Fast Talk with Boy Abunda: Mark Herras, hindi nakapagluksa sa pagpanaw ng mga magulang (Episode 526)

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Aired (February 4, 2025): Inamin ni Mark Herras na hindi na siya nagkaroon ng panahong makapagluksa nang pumanaw ang kanyang mga magulang at iba pang mga mahal sa buhay. Panoorin sa video.   For more Fast Talk With Boy Abunda videos, click the link below:   https://www.youtube.com/playlist?list=PLGRhcC_vtOrYkYNWgPJ9ntTVJ7BHCXumB   Watch the latest episodes of 'Fast Talk with Boy Abunda’ weekdays at 4:00 PM on GMA Afternoon prime, starring Boy Abunda. #FastTalkwithBoyAbunda   To our Global Pinoys in the U.S., catch your favorite Pinoy shows from GMA Pinoy TV, GMA Life TV, and GMA News TV, now available on YouTube TV!   Subscribe now for only $14.99 per month. Visit tv.youtube.com for more details.

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00:00What do you think exactly, you know Daddy John, your Uncle Pimo, what will they say about this controversy?

00:14They'll just laugh. Daddy will probably react a little, then he might watch the declaration. Papa Pimo will just laugh.

00:23But you, you want them all to be included.

00:25Yeah.

00:26I remember the personal stories that even though their relationship wasn't that good, but you wanted them there.

00:34Yes.

00:35Why?

00:36Because for me, that was the foundation of our family. My father was with my uncle, then eventually my mom.

00:44Even though they weren't partners, as long as we were together in one house, we were still a whole.

00:51That's the story that really stuck in my heart. Because, you know, I'm a gay person.

00:56Yes.

00:57And it touches my heart because you acknowledge the fact that you were raised beautifully by two gay parents.

01:07Yes. That's why I'm good at being with gay people.

01:12It's like, it clicked right away. Even though I'm not shy, because some people are shy at first.

01:19I'm a little shy, but I'm like, hi mom, how are you?

01:21No, because you lived it.

01:23Yes.

01:24You lived experience.

01:25Yes.

01:26Your loved ones followed suit. Grandma, Mom, Daddy John, your Uncle Hermin.

01:36Where did the strength come from?

01:38And, you know, in one interview you said, you almost couldn't open up. You weren't able to grieve.

01:44How was that? How did you overcome that?

01:48Actually, I feel like I didn't overcome it until now. That's where the depression and anxiety came from, right?

01:54When I was celebrating their death anniversary, sometimes I would break down.

01:59When I'm alone, I would get angry.

02:01Then one time, I remembered, I think, I stopped at an expressway.

02:06I asked them, did I ever say thank you to you guys?

02:10Yes.

02:11I cried.

02:14I didn't overcome it. I wasn't able to open up properly, the depression.

02:19But, I need to move on.

02:21Because I have my own family that I'm living with.

02:25Like my children, my future children.

02:27And then my wife.

02:28And my in-laws didn't abandon me.

02:30I'm so thankful to them. I'm so lucky to them.

02:35I can't forget them, even if I don't miss them that much.

02:37But, they're always in my heart and in my mind.

02:40So, instead of grieving, instead of feeling sad, depressed, and, you know, letting myself go,

02:46I'm fighting for my life because I have something to live for.

02:51If you were to verbalize your thank you,

02:54Dad, did I thank you?

02:56Tito, did I thank you?

02:58Ma, did I ever say thank you?

03:01If you were to thank them now, how would that sound?

03:06What would you say?

03:08Just simple like, Dad, Mama, Mamang, Papa Pim.

03:14I don't know if I ever thanked you.

03:16Not sometimes before, but I just want to say thank you.

03:20Thank you for everything.

03:21I love you so much and I miss you.

03:25And, of course, I can't give you a clear explanation of why you chose me.

03:31But, I'm sure that you're up there watching me and your grandchildren.

03:36And, hopefully, you're proud of me.

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