was just another...
00:10:24Just another four-letter word.
00:10:25Beginning with L.
00:10:26No more significant than like or lust.
00:10:28And then he would shake his head like this.
00:10:30Show how helpless he was
00:10:31in the grips of this overwhelming passion.
00:10:33And when he would go inside you, it was like...
00:10:35Returning home to his sanity, his refuge.
00:10:37Perfect rhythm.
00:10:38Perfect rhythmic harmony.
00:10:40Atomic union or something.
00:10:41The union of atomic matter.
00:10:43Matter returning to its pure state of unison
00:10:44after a temporary separation in time and space.
00:10:47How do you remember all that?
00:10:48Easily.
00:10:49He said it about a hundred times.
00:10:51As if it were a mantra.
00:10:52Did he ever ask you to marry him?
00:10:53No.
00:10:54Why did he ask you?
00:10:55No.
00:10:56Why do you ask?
00:10:57Just curious.
00:10:58Just trying to understand his twisted mind.
00:11:01I think his thing for me was more sexual.
00:11:04Although he did say he felt romantic towards me.
00:11:07He told you he loved you?
00:11:08Yeah.
00:11:09He would say, I love you and you love me.
00:11:12Because he couldn't stand it if he said I love you and I didn't say it back.
00:11:15It's crazy.
00:11:16Even now, I shouldn't care what he said or did.
00:11:19Still.
00:11:20It still hurts.
00:11:21I know.
00:11:22It hurts me too.
00:11:23I feel like this is some weird dream that I'm going to wake up from.
00:11:26So do I.
00:11:27How long have you known him?
00:11:28Ten months.
00:11:29What about you?
00:11:30February 15th.
00:11:31I don't remember the date but it was definitely snowing.
00:11:34So it must have been February.
00:11:36And everything started off real slow.
00:11:38And then he got really intense all of a sudden.
00:11:40And he told me that he was yours and you were his.
00:11:42And neither one of you was ever going to be with anyone else ever again.
00:11:44That was in March.
00:11:46Yeah.
00:11:47Yeah.
00:11:48March.
00:11:49Right.
00:11:50Because he said it to me at halftime at the NCAA semifinals.
00:11:53Un-fucking-believable.
00:11:54He knew it from the beginning.
00:11:55Knew what?
00:11:56Knew what he wanted?
00:11:57He knew what he was up to.
00:11:58I mean, it's not like he knew one of us for years or even months.
00:12:00And then he met the other one and his life became more complicated.
00:12:03But he decided consciously to take a shot with two girls at the same time.
00:12:07He wanted a girlfriend.
00:12:08He wanted to fill the void.
00:12:09And so we figured if one of us didn't work out, then the other might.
00:12:13What he didn't count on was that both of us would work out.
00:12:16But we did.
00:12:17Until now.
00:12:18And it's going to be neither.
00:12:21But you don't think he was looking to have two permanently, do you?
00:12:24Like those, those what do you call it?
00:12:26Bigamists?
00:12:27No, no, no.
00:12:28Those ones in Utah.
00:12:29Mormons?
00:12:30Yes.
00:12:31Mormons.
00:12:32Do you think he's a Mormon?
00:12:33He's no Mormon.
00:12:34He sure is a cocksucker.
00:12:36No, I think that was our function.
00:12:38Oh, you did that with him?
00:12:40What?
00:12:41You gave him a head?
00:12:42Why?
00:12:43Does that shock you?
00:12:44No, it's just that, you know what he used to tell me?
00:12:47Oh, what do I mean he used to?
00:12:48He said it to me on the phone last night.
00:12:50He said that he couldn't even get a hard-on for any other girl besides me,
00:12:53no matter how good she was or what she did.
00:12:55And you believed him?
00:12:56I believed him.
00:12:57Isn't that pathetic?
00:12:58I'm as pathetic as that asshole on the street.
00:13:02Would you have believed him?
00:13:04No, I would have did.
00:13:05He said the same things to you about that too?
00:13:06Worth a word.
00:13:07And that that was why he was being faithful to you.
00:13:10It wasn't that it was a matter of choice.
00:13:11It was frailic in capacity.
00:13:12He knew he would be impotent with anybody except you.
00:13:14Because I owned his dick.
00:13:15It didn't belong to him anymore.
00:13:16It was attached to him.
00:13:17But it belonged to me.
00:13:18Huge and hard and thick and long and perpendicular to the earth.
00:13:21Not to the floor but to the earth and filled with oceans of cum.
00:13:24Oceans of cum.
00:13:25Oh my god.
00:13:26I'm gonna fucking cut it off.
00:13:27I'm gonna slice it off sliver by sliver with an electric meat slicer.
00:13:33That's what I'm gonna do.
00:13:35That motherfucker.
00:13:37You said it.
00:13:38What?
00:13:39That's what he is.
00:13:40A motherfucker.
00:13:42You think he did it with his mother?
00:13:44Not literally.
00:13:45I just think that his relationship with his mother is more complicated than he admits to.
00:13:49Oh definitely.
00:13:50I mean, who else has framed photographs of their mother all over their apartment?
00:13:54The way that he used her.
00:13:55The stories he would tell.
00:13:57Like when he was little?
00:13:58No father around.
00:13:59Mother and I went to Florida.
00:14:01Mother and I went to Atlantic City.
00:14:03Mom and I had this argument over me having a ponytail.
00:14:06Right.
00:14:07And the way that he used her with us.
00:14:09No, not with me.
00:14:10I never met her.
00:14:11No, I never met her either.
00:14:12But the way that he used her saying that he was spending the night at her house because
00:14:15she was sick.
00:14:16You don't think she was sick?
00:14:18Well, who knows?
00:14:19I mean, all we knew is not to call her because the ringing sound would frighten her.
00:14:22Exactly.
00:14:23Just leave a message on the voicemail if anything urgent came up.
00:14:26Four nights a week.
00:14:27Those are the nights he must have been with you.
00:14:29No, I was always three.
00:14:31Never four.
00:14:32You must have been four.
00:14:33No, I was three also.
00:14:35Well, do you think there's a third?
00:14:38Or one night of cruising recruitment for the future?
00:14:41Can you believe we fell for this?
00:14:44You only suspect it when you're doing it yourself.
00:14:47Interesting.
00:14:48But you weren't fucking around on him, were you?
00:14:52No.
00:14:53No, neither was I, but I could have.
00:14:57I had plenty of chances.
00:14:58Like that guy in the street in the white suit?
00:15:00Oh, much better than him.
00:15:01I know that.
00:15:02I was just...
00:15:03I was being facetious.
00:15:04Right.
00:15:05But you must have had a million chances.
00:15:10I mean, you're beautiful, Carla.
00:15:11No, I'm not.
00:15:12Yes, you are.
00:15:13Let me ask you something.
00:15:14Wait, he's here.
00:15:15Okay.
00:15:16Okay.
00:15:17Come on.
00:15:19I'm not happy.
00:15:20I'm not happy.
00:15:21Come on.
00:15:22Come on.
00:15:23Come on.
00:15:24Come on.
00:15:26Come on.
00:15:27Come on.
00:15:28Come on.
00:15:29Yeah, you're German.
00:15:30Yeah.
00:15:31You're German, it's a matter of difficulty.
00:15:33Come on.
00:15:34Why?
00:15:35Um Sancto Spiritu, in Gloria De Patris, De Patris, Amen.
00:15:52Um Sancto Spiritu, in Gloria De...
00:16:05Um Sancto Spiritu, in Gloria De Patris, De Patris, Amen.
00:16:22Um Sancto Spiritu, um Sancto Spiritu, in Gloria De Patris, De Patris, Amen.
00:16:42Um Sancto Spiritu, in Gloria De Patris, De Patris, Amen.
00:17:12And I am prepared to perforate your every orifice with my tongue.
00:17:19I've missed you wildly. I am, uh, I am, I'm hot.
00:17:23And I gotta see you. Bye.
00:17:25Oh Sancto Spiritu.
00:17:33Hi, is Lou there?
00:17:35All right, we'll just tell her that, uh, Blake is back.
00:17:40Thank you.
00:17:42Come Sancto Spiritu, in Gloria De Patris, Amen, Mark.
00:17:58It's Blake.
00:18:00What is it, like 4.30 there?
00:18:01Get it.
00:18:02Come Sancto Spiritu.
00:18:05So what happened with this job? Did I get it?
00:18:07No.
00:18:08Why, too talented as usual?
00:18:10What are you, what are you, what, what's going on?
00:18:11There's all these, uh, blowhards working. I can't get a job.
00:18:16So what else? You, uh, what about, like, anything?
00:18:20What else?
00:18:23Really?
00:18:23Really? Wow. And that's, that's in the Catskills, huh?
00:18:28God, you know, I know, I know a lot of, no, actually I don't know anyone who's made it in the Catskills.
00:18:32What is it, what's, what are they paying me?
00:18:33Wow. Yeah, that'll, that'll cover the dry cleaning.
00:18:38What about, uh, like a TV spot or, or something?
00:18:42I can't, I can't even believe we're discussing this, John.
00:18:45This is ridiculous.
00:18:46It's like you don't know who you're dealing with here.
00:18:48And, uh, have you been drinking quite a bit again?
00:18:52I'm so, no, I'm just kidding. I'm just, I'm just a little, you know, hold on, let me think about it for a second.
00:18:59Call me daddy, call me daddy, bend over and then squeal like the pig that you are for offering me this yap.
00:19:08Uh, no, I'll take it.
00:19:10When I start.
00:19:12Okay.
00:19:13Okay, thanks, man.
00:19:15Okay, bye.
00:19:18Nobody recognizes the talent in this town anymore.
00:19:27Hi.
00:19:29Yet.
00:19:31Live from La Paz.
00:19:36It is Blanco Alengua.
00:19:40You give your hand to me, and then you say hello.
00:19:56And I can hardly speak, my heart is beating so, and anyone can tell.
00:20:10No, you think you know me, Mom.
00:20:15No, you don't know me.
00:20:19No, you don't know the one who dreams of you at night, afraid and shy.
00:20:36Honey, I let my chance go by, the chance you might have loved me too.
00:20:46You give your hand to me, and then you say goodbye.
00:21:01I want you to walk away, beside that lucky prank, to never, never know the one who loved you so.
00:21:17No, you don't know me.
00:21:22No, you don't know me.
00:21:27E more than you say goodbye.
00:21:28I want you to go by, and you say goodbye.
00:21:29I want you to go.
00:21:30Oh, I want you to go.
00:21:32I want you to go.
00:21:33Well, yeah.
00:21:34What a surprising way to see you.
00:21:36Ah, I, huh, what a surprising way to see you, I was just, cause, my God, I was just thinking, when I'm, I'm gonna see her and, uh, here you are, how did you get in?
00:22:00Magic.
00:22:00Huh.
00:22:00Oh. What did you, uh, super let you in? You look great, that's, that's, uh, fuck. Okay.
00:22:10You know what's so great? I mean, I could not have orchestrated this any better. This is a rare opportunity. I, you get to see how I'm behaving when you're not here.
00:22:18What did I do? I came in, I'm sitting there, I call you. The first thing I do is I tell you, I love you, I miss you, I wanna lick you, I can't wait to see you.
00:22:24I get up and I'm inspired, I'm thinking, I know I'm gonna see you. I sit down, I, I play, I sing, how the fuck did you get in here?
00:22:38Wow. You've never looked this phenomenal. Did I give you a key? I did, right? I'm just so happy to see you, I really am.
00:22:47I mean, out of these two weeks, I've forgotten, I've forgotten how beautiful you are and I missed you. Did you miss me as much as I missed you?
00:22:53How much did you miss me? I missed you, uh, pretty madly, pretty, like a, like a psychotic. Why do you think I was calling you? I was calling you 40 times a day.
00:23:00I don't know to check up on me. What? What kind of crazy statement is that? Why do, why do I need to check up on you?
00:23:06To see what I was up to. I don't know, what, what would you have been up to? What are you talking about? What would you have been up to?
00:23:09I don't know, what would you suspect that I would be up to?
00:23:11Oh, whoa, this conversation's getting real strange, okay? What's going on? What's going on?
00:23:19Nothing. Nothing. Then why are you using a word like suspect with me?
00:23:22Look, I would suspect you of something. Come on.
00:23:24And you don't? No, suspect you of what? Anything, no, nothing. Why? Why would I?
00:23:28Why would, that would imply that you've done something wrong. I don't think you've done anything wrong.
00:23:31Well, you don't think that? No, why would I? I don't think you've done anything wrong.
00:23:34I don't know, what you might think is wrong for me, I might think is right, and vice versa.
00:23:40What are you trying to tell me?
00:23:42About what? About you.
00:23:45Nothing.
00:23:45Did you fuck anybody?
00:23:57When?
00:23:58When?
00:23:59Ever.
00:24:01Ever?
00:24:03Well, yes. I mean, I seem to recall you and I having shared a little fucking...
00:24:07Making love, come on.
00:24:09Making love. Is that what you want to call it?
00:24:10Well, that's what I call it. That's what it is to me when I'm with you.
00:24:13That's what we've called it together. As opposed to what?
00:24:15As opposed to nothing. What are you driving at? Come on.
00:24:18How many girls did you fuck while you were in L.A.?
00:24:21Okay, while I was in L.A., that's the last two weeks. There's none.
00:24:24None, because I haven't been with any other women since I was with you.
00:24:27That's the last ten months.
00:24:29You don't have to say that.
00:24:30I know I don't have to say that. I'm just saying that because it's true.
00:24:32I mean, we're not married. You're a free man. You can do whatever you want.
00:24:34I know. It's okay if you have.
00:24:36I don't want to.
00:24:37Do you?
00:24:40No.
00:24:41Well.
00:24:43With anyone you don't want to.
00:24:46With anyone but you.
00:24:47Okay, whatever you say.
00:24:48Whatever. Whatever. This has got to be the most bizarre exchange I've ever experienced in my life.
00:24:55Did you take acid?
00:24:56Did you?
00:24:58Are you, I mean, are you, this is, I'm sorry.
00:25:01I'm just trying to figure out some explanation for this Jekyll and Hyde behavior that you're exhibiting.
00:25:07I'm scared. I don't.
00:25:09What's this?
00:25:21What's this?
00:25:24Let's hear it.
00:25:25Look, what's this?
00:25:26It looks like a broken window in a plant.
00:25:30Yeah, I know. It is a plant in a broken window. The question is, how did the window get broken?
00:25:37It looks like the plant might have done it.
00:25:39Yeah, but I don't think the plant just came through the window on its own.
00:25:44Did you throw the plant through the window?
00:25:47Did you throw this through the window?
00:25:48No.
00:25:48No.
00:25:48No.
00:25:48No.
00:25:48No.
00:25:49No.
00:25:49No.
00:25:49No.
00:25:50No.
00:25:50No.
00:25:51No.
00:25:51Maybe.
00:25:53Maybe.
00:25:58Maybe?
00:26:01Maybe.
00:26:03Maybe.
00:26:05Have you gone completely and utterly out of your mind?
00:26:10I just...
00:26:11Are you glad I came by to surprise you?
00:26:13Yeah, I'm glad. I'd have been gladder if you'd met me at the airport or outside on the street.
00:26:16I can't believe that you did, that you just threw this plant through the window.
00:26:18I can't believe that you're getting so upset about this window. I mean, you're more insane
00:26:22about this window than you are...
00:26:23Then what? Then I'm about what?
00:26:24Then about your protestations of fidelity.
00:26:26They are not protestations. They are outright denials.
00:26:31It's beyond desire. It's beyond choice. It's phallic incapacity. It's an inoperative shaft.
00:26:36I'm telling you, if you were to put a gun to my head and say, fuck her, she's gorgeous, she needs you, it's easy, no one will know,
00:26:42I'd say, pull it. Pull the trigger. Empty the chamber into my head, because that's where it's at with me.
00:26:46It's not even my dick anymore. It's attached to me, yeah, but it belongs to you.
00:26:50I'll take it a step further. I'm telling you that not only at this point with you,
00:26:54because I'm so attached to you as every other girl on earth. Not exciting to me, in the slightest.
00:26:57Every other girl on earth to me, it's like a salami. It's like something that came from under a fucking rock.
00:27:03It's disgusting to me. It's like smelling cheese. It's like, it makes me fucking sick. It disgusts me.
00:27:10it's like smelling vomit. Including me. Wow, whoa, this is a shock, this shock, this is a surprise, surprise.
00:27:24Okay, this massive, shattering shock. But I must say, as difficult as it's going to be for either one of you to believe me at this moment,
00:27:30there's an absolutely legitimate explanation for this. What is this? He doesn't have an explanation.
00:27:34Just answer me one question. In what way am I physically disgusting you? In no way. In no way. In no way.
00:27:39You just said I was. When? When? When? 30 seconds ago. No, I didn't. I didn't say that.
00:27:42You just said that every single person, except for Parla, was physically disgusting to you.
00:27:46No, this is just a figure of speech, hyperbole. Well, stop lying, you asshole. I'm not lying.
00:27:49You're not lying. I'm not lying. Everything you've said to both of us for the past 10 months has been a total, utter fucking lie.
00:27:55Can I just say one thing, and this is not some self-serving jargon or an attempt to give myself an out for the moment?
00:28:00I may have been hiding parts of my life from both of you to avoid causing pain. Fuck you.
00:28:04But I have never said anything to either one of you that I did not wholeheartedly mean.
00:28:08Fuck you. If you actually believe what you just said, it's worse than if you don't.
00:28:13I don't follow that at all. Oh, big surprise. Huge, huge surprise.
00:28:16What? You know what she just meant by that. Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah. I understood perfectly what she meant.
00:28:21Well, go ahead. Explain it to me. You know what? I don't have to tell you anything.
00:28:24You're just lucky you don't have a kitchen knife sticking through your Adam's apple right about now.
00:28:28Carla, Carla, she's... I prefer you not use my name. What do you want me to call you, Timmy?
00:28:32I don't want to hear your voice at all right now.
00:28:34Oh, absolutely. Excuse me. I gotta get that.
00:28:41Hi, Mom. Mom. Hi. Uh...
00:28:45Yeah, it was pretty... it was good. I didn't get it, but I got this other... this thing in the Catskills that's gonna be real...
00:28:52Yeah, can I call you back in ten minutes? Thanks. Ten minutes. Okay. Okay, fine. Fine, fine, fine, fine.
00:28:58So there is a third. For what? Third girlfriend. Oh, that's absurd.
00:29:02You used your mother with me to get free with Carla, used your mother with Carla to get free with me,
00:29:06and now you're using your mother with both of us to get free with whoever it is you plan on going out with tonight.
00:29:10What is... no, you don't understand that... No, no, no, no, no, no. Actually, we didn't understand.
00:29:15Now we do understand. We understand everything. Everything except why? It would be better if you stopped lying. You were caught.
00:29:23Wait. Stop. And try to explain. He can't. Let him try. Go ahead. My mom is...
00:29:31Your mother is your excuse, if she even exists. Who knows?
00:29:35You know what this is? Um... This is really, um... This is horrendous. This is... This is... I'm... I'm devastated by this.
00:29:43No, you're not. You're just exposed. What do you have to be devastated about? You didn't find out that someone you trusted had betrayed you?
00:29:49I know, but this is... I'm just saying how I... No, you know what? Nothing you say means fucking shit anyways,
00:29:55because you're a lying, cheating, manipulating motherfucker!
00:30:03You know what I think? That's really abusive. I don't think you understand how it causes me pain to hurt people that I care about.
00:30:09Care about? Yes, care about it. I'd like to cause pain to people that I hate, but I...
00:30:13Care about? What happened to love? I thought you loved me. I really did. And Carla thought you loved her.
00:30:24I did. I... And I do. I really... I do.
00:30:29Me or her? Both of you. Both! Both is very convenient. Both is really convenient. What about only? You said only.
00:30:40Look, I... I... I... I... I fucked up here. Horrendously. Okay? I was... I was... I was...
00:30:47You were greedy and you were selfish. I was... Well, a wrong... A coward. A greedy, selfish coward.
00:30:53You know what? Um... I'm gonna... It's... Don't... And don't... Please stop, like, pursuing me and falling... Because I can't... I can't... Because I don't... I think that I understand where you're coming from and I was there and I have been straight with you. The whole... This whole...
00:31:22Entire... You know? This... If this was the forum that would have been appropriate for you to... To... To... To... You know? If you have to confront me... And yet... At this...
00:31:33I don't think that there's anything for me... Now... To... I can't... I just can't... I can't... Because if this was... Uh... No. This isn't... This isn't... This isn't... You know? And both at the same time... And the word... And what you've just been called... That wasn't nice. That wasn't right.
00:31:47That was... That was, uh... No way. No. Because I know if I... If I'm... I know what... I think it's abusive. I don't think... Yeah. I know... I know... I know what I... It's just... I gotta... I gotta... I gotta do it... Uh... For... For me. For me. You know? It's not like if... If there was, uh...
00:32:17It's not supposed to have been... This is... Miss... Misery. This to me is misery.
00:32:47This... Miss... Miss... Miss... Miss... Miss... Miss... Miss... Miss... Miss... Miss... Miss... Miss... Miss... Miss... Miss... Miss... Miss... Miss... Miss... Miss... Miss... Miss... Miss... Miss... Miss... Miss... Miss... Miss... Miss... Miss... Miss... Miss... Miss... Miss... Miss... Miss... Miss... Miss... Miss... Miss... Miss... Miss... Miss... Miss... Miss... Miss... Miss... Miss... Miss... Miss... Miss... Miss... Miss... Miss... Miss... Miss... Miss... Miss... Miss... Miss... Miss... Miss... Miss... Miss... Miss... Miss... Miss... Miss... Miss... Miss... Miss... Miss... Miss... Miss... Miss... Miss... Miss... Miss... Miss... Miss... Miss... Miss... Miss... Miss... Miss... Miss... Miss... Miss... Miss... Miss... Miss... Miss... Miss... Miss... Miss... Miss... Miss... Miss... Miss... Miss... Miss... Miss... Miss... Miss... Miss... Miss... Miss... Miss... Miss... Miss
00:33:17Oh, mein Gott.
00:33:19Oh.
00:33:25Okay, okay, fine.
00:33:27He's about as dead as we are.
00:33:28Listen, I'm trying to teach a little something, here.
00:33:31You fucking, oh, my God, you fucking asshole!
00:33:33How could you do that?
00:33:35You know, that feels like a fucker, pretending like you're dead?
00:33:37Look, I had a...
00:33:38That's sadistic!
00:33:39I had a point to make. I had a valid point.
00:33:41I'm not interested in your point, your fucking stupid point.
00:33:43I'm interested in why you were such a sick, compulsive liar.
00:33:46You're caught in, like, a sewer of lies and deception,
00:33:48and your response is to lie and deceive.
00:33:51You're right. This is kind of fucked up, but I am an actor.
00:33:55An actor's lie, you know?
00:33:56Oh, it just gets worse and worse.
00:33:57I'm not trying to excuse it. I'm just...
00:33:59I think I learned something.
00:34:00It's not even a valid point. A lot of actors don't lie.
00:34:02It's just a lot of actors who play killers
00:34:04do not kill people when they are not acting.
00:34:06Not good actors, no. You need me one good actor who doesn't lie.
00:34:09This is beyond belief, even for you.
00:34:12Okay. Denzel Washington.
00:34:15He doesn't lie.
00:34:16Now, how do you know that?
00:34:18Because I just do. He, like, oozes honesty and integrity.
00:34:21Yeah, see, Denzel Washington is a good actor,
00:34:23and a good actor persuades you of one reality
00:34:25and lives out another.
00:34:26Come on, Blake. Are you gonna tell me that Denzel Washington
00:34:28isn't the most coolest person around?
00:34:30I don't know. Do you know Denzel Washington personally?
00:34:32No, do you?
00:34:33Yeah, I've seen him around. I've seen him at parties, auditions.
00:34:35Really? Oh, really? You and Denzel Washington?
00:34:37Did you guys audition together?
00:34:38Yeah.
00:34:39Like, the two of you, like, for a big director or something?
00:34:42I mean, I don't think Denzel fucking Washington auditions.
00:34:47Do you?
00:34:48He's a huge fucking movie star, unlike yourself.
00:34:51I saw him at Grey's Papaya, like, two weeks ago, okay?
00:34:54And I think I got a pretty fair indication of what he was like.
00:34:56I'm not even talking about Denzel Washington as an individual.
00:34:59I'm talking generically.
00:35:00I'm talking about the art of acting, the nature, the life,
00:35:03the experience of me as an actor, okay?
00:35:05So your point is that it's okay for you to lie and lead a double life,
00:35:08because you are an actor.
00:35:10What I'm saying is I'm saying that the two are connected, okay?
00:35:12If I was, like, a Supreme Court Justice, you would expect
00:35:15a literal on-the-nose, you know, little-minded answer,
00:35:17straight-ahead answer like that.
00:35:19But as an actor, I think that I'm granted a little leeway.
00:35:22So this makes it our fault that we should know that you are
00:35:24a liar and double-dealer because you are an-
00:35:25Clarence Thompson.
00:35:29Who the fuck is Clarence Thompson?
00:35:30The Supreme Court Justice who lied about Anita Hill?
00:35:33Duh.
00:35:36Thomas.
00:35:37Thomas who?
00:35:38Thomas Thomas.
00:35:39Clarence Thomas.
00:35:40Clarence Thomas is-
00:35:41And there's no proof that he lied about anything, actually.
00:35:43Oh, really?
00:35:44You think that Anita Hill made up the whole coke-can pubic hair thing?
00:35:48Are you intentionally missing my point?
00:35:49That's the feeling I'm-
00:35:50No, I am not.
00:35:51You said that you're not a Supreme Court Justice,
00:35:53and I said that Clarence Thompson is exactly the same
00:35:56lying, cheating, pathetic fucking fool as you are.
00:35:59Okay, okay, stop it, both of you.
00:36:01You are letting him sidetrack us from finding out why he is such a liar,
00:36:05which is the only reason why I am still here.
00:36:07That's a very, very good point, Carla.
00:36:09Why am I still here?
00:36:11I'm fucking out of here.
00:36:14Why would you treat two people that you claim to love with such contempt?
00:36:19It wasn't contempt.
00:36:20That's the last thing it was.
00:36:22It was love.
00:36:24It was love.
00:36:26Fuck you, Blake.
00:36:28I mean, fuck you, up and down, in and out, front and rear.
00:36:33Fuck you till you bleed and pass pores out of your asshole.
00:36:38You're a lying, mugging, misogynistic, unemployable, short, loft-inheriting piece of shit fraud.
00:36:48And love?
00:36:49You have the audacity to use the word love?
00:36:51You don't even know the meaning of the word love.
00:36:53Fuck you.
00:36:56I'm short now too, huh?
00:36:59I'm like 5'10".
00:37:02I'm short.
00:37:04Fraud.
00:37:06Loft-inheriting.
00:37:08You know, I mean, where do you want him to sell it when he died?
00:37:11It was supposed to go to me.
00:37:13It's fine.
00:37:15You enjoy it.
00:37:17What is wrong with you?
00:37:35Why are you doing this?
00:37:38Is this what you want?
00:37:39Is this how you want to live the rest of your life?
00:37:40Just damaging people around you?
00:37:42Damaging yourself?
00:37:43Is it real?
00:37:46Is it real?
00:37:47Is it real?
00:37:48Because if it is, why don't you just really fucking blow your brains out?
00:37:53Really?
00:37:54Right now?
00:37:55If that's not what you want to do, you should make a commitment to really just shape your
00:38:05ass up.
00:38:06Stop bullshitting everyone.
00:38:08Stop deceiving everyone.
00:38:09Stop doing this.
00:38:10And yourself too.
00:38:11You should promise me this right now.
00:38:12Like the real promise.
00:38:13The real deal now.
00:38:14Or...
00:38:15Alright, I don't know.
00:38:16I can't even fucking believe you.
00:38:17I can't believe shit that you say.
00:38:18Your words were shit.
00:38:19But I'm going to give you a chance.
00:38:20And I think this is really...
00:38:21This is your last...
00:38:22Your last chance to fucking...
00:38:23You can't get it together.
00:38:24I can't get it together.
00:38:25I can't get it together.
00:38:26I can't get it together.
00:38:27I can't get it together.
00:38:28Aber ich werde dir das mal ein Mal geben.
00:38:31Und ich denke, das ist wirklich dein LAST,
00:38:33dein LAST
00:38:35chance
00:38:36zu fucking...
00:38:37Ich werde dir das mal geben.
00:38:43Ich kann es nicht mehr geben.
00:38:45Ich kann es nicht mehr geben.
00:38:48Ich kann es nicht mehr geben.
00:38:51Ich kann es nicht mehr geben.
00:38:53Untertitelung des ZDF für funk, 2017
00:39:23Das war's für heute.
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00:40:23Das war's für heute.
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00:41:31I know you're smoking.
00:41:32You don't have to talk.
00:41:33You can't.
00:41:35Yeah, but I know it's not even like I can sometimes or whatever,
00:41:38because you have no idea.
00:41:40I know why I took you to the hospital.
00:41:54That's enough.
00:42:02We'll finish the bottle.
00:42:05Mom?
00:42:09Mom?
00:42:09Mom?
00:42:27Did you throw over the cigarettes?
00:42:30Well, Mom, you are destroying your voice.
00:42:33Like, sort of like...
00:42:34No, I'm serious.
00:42:35What...
00:42:36Why are you talking so long?
00:42:38That could be good.
00:42:39Mom, you are...
00:42:40You are wrecking your circulation.
00:42:43It's very elegant.
00:42:44It's a very elegant look.
00:42:46I'm serious.
00:42:47You're strangling your circulation.
00:42:48Mom, each cigarette is like a nail, and you...
00:42:51Stupid.
00:42:52Well, you just gotta stop.
00:42:53Do you want me to come over there, or I'll come over there.
00:42:55What about, um...
00:42:56Do you think that I could ever braid your hair?
00:42:58If you want to, you can.
00:43:00Because I used to like to braid my hair, but now I have short hair.
00:43:04Okay.
00:43:05You're fine.
00:43:06Okay, well, call me if you need me, okay?
00:43:08Okay.
00:43:09Love you, bye.
00:43:10Bye.
00:43:11Bye.
00:43:12Bye.
00:43:13Bye.
00:43:14Bye.
00:43:15Bye.
00:43:16Bye.
00:43:18Bye.
00:43:19Bye...
00:43:20Bye.
00:43:21Bye.
00:43:22Bye.
00:43:24Bye.
00:43:25Bye.
00:43:26Bye.
00:43:27Bye.
00:43:28Bye.
00:43:29Bye.
00:43:30Bye.
00:43:31Bye.
00:43:32Bye.
00:43:33Nein, das ist wirklich, die Wahrheit, die Wahrheit...
00:43:38Look at him, die sehr Worte sind, die Wahrheit ist.
00:43:41Die Wahrheit ist, die Wahrheit ist, dass ich das alles an alle von euch gesagt habe,
00:43:46das ich sagte zu dem, als ich das sagen war.
00:43:48Bullshit.
00:43:49Nein, das war neu zu mir.
00:43:50Oh, das war neu zu dir?
00:43:51Das ist die erste Mal, als ich mit dem beiden war,
00:43:55für die erste Mal in meinem Leben.
00:43:57Und ich war baffel.
00:43:59Es war sehr unnerving, es war sehr unzettetlich.
00:44:02Poor you.
00:44:04Poor fucking you.
00:44:05I'm not suggesting sympathy, I think that would be grotesque.
00:44:08I'm just trying to do what I think we all want done here,
00:44:10which is to make some sense of this fiasco that I've created.
00:44:12Okay, so you made your point.
00:44:13It was very confusing and unsettling when you discovered, as you put it,
00:44:16that you were in love with two women at the same time.
00:44:18Yes.
00:44:19And?
00:44:20And it was exciting.
00:44:22If you want to know the truth, it never occurred to me,
00:44:25at any point, to give up either one of you.
00:44:27Because both of you made me feel phenomenal when I was with you.
00:44:31And I was under the impression that I was not totally uninspiring to both of you.
00:44:35So as long as we didn't know about each other, then it was okay.
00:44:37No, I'm not saying it was okay.
00:44:39I knew that it was wrong.
00:44:41But the rightness of it that I felt gave me a way of justifying it,
00:44:45a way of seeing it the way that I wanted to see it,
00:44:47so that I could continue.
00:44:49You are such a manipulator.
00:44:51Manipulation?
00:44:52No, it's not manipulation.
00:44:53Because manipulation implies concealment.
00:44:55I'm concealing nothing.
00:44:56Since when?
00:44:57Since now.
00:44:58I absolutely think you're lying.
00:44:59You're definitely concealing something.
00:45:01It's too easy.
00:45:02Yeah, it's too fucking easy.
00:45:03It's too fast.
00:45:04What am I concealing?
00:45:06You may not even be aware of it.
00:45:08Lying comes like breathing to you.
00:45:10Mom, hi, it's me.
00:45:15Listen, I'm sorry I'm calling back,
00:45:17but your voice sounds really weird.
00:45:19It's really low.
00:45:21Why are you talking like that, Mom?
00:45:24It's because I'm getting scared.
00:45:26I'm going to call you right back.
00:45:27I think if it's the connection, then I can...
00:45:29I'm calling you right back.
00:45:31Hold on.
00:45:36Why is this funny to you?
00:45:38I'm concerned.
00:45:42Hi.
00:45:43Are you sure you're okay?
00:45:45Look, I'm sorry.
00:45:46I just...
00:45:47I just...
00:45:48I just...
00:45:49I don't understand why you're...
00:45:53I know, but just let me...
00:45:55Okay, well, I'm here, and I am worried about you,
00:45:57and I'm gonna...
00:45:58If I don't...
00:46:01Okay.
00:46:02Okay.
00:46:03Sorry.
00:46:05She gets upset if I'm too solicitous.
00:46:07There's something wrong with her, though, her voice.
00:46:09She sounds really strange.
00:46:10It's just different.
00:46:11Wait.
00:46:12Hasn't your mother been sick for, like, ten months?
00:46:16I mean, that's...
00:46:18That's what you have been saying, right?
00:46:22Yeah.
00:46:24If there's a real change in her voice, you should call a doctor.
00:46:26I know.
00:46:27I am going to call a doctor.
00:46:28Okay.
00:46:29Okay.
00:46:30It's fine.
00:46:32Hi, Dr. Cutler, please.
00:46:36Can you tell that Blake Allen called and it's very important that he calls me at home?
00:46:42He has a number.
00:46:43Thank you.
00:46:44Yes.
00:46:46These are the papers.
00:46:47They never arrived.
00:46:48Here they are.
00:46:49Nice look.
00:46:51We call you nice folks.
00:46:52Mmm.
00:46:53Mmm.
00:46:54Mmm ...
00:46:55What?
00:46:57Whoор.
00:46:58So will you ever believe anything to say again?
00:47:21I'd be pretty stupid to you, wouldn't I?
00:47:23Haven't you ever lied to anyone and...
00:47:25and known what he'd done and felt horrible about it
00:47:29and known that he could never do it again?
00:47:32Known that he'd not done it or known that he'd gone ahead and done it anyway?
00:47:37I guess what I'm asking is...
00:47:39is... is can you forgive me?
00:47:55So explain something to me.
00:48:02Did it excite you to know that you were always in danger of being caught?
00:48:07It must have.
00:48:09It excited you.
00:48:11It had to.
00:48:13No.
00:48:13Oh, yes it did.
00:48:14You were exciting yourself by leading a double life.
00:48:18You were risking disaster.
00:48:20Of course it excited you.
00:48:21If it did, I wasn't aware of it.
00:48:22You were aware.
00:48:23Do you have that feeling?
00:48:25Can you imagine?
00:48:26Oh, yes!
00:48:27Don't go.
00:48:27OK.
00:48:28There you go, eh?
00:48:29Let's see.
00:48:31Just so I können it now.
00:48:32This is the first thing to do.
00:48:33I don't care.
00:48:34What if I can do that?
00:48:36I don't care.
00:48:38What if I don't care?
00:48:39It's easy to go.
00:48:42I don't care about it here.
00:48:43Oh, yeah.
00:48:44Oh, yeah, yeah.
00:48:45Oh, yeah, yeah, yeah.
00:48:47When I can get here...
00:48:49I don't want to give you a minute.
00:48:50Yeah, yeah, yeah.
00:48:51I don't care.
00:48:52I don't care.
00:48:53Das war's für heute.
00:49:23Das war's für heute.
00:49:53Das war's für heute.
00:50:23Das war's für heute.
00:50:53Das war's für heute.
00:51:23Das war's für heute.
00:51:53Das war's für heute.
00:52:23Das war's für heute.
00:52:53I have to make a call.
00:52:55What?
00:52:55Oh, that I had a phone reader.
00:52:57It's private.
00:52:58Why don't you run after her?
00:53:14She doesn't want to say to her.
00:53:44It's self-sufficient.
00:53:45I do know how to take care of myself.
00:53:47And you are a good person.
00:53:48Don't say that about yourself.
00:53:48No, I'm not.
00:53:49How can you say that?
00:53:50How do you know?
00:53:51You don't even know me.
00:53:53I thought I knew you better than anyone had ever known you.
00:53:55I thought I knew you better than you knew yourself.
00:53:56That's what you said.
00:53:57No, that's what you said.
00:53:58No, that's what you said.
00:53:59No, that's what you said.
00:53:59Maybe I did.
00:54:00Maybe I said it because I knew that was what you wanted to hear.
00:54:04The way everything you said to me was what you thought I wanted to hear.
00:54:07Right up until just now when you did it again.
00:54:10Speaking of which, I noticed that you didn't correct me when I said that I was cute instead
00:54:17of beautiful and streetwise instead of clever.
00:54:20You're thinking about Carla.
00:54:30See, if you had been honest from the beginning, things might have worked out a lot better for
00:54:36all three of us.
00:54:38And much more interestingly.
00:54:43How so?
00:54:45Sometimes you underestimate people.
00:54:48What meaning I underestimated you?
00:54:50No, meaning that I might have been ready for certain things.
00:54:56Such as?
00:54:57Such as a lot of things.
00:55:01Such as?
00:55:03Different things.
00:55:04And Carla might have been ready too.
00:55:06For what?
00:55:08You know what I'm talking about.
00:55:10Yeah, I know.
00:55:11I just want to hear you say it.
00:55:12Yeah, I'm sure you do.
00:55:13So?
00:55:14Use your imagination.
00:55:16So what you're saying is...
00:55:17What I'm saying is that you blew it.
00:55:19You didn't have the confidence in yourself to believe that you could get what you wanted
00:55:23with the truth.
00:55:24What did I want that I didn't get?
00:55:25Half of what you just got in there.
00:55:28You mean double?
00:55:29Yeah, right.
00:55:30Double.
00:55:31Like what?
00:55:31Like I've...
00:55:32To have been with both of you together?
00:55:35That was my secret desire and I was just too timid to admit it?
00:55:38Well, no.
00:55:39I mean, I'm not saying just sex.
00:55:41And I'm not saying sex once.
00:55:44What do you mean?
00:55:45I am referring to...
00:55:48Mormonism.
00:55:50Mormonism?
00:55:51Mormonism.
00:55:52I think you mean bigamy.
00:55:53Yes, bigamy.
00:55:54Right.
00:55:55But not about the whole getting married thing.
00:55:57Just more about us all hanging out together, you know, and doing things together and just
00:56:02being together all the time, you know?
00:56:04More like a triple instead of a couple.
00:56:06So that's how you would have wanted it?
00:56:08No, that's how you would have wanted it.
00:56:09You just didn't have the whatever to admit it.
00:56:13And you think that's what Carla would want?
00:56:15Maybe.
00:56:15I think she would be open to it.
00:56:18I think that we could convince her.
00:56:25Excuse me.
00:56:32Hello.
00:56:34Hi, Dr. Cutler.
00:56:35Thanks for calling me back.
00:56:36Listen, I've talked to my mom like three, four, a bunch of times today.
00:56:40And there's something in the level of her voice that's got me, like, frightened.
00:56:44And I just want to know, will you just call her and then call me back and tell me what
00:56:48I should do?
00:56:49No, I'm telling you that I know something is wrong.
00:56:59I just want you to call her, call me back and tell me what is to be done.
00:57:03This is turning out to be a very strange day.
00:57:06After starting out rather innocently.
00:57:08Everything is changing so fast.
00:57:10Everything seems to be going from one extreme to another and back again.
00:57:13Almost as if love and hate were interchangeable.
00:57:17No, I don't mean interchangeable.
00:57:18I mean inverted.
00:57:19You know, especially now for us with him.
00:57:23I mean, there's a part of me that feels like we could just tell him to fuck off and never
00:57:26see him again.
00:57:27But then I was also thinking that we could try something else.
00:57:30You know, something new and modern and kind of strange.
00:57:35Like this famous poet.
00:57:37Do you know what I'm talking about?
00:57:38Excuse me.
00:57:38Am I right in assuming that I'm outwanted for the moment?
00:57:40Yes, or for longer than a moment.
00:57:43Then I'll vanish.
00:57:45So.
00:57:46Which famous poet?
00:57:47Well, I can't remember his name, but there was a biography on him the other night that
00:57:51I watched on cable.
00:57:52And he had a wife and a mistress.
00:57:54And they did everything together.
00:57:56And the women really got along.
00:57:58You know, they were attracted to each other.
00:57:59They respected each other.
00:58:00And there was no jealousy or possessiveness.
00:58:03I mean, it was really very cool.
00:58:05And I just can't remember his fucking name.
00:58:08D.H. Lawrence?
00:58:09No, wasn't he the Lawrence of Arabia guy?
00:58:12Wasn't he gay?
00:58:13No, that was T.E. Lawrence.
00:58:15T.E. Lawrence.
00:58:15No, this guy had a weird name.
00:58:17It was like, it sounded like a zzz, like Ezard or...
00:58:20Ezra Pound.
00:58:22Yes, Ezra Pound.
00:58:23That's it.
00:58:24I thought you vanished.
00:58:26What?
00:58:26I don't think...
00:58:27What are you doing?
00:58:28I mean, really, what are you doing?
00:58:31Are you trying to figure out how to make us forget?
00:58:34Are you searching for a new role to slip into because this old one doesn't work?
00:58:39Are you lost?
00:58:40Are you nervous?
00:58:41You look nervous.
00:58:43Are you practicing your act?
00:58:45I'm a practicing actor.
00:58:47You're trying hard.
00:58:48I'm a good actor.
00:58:49Right.
00:58:50I'm not a hack.
00:58:51Oh, really?
00:58:52Obviously, you've never seen my Hamlet or you wouldn't be parading me in this fashion.
00:58:55You'd have respect for me.
00:58:57You would.
00:58:58See, that's me in that picture over there.
00:58:59I am the melancholy Dane.
00:59:01Did Hamlet lead a double life?
00:59:03I'm going to have to lay you on to a little of it, I think.
00:59:05So you want center stage?
00:59:07Yeah.
00:59:07Always trying to be loved.
00:59:09Okay.
00:59:12Hamlet is upset with his mother for, amongst many things,
00:59:16coke-inspiring to kill his father and also for owning his dick.
00:59:20Oh, well, you can relate to that one, right?
00:59:21No, but I can relate to how angry he is.
00:59:24And to how she controls his dick.
00:59:26Okay.
00:59:27Shh.
00:59:27It's coming.
00:59:28It's coming.
00:59:32Ecstasy.
00:59:34My pulse as yours doth temperately keep time and makes as healthful music.
00:59:39It is not madness that I have uttered.
00:59:41Bring me to the test, and I the matter will reword which madness would gamble from.
00:59:47Mother!
00:59:48The love of grace lay not that flattering unction to your soul,
00:59:54that not you'll trespass, but my madness speaks.
00:59:58It will but skin and film the ulcerous place,
01:00:02whilst rank and corruption mining all within,
01:00:06in facts unseen.
01:00:09Confess yourself to heaviness, repent what's past, avoid what is to come,
01:00:17and do not spread the compost on the weeds
01:00:20to make them rank.
01:00:23Forgive me this, my virtue.
01:00:29For in the fatness of these Percy times, virtue itself of vice must part and beg.
01:00:37Yea, curb and woo, for leave to do him good.
01:00:42Oh, Hamlet, thou hast cleft my heart in two.
01:00:51Oh, throw away the worser part of it, and live the purer with the other half good night,
01:00:55but do not go to my uncle's bed, assume a virtue if you have it not.
01:00:58You gonna tell me that I'm not a great actor?
01:01:00I like your singing better.
01:01:02You do?
01:01:02Where did you grab that line? I didn't know that you knew Shakespeare.
01:01:24There's a lot you don't know about me.
01:01:26Yea, I know. Like, who did you just go outside to call?
01:01:29My mother.
01:01:30Really?
01:01:32See, by the way that you're looking and you say that,
01:01:35no, you didn't call your mom. Who'd you call?
01:01:36My mother. Why is it so hard for you to believe that I'm calling my mother?
01:01:40Aren't you calling your mother all the time?
01:01:41Yea, my mom is not well. My mom hasn't been well.
01:01:44I would never lie about whether or not my mom was well.
01:01:47Well, who knows? You've lied about everything else.
01:01:49I've lied about nothing except sexual fidelity.
01:01:51Oh, well, that's really nothing, isn't it?
01:01:52I mean, it's hardly worth mentioning.
01:01:54It's one tiny little infinitesimal glitch on the radar screen.
01:01:57Yea, and what do you mean about sexual fidelity?
01:01:59Do you mean that it was just the two of us for the last year?
01:02:01That I was lying to, yea.
01:02:03Oh, that you were lying to.
01:02:05But what about casual acquaintances that you didn't have to lie to because they didn't care what you did or who you did it with?
01:02:10There was a few. It was very few.
01:02:12How few is very few?
01:02:13I thought that we were beyond this stage.
01:02:16What made you think that we were beyond it?
01:02:17Because it's unpleasant for you to be put on the spot because you'd like to be beyond it?
01:02:20Because we had a little moment?
01:02:21Moment?
01:02:22Yes, a little moment which changed nothing.
01:02:24Just as when I went outside, you and Lou had a little moment which changed nothing either.
01:02:28We didn't touch each other.
01:02:30He's actually telling the truth this time.
01:02:32It didn't even come up.
01:02:33Why not?
01:02:34Well, I wouldn't have let him.
01:02:36I mean, just the thought never crossed my mind.
01:02:37Oh, that's nice. Thank you very much.
01:02:39Well, no. You said you wouldn't have anyway.
01:02:40Well...
01:02:42How few is few?
01:02:46Five.
01:02:48Seven. Sorry. Seven.
01:02:51It was less than ten.
01:02:55Less than ten?
01:02:56Less than ten?
01:02:58Do I hear 20, 30, 50?
01:03:01Hey, come on.
01:03:02Who do you think I am? Nero?
01:03:04I'm not Will Chamberlain.
01:03:06No, but you're desperate and you're obsessed and you're totally out of control.
01:03:09Don't deny it, Blake. You are.
01:03:11Well, all right, maybe I am out of control. Often. Usually.
01:03:16But I mean, do you really want to do this?
01:03:18Because this is where, like, the door of utter uninhibited disclosure.
01:03:22Do you really want to hear, you know, names, dates, places who wanted to be licked where,
01:03:26who wanted to be fucked out, who had to be told what, or in my estimation,
01:03:29what I think your personal defects are, or what you're ready to hear,
01:03:33or what you don't want to hear secretly, or what if I told you what I thought about you,
01:03:38what would devastate you to hear?
01:03:39Oh, so you're saying that we, the reason that we're in this situation is because
01:03:44of our personal defects?
01:03:45Well, what kind of girl gets involved with a guy like me knowing on some fundamental level exactly
01:03:50But we didn't know. You never even let us get to know you.
01:03:51That's the thing. Because why? I don't know.
01:03:53You thought that if we would get to know you, then we would see who you really are,
01:03:55and we wouldn't want to be with you? I mean, why were you honest from the beginning?
01:03:58I mean, I never told you in the, you could have said, look, I just cannot be faithful or whatever,
01:04:02and like, let's get to know each other. Why did you have to make it into some fucking romance
01:04:05that you didn't believe in? You know, and I think you've been avoiding us this whole time
01:04:08by calling your mother. It's like you're obsessed with your mother. I mean, we can't even talk to you
01:04:12for two seconds, but you're on the phone talking to your mother. You're substituting her for, for,
01:04:16for having a real relationship in your life. Stop talking about my mom. This is not right.
01:04:20It's like everything is from your point of view, and you're not fucking interested in us because
01:04:24you're so fucking into your own head and how fucking charming and funny, and you're an actor,
01:04:28and everything you just fucking avoided. And you don't care about us and our problems at all.
01:04:31All you care about is fucking convincing yourself that you're so desirable by getting lots of women
01:04:35to fuck you, right? You don't even know how to be like, just as a person, just a clear, simple person.
01:04:41And, and this is probably the most truthful moment of your life right now. Am I right?
01:04:45I cannot believe that you were just dumping all this shit on me right now. This is really toxic.
01:04:49This is really fucked up. I would never get off on just sitting down and just railing into someone
01:04:54and telling them all their character defects. This is, this is twisted. So you think you really know me?
01:04:58Yeah. And you think you just have me down, and you know all my faults and all that?
01:05:01Pretty well. Okay. Well, how many guys do you think I fucked? None. You've always said none.
01:05:07Well, that's right, but you've said none too, haven't you? Not only is that what you've told me,
01:05:10but I just know that you're, you're probably incapable of it because you're so, you're so-
01:05:15Oh yeah. And you think, I don't even know what sexual temptation is. I couldn't understand,
01:05:18like on your higher plane of like sexual aliveness, I could never understand that.
01:05:22So how many guys do you think I've fucked since I've been with you? None. More.
01:05:27One. More. Two, you're lying, so. More.
01:05:32Three. I know what you're doing. You're just, you're just trying to, you're just trying to be,
01:05:35I don't know. More. Four?
01:05:37Four. Yes. Four, but maybe it was three because one was Victorio and he was a repeat.
01:05:43Now, do you want to hear what these guys liked and how they like to be like degraded or deified or
01:05:48how they like to be licked or touched or fucked or do you want a comparative description of dick size
01:05:52including your own? I don't like this.
01:05:56Do you still love me? Am I still your one, your one and only one that you love and are you incapable
01:06:01of getting excited by anyone except me? I can't, I can't even look at you.
01:06:08I mean, do you? Do you still love me?
01:06:11Okay, I know what you're trying to do. I kind of understand it even though it's twisted and really,
01:06:16like, psychotic of you to do it, but I will forgive you. Just, just stop because it's not working.
01:06:21You can call him at the Soho Grant if you don't believe me because he's staying there at penthouse
01:06:25five and in fact he threatened to tell you if I didn't go see him tonight when I talked to him on the
01:06:28phone a couple minutes ago. I just know that you would never do it because you would never
01:06:31have reacted with such anger to what I did if you had been doing it yourself because if you have,
01:06:36then you are so much more fucked up than I am. At least I'm fucking finally telling you the truth
01:06:41that I don't need to like, you don't need to pull it out of me. When I did to see, I wasn't trying to
01:06:45hurt you. Now you're doing it to me like with the intention of being hurt. I'm not trying to hurt you.
01:06:49I'm only trying to get on some honest ground where I feel like it's like the rug isn't going to be pulled
01:06:53out from underneath me. You fuck Vittorio? Vittorio? That Chippendale jerk? I want to be on honest ground too.
01:07:02I understand completely what Carl is saying.
01:07:11Right. Three girls.
01:07:19Three girls.
01:07:23I'm so glad I said it.
01:07:32This is, this is, you know what, this isn't even like going well, this little thing that you guys
01:07:37set up the fuck with. No, we have not discussed this. I had no idea what, that she was going to say
01:07:42this and I'm sure she had no idea that I was going to say this. Jesus Christ.
01:07:46And this just proves to both of us that we were both sort of unsatisfied with you.
01:07:52So you are essentially a carpet muncher then? No. I find that term offensive.
01:07:57I'm sorry. I find that term offensive. Clam bumper.
01:08:00No, I am an evolved woman that realizes that you can get a lot out of a relationship from a woman,
01:08:05like sensitivity, trust, nurturing, that you cannot get out of a man. You know, there's,
01:08:11there's like a gray area with women. I can't fucking believe that you came here and have driven my
01:08:16ass into the ground for 45 minutes, holding onto this information on what you two have been up to.
01:08:20This is fucking nuts. Because you are not open with us. You are not who you are.
01:08:23I can't fucking believe what I'm telling you. You've fucked four other guys and you've been with three
01:08:27women? Yeah. This is pathetic.
01:08:30You're so shocked. You said we should know that you were fucked up.
01:08:32Shut up. Shut up. Shut up. Shut up. Shut up. Shut up.
01:08:34Shut up. Shut up. Shut up. Shut up. Shut up.
01:08:36Shut up. Shut up. Shut up. You're eating pussy. You're fucking free of the girls and Vitoria.
01:08:39Shut up. Shut up. Shut up.
01:08:40Fuck both of you. You should have known that we were doing this.
01:08:42If you're telling us that we should know. Well, we didn't even love those people.
01:08:44It doesn't matter if you love them or not. You should know about us.
01:08:46It's fucking ridiculous. Oh, yeah? Well, have you loved anyone?
01:08:49You think you really love me? Did you really love Lou?
01:08:51How do you love people? Have you ever really loved anyone?
01:08:54Can you, can you spare it in between all the times you're fucking all these different people?
01:08:57Do you have time to like have a feeling? And it doesn't feel very good, does it?
01:09:01I mean, do you ever have any real feelings? Or do you just like play Hammond all the time and pretend to have real feelings?
01:09:11Look, I made my suggestion and I thought it was a good one. Two girls and a guy.
01:09:19But it seems like you guys are a little too conventional for that. And that's okay.
01:09:31Hello. Hi, Dr. Cutler. Thanks for calling me back. So you talked to her?
01:09:39Yeah.
01:09:43No, I think there was a very significant drop in her voice. 50% at least.
01:09:50Well, no offense, but maybe you don't know. I talked to her three times a day and I know that there is something different.
01:09:54Do you think that it's possible that, that, yes, she's still smoking. I don't know what she told you, but that's the truth.
01:10:04But when you tell me not to worry, don't worry. I am worried.
01:10:12Your professional opinion, I, I, listen, I know my mother. I'm telling you there's something wrong with her and I think that she should probably be admitted today.
01:10:20Well, I don't think that's acceptable. All right. So if you're not going to be in the office, then, then give me, give me.
01:10:30What good is having your service number going to call you? They're going to track you down to the ninth hole.
01:10:34I'm telling you that I need your help and you're telling me not to worry. And I am worried.
01:10:40Well, then refer me to someone else.
01:10:44I'm telling you that something's wrong. I've got to bring her in.
01:10:46No.
01:10:50I am relaxed. I am relaxed, but I don't understand why you, why you're, you're, you're a, well, what do you suggest?
01:10:59Is that all you have to say?
01:11:05You're a fucking quack.
01:11:09I'll just do it myself.
01:11:10I'm going to go upstairs and make a phone call.
01:11:17Okay.
01:11:18Okay.
01:11:19I apologize if I was derogatory about your bisexuality.
01:11:22It's okay.
01:11:26I'm going to have to go see my mom in a couple of minutes because there's something, uh,
01:11:29this guy's in that piece of quack and I just, I mean, for five minutes,
01:11:32I'm going to, I feel bad about everything. I do. I feel, I'm sorry that I reacted the way I did in there.
01:11:41And, and I just, the words are, uh, not serving me at all. I think that language is always lies,
01:11:48no matter what you said. That's why I like playing the piano because then there's no words.
01:11:52And I don't know. What's your point? What do you want to do?
01:11:56I don't know. I'm very reluctant to just say goodbye. I think that there's, that there's
01:12:01something exceptional that could come of us, not just ditching our relationship right now. Don't you?
01:12:08Even if I think that, I think it would still, the cycle would just still continue. And you know,
01:12:13finally it would just come down to chemistry. Hormones.
01:12:16Yeah. We're the only thing to do when you're just overcome with overwhelming desire.
01:12:20It's just submit to it. I mean, even if it's only rarely or once.
01:12:23Right. It's, it's still, I know, it's a violation. Yeah. Well, I, even if it was admitted to,
01:12:28if it was owned up to, if it was conspired to that. What?
01:12:32Yeah. I mean, don't you think that's what it would feel like? Hi, how was your day? It was great.
01:12:36I fucked this guy. How was yours? Yeah.
01:12:38You know, what are you saying? That after everything, it's better to lie?
01:12:43I'm just saying that maybe we're just not capable of monogamy. I mean,
01:12:46maybe to some people it's second nature and maybe we're just. Fucked up.
01:12:51I mean, maybe monogamy violates some essential part of our being and desire makes us feel alive.
01:12:57We need to feel desired and to say no is like a self mutilation.
01:13:02There are some people, maybe they're just so desperate. They need to feel like they're not alone.
01:13:06So they just pretend that they can love one person exclusively. They being you and I.
01:13:11Well, would you argue with that? I'd like to,
01:13:13to you, but I don't think I can make a valid argument for it. But I think that regardless of
01:13:17whether or not you can trust me a hundred percent of the time or I can trust you when I'm out with
01:13:20you or we trust ourselves, that doesn't mean that we should just can it right now. I think we should
01:13:26continue. Let's see what happens. Stick it out. I gotta go see my mom. I'll be right back. Okay? Don't move. Okay?
01:13:43I'm gonna go.
01:14:00But here's my number.
01:14:03If you ever have the beer, I'll always have the time.
01:14:05And I don't mean just sexually. Not just sexually, anyway.
01:14:35And I don't.
01:15:05Hi, I'm Manhattan. I'm Madison Avenue. It's Frank E. Campbell. It's a business.
01:15:31E, the letter E, and then Campbell, C-A-M-P-B-E-L-L. It's a funeral home.
01:16:01Hi, I'm Hacom, uh, I'm sorry.
01:16:23Hi. Hello. Hello. Hi, Mom.
01:16:45Hello. Hi, yeah, um, I'm calling to make funeral arrangements for my friend's mother, Dorothy Allen.
01:16:57Okay, yeah, we'll be there then. Okay.
01:17:15Oh, my God.
01:17:22Oh, my God.
01:17:25Mom.
01:17:30Huh?
01:17:53Huh?
01:17:55Oh, shit.
01:17:57Oh, okay.
01:18:17We should go.
01:18:25I'm gonna get my coat.
01:18:55I'm gonna get my coat.
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