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01:52Do you want me to choke you or something?
02:01Yeah.
02:01Oh.
02:04Is that right?
02:05Just shut up.
02:10Just be worried I'm hurting you.
02:11No, that's the point.
02:12Okay.
02:22What are you reading about in the newspaper?
02:27The Middle East.
02:31The only thing is that it would be fun to, like, just be cute with me?
02:34Just let me finish.
02:37It's just, um, it's just I really feel like I need some attention from you right now.
02:41Josh, I'm busy.
02:42Okay.
02:44I'll just entertain myself.
02:46Thank you.
03:16Sorry, you know, sorry.
03:17Is this distracting you from pretending those the olden days are that you're a grandparent
03:21and that you are, like, wearing a monocle and eating jellied eel?
03:24Because nobody reads the newspaper anymore, okay?
03:27Because we have the internet now.
03:28And also this newspaper is all biased and stupid and badada.
03:32Oh!
03:33Geoffrey?
03:35Geoffrey?
03:37Geoffrey, I asked you a question.
03:38What do you want?
03:39I just want you to hold me.
03:46I always just assumed this is how tired everyone was.
03:54But now I think maybe it's just because I'm sick.
03:57You don't have cancer.
03:57Oh, my God.
03:59Desperate for me not to have cancer.
04:01What?
04:01Yeah, I'm desperate for you not to have cancer.
04:04You're going to break up with me because I have cancer.
04:06It is so mean of you to think that I would do that.
04:08I'm too tired to argue, Tom.
04:10Fine, but you're not tired from cancer.
04:12You don't know that.
04:26Emma?
04:27Oh.
04:28Oh, whoa.
04:29That table came out of nowhere.
04:31Really wasn't looking where it was going.
04:33Thanks.
04:35It looks lovely.
04:36Very expensive.
04:37I've got tenure.
04:39You look really good.
04:40Thank you.
04:40I've got posture.
04:43You've been on my mind a lot lately, Emma.
04:46I can't believe you wrote a letter to my mum.
04:48She wasn't that fond of you.
04:49Well, it was the only way I could find you.
04:50You're not on social media.
04:52You almost don't exist.
04:54I know.
04:56Are you sick?
04:58No.
04:59No, I don't think so.
05:00It's not sick.
05:01You joined AA.
05:04Are you trying to think of all the negative reasons
05:06why I might get back in contact with you?
05:07Yeah.
05:08Well, we didn't end well.
05:10Yeah.
05:10It was brutal.
05:12It was the prequel to Fury Road
05:13where we find out how Charlize Theron lost her arm.
05:16You were Charlize Theron's arm to me, Hannah.
05:18The bit that was left or the mechanical core bit.
05:26See, you still make me laugh.
05:29I live in a caravan.
05:30I don't have a job.
05:31I still hate myself so much I want to hit myself with a hammer.
05:33but I can do three push-ups.
05:39It's great.
05:41I missed you, John.
05:43He has this newfound sense of independence.
05:45Sometimes he sits in rooms alone without me
05:47and I'm just shattered.
05:49You really snuggled me last night.
05:50I think he remembers me.
05:52Nah, he just does that when he's cold.
05:55Sorry.
05:55Oh, yeah, yeah.
05:56No, definitely.
05:57He misses you.
05:57He loves you.
05:58Yeah, definitely.
05:59He's the...
05:59He's being extraordinarily sweet.
06:01Yeah.
06:02He definitely doesn't look at the other boys like that.
06:04Whoa, uh...
06:13Hello?
06:15Hi.
06:21Come on, too.
06:34Ta-da.
06:41It's all a hot water system.
06:43You shower out here?
06:44No, I shower at the gym.
06:46That is a hose.
06:48Okay.
06:48Look, I put up fairy lights.
06:51I'm sure they're pretty in the dark.
06:52Yeah, I really feel like I'm finally catching up with the Kardashians.
06:56That's one fine caravan.
06:57Would you like to see inside the palace?
06:59Sure.
07:00Let's do this.
07:02Ladies first.
07:03I'm a lady.
07:04No, no, no, no.
07:11Not every time.
07:12But I think you're going how?
07:14You're really not very good at being dominant, are you?
07:16Yes, I am.
07:16I'm very...
07:16Take that back, you sissy!
07:22You can't...
07:23You can't fight me.
07:24Obviously, you're stronger than me.
07:25You can pretend.
07:31Never had a doctor the same age as me before?
07:33Just lift your arm for me.
07:38Thank you.
07:39You're all right?
07:40Yeah, sorry.
07:41You're all right?
07:42Yeah, I'm good.
07:43I'm good.
07:43I feel good.
07:45I'm all good here.
07:46I feel good here.
07:59Boy, I forgot.
08:01I don't have any guests I can offer you tea.
08:03I've got water or milk.
08:05I've got milk.
08:06Look, in tiny buckets.
08:08Good.
08:08You know, when you said that you were living in a caravan, Hannah, I kind of thought you
08:14were joking.
08:16Well, it's both true and a joke, isn't it?
08:18Like, this is a joke.
08:20My life is a joke.
08:22No, it's not.
08:22Yeah.
08:24Methinks you might want to make your exit now.
08:27No.
08:27I don't want to leave, actually.
08:29If that happens.
08:29Yeah, you do.
08:30Remember old habits?
08:33You like to leave me.
08:34Hannah, you're overthinking this.
08:35Well, how much is enough think?
08:37You know, I don't want to underthink.
08:38You've given it adequate think.
08:40Come here.
08:43Over there.
08:44That's you.
08:48I want to kiss you.
09:03What the hell are you doing?
09:05Hey, look at you.
09:06You're winning at life.
09:08Look at me.
09:08I'm not just losing.
09:10I'm not even playing anymore.
09:12You being here doesn't make any sense.
09:15No, you being here doesn't make any sense, Hannah.
09:20When we met, you were the winner.
09:23I wouldn't be winning this winnerly if it wasn't for you.
09:29What good is being the winner if...
09:30Chicken dinner?
09:32What?
09:32No, no idea.
09:33I regret saying that.
09:40When I went to chicken dinner.
09:47When I went to chicken dinner.
09:49Was it okay?
09:50What did he say?
09:51Was it bad news?
09:52It's just fibroadenoma.
09:54Is that good?
09:54Yeah, it's just like fibrous tissue.
09:57It just means that I'm probably getting my period.
09:58Not cancer?
09:59Not cancer.
10:00Fibrin denoma.
10:01High five.
10:02Okay.
10:05He was so young for a doctor.
10:07Did you like it when he touched your boobies?
10:11No, Tom.
10:12I was too worried about my cancer.
10:15Wasn't just young, though, was he?
10:17He was like a full babe.
10:18Like a model.
10:19Educated.
10:20I wish he'd touched my boobies.
10:23It was a dream.
10:24Well, I don't know.
10:26What do you mean you don't know?
10:28Everyone knows.
10:30Nothing's ever been more clear than that guy's dreaminess.
10:32What?
10:37What?
10:38You're just looking at me like I'm in love with him.
10:41Whoa, whoa.
10:43Absolutely.
10:44At no point was I thinking you were in love with that doctor.
10:48Okay.
10:49Okay.
10:53So, what's next in store for you?
10:55What do you mean?
10:56Look, what's next?
10:57What's your plan?
10:58I meant to have a plan?
10:59Yes.
10:59Um, shit, I don't know.
11:02What's next in store for you?
11:03I've really been trying to self-improve lately.
11:06I lost track for a while, if I'm honest, but I'm focused.
11:10I'm ready to focus.
11:11What are you focusing on?
11:13Focusing on trying to get back to the truest version of myself.
11:16Is this not the truest version of yourself?
11:19I don't think you've ever really known me as the truest version of myself.
11:22Okay, but you just said you were trying to improve,
11:24so how do you know that getting back to the truest version of yourself is going to be an improvement?
11:27Oh, wow.
11:30I should not be here anymore.
11:32Why?
11:33Do you not think there's a discord between your personality and my personality?
11:37Yes.
11:38Right?
11:38Yeah.
11:38Yeah, we should absolutely stop this while we're ahead.
11:41Absolutely.
11:44It's just weird that you would presume that I thought you were into the doctor.
11:47Can't you just be happy that I don't have cancer?
11:49Did you say anything to him that wasn't about your lump?
11:51I don't even remember.
11:52I think I said, it's weird having a doctor who's the same age as you.
11:56Oh, that's the flirtiest comment I've ever heard.
12:00Oh, my God.
12:01Okay, fine.
12:02Yeah, he was hot.
12:04That was entertaining.
12:05Imagine if you had a hot doctor touching your body.
12:07My doctor's the same gender as me.
12:09Well, thanks to the patriarchy,
12:10the majority of doctors available at short notice are men.
12:13I hate it when you blame the patriarchy.
12:15What can I possibly say now that's not going to sound patriarchy-ish?
12:17Hey, do you have cancer?
12:24No, I have fibroadenoma.
12:26Sweet, sweet fibroadenoma.
12:29I choked Geoffrey.
12:30Yep.
12:31He asked me to choke him, so I did it.
12:32My ex-boyfriend loved being choked.
12:34Why would you bring that up?
12:35Seems like quite a big risk.
12:37Doesn't it have to ask someone to choke you?
12:38Like, you have to really believe that they're going to want to choke you.
12:41and I just don't know what he saw in me that makes him think
12:44that I think it's fun to hurt people they didn't see four years ago.
12:47Maybe all the time he spent hurting people for fun.
12:49I didn't want to do it.
12:51I just did it to be polite.
12:52We had to hurt someone as a favor.
12:54That's a very specific feeling that I've never felt before.
12:57You sound so exhilarated.
12:58I think you liked it.
12:59Yeah, it was just so exhilarating.
13:01Hi, Ma.
13:02I got to go now, okay?
13:03I'm at money.
13:04No, no, no.
13:05Wait, I didn't get to tell you about the hot doctor.
13:07Hi, Ma.
13:08Ma, it's me.
13:10Ma.
13:11No, no, no, no, no, no, no.
13:35You see, he was very hot, and he had to touch my boobies.
13:53And Tom is worried that I like to...
13:54I need to talk to Tom.
13:55Why?
13:56Just give me Tom.
14:00What's up?
14:03Mum's dead.
14:04Yeah, I'm sitting with her now, and she's dead.
14:07No.
14:08No.
14:08This is a joke.
14:12This...
14:12This...
14:12This better not be a joke.
14:16No, no, no, no, it's not a joke.
14:18Oh, shit.
14:21I don't know what to do now.
14:23Uh, have you called an ambulance?
14:25No, I don't need to.
14:26She's like, like, she's called.
14:27Oh, shit.
14:28Okay.
14:29Um, okay, you need to call your dad.
14:33I don't want to.
14:34Yeah, I just, I just don't want to call my dad.
14:36That's just, that's just not what I want.
14:39So sorry.
14:40I just don't know what to do now.
14:44Yeah, um, someone needs to come get her.
14:48I don't, I don't want someone to come and get her.
14:50I just, it's just not, it's just not what I want today.
14:53Okay, I, I can call for you if you want.
14:56I know that's not what you mean when you say that you don't want to, but I, I can organize it.
15:00Bye.
15:10Hi, Josh.
15:14Dad?
15:15Do you want rice?
15:16No rice.
15:17Black beans?
15:18Um, do black beans have carbs, Josh?
15:22I don't know.
15:22Uh, no, no beans, thanks.
15:24Just to be safe.
15:25I'm trying not to eat carbs.
15:27All the salads?
15:28Yeah, all the salads, yeah.
15:30Jalapenos?
15:30Uh, yes, the jalapenos.
15:33Guacamole, it's $2 extra.
15:35Uh, yeah.
15:35Gee, with the price of avocados lately, Josh, two bucks for guacamole is, uh,
15:39is really a pretty good deal.
15:40And I'll have the spiciest sort.
15:42Sure, it's pretty spicy.
15:43Yeah, no, no, I, I love it spicy.
15:46Dad, dad, I have something to tell you.
15:49Hey, hang on, hang on, hang on.
15:52Is this tap all right?
15:53Yeah.
15:55What is, what is it?
15:57Dad, mom killed herself.
15:59Found her in her room, she's dead.
16:09Oh, shit.
16:11Sorry.
16:11I'll, I'll, I'll, I'll clean it up.
16:13I'll get them off, sir.
16:14No, no, it's okay.
16:14I'll, I'll clean it up.
16:19Dad?
16:20Um.
16:22Dad?
16:26When was the last time you saw your mom?
16:29I don't know, like three days ago.
16:34Sorry.
16:34I guess we better lock up and get out of here.
17:02Yeah.
17:02Yeah.
17:04We should probably clear out the fridge.
17:09Dad, I don't think you need to clear out the fridge.
17:11I don't want things to go off.
17:13You want that milk?
17:14There's still a few days left.
17:16Smoked salmon, no point wasting that.
17:19Dad, it's just.
17:20What's your name?
17:21I don't know.
17:21Dad, I just, I really need you to stop clearing out the fridge.
17:23Dad, just stop clearing out the fridge.
17:25Thank you.
17:26Dad.
17:34If you need anything at all, you call me, okay?
17:47Anything, even if it's small.
17:48If you need me to bring your dinner, you call me and I'll get it.
17:51If you need a milk, you call me, yeah?
17:55You give me your laundry, okay?
17:56And if I hear that you did anything for yourself, I'll be very angry, George.
18:00Oh.
18:00What?
18:01Josh.
18:04I don't know what I was going to say.
18:06Okay.
18:07Um.
18:07We should get food.
18:10Okay.
18:10Are you hungry?
18:11Hungry, I love?
18:13No?
18:13There might be some fish and chips.
18:14Okay.
18:15Okay.
18:16Um.
18:16Are you hungry, George?
18:18No.
18:23Well, I'm pretty annoyed that Tom's more into the fish and chips than the lasagna, right
18:27mate?
18:28What?
18:29Oh, sorry.
18:29I'm not hungry.
18:30No, no, no.
18:30Not you.
18:31You can do whatever you want today if it's not.
18:34Tom will give you a handjob if you like.
18:37No, no.
18:45Hello?
18:47Josh, I'm so sorry.
18:49I shouldn't have left.
18:50Well, no, Hannah.
18:52I just didn't know.
18:54I didn't listen to her, Josh.
18:56I just, you know, like, how did I assume that she was just being mean for the fun of it?
19:01It's like I forgot she was mental.
19:03Just left.
19:05Fuck.
19:06Yeah.
19:06I'm, okay, you know this isn't your fault, yeah?
19:11I don't know what to do.
19:13You hope you know that.
19:15I just can't handle the guilt.
19:17I don't want to go back to the hospital.
19:20I just don't want to.
19:22You're going to have to, aren't I?
19:24I don't want to go back to the hospital.
19:37I just, I've got to go to bed.
19:39Oh, fuck.
19:40Sorry.
19:41I'm so sorry, Josh.
19:42Bye.
19:42I'm sorry.
19:43I just, I think I'm going to need you to call Arnold.
19:50I can do that.
19:53Thank you.
19:53I'm here.
19:53I think he's not answering.
20:16I'm a bit worried it's going to go to voicemail.
20:20Please leave a message and I will call you back.
20:23Should I leave a message?
20:25No.
20:25No.
20:25No.
20:25No.
20:25Maybe tell me about your day.
20:37Uh, okay.
20:38While Ella was in the room being examined by the really hot doctor, uh, I read an article
20:44about how if you are a blind person allergic to dogs, you can get a miniature guide horse.
20:49Miniature guide horse?
20:50Yeah.
20:51Yeah.
20:51That's what I read that if you are a blind person, you can get a miniature prostitute
20:56to guide you around.
20:57Sounds expensive.
20:59Uh, guys, it's a miniature sex worker, so.
21:06I want you to know we actually already had that conversation today, but we did it again
21:10so that you could hear the funny horse pun.
21:12Thank you.
21:15Yeah.
21:16So sorry that your mum is still dead.
21:19Yeah.
21:20Yeah, I'm going to go to bed.
21:23Are you okay to be by yourself?
21:25Yeah.
21:26Do you need anything?
21:27Tea or wine?
21:28Maybe not alcoholic.
21:30Hot chocolate?
21:31No.
21:32All right, thank you.
21:33Good night.
21:33Night.
21:34Night.
21:38Oh.
21:43That.
21:45That was just the most difficult thing I've ever done.
21:48I feel like it's so useless and small.
21:57I feel like it's so useless and small.
21:57I feel like it's so useless and small.
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