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John invites Tom to share his story about a decades-long spiritual journey shaped by personal tragedy, intellectual rigor, and firsthand encounters with authoritarian religious systems. Their discussion begins with Tom’s early experiences in a fundamentalist evangelical campus ministry that began with countercultural fervor but evolved into a rigid and controlling community. Tom reflects on how the group’s authoritarianism and anti-academic mindset drove him away, sparking his ongoing commitment to critical thinking, integrity, and a faith rooted in individual agency. He contrasts this experience with his later involvement in charismatic and New Apostolic circles, where a similar authoritarianism—combined with emotional manipulation—continued to erode spiritual authenticity.

As their conversation deepens, John and Tom expose the common roots between fundamentalist control and charismatic spectacle. Both recount disturbing parallels: how revival movements evolved into profit-driven enterprises, how emotional highs replaced genuine transformation, and how false leaders exploited followers through mind control, theatrics, and severed consciences. They critique the toxic blend of performance-based religion and spiritual elitism, which trains people to silence their own instincts and replace them with obedience to personalities on a stage. Ultimately, they call for a return to discernment, grounded faith, and service to the marginalized—urging those ensnared in controlling systems to seek wise counsel, think critically, and walk away from religious theater masquerading as truth.

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00:00 Introduction
01:47 Tom’s Background and Spiritual Journey
06:22 Authoritarianism in a Campus Ministry
10:04 The Jesus People, Shepherding, and Extremes
13:12 Elitism, Control, and Damaged Relationships
16:15 The Merger of Charismatic and Authoritarian Forces
17:59 Oklahoma’s Influence and Prosperity Models
20:42 Brandham, Entertainment, and Entrapment
24:04 Stagecraft and the Illusion of the Spirit
27:10 Reckoning in Leadership and Personal Integrity
30:08 Emotional Manipulation and Theatrics in Church
33:20 Private Jets, Platforms, and Ministry Ego
36:00 Severed Conscience vs. Ignorant Leadership
39:02 Gullibility and the Permission to Influence
42:25 Elitism, False Prophets, and Trump Predictions
44:01 Mind Control, Suppression, and Authentic Self
46:22 The Pseudo-Family Effect and Bandwidth Control
49:01 Prophetic Encounters and Calling Out Sin
50:57 Advice for Escaping Manipulative Systems
52:29 Ministering Outside the Spotlight
54:23 Discernment, Genuine People, and Rejecting the Show

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00:30Hello, and welcome to another episode of the William Branham Historical Research Podcast.
00:36I'm your host, John Collins, the author and founder of William Branham Historical Research
00:41at william-branham.org.
00:43And with me, I have my very special guest, Tom Dooley, scientist, believer, and on a journey
00:49of faith for 30 years.
00:51Tom, it's good to have you and talk about this journey of faith.
00:54We were discussing before we started recording, how do we introduce you?
00:59And you have a story to tell, so I decided that your way of summing it up is I'm on a
01:04journey is probably the best way to put it and just let it out there.
01:08But we were also talking about the reason for you coming.
01:12Usually, I have people on who they say I'm an escapee of this cult or that cult or the
01:18other cult or maybe some denomination they're disgruntled with.
01:22And I was talking to you right before we started.
01:25My favorite person to interview is somebody who has a polar opposite opinion of me, but
01:30I can talk to and I can learn from them.
01:32And they're nice about the way they present their opinion.
01:36So I'm bringing you in not knowing what your opinion is, but I saw you in the comic feeds
01:40and it was incredibly interesting what you were saying.
01:43So I thought I'm going to have you on and let's talk about your journey of faith.
01:47So maybe you could take a moment and just introduce yourself.
01:51Yeah.
01:51So I'm Tom Dooley and I live in Birmingham, Alabama.
01:56I'm married.
01:57I've got several kids.
02:00My youngest son passed away eight years ago.
02:02I've got eight grandchildren and I have a rather eclectic life.
02:08I'm a PhD scientist, former professor, business founder, entrepreneur, but I also have been
02:18very active in the faith realm, done a lot of travel in Asia, doing itinerant speaking,
02:27leadership training.
02:29I've spent a lot of time in India, some in China, Africa, Europe as well.
02:36So when I have free time away from being a scientist and a businessman, I'm very often
02:43on a plane traveling the world somewhere.
02:45But I guess the reason that I'm really on here is that I have watched a number of your
02:52interviews and especially like the ones with Bob Scott.
02:57So I have never met Bob Scott personally, but I really have found his fascinating.
03:04And the more that I listened, I went, yeah, I can tick a few of the same boxes.
03:09So that's why I'm here.
03:11But it's nice to meet you personally, even though it's via the airwaves, but glad to be
03:18on your show.
03:19It's good to meet you as well.
03:21And yeah, Bob Scott's an interesting character.
03:23He and I, it's funny how that whole podcast came to be.
03:27And he, I got wind of his book that he published.
03:30Obviously, that's what connected me between him and IHOP and all of my research.
03:35I wanted to know more about the Kansas City Fellowship and who better to go to than somebody
03:40who was there who isn't biased and in favor of IHOP, KC, all of that stuff in the NAR.
03:46But we got to talking and it was funny because you could tell the level of caution he had
03:52in saying things that were critically thinking, but yet wouldn't cause me to lambast him.
04:01And he didn't know me from Adam.
04:02He didn't know that my personality doesn't do this, right?
04:05But I was doing the same thing to him.
04:08And we were both just dancing around our thoughts, right?
04:11And he started, you know, opening up a little bit more and we got to talking.
04:17And we both came to the same point.
04:20There are many things that we like to critically think about that we could be totally wrong,
04:26totally off base, but it's an exploration.
04:29And to explore and understand and learn and grow, you have to make some mistakes.
04:34You have to go forward and just learn and make mistakes.
04:37And the funny part is people have been trained to be so uptight and in this little bottle
04:43that you can't think outside.
04:46It's a box.
04:46You can't think outside of this box.
04:48If you do, you're suddenly doomed to hell and everybody's going to,
04:52even in the main denomination, some of them will actually cut you off.
04:56I've actually experienced this in mainstream denominations.
04:59So there's some weirdness that happens there.
05:02And, you know, having escaped a cult, I'll say it feels cultish, but once you escape it
05:09and escape that mindset and you're free to think about it, it really opens up the door
05:14to a lot further research into what it is that you believe and why.
05:19Yes, yes.
05:21Well, I understand that notion of narrow, you're either inside of my box or you're outside of
05:28God's will paradigm.
05:29And I've experienced it in fundamentalist evangelical camps.
05:36I've experienced it in more Pentecostal NAR camps.
05:43I even experienced it to some extent in my childhood, raised Roman Catholic in a really
05:50large Roman Catholic family.
05:52And so I also experienced a sense of you're either in the club or you're out of God's
06:00will.
06:01And that happens, I think, denominational blinders cause people to fixate on what their, you know,
06:10primary positions are.
06:13And if you deviate from that, then you're, you know, you're moving aside.
06:17I had an experience back in the 1980s where my wife and I were involved in an evangelical
06:27campus ministry.
06:30And that campus ministry sort of grew out of the Jesus people movement of the late 60s,
06:35early 70s.
06:37And so it had a lot of free spirited ex-hippie, you know, people drawn into it.
06:46But they went from one ditch to the other.
06:48They basically became like Mennonite hippies.
06:50So they went from, you know, you know, just drug and sex and partying and frat parties into
06:57the other ditch, which was let's, let's, let's dress like we're, you know, German Anabaptists
07:05and let's, let's all break our food the same way.
07:10And, and there was a certain structure to it that was very immature, wherein the elders
07:16of that organization were all very young.
07:19They were like in their 20s, maybe the oldest elder was almost 30.
07:24So they're all very young people that lacked wisdom.
07:27You know, they lacked gray hair wisdom.
07:30And so, you know, they taught us a lot of good things, but it also got very authoritarian.
07:39And the individual had no agency there.
07:42You could not be an individual.
07:44And although it was a campus-based ministry, they were encouraging people to leave college,
07:52to leave without getting degrees, to leave without getting professions, because they had
07:56an end times globalist kind of view that, that it looked very much like, you know, Hal
08:03Lindsay's late great planet Earth, you know, that, that there was an urgency to it all.
08:09And this urgency is the most important thing in the world to do is to be an evangelist and
08:14see people saved and share gospel tracks.
08:17And that's more important than family.
08:20It's more important than anything else.
08:21And that urgency led to what I call a loss of individual agency.
08:28And one of the things I really like about your show is you're encouraging people, think for
08:32yourselves, examine it, go back and check it out.
08:36Be a good Berean for yourself.
08:39So towards the end of that season, so that was 70s to 80s, I decided, I made a decision
08:45because they had a one-size-fits-all box that they were trying to have all men plug into,
08:51that the gifts of the Spirit were defined as one gift.
08:54All men had to be teaching elders, period.
08:56That was it.
08:57And if you didn't aspire to be a teaching elder, then you were like, you were second class in
09:02that, in that movement.
09:03And I stood up and I said, I don't see that in the book of Ephesians.
09:07I don't see it in the book of 1 Corinthians.
09:10There's a diversity of gifts.
09:12The Spirit gives them freely.
09:14And I said, I'm leaving.
09:16I can't stay under this.
09:18I can't stay where I have no agency.
09:21And my gifting and my calling, which may be not that, you know, wasn't really honored and
09:27appreciated.
09:27And I literally had, I had one of the brothers there, I said, I said, hey, I'm leaving.
09:33And I just want to say, hey, let's stay in touch and have coffee.
09:36And I literally was told to my, you know, directly, you and I have nothing in common,
09:42but the weather, henceforth.
09:44And you are listening to the devil, you know, by leaving our sect, leaving our sort of cultic
09:52sect, you, and besides that, you're pursuing a PhD, which is also not good for one's mental
10:02health.
10:03And you're, you know, you're drinking from a bad fountain.
10:07And so this is, this notion of insularity to me is antithetical to the gospel.
10:15It's just not right.
10:17I would agree.
10:18And, you know, you mentioned so many things that are causing my researcher's brain to just
10:22spin in multiple directions.
10:24But I've been working with this guy that's helping me piece together what happened in
10:29the early years as the charismatic movement is starting to merge with the Jesus people
10:35movement and explode into the weirdness that it is today.
10:39And we have discovered, largely through him, but we have discovered that when the shepherding
10:46movement merged into the Jesus people movement, largely through people like Lonnie Frisbee, who
10:53was living in an apartment that was rented by, you know, the, uh, who was it?
10:59It was, uh, Derek Prince and, um, earn Baxter, who was William Branham's campaign manager was
11:04part of this mess.
11:06Well, after this, this weird thing happened, you had all of these hippies, free people,
11:12drug, sex, alcohol, live free, party hard.
11:15All of these people turned, like you said, polar opposite and the combination of shepherding
11:22versus all of the weirdness that they already had, it created something that was unusual.
11:28And you find it wasn't made, it wasn't probably mainstream among the movement, but you find
11:35that there were these little groups that started springing up where they were having adult spankings.
11:40They were having all kinds of things that you just, you scratch your head and think, what,
11:45what on earth is this mess, man?
11:46How did it come to this?
11:49And all of that was a result, you know, you, you judge a tree by the fruit that it bears,
11:55right?
11:56Well, you see the extremes that came from this mess and, you know, most of the people today,
12:01they just go straight to the NAR, point to the big figures.
12:05I honestly could care less about all of the big figures we see today.
12:08I'm more interested in examining the fruit that nobody's looking at, because there is
12:14so much weirdness out there that anybody who's in that type of movement, if they were just
12:19to look at the weirdness that it created, they would run screaming.
12:23What it led to some bad fruit.
12:26Number one, it caused people to de-emphasize what I'd call personal care, you know, soulish
12:33care, moving forward with life, with family, with jobs, with professions, and it, that sense
12:44of urgency that they brought about, that everything had to be a gospel track in the, in somebody's
12:49face, it, it, what it did was it, it, it drained people, personal agency in their life, and then
12:57it also caused people to have, I think, a, an elitist view of theology, that they were right,
13:06everybody else was wrong, you're in my box, or you're doing the devil's bidding, or something
13:13close to it.
13:14And I think that those two things were personally, while they're erroneous biblically, but I think
13:22they caused great harm, and that harm is still carrying on decades later, so in, in, in that
13:29particular group.
13:30That group happened to be also coincidentally anti-charismatic, so it was not a charismatic
13:36group, it was authoritarian, elder-led, where, you know, you, you know, if you wanted to make
13:46a decision about, do I continue in college, you had to kind of go to the elders and ask
13:51them to pray for you, and find out what, what the next six months of your life would be like.
13:57The other problem that it did was it damaged family relationships, because it, it, it de-emphasized
14:03the sense that you could trust one's own parents as a college kid, and that's not good, so it
14:10eroded confidence in parent-child relationships, which if I had a child in that organization
14:17today, I would, as a parent, I would, I wouldn't like it, I'd be really upset, because if I'm
14:23paying tuition for my kid to go to college, and they're being taken aside by this organization,
14:31and told, well, you can trust us, because we're really the ones following the Bible,
14:35and your parents aren't, and your parents aren't living in wisdom, you know, that's not a good
14:40thing, so I guess all that to say, you know, in that experience, that was a camp of life, I sent
14:48him on a journey, in that season of life, there was some good, there was some bad, there was
14:52admixture in it, it was a little, there's some good, I had some great relationships, I got my wife
14:57out of that, okay, I mean, I got married to a wonderful woman, we're still married, you know,
15:02been married 43 years, you know, that was great, but the theological side of it, not so good.
15:10You know, it's interesting that you put it that way, because you mentioned that it wasn't
15:15all charismatic, it was more authoritarian, that's the point that I'm trying to detangle and
15:21understand in this journey, and it's very difficult to do, because I use the method, you examine
15:29the tree by the fruits it bears, and if you see the charismatic fruit that it bore, you
15:33assume that it's a charismatic trunk, but there's this one little intersection in time, right
15:38after Branham died, when it felt like, at least from the research that I've seen, it feels
15:44like there's this weird tug of war between those who are going the charismatic direction,
15:49the prosperity gospel, word of faith, and the more authoritarian style, more rigid, fundamentalist,
15:56it's like there's this weird collision, and if you fast forward in time, that collision
16:01merges, so you have all of this in one big bundle of mass, the NAR is largely authoritarian,
16:09you know, but they have also the mixture of the charismatics, but if you go back in time,
16:13it wasn't always that way, so I'm trying to piece together what happened and why, and
16:19the best that I can tell is it looked like everybody was trying to figure out, out of all of these
16:25horses that are running the race, which one is going to make the most money, and so the
16:30one that makes the most money wins, right, and then as each movement starts to grow and blossom
16:38and start reeling in the bucks, well, they realized that there wasn't a clear winner, so
16:44let's all party together, and let's create these apostolic networks where we can, we can
16:49party with your money, and you can party with our money, and the congregants who are joining
16:53our conventions can give money to both of us, and we can drain them dry, and that's what
16:58appears to have happened.
16:59I have an embellishment on that, and the embellishment is, I blame Oklahoma.
17:04I think the money grub came from the oil wells of Oklahoma, and I'm not being derogatory of
17:13the state of Oklahoma, I'm a Kansan, so I grew up next door, but you can go down a laundry
17:21list of prosperity charlatans that were birthed out of Oklahoma, and the NAR then stole from
17:28their playbook, prosperity charlatan tactics, but, you know, there are a bunch of, you know,
17:34there's Copeland, and Hagen, and Roberts, and Benny Hinn, and Creflo Dollar, and Paula White,
17:40and Rod Parsley, and, you know, this, and then Daystart, you got this whole laundry list of
17:46prosperity charlatans who created a business model, and their business model was how to make
17:53money, all right?
17:55They were really good at that, and NAR said, okay, well, let's take the best practices from
18:02the Oklahoma crowd, and let's carry it over into Peter Wagner's school of thought, which
18:08was much more apostolic, prophetic-oriented than theirs was, so there's no lack of money
18:15grubbing out there amongst Pentecostals, charismatics, NAR.
18:21There are, it's a common denominator of them, but I will say this, I will disavow this, the
18:26group I was part of, there was no money, none of us had any money.
18:30We were all broke, everybody was poor, you know, everybody was young and poor, so, you
18:37know, our group was not motivated by money, we were motivated by get the gospel out.
18:42Yeah, that's funny, in the Branham cults, there weren't too many people who had a lot of money.
18:46See, interestingly, as these things go over time, the leadership drains the common folk
18:51dry, the rank-and-file members, and then the rank-and-file members get into leadership,
18:56so there's this weird cycle, right, where now the leadership are poor, and they need money,
19:01so they try to attract new members, and this cycle just goes and goes, but at the root of
19:07all of it, there seems to be money.
19:09But it's Amway, it's Amway is what it is, it's, you know, 99% of the money goes up the
19:16pyramid to the top two levels, the executive level and executive lieutenant level.
19:22Anybody below that level, no, you're paying into the system.
19:27If you're at the executive tier, and it doesn't have to be a single individual, the executive
19:31tier could be a plurality of people, and then one notch below them, you know, in German,
19:37they would call it an Obertsleutnant.
19:39It's the one level below the general, and so that level also, lieutenant colonel level,
19:45you can also make some money, but in general, it's the top dogs that are really good with
19:53the sweaty handkerchief and the microphone profits that get on TV, and then they're given
19:59false prophecies about, you know, if only, you know, 100, the Lord told me that 100 of
20:04100 of you listening tonight, we'll each write a check for $5,000, and, you know, and by the
20:10way, God takes credit cards.
20:12I've written a chapter on this in one of my books called Half Truths or Lies.
20:16The opening chapter is called Right on the Money, Right on the Money, and the whole thing
20:23is about prosperity charlatanism, which is run amok in Pentecostalism and the charismatic
20:29movement, and also in the elite levels of NAR, and I'm familiar with leaders of the
20:37NAR, I'm acquaintances of those folks, so.
20:39Yeah, the root of all of this mess, I think, is money.
20:43See, whenever Branham did what he did and brought the popularity of the, he was bringing in some
20:51of the spiritualist themes, the things that was more entertaining, he brought that to
20:55the gospel and then brought this to a huge platform of entertainment, and he's working
21:01directly with members of the Kardashian family.
21:04That's the funny part about all of this.
21:06So he creates this entertainment gospel.
21:07Everybody joins into it, and it is a money train that he has created, and all of these,
21:13everybody wants to join into the train.
21:14We want our money, too.
21:16Now, I will put a caveat to that.
21:19There were some people who joined in the revivals who legitimately were not after money.
21:24Their hearts were in the right place.
21:25They wanted to save souls, and they saw this as a new gospel, although they were somewhat
21:32manipulated to think that this was the original gospel, not a new gospel, but they saw it as
21:37different from what the denominations had, and it was being presented to the wide audience
21:43as though the denominations had grown cold and formal.
21:46Ours is new, just like it was in the days of Jesus, so join us.
21:50It's a new gospel.
21:52But then once they get in it, and they get on the train, it's really hard to get back
21:56off, and what do you do with that, right?
21:59You're in this system that is generating all kinds of revenue, and I think that there were
22:05many ministers who wanted out after they realized what it was.
22:08But how do you do this?
22:09How do you leave clean?
22:11Because when you do, the way that the authoritarian control worked, it trained the people that
22:18when you left this, you were actually leaving God.
22:21So if a minister left, his whole congregation is gone.
22:25His whole income, he loses everything that he had.
22:28I've talked to Branamite ministers who've left, and that's exactly the problem.
22:32As soon as they left, one guy said his congregation went down to like five people, I think, five
22:37or ten people.
22:38And so he's filling the church every Sunday, and he says, I'm going to stand up for the
22:43gospel.
22:43I'm not going to preach Branamism.
22:45If you want to go home and read that, whatever, that's fine.
22:48But in this church, I'm preaching only from the Bible.
22:51Most of his people left.
22:53And that's the way that this movement has created the mindset of the people.
22:56You know, it's not uncommon in our day, in sort of the Americanized gospel, to equate
23:06the concept of prospering equals dollars, equals blessing by God, and they don't understand
23:17the illusion of blessing.
23:19There's an illusion of blessing.
23:22You can be operating on a stage in front of thousands of people with a microphone in hand,
23:30and you can have this nice little music playing in the background that's hypnotic, and then
23:36you pull a Benny Hinn trick on the stage, and then it looks as if God's present because you've
23:44hypnotized the audience with the music and the choice of songs and the lighting and the
23:52smoke cloud and whatever else you've done, and then you go say bam to somebody and they fall
23:57down, you know, it's a circus act.
24:03It's a circus act.
24:04And one of the things that, and John, I was a little concerned about actually coming on here
24:09today.
24:10You know, I do a lot of media work.
24:12I've been doing media for years, radio, TV, whatnot.
24:16People ask me, you know, to be on shows and stuff, and I was a little reluctant today because
24:22I just felt like, you know, I'm just not going to hold back today.
24:26I just want to put it out there.
24:30Look, I'm getting older.
24:32You know, I'm a grandpa, and been there, done it, and I've contributed to the advancement of
24:38the kingdom of God in many aspects of my life.
24:41I still do, but I've had an awakening inside of me, maybe a fire in my belly that is, if you
24:51don't take out your own trash, somebody else is going to take it out for you, and I believe
24:57that I'm part of that, you know.
24:59If you don't want to voluntarily clean the garbage out of your own house, don't doubt
25:06someday somebody's going to come in there, and they're going to take all that trash out,
25:10and not only will they take the trash out, they might actually throw away something good.
25:15You might have had some collectibles that were actually valuable to the kingdom of God,
25:19and the problem I see in this last, you know, say 15 years, you know, it's been one big
25:27charismatic leader falling for either, you know, gold girls or glory.
25:33It's one of some, they fall, you know, and we've got this laundry list of, there are 20
25:38of those names now, 20 big headliners, they're on TV, they're on TBN, they're on Daystar,
25:46or whatever, and they just, they're falling like ducks in an arcade, right, just one after
25:51another, and the reason they're falling publicly is that they didn't have the courage to stand
25:58up in front of people and admit, this is my area of sin, and I need help.
26:04I'm a sinner, I need help.
26:06You know, you and I, we're kind of, you know, we're not on their level, we're not microphone
26:11profits, and we're not up there, but we also aren't beholden to their paycheck, and they get
26:17used to that paycheck, and the paycheck becomes the very limiting reason that they won't acknowledge
26:24their own sin, their own corruption, their own money grubbing, and because of that, other people
26:32have to expose them.
26:34And so we're in a season of reckoning, and frankly, I'm grateful for it.
26:38I'm really tired of every, you know, what is it, every two months, another big name falls,
26:46and then people call me and go, oh my gosh, did you see that so-and-so fell?
26:51John, I've also had, and this is something that bothers me, is that I have a prophetic gift.
26:59It's a well-known one.
27:00I've got one.
27:02Now, I'm not using it the way these guys are using it.
27:05It's documented, and from since 2000, whenever I get stuff in prophetic dreams, I write them
27:12down.
27:13I journal all of them.
27:15So I have the before evidence and the after evidence.
27:18I got the dream, what I told people, and then what came true.
27:22I've got it, right?
27:24So I'm not building a case after the fact.
27:27I'm not going up on a stage with an iPad where I've looked online for somebody where they
27:32live and what their street address is, but it's just genuine.
27:38So in my heart, my heart's cry has been, I want people to be genuine.
27:43I want integrity.
27:44I want honesty.
27:45And I want vulnerability.
27:47If somebody screws up, sins, deal with it.
27:51Deal with it.
27:52So I think it's time for the house to be cleaned up.
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29:07Everything that you said is resonating.
29:08Like I'm, my mind is going a million directions.
29:11One of the things that really bothers me, as a person who was close to my grandfather, who
29:20was the pastor, and anybody who is in that position, if you see the side of the people
29:27who aren't the rank and file members, it's a different experience, a totally different
29:33experience.
29:33You can watch the things that are said and watch the way it sways the audience.
29:39And the feeling, the entertainment, the, it goes towards the emotion.
29:44You get caught up in this emotion.
29:46You mistakenly think that the emotion that you're experiencing is the Spirit of God, because
29:52I'm experiencing this emotion while I'm in a church or while I'm saying Jesus, etc.
29:56But yet at the same time, I'm, I'm a musician and you can do the same thing with music.
30:02You can get people excited.
30:04You can build up their emotion and you can tear it down.
30:08You can build up, you can tear down.
30:09It's, it's that way.
30:11And after you start to notice the patterns of how a minister will build everybody up in
30:18the beginning, get them all excited, comfortable, tear them down to the ground, and then at the
30:24end, build them back up is this, there's this cycle, there's this pattern that happens in
30:28these sermons.
30:30And I, I take a lot of flack whenever I research people like Wember, who really capitalized on
30:37the emotions and the feelings.
30:38But see, I experienced the other side of this, not what the, what the rank and file members
30:44experience.
30:44I watch how the people can generate that emotion.
30:48And here's the thing that I have found that bothers me.
30:51If you're on that side of it, you, and you know how it works, you also realize as you're
30:57doing it, that it is a generated emotion, but you make the disconnect.
31:01You start to see it as a holy thing.
31:04They don't understand that I'm toying with their emotions, but I'm doing it for a greater
31:08purpose.
31:09Therefore, I must be doing God's work.
31:12That's again, tied to that notion of the illusion of blessing, the illusion of the anointing.
31:19You can manipulate it.
31:21You know, a lot of, I've been involved in a fair chapter of my life in what we would
31:28term as mega churches or large seeker friendly churches.
31:32I've probably been part of that 10 plus years of my life and everything's scripted down to
31:39fast song, slow song, to the second, say this, have this emotive image up on the board,
31:47have this emotive, you know, one minute video clip of somebody who just suffered some trauma.
31:54And then you have the fundraising pitch or whatever.
31:57Been there, done it, seen it.
31:58It's, it's part of theatrics.
32:00It's, it's, and you know, the Bible calls people like this hypocrites, the word hypocrite,
32:06an actor.
32:06We have a lot of actors that are up on stage running churches and organizations.
32:14And frankly, it's disillusioning when you see it.
32:18I'll give you one example of how sick this is.
32:21I'm on a private jet.
32:23I'm going to India for a crusade meeting in India, private jet ride.
32:28And he so-called evangelist is there.
32:32And I overheard the evangelist on there saying, I want you to know something.
32:37Benny has called me up and said, he'd give me a check for $600,000.
32:42If I would organize a conference for him, one of his meetings with hundreds of thousands
32:50of people in Mumbai, in India, if I would host it on one condition, he's the headliner and
32:56I'm the subordinate on the, on the marquee.
33:00And this guy got furious.
33:02No way are you going to buy me, Benny Hinn, for $600,000, the greatest evangelist in all
33:10of Asia.
33:11I'm the greatest of all of them.
33:14This is how sick this stuff is.
33:16It's, it's showmanship.
33:18It's, it's buying positions on stages and, and, uh, been there, you know, I've seen it.
33:25And, and I'm, I'm frankly so tired of it.
33:28I'm just playing out.
33:29I'm joining my heart with the young generation that says, if it ain't genuine, I don't want
33:34it.
33:34If it isn't, I want them to, I want people who have the fruit of the spirit dwelling in them,
33:43love and joy and peace and patience and kindness and goodness and self-control.
33:50And I want them to be paramount and evident in their lives.
33:53Just like I wanted in mine.
33:55Now, honestly, I'm a poor excuse for all of those.
33:59All right.
34:00I'm not perfect on them, striving, moving in the right direction.
34:04But I want people to be genuine and I want people to quit believing the baloney that they've
34:11been fed by these prosperity charlatans that are, they, they're ripping people off just
34:19out of their own narcissistic tendency.
34:22They want to be famous.
34:23They want to be special.
34:24And, you know, I'm acquainted with some of them.
34:28I know some of them.
34:30Some of them have endorsed my books.
34:33Okay.
34:33So, you know, I'm just, I'm just aware of it.
34:38There's a guy out there though.
34:40I don't know if you've read a book by David Ravenhill called Surviving the Anointing.
34:46His father was Leonard Ravenhill.
34:49Really good book.
34:50And David Ravenhill, basically his whole thesis is that you've never been tested until you've
34:57been given a microphone in glory.
35:00And, and it's a really good book.
35:03It's a good book.
35:04No, I haven't.
35:05I'll have to check it out.
35:06But everything you're saying is just resonating.
35:09You know, part of the reason I do what I do is I hate to see people be duped.
35:14And when you're on the side of the people who are doing the duping, it really makes you
35:20feel awful.
35:20And I don't know how a person can do that.
35:23I don't, I don't know how anybody who has studied the things that I have published can
35:29continue what they're doing because they know the faults with it.
35:32They know these things are wrong.
35:33And yet many of these people who are, I mean, some of them were child predators and they're
35:38dubbed God's generals.
35:39How do you go forward with this?
35:40How do you continue in that lifestyle?
35:42Well, but these people, what I've learned is there are people who are in leadership who
35:49have severed consciences.
35:51They simply don't care.
35:53And what's interesting about that is you would think because this was a money train, you would
35:58think that all of it ties back to money.
36:01And some of the people are just, they don't care.
36:03Their conscience is severed because they're making money.
36:06But that's not the case with all of them.
36:08I don't know if it's because of recognition or power or what comes with it, but there's
36:13a reason why these people continue to do what they do.
36:16Knowingly faults some of the things that they're doing.
36:20But then on the flip side, I have compassion for people who are in the leadership who are
36:27unaware.
36:28There are people who are just, they're creating just as many victims as the ones who do know,
36:35but they have no idea that they're in this false system.
36:39And I have compassion for those.
36:40But what do you do with that?
36:42Because on one side, you have people who are being victimized by people who knowingly are
36:46victimizing them.
36:47And on the other side, you have the same level of victims.
36:51When those victims escape, they see the person who they were under, their leadership or their
36:57pastor or whatever, they see them as just as evil as the other side.
37:01And yet I see victims on all sides.
37:04One of the guidance tools I'm using, and this is, somebody could write this down, they find
37:10themselves in that spot.
37:13And it's this, be very careful of who you permit to influence.
37:18It's simple.
37:20Analyze and think about who do you permit to influence you?
37:25And I have looked back and reviewed, again, it's like, weigh the fruit out of it, you know?
37:31I've had seasons on my faith journey where, you know, I've been in that group in the 70s
37:37and the 80s that was kind of very authoritarian fundamentalist.
37:41I then was sort of in a evangelical, sort of pro-charismatic environment for a season, an
37:49NAR season.
37:52Now I'm analyzing all of them and I'm weighing the fruit of each season.
37:55And I'm looking back on them, right?
37:58And I'm going, you know what?
37:59I really don't see a lot of good fruit out of a lot of it.
38:05I just don't.
38:07And it's one of the things that's happening.
38:10You know, the billion Catholics who are happy today because there's a new photo today as
38:15we're doing this recording.
38:18You know, there are a billion Catholics, billion plus Catholics out there.
38:22And one of their philosophies is that they're centered in tradition because they're very slow
38:32and steady to change anything.
38:34Very, very slow and steady.
38:36Well, the Pentecostals are the exact opposite of that.
38:39Change everything as fast as you can.
38:41You know, if it ain't broke, fix it and do it right now.
38:46So in the NAR movement, it's, you know, there's a breakthrough today.
38:50There's a, you know, oh boy, there's stars are aligning before, you know, golly, we've
38:56got, you know, these clouds in the sky that this is a sign, you know, and it's, and everything
39:01that's in shifts in a dime instantly.
39:04And there are theological implications of that in the NAR because it feeds into a lot of gullible
39:11people that there are a lot, a lot, a lot, a lot of gullible people that are tied into
39:18the charismatic slash NAR Pentecostal world.
39:26And again, I'm not trying to parse them.
39:28I'm sort of bundling them up, but there's a high degree of gullibility.
39:32There's a high degree of trust and they need to sit back, raise their hand and say, why
39:36did I permit that pastor?
39:38Why did I permit that elder?
39:40Why did I permit that so-called prophet on the stage?
39:43Why did I permit that person on TV to influence me?
39:48And I'm asking for people to wake up, grow up, be an adult, put on your own pants and your
39:55own boots, rise up and say, you know what?
40:00They don't have a right to speak into my life.
40:03They just don't.
40:04I've permitted them.
40:05I've granted them that privilege.
40:07They don't have a divine right to it.
40:09They don't.
40:12And frankly, you can, if you feel so led to kind of push back, then go find a group of
40:20other genuine truth seekers out there, like John, and start asking questions about why,
40:27why do I believe this?
40:28Why have I been practicing this?
40:30And you're going to find that when you review your history, you know, I go back to my Catholic
40:35days as a farm boy in Kansas, and I can see good and bad in what I, my theology.
40:42I can go to that next chapter of life.
40:44I can see good and bad.
40:46I can go to the next, and I can analyze those.
40:48And really the goal then is eat the chicken, spit out the bones.
40:52But the problem with a lot of this modern day Pentecostal money-driven stage performing
40:59microphone profit stuff is that like you, I've heard you say, man, the water was so filthy.
41:07I didn't think there was anything redemptive left in the bathtub.
41:11You know, it was so muddy.
41:13Now, I'm, I'm a, I'm an advocate for people hearing and experiencing promptings of the
41:21spirit, the prophetic of the spirit in their lives.
41:24I'm, I'm an advocate for it, but I'm not an advocate for all of this other nonsense they're
41:31doing.
41:31And frankly, I'm a critic of the very thing that I do.
41:36I'm a critic of it.
41:38That's why I, that's why I'm very careful.
41:40I write things down.
41:41I record it.
41:43I tell people.
41:44And if I'm wrong, then I fess up to it.
41:47So I think we need more scrutiny in that.
41:50It's not just, we need discernment.
41:53Frankly, I just think that a lot of these guys have been raised in that old Oklahoma money
41:59grubbing stage performance mentality.
42:02And now it's bled over into the C. Peter Wagner school and, you know, that, that whole group.
42:09Look, I know Chuck Pierce.
42:10I know Judge Sheets.
42:12I know a bunch of these people, right?
42:14I know them.
42:15There's some good in them.
42:16There's some not so good in them.
42:18But I can tell you one thing I don't like is I don't, I really don't appreciate the elitist
42:23authoritarianism that's there.
42:25That we've got it right.
42:27We, we've got a corner on the word of God.
42:29It's we're the prophets hearing from God.
42:32We're, we're hearing.
42:34We're hearing who the next president's going to be and you need to listen to us.
42:37And I'll tell you, it really irritated me immensely.
42:41If you go back in time a few years ago, when it was round two for Donald Trump, Donald Trump.
42:48Oh, the, all the prophets, all the, the, the predictive prophets, they were all out there
42:53and they're into secondhand smoke.
42:56The first one says, Oh, Trump's for sure going to get in in that prior cycle.
43:00Oh, he's in and secondhand smoke.
43:03They all start saying it before long, the entire cadre all said Trump is going to be
43:09elected directly into a second term.
43:11Trump, Trump, Trump.
43:12This is the way it's going to go.
43:13And I'm telling you, John, it burned me up inside because I went, no, this is secondhand
43:19smoke.
43:20This is not true.
43:22And, but who would listen to me?
43:24Nobody.
43:25They don't care.
43:26They don't care because they don't want somebody to discern it.
43:29They don't want, they don't want, they don't want another voice challenging that.
43:35So that's some of the stuff that I've been through in recent days that has really, you
43:40know, gotten under my skin and kind of opened me up to say, Hey, I'm going to throw my name
43:46in the hat too.
43:46I'm, I'm tired of the, I'm tired of it.
43:49You know, you made a point that Bob Scott likes to make.
43:52It's not on just the leadership, although all of this does make you angry.
43:56Like you said, but there is a responsibility on the people who are joining into these leaders.
44:03He, he's brought that out several times in his podcast.
44:06And I want to make sure that I emphasize that because what I heard you say really resonated.
44:11There comes a point in time in everybody's life, whether you're a victim, whether you're
44:16under the mind control of the cult, whatever it is.
44:19I have a strong feeling that some of the larger movements have with this authoritarian component
44:26have a level of mind control.
44:29And when people escape that, they say, Oh, I was blinded.
44:31And I was under this thing that I didn't know who I was or what I was.
44:35And I left it, but I was under the same thing.
44:38And I was, I was born and raised under the same thing.
44:43So from birth, I was told that if this man said the sky is green, my eyes must not be
44:48able to see the blue.
44:49That's the way it works.
44:51However, there comes a point in everybody's life.
44:55Whenever you're in that type of system, when that burning question starts to hit you and
45:00you start to think, well, what is this?
45:03Is this real?
45:04Do I really, are my eyes really messed up and I can't see the green skies?
45:09Is it really blue?
45:10And you start to go through that, but you have to make a conscious decision to suppress
45:14it.
45:15And I, I strongly feel that even if, even the people who are in cults who are under the
45:20mind control, there's a point in Dr. Hassan, Dr. Stephen Hassan mentions this in his book.
45:26There's a cult identity that suppresses your authentic self.
45:29However, your authentic self does surface whenever your guards go down, when your cult
45:35guards go down.
45:36I've experienced that whenever I was in the cult, my guards went down.
45:40I started feeling my authentic self and realizing that something just doesn't feel right, but
45:45then you actively, consciously suppress it.
45:49So I feel that there is a responsibility on the people who are in these type of systems
45:53to wake up and just critically think, ask some questions, you know.
45:57However, I understand that there's that fear of asking questions because that's another
46:03component that they have introduced into the whole movement.
46:06You can't ask questions.
46:08If you do, you're actually questioning God, my brother and my sister.
46:12You're doing the devil's work when you do this.
46:16And for that, that really, like you said, that angers me.
46:19The issue that I think was attractive, where am I culpable even in my past?
46:26Well, number one, I have a teachable spirit, which means I'm open.
46:31I'm open to suggestion.
46:33I'm open to leadership.
46:34I'm opening myself up, right?
46:36So I'm not putting up a fierce brick wall up front.
46:39I'm willing to be led.
46:42But I also found that the pseudo family that is developed in a passionate Christian community
46:55can override that conscious mind because you want to be accepted.
47:02You want to be loved.
47:03You want to be appreciated.
47:05So there's a desire, there's a searching for significance that's found in those relationships
47:11that can cause you to suppress the and overrule, abrogate some of those other things that,
47:19you know, just aren't right.
47:20Like, I really shouldn't, I shouldn't listen to what this elder teacher, pastor, prophet,
47:27apostle is saying.
47:28I shouldn't listen to them.
47:30But I also enjoy the community I'm in, and I don't want to rock the boat.
47:33So there's that social dynamic that keeps you in it.
47:38The group that I was, that I started out this journey describing was one that was based on
47:44college kids age, you know, 18 to young 20s.
47:48They're away from their family at home.
47:51They create like a pseudo family, a new family that is spiritually passionate, loving, you eat
47:57meals together.
47:58And what they did was that they controlled the bandwidth of your life.
48:02You had no free time.
48:03You might've been a college student, but you were a part-time college student because you
48:08had church meetings on Sunday morning, Sunday night, Wednesday night, Friday night, Bible
48:14studies, you know, early morning rise ups, you know, whatever.
48:18There was a, there was an authoritarian model that was set that said that in order to be pleasing
48:25to God, you had to do all of these works.
48:27Everything had to be performance oriented.
48:30And I think a lot of people get involved in groups where it becomes a pseudo family for
48:36them.
48:37And therefore they set their logical mind aside and they just go, well, I don't have to think
48:42about those tough questions.
48:44I don't even have to think about, you know, is Mike Bickle ever possibly a sexual predator
48:51in the past?
48:52You know, I don't even have to think about that.
48:54You know, I can set it aside.
48:56I've had instances, John, where I've, where I've been called upon to go see ministers with
49:08promptings that the spirit's given me for them, including people that were prominent
49:14and would go tell them specifically, let's say, information I got in a dream about them.
49:20And I would go tell them.
49:23And I've had examples of people who should not have been in on the platform.
49:30And one in particular, I told him and he was blowing and going.
49:35And I said, the first, you know, first time I met him, I said, I really feel strongly that
49:39you're out of God's will and that you really ought to consider stepping down and becoming
49:44an itinerant minister.
49:46Long story short, that came true.
49:49And it came true because of exposure of a really horrible pattern of sin in his life.
49:56And so I think these, what we need to do is we need to be willing to admit where we're
50:05weak, where we're at fault.
50:06Why have we followed somebody?
50:08Why have we given them our ear?
50:12And then wake up someday and just go, you know, it was a privilege to grant you that.
50:17I'm taking it back.
50:19And so for me, I started this review of life at the end of 2019.
50:26And it was right before COVID hit.
50:28And I worked on COVID.
50:29I did research on COVID and treatments for COVID.
50:32And boy, did I ever, as a scientist working in biomedical research, have to sink deep into
50:40be very careful of who you listen to, of who you trust.
50:45And that's a whole nother, boy, that's a whole nother episode another day.
50:51Yeah, I'll bet it is.
50:52I can't even imagine being in that.
50:54COVID impacted me greatly.
50:56But so all of this said, we've talked about all of the bad things that are going on and
51:03how upset we are that people are taking advantage of other people.
51:08Let's flip it over.
51:09What advice would you give to people who are being taken advantage of?
51:13I would seek wise counsel from family or a trusted outside ministry.
51:19Go elsewhere.
51:20Look elsewhere.
51:22If you're stuck in a denominational cocoon, then reach outside of it.
51:29Okay.
51:29Go to somebody who is an elder, a counselor, somebody outside of that denomination.
51:36I call it a cocoon.
51:37You're wrapped in there.
51:37And, you know, you can't get out.
51:40You can't break free.
51:41You're like mummified in it.
51:43So look outside of it.
51:44And also look to the advice of those who are known for wisdom.
51:48People who understand the book of Proverbs, people who get what wisdom is and discernment,
51:54hang out with them.
51:55So associate outside of that denomination and with wise people.
52:00That I would do.
52:01The other thing I would do is say, put yourself out there in ministry.
52:05Put yourself out.
52:06Engage.
52:08Use your own gifting and calling to the best of your knowledge and become active in some
52:14new form of ministry.
52:16Find a new avenue of ministry.
52:19For me, the last eight years, I teach women who have at the Love Lady Center in Birmingham,
52:26Alabama.
52:26It's the nation's largest faith-based recovery center.
52:31We have women coming out of incarceration and substance abuse.
52:36And so every week, I'm there teaching them.
52:41And I'm teaching them in an environment that isn't my church.
52:44It's outside of that.
52:46And I absolutely love it.
52:48So I'm getting to use, you know, to him whom much is given and much is required.
52:52So I know the Bible.
52:54I teach intro to the Bible.
52:57I teach women of the Bible.
52:59I teach classes to women that are far less fortunate than me.
53:04They've not had the privileges of life that I've had.
53:06So I invest in them.
53:08And I find there's something really nice and warming of your heart that when you tie back
53:16into that Isaiah 58 principle of, you know, it's really about the widow and the orphan
53:21and the poor and focus, get away from the platform ministry and the events.
53:27And I'm going to go chase the next rain cloud to Lakeland, Florida or to Toronto.
53:33I mean, stop this stuff.
53:35Just stop it.
53:37You know, the Holy Spirit is resident in believers, in us.
53:43I don't need to go to Lakeland, Florida to experience the Holy Spirit.
53:47I don't need to go to Toronto, Canada to experience.
53:50Look, I've been all over.
53:52I've been to big, big, big meetings in Africa and India, huge meetings.
53:56I can tell you what, I can get more joy in the presence of the Holy Spirit, hanging out
54:01with 50 women who are former drug addicts.
54:05On Mondays, then I can get in a rally of 500,000 people in Africa.
54:13Okay?
54:14The Holy Spirit is active and working in the lives of these folks.
54:19And it's not some stage performance.
54:21So, those are my practical steps.
54:24Well, all of that resonates with me.
54:26As we've discussed a little bit before the show, I like real people.
54:31I like to talk to people who are not afraid to express their opinion, even if it differs
54:36than mine, and who are genuine people.
54:39I have a real problem after having grown up in this mess that I was in, being around people
54:46who aren't genuine.
54:48You can immediately see it.
54:49You can read it.
54:51And what's funny is, as we were trying to determine what is our pathway after leaving,
54:57which church do we join?
54:58What's funny is, you would go into a church, and you could read it off of the pastors.
55:03You could go in and say, this is a genuine guy.
55:05I can really resonate with him.
55:07I may not agree with all of his doctrine, but this person believes what he's saying.
55:13And then one of them we experienced, I was like, good Lord, man.
55:16Why is this guy doing this?
55:18He does not belong behind the pulpit.
55:21If you don't believe what you're saying, don't say it, man.
55:24So, I have a feeling that if people were to just put on that level of critical thinking,
55:30you can sense it.
55:32As a human, you can detect what another human is just putting on a show.
55:37The problem is, like we've harped on, and I won't continue, the problem is that so many
55:42people have got used to the show.
55:45So, I'll follow up and add to what you said.
55:48Get rid of the show, man.
55:49Christianity is not supposed to be entertainment, but we've turned it into that today.
55:53And it's just a mess that should have never been.
55:57But, thank you so much for doing this.
55:59Well, hey, it's been a real privilege to be with you, John.
56:03And thank you.
56:04Appreciate it.
56:05Well, if you've enjoyed our show and you want to share your story, you can check us out on
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56:09You can find us at william-branham.org.
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