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They open their relationship—but as feelings grow complicated, trust begins to fall apart.
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00:00What happened to us?
00:08How did we get here?
00:30Did you give any thought to what I mentioned last week?
00:45Not now, James.
01:00Alright, I'm leaving. I'll be back later.
01:10Do you want to wait for the food to come?
01:13I promised Angela I'll meet up with her. Save me some?
01:18Will do.
01:25Did you want anything?
01:28No, I'm good.
01:44Hey, babe.
01:46Got some burritos.
01:48I didn't have any hot sauce, so I picked some up.
01:58I didn't know.
02:00I'm going to go ahead and put a shoulder to the bar.
02:04Boom.
02:06I'm popping out.
02:08All right, let's go ahead and grab another one.
02:10Yeah, I'll buy another one, right?
02:12Sorry, this is a test.
02:14This is what was going on.
02:16You can go ahead and collect some of the other things.
02:18And there was a test for this company.
02:20I got to get the test for this facility.
02:22I am going to get the test for this facility.
02:54Yo, where are you at?
03:14It doesn't make any sense, man.
03:16It doesn't make any goddamn sense.
03:18I told you to stay off of those apps.
03:20What?
03:21No, it's not the apps.
03:22It's me.
03:22Apparently, I'm the crazy one.
03:24Well, yeah, there is that.
03:25No, you understand.
03:26I hit the shorty up to hang out, right?
03:28And then she hit me back talking about,
03:29if we're going to hang out,
03:30I got to send me $100 on cash app.
03:32And I told her, that's not a date.
03:33That's a ****.
03:34And she don't get mad at me.
03:35How does that make any sense, man?
03:36You know what it is?
03:37It's this.
03:38See this?
03:39This is my problem.
03:40Right here.
03:41All they want is what's in here.
03:42That's all they want.
03:43Next time I go on a date,
03:44I'm leaving this at home.
03:45She's paying for everything.
03:46As a matter of fact,
03:47this is staying here tonight.
03:49We're going to this party
03:49that Leo invited us to.
03:51We?
03:53Yes, we.
03:54Every night you call me.
03:55I'm talking about your problems.
03:56I'm talking about,
03:57oh, Rock, help me, please.
03:58Oh, I can't do anything right.
04:00Oh, my God.
04:02I'm inconsolable.
04:03What am I supposed to do?
04:04Well, tonight,
04:07you're coming to help me out.
04:09All right?
04:09How about that, buddy?
04:10You like that one?
04:12I don't know.
04:13What do you not know, man?
04:14You don't even have to do anything.
04:15Your presence will suffice.
04:16All right?
04:17Look,
04:18all you got to do
04:19is get out of your head,
04:20come hang with the boys,
04:22let off some **** steam,
04:23and get a couple drinks.
04:25How's that sound?
04:26Huh?
04:26Does that sound good?
04:27Sounds like a good idea to me.
04:32All right.
04:34No, no, no.
04:36Leave it.
04:37Leave it.
04:37Come on.
04:38How are you...
04:38No.
04:39Leave it there.
04:40Go put your clothes on.
04:41It's like 945.
04:46How's my hair look?
04:47Do you like it?
04:48No, no, no.
04:49You don't like the hair?
04:50Should I put some moose in it or something?
04:52Should I put some moose in it?
05:02Girl,
05:03what is wrong with you?
05:04I don't know what's wrong.
05:06I can't get through to him.
05:07I don't know what the hell's going on with him.
05:09Space, right?
05:10That's what he wanted?
05:12Well, you're giving it to him.
05:14Try not to worry about him.
05:16We're going out tonight.
05:18No bars,
05:19no clubs.
05:20Listen,
05:21I just want to check out
05:22this new restaurant downtown anyways.
05:24So,
05:25you hungry?
05:26I'm tired of anything.
05:28I haven't been able to sleep
05:29for the past couple of days.
05:31Hospital been giving you odd shifts?
05:33Yeah,
05:33like every shift.
05:35We just had another nurse leave
05:36and
05:36that on top of class
05:39and everything with James.
05:41Hey, stop.
05:43You're going to damage my car
05:45more than your head.
05:47Shut up.
05:49Listen,
05:50we just hired someone new at the office.
05:52Her name's Sammy
05:53and she's new to the city,
05:55so
05:55I invited her out with us tonight.
05:58As long as she's not like
05:59the other person you invited.
06:01Whatever.
06:02She wasn't even that bad.
06:04Until she
06:05got too drunk
06:06and threw up on me.
06:08See,
06:08you talk too much.
06:10You need to channel
06:10all that energy towards James.
06:11You better not.
06:14I mean,
06:15I was just going to say,
06:17you know,
06:17that business you told me
06:19you were starting.
06:20Don't remind me of it.
06:22Let's forget about
06:23all our problems tonight
06:24and just have fun.
06:27I'll try.
06:33Oh, man.
07:03Are you lost?
07:06No,
07:07I'm just trying
07:07to get some service.
07:11You're not from here,
07:12are you?
07:15Look,
07:15I hate hiking.
07:17I don't remember
07:18the last time I did this.
07:19And
07:20I'm supposed to meet
07:21a friend up here,
07:21but I don't know
07:22where he's at.
07:24It doesn't make any sense
07:25that you wouldn't have
07:26service up here.
07:29Well, maybe
07:30that's what they're for.
07:33Well, you could get
07:35lost up here.
07:37You ever think of that?
07:40I think you're
07:40overthinking this.
07:42I'm sure you'll
07:42find your friend.
07:56What are you doing?
07:57Not overthinking.
08:00I think I'll wait here.
08:01I figure I'll be safe
08:03with a Girl Scout
08:04like yourself
08:04by my side.
08:07Yeah.
08:07What happens
08:08when I have to leave
08:09and your friend
08:09never shows up?
08:11I don't even know
08:12your name.
08:12James.
08:14My name is James.
08:18Veronica.
08:27Isn't there supposed
08:28there supposed to be
08:28a swing up here?
08:33What?
08:35I was saying,
08:36isn't there supposed
08:37to be a swing up here
08:38that if you take a picture
08:39at the right angle,
08:42looks like you're
08:42swinging over the city.
08:45Oh, you're talking
08:45about the secret
08:46swing at Angels Point.
08:47It's not there,
08:48ain't it?
08:49Wait, really?
08:50Yeah, they took it down
08:52not too long ago.
08:55Damn.
08:56Well, that's the whole
08:57reason we came up here.
08:58My friend's new in town
08:59too, and
09:00he was told
09:02they asked
09:03to check this place out.
09:07Well, there's plenty
09:08of, you know,
09:10great views
09:11and venues downtown,
09:12so...
09:14Hmm.
09:17Maybe
09:17you should take me out
09:20to one of these
09:21venues.
09:22me take you out?
09:27I don't see why not.
09:30What happened
09:30to your mysterious friend
09:31that you were supposed
09:32to meet?
09:34Well, it looks like
09:35he's going to have
09:36to get lost.
09:39Just like I did.
09:40ask me something.
09:57Ask me something you
09:59haven't asked a girl
10:00on a date before.
10:01What's your number one
10:07regret in life?
10:08What's something just
10:09you wish you could
10:10take back?
10:13I normally try not
10:14to regret anything,
10:15but if I had to fake,
10:16it'd probably be
10:17moving out of my
10:18parents' space
10:19as early as I did.
10:20Hmm.
10:22I did get a head start,
10:23but I wish
10:24I had gotten more
10:25help along the way.
10:28How young were you?
10:2916.
10:34I mean,
10:36I haven't looked back
10:36since.
10:37We're cool now,
10:39but it's just the best
10:40for all of us.
10:44Are they still together?
10:46No, they separated.
10:49I'm sorry to hear that.
10:51Don't be.
10:52I don't believe
10:53in marriage anyway.
10:54It's just another
10:55expensive mistake.
10:56marriage doesn't really
10:59make or break
11:00or love.
11:03I feel like marriages
11:04don't really last.
11:05It's just another
11:06patriarchal institution
11:07that the government
11:08makes money off of.
11:13What if a guy
11:14would want to marry you?
11:15I'd ask him why?
11:20Does marriage
11:21make or break or love?
11:23I mean,
11:23marriage is becoming
11:24less necessary as is.
11:27Women are supposed
11:28to change their last name,
11:29beliefs,
11:29and whole identity.
11:31That's it,
11:32if you ask me.
11:37What if I told you
11:38I agree with you?
11:38My parents never
11:42got married.
11:43I mean,
11:43they're not together,
11:44but I never really
11:47saw any animosity
11:48between them.
11:50In divorces,
11:52they look like
11:54they suck.
11:56Tell me about it.
12:02What's something
12:02you're lying
12:03to yourself about?
12:06What?
12:07What's something
12:09you're lying
12:10to yourself
12:10about right now?
12:13Um,
12:14I don't know.
12:16I mean...
12:18You do.
12:25That I don't care.
12:29That I don't care
12:30about the ultimatums
12:31life seems to bring me.
12:34That I don't care
12:35about everyone
12:36close to me
12:37choosing
12:38everything but me.
12:42That I don't care
12:43about what happens
12:43to me,
12:44good or bad.
12:47That I don't care
12:48about what tomorrow
12:49or next week
12:50or next year brings.
12:54The truth is,
12:55I do care.
12:58Tomorrow isn't promised,
12:59and I want
13:00to be able
13:00to feel everything
13:02the good
13:03and the bad.
13:09What's stopping you?
13:12Maybe all of this
13:13pretending has been
13:14doing you more harm
13:15than good.
13:18I guess
13:19the hope is that
13:20I wake up
13:23and snap out of it.
13:24I think we all
13:26hope that, James.
13:30I would
13:31also be lying
13:33if I said
13:34I wanted to stop
13:34seeing you
13:35after today.
13:36Well, maybe
13:42it's okay
13:42to lie
13:43sometimes.
13:46And
13:47that I would
13:49hate,
13:50I mean,
13:51hate
13:52to kiss you
13:53right now.
13:54Why,
14:05why
14:06do you
14:07come into
14:08my head?
14:09I won't see
14:10you again.
14:13But if
14:14I
14:15do it,
14:17we'll just be
14:18a quick
14:19conversation
14:20and then
14:21we'll be
14:22through.
14:22You're the
14:23quintessential
14:24girl
14:25from my
14:26town.
14:26Yes,
14:27you are
14:27who used
14:28to be
14:29more compatible.
14:31But then
14:32I got
14:33lost,
14:34lost in
14:35the cosmos
14:36and God
14:37knows I
14:37don't believe
14:38in God
14:39anymore.
14:40I'm in
14:41charge.
14:42Why,
14:43why,
14:44why,
14:46why,
14:48why,
14:49why?
14:51Asking
14:52why,
14:52why,
14:54why,
14:55never got
14:56me far.
15:01When I was
15:03younger,
15:04I had some
15:05struggles.
15:06I tried to
15:07cover them
15:09up.
15:09Why am I
15:26here?
15:27What?
15:28Why do I have
15:29to keep
15:29repeating myself
15:30to you,
15:30man?
15:30Just relax,
15:32have some fun,
15:33stop sipping your
15:33drinks so slow,
15:34loosen up.
15:36Jeez.
15:37Look,
15:38even if you
15:38were single,
15:39it's not like
15:39to get anybody's
15:40number,
15:40so just
15:41have some fun
15:42with the boys.
15:44Leo's up one,
15:45so have fun.
15:47Yeah,
15:47whatever.
15:47Yeah,
15:48whatever.
15:49Okay,
15:50okay.
15:51Alright,
15:52well how about
15:52that one over
15:53there?
15:53Eh,
15:54not my type.
15:55What do you
15:55mean she's not
15:56your type?
15:56She's like the
15:56baddest girl in
15:57here.
15:58Well,
15:58it's your turn
15:58anyway.
16:00Alright,
16:00here goes
16:00nothing.
16:03Wait.
16:04No,
16:04no,
16:04put it away,
16:05alright?
16:06If Rico Suave
16:07here don't need
16:07one,
16:07I for damn
16:08sure don't
16:08need one,
16:09okay?
16:10Push me
16:10up.
16:13So,
16:13how's me
16:13doing?
16:18I told her
16:19about wanting
16:21an open
16:21relationship.
16:23Yeah.
16:25How'd she
16:26take it?
16:27What the fuck
16:27is an open
16:27relationship?
16:28You're gonna
16:28let me talk?
16:33What the fuck
16:34are you doing
16:34up there?
16:35I think she's
16:36still taking it
16:37in.
16:40How is no
16:41fury like
16:41Luna's corn?
16:43What's this,
16:49wine on a
16:50Saturday?
16:50It's not a
16:51Sunday service.
16:52Oh,
16:53you got a
16:53heart condition.
16:54You trying
16:54to be healthier?
16:55We're actually
16:56trying to take
16:56it easy tonight.
16:57At least
16:58we're sipping
16:58on something.
16:59What are you
17:00drinking?
17:01Oh,
17:01I actually
17:02just finished
17:02tequila myself.
17:03I'm about to
17:03get round two
17:04started,
17:04you know?
17:05Okay,
17:06well,
17:06tequila's
17:07actually healthier
17:07than wine,
17:08but we'll
17:09join you
17:09for round two.
17:10Oh.
17:10Man,
17:14more healthy,
17:15huh?
17:16Never would've
17:16thought that.
17:17Did you hear that
17:17before?
17:18I haven't read
17:18that in the
17:18articles.
17:21Yo,
17:21you gonna buy
17:22anything?
17:23You holding up
17:23the line?
17:25Listen,
17:26why don't you
17:26just tell her
17:27what you saw?
17:29I told you
17:30I didn't see
17:30anything
17:31other than
17:33the guy's
17:35jacket.
17:37But we just
17:38moved in
17:38together,
17:39I did.
17:40It doesn't
17:40make any
17:41sense.
17:42So,
17:43how do you
17:43know anything
17:44happened?
17:45I don't,
17:46Leo,
17:46I don't.
17:49But the
17:50thing is,
17:51she always,
17:53she always
17:55tells me
17:56everything.
17:57So for her
17:58to go this
17:58long,
17:58without saying
17:59anything,
18:00is...
18:02If it was
18:03Angie or
18:04any other
18:04friends,
18:05she would've
18:05told me.
18:08how'd it
18:10work out?
18:15No,
18:15no,
18:16come on,
18:16man,
18:16please.
18:17It makes me
18:17want to throw
18:17up every
18:18time I see
18:18it.
18:19Probably
18:19could've got
18:19the number
18:19without it.
18:21How,
18:21Sway?
18:22Huh?
18:22I need you to
18:23explain to me
18:23how,
18:24Mr. Sway.
18:24Huh?
18:25Come on,
18:25man.
18:26You know what
18:26the problem
18:26is?
18:27Society is so
18:28fucked up
18:28these days.
18:29You treat a
18:30girl like a
18:30queen,
18:31she leaves you
18:31on scene.
18:32You open the
18:32door for a
18:33girl,
18:33and all of a
18:34sudden,
18:34you're sexist.
18:35But if you
18:35don't open the
18:36door for her,
18:36then chivalry is
18:37dead,
18:38and that don't
18:38make no sense.
18:39You just can't
18:39win.
18:40Listen,
18:41stop leaving it
18:41up to
18:42technicalities.
18:43Stop setting
18:43yourself up.
18:44You gotta be
18:45direct sometimes.
18:46Straight shooter.
18:47It's not what
18:48you say,
18:49but how you
18:49say it.
18:50And don't let
18:51her call your
18:51bluff.
18:53This isn't one
18:54of those apps
18:54you'd be on.
18:56I mean,
18:57come on,
18:57man.
18:57I didn't even
18:58have my wallet.
18:58It doesn't
18:59count.
19:02You fail,
19:04you drink,
19:05you go again.
19:07Rules are rules.
19:08You don't even
19:09plan.
19:09That's what
19:10sucks about this.
19:15Hey,
19:16straight up.
19:24What am I?
19:31Listen,
19:32girl,
19:32you're beautiful.
19:34And I'm not just
19:34some Romeo that
19:35comes over pick-up
19:35lines to say to
19:36people out in
19:36bars.
19:37Just a regular
19:38guy.
19:39I'm looking for
19:39a regular girl.
19:41Someone I can
19:41watch any movies
19:42with all night.
19:43Someone who doesn't
19:44mind me playing
19:45video games for
19:4512 hours straight.
19:46No showers.
19:48Someone I can
19:48cook with.
19:49I can just watch
19:50you cook.
19:50It doesn't really
19:51matter to me.
19:52So let's just give
19:53each other a clean
19:53slate.
19:55I'll pretend that I
19:55don't want to sleep
19:56with you, and you
19:57can pretend you
19:57don't want my
19:58wallet.
19:58So tell me,
20:02what's your body
20:02count?
20:06I mean, it's
20:072022.
20:08You're not really
20:08going to make me
20:08wait, are you?
20:13I mean, yeah,
20:14we live together,
20:15but we're not in a
20:15relationship or
20:16nothing.
20:19You tried it.
20:20Sorry I'm late.
20:21Traffic was
20:21I love your outfit.
20:23What?
20:24Where are we?
20:25Oh, don't worry.
20:26This is just one of
20:27those upbeat
20:28restaurants in
20:29downtown.
20:29Restaurants?
20:30I thought this was
20:31the private party
20:31you got invited to.
20:32Sammy.
20:33And?
20:34It's okay.
20:35It's not like a
20:36club, more like a
20:38bar with really
20:39nice music.
20:42I'm going to
20:43fall asleep.
20:44V, you need to
20:45see something besides
20:46the inside of your
20:47apartment and sick
20:48people in hot shoes.
20:50Hey, I'm Sammy.
20:52Nice to meet you.
20:54Okay, guys, let's go
20:55in.
20:56I reserved us a
20:56table and I'm not
20:58trying to lose it.
21:03So you like the
21:04psychological thriller
21:04genre?
21:06Yeah.
21:08Sounds of the
21:08Lambs.
21:10Vertigo.
21:12Seven.
21:14Yeah, films like
21:15that.
21:17Mind games, huh?
21:21Why does it have to
21:21be interpreted as
21:22that?
21:24I just like films
21:25that make me think.
21:32I started when I
21:35was 13.
21:37I'd always hear my
21:37parents fight, but
21:38would never see them
21:39and that alone would
21:40make me cry.
21:43Until I ran out of
21:44tears.
21:45You know, after a
21:51while you start
21:51thinking it's your
21:52fault, it slowly
21:53became an addiction.
21:55Maybe you can
21:56decide for yourself
21:56whether or not I'm
21:57...
21:57Time doesn't
21:58really heal
22:00anything.
22:00It just makes you
22:01learn how to live
22:02with the pain.
22:08When was the last
22:09time you've done it?
22:10before I met you?
22:17What are you doing?
22:21Let's go.
22:24Where?
22:26Come on, when was
22:27the last time you
22:27surprised yourself?
22:29You'll find out when
22:30we get there.
22:40What happened?
22:41This guy at the bar
22:43wanted to buy us
22:44drink.
22:44But he's not that
22:45cute.
22:46I'm...
22:46Look, he's not
22:48ugly.
22:48He's just short.
22:50Go try again.
22:51Oh, fine.
22:54Why am I here?
22:57The same reason why
22:58we're all here.
22:59To find that guy
23:00who's gonna expect
23:01nothing out of me
23:03and at the same
23:04time, give me
23:06everything my heart
23:07desires.
23:08Yes.
23:13Look, I know
23:14that sounds
23:15unrealistic, but
23:16let's face it,
23:17love is
23:18unrealistic.
23:21Oh.
23:22I was hoping
23:24to go dark
23:24tonight.
23:25Cheers.
23:26Cheers.
23:30How's your night
23:31going?
23:32Could be
23:33better.
23:34It's my birthday
23:35and my friend
23:36just threw up
23:37at our tables.
23:38That's funny.
23:39My friends
23:40are...
23:41My friends
23:47are running
23:47better.
23:49Well, maybe
23:50I could be your
23:51friend for a little bit.
23:52That's the best
23:53idea I've heard
23:54all night.
24:00Bartender,
24:00another one.
24:04I'm
24:05f***ing
24:05this.
24:08thanks.
24:17Hi.
24:19How you doing?
24:22I was doing just fine
24:23until you distracted me.
24:25Distracted.
24:29Where'd you date?
24:31No date.
24:31I'm pretty close
24:33with the person
24:34thrown to spy.
24:36I'd like to show
24:36my support.
24:39I could use
24:39some support
24:40right now.
24:42Too bad.
24:43I'm pretty close.
24:43I'm pretty close.
24:43I'm pretty close.
24:44I'm pretty close.
24:44I'm pretty close.
24:45I'm pretty close.
24:45I'm pretty close.
24:46I'm pretty close.
24:46I'm pretty close.
24:47Well, let's fix that.
24:49Name's James.
24:52What's your name?
24:54Read me.
24:56What people call me read?
24:57I like it.
24:59It fits you as nicely
25:01as your dress does.
25:03Why don't you tell me
25:04something I don't know?
25:05Sure, but
25:07let me buy you
25:09another drink first.
25:10I need a smoke.
25:17I'm going out.
25:19Don't be late.
25:21Well, if I'm late,
25:24that means
25:24you'll just have to wait.
25:26Huh?
25:30Men are overrated.
25:32I see beautiful women
25:33all around
25:34and wonder
25:35why I still
25:37deal with men.
25:39But I'll tell you
25:40what,
25:41that ends
25:42right now.
25:44Stop lying to yourself.
25:50Cheers.
25:51Cheers.
25:51Cheers.
26:11It's wrong.
26:15That's it.
26:21It's wrong.
26:32You can figure out me
26:35If you want to do that
26:39There's the sound about being
26:42Those are my words to find out
26:45Nothing's desire for me
26:48There's going along the road
26:50What are you doing here?
26:56I'd say the same for you.
27:04People are afraid of themselves.
27:07Of their own reality.
27:10They talk about how great love is, but...
27:13That's...
27:18Love hurts.
27:21Feelings are disturbing.
27:24We're told that pain is evil and dangerous, but...
27:27How are you supposed to love if you can't feel?
27:38Pain is meant to wake us up.
27:42I love you, James.
27:45You can tell me what's wrong.
27:50You being here doesn't help how I've already been feeling.
27:55And what's that?
27:57I've been honest with you.
28:02That so?
28:04Then let's be honest.
28:05What happened?
28:06Let's just go.
28:07Let's go.
28:08Let's go.
28:09What happened?
28:10Let's just go.
28:11But we just got here.
28:12I'm waiting.
28:13I'm waiting.
28:14Okay, wait.
28:15Wait.
28:16Let me finish my drink first.
28:18Let's go.
28:19Let's go.
28:20Let's go.
28:21What happened?
28:22Let's just go.
28:23Let's go.
28:24Let's go.
28:25Let's go.
28:26Let's go.
28:27Let's go.
28:28Let's go.
28:29What happened?
28:30Let's just go.
28:31But we just got here.
28:32I'm waiting.
28:33I'm waiting.
28:34Okay.
28:35Wait.
28:36Wait.
28:37Let me finish my drink first.
28:53What happened to everything you were saying earlier?
28:55Well, that's what it was.
28:58Name's Reggie.
29:00I'm gonna wake up the bar.
29:02I'm gonna wake up the bar.
29:23You come to a bar and don't even ask for a drink.
29:27I'm in the mood right now.
29:30What brings you up here?
29:35You know, I've been asking myself that same question this whole evening.
29:41I came here for a friend, but I'm slowly regretting it.
29:50Let's get out of here.
29:53And do what?
29:54I don't know.
29:55Something that doesn't involve me here.
29:57I don't rule that way.
30:01Me neither.
30:03We opened it.
30:04And there we see.
30:05Right in front of us.
30:06Prosperity.
30:15And you don't know that.
30:20We're leaving.
30:21Sammy lost it.
30:22We'll meet you in the car.
30:23Here.
30:24Take my number.
30:25Call me when you figure it out.
30:26You got that girl's number?
30:27Come on, man.
30:28You already know what I'm on, man.
30:29Come on.
30:30Friend zone to the end zone.
30:31Yes, sir.
30:32So this is the part where you fuck it all up.
30:34Oh, yeah.
30:35Absolutely.
30:36I'm definitely gonna fuck it all up.
30:37Yeah.
30:38No doubt about it.
30:39Don't you think I'm gonna fuck it?
30:40Now, take you home here.
30:41No.
30:42Not yet.
30:43Okay.
30:44Do you think you're a kid?
30:45Come on, man.
30:46Come on, man.
30:47You already know what I'm on, man.
30:48Come on.
30:49Friend zone to the end zone.
30:50Yes, sir.
30:51So this is the part where you fuck it all up.
30:52Oh, yeah.
30:53Absolutely.
30:54I'm definitely gonna fuck it all up.
30:55Yeah.
30:56No doubt about it.
30:58Do you want me to take you home, Jay?
31:03No.
31:04Not yet.
31:05No, not yet. Anywhere but there.
31:35No, no, no, no, no, no, I don't, I don't know. I just, I don't know anymore.
32:05No, no, no.
32:33Monica, I'm sorry. Sorry I let you down. Sorry I caused this. I thought, I thought you had something over here a couple of weeks ago.
32:55I was done. I was done for even thinking that. I know how you feel now.
33:11I wouldn't hurt you like this. I love you, James.
33:27I love you, James.
33:29I love you, James.
33:31I love you, James.
33:41I love you, James.
33:47Veronica, yeah sorry, what's going on
34:17Nothing, nothing I'm okay
34:21Seriously
34:23Yeah
34:25When are you going to stop wearing hookup hoodies in public?
34:43Stop worrying about me and my extracurricular activities
34:46How are your folks doing?
34:52I, um, I never asked you about that after
34:56Well, you know
34:59They've been good
35:01That's still not talking to me, but that's nothing new
35:06Thank you for that night
35:11I don't know what I was doing
35:16I'm sorry
35:18Don't worry about it
35:20I'm just glad we got you home in time to take care of it
35:23How is everything at home?
35:28I'm moving
35:29Seriously?
35:32We haven't been the same
35:37I tried talking to him, but
35:40We're just two people living together at this point
35:44I think that's it
35:46You know
35:53At first, I was kind of jealous of you guys
36:00You seem like
36:02The perfect couple
36:04But I don't know
36:06Now I just feel hurt
36:11You know
36:14I think more and more people are terrified
36:16Of missing out on something better
36:19But you guys
36:21You guys made me terrified
36:24Of missing out on something good
36:26It's weird to say
36:30But
36:32You guys gave me hope
36:35But I understand, girl
36:42You gotta do what you gotta do
36:44Hope
36:56Hey, remember the girl Tina?
37:03Yeah, her
37:04I've been wondering
37:08Why hasn't she hit me up?
37:11Yeah, but that's how it is, though
37:13You know
37:13We talk for a while
37:14Then we don't talk for a while
37:16And then she hits me up out of nowhere
37:17Like nothing happened
37:18Everything's cool
37:18But it's been over a month
37:20And I haven't heard from her
37:22Then I realized
37:24Thought about it a little bit more
37:26Thinking about all the things we've been through
37:28All the ups and downs
37:30Me being inconsistent
37:31In and out of her life
37:32Never really choosing her
37:34I probably wouldn't message me either
37:38You got a good girl, James
37:44Don't mess it up
37:54Hi
38:07Hi
38:08Welcome in
38:09Thanks
38:10Make yourself at home
38:11Nice place, we love you
38:15Thank you
38:16Wine?
38:18Yes, please
38:19There's one place in the world you could coach
38:28Where would it be?
38:31Does it have to be this world?
38:34Is it that bad down here?
38:38Cheer
38:39Cheer
38:39You know
38:45Nothing is inherently good or bad
38:48Just thinking about it makes it so
38:51I don't think I'd go too far
38:56That hasn't done me much good
38:59If I was in a chapter in my life
39:02I think it'd be chapter five
39:04And why chapter five?
39:07Five represents adventure
39:09The spirit of inquiry
39:11Well
39:15If I had to name my chapter
39:19I would
39:21This chapter doesn't have many words
39:25This could be the most meaningful ones
39:28Patty?
39:32Yeah
39:33So why'd you want to hang out with me anyway?
40:01Because my other date cancelled on me
40:05And for the same reason you wanted to hang out with me
40:10I've never been on the class before
40:14Maybe you should give it a try
40:20Right now
40:21You know men can be fun
40:24Just a fun ride
40:26With girls
40:27I can't
40:34I'm sorry
40:35I don't know where my head's at right now
40:36And
40:37I just
40:40I'm seeing this guy
40:42And I care a lot about him
40:43I'm not the type of girl to enter a relationship
40:46If I knew it would end
40:47Everything good in life, Vance
40:51You don't stop watching the movie
40:53Just because you know it's going to stop eventually
40:56I don't need it
40:57Yeah
40:58Well
40:59Real
41:03When my 중
41:11influencia
41:13That's the same thing
41:14You know
41:15It's okay
41:15If I want to
41:16You're sorry
41:17coming
41:18You're sorry
41:19You're sure
41:20I don't have to
41:22Wait, please.
41:31I'm sorry.
41:35I just want things to go back to the way they were.
41:39I haven't been doing much of anything since this whole thing started.
41:44It's been harder to get up to go to work in the morning.
41:48I haven't been writing much.
41:49And I just feel so disconnected.
41:59James, I don't know what to do.
42:01I don't know how to help.
42:04Am I not worth the conversation?
42:08What are you afraid of, James?
42:10This.
42:13Us.
42:15Us not working.
42:19I love you, Veronica.
42:23Yeah.
42:24Yeah.
42:31Yeah.
42:41I don't know.
43:11I was talking to my dad, and I was thinking about getting into the family business.
43:20Baby, don't sound like yourself.
43:26I don't know.
43:26I haven't been able to sell you my scripts in a while, and I figure I start making some
43:31real money, you know?
43:35Hey, you want to come try this food?
43:37I think you'll love it.
43:39I cooked it just how you like it.
43:40Yeah, I'll be there in a moment.
43:42I just got to finish this report.
43:43Mm-hmm.
43:47Babe, you remember that night earlier this month when I grabbed some food for us?
43:51It was probably one of the only times I didn't cook for us.
43:57It was probably one of the only times I didn't cook for us since you've been living with me.
44:10I...
44:11I...
44:12What the f***?
44:14What the f***?
44:15What the f*** are you doing?
44:16All this f***?
44:17All this f*** time, I thought it was my fault.
44:18I was blaming myself.
44:19Veronica, what the f***?
44:20Veronica, what the f*** are you talking about?
44:21It's always been me.
44:22It's always been me.
44:23I've always loved you more.
44:24How could I have wasted my time with someone who doesn't even care about losing me?
44:25Veronica, calm down.
44:26Get the f*** off me, James.
44:28I should've left you at the park where I found you.
44:29Why do you love being hurt?
44:30What the f***?
44:31What the f***?
44:32What the f*** are you doing?
44:33What the f***?
44:34What the f*** are you doing?
44:35What the f***?
44:36What the f*** are you doing?
44:37What the f***?
44:38What the f*** are you doing?
44:39All this f*** time, I thought it was my fault.
44:40I was blaming myself.
44:41Veronica, what the f*** are you talking about?
44:44It's always been me.
44:45I've always loved you more.
44:46How could I have wasted my time with someone who doesn't even care about losing me?
44:51Veronica, calm down.
44:52Get the f*** off me, James.
44:53I should've left you at the park where I found you.
44:57Why do you love being hurt so much?
44:59It's not f***ing normal.
45:04Can you please tell me what the f*** is going on?
45:07No.
45:15No.
45:19You need to tell me exactly what the f*** is going on.
45:21I don't know why you're so upset.
45:24I don't know where this is coming from.
45:26I f***ing forgive you and this is how you treat me!
45:30Treating you?
45:31Treat you like this?
45:33I...
45:38You...
45:39Are the most neediest, unstable man I've ever met!
45:43You can't f***ing communicate!
45:45Hardly!
45:46Hardly!
45:49No wonder you can't write any good shit!
45:53Don't blame me cause you can't get your sh** together!
45:59Somebody's gonna get hurt.
46:00Don't blame me cause I f***ing dream!
46:02Meanwhile...
46:03You can't get your own f***ing business off the ground!
46:06You don't even have any clients yet!
46:08I delayed Dodge Rangings!
46:10I delayed my ambitions!
46:12I delayed my time!
46:15My f***ing rehab!
46:17Veronica...
46:18Please...
46:19Veronica...
46:20Please...
46:21Veronica...
46:22Please...
46:23Let's just...
46:24Sit down...
46:25No...
46:26Fuck!
46:27James...
46:28Baby...
46:29What's wrong?
46:30I...
46:31I...
46:32I...
46:33Um...
46:34James...
46:35I'm...
46:36I'm...
46:37James...
46:38Please tell me what to do!
46:39I don't...
46:40I don't know what to do!
46:41It was my fault!
46:42It was my fault!
46:43It was my fault!
46:44Don't say that!
46:45I'm...
46:46I'm...
46:47I'm...
46:48I'm...
46:49I'm...
46:50I'm...
46:51I'm...
46:52I'm...
46:53I'm...
46:54I'm...
46:55I'm...
46:56I'm...
46:58No!
46:59Baby...
47:00It's okay...
47:01It's okay...
47:02I'm gonna have to pull it!
47:03It's okay...
47:04No!
47:05Stay with me!
47:06I'm gonna have to pull it!
47:07I'm gonna have to pull it!
47:08I'm gonna have to pull it!
47:11James, stay with me!
47:12Yes!
47:26James?
47:39James!
47:40James!
47:41James!
47:42James!
47:44James!
48:12James!
48:14James!
48:16James!
48:18James!
48:20James!
48:22J's father and friend
48:24James!
48:26James!
48:30James!
48:31James!
48:33James!
48:37James!
48:39James!
48:40J's hi together!
48:42James!
48:42Yes!
48:43We're back to camp...
48:45So, you were back to take one?
48:46Yes...
48:47во-j da-le-re avo-d awe
48:48When the lights go down
49:18Ever since I was a G
49:20Evident I had it, but I had this to the bees
49:22I type up, so there we go
49:24But when you grab a white man, there we go
49:26I sent you the first take, rub trash anything that I had
49:28But you never hit back
49:30I see, I see, I see all the things you do
49:32Things you do, I need, I need, I need
49:34It's so poor from you, where were you?
49:36I think, I think, I think I can see the light
49:38A reason pointing the line, so I'ma go
49:40I hope you're doing fine
49:42Lights go down, I be gone and out of town
49:44Only see me do my music
49:46And my photos, ultrasound
49:48When the lights go down
49:50And the show is hustled out
49:52Wonder if you in the crowd, they be screaming
49:54Out so loud when the lights go
49:56Da da da da da da da
49:58Da da da da da da da da
50:00I'ma have them singing
50:02Na na na na na na na na
50:04Na na na na na na na na
50:06Na na na na na na na
50:08When the lights go, why you being difficult?
50:10Wacking like me children folk
50:12Boy, I saw you make that post
50:14So why you ain't answering your phone
50:16Haven't seen you in a minute lately?
50:18What city are you in, baby?
50:20It's the truth that you bought your cousin
50:21A bet your door when a man is Mercedes
50:22Maybe I can get a couple tickets
50:24To your show tonight
50:26Maybe I can get that VIP
50:28And we can reminisce
50:29My life is like a lake with hot
50:30New years from me
50:32But I wasn't crazy how you change
50:34But they don't think you the same, huh?
50:36I see, I see, I see all the things you do
50:38Things you do
50:39I need, I need, I need that support from you
50:41Where are you?
50:42I think, I think, I think
50:44I can see the lights
50:45And we didn't build but signs
50:46What's your name?
50:47Got me thinking that the lights go down
50:49I'll be gone and out of town
50:51They see me do my music
50:52And my photos ultrasound
50:54When the lights go down
50:56And the show is all set out
50:58They be screaming out loud
50:59Do you see me in the crowd
51:01When the lights go down
51:03Why are you guys laughing-
51:05Because I am not kidding
51:06How many people go down
51:08I'm not making the lights go down
51:09I go to the
51:28Tell me, who might be
51:29I love you
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