I need the feel of her soft embrace Of the one who no longer knows me The whiskey is only a waste And there's always a hidden fee
I miss her hair in my face And having her next to me I miss her smell and taste I'm only one, no longer we
It gets harder living everyday Fighting with the ghosts of my past I cannot find the words to say The time flew by way too fast
I get knocked down by the wind Fighting for something that's not there I find myself lying on the ground again The memories only rip and tear
I fight the demons in my way Sometimes there's too many to face I finally find the words to say But they're nothing but a waste
Never seeing you again isn't the hard part It's not knowing if you are OK You'll always have a place in my heart I'll be here even a million miles away
I'm fine in the day time Lonely in the night I might seem like I'm fine But that just ain't right
I won't let this pain kill me But I may just come out crippled My heart is without a key Everyday this loneliness triples
Even in the day I find myself wondering When I hear a song from Gary Allan It leaves me in a constant state of pondering It's getting hard to avoid the reapers' talon
My friends may not understand But I need to be in the arms of a woman They try to help, but not all of them can Without love I'm not a true man
I'm working on OK But it's a long and hard road I may stumble and loose my way But this is a hundred ton load\n\nWilliam Mowell
