It's Showtime: Novie at Ivan, nagkaagawan sa iisang lalaki? (EXpecially For You)

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Aired (December 28, 2024): Matapos malaman ni Ivan ang kanyang tunay na sexuality ay nagkaroon ng pagkakataon sa buhay nila ni Novie na iisang lalaki ang kanilang nagugustuhan.

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00:01It's hard, right?

00:05I don't want to stop.

00:08It's okay, Ivan. It's okay.

00:11When did you find the courage to say,

00:17I'm gay.

00:19You thought it was easy, but it was hard.

00:24Because before this, you already admitted it, right?

00:27That's why you were open to saying, I'm gay on TV.

00:33But before this, when did you have the courage to say,

00:39I'm gay.

00:41Because you already knew it, but you couldn't say it out loud.

00:45You were afraid to say it out loud.

00:49You already knew it, but you couldn't say it out loud.

00:54You were afraid to say it out loud.

00:57When did you get rid of that fear?

00:59I felt, or I acknowledged myself,

01:04the moment I broke up with her.

01:09That was a new year.

01:11December 31.

01:14It's not a new year yet, because there's no new year in January.

01:17It's almost there.

01:19Ah, New Year's Eve.

01:21Vesperacion.

01:24It's New Year's Eve.

01:25I can't protect you from that.

01:28Just kidding.

01:30I was just trying to make it light.

01:32I'm sorry.

01:34It's hard to accept,

01:36that when you're that kind of person,

01:41you'll go to hell.

01:43Right? When people say they're religious.

01:46How can we say that God will forgive us?

01:51Where will that go?

01:54And also,

01:56it's not the person's fault

02:00that this is my heart.

02:02This is what I want.

02:05I just became true.

02:07All religions are coming from love,

02:12and empathy,

02:14and sympathy,

02:16and compassion, and kindness, and respect.

02:19So if your religion is teaching you otherwise,

02:21it's about time you re-evaluate yourself,

02:25and your faith.

02:27Right?

02:29There's no religion that teaches people to have guts.

02:34You should be mad at him.

02:36You should have guts.

02:38Don't accept him.

02:40You should be cruel to him.

02:42What kind of religion is that?

02:44All religions are coming from love.

02:47That's the basic teaching of every religion.

02:51Love.

02:53That's where all true religions come from.

02:55Right?

02:58So,

03:00I am very proud of you

03:02that you, again, found the courage

03:05to speak your truth.

03:07Because your truth will allow people to understand you.

03:10Because before you said that,

03:12people will look at you like,

03:14he's crazy.

03:16Why is he like that to a woman?

03:18He has no respect for women

03:19because he can't understand where you're coming from.

03:22That's what I've been saying,

03:24that I want him to speak his truth

03:26so that you can understand him.

03:28Not to say that what he did was right,

03:30but so that you can understand

03:32why he reached that point.

03:35You both became victims.

03:41Apologize to him because he was hurt.

03:44Many times.

03:46Because I am so guilty of what I did to him.

03:50Aside from that,

03:52he had a lot of first time

03:55that were magical,

03:57that he will remember.

04:01I took that from him.

04:04So,

04:06I apologized to him a lot of times

04:09and I still feel guilty.

04:13It's lacking.

04:15It's like there's no word

04:17or effort

04:19that I can give to him

04:21just to be okay.

04:23Because,

04:25I still wanted him to be my friend.

04:27Yeah.

04:29But that's what hurts,

04:31because you can't go back to that.

04:33You can't go back.

04:35But,

04:37it's enough that you acknowledged what you did.

04:39Apologize to him sincerely.

04:41Apologize sincerely to him

04:44that comes from love.

04:46Apologize to your God

04:50and ask Him to forgive you.

04:54Free yourself from the weight of guilt,

04:59of doubting yourself.

05:02You need to be free from that.

05:05Did you forgive Ivan?

05:07Yes.

05:09Especially when we broke up,

05:11it was so messy afterwards.

05:14Because,

05:16when he broke up with me,

05:17we had a common friend

05:20that became my close friend for a time.

05:25To the point that,

05:28when we went to Chaba's apartment,

05:32we told him that

05:34we were going to invite Ivan as our common friend.

05:37Then,

05:39it turned out that they were in a relationship.

05:42I was the last person who found out.

05:44So,

05:46that's also one of the difficult things

05:49that our friendship went through.

05:52Honestly,

05:54I don't know

05:56what happened

05:58between them

06:00when they became my boyfriends.

06:02That was my first boyfriend.

06:04I don't know what happened.

06:07Well,

06:09I was the only one who found out

06:11when we became a couple.

06:12You were the only one who found out?

06:14Yes,

06:16I was the only one who found out.

06:18You were the only one who found out?

06:20Yes, I was the only one who found out.

06:22Oh, you didn't mean to find out

06:24that they had something going on?

06:26No, because

06:28they were talking all the time.

06:30It was late at night,

06:32and I was surprised.

06:34I was thinking that

06:36they might end up sleeping together.

06:38I really didn't know that.

06:40I didn't know that they were talking.

06:43Well,

06:45for me,

06:47as I was exploring myself,

06:49I had a chance

06:51since

06:53Cutie Pie was the

06:55new choir member

06:57that we became friends with.

06:59So,

07:01my emotions

07:03developed

07:05romantically towards him.

07:07That's why

07:09we had a moment

07:11where we talked

07:13non-stop for two days.

07:15Of course, we slept.

07:17But,

07:19after that,

07:21I confessed to him

07:23that I liked him.

07:25I was surprised

07:27because he liked me too.

07:29What I know is

07:31that I also see them

07:33in a group

07:35where they are happy.

07:36So,

07:38I was surprised.

07:40Then, I grabbed that opportunity

07:42for us to be together

07:44because there was a spark.

07:46There was a feeling

07:48that I felt for him.

07:50It was different.

07:52Yes.

07:54That's where you differentiated

07:56your feelings for him

07:58from your feelings for the guy.

08:00Yes.

08:01It was very far.

08:03That's why you can say

08:04that you are

08:06in love with him.

08:08I understand you

08:10because I feel the same way.

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