Filename: I don't want anyone feeling sorry for me. Recent pre-procedure thoughts I posted on the gram., 268819211 (Rumble Download).
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#1. My medical issues? No complaints this is how my body works.
#2. I don't want anyone feeling sorry for me because they were like you can't have kids. I don't want kids, been on the childfree side for years.
#3. I'm loving the single and child free life. I love my freedoms...
#3a. I will not trust anyone with my life in the ways I did in the past. When you get burned, you learned. I owned my shortcomings, stopped living for others, and one day woke up different.
#4. You're my legacy.
#5. I love rolling into my procedures with positive energy for the doctors.
#6. After listening to my newest group of songs at: https://linktr.ee/sslickmixtapes. Lets raise awareness on my favorite causes: suicide prevention, mom suicide prevention, overdose awareness, gun violence awareness, black maternal health, postpartum psychosis, car crash prevention/awareness, endometriosis awareness, hearing loss awareness, infertility awareness, chronic illness awareness. I've already hit the ground running in speeches. Lets keep it moving.
#7. I found that when I wanted and asked for help in different periods of my life, it came with too many strings/I was called names/made fun of. So no, I don't look for anyone or anything to help me out at all. You won't find me on Facebook or NextDoor asking for money or help. I will figure it out myself. If I don't. I will make it through the consequences myself. I have faced the hardest days by myself and don't care who stays or goes anymore. Just being honest, I have the mantra that no one is coming to save me. Being alone is not as bad as people pretending to be your friends and stabbing you in the back.
#8. I'm a positive person, and like to bring positive energy in the room. I've been through my fair share of shit. You will more in likely hear me talk about my goals of making squirrel communication or another animal language a language. In other words, you're either going to figure it out or not. And I keep getting signs everyday that I'm in alignment with my purpose.
00:00Hey, y'all. They just gave me a shot, so I'm starting to get a little woozy over here, you know, feeling a little woogly. I just want to say thank you for the support in my music. You guys are incredible. Just stop. I don't want people feeling sorry for me because they told me I can't have kids or I can't do this or I can't do that. Let's focus on things I can do. And I feel like as far as I'm concerned, you're my legacy.
00:30Woo, it's starting to get loud. That's the excitement I like to, and the energy I like to bring into a room every time I have a procedure. You know, woo, because it gets really intense and I like to joke around with doctors and say, hey, let's just make this a Woodstock 50 thing and let's just pretend we're all smoking blood and having a good time. That's just the type of person I am. I know some of my songs can be pretty serious, but I don't want y'all getting scared. I just want you guys to just listen and then raise awareness on the issues that I talk about in the songs. That would be incredible. Thank you so much.
