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00:00:00Transcription by CastingWords

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00:01:06What's the safe word?

00:01:08There is no safe word.

00:01:10We don't do that anymore.

00:01:14What's the safe word?

00:01:16We don't do that anymore.

00:01:18You don't get to change your mind.

00:01:29Pretending that this is happening to someone else keeps me strong.

00:01:40Pretending keeps me alive, but I'm tired of pretending.

00:01:43Nothing will change till you change it.

00:02:00I'll just keep pretending I'm strong and one day I'll have the strength to go home.

00:02:04Where is she?

00:02:19I don't know.

00:02:21I like you a lot better when you're sucking dicks for a living like the rest of us.

00:02:24We don't do what we have to do.

00:02:34Maybe we'll all just leave.

00:02:37Could you let her leave?

00:02:39It's what she does.

00:02:42She leaves.

00:02:43You should have stopped her.

00:02:47Fuck you, Marcus.

00:03:00Want to go back on the drugs, Freya?

00:03:02I'll be able to find it when you're mine, quiet.

00:03:04Hot takes, watch her look.

00:03:25Hi there.

00:03:26Can I help you?

00:03:28I'm here to see Freya.

00:03:30Whatever Freya does for you.

00:03:32I can do.

00:03:33I'm here to see Freya.

00:03:36Follow me.

00:03:50Are you crazy?

00:03:51Why would you come back?

00:03:52Where's Marcus?

00:03:55He's picking up another shipment.

00:03:57Which means the lease for tonight, you're one lucky little bitch.

00:04:02How many in this shipment?

00:04:04He said 20.

00:04:05I don't know where I'm going to put them.

00:04:09I'd never come back.

00:04:13You have to leave to come back.

00:04:14I don't know where I'm going to go.

00:04:15I don't know where I'm going to go.

00:04:16I don't know where I'm going to go.

00:04:17I don't know where I'm going to go.

00:04:18I don't know where I'm going to go.

00:04:19I don't know where I'm going to go.

00:04:20I don't know where I'm going to go.

00:04:21I don't know where I'm going to go.

00:04:22I don't know where I'm going to go.

00:04:23I don't know where I'm going to go.

00:04:24I don't know where I'm going to go.

00:04:25I don't know where I'm going to go.

00:04:56I feel at peace at the gun range.

00:05:12I can see the future.

00:05:15I understand what to do.

00:05:18Pretend so loud everyone else can feel your thoughts.

00:05:22Each breath leading to the next.

00:05:26Every shot you fire leads you closer to the target.

00:05:37Every dream becomes real.

00:05:41Keep pretending till it's real.

00:05:44I feel like you are a little bit more.

00:05:45I feel like you are a little bit more.

00:05:47I feel like you are a little bit more.

00:05:48I feel like you are a little bit more.

00:05:49I feel like you are a little bit more.

00:05:50I feel like you are a little bit more.

00:05:51I feel like you are a little bit more.

00:05:52I feel like you are a little bit more.

00:05:53I feel like you are a little bit more.

00:05:54I feel like you are a little bit more.

00:05:55I feel like you are a little bit more.

00:06:26When I started here, I didn't know what to do, but I kept at it.

00:06:54Will you at least try?

00:06:58This is placement number two for you.

00:07:01There is no third placement.

00:07:03You have to keep this job, or it's back to counseling.

00:07:08No matter what happens, don't hit anyone.

00:07:13Just walk away.

00:08:03Bathroom's to the right.

00:08:06Take a shower, and then walk down the hallway to the empty bedroom.

00:08:11walk down the hallway to the empty bedroom. Your hour starts now.

00:08:27Your desk is over here. I'll log you in and we can get started.

00:08:31There seems to be a difference between what you hear and what people say.

00:08:43You've said that before.

00:08:45Not that I know of.

00:08:51We talked last week about projecting anger onto simple situations.

00:08:55You weren't there.

00:09:01You can just copy paste depending on whether there's a formula or not.

00:09:11Look, let me show you a few tricks and then I can disappear for about an hour

00:09:15and I'll pop in and check on you after lunch.

00:09:18Thanks.

00:09:19When I'm filling these out, I copy paste my face off.

00:09:22Most products are $29.99.

00:09:24Just copy paste and then correct as you go.

00:09:28See?

00:09:30I'll go.

00:09:31Let's see if you'll figure it out.

00:09:40I just saw myself bashing her head against the desk.

00:09:43The police report said that you used the stapler.

00:09:46Doesn't say you banged her head against the desk.

00:09:49There's a difference between what I see myself doing and what I do.

00:09:53Well, can you see that she was just training you and not trying to judge you or make fun of you?

00:09:59You actually think there's a difference?

00:10:03Please, tell me about the stapler.

00:10:08It's all in the report.

00:10:11Hi, Anna. How was your lunch?

00:10:13If you skipped, you should probably take one now.

00:10:16I checked the files you uploaded earlier and the totals are a bit off.

00:10:19Can I help you figure that out?

00:10:33Did you black out?

00:10:36Did you know what was happening?

00:10:38There were 22 staples removed from that girl's head.

00:10:42She just wouldn't leave me alone.

00:10:45Do you think that's the best idea?

00:10:47To leave you alone?

00:10:51You will have to face those assault charges.

00:10:54And there is no way of getting out of group therapy.

00:11:00Lucky for you, your mother posted your bail.

00:11:05Fuck.

00:11:06I understand it's been some time.

00:11:08How did she even find me?

00:11:09Does it matter?

00:11:10Yes.

00:11:13Those sessions start in a week.

00:11:15And I expect to see you again in two days.

00:11:32I can take you home now.

00:11:40I'll just go get the car and you can meet me out front.

00:11:42I'll just go get the car and you can meet me out front.

00:12:10I'll just leave you come to me, nightace.

00:12:14That's the car and I'm going up front.

00:12:15Good.

00:12:22I want to sleep well.

00:12:23You can spend some time on me.

00:12:36Please stop. Just stop.

00:13:02Are you done now?

00:13:05Fuck.

00:13:06Just like old times.

00:13:26Just like old times.

00:13:56I already made the bed, so it's all ready for you.

00:14:12I know it looks a little bare in here right now, but it's still your room.

00:14:21Well, if you're hungry, there's leftovers downstairs.

00:14:24None.

00:14:28I guess I'll see you later.

00:14:30I'll see you later.

00:14:31I'll see you later.

00:14:32I'll see you later.

00:14:37I'll see you later.

00:14:38I'll see you later.

00:14:39I'll see you later.

00:14:44I'll see you later.

00:14:45I'll see you later.

00:14:46I'll see you later.

00:14:51I'll see you later.

00:14:52I'll see you later.

00:14:53I'll see you later.

00:15:55Oh, good. You're awake.

00:16:10What's all this?

00:16:12This is called breakfast.

00:16:15Eat it.

00:16:16Eat.

00:16:16Can't we just fight and get it over with?

00:16:21I think it's best if we just let things happen naturally, never force things.

00:16:31Can't we just pretend?

00:16:33Can I have one day?

00:16:34Hey, you've been gone so long, I don't even know what we'd fight about.

00:16:41I promise we can fight tomorrow.

00:16:44Let's go.

00:17:14He's still in love with you.

00:17:25Turns out playing hard to get is his kryptonite.

00:17:28That's probably why I married you.

00:17:30The only reason that happened is so you could stay in the fucking country.

00:17:35You come back, you show everyone that you still work for me.

00:17:38And then we figured things out from there.

00:17:48You don't even need me.

00:17:49You have to come back so that no one else leaves.

00:17:56She gets it, Marcus.

00:17:59Back off.

00:18:00I'll bring her back in a week.

00:18:05Two at the most.

00:18:14One week.

00:18:18That's it.

00:18:21One week.

00:18:22You have to go back.

00:18:32They know.

00:18:33They know where you live.

00:18:35You're gonna run, just run.

00:18:36But stop this fucking bullshit.

00:18:40There's no way out of this, Anna.

00:18:42I run when I'm ready.

00:18:49I decide what happens to me.

00:18:51No one else.

00:18:52Hi.

00:19:01I'm here to see Christine.

00:19:05Name?

00:19:07Anna?

00:19:08I'll see if she's in.

00:19:10You can take a seat.

00:19:22What did you think would happen when you saw her?

00:19:42I just wanted to say sorry.

00:19:44There's a restraining order against you.

00:19:46You can't go back.

00:19:48Promise me you won't go back.

00:19:50Promise me.

00:19:52Okay, I promise.

00:19:56Just stop asking.

00:19:59And how's your mother?

00:20:03She's happy.

00:20:05Quiet, but happy, I think.

00:20:10Why do you think that is?

00:20:12She's quiet because she doesn't want to upset me.

00:20:16I mean, why do you think she's happy?

00:20:18She's not screaming or yelling, and it totally confuses me, and I don't know what to do.

00:20:24She missed you.

00:20:31She wanted you back.

00:20:33Nobody misses me.

00:20:35How do you know that?

00:20:38Just know.

00:20:38When was the last time you had any violent thoughts or episodes?

00:20:50What do you want?

00:20:51I'm just here to listen.

00:20:57I promise.

00:20:59People who make promises usually want something.

00:21:04I want to help you let go of the violent delusions.

00:21:11I want to leave.

00:21:13I need to take a walk.

00:21:15Remember, the group therapy sessions are coming up.

00:21:17And when you're there, take timeouts when you need them.

00:21:24It will be an adjustment at first.

00:21:29Anytime you feel stress or panic,

00:21:34just use those breathing exercises we practiced.

00:21:39Or just walk away.

00:21:40The session isn't over.

00:22:01Years later, I still feel his hands on me.

00:22:04I hear his breathing.

00:22:05I wasn't even scared when it happened.

00:22:10Confused, mostly.

00:22:12A game with new rules I hadn't learned yet.

00:22:15I'm still afraid of the dark.

00:22:19It hurts, and there's nothing I can do about it.

00:22:24I can embrace the pain and use it to push me forward.

00:22:31A way out.

00:22:33That's what the pain is.

00:22:35A way to set myself free.

00:22:39It's their turn to hurt.

00:22:44Their turn to embrace the pain.

00:22:56Keep pretending till it's real.

00:22:58A way to set myself free.

00:22:59A way to set myself free.

00:23:00A way to set myself free.

00:23:01A way to set myself free.

00:23:02A way to set myself free.

00:23:03A way to set myself free.

00:23:04A way to set myself free.

00:23:05A way to set myself free.

00:23:06A way to set myself free.

00:23:07A way to set myself free.

00:23:08A way to set myself free.

00:23:09A way to set myself free.

00:23:10A way to set myself free.

00:23:11A way to set myself free.

00:23:12A way to set myself free.

00:23:13A way to set myself free.

00:23:14A way to set myself free.

00:23:15A way to set myself free.

00:23:16A way to set myself free.

00:23:17A way to set myself free.

00:23:18A way to set myself free.

00:23:19A way to set myself free.

00:23:20Hello, Anna.

00:23:45I love your hair.

00:23:50It's so perfect.

00:23:57I'm already late, so I'll make this fast.

00:24:20I'm already late, so I'll make this fast.

00:24:35I'll make this fast.

00:24:42I'm already late, so I'll make this fast.

00:24:49I'll make this fast.

00:24:56I'll make this fast.

00:25:04I'll make this fast.

00:25:19Get the fuck out of here!

00:25:34Get the fuck out of here!

00:25:41I love you.

00:25:44I love you.

00:25:45We can work this out.

00:25:49We can work this out.

00:25:50No, we fucking can't.

00:25:52Now keep working for me.

00:25:55I'll get you your own apartment.

00:25:58I don't work for anyone.

00:25:59Anna?

00:26:06It's okay.

00:26:08You're at home.

00:26:09You're safe.

00:26:10No one's gonna hurt you.

00:26:17Get some rest, okay?

00:26:25Hello?

00:26:26Can you take her with you?

00:26:32Just for tonight?

00:26:33I want to.

00:26:37I do.

00:26:38But we have to ask her.

00:26:41Maybe she doesn't want to see me.

00:26:42Of course she wants to.

00:26:44I want to.

00:26:45I do.

00:26:46But we have to ask her.

00:26:47Maybe she doesn't want to see me.

00:26:51Of course she wants to.

00:27:09I'll pick you up in an hour.

00:27:11Now get in.

00:27:16We all need our moments of silence.

00:27:22But hiding is not the answer.

00:27:26We need to find a way to start again.

00:27:29A way of moving forward.

00:27:37Hello.

00:27:39I'm Elizabeth.

00:27:41Please don't call me Liz.

00:27:44I really hate all of you.

00:27:49We just fucking sit around here and pretend like this is helping.

00:27:53Elizabeth.

00:27:54We talked about that word.

00:27:56Then what am I supposed to fucking say?

00:27:58I'm displeased with all of you and the situation.

00:28:02All I have left in my life are restraining orders.

00:28:06I'm not even allowed within a mile of my own family.

00:28:09And I, I hate not being able to see them.

00:28:14I fucking hate it.

00:28:16Let's remember to take a breath.

00:28:28And walk away.

00:28:30Elizabeth messed up a little bit.

00:28:33But she walked away.

00:28:35She took the time to think before acting.

00:28:39We'd like to thank everyone for sharing today.

00:28:43Let's take a short break.

00:28:45We'll move back here in 15.

00:28:47I love him. I do. I just wish he'd grow up.

00:28:50I love him. I do. I just wish he'd grow up.

00:28:52They grow up?

00:28:53Hi. You know who I saw the other day?

00:28:55I love him. I do. I just wish he'd grow up.

00:28:59They grow up?

00:29:00Hi. You know who I saw the other day?

00:29:02I love him. I do. I just wish he'd grow up.

00:29:05They grow up?

00:29:18I love him.

00:29:20Hi. You know who I saw the other day?

00:29:22Thomas.

00:29:24Who's Thomas?

00:29:26Don't pretend with me.

00:29:27We'd love us some Thomas.

00:29:28It's been a while, but he's still hot.

00:29:30And you wrote a song about him?

00:29:35You're drunk.

00:29:37Alright.

00:29:38Here she goes.

00:29:43Love you for so long.

00:29:45Oh, Tom.

00:29:47Thomas, Thomas, Thomas, Thomas.

00:29:51Thomas, Thomas, Thomas, Thomas.

00:29:53Make him love.

00:29:54Make him love.

00:29:56You.

00:29:57Me.

00:30:00And I'm on soap.

00:30:02So wait, how do I get a song written about me?

00:30:08Not gonna happen.

00:30:11Where have you been hiding this week?

00:30:13I'm not hiding.

00:30:16No, seriously.

00:30:17Why haven't you set me up with your sister?

00:30:20Oh, I like her too much to make her hang out with you.

00:30:22Oh.

00:30:24I'm deeply offended.

00:30:26Fuck off, Steve.

00:30:27Fuck off, Steve.

00:30:31I'm just glad you're back.

00:30:35To Anna.

00:30:37Anna.

00:30:38Anna.

00:30:39I'll be right back.

00:30:40I'll be right back.

00:30:44I'll be right back.

00:31:11Come back inside. You're not done celebrating yet.

00:31:14I've got somewhere to be.

00:31:40Take a shower.

00:31:42Your hour starts now.

00:31:44I'll be right back.

00:31:46I'll be right back.

00:31:48What the fuck?

00:31:50What the fuck?

00:31:52What the fuck?

00:31:54What the fuck?

00:31:56What the fuck?

00:31:58What the fuck?

00:32:00What the fuck?

00:32:02What the fuck?

00:32:04What the fuck?

00:32:08What the fuck?

00:32:10What the fuck?

00:32:14What the fuck?

00:32:16What the fuck?

00:32:18What the fuck?

00:33:20Just wait a second.

00:33:38Anna, get in.

00:33:47This door stays open.

00:33:57That's fine.

00:33:59Feeling better?

00:34:00Does it matter how I feel?

00:34:02We want to help you, Anna.

00:34:04Or we could stake out your apartment and arrest anyone who shows up.

00:34:08And that's going to be bad for business.

00:34:10I'm retired.

00:34:12Oh, we can help you with that, too.

00:34:13I have to do this on my own.

00:34:18Am I under arrest?

00:34:19Not yet, but it could happen.

00:34:21Good to know.

00:34:22We don't want you, Anna.

00:34:24We want Marcus.

00:34:27I have to go.

00:34:27Come on.

00:34:40You can't leave group therapy mid-session.

00:34:52Why not?

00:34:53Because you can't.

00:34:55This is part of your parole.

00:34:58You get one freebie.

00:35:00If you miss anything else, we'll have to notify the police.

00:35:06Who's we?

00:35:07We, me, I.

00:35:09Does it matter?

00:35:10I didn't know you used the royal we.

00:35:12I know the first session could be a lot.

00:35:20Have you had any other violent thoughts?

00:35:23Anyone in your family?

00:35:25Me?

00:35:27Don't worry.

00:35:29You're safe for now.

00:35:31Do you feel safe?

00:35:33No.

00:35:37I don't know.

00:35:38Do you have another placement lined up for you?

00:35:44I'm not sure I could get another one.

00:35:47It'd have to be someplace safe.

00:35:50Without any staplers.

00:35:51What we're doing here isn't a joke.

00:35:55I know.

00:35:58Why did you leave group therapy?

00:36:01I had to go.

00:36:03No.

00:36:04You had to stay.

00:36:08No.

00:36:19Bathroom's on the right.

00:36:21Take a shower.

00:36:22Then walk down the hallway to the empty bedroom.

00:36:25Your hour starts now.

00:36:33What are you going to do about this thing?

00:36:35It's taken care of.

00:36:40I gave you this business.

00:36:43You run it for me.

00:36:44And if I have to, I'll take it back.

00:36:52It's taken care of.

00:36:56Either she goes back to work or you do.

00:36:59I don't care which.

00:37:14Can I help you, Marcus?

00:37:16Do you need anything?

00:37:17I know you're there

00:37:36Either come in or leave

00:37:41I just don't know what you want

00:37:47I just want to keep you safe

00:37:51You can't do that

00:37:53It's too late

00:37:55Fifteen years have passed

00:37:58The police stopped looking

00:38:00They told me I had to accept that you weren't coming back

00:38:02I didn't come back

00:38:05Not really

00:38:06If I wake up tomorrow

00:38:08And you're not here

00:38:10I don't make this about you

00:38:12It happened to me

00:38:13Not to you

00:38:14You can get used to fear

00:38:33It can become a part of you

00:38:36You begin to need it

00:38:38Without my fear, who will I be?

00:38:41Who will I run away from?

00:38:42Being scared makes me feel safe

00:39:12Do you have a dead wish?

00:39:19No

00:39:19Why did you pick up your phone?

00:39:24I don't know

00:39:26It was ringing

00:39:28You have two choices

00:39:44Trash your phone

00:39:46Get a new number

00:39:47And get a new life

00:39:48Or meet me at your place

00:39:52And we'll talk

00:39:52When do you want to meet?

00:39:54Two o'clock

00:39:55I hear a place

00:39:56Two o'clock

00:39:59So when are you going to leave town?

00:40:08Soon

00:40:08I don't get it, Anna

00:40:09You got away

00:40:10How much longer do you think you can keep doing this?

00:40:16I guess I'll do what I have to do

00:40:18For as long as I have to do it

00:40:19Then what?

00:40:22Then I'll pretend this is happening to someone else for a bit

00:40:24Thank God this is happening to someone else

00:40:29I don't think either of us could handle it

00:40:32I'm sorry

00:40:37Freya

00:40:55Get to the kitchen

00:40:57Why do you always do this to me?

00:41:25Maybe I'm not trying to do something to you

00:41:29Maybe I'm trying to do something to me

00:41:32Oh

00:41:34Ah

00:41:35Ah

00:41:40Ah

00:41:42Ah

00:41:44Ah

00:41:46Ah

00:41:48Ah

00:41:49Ah

00:41:50Ah

00:41:51Ah

00:41:52Ah

00:41:53Ah

00:41:54Ah

00:41:55Ah

00:42:24Ah

00:42:25Ah

00:42:29Ah

00:42:30I'm here.

00:42:49Don't you worry.

00:42:50I'm here.

00:43:00What the hell happened to her?

00:43:14I don't know.

00:43:17She's alive, alright?

00:43:19Just stop.

00:43:21You never listen.

00:43:23Do the other people know?

00:43:25You're a sick asshole.

00:43:27Do they know?

00:43:28Priya.

00:43:30Yes, they know.

00:43:37Anything you can tell us can help.

00:43:40I told you I don't remember anything.

00:43:43We'll check in on you soon to see if your memory comes back.

00:43:49Anything you can think of, give us a call.

00:43:51The ENYoYo Chicken.

00:43:53Do not know.

00:43:53I don't know.

00:43:55Well, what about your memory?

00:43:56I don't know.

00:43:57I don't know.

00:43:58I don't know.

00:43:59I don't know.

00:44:00I don't know.

00:44:01I don't know.

00:44:01Bathroom's on the right.

00:44:28Take a shower, and then walk to the empty bedroom down the hallway.

00:44:33Your hour starts now.

00:44:46We can take you home in the morning.

00:44:51We can talk about it tomorrow.

00:44:54Please let me take care of you.

00:45:00It's too late for that.

00:45:10You can't go on acting like nothing happened to you.

00:45:19Turn away from me all you want.

00:45:21When you turn back, I'm still going to be here.

00:45:27I just want to go to sleep.

00:45:29You can take me anywhere you want in the morning.

00:45:32I just need to go to sleep.

00:45:59Your hour starts now.

00:46:06I just need to go.

00:46:10You can go to sleep.

00:46:14I just need to go to sleep.

00:46:16I just need to go to sleep.

00:47:57Pretending keeps me alive, but I'm tired of pretending.

00:48:02Nothing will change till you change it.

00:48:06I'll just keep pretending I'm strong, and one day I'll have the strength to go home.

00:48:10We know you feel trapped.

00:48:15We get it.

00:48:17You don't want to be here.

00:48:19Where else you got to be right now?

00:48:23I'm glad I'm here.

00:48:27I can go at any time, but I'm still here.

00:48:34So who's here today?

00:48:37Who's been listening for a long time but wants to speak?

00:48:40I'm Tammy.

00:48:45I've been coming to these sessions for three months, and I love my kids.

00:48:54I really do.

00:48:55I just want to see them.

00:48:58Just to keep them safe, you know?

00:49:00Thank you, Tammy.

00:49:10Is there anyone else who would like to speak?

00:49:12Thank you all for coming, and we'll see you next week.

00:49:19You know, they won't let you leave until you talk.

00:49:40What?

00:49:42They keep track of who says stuff.

00:49:45You can't just hang out.

00:49:46Eventually, you have to say something.

00:49:50How do you know?

00:49:51I just know.

00:49:55Well, looks like it's too late now.

00:49:58Class is over for the day.

00:49:59Too late now.

00:50:01Maybe next time.

00:50:10I don't think there's room for that.

00:50:12You better eat my cake next week or there's going to be trouble.

00:50:16It's my birthday next week.

00:50:20You're invited.

00:50:22Oh, sorry.

00:50:24Happy birthday.

00:50:25It's not my birthday yet.

00:50:27And we're just going to have a small dinner.

00:50:29My dinners are never small.

00:50:32Steve might come.

00:50:33He likes you.

00:50:35Don't you dare.

00:50:37I'm going to kill you.

00:50:40You leave me no other choice.

00:50:52Hello?

00:50:53I hear you're back on your feet.

00:50:56And I'll just pretend that you can hear me.

00:51:01What do you want?

00:51:01I wasn't good enough for you.

00:51:09But we had something.

00:51:18What do you want?

00:51:19I love you, Anna.

00:51:26I think it's time for you to get back to work.

00:51:30I'm not ready.

00:51:33Not yet.

00:51:34But soon.

00:51:35I'm sorry.

00:51:52I can tell Steve not to come.

00:51:54He's your friend.

00:51:56He should be there.

00:51:57I'm sorry.

00:51:57I can tell Steve not to come.

00:51:57He's your friend.

00:51:57He should be there.

00:52:05Hey.

00:52:15Hey.

00:52:16It's okay.

00:52:17It's okay.

00:52:18It's okay.

00:52:20I got it.

00:52:22Hey.

00:52:23Hey.

00:52:23Come here.

00:52:24Come here.

00:52:30It's okay.

00:52:32It's okay.

00:52:33Hey.

00:52:34It's okay.

00:52:38It's okay.

00:52:39It's okay.

00:52:40It's okay.

00:52:41It's okay.

00:52:42It's okay.

00:52:43It's okay.

00:52:44It's okay.

00:52:45It's okay.

00:52:46It's okay.

00:52:47It's okay.

00:52:48It's okay.

00:52:49It's okay.

00:52:50It's okay.

00:52:51It's okay.

00:52:52It's okay.

00:52:53It's okay.

00:52:54It's okay.

00:52:55It's okay.

00:52:56It's okay.

00:52:57It's okay.

00:52:58It's okay.

00:52:59It's okay.

00:53:00It's okay.

00:53:01It's okay.

00:53:04so how does this work well i usually say something right and then you say something

00:53:15in return and then i basically beg you for your phone number does that usually work for

00:53:23you depends on what how bad they want to leave

00:53:29oh ouch i'm starting to think you might not like me

00:53:35we're here so that mary gets us out of her system it's easier to do this than to have her try it

00:53:44again she'll never stop so i don't have a chance do i no one does

00:53:52come on why don't you tell me anything about yourself

00:54:00because i'm a prostitute and i don't really like to talk about it

00:54:07i mean ah wow that's a big one

00:54:17well i thought we were getting along fine i thought you liked me

00:54:23oh why doesn't she like me what are you 12

00:54:26look i'm i'm sorry if i sorry fuck sorry

00:54:32you know what i would like a choice a chance to make my own decisions

00:54:40i want to decide what happens to me

00:54:44i like my gun i like the sound which version of me will show up today

00:54:58how angry am i going to be how sad

00:55:02i wish i could choose but it's not up to me

00:55:07i know i have to say something but i don't want to

00:55:15i wish i could cry but i can't

00:55:22i've been angry for a really long time

00:55:29you all seem so sad to me

00:55:38i don't want to be sad

00:55:41i don't want to be anything

00:55:45thank you anna

00:55:48thank you

00:55:50would anyone else like to speak

00:55:53did you really have to punch him

00:55:56he tried to hold my hand

00:55:59i don't think i actually punched him

00:56:02i'm pretty sure he's making it up

00:56:04he's not making it up

00:56:05i saw the instagram but it was black eye

00:56:08somebody punched him

00:56:10glad you're back

00:56:13please don't go

00:56:15maybe i'm not really here

00:56:20michael

00:56:29michael

00:56:29finally

00:56:29apparently it only takes 20 phone calls

00:56:32years later i still feel his hands on me

00:56:35sit down i'll get you a cup of coffee

00:56:38i hear his breathing

00:56:40glad to have me back

00:56:43mary

00:56:45mary

00:56:47i wasn't even scared when it happened

00:56:49confused mostly

00:56:51where's that girl

00:56:53a game with no rules i hadn't learned yet

00:57:00hannah

00:57:04please don't say anything

00:57:06i'm gonna have to take a rain check on that coffee

00:57:20i'm late for a meeting

00:57:21come on

00:57:28we'll get you cleaned up

00:57:30we'll get you cleaned up

00:57:32I'm not leaving until this door opens.

00:57:56Hello, Carol.

00:58:00What did you do to my girl?

00:58:03Nothing.

00:58:04What did you do?

00:58:07It's ancient history.

00:58:11If I see you near her again, I will kill you myself.

00:58:28Congratulations.

00:58:29For what?

00:58:31You said something.

00:58:33Doesn't really matter, does it?

00:58:35I might have lied to you just to see what happens.

00:58:38Just because you said something doesn't mean no sense.

00:58:41You are such a bitch.

00:58:44What's going on up there?

00:58:55Some powerful ADD you've got.

00:58:56I'm just planning out how I'm going to kill you.

00:58:59Anna, you can't kill me.

00:59:02I'm your new best friend.

00:59:03Hi, Anna.

00:59:06I know you're having some trouble.

00:59:08Why don't you try reading the script through a few times at first, and then you can make

00:59:12it your own.

00:59:12So I just read this?

00:59:15Yes.

00:59:16Until you make the sale, then you go down the list and get the credit card number, and then

00:59:20move along.

00:59:20Okay?

00:59:21The computer will auto-dial for you.

00:59:23Okay.

00:59:24Okay.

00:59:25I'll be listening in a few times at first.

00:59:27After that, you can make it your own, okay?

00:59:29Great.

00:59:30Okay.

00:59:48Hello?

00:59:49Hi.

00:59:49I'm calling.

00:59:52I'm calling.

01:00:19I'm calling.

01:00:49I'm calling.

01:01:03Bathroom's to the right.

01:01:05Take a shower, and then walk down the hallway to the empty bedroom.

01:01:09Your hour starts now.

01:01:10I'm calling.

01:01:21Good night.

01:01:24Good night.

01:01:25Bye.

01:01:26Good night.

01:01:27Hello?

01:01:27Yeah.

01:01:28Good night.

01:02:30No, you don't.

01:02:32No, you don't.

01:02:34Anna?

01:02:36Anna?

01:02:38No, you don't.

01:02:40No, you don't.

01:02:42No, you don't.

01:02:44No, you don't.

01:02:46No, you don't.

01:02:48No, you don't.

01:02:50No, you don't.

01:02:56No, you don't.

01:03:08No, you don't.

01:03:12You've almost got the color back in your cheeks.

01:03:17They say I can take you home.

01:03:20Why would you even want me back?

01:03:22I have to take care of you now.

01:03:28It's what I do.

01:03:30I need to take care of you.

01:03:34Mom, just one more day, two at most.

01:03:38I'm not sure, but I think you just referred to me as your mother.

01:03:42Now go get your things.

01:03:46Meet me in the car.

01:03:48I'm not sure.

01:03:58I have to go get your hands, but I'll take care of you, too.

01:04:30Whatever it is, just say it.

01:04:34I didn't know why you left.

01:04:37But it was my fault.

01:04:39I know you don't want to talk about this, so why do you keep bringing it up?

01:04:44Anna, let me help you. I'm here for you.

01:04:49How many times did I hide in this room while Dad hit you?

01:04:52Don't! Just...

01:04:54Let me go.

01:05:00I'll go make us something to eat.

01:05:12I think it's a good idea.

01:05:14I'm not sleeping on your couch. I'd just be in the way.

01:05:18It's not possible.

01:05:19Okay, maybe, but it doesn't matter.

01:05:22My couch is your couch.

01:05:23Anna?

01:05:40You don't get to change your mind.

01:05:41I think we should go.

01:06:04No, Mom.

01:06:12Not really.

01:06:15No.

01:06:17She's fine.

01:06:19Anna, are you fine?

01:06:20I'm fine.

01:06:23I'll bring her back.

01:06:26I promise.

01:06:27Do you actually wear these things in bed?

01:06:38No.

01:06:39Your mother bought me those.

01:06:44You're not coming back, are you?

01:06:46I have to finish a few things.

01:06:49Okay.

01:06:49But you have to tell her, because I'm not.

01:06:55I'll call her.

01:06:58I promise.

01:07:03I just can't stay here anymore.

01:07:06Why not?

01:07:07Because I can't.

01:07:10And I can't wear these things anymore.

01:07:12I can't wear these things anymore.

01:07:12How do you do it?

01:07:40How do you keep pretending?

01:07:42Why didn't anyone touch you?

01:07:50Is that what you really think?

01:07:56You think that Dad and Uncle Michael never touched me?

01:08:01I guess I'm just better at pretending than you are.

01:08:04Well, I think that's fine.

01:08:32So...

01:08:32so

01:08:34I know where your mother lives now

01:08:42she seems really nice

01:08:46I totally understand why you didn't introduce me to mom

01:08:55but I'm a little offended

01:09:01that I didn't get to meet your sister

01:09:03I'll think about what I want to do

01:09:12you don't think about things anymore

01:09:16you don't make choices

01:09:20she's kidding Marcus

01:09:25she'll be back tomorrow

01:09:27tomorrow Anna

01:09:36tomorrow

01:09:39giving up would be easier

01:09:44accepting

01:09:47accepting the world as it is

01:09:50would be easier

01:09:52nothing will change

01:09:56until you change it

01:09:57thank you Anna

01:10:06thank you

01:10:08we'll take a short break

01:10:10and be back in 15

01:10:11hey

01:10:25hey

01:10:28still pre-visualizing my death

01:10:30you know you don't have to talk at every session

01:10:34fuck you

01:10:35fuck you too

01:10:37Anna?

01:10:51hi mom

01:10:53when are you coming home?

01:10:55I don't know when I can

01:10:56well then go back to Mary's

01:10:59just stay there

01:10:59I won't even come visit

01:11:01I just have to go away for a while

01:11:04I'm so sorry

01:11:10thank you

01:11:12what for?

01:11:13I didn't do a thing

01:11:14I just want you to come home

01:11:16thank you

01:11:19there's a separation between me and what happens to Anna

01:11:33there's at least three of us

01:11:36past Anna

01:11:38Anna Anna now

01:11:39and future Anna

01:11:40I wish the three of us could get along

01:11:45but that's not possible

01:11:47this is all past Anna's fault

01:11:49this is future Anna's problem to fix

01:11:52there are people who stop doing this

01:12:02they move on and become a face in the crowd

01:12:06I want to be a face in the crowd

01:12:10and feel like I belong there

01:12:12I want to be a face in the crowd

01:12:17so in the crowd

01:12:19Anna, where have you been?

01:12:34Where have you been?

01:12:36I don't know, really.

01:12:39I've missed you.

01:12:41I love your hair.

01:12:43It's so beautiful.

01:12:45It's perfect.

01:12:47It's time to stop pretending.

01:12:59Emma.

01:13:04I love you.

01:13:05I love you.

01:13:06I love you.

01:13:07I love you.

01:13:08I love you.

01:13:09I love you.

01:13:10I love you.

01:13:11I love you.

01:13:12I love you.

01:13:13I love you.

01:13:14I love you.

01:13:15I love you.

01:13:16I love you.

01:13:17I love you.

01:13:18I love you.

01:13:19I love you.

01:13:20I love you.

01:13:21I love you.

01:13:22I love you.

01:13:23I love you.

01:13:24I love you.

01:13:25I love you.

01:13:26I love you.

01:13:27I love you.

01:13:28I love you.

01:13:29I love you.

01:13:30I love you.

01:13:31I love you.

01:14:32See, I told you she'd be back.

01:15:02You can get used to fear.

01:15:16It can become a part of you.

01:15:19You begin to need it.

01:15:20Without my fear, who will I be?

01:15:30Are you Anna?

01:15:34No, I'm not.

01:15:35We control our own realities.

01:15:54We decide which door to open, which path to walk.

01:16:00When reality knocks on your door, remember that you have a choice.

01:16:05Nothing will change till you change it.

01:16:10I'm not.

01:16:15I'm not.

01:16:20I'm not.

01:16:22I'm not.

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