RHOBH Erika Jayne On Dating & Her Pizza Party At Chuck E. Cheese

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00:00Do you feel like you are ready for a relationship?

00:03Is that something that you want now anymore?

00:05Are you just happy being comfortable with yourself?

00:08Listen, I'm happy to be on my own,

00:10but I'm also happy to share this version of myself with someone.

00:15I don't think I'll ever get married again, and that's okay.

00:18I've been married all of my adult life,

00:20but it would be nice to share this time of my life with someone,

00:24but that's going to have to be a really strong someone.

00:26Sure, yeah.

00:27Because it's a lot.

00:29It is a lot.

00:30Have you been out on dates and things like that?

00:32No, I haven't, and I need to.

00:35I did make a promise to myself last year to become more social, and I was.

00:42And so this year, one of my intentions for 25 is to be a lot more social.

00:46Sure, yeah.

00:46To go out, to circulate.

00:49You got to circulate.

00:50You got to be with the people.

00:51No, totally.

00:52I cannot sit in my house for another year, okay?

00:56I've lived there four years.

00:57Basically, I've been a prisoner.

00:58You said that.

01:00Yes, for almost three and a half years.

01:03And this last six, seven months, I've been out, and it's time to get out more.

01:08It must have been so hard to feel that way.

01:11I felt threatened in every way possible.

01:14Really?

01:15Yeah, it really did.

01:15It was not good.

01:17It did not feel good to not feel it.

01:23And when I say this word, I mean it in many ways.

01:26The word safe just didn't feel good to walk outside.

01:31I didn't know what was coming.

01:34There was a lot of, and there was a time in my life when I was,

01:38you know, you can feel people looking at you.

01:41And then that feeds into, like, you think there are more people.

01:43You know, it just does not feel good at all.

01:45It takes the wind out of your sails.

01:46You're like, maybe I won't go outside.

01:48You know what?

01:48Maybe I will stay in here.

01:49It's safe in here.

01:50Sure.

01:51Do you feel like this show helped you kind of

01:55get to that next step of going out a little bit more?

01:57And, you know, did you feel like, I know,

02:00we've obviously seen the journey with the women,

02:02and some of them have been supportive.

02:03Some of them haven't.

02:04Yeah.

02:04But that's life.

02:06That is life.

02:06That's life.

02:07You can't expect everybody to be on your team.

02:09So when they are, you expect everybody to be themselves.

02:12So they reveal themselves.

02:14You know, everybody reveals themselves.

02:16And that's okay.

02:17Um, I, you know, Dorit and I made a promise to get out more.

02:21Kyle and I made a promise to each other to get out more.

02:24Sutton's very social.

02:25Sure.

02:26She's always out.

02:28Garcelle, I don't know if she's social or not.

02:30I think she's, you know, she picks and chooses.

02:34But, um, Boze is very social.

02:36Yeah.

02:37So I've made a decision to become more social.

02:39Good for you.

02:40Yeah.

02:40Do you feel like you have closure on the past four years or so?

02:44I don't know if I'll ever have complete closure.

02:47But I think I have about as good as I can get.

02:49Yeah.

02:50You know, I will never have answers to some questions about my own life.

02:54Of course.

02:55But I think it's about as good as you can get.

02:58And I also have to acknowledge where I'm at now.

03:00Like today, sitting here, looking forward to the future as Roxy.

03:04Like I have to be here and I can't live any longer in the past.

03:09I have to let it go.

03:09No, it's so true.

03:10Easier said than done.

03:11But it's something that I actively do every day.

03:15Do you get your pizza party this season?

03:18I do.

03:18Good for you.

03:19And it's at Chuck E. Cheese.

03:22They do have great crust.

03:25I'm into it.

03:25Just want to say thank you to Chuck E. Cheese for letting us come.

03:29And like the adults at Chuck E. Cheese.

03:31I get my pizza party.

03:33Hats, games.

03:34Did Chuck E. come out too?

03:36Hell yeah.

03:37Little kids.

03:38Like they really allowed us to thank you to Chuck E. Cheese.

03:42And it was wonderful.

03:43I love that so much.

03:44We got merch.

03:46We played games.

03:47I had a great time.

03:48That sounds like so much fun.

03:49It was fun.

03:49Did it mean a lot to you?

03:50It did.

03:51At first, I didn't know.

03:52I thought, wait a second.

03:54Hold on.

03:55Do you guys think I'm a child?

03:56And then I was like, wait a second, Erica.

03:57Don't, don't, don't do that.

03:59Lean into it.

04:00Have a good time.

04:01Get your pizza party and have fun.

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