00:00Yeah, just because, you know, sometimes you have a relationship and every relationship has ups and downs.
00:05But when you're on reality TV, it puts like a microscope on it and everyone sees everything and has opinions.
00:10And it's hard not to have it affect your friendships, your relationships, your family life.
00:14So, yeah, that was definitely hard.
00:16And now that we're done filming for a little while, I'm just going to focus on my family, my kids and, you know, kind of get back on track with all of that.
00:24And then hopefully be in a better headspace for the next time we film if we do.
00:27Yeah, we're back working on things, you know, every day is different.
00:31Marriage is hard.
00:32We still have ups and downs.
00:33And you guys will see a lot of that unfold in season three.
00:35But I do think that overall, like, it's going to be inspiring to people.
00:39And I hope that a lot of people can relate.
00:41I didn't have a choice, but I will say I'm an open book.
00:43And even though there were things I hadn't shared yet, once I was in the position to share them, I have nothing to hide.
00:49And I was willing to just lay it out on the table.
00:52And I think that's the only way to get through things is to just be honest.
00:54And, you know, I've made mistakes, my husband's made mistakes, everyone in their life has made mistakes.
01:00And I think sharing those is relatable.
01:02And hopefully people can get something out of it.
01:03So that's going to be a little tricky, especially with the next season.
01:06Like, obviously, there's going to be things we have to explain.
01:08But I do think that as a parent, I'm someone that wants to be open and honest with my kids.
01:13And I want them to do the same for me.
01:15I don't want them to hide their mistakes.
01:16I want to help them through it.
01:17So I hope I can just be an example to them of this is what happens when life gets hard.
01:21And this is what you do.
01:22And you can get through it because we all go through trials.
01:25But it's funny because my son has actually started to notice that people will come take photos.
01:29And recently he was like, why don't they want photos of me?
01:33And I was like, oh, I'm on a TV show.
01:34And he's like, I'm going to be on a TV show.
01:36So for second season, I showed him the scene where he was at the farm with all the kids.
