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Toxic Season 1 Episode 3

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00:00We decided to go to the cemetery where we came across a beautiful plot.
00:18And she said this is the perfect place for him.
00:21The geese were swimming in the little stream behind there and she put her arms around me
00:27and she said, Mama, don't you worry, I'm going to help you on this journey.
00:34She said, I'll be here.
00:35Don't worry.
00:37Little did she know that she was picking her own grave.
00:40Montgomery County 911, what's the address of the emergency?
00:44Hi, this is James Ryan 13907 Gatwick Street.
00:49My girlfriend I think overdosed.
00:50I'm trying to resuscitate her right now.
00:53He was a very well known and respected doctor practicing in this community.
00:56She's flat on her back.
00:57I'm doing chest compressions.
00:58Okay.
00:59And I'm a doctor.
01:00I know how to treat them.
01:01He had this charming personality.
01:04I'm supposed to trust him.
01:06He couldn't be poisoning my daughter.
01:08Can he?
01:09Can he really be doing that?
01:10Did you sense any remorse from him at all?
01:12No.
01:13Not one tear shed.
01:14I trusted him as a doctor and I trusted him as a person.
01:17I would not have ever forced Sarah to take such a large quantity of pills.
01:21She went from patient to employee to live-in girlfriend in a matter of months.
01:25It was part of this power dynamic that he had over her.
01:29He drugged this girl when she was asleep.
01:31I wish, I wish, I wish I would have known what was going on.
01:35You left that day.
01:36You sprung into action.
01:38I knew leaving the house that day.
01:41I was going to prove that he murdered my sister.
01:47When it comes to love, betrayal is the death of a thousand dreams.
01:56And the unraveling of countless lives.
01:58You can spend years picking up the pieces, examining them, rearranging them, digging
02:05through the past to make sense of it all.
02:08Navigating through my personal heartbreak took me back to my roots as an investigative
02:12journalist.
02:13Hi, I'm Elizabeth Chambers.
02:14Elizabeth Chambers.
02:15Elizabeth Chambers.
02:16Outside the Los Angeles Police Department.
02:19It ignited a curiosity inside of me about love that fractured.
02:22Oh my God.
02:23Inflicts lasting trauma.
02:24Hi, I wanted to see if I could ask you some questions.
02:27Absolutely not.
02:28And can lead to tragedy.
02:30And that's when my world ended.
02:32I feel that it's part of my calling to meet with the victims, the survivors, to listen
02:38to their stories, show how it can happen to anyone, and expose the truth.
02:46I'm Elizabeth Chambers, and this is Toxic.
02:54I've always been interested in the dynamics of power in a relationship.
03:04In most relationships, there is an imbalance of power.
03:07One person can have more power because of finances, social standing, maybe even their
03:11personality.
03:12And in most relationships, that's okay.
03:15But it's important to understand the consequences when that power is in the wrong hands.
03:20Roll sound, please.
03:21Sound speeds.
03:22Check.
03:23Can you bring out?
03:24That's why I connected with Tina Harris, the mother of a remarkable woman whose life was
03:30cut very short after she found herself in a dangerously imbalanced relationship.
03:35Tina, tell us about your Sarah.
03:39It's hard to know where to start.
03:42She was the light of my life.
03:45Sarah was my youngest child of four beautiful children, Victoria, Christopher, Rachel, and
03:52then my Sarah Jane.
03:55Sarah was very, very intelligent.
03:57She could speak several different languages.
03:59Hi.
04:00I just wanted to tell you happy birthday.
04:03Sign language was her favorite because she felt like she could give back to people with
04:07the sign language.
04:08And when she went to college, she loved the medical field.
04:12And so I envisioned her as someone that would make a name for herself in the world.
04:19We were very close.
04:20We're four years apart.
04:21We played together, navigated the world together.
04:26Sarah was gorgeous inside and out.
04:28She was caring, ambitious.
04:31I mean, you met Sarah one time for a brief second.
04:35You would not forget her.
04:37She was a light in a world that needed light.
04:42People were drawn to that.
04:44I'm James Ryan.
04:46Our philosophy really is to treat patients the way that we want to be treated ourselves.
04:50Anybody that has teeth or even doesn't have teeth, we can see.
04:53So that's pretty much everyone.
04:57September of 2020 is when Sarah had to get her wisdom teeth pulled.
05:05And James Ryan was recommended.
05:08During the recovery period, he asked her if she knew anyone that would be interested in
05:14coming to work for him as a surgical assistant.
05:18She said, well, I guess maybe I'm interested, but I have no experience.
05:22And his response was, that is exactly what I wanted to hear.
05:25You were the one that I wanted.
05:28I looked at it as a wonderful opportunity, a stepping stone into a career in medicine
05:34that she was interested in.
05:37Maybe three months, four months later, he texted her on her phone and said, you should
05:42go into the office before everybody else gets there.
05:45I have a Christmas present in your locker for you.
05:48He bought her a diamond necklace.
05:51I said, is he wanting to date you?
05:53And she goes, yeah, he's been after me about it, which I was kind of surprised.
05:58She goes, I don't know what to do, Mom.
06:00I said, well, you're an adult woman.
06:02That's your call.
06:03If you want to date him, date him.
06:04If you don't, tell him to leave you alone.
06:07And she had just turned 24 when she went out with him for the first time.
06:13He was an older man.
06:14He had life experience.
06:17And he had a brilliant career.
06:20And she told me it was just amazing to watch him and what he was teaching her.
06:27So she started dating him in January of 2021.
06:33And then in March of 2021, we had the horrible, horrible tragedy.
06:40March of 2021.
06:43So this is where I might.
06:47So March of 2021, my fiance took his life in front of me.
06:50It happened in front of me.
06:52There are no words to explain other than that Rachel that existed died.
07:01My family rushed to my rescue.
07:04I was in Florida.
07:05And at this point, Sarah and James were together.
07:09So immediately, James went into, don't worry about anything.
07:13He paid for the hotels.
07:15He paid for a rental car.
07:18Every evening, he would go on an app, and he would have food sent to the hotel room
07:22for us.
07:23And I just thought, what a nice man.
07:25He really must like my daughter.
07:27From what Tina told me, Rachel was so distraught that she couldn't even function.
07:32So James prescribed anxiety medication for her.
07:35It helped her greatly.
07:37It kind of knocked her out most of the time, which is what I needed to get her home.
07:44James stepped up.
07:45He made sure there was a wheelchair at the airport.
07:47He flew them first class so they don't have to be around other people.
07:50And a few months after Rachel returned to Maryland, he even gave her a job at his practice
07:54to get her back on her feet.
07:56Through every step of this tragedy, James was the rock, not only for Rachel, but for
08:01the whole family.
08:02That was really the introduction that James had to my family.
08:08And it was through this horrific tragedy that it happened.
08:12And he's willing to do this for my family, for myself.
08:15Wow, that speaks volumes.
08:20This is a little album of baby pictures.
08:24Big blue eyes.
08:25Yes.
08:26And that smile.
08:27She always has that smile.
08:28She really was such a happy, happy child.
08:31And this one here, I love that model pose.
08:35The beginning of the pageant career.
08:37Yeah.
08:38These are pictures from the pageant in July of 2021.
08:44Wow.
08:45And when she came out on stage, I just was like, oh my gosh, I can't believe that's my
08:51Sarah.
08:52Because she just looked so grown up to me.
08:58In July of 2021, Sarah was invited to compete in the Miss Maryland Pageant.
09:05James Ryan, myself, and Rachel all went to see her compete.
09:13She was healthy.
09:14She looked good.
09:16James was very loving.
09:18He seemed proud of Sarah.
09:20It was a very nice time that we had.
09:23At that time is when he asked Sarah if she would move in with him, and she did.
09:29After that, things changed drastically.
09:34She became very withdrawn.
09:36She became very isolated.
09:39It was very rare that I was speaking to her throughout the week.
09:42We would make plans to see her, and then she'd cancel.
09:46She had lost appetite.
09:48She would run out of energy really quickly, which I found surprising.
09:52She just wasn't herself.
09:53It's like just all of the lights were turned out.
09:57I mean, at this point in time, she was 24 years old, so I kind of just thought, well,
10:01you know, this is the first time she's moved out of the home.
10:05She doesn't live with my mom, so kind of checking it up to those things.
10:10Tina and Rachel felt that Sarah was clearly going through something when all of a sudden
10:16an unthinkable tragedy struck again.
10:20I get a call that my son's in intensive care in Montana on life support.
10:29He had suffered a heart attack.
10:31Christopher was 38, and heart disease runs in his father's family, and the doctors advised
10:39that the family get to Montana as quickly as possible.
10:43So it was extremely stressful for everyone.
10:49I watched the sunrise in that hospital room the day he died.
10:55I was with him when he came into this world, and I'm so glad I was with him when he left
10:59this world.
11:00As a mother of two, I cannot think of anything worse than losing my children.
11:06Part of your being is gone, and you have to figure out, how do I live in a world without
11:12my child?
11:16So when we came back from Montana, we had started looking at different cemeteries.
11:22Sarah was very sad, but she was Sarah, and she said, I'm going to put a bench here so
11:27I can come and talk to my brother all the time.
11:30So the next day comes, I guess it was about 8.30.
11:35I woke up to Rachel screaming in the other room, and James Ryan is on the phone.
11:41She's in the living room, and doing chest compressions and CPR.
11:45She's not breathing.
11:47And that's when my world ended, and hell began for me.
11:58So you get a FaceTime coming from James Ryan.
12:01Yeah.
12:02And what did he say to you?
12:04He said, Sarah, Sarah's gone.
12:06Sarah's dead.
12:08I didn't believe him.
12:09I was like, you're lying.
12:10So he flipped the camera around.
12:14He showed you her body.
12:15He did.
12:16Yes.
12:17That is not normal human behavior.
12:19I cannot imagine how she felt at that time.
12:23Her entire world came crashing down and went dark.
12:27And I can't imagine what he was thinking.
12:29For a person to do that, you have to be very unaware of other people's feelings and emotion,
12:35and you have to lack empathy in a very extreme way.
12:40All I remember saying is, don't let them take her.
12:44I have to get to her.
12:46Don't let them take her.
12:48And when I touched her, she was cold as ice.
12:51And I just kept asking them what happened.
12:55Do you know how long it was before James called you from the time of her death?
13:01He said he came down at 6.30 in the morning.
13:06And she was slumped over on the couch.
13:10That's when he realized that she was not breathing.
13:13And he moved her to the floor and tried to perform CPR.
13:18He called the paramedics about 7.
13:21I got a call at 8.30, so that would have been almost two hours after.
13:28And I immediately started thinking, okay, something's not right.
13:33And I confronted James Ryan.
13:35First, he said Sarah accidentally overdosed.
13:39That she was stealing drugs from his office.
13:41That he had no idea at all that she was a druggie.
13:46And the 911 call has him putting the blame on Sarah.
13:50Hi, this is James Ryan.
13:52My girlfriend, I think, overdosed.
13:54I'm trying to resuscitate her right now.
13:56Then he tried to convince us that she killed herself.
14:00But I know my Sarah and she would not have taken her life,
14:04especially right after her brother died.
14:07To the detectives at the scene, this appeared to be an accidental overdose.
14:12But Tina and Rachel knew something the investigators didn't.
14:17In October of 2021, I called Sarah.
14:23And when she picked up the phone, it was early in the morning.
14:27She sounded completely drugged.
14:30I said, Sarah, what's going on? Are you okay?
14:32She goes, no, I'm just tired. I was sleeping.
14:34I said, no, no, you don't sound like yourself.
14:37I'm coming right over right now.
14:40Rachel and I got in the car and we went over there.
14:44She looks unwell.
14:48She looks like she hasn't showered in days.
14:50She smells.
14:52I said, oh my gosh, what's wrong?
14:54And I'm just, I'm not feeling good.
14:56And as we proceeded to walk into the house,
14:58I started seeing things that just alarmed me.
15:03Needles, IVs, tubing, all of these medical supplies.
15:07I freaked out. I was like, what in the world is going on here?
15:11She goes, no, mom, it's okay. He's just hydrating me.
15:14I said, is he allowed to do this in his home?
15:18She said, yeah, I think he is.
15:20He told me he was.
15:23I waited for James Ryan to come home and I confronted him.
15:26What are you doing to my daughter?
15:28He said, I'm just trying to help her. I'm just hydrating her.
15:31I said, well, I don't think this is legal.
15:34He said, I'm allowed to do this.
15:36James was very good at convincing people,
15:39especially if you're questioning him.
15:41No, it's okay. You can trust me.
15:45Look at what I've done for you in the past.
15:47I shouldn't have brought these things home.
15:50I was just hydrating her.
15:52His bedside manner was great.
15:54I'm not a medical profession. I don't know.
15:57And I trusted him. He was a doctor.
15:59Why would he be harming my daughter?
16:02So that's going through my head.
16:04He wouldn't do anything to hurt Sarah.
16:06He got me out of Florida.
16:08He helped me and my family during this horrific time.
16:12And I don't know what would have happened if he hadn't.
16:15And it was like I was indebted to him
16:18and I didn't want to look too much
16:20because if I did, I might find something that I couldn't,
16:24that I couldn't be ignorant to.
16:26A doctor is entrusted, they take a Hippocratic oath
16:30to put health and well-being above all else.
16:33So if they walked into the house
16:35and there were IVs and drugs and needles all over the place
16:39and Sarah was dating a construction worker,
16:42that would be a very different story.
16:44His job is to administer medication
16:47and that just adds another layer of confusion,
16:49another layer of imbalance,
16:51and another layer of smoke and mirrors
16:53because Tina and Rachel trusted that he knew what he was doing.
16:57And then look what happened.
16:59Two months later, in December of 2021,
17:02Sarah calls them again, dazed, confused,
17:05completely out of it.
17:07After the first incident, he gave us a key to the house,
17:10saying, oh, I'm not going to do it again.
17:12And to prove that, I'll give you a key
17:14so you can come over any time.
17:16When I walked into the house that time,
17:18it was a much different scene than the first time.
17:22I had never seen something like it before.
17:25There was blood everywhere.
17:27There was syringes. There was needles.
17:29I mean, I refer to it looking like on the outside,
17:33you see this multimillion-dollar home
17:35and you go inside and it's a crack den.
17:37There was bloody footprints.
17:39There was blood-soaked paper towels.
17:41There was needles. I'm finding vials of drugs.
17:44I had no idea what these drugs were, what they did,
17:47but there's no way this could be from hydration.
17:50My thought was, like, I need to document this.
17:55I was walking into this very naive,
17:58you don't know what these drugs are capable of,
18:00you don't know how addictive these drugs are.
18:02This isn't a world that you live in.
18:04And so I took pictures, I went around,
18:06I was looking for my sister, but I didn't go upstairs.
18:09I just, I had to get out.
18:11And so at that point, after the second incident,
18:15I knew everything he had said was a lie
18:20and that he was not who he was claiming to be.
18:23At this point, I was so angry.
18:27I suspected that James Ryan was administering drugs to Sarah.
18:33And probably about four hours later, I get a call from Sarah
18:37and she immediately starts crying and sobbing and said,
18:41look, she's just hydrating me.
18:43I said, no, this is something more.
18:46I don't know what's going on, but this is going to stop.
18:50The next day, I went to James Ryan's work
18:54and I confronted him.
18:56I told him that he was going to break it off with my daughter,
19:00that he would go home and he would tell her
19:03that this was going to end.
19:04And if he did not do that, that I would turn him
19:07into the authorities.
19:09So the plan was for her to move out after the holidays.
19:14I think for me, the most tragic part of this entire story
19:19is the timing.
19:22Sarah was scheduled to move out of James's apartment
19:25the day after Chris's heart attack.
19:28So as James once again comes to the family's aid
19:31during another horrific tragedy, Sarah stays with him.
19:36And James, who was supposed to be with him,
19:40Sarah stays with him.
19:42And just three weeks later, Tina and Rachel
19:46are beside her lifeless body on James Ryan's floor.
19:50When I first walked into the house,
19:52there were police everywhere.
19:54And the paramedics, they went into her purse
19:57and on the top of her purse were vials and vials of drugs
20:01just tossed on the top of her purse.
20:03The IV pole had been moved to the closet
20:07and there were IV bags in the trash.
20:10I believe in my heart that he injected my daughter
20:14with those drugs and he overdosed her
20:18and he couldn't get her to come back.
20:20I firmly believe that he realized when he could not revive her
20:25that he went into the panic mode
20:28and started cleaning things up as much as he could
20:31but left some things out to make it look like
20:34she did it to herself.
20:36So he took time to clean up before he called 911.
20:42The autopsy report showed that Sarah
20:46had the following drugs in her system.
20:49Diazepam, propofol, and ketamine.
20:53It's not a crime scene, right?
20:55At this point, it's an overdose.
20:57Right, yeah. At that point, the day Sarah passed away,
20:59it was not marked as a crime scene.
21:01What was your internal response?
21:03I just kept thinking, this isn't right.
21:06I knew he was involved with my sister's death.
21:09Every fiber in your being was like, this is not an accident.
21:12No part of me wanted to open up this disturbed world.
21:18I sat with it for a week and I tried to say,
21:20no, no, no, he didn't. No, no.
21:22I would wake up in the middle of the night, James killed her.
21:25So it was my job to bring his dirty secrets out of the closet.
21:29I knew leaving the house that day
21:32that I was going to prove that he murdered my sister.
21:40All of this escalated quite quickly.
21:42Yes.
21:43And do you think that was a result of his reaction
21:46to thinking she was leaving?
21:47That he upped the doses at that time?
21:49Part of me thinks that he did it on purpose.
21:54The mentality of, if I can't have you,
21:56nobody's going to have you.
21:57And that he knew he could get away with it
22:00because there wasn't any evidence to prove what he was doing.
22:03I knew that he was going to paint Sarah in a picture
22:08that wasn't the reality of it.
22:10And so it was my job to figure out
22:12how to get the information to turn him into the police.
22:17I had her MacBook, which was synced to her cell phone.
22:22I knew my sister, I knew, okay, well,
22:25maybe she used this password.
22:27There was a mixture of guessing the specific dates,
22:32birth dates, names.
22:34It took me quite a few tries.
22:39Once I got into Sarah's computer, that was the motherlode.
22:44There were just, I don't even know how many text messages
22:48of James admitting to giving my sister
22:52these medical grade drugs.
22:54This is what I need.
22:56Sarah's not just going to be considered another overdose.
23:01I spent two weeks compiling a binder of over 200 pages
23:06of incriminating evidence against James
23:09to turn into the police with the hopes of providing them
23:13with a roadmap as to where to start an investigation.
23:16We have to prove that he did it.
23:17We have to give the evidence that he did it.
23:19Right, like, she wasn't passed away, she was murdered.
23:21Yeah, we have to figure this out.
23:23This is what's going to bury James.
23:29So the binder first came to me on March 4th, 2022.
23:35Yeah, that's...
23:39Because that day in my life,
23:42that my career kind of changed, so.
23:47The binder was given to me by the original detective.
23:51So Detective Icavello was part of Montgomery County PD's
23:55department that focused on pharmaceutical drugs.
23:58So his expertise was targeting doctors
24:00who prescribed outside of their limit.
24:03Because of what I'm trained in,
24:05I knew exactly what had to be done.
24:08The text gave a very clear route from start to finish.
24:13Sarah had been complaining in the text
24:16about not being able to sleep.
24:18James said, I can give you a shot,
24:20and it will be gone in, I think it was six seconds.
24:23Her response was, that doesn't sound very good.
24:25He says it's already, it's done.
24:28At that point, everything started.
24:30And the text did show that he's administering the drugs
24:34and that there was an IV.
24:36And this was in February of 2021
24:38that he introduced her to these drugs.
24:40And it just progressively got worse
24:42until she was so deep into this addiction
24:46and so reliant on James that she could never leave.
24:53In September, in October, in November,
24:56the texts were pretty much a shopping list.
25:00Sarah was no longer working.
25:02Sarah was at home.
25:03Sarah was complaining about symptoms she was feeling,
25:06all symptoms of these drugs.
25:08She would say, we don't have any syringes.
25:11Is there any more ketamine?
25:12His response would be, I'll have to wait
25:14for everybody to leave to check.
25:16Maybe I'll pretend to leave and then come back.
25:19I can't believe what I'm looking at.
25:22These texts were something unlike I'd ever seen.
25:25These were daily.
25:26And the texts showed me that drugs
25:28were being taken from the office.
25:30He's administering the drugs at his house,
25:33and he's the one who's trained in knowing
25:35the long-term effects of all of these drugs is death.
25:41I told the Harris family,
25:42I'm going to do whatever I can.
25:44We're going to get justice for Sarah.
25:48James did not stop working.
25:50The office was open.
25:51He had a very large patient base,
25:54of which many were children.
25:56I stressed to the state's attorney's office,
25:59we needed to operate quickly.
26:02My name is John McCarthy,
26:03state's attorney for Montgomery County, Maryland.
26:05This is a kind of a unique case.
26:07You've got a medical doctor who's armed
26:09with special information based on years of medical training
26:14to know precisely what the risks are.
26:16The way in which and the place in which
26:18he administered the drugs,
26:19you would have never done outside a clinical setting
26:23and not even close to being consistent
26:25with what he was taught to do.
26:28I knew that they were very close
26:30to getting ready to arrest him.
26:33I had to pretend like everything was okay.
26:36He kept texting me and telling me
26:39that Sarah was coming to him
26:41and her spirit, her ghost was in the house.
26:45And he kept saying, you know,
26:47I know now what I need to do with my life for Sarah.
26:50I'm just going to get back to work
26:51and really just concentrate on helping people.
26:54The family didn't want it,
26:56but I allowed him to go to the viewing.
26:58I had to allow him to hug me at the funeral home.
27:01I said, we have to allow it
27:03because I don't want him to think anything is going on
27:07because I didn't want him to, you know, run away.
27:12I'm so lost in grief that it was tearing me up.
27:18But I said, I have to keep up this charade
27:21until they arrest him.
27:26James Ryan was arrested on March 22nd, 2022
27:30and was charged with second-degree
27:32depraved heart murder.
27:34The idea behind a depraved heart,
27:37second-degree murder charge
27:39is that the defendant didn't necessarily
27:43want to kill the person,
27:45but the actions they took were so extreme
27:48that it exhibited a wanton
27:51and reckless disregard for human life.
27:54So the depraved heart charge is really interesting.
27:57In order for the prosecution to convict him of this,
28:00they had to prove that James acted
28:02with reckless indifference towards Sarah's life
28:05by bringing her the drugs.
28:07We were obviously confident in the guilt of James Ryan,
28:11but when you have a jury trial,
28:14ultimately it's up to those 12 people
28:16to actually determine that guilt.
28:18Depraved heart theory hadn't been successfully used
28:21in any overdose case in Maryland,
28:24and so that was our biggest challenge.
28:26How did you feel on the day of the trial?
28:30Honestly, when I walked into the courtroom,
28:34I was still living in this sort of false reality,
28:37and I thought that I knew who James was,
28:41but I unfortunately didn't know the extent
28:44of how dark and disturbed and twisted he really was.
28:55In August of 2023, James Ryan's criminal trial begins,
29:00and I was able to get my hands
29:02on the audio recordings from the trial.
29:05He had the power in the relationship.
29:08He had the access to the drugs ketamine,
29:12propofol, and diazepam.
29:14He introduces these drugs to her.
29:17He created a dependence.
29:19The text messages show a history
29:21of the defendant setting up those lines
29:24that it took to eventually kill Sarah Harris.
29:27Our main thing was text messages
29:29that we had between James Ryan and Sarah Harris.
29:33There was one message about him getting her ketamine
29:37while she was sleeping.
29:38He was instructing her on how much more to push,
29:41basically, in the IV if she needed to when she woke up.
29:45We saw his instructions to her
29:47on how to increase their potency.
29:50He was giving her the tricks.
29:52He told her to take the medication
29:55with grapefruit juice
29:56and to leave the pills under her tongue
29:58and to not drink water to increase the potency.
30:02And if that wasn't enough,
30:03he invited her to get propofol, Versed, and syringes
30:07from the trunk of his car at his office.
30:14The power dynamics for us
30:15were a really important part of this case.
30:19He had such the upper hand
30:22in terms of power dynamics.
30:25He started off as her doctor.
30:27Then he became, shortly thereafter, her employer.
30:31Afterwards, they became involved
30:33in a romantic relationship.
30:35He, again, held the power in that scenario.
30:39He was grooming her step-by-step
30:42much like a child.
30:43He clearly sort of seemed to have been fixated,
30:47as it turns out.
30:48Seemed to have been fixated on her
30:50for a really long time.
30:53Back in September of 2021,
30:56like two months before we saw her with the drugs,
31:01she told me that James and her
31:03were going to go to Key West for a few days.
31:06Would you and Rachel come?
31:08James will pay for everything.
31:10You don't have to worry about a thing.
31:12And I said, oh, that sounds like a lot of fun.
31:14So we all went together.
31:16And James was charming and fun.
31:20But on that trip,
31:22I noticed that he drank a lot.
31:25We were sitting on a couch,
31:27and it was just myself, Rachel, and James Ryan.
31:30Sarah had gone to bed.
31:31And he had been drinking,
31:32and he started talking to Rachel and I.
31:35He told me, you know,
31:37I used to live down the street from you.
31:40And I said, well, that's weird.
31:43What a coincidence.
31:45Then he went on to say that
31:47he noticed Sarah in the neighborhood.
31:50And she was how old at the time?
31:52Sarah would have been 14.
31:54And he said, I used to see Sarah in the neighborhood,
31:56playing at the park,
31:57and saw her with her girlfriends and everything.
31:59And he thought she was very pretty.
32:01And then he proceeded to say that
32:04he went into the local toy store that she worked at,
32:08and he realized she was working there.
32:10And he just thought she was so beautiful.
32:12And he would take his kids to the toy store
32:15just so he could see Sarah.
32:17When she started working as a server
32:19in one of the local restaurants,
32:21he would go back to that restaurant
32:22just so he could see her and she could wait on him.
32:25But she had no idea who he was.
32:27And he said when she walked into the office,
32:30he knew exactly who she was
32:32and that he had been attracted to her.
32:35I eventually did tell Sarah,
32:36and she said, that's really creepy.
32:38But she didn't think any more of it.
32:41And I didn't think anything of it, really.
32:43But now that I look back on it,
32:45that just tells me that he wanted control over her
32:49is all he wanted.
32:50And with control comes isolation.
32:52Yes.
32:53Which he accomplished.
32:54Yes, he did.
32:55He isolated her.
32:56He did his best to remove her from her family.
33:01I believe James knew if he created dependency
33:04within my sister by pumping her full of drugs,
33:07then it almost would be impossible
33:10for my sister to leave him.
33:11Which I think was his ultimate goal,
33:13was to make it so that she could never leave.
33:19I learned a lot of things at the trial.
33:22He was barely going to work,
33:24but he was ordering two to three times more drugs
33:28than he would normally order in a week.
33:31His patient number had gone down,
33:33but his ordering had gone up.
33:34Yes, drastically.
33:36He tried to set up another office in D.C.
33:38where he could stock more drugs there
33:41and take those drugs.
33:42We also found out that right before Christmas,
33:46he OD'd her and had to resuscitate her.
33:52I did not know about any of this until the trial.
33:55I found out when her message was read
33:58that she sent to her friend.
34:01James had to give her CPR for a whole five minutes
34:05and that she's really upset about that
34:07and that she didn't want to die.
34:10He brought her back literally from the dead
34:13on a prior overdose
34:14without ever calling anybody for any help.
34:18She may have died on a particular day in January of 2022,
34:22but she was dying for months.
34:27We have all of the members of the jury present.
34:30We have received your note
34:31that the jury has reached a verdict.
34:34The jury took maybe over three hours
34:37to come to a verdict.
35:00To hear that guilty verdict,
35:02it doesn't bring my sister back,
35:04but what it does do
35:05is it sets my sister free from James' lies.
35:09We all just sat there and cried,
35:12and then I immediately started thinking,
35:15okay, how many years could he actually get?
35:18In the last two years,
35:19it comes down to this decision tomorrow.
35:21Once you get that guilty verdict,
35:23that's really the important part
35:24is how long is this person going to prison for?
35:27Thinking about James Ryan
35:28not spending the rest of his life in prison
35:31tears at my gut.
35:39Hi, good morning.
35:41How are you?
35:42I was going to give you a squeeze before.
35:45Been waiting for a long time for this, so we're ready.
35:50How are you guys feeling?
35:51There's obviously a sense of anxiety and worry,
35:54but at the end of the day,
35:55I trust that the judge sees through
35:58his narcissism and his lies.
36:00We want him to spend the rest of his life in prison.
36:04He took a life,
36:05and he, in our eyes, needs to pay with his.
36:08For him to sit in the trial and show no remorse,
36:12to stare me down when I was on the stand
36:16as if he was going to frighten me,
36:18I want the opportunity to look straight at James Ryan
36:23and speak to him.
36:26I have been absolutely devastated
36:29since discovering Sarah
36:30on the morning of January 26, 2022.
36:33I do not place blame on anyone else
36:36or try to excuse my actions in any way,
36:39and I fully accept my responsibility.
36:41He makes some statements that I take full responsibility,
36:44but then he turns around and he denies it to a lot of extent.
36:48Well, I did not administer the drugs to Sarah,
36:50and I'm not exactly sure when she got them,
36:52but it's necessary for me to own my choices,
36:55accept my responsibility,
36:57work extremely hard every day
36:59to ensure that I never repeat any of the choices
37:02that have led me here.
37:04For me personally to sit in the courtroom,
37:08I needed him to hear me, hear my voice.
37:12My Sarah was everything,
37:16but you took her from me.
37:18You lied to me.
37:20You used me.
37:22You conned me.
37:24This is all I have left of my baby,
37:27her ashes and her hair.
37:29Do you see this?
37:31This is all I have!
37:33Don't look away from me!
37:36The Harris family spoke to make sure that it was clear
37:41James Ryan was the sole reason for Sarah Harris' death.
37:46There may have been a lot going on in her life,
37:49but the court's focus should have been on James Ryan
37:52and his role in her death.
37:54I was feeling more nervous the day of the sentencing
37:58than sometimes I was feeling throughout the trial.
38:01Questioning, is the judge going to see through his lies?
38:05Because ultimately it comes down to what she feels
38:08is the appropriate amount of time for him
38:10to spend in prison for these crimes.
38:15The reason I don't think I'll ever forget
38:18these messages is because the one person in the room
38:22who knew better was the one supplying.
38:25So if you would stand up, sir.
38:29As to count one second-degree murder,
38:32it is the sentence of this court
38:34that you be committed to the Maryland Division of Corrections
38:37for a period of 45 years.
38:43When the judge gave him the 45 and no parole,
38:46I think my heart leaped.
38:48I really knew then that he would suffer.
38:52I want him to never have another happy moment in his life
38:55for what he's done.
38:57This sentence is 20 years over the top
39:00of the Maryland sentencing guidelines.
39:02I think this is an enormously good sentence.
39:05I think he's going to go to jail for the rest of his life.
39:08I am enormously proud of the men and women that worked for me
39:11that helped us get to where we are.
39:13Rachel's a hero to me in this case.
39:15Yeah.
39:17And the Montgomery County Police Department,
39:19one of our great detectives here.
39:25What a way to end my career.
39:27This was a wrong that I'm so happy that I was able to write.
39:34My goal is to get some kind of law put into place
39:41to enforce checks and balances into private practices
39:46that have license to buy these deadly drugs.
39:50The amount of drugs that James Ryan purchased,
39:54there should have been a red flag.
39:56I know for a fact that my daughter's not the only one
39:59that has died from something like this.
40:01It's just never been able to be proved.
40:03You made history today,
40:05and it was because you guys fought so hard.
40:07Imagine if you didn't.
40:09This is the first time a case like this has gone to court
40:13in the state of Maryland.
40:15There's not been another one like it.
40:17It's a win.
40:19It is.
40:21It's been a pleasure getting to know you during this process.
40:24I appreciate you allowing me to introduce Sarah to everyone.
40:28I'm hoping through this and through my words
40:31that I will have a hand in stopping one person
40:35from losing their life to something like this.
40:38That's Sarah's legacy for us now,
40:40is to make it so that these people in high-power positions
40:44don't feel that they can play God
40:46and decide who gets to live and who gets to die.
40:48To keep this kind of grief from one mother,
40:51that is my journey now, and I do it for my Sarah,
40:54and I will stay on that journey
40:57until I can get it done for her.

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