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00:00High school reunions are supposed to be about old memories, not making new ones pressed
00:07against Ethan Stilwell's truck.
00:12Nothing could have prepared me for the way this small town whispers about the golden
00:16boy turned widow.
00:20After spending one night in heaven with my past, I'm suddenly carrying his future.
00:28And running back to my life in the city isn't as easy as it used to be.
00:36Oh!
00:37Spin!
00:38You're not going to the reunion?
00:59It's not enough that I let him use my ranch.
01:04All these people from high school, they got nothing for me.
01:08Well, I got something for you.
01:22Where are you, Ethan Stilwell?
01:27I'm sorry.
01:31Today's the anniversary of Lisa's passing.
01:36Baby, you should go.
01:40Take your mind off things.
01:42I could go with you, you know?
01:44We could go together.
01:46No, we can't.
01:48We can't have people talking.
01:50Plus, I've got a daughter waiting for me inside.
01:54I can watch, baby.
01:56You should go.
01:58Try to have some fun.
02:00You know, you might have a better time than you think.
02:03And if not, I'll be waiting for you.
02:30Ethan!
02:32Buddy!
02:33You made it.
02:34Just barely.
02:35I can work with barely.
02:37Where's Faith?
02:38Your sister's watching her.
02:40Well, let's get you a drink.
02:42Speaking of...
02:43Hey, guys.
02:44What's going on, kid?
02:45Not much.
02:46How's the gig treating you?
02:48It's going good.
02:49Classmates could be better tippers, though.
02:51By the way, we're out.
02:52We're out of ice.
02:53Oh.
02:54I think I got more ice in the garage.
02:56Nope, nope, nope, nope.
02:58You are not working tonight.
03:00You just keep the whiskey flowing, kid.
03:03I cannot believe you convinced me to come to this thing.
03:06But isn't it fun seeing the old gang again?
03:09Gang?
03:10You were my only friend in high school, Dee.
03:13And you're mine.
03:15But don't you at least want to rub it in their faces that you're a hotshot writer now?
03:19I haven't written more than a few words in years.
03:22I have a serious case of writer's block.
03:24Jill, you have a serious case of grief.
03:27When Peter died two years ago, you never gave yourself a chance to heal.
03:30You need to go easy on yourself.
03:32What you need is some love back in your life.
03:35Hmm.
03:36Maybe I'll find some of that here.
03:38In Stilwell?
03:39No, thank you.
03:41What about Ethan Stilwell?
03:43That old high school crush of yours.
03:45Technically, I'm seeing somebody.
03:48Who?
03:49That editor guy, Mark?
03:50You said that wasn't serious.
03:52Yeah, but I'm done with serious.
03:55Then you have nothing to lose.
03:57Well, speak of the devil, there's Ethan now.
04:20You're married.
04:21And pregnant.
04:22A crooked love.
04:26He didn't look twice at me all of high school.
04:29He probably doesn't even know my name.
04:31Well, say if you want.
04:32But I'm gonna go give my regards.
04:35Wait, don't leave me here.
04:37D!
04:42Hey, Deanna. How are you?
04:56Is this a table for people who don't want to be here?
05:00Careful.
05:01If you stand here, you turn invisible.
05:05Perfect.
05:06I'd love to be invisible.
05:09Can't promise it'll work for you, though.
05:11You live on Stilwell Ranch.
05:14Off Stilwell Road, in a town called Stilwell.
05:18I'm willing to change my name if that helps any.
05:21Okay, so what? Did Deanna put you up to this?
05:23Tell you to come here?
05:24I don't know what you mean.
05:26Come on, Ethan. There's no way you know who I am.
05:28You were too busy chasing after Lisa.
05:36It's good seeing you, Jillian.
05:38I'm gonna see if we need more ice.
05:41Wait, I'm sorry. That was stupid.
05:46I was so sad to hear about Lisa's passing.
05:48You two made a great couple.
05:50Even then.
05:52What about you? Are you here with anyone?
05:57My husband passed a couple years back, actually.
06:05Sorry to hear that.
06:10Well, cheers.
06:13Well, cheers.
06:18To being widows.
06:25I do remember you, by the way.
06:31You still live around here?
06:33Small-town life wasn't really for me.
06:36It's the same people, talking about the same thing over and over.
06:40Come on. It's not that bad.
06:43Let me show you how we do it around here.
06:47Come on!
06:51I should warn you, I haven't done this since high school.
06:54Just follow my lead.
06:55Okay.
07:11I'm sorry.
07:12It's okay.
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07:39It's okay.
07:57Well, I'll be.
08:05Not bad for a city girl.
08:07You're a good teacher.
08:09So, you left Stilwell for something better.
08:11Did you find it?
08:13In some ways.
08:15I love my job. I write romance novels
08:17for this platform called Ink It.
08:19Wait, so you're telling me
08:21that I got to dance with a world famous author
08:23and I didn't even know it?
08:25I don't know about world famous,
08:27but I do get fan mail sometimes.
08:29No shit.
08:33Who knows? Maybe I'll have to set my next book
08:35on a ranch.
08:37I'm getting some good material.
08:39Want me to show you around?
08:43Oh, come on, city slicker.
08:45Let's get some mud on those boots.
09:05Smells like high school.
09:07Tastes like high school.
09:09Speak for yourself.
09:11I was good at tissues.
09:13Who's that?
09:15That's a bandit.
09:19He's a wild one.
09:23Go ahead.
09:25You can pet him.
09:29He's wild.
09:31He seems so gentle.
09:33He seems so gentle.
09:39You know, I've never ridden a horse.
09:45You want a lesson?
09:57You're serious?
09:59It's how I taught my daughter to ride.
10:03Any kids?
10:05My husband Peter and I, we tried,
10:07but my body had other plans.
10:11Sorry. Too much information.
10:15Oh.
10:17Appreciate the honesty.
10:21Well,
10:23climb aboard.
10:29How's this?
10:31Have you met a cowgirl yet?
10:37So you're going to want to imagine there's a straight line
10:39that goes from your ear
10:41to your shoulder
10:43all the way down
10:47to your hip.
10:51What if I want him to go?
10:53Well, then, you're going to need a different horse.
10:57You're going to squeeze your calves in.
10:59That'll get him moving forward.
11:01Then,
11:03if you want him to stop,
11:05pull back on the reins lightly.
11:09You think we should
11:11pull on the reins?
11:15Well, it's up to you, cowgirl.
11:21What's that?
11:25You keep a bet in here?
11:27A lot of late nights in the barn.
11:29Horses with medical issues
11:31I need to look after.
11:33You're qualified to do that?
11:35Yes, ma'am.
11:37Licensed equine veterinarian.
11:51When Lisa passed,
11:53I spent a lot of time out here.
11:57I'm going to stop talking about my dead wife now.
12:03No, it's okay.
12:05I'd rather you just say what's on your mind.
12:09Grief turns rotten if it's kept inside.
12:13But if you let it out,
12:15it'll take you places you've never been before.
12:21Is that what you did?
12:23Is that what you did?
12:27Let all your grief out?
12:29Now you're healed?
12:31Healthy?
12:33I think it's one of those things
12:35that's easier said than done.
12:37But no, I have
12:39no idea what I'm doing.
12:45I feel so comfortable with you.
12:47I can hardly believe it.
12:53I can hardly believe it.
13:15Is this how it usually goes in your books?
13:19To be honest, I've never done this before.
13:21A one-night stand with a stranger.
13:25I'm not a stranger.
13:27But have we actually ever spoken
13:29to one another before tonight?
13:3110th grade English.
13:33We read an excerpt from Romeo and Juliet
13:35out loud in class.
13:37You remember that?
13:39Of course I do.
13:51Hey.
13:59What about siblings?
14:01Nope.
14:05And your parents?
14:07Both are gone now.
14:11Left me with more land than I knew what to do with.
14:15But you always wanted a farm.
14:17Heck no.
14:19I wanted to go to college.
14:21Study history and travel the world.
14:25But Dad, he got more and more confused, so
14:27I had to come home.
14:29Keep everything running.
14:33I guess I always just assumed
14:35farming was in your blood or something.
14:37I suppose it is.
14:41I ran from it for a long time, but
14:43I came around to it.
14:49You're nervous to fall asleep.
14:51Why?
14:55What if it's not like this in the morning?
14:57So easy.
14:59So natural.
15:05It will be.
15:19It will be.
15:41Beep.
15:45Beep.
15:49Beep.
15:59Hey, Clay.
16:01I know. Sorry. Sorry, yeah.
16:05I didn't mean to worry Cammie.
16:07I know she's got to work early.
16:09I didn't mean to be disrespectful.
16:13Nothing really. I was left with someone.
16:15Jillian?
16:17Jennings?
16:21Hey, we just got a little drunk and carried away.
16:23It was nothing.
16:25Clay, you're the one who wanted me
16:27to go to the reunion. Now you're telling me...
16:29Yeah, I have a little bit of fun and...
16:35Alright, yeah.
16:37I'll be right up.
16:39Bye.
16:45Beep.
16:59Wait one second, okay?
17:01You wanted milk, right? Okay.
17:09I know.
17:11Quiet down, okay?
17:15Beep.
17:27Man, finally you slept with someone.
17:31It's not that big of a deal.
17:33It is a big deal.
17:35That's the first woman you've been with since Lisa.
17:39Right?
17:41Right.
17:43It's huge, man.
17:45I'm sorry I gave you a hard time earlier.
17:47Truth is,
17:49I'm proud of you.
17:51Think there's going to be a round two?
17:53I doubt it.
17:55She lives in New York City.
17:57Ah, heck.
17:59Probably for the best.
18:01Here's to being back in the saddle.
18:05There's something left in this one.
18:07That's disgusting.
18:11We're going to find you someone right here in Stillwell.
18:13Just know it.
18:37Ethan?
18:39Did you have fun last night?
18:41Still in here.
18:43Bad news.
18:45She got her butt out of here
18:47faster than a prairie fire with a tail wind.
18:49Where'd she go?
18:51She told me what happened, Ethan.
18:53She left early for a book tour.
18:57You know when she'll be back?
19:01She said something about a couple months
19:03after the tour's over.
19:07Uh-oh.
19:09Storms are brewing.
19:13Piece of advice.
19:15When you find something special,
19:17you better treat it special.
19:19People don't get too many chances
19:21at the life they're supposed to live.
19:37Ethan?
19:39About last night?
19:43I should have let you know.
19:45It wasn't fair for me to leave Faith with you.
19:47I'm not upset about that.
19:49But what's going on
19:51between you and that Jillian person
19:53from the reunion?
19:55Nothing.
19:57She left town.
19:59She's gone.
20:01Figures.
20:03She's not from around here anymore.
20:05She's not from around here anymore.
20:07She can't understand you like I do.
20:11Gami.
20:13What we've been doing,
20:15it's been fun. I can't deny it.
20:17But
20:19all this sneaking around behind your brother's back,
20:21it's...
20:23Then why sneak around?
20:25Let's be open about what we have.
20:27I don't know.
20:29I, uh...
20:31I care about you, Gami.
20:33I do.
20:35And
20:37how much you helped me
20:39when Lisa was sick,
20:41I'll never be able to repay you.
20:47You don't have to repay me.
20:49You don't have to repay me.
20:51You don't have to repay me.
20:53Just let me be your woman, Ethan.
20:55I can make you happy.
20:59You know I can.
21:09Now
21:13let's get these jeans off of you.
21:15Let's get these jeans off of you.
21:33I hope you're okay on the couch tonight.
21:35Little Violet there stole your room.
21:39Sweetie, you need to come back to town
21:41and meet my little girl.
21:43Hey, I was wondering,
21:45um,
21:47how's Ethan doing?
21:49Well, don't think you're slick.
21:51You ain't been able to get that man off your mind, have you?
21:53I'm just curious, that's all.
21:55And I may
21:57or may not be writing a new book
21:59that takes place on a ranch.
22:01Well, that's something to celebrate.
22:03How about I rustle us up some eggs?
22:05No, it's okay.
22:07I'm not hungry.
22:09My stomach's been insane lately.
22:11Especially in the mornings.
22:25Peter and I tried everything.
22:27Fertility drugs, IVF.
22:29I don't know how this is possible.
22:33How are you feeling?
22:35I'm...
22:37I feel...
22:39I feel...
22:43I think this is the happiest
22:45moment of my life.
22:49Are you gonna keep it?
22:51Well, it's not the circumstances I would have wanted,
22:53but I never thought it was gonna
22:55happen for me, and now it has.
22:59I'm gonna be a mom.
23:01Julie, I'm so glad to hear you say that.
23:05I don't mean to pry,
23:07but who is the father?
23:11Is it Mark?
23:13Are you two still an item?
23:15We text a little,
23:17but I've been on my book tour. I haven't seen him in months.
23:21No, there's
23:23only one man it could be.
23:29No.
23:31Ethan Stilwell?
23:33You have to tell him straight away.
23:35It was a one-night stand.
23:37He already has a daughter. He has enough on his plate.
23:39Well, you're just gonna have
23:41to fill up that plate a little bit more.
23:43Big ol' heap of mashed potatoes.
23:45I wasn't gonna tell you this,
23:47but after the reunion,
23:49Ethan came by looking for you,
23:51and he seemed pretty sad
23:53that you were gone.
24:05I love you.
24:35Jillian?
24:37Sorry.
24:39I didn't mean to interrupt.
24:41I was just leaving.
24:43Jillian, just wait a second, please.
24:59That bad, huh?
25:01I didn't tell him.
25:03He's with some cute little cowgirl.
25:05His daughter?
25:07God, I hope not.
25:09I saw them kissing,
25:11and I saw a ring on her finger.
25:13That is Cammy, Clay's little sister.
25:15That girl has been scoping him out
25:17ever since his wife got sick.
25:19You know what? He doesn't need to know.
25:21Jillian, you have to tell him.
25:23That's his baby we're talking about.
25:25He's moved on.
25:27Plus, I'm busy with my book tour.
25:29It's for the best.
25:31Who are you trying to convince?
25:33Me?
25:35Or you?
25:55Wait, we can't.
25:57We can't do this here.
25:59What if Faith walks in?
26:01Then let's take it to the bedroom.
26:05I don't know.
26:07Please?
26:09I'll do something extra special for you.
26:19I'm sorry, I can't.
26:21How the hell would you even propose to me
26:23if you're not going to let me sleep in your bed?
26:25I understand
26:27not living together before the wedding.
26:29People around here are old-fashioned,
26:31and I get that,
26:33but you won't even let me sleep in your damn bedroom.
26:39Everything is still the way she left it.
26:43Just not ready.
26:47We're getting married.
26:49When the hell do you think you'll be ready?
26:51When the hell do you think you'll be ready?
26:55It's a process, Cammie.
26:59It's not that I don't want to.
27:03Promise?
27:07Of course.
27:13Let me take you home.
27:21Okay.
27:33Ethan.
27:37Cammie?
27:39No, it's me.
27:41Gillian?
27:45How'd you get in here?
27:47The front door was open.
27:51I've been so lonely for you.
27:53Did you miss me?
27:57Of course I did.
27:59I thought that I...
28:01Shh.
28:03Let's not think.
28:09You can have me, Ethan.
28:17I love you.
28:37Okay.
28:47Okay.
28:51What the fuck?
28:59So, what are you doing here, Ethan?
29:05I didn't think I'd get to see you again
29:07after you skipped town.
29:09Sorry, I just...
29:13I heard you on the phone that morning,
29:15and I realized I was just another one-night stand to you,
29:17which is fine.
29:19I just didn't want to do the whole
29:21awkward morning-after thing.
29:23Well,
29:25whatever you heard,
29:27whatever I said,
29:29it wasn't true.
29:31I'm sorry.
29:35I was
29:37flustered that morning.
29:41Truth of the matter is,
29:45I felt like we shared something.
29:49Like you shared something with that cowgirl?
29:51Or should I say
29:53fiancé?
29:55You saw that, huh?
30:01What were you doing there?
30:07Um...
30:11I think you should know
30:15I'm pregnant.
30:19What?
30:23You're pregnant?
30:29How did that happen?
30:31I don't...
30:33Didn't you say that you...
30:35What did you say?
30:37That I couldn't get pregnant.
30:39Right.
30:41Well, it turns out I was mistaken.
30:43Another kid.
30:45That's just dandy.
30:51You don't owe me anything.
30:53I only told you out of courtesy, but I fully plan on
30:55taking care of this child by myself.
30:57Wait, can you just...
30:59Please, just go.
31:01Just get out.
31:09Go.
31:11Please.
31:41Remember Jillian?
31:43Huh.
31:47Well, uh...
31:49You're not going to believe this,
31:51but she's pregnant.
31:57And I'm the dad.
32:01Are you serious?
32:03You didn't wear a rubber?
32:07She's pregnant.
32:10She told me she couldn't get pregnant.
32:12Ethan.
32:14I know you've been out of this game a while,
32:16but it sounds like she's trying to trap you.
32:18No, that's not her.
32:20And...
32:23She said she's going to take care of it herself.
32:26You think you're lucky stars, man.
32:28You don't even know if that kid's yours.
32:31Sounds like you dodged a bullet.
32:40Hey, sis.
32:42You lost or something?
32:44I think you're looking for the funny farm up the road.
32:46Ah-ha.
32:48That's offensive, you know.
32:50Oh, jeez.
32:52Can't say anything anymore.
32:54So...
32:56Do you know anything about this Jillian Jennings person?
33:01I, um...
33:03Why do you ask?
33:05I don't know.
33:08Why do you ask?
33:10She came by the ranch the other day.
33:12I know her and Ethan had a fling at your high school reunion.
33:17I don't know much.
33:19She was real quiet back when I knew her.
33:21I guess she's some big city writer now.
33:24What's she write?
33:26I don't know. Some crap.
33:28Romance books or something.
33:31Romance, huh?
33:34I wonder what she's doing in Stilwell.
33:37Her and Deanna.
33:39They're good friends.
33:41No doubt she's just in town to see the baby.
33:46You sure that's all it is?
33:51I wouldn't worry about it, sis.
33:54She won't stick around long.
34:03Hey.
34:12Hey, uh, come in. Deanna just ran out.
34:19Actually, I just, uh...
34:22Wanted to...
34:24Give you some neighborly advice.
34:28Dumb as it sounds...
34:30Some folks think you're here to make something happen with Ethan.
34:34You know how these small towns love to gossip.
34:37I sure do.
34:39Yeah. Well...
34:41If it were me, I'd make it a quick trip.
34:44Don't want people to get any ideas.
34:48This wouldn't have anything to do with your sister, would it?
34:56You listen here.
34:59Ethan ain't interested in you.
35:03And you're not about to lock him down with whatever's in that belly of yours.
35:07Which you and I both know ain't even his.
35:18Have a blessed day.
35:28Bye.
35:34I get it, Clay. I'm leaving.
35:49What's Clay doing here?
35:51Reminding me why I got out of this town in the first place.
35:54I'm sorry about what I said earlier.
35:57It's fine.
35:59Should I keep my mouth shut?
36:03A baby's a gift.
36:05And if you're willing...
36:07I'd like to be there.
36:09To be a father.
36:11Seriously, Ethan. You don't have to.
36:13I've seen what I need to see.
36:15Well, yeah. I freaked out.
36:18It's not every day that I get news like that.
36:20And I think that I deserve at least a minute to process things before you shut me out of my child's life forever.
36:28Last time I checked, you were engaged.
36:30Well, I don't mean romantically.
36:32I mean, you'd be the mom, I'd be the dad.
36:34We'd split the duties 50-50.
36:41I think we'd make great parents.
36:44How can you say that?
36:46We barely know each other.
36:48We'll get to know each other.
36:50Let me lay it out for you.
36:52I live in the city.
36:54You live in the middle of nowhere.
36:56I write, and you farm.
36:59I...
37:01And I have worked really hard to build a life for myself.
37:03A life far away from a town that never understood me.
37:06And...
37:08And even if we got along, even if we...
37:11Genuinely wanted to care for this baby...
37:15Even if...
37:18Are you okay?
37:21Jillian?
37:24Jillian?
37:26Jillian?
37:41Well, the good news is that your baby is perfectly healthy.
37:44But your blood glucose level is elevated, so I want to prescribe you some insulin.
37:49Now, you're gonna need shots four times a day.
37:51Do you have someone that can help you out?
37:54Well, I'm going to be heading back to New York as soon as possible.
37:58I see. Any family there?
38:00Friends that can assist?
38:02Not exactly. There's this guy.
38:04I've sort of been seeing Mark, but...
38:06He doesn't know about the baby yet.
38:08Why am I telling you this? I'll figure it out.
38:13I'm gonna go put in that prescription.
38:15Thanks, Doc.
38:20Jillian, I...
38:22I don't think that you should be staying in some apartment by yourself.
38:27And I don't think that I trust some random guy that you've been sort of seeing.
38:30I imagine there's a good reason you haven't told him.
38:32That's none of your business.
38:34I want you to come stay with me at the ranch.
38:36Are you nuts?
38:37I'll look after you. Help you with your injections.
38:39Just put me in the barn.
38:41That's how you see me, isn't it? Just some sick animal you have to...
38:43Look, I just want our kid to be healthy.
38:46And I can't let you do this alone.
38:49You need help.
38:52You need someone to take care of you.
38:59I'm sorry.
39:01I'm sorry.
39:21Hey, Faith.
39:23I've got to talk to you about something.
39:26There's gonna be a lady moving in with us for a little while.
39:29Cammie?
39:31No, not Cammie.
39:33She won't be living with us until after the wedding.
39:36A different lady, named Jillian.
39:39Why?
39:41Well...
39:44She's pregnant.
39:49With my baby.
39:52With my baby.
39:55You're gonna be a big sister.
39:58You're gonna have a little brother or sister to play with.
40:00Isn't that exciting?
40:03Is she my new mom?
40:06No.
40:08No, not at all. Nothing like that.
40:12But let's be nice to her, okay?
40:15It's gonna be a bit of a transition for all of us.
40:21Okay?
40:29Love you, kid.
40:52Is everything look alright?
40:55It's nice.
40:59So, how does Cammie feel about all this?
41:01Is she living here too?
41:04No.
41:06She's more traditional.
41:08She won't move in until after the wedding.
41:21It's time for your first shot.
41:23Let's get you out of those boots.
41:25Get you in something more comfortable.
41:52Just do it already.
41:59All done.
42:02Oh.
42:04I didn't even feel it.
42:06Like I said, it's not my first rodeo.
42:22Those are mommy's slippers.
42:27Uh, Faith, wait.
42:29Wait, Faith.
42:39Hey, Faith.
42:41What are you doing?
42:43I'm trying to get you out of there.
42:45What?
42:47I'm trying to get you out of there.
42:50Hey, Faith.
42:54Those aren't your mom's slippers.
42:56They're just an extra pair that grandma had made.
43:00I would never try to replace your mom.
43:02You know that.
43:14Why don't you say hi to Jillian?
43:17Hi there, Faith.
43:19My name's Jillian.
43:22I'm so sorry this is how we met.
43:24I really was so excited to meet you.
43:32Well, I'll see you soon, Faith.
43:46She hates me.
43:56She hates me.
43:58She doesn't hate you.
44:00She just doesn't know you.
44:06She's just like us.
44:12As in somebody who's not coming back.
44:17Yeah.
44:21I thought life was supposed to be simpler out here.
44:26Maybe there's no such thing as a simple life.
44:36So, getting everything you need for your book?
44:42I'm not quite sure what I need anymore.
44:46I'm not quite sure what I need anymore.
45:16Can I help you?
45:22Can I help you?
45:24What the hell is Jillian doing at your house?
45:26She's out there sitting on the front porch like she owns the damn place.
45:29She's carrying my baby, Clay.
45:31She needs help.
45:33And what about Cammie?
45:35How does she feel about all this?
45:41Oh, don't tell me she doesn't know about the baby.
45:44There just hasn't been a good chance to tell her.
45:46Alright? But I'm getting to it.
45:48You're gonna tell her right now.
45:50Or I will.
46:05I, uh...
46:09You remember the girl that we saw on the ranch the other day?
46:14God, I knew there was something going on.
46:16No, there's... No.
46:21She's pregnant.
46:25With my kid.
46:28God damn you!
46:30Cammie, Cammie, Cammie, Cammie, stop.
46:32It happened at the high school reunion.
46:34Before you and I were even officially together.
46:39I don't even know what to say.
46:41Well, there's more.
46:44Jillian has a medical condition.
46:46And she doesn't have anyone to take care of her.
46:52So I invited her to stay at the ranch through the pregnancy.
46:57You awful...
46:59Jesus.
47:06You know what?
47:08We'll get through this.
47:10Maybe.
47:14Figured you'd walk out on me right here and now.
47:18I want to be with you, Ethan still will.
47:21Even if it means raising a child that's not my own.
47:28Thank you, Cammie.
47:40Hi.
47:56Hi, Faith.
48:02That's a lot of pages you got there.
48:04I'm impressed.
48:07Really?
48:10I've been a little stuck on my project.
48:15What do you write about?
48:18I write stories where people fall in love, mostly.
48:22Well, I think it's amazing that you're writing.
48:25And if you ever want to show me something, I'd love to read it, okay?
48:36This is the hondo.
48:38This is what they call the spoke. This is your loop.
48:40These are your coils.
48:42Ready? And a nice sidearm.
48:44Just roll it over on your wrist and...
48:48There it is.
48:55How do you get used to all the quiet?
48:59I didn't know the quiet was something you had to get used to.
49:02I guess I just mean, um...
49:04I live above this busy street.
49:06There's always someone to look at or listen to.
49:09Yeah, so you'd rather listen to honking cars?
49:12Well, there's people talking.
49:15And laughing. I don't know.
49:17There's an energy.
49:21You must be very popular. You have lots of friends.
49:24I did. I used to host these dinner parties.
49:27But pretty much all my friends moved out to the suburbs.
49:30Raising kids. You know how it is.
49:32You ever get lonely?
49:38I mean, I get out a lot.
49:41Always some literary event to attend, so...
49:44Sounds riveting.
49:47Something, okay? More than out here, at least.
49:50I mean, don't you get bored?
49:53The longer I live here,
49:56the better it gets.
49:59There's beauty in every nook and cranny.
50:01Everything has its place.
50:06And what's my place?
50:10You belong more than you think.
50:13I've been watching you walk around here.
50:16You watch me walk around?
50:19Can't help myself.
50:25Right.
50:32So, how's life on the ranch?
50:39Mostly I stay in my room and write.
50:42And Ethan?
50:45Ethan...
50:48He gives me my shots.
50:51That's all I need from him.
50:54Why?
50:57I don't know.
51:00What?
51:03There's nothing there.
51:06Ethan's a good man, Jilly.
51:09Christmas is coming up.
51:12Maybe you two find yourself under the mistletoe.
51:15It is the season. He's engaged.
51:18Besides, I have to get back.
51:21For what?
51:24Are you still seeing that editor?
51:26My pregnancy wouldn't gel with our carefree dynamic.
51:33Don't worry, I got it.
51:38Mark?