Romantic Movie 2023

Canoce 4

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00:00:30What?

00:00:41I'm tired.

00:00:47Okay.

00:00:50I'm sick of all the meaningless connections.

00:00:57Well?

00:01:00Maybe.

00:01:02If you didn't fuck a new bitch every night, you'd actually take a moment to connect.

00:01:07Are you slut-shaming me right now?

00:01:10Absolutely not.

00:01:13But I know you.

00:01:15I'm having an existential crisis.

00:01:18Clearly.

00:01:21Why do I always do that?

00:01:23Do what?

00:01:25Lose myself and others.

00:01:28Like, I'm 22 and I still don't know what I'm doing.

00:01:31I'm gonna take a guess and say it's because you're only 22.

00:01:35Do you not see the difference between me and you?

00:01:39You and Rachel are in a healthy relationship.

00:01:42You're committed, you have a house.

00:01:44Me, I dated a girl who I love so much that I freaked the fuck out, screwed it all up, then

00:01:51wanted her back just to be at the same spot two years again later.

00:01:55I don't get a boutique that I fucking hate waxing vaginas all day.

00:02:07I think that sounds pretty sweet.

00:02:11What am I doing wrong?

00:02:14Parker, you have got to stop comparing us.

00:02:18We are on two separate timelines.

00:02:21We're two different people.

00:02:23I mean, we're in a weird age anyway.

00:02:26I mean, you got some people just going into college.

00:02:30You got some people getting married to have kids.

00:02:33It's gross.

00:02:34I mean, that one guy we knew from AP Bio.

00:02:38I just got out of trouble.

00:02:41I'm thinking about her again.

00:02:44No.

00:02:46I am.

00:02:53You have got to stop this.

00:02:57Every time you get off track, you go back to this, Parker.

00:03:03You are comfortable with her, okay?

00:03:06But you cannot keep going back to that just because.

00:03:10I think I just need to get out of here.

00:03:13Go where?

00:03:15I don't know, like Nashville.

00:03:19I just want something meaningful.

00:03:22I guess if it keeps you from doing something idiotic.

00:03:30I want to drive.

00:03:33I mean, we can go for a drive.

00:03:35I mean, I want to go somewhere.

00:03:38Like a road trip.

00:03:40Why are you looking at me like that?

00:03:42Let's go.

00:03:44Like right now?

00:03:45Like right now.

00:03:46Like right now.

00:03:47Oh my God.

00:03:48Alright.

00:03:49Okay.

00:03:50Yes!

00:03:51Can we go tomorrow?

00:03:52Yeah, that's fine.

00:03:53Hey Jessica.

00:03:54Um, I don't think that I'm going to be able to make it into work next week.

00:03:59What's that?

00:04:00What's that?

00:04:01What's that?

00:04:02My grandmother got hospitalized.

00:04:03She, uh, has really bad diarrhea.

00:04:07It won't stop.

00:04:08And they don't know, um, why.

00:04:09Listen, yeah, Jessica, I gotta go.

00:04:10I'm sorry.

00:04:11My mom is waiting on me.

00:04:12And I'll be in next week.

00:04:13I'll be in next week.

00:04:14I promise.

00:04:15You're gonna go to hell.

00:04:16You're gonna go to hell.

00:04:17I'm sorry.

00:04:18I'm sorry.

00:04:19I'm sorry.

00:04:20My mom is waiting on me.

00:04:21And I'll be in next week.

00:04:22I promise.

00:04:24Um, I'm sorry.

00:04:25I'll be in next week.

00:04:26I promise.

00:04:27I'm sorry.

00:04:28I'm sorry.

00:04:29I'm sorry.

00:04:30I'm sorry.

00:04:31I'm sorry.

00:04:32You're not...

00:04:33It won't stop.

00:04:34And they don't know, um, why.

00:04:37Listen.

00:04:38Yeah, Jessica, I gotta go.

00:04:40I'm sorry.

00:04:41I'm sorry.

00:04:42My mom is waiting on me.

00:04:43I'll be in next week, I promise.

00:04:44Hahaha.

00:04:45You're gonna go to hell.

00:04:47My grandma's been dead for like three years.

00:04:48She'll appreciate the spot in 80, though.

00:04:50Okay.

00:04:51Hahaha.

00:05:22We are the monsters

00:05:26Holding you still

00:05:32We are the gallows

00:05:38Up on the hill

00:05:42Can you pass me the gummy worms?

00:05:47Answering the question

00:05:51There you go

00:05:53There you go

00:05:55You know, when I was a kid

00:05:57And we'd go to the theater with my mom

00:05:59She'd actually always bring gummies to flip the popcorn

00:06:03So that's where you got it from?

00:06:05You thought I had her with your ideas

00:06:07Aww

00:06:09She sounds like she'd be fun

00:06:11She wasn't

00:06:13She's not really

00:06:29Parker?

00:06:31I think I caught asthma

00:06:33I'm tired

00:06:35We haven't even started walking yet

00:06:39Shit

00:06:41Can you believe places like this just exist?

00:06:45And we get to look at it

00:06:47With like our eyes

00:06:49It makes me feel kinda small

00:06:53But in a good way

00:06:55In a good way

00:06:56I guess that's better than, you know, like

00:06:58Going the other way around

00:06:59What kind of mean?

00:07:03It don't matter?

00:07:05Alright

00:07:07We're gonna stick a pen in that

00:07:08Come back to that later

00:07:09Enjoy the view

00:07:10Yeah

00:07:19I'm glad we did this

00:07:21It's a good idea

00:07:29I'm starting to think that I needed this too

00:07:31You know?

00:07:35I don't know

00:07:36I just feel like

00:07:37Every day's starting to blend together

00:07:39And it's just become so monotonous

00:07:42And like

00:07:43Am I doing

00:07:44Something big

00:07:46In the grand scheme of everything?

00:07:48How could you say that?

00:07:49You and Rachel are literally perfect

00:07:54That's interesting

00:07:55That you think

00:07:56That just cause I'm in a relationship with Rachel

00:07:58That my life is squeaky clean and spotless

00:08:02I just never really thought about it

00:08:06I mean don't get me wrong

00:08:07Rachel's my bitch

00:08:09I love her

00:08:11But she doesn't define my whole existence

00:08:15Even on our best days

00:08:18I still feel like my existence

00:08:21Is uh

00:08:23Infinitesimal

00:08:24Whoa!

00:08:26Big word

00:08:27I know

00:08:28It's a song

00:08:29It's a dope ass song

00:08:30We should go see it

00:08:31It's a dope ass song

00:08:32We should go see it

00:08:33So like

00:08:34We're supposed to see like UFOs?

00:08:36Yeah

00:08:37So

00:08:38Apparently

00:08:39When it gets dark

00:08:40This becomes like

00:08:41The darkest place in the country

00:08:42so like we're supposed to see like ufos yeah so apparently when it gets dark this becomes like

00:09:00the darkest place in the country and then the ufos come out so like at night time yeah at night

00:09:07interesting yeah so you remember that one time me you and rachel went to canada and then we all got

00:09:19lost in toronto yeah you would think that someone from toronto would know their way around toronto

00:09:24yeah well but do you remember how when we were on the plane and like all of our phones died and so

00:09:33we just gave up and then we went and got sushi dude best sashimi ever oh no i guess i just miss doing

00:09:43stuff like that well i kind of feel like that's what we're doing you know sitting out in the woods

00:09:47looking for aliens yeah you do be having a point yeah that's what we're doing

00:09:58so what's next you know i really haven't thought that far well i'm just following your lead

00:10:09i'm probably gonna need to go back to work sometime though oh i definitely am getting fired

00:10:15fuck capitalism i don't want to work for modern societies anyways i want to live in the woods

00:10:19and scavenge for berries

00:10:20all right well why don't we go to nashville really yeah you brought it up i mean if we left

00:10:34right now we could probably get there by the night bed

00:10:39but wait there is one more thing i want you to see

00:10:51follow me

00:10:53what's it doing nerd just journaling a little

00:11:08how was work

00:11:11oh good

00:11:14oh my dad called me on my break

00:11:19yeah yeah he wants to see if we want to go get dinner with him sometime this week

00:11:26i have no pain

00:11:27no pain

00:11:28good

00:11:29i think it'll be good

00:11:33we literally haven't seen him since he can help us with enough

00:11:37i think it's bad to see ya

00:11:40yeah

00:11:41you want coffee

00:11:42yeah be good

00:11:44yeah

00:11:45yeah

00:11:46yeah

00:11:47yeah

00:11:48yeah

00:11:49yeah

00:11:50i can't get that

00:11:51yeah

00:11:52yeah

00:11:53yeah

00:11:54yeah

00:11:55yeah

00:11:56yeah

00:11:58yeah

00:11:59yeah

00:12:12So, the aliens come to Earth for this.

00:12:22Uh-huh.

00:12:25And you just put your stuff on the ground and the aliens will see it.

00:12:34Yeah, so, I mean, you just bring your weird sentimental shit, and then the aliens beam down and appreciate it a lot.

00:12:49I don't know, that's what the lady at the desk said.

00:12:53And it's called an alien junkyard?

00:12:56Yeah.

00:13:01Okay, well what are you going to put down?

00:13:06Way ahead of you.

00:13:17You too.

00:13:19That's where you're leaving?

00:13:21Yeah.

00:13:23You don't think you should leave a picture of you and Rachel?

00:13:26No.

00:13:27The aliens don't want to see a couple of normies.

00:13:30They want to see Aubrey Plaza in a questionable Christmas film.

00:13:35Okay.

00:13:39What are you going to leave?

00:13:40I don't know.

00:13:45What about that?

00:13:46Oh, hell no.

00:13:47I've had this thing for like eight years.

00:13:49Okay.

00:13:50And that's what makes it perfect.

00:13:52It's got your human juice memories all over it.

00:13:55Leave it.

00:14:06Alright, well the aliens better appreciate the fuck out of that.

00:14:09That thing's been the staple of my wardrobe since like, high school.

00:14:13Hey, we're here to leave our old selves behind.

00:14:18We're here to find who the new us is.

00:14:20The new Parker.

00:14:21Okay, well, will you let me know when you figure that out?

00:14:25Probably not.

00:14:31When?

00:14:33You look so pretty.

00:14:35Can you help?

00:14:36Yeah.

00:14:37I'm nervous.

00:14:38Why?

00:14:39I feel like your dad hates me now.

00:14:54What?

00:14:55He's always liked you.

00:14:56He's like the only family you have and I just want to know how much I love you.

00:15:00Can you trust I can make good decisions?

00:15:01But I broke your heart.

00:15:02Alright.

00:15:03Today's the day.

00:15:04So do we have anything else on the agenda other than Nashville?

00:15:05No.

00:15:06Just wherever we end up.

00:15:07What is it with at Nashville?

00:15:08No.

00:15:09No.

00:15:10No.

00:15:11No.

00:15:12No.

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00:15:33No.

00:15:34What is it with at Nashville anyway?

00:15:35I don't know.

00:15:36My parents always said that we would take a family trip there and we just never went.

00:15:40So.

00:15:41And it kind of stuck with me.

00:15:42Why?

00:15:43We always went on a cruise or to Disney World.

00:15:47I don't know.

00:15:48I guess it was just never really important to them to go to Nashville.

00:15:50But it was to you.

00:15:51Yeah.

00:15:52I always thought of it kind of like a magical place.

00:15:55You know?

00:15:56But in a cool rustic cowboy way.

00:15:58Plus I always wanted to get one of those cute old guitar keychains.

00:16:01My parents just always shit me off to my grandparents.

00:16:06And they lived in a really tiny town, so I mean, it was an adventure on its own.

00:16:10You know, just with a lot of cornfields and, you know, fast food restaurants.

00:16:15See, but I wish I had that.

00:16:18You wish you never went on a cruise?

00:16:20No, not like that. I mean, like, I wish my parents cared more about what I wanted.

00:16:26How can I put this nicely?

00:16:31You, my friend, need a reality check.

00:16:36What do you mean?

00:16:38So, why did you wake up with Ellie? Again?

00:16:42Like, in high school?

00:16:44Yeah.

00:16:45I didn't know what I wanted.

00:16:47But now, all of a sudden, you know what you want?

00:16:53I mean, so let me get this straight.

00:16:55You broke up with her because you didn't want to be with her.

00:16:59But then you did want to be with her.

00:17:01Then two years later, when she got upset because you didn't treat her the way you said you were going to treat her,

00:17:06now all of a sudden you went back.

00:17:10You know it's not so cut and dry.

00:17:12I'm just playing devil's advocate.

00:17:14I was 17.

00:17:16I thought I needed to drink all the time and smoke weed and just create this, like, tornado of emotion just to feel something, you know?

00:17:23There it is. The contradiction.

00:17:26The contradiction.

00:17:27You love to sabotage yourself.

00:17:29You have to have the main character energy and you have to have all the problems.

00:17:33That's not true.

00:17:35No, that's kind of true.

00:17:37She's important to me, Fern.

00:17:40I know she is.

00:17:41If there's ever a chance in hell that you were going to get her back, you've got to have better coping mechanisms.

00:17:48You've got to learn. You've got to grow.

00:17:50They're not going to be good for her unless they're good for you.

00:17:54No.

00:17:55You want another drink?

00:17:59I think I'm okay.

00:18:01Okay.

00:18:02You think you like me?

00:18:03It's hard.

00:18:04You've never not liked Peter one.

00:18:05It's hard.

00:18:06You've never not liked Peter one.

00:18:07I wouldn't like me.

00:18:08It's hard.

00:18:09You've never not liked Peter one.

00:18:10I wouldn't like me.

00:18:11It's hard.

00:18:12It's hard.

00:18:13I wouldn't like me.

00:18:28It's hard.

00:18:29You've never not liked Peter one.

00:18:32I wouldn't like me.

00:18:35Never.

00:18:38Why do you do that?

00:18:44Do what?

00:18:46Why do you need other people's validation?

00:18:50He's your dad, Ellie.

00:18:54But I love you.

00:18:56Can that not be enough?

00:19:02Why can't you forgive yourself?

00:19:08Because I always have a good job.

00:19:38For time to visit us at G.L.A.

00:19:42Go!

00:19:44Go!

00:19:46Go!

00:19:48Go!

00:19:50Go!

00:19:52Go!

00:19:54So

00:19:56I'll take my shoes.

00:20:26I'm gonna puke.

00:20:48Are you ready for it?

00:20:51Why do I feel like I'm about to have a pulmonary embolism?

00:20:54You know, that is how I felt the first time I ever saw Brad Velvet's music video for Psycho.

00:21:01I'd make Bonnie my wife, and we'd rob this whole town.

00:21:08Maybe take all that money, get a boat and sail down, down, where the blue, blue waters flow.

00:21:20Yes, this is a place I would go.

00:21:26We might get ourselves lost.

00:21:29We may never be found.

00:21:32If ever that day comes around.

00:21:39Dude, that sucked.

00:21:48I wasn't gonna say anything unless you did.

00:21:51I don't know why I thought a city full of drunken tourists, vomit filled streets, and cheapo guitar souvenirs would be so life altering.

00:22:00It's almost like you build things up in your head to be bigger than they actually are.

00:22:08You have all these unrealistic expectations.

00:22:10I don't need a lecture.

00:22:15I just think life is about the little things.

00:22:21The stuff you didn't plan.

00:22:23No, you're right.

00:22:25I like these fries.

00:22:29I'm gonna remember these fries.

00:22:32For the rest of my life.

00:22:35I have an idea.

00:22:40Okay.

00:22:41Follow me.

00:22:43Brick into the pool.

00:23:01Break into the pool.

00:23:04What?

00:23:05For the bucket list.

00:23:07I want to break into the pool at night.

00:23:12Okay.

00:23:22Cool.

00:23:24We should get started.

00:23:26Now.

00:23:28You know it still hurts a little bit.

00:23:30But not that much.

00:23:33Cause if you want somebody else.

00:23:35Who am I to judge?

00:23:38I've been thinking about you all the time.

00:23:40But that's alright.

00:23:43I'm starting to get used to it.

00:23:45I think I'll survive.

00:23:47I met you in the summer.

00:23:49When you left it was close.

00:23:52Said we loved one another.

00:23:54Guess that we were wrong.

00:23:57I met you in the summer.

00:23:59My love was out of control.

00:24:01I've been going crazy without you.

00:24:04I'm so alone.

00:24:06I met you in love.

00:24:08I'm a man.

00:24:13I'm an angel.

00:24:17I'm away.

00:24:18I'm a man.

00:24:19I'm home.

00:24:20I'm an angel.

00:24:22I'm a man.

00:24:23It's kinda quiet in my room right now, without you

00:24:32And I couldn't really make you stay, so what to do?

00:24:38I'm just staring at my walls and talking to myself

00:24:41Now and then I'll try to laugh, but I'll cry a bit as well

00:24:44I was never any good at being away from you

00:24:47I met you in the summer

00:24:49When you left, it was cold

00:24:52Said we loved one another

00:24:54Guess that we were wrong

00:24:57I met you in the summer

00:24:59Our love was out of control

00:25:02I've been going crazy without you

00:25:05I'm so alone

00:25:07I met you in the summer

00:25:09I met you in the summer

00:25:19I met you in the summer

00:25:29You know it still hurts a little bit, but not that much

00:25:42Cause if you want somebody else

00:25:45Who might have died

00:25:47Time to shut it down

00:26:11Time to shut it down

00:26:12Shut it down

00:26:13Shut it down

00:26:14Shut it down

00:26:15Shut it down

00:26:16Shut it down

00:26:17Shut it down

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00:26:20Shut it down

00:26:21Shut it down

00:26:22Shut it down

00:26:23Shut it down

00:26:24Shut it down

00:26:25Shut it down

00:26:26Shut it down

00:26:27Shut it down

00:26:28Shut it down

00:26:29Shut it down

00:26:30Shut it down

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00:26:36Shut it down

00:26:37Shut it down

00:26:38Shut it down

00:26:39I love it when you play.

00:27:09So where did you learn how to play English?

00:27:15My dad, actually.

00:27:17He taught me.

00:27:19But he only learned to impress my mom.

00:27:22Really?

00:27:23Mm-hmm.

00:27:24How many years?

00:27:25There's a lot you don't know about me.

00:27:27Oh, yeah?

00:27:28Yeah.

00:27:29Tell me one thing I don't know about you.

00:27:31Oh, God.

00:27:32Okay, when I was a kid,

00:27:38and I would catch fireflies,

00:27:41I would make wishes on them.

00:27:44Right?

00:27:45Mm-hmm.

00:27:46That's probably the cutest thing I've ever heard.

00:27:48Um, I mean, that was one good thing about my mom.

00:27:53I feel like she always had her head in the clouds,

00:27:56and believed that life was, like, made of magic.

00:28:01I feel like she really instilled that in me.

00:28:04Yeah, but that does kind of sound like you.

00:28:07Ugh.

00:28:08I mean, yeah.

00:28:09I kind of hate it, though,

00:28:10because she was always wanting to live this, like, bigger-than-life reality.

00:28:15And one day, she just decided that me and my dad were not part of that dream anymore.

00:28:22It wasn't enough, so, yeah.

00:28:26I mean, you were just a kid.

00:28:30I don't think it had anything to do with you not being enough.

00:28:35Plus, your heart is nothing like hers, anyways.

00:28:39I just don't want to hurt someone.

00:28:44The way she hurt me, though.

00:28:47I don't want to hurt her.

00:28:51Plus, I feel like a five-year-old wanting to play pretend all the time is probably a lot to handle.

00:29:09Plus, you know what?

00:29:11I don't think she even wanted kids, anyway.

00:29:14I don't think she's Remembering.

00:29:15But that's not what she's doing.

00:29:16Oh.

00:29:17Mm-hmm.

00:29:18I despairing it.

00:29:19That's one of the things I want.

00:29:20You're going to do with me.

00:29:21It's a little more beautiful.

00:29:22Good night.

00:29:23You're going to have to make a chance to have fun today.

00:29:24I think that this isn't a good night.

00:29:25You're going to come here.

00:29:26You're going to have to do all the things I need to do here.

00:29:28I think that this is, like, one of the things that I can do here in the world.

00:29:31And this is a good night.

00:29:33So, I want you to have to do and take a walk.

00:29:34And this is the night, this is a beautiful night.

00:29:36You know, I've been wanting to do something.

00:29:38I've been a good night when I'm eating.

00:29:40Where are we going?

00:29:55You'll see.

00:29:58Are you going to kill me?

00:30:01Allie, you're not supposed to know.

00:30:02Be quiet.

00:30:04Are you choosing a way by knife or another weapon?

00:30:06What would be more Villanelle of me?

00:30:11She'd probably have some really elaborate scheme and then corner me in Mallyway and Paris or something.

00:30:17Mine would be better.

00:30:31This is sweet.

00:30:33You're sweet.

00:30:36Oh, so my friend Michaela is coming in from out of town next weekend and there's this party that I think we're going to do.

00:31:03I thought we went out last weekend.

00:31:08I know, but I want to go like out, out.

00:31:12Just going out with me, just like knock out?

00:31:16You know I don't mean it like that.

00:31:19Yeah, I guess I'll just stay home alone again.

00:31:22I have found the best use of our word for the most uncomfortable situation.

00:31:50It's gone.

00:31:53What happened?

00:31:55Well, I'm glad you asked.

00:31:57There I am in the woods trying to take a fat piss and a fly goes right in my face.

00:32:02But that's not the best part.

00:32:06Because I didn't see it.

00:32:07I fell right back into my piss.

00:32:11It's not funny.

00:32:13It's kind of funny.

00:32:14Kind of not funny.

00:32:14It's kind of very funny.

00:32:17Get in the car.

00:32:18Get in the car.

00:32:19We're going.

00:32:45What?

00:32:46I got you something.

00:32:53What is that for?

00:32:57Just because.

00:33:13Ellie, I'm sorry.

00:33:14You're doing it.

00:33:17Doing what?

00:33:19You're pulling away.

00:33:21Ellie.

00:33:23No.

00:33:24It's not like that.

00:33:25You know, you promised me on New Year's that you wouldn't do this because of some confusion

00:33:30you have about yourself and what you want.

00:33:34Ellie, we just went on a picnic and to dinner with your dad.

00:33:41What, am I not allowed to have a few drinks after work?

00:33:46Leave the house?

00:33:47Am I not allowed to?

00:33:50No, you can leave the house.

00:33:53But when you came back to me, we promised that our relationship would not be like this

00:33:58anymore.

00:34:00That's not what's happening.

00:34:01And then what is happening?

00:34:04I don't know.

00:34:08You never do.

00:34:09I don't know.

00:34:11But I don't, I don't know.

00:34:13I don't want to know what living in a world without you is like.

00:34:15And I, and I feel like I'm hurting you.

00:34:20And stop pulling away.

00:34:23It hurts me when you do that.

00:34:25We're happy with you.

00:34:27We're good.

00:34:28Yeah, we're good.

00:34:30We're good.

00:34:46We're good.

00:35:10We're good.

00:35:11Can I get a cat?

00:35:24For the sixth time?

00:35:26No.

00:35:28Because they stink.

00:35:30They're stinky.

00:35:32You want to clean the litter box?

00:35:36Hold on.

00:35:37Oh my god.

00:35:37Hold on.

00:35:38I'm so late.

00:35:39Oh, that's probably Rachel.

00:35:41It's my mom.

00:35:52You sure this is a good idea?

00:35:54Don't be a fucking pussy.

00:35:55I'm not a fucking pussy.

00:35:58I'm going to get caught.

00:35:59Come on.

00:36:02Come on.

00:36:03Come on.

00:36:11What are we going to do now?

00:36:38We're already in our bathing suits.

00:36:41Want to go to the beach?

00:36:43What beach?

00:36:46Pinscola?

00:36:48Yeah.

00:36:49I get it?

00:36:49Yeah.

00:36:50Okay.

00:36:50Cool.

00:36:51Okay.

00:36:52Okay.

00:36:53Okay.

00:36:55Okay.

00:36:58Okay.

00:36:59I'll be...

00:37:01Okay.

00:37:01I'll be...

00:37:03Okay.

00:37:04Okay.

00:37:05I'll be...

00:37:05Okay.

00:37:06Without my love for the ocean, I wouldn't be long gone by now. It's some kind of devotion that brings me down.

00:37:28That without my love for the ocean, I would be no one, no one.

00:37:58I got there and he was fine.

00:38:14I'm so sorry.

00:38:23My mom was there and she was acting like it was the end of her world. Like she never left. Like she even cared. Ever.

00:38:36I know. It's so complex. She didn't deserve to see him. At all. I deserve to see him.

00:38:47Elle. Don't owe me. She's your mom. I don't care.

00:38:54Elle. What can I do? Nothing. Elle.

00:39:04He's my dad. He was the only one that was ever there for me. He was the only one who never left.

00:39:13I don't know what the fuck I'm supposed to even do now.

00:39:17I'm so sorry.

00:39:20Don't be.

00:39:22Okay, but like, I'm here. Whatever you need.

00:39:28Are you?

00:39:37What does that even mean?

00:39:39I'm sorry, Parker. I just, I just don't know how to process it.

00:39:43I get it.

00:39:47Nobody should be projecting that onto you. I shouldn't be doing that. I'm sorry.

00:39:55I kind of deserve it.

00:39:56No, you don't.

00:39:58Elle, let's be honest. I'm not the most reliable person that's in your life.

00:40:10I feel like I wreak havoc on you, your life, your stability.

00:40:21I feel like I leave you constantly wondering when the next time I'm going to have a big breakdown.

00:40:27What's happening.

00:40:28This isn't about me. This is about you. You just lost your dad.

00:40:43I just can't believe in this car.

00:40:56You were so good last time this time.

00:41:13We'll be back soon.

00:41:26I don't know, but I still miss her.

00:41:29Yeah, I feel that.

00:41:33Who do you miss?

00:41:37Your mom.

00:41:39Yeah, I bet you do miss my mom.

00:41:41No, really, I do.

00:41:45You know, reiterate, let's just go back.

00:41:47Why are we here again?

00:41:49Like, on the trip?

00:41:51Yeah, yeah, on this trip.

00:41:55Because we wanted to do something exciting.

00:42:01Get away.

00:42:03Something to distract ourselves from this mundane capitalist environment.

00:42:09Environment.

00:42:15And...

00:42:17And...

00:42:19I'm trying to get over Ellie.

00:42:23Ding, ding, ding, ding.

00:42:25A winner.

00:42:27One moment, please.

00:42:31Blind as a bat.

00:42:33Alright, so I'm going to role play as your therapist, Gigi.

00:42:37Not to be a computer Gigi from the L word.

00:42:39Betting Gigi forever.

00:42:41So, first question.

00:42:43Why do you think it is so hard for you to let go?

00:42:49What keeps you holding on?

00:42:53She's the love of my life.

00:42:55And why do you think that?

00:42:59Because I always go back to her.

00:43:01I mean...

00:43:03Time and time again.

00:43:09Do you not think that maybe you're just comfortable in the environment you created with her?

00:43:15Like, do you really think that out of 7 billion people in this whole world, there's not one other person that you might love?

00:43:25Not like Ellie.

00:43:27A rollercoaster of emotion is not love.

00:43:33It was love.

00:43:37It was the purest love I think I've ever experienced.

00:43:43Well...

00:43:45Sometimes love isn't a nothing.

00:43:49Not to be healthy at least.

00:43:51Why can't I just make it fucking work?

00:43:53Like, I feel like Taylor Swift.

00:43:55I miss screaming, fighting, kissing in the rain.

00:43:59I don't want to be boring and comfortable.

00:44:01I understand that it must be really hard to even think and fathom that there might just be a life after Ellie.

00:44:15But life is bendable.

00:44:17It's changeable.

00:44:19Like, you...

00:44:21We are meant to heal.

00:44:23You could finally love someone the way that you deserve to.

00:44:31I just wanted it to be her.

00:44:35I know it's her.

00:44:37She's my person.

00:44:41I hope you're right.

00:44:43Okay, so, um, Missy just called me and I need to get to the theater hall.

00:44:51Because she doesn't fucking know how to do anything her stuff, so...

00:44:55I have to get ready when I get there.

00:44:57So can you just, like...

00:44:59Can you just meet me there?

00:45:01Yeah, go on.

00:45:03I love it when Ellie drinks all my oat milk.

00:45:29And Ellie drinks all my oat milk.

00:45:31And Ellie drinks all my oat milk.

00:45:35We'll be back in the morning.

00:46:05Fuck!

00:46:17Hello?

00:46:18Ellie?

00:46:19Yeah, what's wrong?

00:46:21My fucking tire popped. I had to pull off the side of the freeway into some random parking lot.

00:46:26What do you mean?

00:46:28I mean it's completely deflated.

00:46:33You had to go get milk?

00:46:35Yeah, I just needed the distraction.

00:46:38Have you called a tow truck?

00:46:40I can call one, but odds are it'll probably take a few hours.

00:46:44The funeral's in an hour, Parker.

00:46:46I know. I could try calling Fern see if he can-

00:46:48I have to go. Just get here.

00:46:54Son of a bitch.

00:47:05Ellie, I am so sorry. I went to the storey and milk for the coffee, and then I was going to go straight to the funeral home.

00:47:14But then my tower popped and I called the tow truck company, but they said that they couldn't be there until 1.30, and I didn't know what else to do.

00:47:20I didn't do it on purpose.

00:47:23You missed my dad's funeral.

00:47:29I know. And I'm so sorry. But it's not my fault.

00:47:34Why didn't you think to just stay home?

00:47:39All right.

00:47:43Do you ever think about what's going on around you?

00:47:47Ellie.

00:47:48This isn't your fucking world, Parker.

00:47:51Do you ever think, hey, maybe I should just stay home.

00:47:54Because Ellie's dad just died.

00:47:56My tire would have popped on the way to the funeral anyways.

00:47:59That's very convenient.

00:48:01Oh, do not pin this on me. I wanted to be there for you.

00:48:05And then you're a lot of talk.

00:48:07What the fuck is your problem?

00:48:09My problem?

00:48:11Parker, you need to figure out if I am good enough for you.

00:48:15If you ever cared to give me a scrap of attention.

00:48:18All I do is give you my attention.

00:48:21All you do is worry about Parker.

00:48:30Oh, fuck that, Ellie. Would your mom do this?

00:48:33What is that?

00:48:45It's a stupid scrapbook that I made for our one-year anniversary

00:48:49after getting back together.

00:48:51But it doesn't even fucking matter anymore now, does it?

00:48:53Because I'm so unpredictable, just like your mom.

00:48:56No. No, actually, you're really predictable.

00:49:02We always end because you always leave.

00:49:10Ellie.

00:49:13Ellie!

00:49:18Ellie, don't go!

00:49:20I have to.

00:49:21I'm gonna go to my dad's beach house in Huntsville.

00:49:26You can't leave me like this.

00:49:29You always left me like this, Parker.

00:49:32You're the love of my life.

00:49:37This isn't about us anymore.

00:49:40I need to find me.

00:49:41I need to find who Ellie is again.

00:49:43It's not you, it's me, right?

00:49:45It's you too!

00:49:47You desperately need to grow

00:49:50and find who you wanna be and who Parker is.

00:49:53I don't think there can be an us anymore.

00:49:56I don't wanna be here without you.

00:50:00I can't ruin myself for you anymore.

00:50:04And you can't either.

00:50:12I don't want you to go.

00:50:14I know.

00:50:17I know.

00:50:18I know.

00:50:19I can't even tell you.

00:50:20You can't win.

00:50:21I can't win!

00:50:23Oh, you're right.

00:50:24I know, I know.

00:50:27I know.

00:50:28You're crazy.

00:50:33I know, I'm going to go out.

00:50:34You know it's going to be late anyways.

00:50:35I mean, that's how it usually goes.

00:50:37I hope I hope you enjoy doing this stuff.

00:50:39Hello?

00:50:40Hello?

00:50:41You have a great day.

00:50:43I'm, you have a great day.

00:50:44And I mean, you know it's going to be late anyways.

00:50:46I mean, that's how it usually goes.

00:50:49Yeah.

00:50:54Parker just woke up.

00:50:55Hey, I'll see you when I see you.

00:50:58Okay.

00:50:58Love you.

00:50:59Bye.

00:51:00Hey.

00:51:02What are you doing?

00:51:06Rachel's going to pick me up from the airport.

00:51:08What?

00:51:09Why?

00:51:09Is something wrong?

00:51:13Nothing.

00:51:14I'm just not stupid.

00:51:16I'm confused.

00:51:19Why are we in Pensacola?

00:51:22Because we wanted to go to the beach.

00:51:27Why are we in Pensacola, Parker?

00:51:34Look, Fern, I was going to tell you.

00:51:36Yeah, I know where Ellie lives.

00:51:39I really tried to give you the benefit of the doubt,

00:51:42but you are just the same old Parker.

00:51:48Those, those weren't my intentions.

00:51:52So you didn't mean to take me on a trip

00:51:56that I thought was us bonding

00:51:59and having all these crazy, awesome life experiences together

00:52:03only so that you can just weasel your way in to go see Ellie.

00:52:07That's not what happened.

00:52:13Well, I'm glad I could be a pawn in your game.

00:52:17So, cool.

00:52:18I mean, I wanted to see Ellie,

00:52:22but it became something more along the way.

00:52:28Halfway through, I even forgot why I started the trip.

00:52:33Parker, you are my best friend,

00:52:35but for the love of God,

00:52:37you are so manipulative.

00:52:41Anything you want, you get.

00:52:43Come on, don't ruin the trip.

00:52:49You already ruined it.

00:52:51I'm sorry.

00:52:52I needed to see her.

00:52:55I needed to win her back.

00:52:57You are so worried

00:53:00about making sure everybody loves you

00:53:03that you end up treating the people

00:53:06who actually do love you like shit.

00:53:07I'm just confused, Fern.

00:53:13I can't do anything right.

00:53:15No one said you had to have it all figured out,

00:53:17but you just dragged everyone into your shit.

00:53:22You know what?

00:53:24You can call me

00:53:25when you've decided to be the Parker

00:53:28that I know you are.

00:53:30I won't be waiting for the call, though.

00:53:32I won't be waiting for the call, though.

00:53:37I won't be waiting for the call.

00:53:39I got one day, sir.

00:53:39You go pray for the call.

00:53:42You too.

00:54:02Bye.

00:54:03Hi, Mark.

00:54:23Hi.

00:54:31So, how are you?

00:54:33What are you doing in Pensacola?

00:54:35Oh, I'm good.

00:54:37I was just passing through the area.

00:54:39I figured I'd shoot you a message.

00:54:41I remember that you said that you were going to your dad's beach house in Pensacola.

00:54:45So, I thought it was worth a shot.

00:54:48Oh, yeah.

00:54:49I mean, moving here is probably one of the best decisions I've made in a while.

00:54:54I can imagine.

00:54:56Probably much better than home.

00:54:58How is home?

00:55:00Uh, humid.

00:55:01Kind of boring.

00:55:02The usual.

00:55:04I miss it a little.

00:55:07Well, you know, if you're ever in town, you can stay with me.

00:55:12Thanks, Mark.

00:55:13Yeah.

00:55:15It's probably not a good idea, but I appreciate the offer.

00:55:19Yeah, I mean, I just, I figured I'd at least offer.

00:55:23Oh, how's Fern?

00:55:25She's good.

00:55:26Um, yeah, she's good.

00:55:28Rachel?

00:55:29She's good, too.

00:55:30They actually just got engaged and then bought a house, but I'm sure you already knew about all that.

00:55:35I do still talk to Rachel sometimes.

00:55:38That's good.

00:55:39You guys ever talk about me?

00:55:41No.

00:55:42Definitely not.

00:55:43Oh.

00:55:44Well, I mean, that's good.

00:55:47Our ending shouldn't mean, you know, an ending for you guys, too.

00:55:50It doesn't.

00:55:52So, there's this music shop I saw, um, over off of the pier.

00:55:59Figured if you don't have any plans later, maybe we could swing by.

00:56:04Um, I, I, I'm getting dinner with my friends tonight, actually.

00:56:09Well, I mean, that's okay.

00:56:11It was last minute anyways, but where are you guys going?

00:56:14Just this little Italian restaurant downtown.

00:56:17We, we go, like, every Friday, so.

00:56:20Yeah.

00:56:28Why am I here?

00:56:30Sorry.

00:56:33I just, I needed to see you.

00:56:38It's been years.

00:56:39What do you need to see me for?

00:56:42I just still don't understand why things ended, you know?

00:56:45Like, you're my person, and I can't, I just can't stop thinking about the night you left.

00:56:49I'm not your person, Park.

00:56:50Not anymore, at least.

00:56:51But, you said it yourself.

00:56:52We're soulmates.

00:56:53You said soulmates have to be forever, Park.

00:56:54Because then what's the point?

00:56:55The point is that we taught each other lessons, and how to love, and treat someone with dignity,

00:56:56and live up to your words, you know?

00:56:57I just, I know you're the person I'm going to end up with.

00:56:58I just, I know you're the person I'm going to end up with.

00:56:59Maybe in another universe.

00:57:00Maybe in another universe.

00:57:01Maybe in another universe.

00:57:02We, we're the person I'm going to end up with.

00:57:03Maybe in another universe.

00:57:07We work together forever.

00:57:08But, I just don't think we're living in that universe anymore.

00:57:09I just don't think we're living in that universe anymore.

00:57:14Why is it so hard for me to get over you, but for you it's so easy?

00:57:15It wasn't easy.

00:57:16I just don't think we're living in that universe anymore.

00:57:17Why is it so hard for me to get over you, but for you it's so easy?

00:57:18It wasn't easy.

00:57:19It wasn't easy.

00:57:20I spent months mourning.

00:57:21I know you're the person I'm going to end up with.

00:57:22I know you're the person I'm going to end up with.

00:57:27Maybe in another universe.

00:57:29We work together forever, but I just don't think we're living in that universe anymore.

00:57:38Why is it so hard for me to get over you, but for you it's so easy?

00:57:43It wasn't easy.

00:57:45I spent months mourning you and I and the person I was when I was with you.

00:57:52And trying to figure out how I was going to live life without you in it.

00:57:56And I lost my best friend.

00:57:59And, you know, part of me hoped that we would cross paths again and just fall into each other's arms

00:58:06and everything would be like it used to, but that's just not life.

00:58:11Who said?

00:58:12Parker.

00:58:13Parker.

00:58:14Why can't we just have, like, a fairytale ending where we always end up together?

00:58:19Because this isn't a movie, you know?

00:58:22We're real people.

00:58:23This is real life.

00:58:24And I just don't think we can exist together without hurting each other over and over and over again.

00:58:32God, I must sound insane.

00:58:36No.

00:58:37I just don't think you take it well when things don't go your way.

00:58:42I love you.

00:58:47I think I should go.

00:58:48I'm sorry.

00:58:49No, it's fine.

00:58:50I just, you know, I wish you the best.

00:58:51I love you.

00:58:52I think I should go.

00:58:53I'm sorry.

00:58:54No, it's fine.

00:58:55I just, you know, I wish you the best.

00:58:56I love you.

00:58:57I love you.

00:58:58I love you.

00:58:59I love you.

00:59:00I love you.

00:59:01I want you to stay.

00:59:02I'm out.

00:59:03I'm sorry.

00:59:04Please, don't leave.

00:59:07Parker, it's time to move on.

00:59:10You have a whole life ahead of you that does not involve you.

00:59:14A life that's beautiful and flawless.

00:59:18You and I were a mess of memories.

00:59:30And I cherish all of them.

00:59:34You'll always be one of my favorite loves, okay?

00:59:46I'm sorry, it doesn't change anything.

01:00:00I'm sorry, it doesn't change anything.

01:00:07I love you, it doesn't change anything.

01:00:11I don't want to see you.

01:00:15I don't want to see you.

01:00:19I'm sorry.

01:00:22If I can help you, I'm sorry.

01:00:26This is for you.

01:00:56This is for you.

01:01:26This is for you.

01:01:56This is for you.

01:02:26This is for you.

01:02:56This is for you.

01:03:26This is for you.

01:03:56This is for you.

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