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00:00Hi my name is Alicia and if this is your first time visiting my channel welcome. So this is part
00:19three of why I love my protective bubble, the readings. Oh you might see my cats. I have a
00:25bunch of feral cats so you might see them running around in this video so they
00:30just want to be a part of it. So let's get going on part three this is actual
00:33readings that I got and I always bring these two up because I feel like these
00:38are the first time I had readings by these two people and they understood me
00:42completely. Okay so airplane
00:55in Bucks. Perfect.
01:05All right so the first one people tried to lie about you in order to stop you from
01:12your destined path. This is someone who wants your life so bad. Why? This person
01:18knows you're going to leave them behind. They tried to break you. Someone who tried
01:23to disturb your peace. Someone is trying to take your seat at the table and
01:27realize they couldn't take it so now they're going to come in and try to sit
01:30next to you at the table. Don't allow this person to eat with you. Keep your
01:34thick skin. You have a dicey relationship when it comes to people. You could have
01:39been betrayed by people who are close to you. Associates people that you thought
01:43you could trust. It's almost like you keep feeling like whenever you open it up
01:46yourself up to someone it feels like it's an invitation for them to betray you or
01:50something. Your ancestors, your spirit team, your guardian angels don't want you to
01:54feel like this. They want you to they they don't want you to feel like every
02:00person you come across is going to hurt you. Well they like the dollar short. I
02:04do feel that way all the time and this is someone who wants your life so bad. I
02:09always wonder why people want somebody else's life. You should aspire to have
02:14your own life and I always used to wonder growing up why people get jealous
02:19and even to this day why why are you jealous. If you aren't willing to put in
02:23the work don't get jealous. Find your own purpose because I'm gonna just be honest
02:28I'm in my own little purpose in my own little world right now. I don't care who's
02:33ahead of me, who's behind me, who's cuter, who has more, who got this, who got that. I
02:37can be happy for them and use the successful as an opportunity to learn not be
02:43intimidated by. That's just my personal gut feeling about it. There's room for
02:47everybody at the table to be successful and I feel like jealousy is bad karma.
02:52You know if you're gonna waste your time trying to destroy someone you got more
02:57issues in a magazine stand and that's just how I feel and if you want to spend
03:02your time trying to destroy someone go ahead and knock yourself out. You're gonna
03:05only reap with yourself. So and the second part about not trusting folks is
03:11definitely true and feeling like people are just gonna come into my life just
03:16hurt me. Yeah I do feel that way a lot. I just feel like like I said in the last
03:21video when I said the part where everybody's gonna hurt you you just need to
03:28figure out who's worth suffering for. That's just the mode I'm in nowadays. Okay
03:34this is reading number two. You don't trust others but it's like you love people at the
03:39same time but people are the enemy. I don't blame you. She said I also feel
03:45like you have gone to the extent of isolating yourself to where you won't
03:49accept jobs when it comes to customer service because you're like I rather just
03:53work independently without people. You may feel safer that way. Oh boy I do. You
03:59have no idea. Somebody now knows you are the truth because whatever they threw at
04:06you any blockage and challenges you survived it. They know you couldn't have
04:10made it out of it if you aren't who you say you are. Yup. I've gotten to the point
04:15where anytime somebody does something to me I just assume it's jealousy. I just assume
04:19they haven't found their purpose. I just assume like they feel better about
04:24themselves when they destroy people. So go ahead and knock yourself out.
04:31Okay so this is number three, number three.
04:39People are talking about you and how you don't give a rats what people think. Yes
04:44they actually said the other words but I just sort of edited this out a little bit.
04:49People are still talking about you but you're unbothered. You can feel the hate.
04:53But you are getting people pressed and pissed with how you are not letting it get
04:58to you even on tough days. Yeah. I just feel like people are going to do what
05:03they're going to do and I don't really let it bother me because if people want to
05:08waste their time trying to destroy somebody go ahead and knock yourselves out. I've said
05:10this a kajillion times. And remember in part two when I said everybody wants to be
05:18there when you had a bread but nobody wants to be there to help you cook it or
05:23bake it. That's just personally how I feel. Not a lot of people are day-waners or people
05:28who really have your back when you really need it. So yeah go ahead knock yourselves
05:33out. If you want to be somebody who wants to try to hurt people you'll get yours. I
05:38promise you you will. So let's continue. My new me is attracting a lot of new. I don't
05:46care. Yeah I really don't. I kept getting a lot of I don't care vibes in this reading and
05:51trust me I really don't care. I'm so booked busy and focused on my purposes to pay it
05:57any attention. Yep. In this reading it said I'm giving a I don't give a F-U-C-K on a pilot
06:07energy. I've been through a lot but I'm bouncing back and looking better on top of
06:14it. Sure. Thanks for the compliment.
06:20I don't care too much about what other people are doing or saying especially
06:25those who have done you wrong. Yeah I feel like too many people our age are too much
06:31in competition with each other. Like I'm gonna be honest like a lot of my friends
06:35a lot of my cousins people from my past are getting married and I'm liking them
06:38photos like crazy and I'm happy for them but I'm not gonna go out here and get
06:42married just to keep up with them. That's their journey. That's their path. I'm on
06:46my own path. I've learned a long time ago to not live for other people and do
06:51what I want not what this world wants for me and I'm in my own little world so yes
06:56I really don't care. What's meant for me is meant for me and nobody else is my
07:02competition. Like the only person I'm competing with is myself. It's me versus me.
07:07You might hear some cats in the background. They're kind of beefing over food. I keep
07:12telling my cats that I have enough food for everybody but hey they're still
07:17competitive so if you hear cat noises ignore it.
07:21Okay so anyway let's continue. I have mastered depatching. Yes I have. I'm hustling
07:28through looking good. I'm shining and you're not really letting anyone see you sweat.
07:33Yeah so I'm not gonna sit here and make a post every day. Oh my gosh my friend died and this
07:40happened and that happened. Just imagine if I was around you I would talk about my
07:45friend's suicide and suicide attempts and my friend got killed this and that. I think
07:51there's a healthy time and place to talk about those things but I'm not gonna burden
07:57people with that stuff all the time. I'll talk about it when appropriate but generally speaking
08:03I'm posting food videos. I'm posting videos of me at events and going places not the morbid
08:13you know oh woe is me and I'm in a hospital. Oh my god. You would get sick of it. I like to be a
08:21source of positive energy and when I need to talk to someone I will cross that bridge when I when I get
08:29to it but I don't like to talk about all that deep heavy stuff all the time. That's true.
08:36I'm not really sweating at all according to what his reading is saying. You're not allowing them to
08:45defeat you and make you feel bad or make you feel down or out. I've changed it to something
08:51unrecognizable and some people are trying to get your attention in low vibe ways. I've
08:58learned to stop expecting me from other people a long time ago and I'm just in a
09:04new energy and a new mode nowadays. So give me one second I will be right back.
09:12And I'm back. More bugs, cicadas, and everything in between. So anyways, I'm just at the point
09:26where I don't want anything or anyone that doesn't want me and I'm not going to deal with anything
09:32that I don't have to. You know how sometimes you get in a little reflective mode and you're like
09:37why did I ever want to be friends with these people and why did I ever want to go to school?
09:42Sometimes I just want to take that DeLorean from Back to the Future and hit the younger
09:48version of myself because sometimes I'm like what were you thinking? Like, what are you
09:52sure? Man, like. And like I said, I'm not trying to come down too hard on myself. It's just
09:57sometimes I just have to go, why? Like, why? Anywho, let's keep moving forward. In this reading
10:08it says, it also says, these people can't get your attention anymore. They don't have access
10:14to you and a lot of them are pissed off. Hmm. Um, I always wonder, um, I cared for them
10:25in ways they didn't care for me. So why? Why are you pissed off that I decided to detach
10:30and not care anymore? Weird. You are pissing a lot of people off from your past. You got
10:39this reputation of not giving a, you know what? Noise. You got this reputation of not giving
10:49a rats. You have a light worker and healer vibe. You have a big heart and sometimes you
10:56go through a lot of pain and heartache, but you are refusing to go back to the OU. Damn
11:03straight. Oh my goodness. That's accurate. You speak your truth and certain people will never
11:08understand you. Yep. I'm used to being misunderstood. They fear what they don't understand and there's
11:15a strength and determination you have and it's unapologetic. Some people were able to make
11:22others feel bad or guilty for moving forward. People clearly saw you were elevating and moving
11:26forward and didn't understand that energy. You're doing away with relationships where the thing
11:33you have in common is suffering. It's okay to talk about things that's hurting you and that's
11:37healthy. But relationships that focus on the negative, that's not serving you and it's
11:42best to walk away. I hope they're okay. I'm a very patient person so I'll just sit here for a second.
11:57Okay, awesome sauce.
12:18Okay. It's best to walk away. The focus needs to be on what is going right, not what's going wrong. People like me, of course, I don't know. I don't know. I don't know. I don't know. I don't know. I don't know. I don't know. I don't know. I don't know. I don't know. I don't know.
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12:55And here's a couple of quotes. You're giving yourself so much credit that you deserve. You is beautiful, kind, charismatic, full of understanding and empathy. You are generous in giving, loving, kind, attractive inside and out. And sometimes you just don't feel that way because of how other people have treated you. Yup, that's accurate. So true.
13:18But remember, they treat you that way because of their own personal insecurities, traumas, tragedies, and challenges. How they treat you is more of a reflection of themselves and not a reflection of you. So don't make their reflections your problem. If that makes any sense, you are amazing.
13:35Why are people trying to text me? Stop.
13:38Okay. I will get back to them later.
13:42One day you will tell your story of how you overcome what you're going through now, and it will become part of someone else's survival guide.
13:56You may be the only person left who believes in you, but it is enough. It takes just one star to pierce a universe of darkness.
14:09Let me know what you think.
14:12Let me know what you think about all this in the comments below.
14:16And this is inspired by B. Mark Fit again.
14:32Okay, awesome.
14:33Who gives a damn if they are talking about you?
14:35Let them talk.
14:36The people on the sidelines always have an opinion on the people playing in the game.
14:42And here's one more quote.
14:54Let me find it real quick.
14:56People will talk behind your back.
15:10Don't worry.
15:11They are behind for a reason.
15:12I'm pretty sure there's more I could say, but those readings definitely tie in to why I love my protective bubble.
15:23Will I ever come out of my protective bubble, of course, but for now, I like my protective bubble.
15:33I'm thriving in it.
15:34I've found some successes in it, and this is where I plan to stay for a little bit.
15:38A lot of times in my life, when I listen to well-attentioned advice, and I listen to what works for other people, I realize that didn't work for me.
15:48One side doesn't fit all.
15:50So I said, let me just start doing what I want, not what this world wants for me.
15:53And so now I'm just at a place where, hey, I'm taking the road, let's travel, and I like it.
15:59And I'm going to stay here for a bit.
16:02And I think this is it.
16:04So thank you for watching part three in my whole series of why I love my protective bubble.
16:12I hope you enjoy it, and I have a lot more coming, so stay tuned.
16:19See you later, and let's take a sec to enjoy the cicadas, because I love cicadas, and I love bugs, and I think they're making all this noise, and they're happy, and I'm happy that they're happy.
16:36Awesome sauce.
16:37All righty, I'm going to death, but see you later.
16:45Bye.
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