- 5/23/2025
Sharifah Aleya pelakon, pengacara dan penyampai radio The LITE Breakfast, LITE FM sewaktu hadir menjayakan sesi temubual Sembang Wanita Xtra begitu bertenaga dan sangat segar sewaktu berbicara. Tak kisah berkongsi tentang kisah hidup dan kerjaya, pemilik nama sebenar Sharifah Aleya binti Syed Zainal Rashid Al-Yahya atau lebih mesra dengan panggilan Leya ini merupakan seorang wanita yang kuat bekerja.
Lahir dalam keluarga seni Leya yang juga kakak sulung dalam keluarga pandai bawa diri. Seorang yang peramah namun tegas dan garang!
Seronok berbual dengan Leya rupanya dalam keceriaan ada dirinya mengalami anxiety dan pernah diselubungi kemurungan. Namun dirinya bertuah kerana suami sangat memahami dan mengurangkan kesakitan yang dialami.
Menyentuh tentang keluarga, Leya kini bahagia melayari alam perkahwinan. Sangat bersyukur suami menerima anak kembarnya ibarat anak sendiri. Tak pernah membezakan anak tiri dan anak kandung.
#sembangwanitaxtra
#mingguanwanita #temansetiapwanita #wanita
Lahir dalam keluarga seni Leya yang juga kakak sulung dalam keluarga pandai bawa diri. Seorang yang peramah namun tegas dan garang!
Seronok berbual dengan Leya rupanya dalam keceriaan ada dirinya mengalami anxiety dan pernah diselubungi kemurungan. Namun dirinya bertuah kerana suami sangat memahami dan mengurangkan kesakitan yang dialami.
Menyentuh tentang keluarga, Leya kini bahagia melayari alam perkahwinan. Sangat bersyukur suami menerima anak kembarnya ibarat anak sendiri. Tak pernah membezakan anak tiri dan anak kandung.
#sembangwanitaxtra
#mingguanwanita #temansetiapwanita #wanita
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00:00Tindik hidung, calm down. It's not that deep.
00:04It's tindik hidung. That is it.
00:16Kembali semula kita di studio Sembang Wanita Extra.
00:19Dan hari ini, kita bersama dengan salah satu Sharifah punya adik-beradik.
00:25Itu Sharifah Alayah.
00:28Betul tak cara I pronounce you?
00:30Betul, betul. Fantastic.
00:32Fantastic bombastic the bomb.
00:34Maksudnya, you tak tahu kan reference tu sebab you muda gila kan?
00:37Maksudnya, you tak tahu kan reference tu sebab you muda gila kan?
00:38How old are you now?
00:3926.
00:40Oh my god, you're a baby.
00:41And you are?
00:42You are literally half my age.
00:44Oh no, no, no. Not half my age. I'm 42.
00:47Oh.
00:49Tapi tak nampak 42 eh. Itu yang penting.
00:51Alhamdulillah.
00:53Okay, how are you today?
00:55Feeling old.
00:57I may not look old but I don't feel old.
00:59But it's a lot.
01:00Alhamdulillah.
01:02It's okay now?
01:03Okay babe, you antara, you ada empat orang adik-beradik.
01:06Saya?
01:07Betul tak?
01:07Yes.
01:08You are the eldest.
01:09I am.
01:10Orang cakap kalau menjadi adik-beradik yang paling tua ni,
01:14paling sulung ni.
01:15Thank you.
01:16Selalunya dia bertanggungjawab dan garang.
01:19Fakta ataupun tidak?
01:20Dia separa fakta.
01:22Separa fakta?
01:22Separa je fakta tu.
01:24Dia apa, dua perkataan you guna tadi?
01:26Tanggungjawab, garang.
01:28Garang tu ya?
01:30Sekian.
01:32Tak payahlah kita ulas sangat pasal tanggungjawab tu.
01:35No, alhamdulillah berkat didekan ibu dan bapa saya,
01:42setakat mana yang mampu,
01:45saya boleh tahan bertanggungjawab jugalah.
01:48Tapi I'm,
01:51I'm chilled I guess.
01:52Kalau nak compare dengan my three younger sisters,
01:55I'm quite chilled in comparison.
01:58Saya pun bertanggungjawab sepakat yang macam,
02:01yang perlulah.
02:02Tapi kalau macam nak over bertanggungjawab yang macam like,
02:06I'm not the kind to call everybody everyday
02:09and then like, how are you?
02:10You dah makan ubat?
02:11Apa benda tu.
02:12I'm like, nyah.
02:13Nak apa, nak.
02:15Eh tapi bila kita tengok family you,
02:17in social media lah,
02:18you guys dalam muka serupa.
02:20Oh ya sayang.
02:21Pastu you guys look so close with each other.
02:23We are.
02:24Why you guys that close?
02:25We are, we are.
02:26Tapi you must understand apa yang di social media
02:29adalah apa yang fun dan apa yang happy.
02:32We are very close.
02:34So you bayangkan the,
02:36when bila you rapat dengan seseorang tu kan,
02:39dia punya happy tu best.
02:42Dia punya gembira tu seronok dikongsi.
02:45Tapi bila dia bergaduh,
02:47bila ada tak puas hati,
02:49bila ada perasaan geram tu,
02:52you bayangkan lah.
02:52Masih ada ya?
02:53Of course.
02:55Kita jarak usia,
02:56I dengan Amani 3 tahun.
02:59Jarak usia Amani dengan Alisha 7 tahun.
03:01Alisha dengan Ariana 2.
03:04So we are close and close.
03:06So berdua ni bergaduh punya, sayang punya.
03:11Berempat ni pun bergaduh punya, sayang punya.
03:14Bersayang, apa itu.
03:16But here's the thing lah,
03:17orang cakap macam bila adik-beradik perempuan ni,
03:19lagi banyak gaduh daripada sayang selalunya.
03:22I think we're balanced.
03:24Oh really?
03:24Ya, I would have to say.
03:26Better be lah, I'm the oldest kan.
03:28Berani gaduh depan Kat Lea.
03:31Berani lebih-lebih.
03:33I told you, garang is yes.
03:34Garang is yes.
03:35Garang in what sense sebenarnya?
03:38I lebih suka kalau adik-beradik I menjaga diri,
03:44dan menjaga tata tertib antara satu sama lain
03:49dan my parents, adik-beradik and parents juga.
03:54So ya, I mean, I'm garang in the sense yang
03:58you need to look after yourself lah.
03:59Why would you do something silly if it's going to affect you?
04:03You know, your mental health, your physical health or whatever.
04:06I'm that kind of garang.
04:08Okay, perkara silih apa yang adik-beradik you pernah buat?
04:11Normal things lah, like macam,
04:14I'm the kind yang macam dulu masa sekolah menengah,
04:19Alisha and Ariana join the cheerleading.
04:22Okay, okay.
04:24Lepas tu berangan nak berterbangan begitu-begini, begitu-begini.
04:28So Alisha fell and cut her dagu.
04:32Sis, berapa stitches, I dah tak ingat dah.
04:34I blocked it out of my memory, okay.
04:36And when I found out later.
04:38So bila, when I found out,
04:39daripada like, I'm that kind yang macam,
04:42Are you okay? Oh my poor baby.
04:44Muat lagi, muat lagi, muat lagi.
04:46I'm macam tu.
04:47I'm that kind of garang.
04:49That kind of,
04:50Ya, faham.
04:51You're not gymnastics, you're like cheerleader.
04:55Tapi kau jatuh, adik.
04:56Kau jatuh.
04:57Kau jatuh berjahit, adik.
04:59Kau jatuh berjahit.
05:00Berdarah, adik.
05:01Berdarah, adik.
05:01Kau pun putih.
05:03Nampak, kan?
05:04Tapi tak nampak lah, alhamdulillah, kan?
05:06But yeah, stuff like that lah, I'm garang.
05:08I mean like, you're coming from,
05:10parents you pun orang yang daripada industri seni, betul tak?
05:14Yes.
05:14Okay, pasal awak cakap tadi pasal awak marah kalau mereka tak jaga diri sendiri.
05:17Pasal orang cakap macam industri seni ni,
05:20selalunya Leah semuanya.
05:22Leah?
05:23Oh, yeah, well.
05:26I...
05:27Comment apa, you?
05:30Okay.
05:34Pesanan penaja.
05:35Pesanan penaja?
05:35Quite literally.
05:37Quite literally, kan?
05:40I...
05:41Sorry, what was your question?
05:43Sneeze threw me off.
05:46I mean like, you're coming daripada keluarga industri seni.
05:49Right, oh okay, sorry.
05:51Mostly Leah.
05:52I have no right to say that.
05:55I have no right to say that or to believe that even.
05:58Nampak tak confident?
05:59Confident.
06:00Placing kaki, kan?
06:01Sila.
06:02Sila.
06:03Buat apa-apa yang nak buat.
06:04Memang simpoh terus.
06:07Apa nama ni?
06:08I...
06:10Tak ada hak nak labelkan siapa-siapa,
06:13baikpun dalam industri ataupun di luar industri sebagai Leah.
06:16Because I think all of us,
06:18especially kalau membesar
06:21in any
06:23modern city or metropolitan city or satellite.
06:27Once upon a time, where I grew up was considered a satellite town or something like that.
06:32Mandar Satellite.
06:33So, anybody who grew up there, we had...
06:37Of course, manusia kan, kita nak belajar benda yang betul dan kadang-kadang
06:44belajar macam-macam dan kadang-kadang cara kita
06:48pelajari
06:50tak semestinya yang
06:53mengikut jalan yang terpaling lurus.
06:57And I think that's normal for everybody.
07:00But like it's, you always hear this, it's not the...
07:05Sometimes,
07:07it's not how you start,
07:09it's how you finish.
07:11Right? How you end it. So,
07:13I wouldn't say the industry lebih Leah ke,
07:16atau tak Leah ke, I mean to each its own.
07:19If that's how you need to learn your
07:21lesson in life, insyaAllah,
07:23that is how you're going to learn your lesson in life.
07:25So, you know, so macam
07:27each person has their journey lah.
07:30Betul. Macam awak sendiri, macam mana awak nak
07:32make sure yang you ground yourself,
07:34macam not to terlampau.
07:37Ha, awak sendiri?
07:39I dah tak larat, sis.
07:41So, I nak hua apa dah tak larat.
07:44Ha, macam tu. Tak mampu.
07:47Ha, macam nak nyanyi dah dia tak mampu.
07:50Nak nyanyi pun dah tak mampu, bek.
07:52Ha, siapa terdepan.
07:54Yes, I'm just really tired.
07:57I prefer to focus on my
08:00children. My daughters are also teenagers now.
08:03So, I have to focus a lot about grounding
08:05them, keeping them grounded as well.
08:08But tu tanggungjawab, yes, I take a bit seriously.
08:11And I have to keep my boys grounded as well
08:13because I want to raise men
08:16who any woman would feel lucky to have.
08:20You know, any woman, as colleagues, as husbands,
08:24as brothers.
08:26So, yeah.
08:29Yeah, so I focus ground,
08:31that's how I stay grounded, insyaAllah.
08:34And also, that lah.
08:36My family is very grounded sebenarnya.
08:39Ikut maknya lah.
08:40Bah!
08:42My, what, my kids ikut mak dia?
08:45Not really.
08:47Kita orang ikut my mum, pun not really juga.
08:51Kita, we allow ourselves.
08:53Ada masa tu, bolehlah kita berangan-angan.
08:55And kita, you know, we go a bit nuts.
08:58Amongst ourselves, it's fine.
08:59But then, yeah, insyaAllah, that's all infant.
09:03But we know when to stop,
09:07when to slow down, when to chill.
09:10You grow up dekat dalam family industri ni,
09:13you pun masuk dalam industri ni sejak berkecil lagi.
09:15You punya adik-beradik pun sama.
09:18Yes.
09:18Kan?
09:19You punya anak, ikut tak jejak langkah you?
09:21So far, macam tak.
09:24Oh, really?
09:25Yeah, I mean, they...
09:26Not even one?
09:27Ada, ada.
09:29Both my daughters ada,
09:34have appeared in some macam short films.
09:37Yeah, one was with Amani.
09:39Okay.
09:40Allah, apa?
09:41Jangan cakap, jangan apa-
09:43I can't remember the title of her short film
09:46that I was involved in as well.
09:47Yeah.
09:48And my brother-in-law, Ali Alasri.
09:51He was involved in that as well.
09:52So, it's quite cute.
09:53And it was directed by Amani.
09:55Oh, no wonder.
09:56Yes, and Alisha and Ariana were part of the production.
09:59So, yeah, that was...
10:01Benda-benda macam tu, yeah.
10:02And of course, let them rasa,
10:06let them have that channel to express themselves
10:11and so on and so forth.
10:13Plus, zaman sekarang, we TikTok.
10:15Betul.
10:16And Instagram and what not.
10:18I mean, like, if you want to express yourself,
10:19you can express yourself.
10:20You have that freedom, right?
10:21So, yeah.
10:23So, I think they're okay.
10:24Dia dapat rasa sikit-sikit sedia lah.
10:26Bolehlah, kan?
10:27For now.
10:28Plus, also, I don't think that's what they want.
10:31That's not their endgame.
10:33My daughter, Sorang, is very sporty.
10:36Okay.
10:37And that's all she wants to do half the time.
10:41And the other one is more artistically inclined.
10:47She prefers dance and music and painting.
10:53You're second daughter lah?
10:54No, she's...
10:55Technically, she's the first born.
10:58Only by a minute lah.
11:00Dia nombor satu by one minute.
11:01One minute later, nombor dua dah keluar.
11:02So, you know, yeah.
11:04So, yes.
11:04So, both of them are...
11:08They have their own goals lah.
11:09And I bukan jenis yang macam...
11:12Tak ada, tak ada, tak ada.
11:12Ikut family business.
11:13Tak ada jenis.
11:14Family business.
11:15Family business.
11:16Tak adalah macam family business.
11:18Kita orang ni tak payah nak fikir...
11:19Semua pelakon berlakon, teater, semua ni.
11:21Tak payah nak fikir finance sangat, kan?
11:23Itu kerja Alaysha.
11:25Itu kerja Sharifah Alaysha.
11:26Dapat duit, finance semua kerja Alaysha.
11:28Itu semua kerja Alaysha.
11:30Kakak-kakak semua dah tak pandai ni?
11:31Tak pandai.
11:33Bukan tak pandai ni, tak pandai langsung.
11:36Meskong.
11:36Gitulah.
11:37Dia macam gitulah, kan?
11:39Tapi Alaysha dengan Riana, at.
11:43Dia bukan meskong dah.
11:43Dia at, at, at.
11:46Dia pandai lah.
11:47They're brilliant.
11:48They're really, really brilliant.
11:49And with my sisters,
11:53it was more of encouraging them
11:55because they were brilliant dari kecil, you know?
12:01So, macam...
12:03And diorang dah macam dah inclined
12:05and diorang nak buat.
12:06So, my parents sangat-sangat menyokong
12:11and membantu mana yang boleh
12:15in order for them to further shine
12:16because they're really brilliant.
12:18They're really, really brilliant.
12:19When it comes to brilliant in studying ke?
12:22Well, because they chose performing arts, right?
12:24So, of course, they were brilliant.
12:26But also, in the way they expressed themselves,
12:28the way they told the story.
12:30With my daughters and my sons,
12:33they're brilliant too.
12:34But that's not what they want right now.
12:37So, I'm going to focus on what they want to do
12:40and insyaAllah, I will support them to be brilliant
12:43in what you want to do.
12:45My boys are so into football.
12:46Okay, now.
12:47Right now.
12:48So, you selalu pergilah match dia?
12:50Yeah.
12:51Awal.
12:54Awal pagi.
12:55Awal pagi betul ni.
12:57Haa, gitu ni.
12:58Haa, betul.
12:58Kejap-kejap kena stay back.
13:00Haa, so, okeylah.
13:02Oh, Mummy, this player that.
13:04This player kena exchange.
13:05Mana Mummy nak tahu?
13:08No, nama kamu pun kadang-kadang
13:10Mummy boleh tersasul.
13:11Kamu nak Mummy ingat player Barcelona.
13:13Memang idor lah, ya.
13:15Idor lah, tak lalu dong.
13:17Terima kasih.
13:18Ya, macam tu.
13:19Okay, you ada empat orang anak?
13:20Ya, saya.
13:22Dua daripada itu, daripada perkahwinan pertama.
13:24Yes, saya.
13:25So, you got remarried in?
13:27Ya.
13:29I'm sorry, sayang.
13:29I remember this.
13:312014.
13:32I got remarried in 2014.
13:35No, wait.
13:37Yes, I got married in 2014.
13:38Because my son, Ali, was born on the 9th of January 2015.
13:48I got married on the 11th of January 2014.
13:53Okay.
13:53So, we celebrated the birth of my son
13:56two days before our first year anniversary.
13:58Oooh.
14:00Tepat sekali ya, pemilihan tarikh tu.
14:02Alhamdulillah.
14:04But when, kalau boleh, I tanya lah.
14:05When you got remarried kan,
14:06macam mana you punya husband punya reaction
14:10bila you dengar ada anaknya dua orang?
14:13He was lovely, Alhamdulillah.
14:15I think hubungan suami saya dengan anak-anak saya
14:23with my girls has been wonderful from the get go.
14:31Ya, they've always, especially, and like,
14:37okay, you may not believe me,
14:39tapi saya akan confused kadang-kadang nama anak-anak.
14:45Okay.
14:46Anak lelaki saya pun sama, okay?
14:49So, like, Ayan saya panggil Ali, Ali saya panggil Ayan.
14:51So, Azhar dan Aisyah pun Aisyah.
14:53Saya panggil Aisyah, Aisyah pun saya panggil Aisyah.
14:55And kadang-kadang, I can have full conversations in the kitchen.
14:58Dia macam masuk, okay, Aisyah, saya macam ni, macam ni, macam ni.
15:00Okay, okay.
15:02Mummy, I'm Aisyah.
15:03Allah.
15:04But girl, that's what mothers do.
15:05Yes, faham.
15:07Ya, that's what mothers do.
15:09My husband tak pernah.
15:10Oooh.
15:11Tak pernah salah.
15:13Suara.
15:14Suara pun dia kenal?
15:15Suara pun dia kenal.
15:16And these are identical twins.
15:19Suara pun dia akan tahu.
15:21Dia macam, they'll be in the back seat of the car.
15:25And then, borak-borak.
15:27And then, ya, Azhar, lepas tu,
15:29Baba, how you know it was me?
15:31Aa, he's like, please.
15:35Please.
15:36Dia punya reaction kan, please.
15:37Please, I'm not your mother.
15:38Ya, please.
15:41Don't question me.
15:42I don't like to take care.
15:43Ya, but it's always been that way.
15:45That way, ya.
15:46And they've been very accepting of each other.
15:48It was very natural kind of thing, you know.
15:51Ya, so alhamdulillah, there lah.
15:53It wasn't, tak adalah adjustment sangat.
15:57Kalau ada adjustment pun, I tak nampak.
15:59Okay, faham.
16:00Tak adalah di meruntan,
16:02like, macam mana I not kena,
16:05you know, like, look after wife and to it.
16:07Tak ada.
16:08I never felt that.
16:10I tak pernah rasa,
16:13I, ataupun anak-anak I,
16:15Orang asing.
16:16Membebankan.
16:18Macam mana you jumpa suami you, eh?
16:20We actually were friends.
16:22We met and became friends during a musical.
16:29We were both in a musical ensemble.
16:33It was called Terima Kasih Cinta.
16:35Okay.
16:35It was at Istana Budaya.
16:372010.
16:412010, ya.
16:43End of 2010, masuk 2011.
16:45Ke end of, ya, 2010.
16:48Ya.
16:49Yes, because I still had my braces on.
16:50Yes.
16:51So, we became friends and then we just continued to be friends.
16:55Four years of perkenalan and then you guys kahwin.
16:58Four years?
16:59Ya.
16:59Eh, no, no, no.
16:592010?
17:00No, no, no.
17:002014?
17:01No, no, no, no.
17:02Tak, kita berkawan, like, berkawan ramai-ramai ensemble lah.
17:06And then, later, after dah nyongkang macam ramai.
17:10And then, only berkawan.
17:12Ha, Cinta.
17:13Ha, berkawan.
17:16Disclaimer.
17:17Ha, yes, please.
17:19Berkawan secara, secara, secara rasmi, ha.
17:23You know.
17:25Tapi sebelum tu memang kita berkawan, like, there's a big group of us.
17:28We had, like, so many lah.
17:32Ya, there were so many of us.
17:34How many of us?
17:34We were, like, 14 of us in the ensemble.
17:37Yang macam akan, like, we continue to hang out.
17:41Even after the production habis.
17:44And it was, like, a whole month of rehearsals.
17:47And a whole two weeks, three weeks of staging.
17:53Month, month and a half.
17:54So, you know, like, kawan and then continue to kawan, kawan, kawan.
17:57And later, macam, later bila dah bye-bye.
18:01The first one tu dah sorted, dah settle.
18:03Baru macam, eh, awak ni macam comel, like.
18:07Eh, macam tu.
18:08Ha, macam tu.
18:09Bermulaan titik-titik cinta.
18:13Awak memang, awak memang, suara awak memang sedap.
18:18Sebab kita, kan, we were in a musical.
18:20So, we heard each other sing every day sampai muak, okay.
18:24Ambil part ni, ambil part tu.
18:25Because we were ensemble.
18:26So, we weren't singing the main part.
18:28So, we were, like, okay, take this part, take this part.
18:29Okay, okay, okay.
18:30So, like, practice every day, every day.
18:32Then, tapi tak perasan, tak ada onda, kan.
18:35Later baru, like, macam, actually.
18:37Suara awak sedap juga, eh.
18:40Suara awak macam comel, eh.
18:42Nah, nasib baik baru perasan.
18:46Macam tu.
18:49Don't judge me, ha.
18:50Sisa.
18:52That's how I met your father.
18:54Yes.
18:55That's how I met your father.
18:57And then later, that's how I.
19:00Ha, juga.
19:01Permulaannya, begitu.
19:04Okay, orang tengok awak sebagai penyampaian radio,
19:06seorang yang sangat bubbly.
19:08Dekat social media pun orang nampak awak macam bubbly.
19:10Oh, really?
19:11Adakah awak seorang yang bubbly?
19:14Ataupun sebenarnya ada lagi,
19:15apakah penampilan awak yang orang tak tahu?
19:18Syarifah Ali ada sebenarnya.
19:19I, tak tahulah kalau bubbly ke.
19:23Okay, dalam banyak-banyak perkataan-perkataan
19:26yang selalu dilengkapkan dengan se-eko, se-
19:29Syarifah Alia.
19:30Se-blob, se-manusia Syarifah Alia ini,
19:35adalah bubbly,
19:40spunky,
19:44chill,
19:48friendly.
19:49Tapi pada masa yang sama,
19:52ada juga emosional,
19:56garang.
19:58Garang itu mesti ada.
19:59Sombong, ya.
20:00Apabila saya mula berlakon, saya dianggap sombong.
20:04Terima kasih, GarangCraft, kerana tidak pernah percaya.
20:08Rakan-rakan media, saya tak pernah percaya itu.
20:11Dia macam,
20:12Kau ni sombong ke dek?
20:14Tak.
20:14Ha, okay.
20:15Ha, dia accept.
20:16Alhamdulillah.
20:19Tapi, ha kan.
20:20Tapi kau nampak macam sombong.
20:21Tak, sumpah tak.
20:22Ha, tak.
20:23Ha, dia like, okay.
20:24Okay lah.
20:25So, ya, sombong.
20:29What?
20:30There's a difference kan between bebel and,
20:33what's that word?
20:34Another one.
20:37It's not bebel, it's what is it?
20:40Talkative.
20:41Ha, talkative.
20:42There's a difference between talkative and,
20:44and chatty.
20:46Okay, ha.
20:47The Malay reference also.
20:49Bebel and lagi satu, ala,
20:51bila you pandai bercakap,
20:53ataupun you laju, fasih bercakap.
20:56Apa eh?
20:57Apa eh?
20:58Apa eh?
20:59Ha, tak.
21:00Dia macam two sides of a coin lah.
21:02Dia macam, dia,
21:04So, it's,
21:06I am all of that.
21:08Oh, that's how you describe yourself lah.
21:10I think I am.
21:11I think that is how,
21:13I don't usually describe myself.
21:15Because like, what you see is what you get.
21:17So, but what you see is sometimes I am sombong,
21:20sometimes I am super bubbly,
21:23sometimes I'm a bit of a hermit.
21:25Okay.
21:26I promise you, I prefer to stay at home.
21:29Okay.
21:30Kalau boleh, I prefer to stay at home.
21:32But,
21:33if KRU were to have a concert,
21:37and kau expect aku tak pergi,
21:39memang kalau tak,
21:41make gila mood.
21:42Ha, macam tu.
21:43Ha, memang aku sampai lah.
21:45Tapi, I do prefer to stay at home.
21:47Ha, lepas dah sampai tu,
21:49nak keluar rumah tu,
21:50ya Allah, begitulah.
21:52Ha, bila sampai rumah pun nak macam,
21:54Ha, my God, that was great, but never again.
21:56Ha, macam tu.
21:58So, you're one macam,
21:59yang antara makcik-makcik yang ikat bandana pergi KRU lah.
22:02Oh, tidak, tidak.
22:03I tak pakai bandana.
22:04Tak pakai bandana.
22:05Ha?
22:06Tak pakai bandana.
22:07Sebab I was the zaman the baggy pants.
22:09Oh.
22:10And the super tight T-shirts.
22:13That was my 90s.
22:15Okay.
22:16Unfortunately, I'm 42.
22:18Ha, 42.
22:19And full on hijab.
22:20Okay.
22:21So, I cannot wear the tiny shirts,
22:22I cannot anymore.
22:23But, the baggy pants was there.
22:24Hmm.
22:25I still kept to the theme.
22:26Ha, tapi,
22:27the shirt was a bit loose lah.
22:29Ha, cannot lah.
22:32Okay, you said,
22:33you sendiri cakap,
22:34you seorang yang sangat bubbly.
22:35Antaranya bubbly.
22:36Sometimes.
22:37Sometimes, ya.
22:38Have you ever been,
22:39berada dekat tahap,
22:41yang mana you rasa,
22:42sedikit terendah dalam hidup you?
22:43Oh, ya.
22:45Ya, ya.
22:50Depression.
22:51Anxiety, ya.
22:52Ya.
22:53Which is,
22:56I can talk about it now.
22:57Yes.
22:58Since you talk about it now.
22:59Since you mentioned.
23:00Ya, because Alhamdulillah,
23:01I went to get help.
23:04And,
23:06I continue to go and get help,
23:08every time I need it.
23:09Whether it's therapy,
23:10medication or anything.
23:11I,
23:12I,
23:13get help.
23:14It took me a while to,
23:16to actually,
23:17nak pergi.
23:18To,
23:19mengaku yang,
23:20I ada.
23:21Depression.
23:22I ada masalah.
23:23Okay.
23:24What I'm feeling is not normal.
23:26You know how people say,
23:27it's normal to be sad sometimes.
23:29Ya, but this sad?
23:30Okay.
23:31Why?
23:32You know what I mean like,
23:33my life is kira okay right now.
23:35Why would I be sad?
23:37You know.
23:38So,
23:40it was,
23:41with the help and support of my,
23:43younger sisters,
23:44especially,
23:45who told me,
23:46okay you know what,
23:48you need to get help.
23:50So, let's,
23:51find you some help.
23:53So, they found for me and then,
23:54I went through it.
23:55I did the whole thing and everything.
23:56And ya,
23:57Alhamdulillah.
23:58And they're still supporting me until today.
24:00You know every now and then,
24:01we check up on each other and,
24:02you know we,
24:03like,
24:05therapy and whatever.
24:07We are each other's therapy sometimes.
24:09Kadang-kadang.
24:10So, ya you know,
24:11it's all,
24:13it's,
24:15it is,
24:17it's not normal to,
24:19to feel that sad.
24:21But it is normal to,
24:25well it should be made normal lah.
24:27It should be made normal to,
24:28want to ask for help.
24:31Or be allowed to ask for help.
24:33Kalau tak keberatan lah Kai,
24:36Bila yang you rasa,
24:37this is not normal?
24:39I mean, when does this happen?
24:41The timeline.
24:42Yang kelakarnya,
24:43it was before MCO.
24:45Like legit.
24:46It was before the first MCO,
24:48by about,
24:49seminggu, dua minggu,
24:51I got my diagnosis.
24:52And then after that,
24:53lockdown.
24:56I got, and then lockdown.
24:57So, I dah macam,
24:58what?
24:59This is not healthy.
25:02Aku baru di diagnosa.
25:04Dah kena kurung.
25:06But, Alhamdulillah,
25:07tu lah I cakap.
25:08Once, if you,
25:12dia balik kepada niat juga.
25:13Betul.
25:14You know, if you want to get help,
25:15not just for you,
25:16but the people around you,
25:17the people that you care for,
25:18the people that care for you,
25:19InsyaAllah,
25:21he will make it easier.
25:22InsyaAllah,
25:23he will make it easier.
25:24For you.
25:25So, MCO was not too bad.
25:27I mean, I had my children with me.
25:28You know, and,
25:31what I went through,
25:33was nothing in comparison
25:34to so many other Malaysians.
25:36Alhamdulillah.
25:38I will forever be in awe
25:40of so many other Malaysians,
25:42by the women,
25:44the men,
25:45the frontliners,
25:46the, you know,
25:48even,
25:49whatever that you went through,
25:51it's,
25:52you all are heroes in your own right.
25:55Betul.
25:56So, Alhamdulillah,
25:57that we got out of that,
25:58that we're finally out of that,
25:59also lah.
26:00It's hard kan,
26:01macam you terpaksa berlawan
26:03dengan you punya sakit,
26:04lepas tu,
26:05at the same time,
26:06you have to be a mother.
26:07Yeah.
26:08But, tu lah,
26:09I cakap,
26:10I am antara yang sangat-sangat,
26:13I selalu cakap tau,
26:15dia,
26:16tak,
26:17tak kira lah,
26:18dengan siapa-siapa pun,
26:19I selalu cakap,
26:20Allah has been so kind to me.
26:23He has been so kind to me,
26:25yang macam,
26:26kadang-kadang,
26:27I macam segan.
26:28You know what I mean?
26:29Tersegan.
26:31But, he has been so kind to me.
26:34Everything happened,
26:35timing,
26:36apa benda semua lah,
26:37macam when you think,
26:39that,
26:40ya Allah,
26:41kenapa aku?
26:42Then, dia macam,
26:44it's made clear.
26:46Sebab ni,
26:47so you kena buat macam ni,
26:48so you kena macam ni.
26:49You want survive ke tak nak?
26:50Nak kan?
26:51Macam ni.
26:52Dia macam tu.
26:53So, I mean,
26:54that's how I feel lah kan.
26:56So, Alhamdulillah,
26:57I'm always,
27:00tak lekang,
27:01Alhamdulillah.
27:02And,
27:03yes,
27:04he has been so kind to me.
27:05So,
27:06it's,
27:07it hasn't been too difficult lah.
27:09I know so many who have it worse.
27:11Betul.
27:12Ya.
27:13So, dari segi itu,
27:14saya sentiasa bersyukur insyaAllah.
27:16The first person
27:17that you seek for help,
27:18bila you rasa macam,
27:19you are not okay.
27:21Right now?
27:22Before that.
27:23The time you,
27:24rasa macam,
27:25this is not normal weh.
27:27Dia,
27:31if you selesa,
27:33bercakap pasal benda ni lah.
27:34Ya, ya,
27:35I'm okay.
27:36At that time,
27:37it was,
27:38my sisters lah.
27:39Ya,
27:40my sisters.
27:41I think they saw it.
27:42I'm not the kind yang macam,
27:45wait,
27:46kan ni,
27:47sedih lah.
27:48Sedih,
27:49sedih.
27:50You know,
27:51kita tahu sebenarnya.
27:52Kita tahu ada kemungkinan itu.
27:54Tapi like,
27:55sebab kita ni elders.
27:56Ya.
27:57Kita bertanggungjawab.
27:58Kita yang garang.
27:59Kita yang kena have it all together.
28:00Ya.
28:01You know,
28:02you're the professional.
28:03You know,
28:04you got all the kids.
28:05Cannot mengaku kalah.
28:07My sisters lah,
28:08dia macam,
28:09kau sakit ni weh.
28:11Pergi jumpa doktor boleh tak?
28:12Dia macam tu tau.
28:13So, like macam,
28:14a'ah lah eh,
28:15aku sakit.
28:16And this is,
28:17sakit lah.
28:18Kalau kau patah kaki,
28:19kau tak nak jumpa doktor.
28:21Kan?
28:22So, macam,
28:23so, ini pun,
28:24benda yang samalah.
28:25So, after,
28:26diorang dah macam like,
28:27dah dua tiga kali macam like,
28:29cuba je,
28:30cuba je,
28:31cuba je.
28:32It doesn't mean you're weak.
28:33It doesn't mean that you're weak.
28:35It doesn't mean that you're giving up.
28:36In fact,
28:37it means that you are taking
28:38that extra step
28:40towards betterment.
28:42So, ya,
28:43I,
28:44itulah.
28:45Tapi kalau,
28:46sekarang,
28:47I'm,
28:48like macam,
28:49if,
28:50the anxiety comes,
28:51or everything,
28:52it is,
28:53usually,
28:54and again,
28:55I say,
28:56sorry sayang,
28:57ya,
28:58he,
29:01tak tahulah apa,
29:02dia punya aura ke apa,
29:04tapi kalau nak tenang tu,
29:05itulah.
29:06Bawa ketiak lah.
29:07Orang itu,
29:08boleh,
29:09boleh.
29:10Ambil bau saja pun okay.
29:11Tenanglah,
29:12insyaAllah.
29:13Ya,
29:14he's always had that effect on me.
29:15Now, how are you?
29:16Is it getting better?
29:17I'm good,
29:18alhamdulillah,
29:19yes.
29:20It won't stay good all the time,
29:21but,
29:22it gets better,
29:23insyaAllah.
29:24InsyaAllah,
29:25it gets better.
29:27Not really tau.
29:28Not really ke?
29:29Ya,
29:30it's not really,
29:31because tu,
29:32I cakap,
29:33a lot of other people,
29:34suffer worse things,
29:35and they suffer,
29:36lagi teruk.
29:37Apa yang diorang rasa tu,
29:38lagi teruk.
29:39That's,
29:40that's why I keep it in my mind.
29:41So,
29:42I just say,
29:43alhamdulillah,
29:44for everything.
29:45You know,
29:46alhamdulillah,
29:47he's so kind to me.
29:48To some,
29:49orang cakap,
29:50depression ni alah,
29:51kau rasa sedih sebab kau duduk,
29:52terperap kat rumah je.
29:53Tapi,
29:54for those yang macam lalui dia kan,
29:55apa perasaan sedih tu,
29:57yang macam mana?
29:58Ke dia indescribable?
30:02It's,
30:03just,
30:04empty,
30:05hollow,
30:07berat,
30:09and you tak tahu kenapa berat,
30:11and you tak nak bergerak,
30:12and you tak nak bangun.
30:14You get to that point,
30:15tak nak bangun,
30:16terperap kat rumah.
30:17Tak nak bangun.
30:18Tak nak bangun,
30:19tak nak bangun.
30:20But, ya,
30:22it does get that heavy,
30:24it could get that heavy,
30:26but,
30:27sorry,
30:28please,
30:29if it does get that heavy,
30:31go and ask for help.
30:33Look for help.
30:34It's so important that you ask for help,
30:36because,
30:37you ask for help,
30:38because,
30:39that is,
30:40it's probably chemical,
30:41it's something,
30:42it's something.
30:43You know what I mean?
30:44Like I said,
30:45kalau you,
30:46if you stub your toe,
30:48if you have a flu also,
30:50dah menangis-nangis nak pergi jumpa doktor kan,
30:53yang macam pening kepala,
30:54sakit kepala.
30:55Yes.
30:56Because you need,
30:58you know,
30:59you need help.
31:00You need help.
31:01Don't be in denial for too long, right?
31:04Sometimes denial cannot be helped.
31:06In some cases kan,
31:07denial cannot be helped,
31:08it is an actual,
31:09it is an actual condition.
31:10So, but, ya,
31:11I mean like if,
31:14just,
31:16take that extra help,
31:17take that extra step.
31:19Itu je.
31:20Beranikan sikit lagi.
31:21Just minta tolong.
31:24Itu je.
31:25But,
31:26I'm speaking from my perspective,
31:28which is nowhere near,
31:30some of the cases that I've heard of,
31:33or I know of.
31:34So,
31:37selagi boleh,
31:39minta tolong.
31:40Minta tolong,
31:41minta bantuan.
31:42Jangan takut.
31:43And for those,
31:45for those yang macam,
31:46you perasan,
31:47the people close to you,
31:48betul.
31:49That they are going through something,
31:51don't ignore that.
31:53You know what I mean?
31:54Macam contoh,
31:55if I see you everyday,
31:57ada je something wrong.
31:58Tapi macam,
31:59takpelah,
32:00dia ada family dia.
32:01Or takpelah,
32:02dia ada.
32:03Aku pun ada masalah yang jelaskan.
32:04Ya.
32:05I'm telling you.
32:06And you,
32:07of course, it's valid,
32:08completely valid.
32:09Macam,
32:10aku pun ada masalah,
32:11tapi dia ni pun ada masalah juga.
32:12Betul.
32:13Don't ignore it.
32:14Just like,
32:15you don't have to be therapy.
32:16I don't have to be your therapist.
32:17I don't have to be,
32:18I tak payah bagi you diagnosis.
32:20Macam,
32:21I rasa you ni kan.
32:22Aku rasa kau ni depress.
32:23Kau ni depresi ni.
32:24Kau ni anxiety ni.
32:25Tak payah.
32:26Just,
32:27do you need help?
32:28Because I google hari tu kan.
32:30This place actually not too bad tau.
32:32Dia ada talk therapy.
32:34It's not too mahal.
32:35You know,
32:36maybe you,
32:37you know,
32:38it's fine you know.
32:39If you want me to teman you for the first check up,
32:40it's not a problem.
32:41Boleh je.
32:42You know what I mean?
32:43Just don't ignore it.
32:44Betul.
32:45You know,
32:46it makes such a difference.
32:47But you,
32:48and you are not expected to be like,
32:50I hold your hand,
32:51we go,
32:52get help.
32:53Tak payah.
32:54Just be there.
32:55Just be there.
32:56And just like,
32:57macam highlight lah juga.
32:58Because like,
32:59macam you cakap tadi lah,
33:00don't be in denial too long.
33:01Kadang-kadang denial tu adalah,
33:02Ada.
33:03Ya, ada.
33:04Ada dan akan linger kan.
33:05Betul.
33:06So,
33:07you sebagai orang luar ni,
33:08kalau you dah nampak benda tu,
33:09you pun boleh lah macam,
33:10jom.
33:11Jom.
33:12I teman you.
33:13I teman you.
33:14After that,
33:15you know,
33:16you're good.
33:17So,
33:18it just makes such a difference.
33:19Ya.
33:20Jujur lah.
33:21This is from the many,
33:22many cases that I've seen lah.
33:23Itu je.
33:24Okay.
33:25Enough of heavy topic.
33:26Okay.
33:28Bagus juga.
33:29Dia macam,
33:30Topic heavy,
33:31tapi kaki also heavy.
33:32Kaki also,
33:33so I have to rearrange.
33:34Okay.
33:35Alright.
33:36Ambil lah,
33:37Merah.
33:38Merah, of course.
33:39Okay.
33:40Syarifah Alia.
33:41Saya.
33:42Tiba-tiba muncul sebagai DJ Radio.
33:44Kembali.
33:45Kembali.
33:46Setelah 8 tahun.
33:47Ya.
33:48Berapa tahun ni?
33:498 eh?
33:51I stop masa beranak Ali.
33:54So, that was 2014.
33:56Kan?
33:57Ah, yes.
33:582014.
33:592014,
34:00I,
34:01was my last day.
34:0231st December 2014.
34:04And then,
34:05I came back to radio.
34:08That was on air.
34:09On air.
34:10Because after I stop,
34:11I still went back for production
34:13and whatever.
34:14So, okay.
34:15On air,
34:16as a penyampai,
34:18last day,
34:1931st December 2014.
34:21And then,
34:22I went back on air,
34:245th August of,
34:26last year was 2024.
34:28Wow,
34:2910 years weh?
34:302024.
34:3210 tahun ni?
34:33Oh.
34:34Sebenarnya?
34:35Ya.
34:36Tolak 2.
34:37Oh.
34:38Ya.
34:39Oh.
34:4010 years.
34:41How is it so far?
34:42It's fantastic.
34:44Like I said,
34:45it's very kandung.
34:47Allah is very kandung.
34:49Yes.
34:50Macam mana you dapat,
34:51tiba-tiba jadi pula,
34:53yang radio balik?
34:54Macam mana they called you?
34:55Kita ada 2,
34:57there's 2 versions of this okay.
34:59Because in my head,
35:02in my head,
35:03I went to Light FM,
35:05for an interview.
35:06Okay.
35:08The fact that,
35:09diorang ni berjaya dapatkan,
35:11all 5 of us,
35:12my mother,
35:13saya,
35:14Amani,
35:15Alisha and Ariana,
35:16in one studio,
35:17at one time,
35:19for a Mother's Day interview,
35:20was already,
35:21wow,
35:22hebat.
35:23Sangat.
35:24Tak pernah dibuat ni orang.
35:26Tak pernah dapat.
35:27We've never been able to collect,
35:29all 5 of us in one place,
35:31long enough,
35:32to be anything.
35:34And they got us to stay there,
35:35for about 2,
35:372 and a half hours.
35:38Wow.
35:39Ya.
35:40And so,
35:41while we were recording,
35:42adalah,
35:43because radio kan,
35:44it's a small world sebenarnya,
35:45so I jumpa lah,
35:46member-member lama.
35:47Okay.
35:48One of which was the producer,
35:49for the Light Breakfast.
35:50So,
35:51this is my version.
35:52I actually,
35:53tanya Keith,
35:54my producer,
35:55like Keith,
35:56kerja kosong ah?
35:57He's like,
35:58oh,
35:59we'll bring it up,
36:00we'll bring it up.
36:01Dia cakap 2 kali je.
36:02Tapi,
36:03their version pula,
36:04it's like,
36:05oh really?
36:06We didn't know that.
36:08Keith didn't tell us that.
36:09We thought you sounded really great,
36:11on air with Terry.
36:12Okay.
36:13Who did the interview.
36:15We thought you just,
36:16we just thought that you sounded really great,
36:17with Terry.
36:18That's why we were like,
36:19thinking whether it will work,
36:20and yeah.
36:21So yeah,
36:22there are 2 versions.
36:232 versions of stories.
36:242 versions,
36:25of how it is,
36:26I landed,
36:27I ended back in radio.
36:29So,
36:30dia berbalik kepada,
36:31Alhamdulillah.
36:32Alhamdulillah,
36:33ya Allah,
36:34baiknya kau.
36:35Ya,
36:36dia punya aturan tu,
36:37mashallah.
36:38So,
36:39dia masih bekerja lagi lah?
36:40Masih bekerja,
36:41corporate.
36:42Oh,
36:43wow,
36:44corporate?
36:45En.
36:46Syarifah ada corporate?
36:47En.
36:48Dia punya tak percaya,
36:49dia punya K hilang.
36:50En.
36:51Dia bukan Ken,
36:52dia En.
36:53Gila,
36:54okay.
36:55So,
36:56ya,
36:57dalam,
36:58so out of the 10 years,
36:59that I left,
37:00announcing.
37:01Okay.
37:02I think about,
37:033 years,
37:04I was still doing radio.
37:05So,
37:06that was,
37:087 years lah.
37:097 years lah.
37:10Give or take,
37:11was corporate.
37:12Hmm,
37:13deep,
37:14girl.
37:15That's not you.
37:17Oh my God.
37:18Tak nampak ni.
37:21Oh my God.
37:22So, ya,
37:23ya.
37:24It's alright lah,
37:25it's a learning experience.
37:267 years lah.
37:27I think,
37:28I learn something lah.
37:29During the 7 years,
37:30insya Allah,
37:31I learn something lah.
37:32So, how is it?
37:33Mencabar tak?
37:34After 7 years,
37:35kau tinggalkan,
37:36bidang,
37:37mengacara,
37:38lepas tu,
37:39masuk balik DJ Radio.
37:40I still did,
37:41some hosting here and there,
37:42did some emceeing,
37:43here and there.
37:44So, Alhamdulillah,
37:45it wasn't that,
37:46the whole,
37:47off the cuff,
37:48spontaneity,
37:49spontaneity of the whole thing,
37:50was still there.
37:51Alhamdulillah.
37:52But,
37:56when it came to,
37:59adjusting,
38:02ya,
38:03going back to the,
38:04researching,
38:05and what not,
38:06ya,
38:07it was macam,
38:08weh.
38:11It's been 7 years,
38:12of not doing this,
38:13so it was,
38:14actually,
38:15I felt like,
38:16macam,
38:17I'm back.
38:18This is where I belong.
38:20Sebenarnya.
38:21I did the whole,
38:22experimenting,
38:23I did the whole,
38:24trying something out.
38:25Now, I'm back.
38:27So, ya.
38:29Feels good lah, actually.
38:30It's been awesome.
38:31Macam,
38:32kalau you boleh describe really you,
38:33sebagai seorang penyampaian radio,
38:35you penyampaian radio yang macam mana?
38:36Oh, you?
38:39Yang berpendidikan kah?
38:41Yang hanya berbual-bual kosong saja kah?
38:43Oh, tidak lah.
38:44Bukan kosong.
38:45Kalau dulu,
38:46di radio berbahasa Melayu,
38:50I am,
38:53I,
38:54sangat,
38:56pentingkan,
38:58research,
38:59or like,
39:00finding out information,
39:02about the music,
39:04about the artist,
39:05about the,
39:07the whole process,
39:08of everything and everything.
39:09I did,
39:10I even did my own,
39:11little production of shows,
39:12and everything.
39:13Itu dulu.
39:14Now that I've been back,
39:15on radio,
39:17I feel like,
39:18I am,
39:23I,
39:24macam mana?
39:25I still have a bit of that,
39:27but at the same time,
39:28I'm more,
39:30I'm more comfortable,
39:32I don't know,
39:33I like to talk about stuff,
39:35discuss about stuff,
39:36because like,
39:37on The Light Breakfast,
39:38we talk about everything,
39:39like everything,
39:41from,
39:42laws,
39:43from,
39:45current,
39:46issues,
39:47current happenings,
39:48to,
39:49you know,
39:50like,
39:52what would you do,
39:53if you were,
39:54in this position?
39:55Or what would you do,
39:56if you were in that position?
39:57Yeah, so it's,
39:58it's a lot of things,
39:59but it's all conversational,
40:00and,
40:02I feel like,
40:03yes, that is,
40:04I am very conversational,
40:06I like to hear,
40:07stories of people,
40:08and I like to share as well,
40:10as much as I can share,
40:11you know what I mean?
40:12So yeah, but,
40:13so I'm,
40:14I guess that,
40:15I am conversational,
40:16I like to chat,
40:17like that.
40:18So you work as a corporate?
40:21No, no,
40:22now,
40:23now,
40:24I'm conversational,
40:25like that.
40:26Corporate okay,
40:27I was conversational also,
40:28I'm still doing comms,
40:30no matter how corporate,
40:31I'm still doing comms.
40:32You're still doing comms,
40:33like that.
40:34People say,
40:35it's easy to be a radio broadcaster,
40:36you talk,
40:37it's obvious,
40:38throughout the hour,
40:39is it hard,
40:40actually,
40:41to be a radio broadcaster?
40:44I've never felt easy.
40:46You've never felt easy?
40:47I've been doing it for a long time,
40:48you know,
40:49in Radio Bahasa Melayu,
40:51Malaysia,
40:52Radio Bahasa Melayu,
40:53back then,
40:54it was 8 years,
40:55and here,
40:56like,
40:57so now,
40:598 years,
41:0010,
41:01like that.
41:03It's not easy,
41:05but because I love it,
41:07it's not hard.
41:08How is it?
41:10Passion,
41:11people say.
41:12Passion.
41:13Right?
41:14It is.
41:15Like Kifir Azad,
41:16you have to have passion to work.
41:20Right?
41:21He's among those people,
41:23those names,
41:25that's what,
41:26actually,
41:28it's that.
41:29It's like,
41:30if you feel it's hard,
41:32and you're the type that,
41:34it's hard,
41:35every day,
41:36it's hard,
41:37hard.
41:38It's hard.
41:39It's hard.
41:40But if you feel easy,
41:42and then you become complacent,
41:44you know,
41:45you're forced.
41:46So,
41:47you can't take it easy.
41:48Right?
41:49So,
41:50it's possible.
41:51Many people can say,
41:53many people can make assumptions.
41:56Okay.
41:57But,
41:58as Kak Ziana said,
42:01read your assumptions lyrics.
42:03I don't want you to sing.
42:04Right?
42:05I don't memorize the lyrics.
42:07That's the advantage of a radio DJ,
42:09you don't need to memorize the lyrics.
42:13That's a singer.
42:14We don't need to memorize the lyrics.
42:16We don't need to memorize the lyrics.
42:17We don't need to memorize the lyrics.
42:18That's the advantage,
42:19Alhamdulillah.
42:20If I rely on the lyrics,
42:21I'll fail.
42:23You'll fail.
42:24You'll fail.
42:25You'll fail.
42:26Yes.
42:27If I want to sing,
42:28I don't know.
42:29I don't know.
42:30Like that.
42:31But, yeah.
42:32Yeah, I think that is,
42:34it's not easy,
42:36but it's not hard.
42:39Okay, babe.
42:40We've been talking for a while now.
42:42There's something interesting.
42:44You've been teasing me.
42:45I've been waiting for this.
42:46I know.
42:47You're teasing me.
42:50It's okay.
42:51Alhamdulillah.
42:52Which means you were brought up right, sis.
42:53I love it.
42:54But, you're younger, right?
42:57I do that all the time.
42:58I call you auntie.
42:59Hey, babe.
43:02It's okay.
43:03Okay, sis.
43:04The first thing that I've been talking to you about,
43:06one thing that caught my attention,
43:08you have on your nose.
43:09I'm sure everyone has it.
43:10Which one?
43:11This one or this one?
43:12Both.
43:13So, this is the septum.
43:14This one, I've had since I was in Form 3.
43:16Form 2.
43:17Form 1.
43:18Form 2.
43:19Form 3.
43:20I did that.
43:21Yeah.
43:22This one, it's only been what?
43:24Four years?
43:25Three years?
43:26This is relatively new.
43:27But, I've always wanted to do it.
43:29I'm sure there are people who will say,
43:30what is this?
43:31You're poking your nose.
43:32It's poking my nose.
43:33Calm down.
43:34It's not that deep.
43:36It's poking my nose.
43:38That is it.
43:40Yeah.
43:41You must have received comments like that, right?
43:43You said, no.
43:44You're poking your nose.
43:45Yeah.
43:47Of course, I've gotten that comment.
43:49But, that's it.
43:52Calm down.
43:53It's just a nose ring.
43:56It is legit only that.
43:59Do you have any other reasons?
44:02I've always wanted a septum piercing.
44:06I also want to get this one and this one.
44:08But, this one, apparently you have to wear the actual right size and the proper weight.
44:13Because if not, it will droop.
44:15So, I'm afraid.
44:17I'm afraid that it will droop and leave a scar.
44:19This one, I like to eat spicy food.
44:22I like to eat spicy food.
44:24That's why I've never gotten a tongue piercing before.
44:28Because they said,
44:30if you want to get a tongue piercing,
44:33this was back when I was in Form 4.
44:36Those days.
44:37Those days.
44:38Those days.
44:39Those days.
44:40So, I asked,
44:41what is the prohibition if you want to get a tongue piercing?
44:45And they said,
44:46you have to be on a soft diet for 2 weeks.
44:51And no spicy food for 2 weeks.
44:53I'm like,
44:54girl, I'm a Malay girl in KL.
44:59And I have a hearty appetite.
45:01I can cook well.
45:04And my parents can cook well.
45:06And my family can cook well.
45:072 weeks of soft diet?
45:09High.
45:11Not possible.
45:13No.
45:16And spicy.
45:17I like spicy food.
45:19It's not spicy.
45:21But this is like no spicy food and soft diet.
45:23No.
45:24For 2 weeks, no.
45:25That's a long time.
45:26No.
45:272 weeks.
45:28Even if you fast,
45:29you can still eat and drink.
45:31From sunup to sundown.
45:33Okay.
45:34I can do.
45:35Because sundown means,
45:37walaup.
45:38This is like 2 whole weeks of soft diet and no spicy.
45:41No.
45:42No.
45:43I'm sorry.
45:44It's okay.
45:45Thank you.
45:46It's expensive.
45:47Seriously?
45:48Yes.
45:49How much is it?
45:50It's around RM200-RM300.
45:53The whole process.
45:54I'm like,
45:55it's okay.
45:56I'm young.
45:57I don't need to spend money.
45:59I don't need to.
46:00And I have to fast.
46:03The hardest part is fasting.
46:05Yes.
46:06So, no.
46:07But at the end of the day,
46:09it's just that.
46:10It's a no shrink.
46:11That's it.
46:13Don't take it too hard.
46:14Yes.
46:15I like it.
46:16My husband likes it.
46:17My parents.
46:18My mother and father were like,
46:20how come you don't get sick?
46:22I'm like,
46:23I'll get sick when the time is right.
46:24That's why I don't get sick.
46:25You didn't tell them early on.
46:26When you got home,
46:27you suddenly got sick.
46:28A few years ago only.
46:29When I got home,
46:30I didn't go back to their house.
46:32So, when they found out,
46:33they were like,
46:34you almost got sick.
46:35I'm like,
46:36I don't get sick.
46:37When I get sick,
46:38I don't get sick anymore.
46:39So, they're like,
46:40okay, cool.
46:42My mom was like,
46:43that one's nice.
46:44Can I change it?
46:47It's just a no shrink.
46:50I can remove it tomorrow
46:51if I wanted to.
46:52If not,
46:53I like it.
46:54You don't have to like it.
47:02If for TV
47:03or any other purposes,
47:04you prefer that I hide it,
47:06I'll hide it.
47:07It's not a problem.
47:08Because I understand.
47:09I understand
47:10a lot of people out there
47:12who feel
47:16uncomfortable
47:19to ask
47:20because they're uncomfortable.
47:22Which is fine.
47:24I'm fine.
47:26There are many things
47:27that I'm uncomfortable with.
47:32Because I'm uncomfortable,
47:33maybe I don't want to know
47:34more about it.
47:35Do you know what I mean?
47:37I don't have to know about it.
47:38So, maybe I don't want
47:39to know anything more about it.
47:41But some people
47:42because they're uncomfortable,
47:43they'll ask.
47:45Because they want to make themselves
47:46comfortable.
47:47There's no need.
47:49It's a no shrink.
47:50It's just that.
47:52Period.
47:56You have to...
47:57Say it again.
47:59You're dead.
48:02You've been in the industry
48:04since you were young.
48:06Now, you're a radio announcer.
48:07Do you have a plan
48:08to act again?
48:11If I act again,
48:13I'll feel guilty.
48:15Are you afraid of your siblings?
48:17Of course.
48:22Please.
48:23If I want to.
48:25I can take care of my siblings.
48:27They're amazing.
48:29I think for me,
48:30when I started radio,
48:32I found my calling.
48:34I was very comfortable.
48:35That's why I said
48:36when I
48:37found radio,
48:38everything was organized.
48:39And it was like
48:45I was comfortable doing it.
48:46I love doing it.
48:47I don't find it difficult.
48:48I don't find it easier.
48:50Alhamdulillah.
48:51I loved it so much.
48:52And radio,
48:53actually,
48:54it takes a lot of commitment.
48:56It doesn't matter if you're on air
48:57at night,
48:58afternoon, or morning.
49:00It is a commitment.
49:03Your time especially
49:04that goes into the prep,
49:06that goes into the recordings,
49:08that goes into live,
49:09that goes into
49:10the promotional aspects,
49:12and everything.
49:17It was when I started in radio,
49:19I felt like
49:20okay,
49:21after I took a leave,
49:23or whatever,
49:24and I kind of
49:29turned my back
49:30even for a minute
49:31on radio
49:32to do something else,
49:33I already felt bad.
49:35Because I felt like
49:36I'm supposed to be committed.
49:38I cannot.
49:40So, timing was a problem
49:41at first.
49:42And then,
49:43after a while,
49:44because
49:45when I left,
49:46I was already in radio.
49:48So,
49:49after a while,
49:51to go back to acting,
49:52also,
49:56I couldn't do that
49:57to the storyline,
49:58I couldn't do that
49:59to
50:03the whole
50:04craft.
50:06If for example,
50:07there's a scene
50:10in a bed
50:11with your husband,
50:12I wouldn't want to
50:13scratch my husband
50:14every time there's a shoot.
50:15The scene in the room
50:16has to use
50:17my husband's body double.
50:20It can't be like that.
50:22But,
50:24still,
50:25with a stocking.
50:27Do you understand?
50:29In a bra,
50:30but with a stocking.
50:32It can't be like that.
50:33Yes.
50:34And it takes away
50:35from that whole fantasy,
50:36that whole craft of it all.
50:37I cannot be 100%
50:38committed to the role,
50:39kind of thing.
50:40You know what I mean?
50:41So, after a while,
50:42I felt like I didn't want to.
50:43That's why I said
50:44it's my fault.
50:46I want to act.
50:47Of course, I want to act.
50:48I still love acting.
50:50Once in a while,
50:51sometimes,
50:52there's also a chance
50:53where
50:55this character is small,
50:56but he's like this,
50:57like this,
50:58you have to do this.
50:59I'm like, okay.
51:00The timing is good.
51:01Okay, let's do it.
51:02And usually,
51:03it's my friends.
51:04Because they know me.
51:05They know what I'm capable of.
51:08Your strength.
51:09And what I'm capable of committing.
51:11So, yes.
51:12Then, that's not a problem.
51:14But, that's it.
51:15If there is,
51:16Alhamdulillah,
51:17yes, of course, I will do it.
51:18But, if there isn't,
51:20it's okay.
51:21Because I found my passion.
51:22Alhamdulillah.
51:23You're ready
51:24with your,
51:25what should I say?
51:26Safe.
51:27Yes.
51:29Safe zone.
51:31Yes.
51:32My little bubble.
51:34Like this.
51:36This.
51:37Exactly.
51:38This.
51:39Okay.
51:40We're almost there.
51:41Really?
51:42Yes.
51:43It's been one hour.
51:44Really?
51:45Almost one hour
51:46we've been chatting here.
51:47It's so funny
51:48because
51:49the moment you said that,
51:50my partner on air,
51:52texted.
51:53Where did he text you?
51:54As if he knows.
51:56Yes.
51:57I'm not making fun of you.
51:58Relax.
52:00I'm a guest here.
52:01I'm a guest.
52:02Okay.
52:03So, yes.
52:04Before we end
52:05our podcast today,
52:06do you have anything to say?
52:08The Americans are watching you.
52:11Well, if you'd like
52:13to listen to more,
52:15or to listen to
52:17me
52:18and my partner, Terry
52:19on air,
52:20we're on Light FM,
52:21The Light Breakfast Show,
52:22with Terry and Leah,
52:24from 6am to 10am,
52:26Monday to Friday.
52:28So, from 6am to 10am,
52:30Monday to Friday,
52:32on Light FM,
52:33The Light Breakfast Show.
52:35Really?
52:36Yes, with Terry and Leah.
52:37And,
52:38yes, she's from Penang.
52:41So, when she speaks Malay,
52:42she speaks like this.
52:43Like, oh my!
52:47Every time she speaks Malay,
52:48she's like,
52:49what?
52:50What?
52:51Oh my!
52:53When did you get here?
52:55But, yes.
52:56He's awesome.
52:58I think we have
53:01an amazing group of listeners.
53:03And, thank you so much
53:05to the Light FM listeners
53:06for being so
53:07accepting
53:08and so welcoming.
53:10And, to the Light FM team as well.
53:13Actually,
53:14some of my listeners
53:15from the past
53:17have also
53:19contacted me
53:20at the radio station
53:21while I was on air.
53:22Oh my God!
53:23We're so happy
53:24that you're back on air.
53:27Because, my listeners then
53:29grew up with me.
53:31We're the same age.
53:32So, what I used to like,
53:33they like now.
53:36Do you know what I mean?
53:37The Taste of Music
53:38is also a bit similar.
53:42Finally, girl!
53:44Thanks for
53:45giving out the support.
53:47That's amazing.
53:48Thank you
53:50for everyone,
53:51listeners, viewers,
53:54friends
53:56from day one
53:58until today,
53:59who have been so supportive
54:00and so accepting
54:01and welcoming.
54:02That's what's most important.
54:04The supportive is great.
54:05But, the accepting.
54:07The accepting
54:08without questioning
54:09all the silly, silly
54:11nonsensical questions
54:14that have no effect
54:15on my life
54:16or yours.
54:19The accepting ones,
54:20you are
54:22further proof that
54:23Alhamdulillah,
54:24Allah has been
54:25so kind to me.
54:27So, yeah.
54:28Thank you for all of that.
54:30Thank you too.
54:31Thank you to Karankraf.
54:32Of course.
54:33Y'all still remember me.
54:34My God, I love you guys.
54:35Of course.
54:37No.
54:38But, really.
54:39Even when I was in corporate,
54:40I would get calls
54:41from the team
54:42at New Idea.
54:44Idea Active.
54:45How do I pronounce it?
54:46Idea Active.
54:47Idea Active.
54:48Idea Active and Karankraf.
54:49Every now and then,
54:50they would be like,
54:51how are you?
54:54We want to get your comment
54:55on this, on this,
54:56on this.
54:59This is when
55:00I was in corporate.
55:06I've been so lucky.
55:07Alhamdulillah.
55:08He's been so kind to me.
55:10Yeah, with people like this
55:11around,
55:12how can I complain?
55:14Exactly.
55:15How can I complain?
55:16You tell me.
55:17Alhamdulillah.
55:18Alhamdulillah.
55:19Thank you, Kakak.
55:20For giving us
55:21the time
55:22to be with us today
55:23at Semang Minta Astra.
55:24Hopefully, what you've shared
55:25today,
55:26can make
55:27our viewers
55:28happy.
55:29If Allah wills it.
55:30If Allah wills it.
55:31That's the goal.
55:32That's the goal.
55:33I pray that
55:34whatever you want
55:35in the future,
55:36you'll get it easily.
55:37Amen.
55:38May Allah help this humble servant.
55:39Amen.
55:40Hopefully, it'll be easier
55:41for you too.
55:42Amen.
55:43And all the team
55:44and this multi-talented
55:45cameraman,
55:46audio man,
55:47clapboard person
55:49and everybody else
55:50in the team
55:51here at Karangkraf.
55:53May Allah ease
55:54everything.
55:55Amen.
55:56Bonus.
55:57Bonus is important.
55:58Amen.
55:59Amen.
56:00Amen.
56:01Amen.
56:02Okay.
56:03Thank you so much, Kakak.
56:05Thank you.
56:06We'll see you again
56:07in the next episode
56:08of Semang Minta Astra
56:09with Setia Manita.
56:10Bye.
56:11Assalamualaikum.
56:17To be continued....
56:48Oh yeah, come on.
56:49Skinfulness.
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