Fast Talk with Boy Abunda: Iza Calzado, inaming natakot ikwento ang pagpanaw ng ina (Episode 541)

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Aired (February 25, 2025): Muling inalala ni Iza Calzado ang yumaong ina at inamin kung bakit natakot siyang ibahagi ang katotohanan sa likod ng kanyang pagpanaw noon sa iba. Panoorin sa video.   For more Fast Talk With Boy Abunda videos, click the link below:   https://www.youtube.com/playlist?list=PLGRhcC_vtOrYkYNWgPJ9ntTVJ7BHCXumB   Watch the latest episodes of 'Fast Talk with Boy Abunda’ weekdays at 4:00 PM on GMA Afternoon prime, starring Boy Abunda. #FastTalkwithBoyAbunda   To our Global Pinoys in the U.S., catch your favorite Pinoy shows from GMA Pinoy TV, GMA Life TV, and GMA News TV, now available on YouTube TV!   Subscribe now for only $14.99 per month. Visit tv.youtube.com for more details.

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00:00What about fear?

00:06Fears?

00:07Gaano kakatakot when you decided to come out in public and speak about your mom?

00:13And the journey and the mental health journey of mama?

00:16Those are two different things.

00:18Okay.

00:19Two different things.

00:20Two different things.

00:21Yes.

00:22I think nung 2019, hindi na ako ganon katakot, kaya ako nagsalita na.

00:26I was in a better place to share it.

00:28And it was the best, I guess, way to share it.

00:32Oh, how beautiful.

00:34Beautiful.

00:35Pero dati may takot ka.

00:37Oo.

00:38Nung bago ako sa industriya.

00:39At ang takot mo, at ang gagaling saan?

00:41Hindi pa siya ganon ka.

00:44Ka-widely understood.

00:46And until now, I mean, or accepted.

00:49You know, it was not talked about.

00:51I was new in the industry.

00:53What do you say?

00:54How do you say that?

00:55I didn't, in the beginning, want to build a name based on that.

00:59Because you will be branded as that.

01:02But that was going to be your story.

01:04Nanay niya ay.

01:06So when they would ask me, I would just say, she died.

01:09And they were always free to assume whatever they wanted.

01:12But you can't even say it now, Isa.

01:14I can.

01:15Am I allowed to?

01:16Yes.

01:17So yes, in 2019, I lost my mother.

01:21She died by suicide.

01:23And wow, I didn't realize it would carry that weight still.

01:30But yeah, I don't say it proudly.

01:33I don't want to attach anything to it except truth.

01:38And grief, of course.

01:41That's the only thing I attach to it.

01:44No longer shame nor fear.

01:47No longer anything worry.

01:57Because at that time, the worry was, what if that's my path?

02:04How does that affect me?

02:06But now, it's, alam mo yun, Tito Boy.

02:10When people say, I lost my mom to cancer.

02:13Yes.

02:14I mean, people, my mother was sick.

02:17She was bipolar.

02:19She battled with this since I was a child.

02:24Bata pa lamang po ako, ay nakikita ko na ang laban ng nanay ko.

02:30Dilim ilaw, dilim ilaw.

02:33And a lot of that you didn't understand.

02:35I didn't understand the way I understand now.

02:39But I had to face it day in and day out.

02:43At marami siya.

02:44It comes with a lot of things, Tito Boy.

02:46And the stigma.

02:47Naalala ko yung kwentuhan natin.

02:49Bata ka pa, nasasabihang ka ng, baliw ang mama.

02:52And that must have been painful.

02:55Yes. Mahirap po. Mahirap pong karga yun.

03:00Kasi may shame yun. May takot at may shame. Nakasama yun.

03:04Kaya hindi mo mailabas dahil doon sa shame na yun.

03:07Doon sa shame na yun.

03:08Hindi ko din siya maintindihan.

03:10It was embarrassing.

03:12To hear that.

03:14Pero now, you can't even say that anymore.

03:18It's no longer politically correct.

03:20No. Not just politically correct.

03:22It is not human.

03:23It's not correct and human.

03:24Yeah. It is not human to say that.

03:26Pero Isa, ngayon, as a mother, as a woman,

03:29naging ano ka dahil sa lahat ng itong pinagdaanan mo?

03:33Great question.

03:34Naging mas matatag ako.

03:37Alam ko, dahil sa lahat ng pinagdaanan ko sa buhay,

03:42bata pa lamang ako,

03:43hindi lamang sa pagkamatay ng aking nanay,

03:46kundi sa pinagdaanan namin bilang pamilya.

03:49Kasi you all, there are paths to choose from.

03:54And one, this is what happened to me.

03:57So, talking about narratives that we put in our heads,

04:02I really chose to believe that I will do everything I can

04:08to have a better path than my mother.

04:12Whatever that takes, and it takes a lot of work, Tito Boy.

04:17Deliberate, conscious work.

04:19And sometimes, the subconscious still wins.

04:22Tao lang po ako.

04:23Tama.

04:24Lahat tayo, we fight with our own demons inside.

04:27Tag of war.

04:28It's a war that happens inside us.

04:33And lagi ko lang kinakapitan yung light,

04:36because we are all made of light as well.

04:41So, lagi ko lang yun.

04:42Kaya laban talaga, laban lagi.

04:44Light and love.

04:45And thank you for sharing that story.

04:46Laban light.

04:47Oo, diba?

04:48Laban light, yun lang ako lagi.

04:50Laban light.

04:51Okay.

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