- 8/4/2025
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00:00:00Excuse me, it's okay.
00:00:02It's okay. It's okay, it's okay.
00:00:05It's okay.
00:00:07Let me help her back.
00:00:30It's okay, it's okay.
00:00:33Maruzella, Maruzella.
00:00:42Vedi, questo è Napoli.
00:00:44Napoli è pieno divertimento.
00:00:46Ci sono posti per divertirti e posti che ci sono brutti.
00:01:00Alla prossima.
00:01:06I'm looking for the concert.
00:01:07And then you drive right by it.
00:01:09There it is.
00:01:13Very funny.
00:01:23I think it's gonna be good.
00:01:25Must be.
00:01:30Ehm.
00:01:43Oh shit.
00:01:45Well.
00:01:47I can't pen my wallet.
00:01:51Got aPC caser?
00:01:53No, no need a estaban Janeiro see peace.
00:01:55Is there somewhere?
00:01:57He needs a minute.
00:02:00I need some pictures.
00:02:03No, the car pulled her eyes...
00:02:13She said that earlier...
00:02:15There's no time to catch her.
00:02:17Here comes the car.
00:02:19Just give it a minute...
00:02:21Just...
00:02:23No, no, no, no, no, no.
00:02:25Okay, okay, okay.
00:02:26Okay, okay.
00:02:27Okay, okay.
00:02:33Where did you have it, Lars?
00:02:35No.
00:02:37The train station, I think?
00:02:38The exchange group?
00:02:42Oh, Danny, I'm sorry.
00:02:47That bastard at the train station started when you dropped all your stuff.
00:02:53This is 170, not 17.
00:02:56Where do we need to go?
00:02:57We need to, we need, we need 70.
00:03:10Here we go.
00:03:20Is this it?
00:03:22Thanks, Lars.
00:03:42It's nice.
00:03:43Yes, I have a credit card.
00:03:45The number is on file on my computer.
00:03:49Yes, I have them here.
00:03:52Okay.
00:03:535533
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00:04:019157
00:04:0457.
00:04:06Yeah.
00:04:08Expires 1215.
00:04:10No, she'll definitely need another card sent out immediately.
00:04:13We're here for two weeks.
00:04:16Nope, I'm working here.
00:04:20Yes, I'll hold.
00:04:23You love how they ask.
00:04:24As if I have a choice.
00:04:26Do you know what I'm gonna try to do while I'm here?
00:04:29Besides, I know an Italian.
00:04:31I don't know why you think that's so ridiculous.
00:04:34I don't at all.
00:04:36I admire you.
00:04:37I just think it's too late for me.
00:04:39That's not true.
00:04:41You can't teach an old dog new tricks.
00:04:44And besides, what's the point?
00:04:47The whole bloody world speaks English.
00:04:49Well, I...
00:04:51You're going to finally transcribe the tapes.
00:04:55Yes.
00:04:57Alright.
00:04:59Okay.
00:05:02Well, if you can see it through to the end.
00:05:05I think that's wonderful.
00:05:07What does that mean?
00:05:09Nothing.
00:05:11Nothing?
00:05:13I think it's a fantastic idea, Jen.
00:05:15I always have, you know that.
00:05:21She doesn't sound very supportive.
00:05:25You have my support.
00:05:27I'm sorry if that came out wrong.
00:05:31I just know how emotional listening to them can be.
00:05:34Has been for you.
00:05:36I think enough time has passed.
00:05:38Well, that's great.
00:05:50I don't know.
00:05:51Why do you think he killed himself?
00:06:08Um...
00:06:11David Foster Wallace?
00:06:13Um...
00:06:15I don't know.
00:06:17You can't get a sense by his writing?
00:06:20You have to read it when I'm done, darling.
00:06:28Do you think he recognized a blank infinity just stretching out?
00:06:34He got to this point maybe where it was just day after day after day.
00:06:39I really don't know, Jen.
00:06:41Just so tedious.
00:06:44And of course he felt guilty.
00:06:46Most people think life is too short and there he was all the talent in the world and it wasn't enough.
00:06:49Jane, can I...
00:06:50Can we not talk about this?
00:06:54Just...
00:06:55Just a bit wounded.
00:06:56I love you.
00:06:57I love you too.
00:06:58I love you too.
00:06:59I love you too.
00:07:02I love you.
00:07:03I love you too.
00:07:08Love you.
00:07:13Love you too.
00:07:35Do you feel alright?
00:07:37Do you feel okay?
00:07:38Yeah.
00:07:40You should.
00:07:45Mm-hmm.
00:08:07Mm-hmm.
00:08:08Mm-hmm.
00:08:09Mm-hmm.
00:08:10Mm-hmm.
00:08:11Mm-hmm.
00:08:12Mm-hmm.
00:08:19Mm-hmm.
00:08:21Mm-hmm.
00:08:22Oh, my God.
00:08:52Oh, my God.
00:09:02What's going on?
00:09:16Are you sure you won't come with?
00:09:18You'll be so busy.
00:09:21We get boring all alone.
00:09:24I think someone should be here in case the card is delivered.
00:09:27True.
00:09:32Then I think I might go out, see what the world has to offer.
00:09:37If you do, leave me a message, okay?
00:09:39No.
00:09:42So I can worry about you.
00:09:44Okay.
00:09:49I've left you some money here.
00:09:52I'll see you later.
00:09:53Have a good day.
00:09:54I'll see you later.
00:09:55Have a good day.
00:09:56I'll see you later.
00:09:57Thanks.
00:09:58testing testing okay do you have any stories for my book
00:10:28what kind of stories stories are you prepared go ahead and ask from your father's list
00:10:36god rest his soul let's start with the war we went into an air raid shelter my mother
00:10:42your great-grandmother she was shaking sirens wailed and and then there was the sound of
00:10:49a bomb and the man next to us he said i was in a shelter last night with my wife and
00:10:55my little boy and half of it got blown away there was blood in his hair he was all alone
00:11:03that nearly finished my mother you know here we were in this tiny town in england miles from
00:11:11germany from russia from italy from any front lines and this man he had blood in his hair
00:11:19and uh cappuccino
00:11:26high school
00:11:31and this man
00:11:33as well
00:11:35yeah
00:11:36yeah
00:11:39yeah
00:11:39yeah
00:11:41yeah
00:11:43yeah
00:11:47yeah
00:11:47We were riding our bikes to school when the Germans started firing at us.
00:12:01We jumped into a hedge.
00:12:04We were terrified, but afterwards we couldn't stop laughing.
00:12:09It feels now as if I'm the only one who remembers that.
00:12:13It's as vivid to me as if it happened yesterday.
00:12:17Oh, hi, Leonard. It's Jane.
00:12:21I decided to take an impromptu trip to Iskia, or, um, Iskia, as they pronounce it.
00:12:28See, I'm learning a little bit.
00:12:30Um, anyway, I'll be home later.
00:12:33I hope you have a good day. Bye.
00:12:36Those friends are all dead now.
00:12:39There's no one left.
00:12:41That's one of my regrets, you know.
00:12:44Sometimes I think I should have had more children.
00:12:46Not just your father.
00:12:50You're all alone now that your parents are gone.
00:12:54No brothers, no sisters.
00:12:59I'm upsetting you.
00:13:01Let's talk about something else.
00:13:04You want to ask me more boring questions about the war?
00:13:08All right, then.
00:13:08Uh, excuse me.
00:13:12Excuse me.
00:13:13Um, the castle?
00:13:15Castle?
00:13:16Parlato inglese?
00:13:18No, no, no.
00:13:19No?
00:13:19No.
00:13:20Um, castello oregonese?
00:13:23Ah, andare.
00:13:25Andare?
00:13:26Andare?
00:13:26Ah, grazie.
00:13:27Grazie.
00:13:30They'd been shot through the neck.
00:13:32The bullet went in one side and came out the other.
00:13:36And there were all these bomb holes filled with water,
00:13:39and he couldn't tell which was the German side
00:13:41and which was the allied side.
00:13:43When he came home after something like that,
00:13:47you couldn't really complain to him about anything,
00:13:50now could you?
00:13:50I'm actually going there now, to the castle.
00:13:53You speak English now?
00:13:54Yeah.
00:13:55Why, do you think I was Italian?
00:13:56Yeah.
00:13:57Yes!
00:13:57That's great.
00:13:58That's cool.
00:13:59Hey, hey, hey.
00:14:01Where are you from?
00:14:03London.
00:14:04No, in America.
00:14:05Come on.
00:14:05Maine.
00:14:06No, shit.
00:14:07I'm from Massachusetts.
00:14:08That's crazy.
00:14:09That's weird.
00:14:10Right?
00:14:11Yeah.
00:14:12Vacation?
00:14:13No.
00:14:13Are you?
00:14:14What?
00:14:15Are you here on vacation?
00:14:16Oh.
00:14:20Sorry.
00:14:20I thought you were saying you were on vacation.
00:14:22Me?
00:14:23No.
00:14:25So come on.
00:14:27My husband is working in Naples.
00:14:30What does he do?
00:14:32He is playing in a concert at the end of the night.
00:14:35Cool.
00:14:36What does he play?
00:14:37Viola.
00:14:39Mm-mm-mm.
00:14:39The viola.
00:14:42Any good?
00:14:44Yes.
00:14:45Very.
00:14:45How do you keep your violin from getting stolen?
00:14:53You put it in a viola case.
00:14:55Right?
00:14:58That's not funny.
00:14:59What's the difference between a viola and a coffin?
00:15:02A coffin has a dead person on the inside.
00:15:05Because viola players are dead?
00:15:07No?
00:15:07Why is a viola solo like premature ejaculation?
00:15:12Because even though you know it's coming, there's nothing you can do about it.
00:15:18I can't help it.
00:15:19I've got this weird autistic mind for jokes, and I went to this music-slash-nerd summer camp
00:15:23when I was like 10, and I played the triangle.
00:15:25Right.
00:15:26And I'm an only child, so, you know, understand.
00:15:31You look too young to be married.
00:15:33You newlywed?
00:15:34No.
00:15:36No.
00:15:46That's it.
00:15:47Stop making me feel like a stalker.
00:15:49Fuck.
00:15:49Stop making me feel like a stalker.
00:15:50Fuck.
00:15:51Yes, you're right.
00:15:52Oh, hey, have you got 50 cents?
00:16:06If you can catch it.
00:16:10Grazie.
00:16:11Grazie.
00:16:22What brought you out of here today?
00:16:36Fairy.
00:16:36Ha!
00:16:37Fairy.
00:16:39I like it.
00:16:41They have this device down in the basement.
00:16:43It's like a torture cage.
00:16:44They lock you in there until you turn a bones.
00:16:48But can you imagine dying by just sitting there?
00:16:51That would suck.
00:16:58In, like, the 1300s, thousands of families lived in this castle.
00:17:03It must have smelled pretty bad.
00:17:05All those people crammed onto this rock.
00:17:10Wow.
00:17:11I know.
00:17:13I've been coming here every day, and it still gets me.
00:17:17If only we could kill off all the tourists.
00:17:20You're a tourist.
00:17:22No, I'm not.
00:17:24I came out here a few months ago with this volunteer organization dedicated to studying the relic populations of dolphins and whales in the Gulf of Naples.
00:17:35I can't tell if you're joking.
00:17:36I'm dead fucking serious.
00:17:38No, I just didn't want to go to college, and they paid for me to come over.
00:17:43Four connecting flights was a 72-hour plane ride, but, you know, it was worth it.
00:17:47My first time out of the U.S.
00:17:49How old are you?
00:17:49I'm 19.
00:17:50It's my birthday today.
00:17:52Is it really?
00:17:53Uh-huh.
00:17:54Happy birthday.
00:17:55Thank you very much.
00:17:56Yeah, so I left the program after, like, a month.
00:17:59Fuck the relic dolphins!
00:18:02I stayed on the island because I have this awesome living situation.
00:18:05I'll tell you the short version.
00:18:06Basically, I used to have ancestors in Ischia, so when I come over, I Facebook this second cousin twice removed.
00:18:12The second cousin twice removed, in case you didn't know, is when one person's great-grandparent is another person's great-great-great-grandparent.
00:18:18I'd love to hear the long version.
00:18:20Sorry.
00:18:20Anyway, so this relative gave me the name of this great uncle who lives on the island, so I show up.
00:18:26He answers the door, and he's, like, the oldest fucker I've ever seen, easily pushing a hundred.
00:18:32A hundred?
00:18:33Yeah, if not older.
00:18:34He's, like, deaf and blind and about four feet tall.
00:18:37He mumbles a couple of things to me in some crazy dialect, ushers me inside, pours me a glass of wine, and leads me to this basement apartment.
00:18:44And, uh, yeah, I never left.
00:18:46And, uh, yeah, I never left.
00:19:14Love teaches me to feed on flames and tears.
00:19:41To turn withered hope green through desire.
00:19:49To re-enslave my heart each time love frees his noble face from that heavy disdain.
00:19:57Who is that?
00:19:59Victoria Colonna.
00:20:01Ah, the woman who lived here.
00:20:05You read that in your guidebook this morning, didn't you, Jane?
00:20:09Sneaky.
00:20:09Yeah, I've decided to learn Italian by committing to memory all the sonnets she wrote to Michelangelo in English and Italian.
00:20:17Who thought Michelangelo was gay?
00:20:19Ah, according to history and the muscular thighs of his sculptures, yes.
00:20:25But that didn't stop her from loving him.
00:20:29Let's hear it, then.
00:20:31In Italian.
00:20:33Let's hear the poem.
00:20:35Come on.
00:20:36Okay.
00:20:36Why?
00:20:37Di lacrime a de faco nutria l'alma.
00:20:45Con secca spame rinvedia la voglia.
00:20:50Lega di nuovo il cor quando discioglia.
00:20:54I'm impressed.
00:21:08You hungry?
00:21:10Why, you gonna take me out?
00:21:13Yeah.
00:21:18All right, then.
00:21:19Okay.
00:21:24Two pastas with the house sauce, please.
00:21:28Red.
00:21:29Red, please.
00:21:30Uh-huh.
00:21:31Grazie.
00:21:33So you're really not gonna tell me what you do?
00:21:40I write freelance articles about parties and fashion trends in town and country UK.
00:21:46There's something else.
00:21:54I'm writing a book about my grandmother's experiences in rural England, living through two world wars.
00:22:01I recorded her for hours and hours.
00:22:04But now, I don't know.
00:22:09What don't you know?
00:22:12You wanna listen?
00:22:13A little?
00:22:15Yeah.
00:22:16Yeah?
00:22:17Yeah, no, I love to listen.
00:22:18I love to listen.
00:22:24That's hangled up.
00:22:35I don't love.
00:22:36Okay.
00:22:42Awful as it was, it made you stronger.
00:22:45These days, people whine about all sorts of things.
00:22:48And I'm not one of those old people who think my time had the only joy and the only problems.
00:22:54We all have our own private wars, every era.
00:22:57But it was nothing like...
00:22:59It really brought people together, the war.
00:23:02We helped each other during that time.
00:23:05We had to laugh.
00:23:06We had to smile.
00:23:08Well, if not for ourselves, then for the people we'd lost.
00:23:12Oh, shut that thing off.
00:23:13Would you get it out of my face?
00:23:15That is like...
00:23:20It's like a window in time.
00:23:23The sort of thing you wish you always did before someone died, you know?
00:23:27My husband thinks I'm never gonna finish it.
00:23:30I shouldn't care what anyone thinks.
00:23:32We met while I was recording her.
00:23:35Bonding over Granny, huh?
00:23:38Make it sound perverse.
00:23:40That's what it was, right?
00:23:43Buongiorno.
00:23:44Buongiorno.
00:23:44I got pregnant, so we got married.
00:24:01I lost the baby.
00:24:05I'm sorry.
00:24:06I didn't go back after that to the States.
00:24:31Did you, uh...
00:24:38Did you ever hear that story about the red string?
00:24:43I think I might have.
00:24:44Tell me.
00:24:45It's like this Asian proverb says that anyone you're destined to meet, like your soulmate, or your family, or, you know, someone you bump into on the street, we're all connected by this red string.
00:25:05It can be tangled or stretched, but it can never be broken.
00:25:12It can be tangled or stretched, but it can never be broken.
00:25:12There's this moment in the tape.
00:25:20I'm sitting, I'm sitting, and I'm sitting, and I'm talking into the recorder, rambling on about how I'm about to embark on this amazing adventure, and how I'm going to show World War II from a totally different perspective.
00:25:37But...
00:25:38I don't know if it's that interesting.
00:25:48That's the whole point, isn't it?
00:25:51Keeping it interesting for yourself.
00:25:55Maybe.
00:25:56Maybe.
00:25:57Maybe.
00:25:58Maybe.
00:25:59Maybe I just want to write about nothing.
00:26:02Everything is nothing.
00:26:04All the best.
00:26:07Compliano.
00:26:08Grazie.
00:26:09Grazie.
00:26:10Make a wish, huh?
00:26:15Make it great.
00:26:17Okay.
00:26:22Bravo.
00:26:26Bravo.
00:26:27Hey.
00:26:32What do you mean I'm gonna know?
00:26:37What?
00:26:38Grab my hand.
00:26:39Wait.
00:26:40Go, go, go.
00:26:41Oh, my God.
00:26:42Oh, my gosh.
00:26:43Oh, my gosh.
00:26:44Oh, no.
00:26:45What?
00:26:46What do you mean?
00:26:47Stronzo!
00:26:48Hey!
00:26:49Hey!
00:26:50Hey!
00:26:51It's a carabinerie!
00:26:53Hey!
00:26:54Please!
00:26:56No!
00:26:57Hey!
00:26:58Yeah!
00:26:59Oh, no!
00:27:00Yeah!
00:27:01Yeah!
00:27:02We can't go back.
00:27:03We can't go back.
00:27:04We can't go back.
00:27:05We can't go back.
00:27:06We can't go back.
00:27:08Look.
00:27:09We can't maybe.
00:27:10I'm back!
00:27:11We can't.
00:27:12Oh, no.
00:27:13Okay.
00:27:14Oh, no.
00:27:15Okay.
00:27:16Come back.
00:27:17Oh, my God.
00:27:23Here we go.
00:27:24Here we go.
00:27:25Here we go.
00:27:27It'd make you feel better if I said I said the one thing up.
00:27:30Yes, it's true.
00:27:32Yes, it's true.
00:27:34I made the check when I went to the bathroom.
00:27:40You're horrible.
00:27:42You're horrible.
00:27:43You're a horrible person.
00:27:45Let's go.
00:27:46Let's go.
00:27:51Why are we still running?
00:27:52I don't know why we're still running.
00:28:06Oh, my gosh.
00:28:14It went up my nose.
00:28:15Do we come back?
00:28:21Maybe.
00:28:22Maybe is not a no.
00:28:27And since I don't have a phone, you're going to have to give me your number for cheap thrills
00:28:34and future crimes committed.
00:28:36No.
00:28:40You're enough.
00:28:50I've got to go catch a fairy.
00:28:53Hey.
00:28:54Why do violists keep their viola cases on their dashboards?
00:29:10Why?
00:29:10So they can park in handicapped spots.
00:29:24Oh.
00:29:25Happy birthday.
00:29:26Happy birthday.
00:29:39Let's pray.
00:30:09Let's pray.
00:30:39Let's pray.
00:30:49Are you awake?
00:30:51Yeah, I've got so much of this stuff to get through.
00:30:55Got through.
00:30:57Nice.
00:30:58There are the great big events, the things you think you'll always remember and you do,
00:31:09but there are other smaller, picking a blackberry that's been in the sun or brushing the fingertip
00:31:15of someone you didn't know you loved until you touched them.
00:31:19Nellie was this little collie who wouldn't go on a leash, so she had to sit on a bicycle
00:31:25seat.
00:31:26They stay with me too.
00:31:31Jane.
00:31:32Janey.
00:31:33Got some pastries.
00:31:38You're still asleep?
00:31:53Janey.
00:31:54Janey.
00:31:55Janey.
00:31:56Janey.
00:31:57Janey.
00:31:58Janey.
00:31:59Janey.
00:32:00Janey.
00:32:01Janey.
00:32:02Janey.
00:32:03Janey.
00:32:06Janey.
00:32:11Janey.
00:32:12Janey.
00:32:13Do you see anything that was in the room?
00:32:15my friends had lots of american boyfriends and they used to bring us nylon stockings and chocolates
00:32:25and all sorts of things and we used to go to london and we saw glenn miller one time
00:32:32we used to go all over the place there were wonderful times i never had an american boyfriend
00:32:41i liked some of them they were nice boys but i i didn't i didn't want to leave my mom and dad
00:32:51i wish i had sometimes you know when you were 19 the world just felt so open and carefree and full
00:32:59of possibility you reminded me of that at that time you were 19 when we met yeah i wouldn't have
00:33:09described this carefree back then not at all well i felt nostalgia or something for youth you're not
00:33:16old jane we ran out on the bill you just ran what do you mean you ran out on the bill perhaps i'm not
00:33:24explaining it well it was it was fun it was just fun
00:33:30how's work the conductor's actually a descendant of water leg which is fascinating the three of us
00:33:49we're going to have to plan a dinner before we leave i'd like that
00:33:51jane
00:33:57oh my god this is caleb
00:34:02hi no no we were just talking about you we were that's so weird sit please sit down join us
00:34:09i'm not sure i'm gonna get back pretty soon that's okay i i already ate so i'll just grab a coffee
00:34:25can i have the check please in a cafe put before
00:34:43oh no thank you
00:34:47jane you don't smoke yes i do
00:34:52sometimes at parties you know that well i don't do it a lot
00:35:08italian food's so overrated i love it it's no variety english food on the other hand say what you
00:35:17like about it there's nothing like a good steak and kidney pie i went to this party the other day in
00:35:23this villa owned by this old drunk expat they had like a private chef and everything and uh they were
00:35:31serving this like loaf of meat covered in sauce with all these other loaves and this girl came over to
00:35:37me and said it was cat no no joke like a roasted mommy cat and her kittens that is disgusting
00:35:46true story
00:35:51why don't you tell leonard one of your viola jokes
00:35:55you're selling my ant come on let's hear one
00:36:07um i have one
00:36:12what is the definition of perfect pitch
00:36:17what
00:36:17when you throw a viola into the dumpster without hitting the rim
00:36:26you didn't just make that up it's too good i did well i'm impressed and i'm stealing it
00:36:32you can pretty much make that joke about any instrument
00:36:35you play anything this and that you know
00:36:44shall we what time to go already yeah i'm gonna get back to work
00:36:50so what's next new agenda caleb um i'm thinking tibet oh tibet really yeah there's just
00:37:08i think on the shopping festival at the end of the summer yeah i've heard about that that's where
00:37:11the the buddhist monks unroll all the tapestries on the hill right the monks the monks the monks
00:37:17it's so pretty how do you support yourself you know bit of this bit of that
00:37:28oh all right then i'll walk you does anybody have a pen you got a pen yeah i have a pen
00:37:42okay
00:37:47i have a piece of paper you guys should definitely come over to the island i'll take you somewhere
00:37:53fun you know don't knock on the front door come around the side i need regina
00:38:04thank you and thanks again for yesterday no problem
00:38:11okay
00:38:13ciao
00:38:17how stoned are you come on man she's home pop it's not a big deal
00:38:28so you're saying you smoke back at her occasionally can we do something fun tonight sure
00:38:39i'm fine from here okay see you after work yep i'll be waiting
00:38:47i'll be waiting to see you after i see you after i see you after i see you after i see you after
00:38:58Hey.
00:39:00God, you scared me.
00:39:04Are you following me?
00:39:07Maybe?
00:39:10Is that weird?
00:39:12Yeah.
00:39:15God, you scared me.
00:39:17Are you following me?
00:39:19Maybe. Is that weird?
00:39:22Yeah.
00:39:32I couldn't sleep last night.
00:39:37You told me you were staying near the port so I got the first ferry this morning.
00:39:41I came looking for you.
00:39:44And I can't believe I found you.
00:40:14What are we doing?
00:40:16I think we'll make it out.
00:40:18What are we doing?
00:40:20I think we'll make it out.
00:40:22So sexy and beautiful.
00:40:24So sexy and beautiful.
00:40:28What are we doing?
00:40:30I think we'll make it out.
00:40:34So sexy and beautiful.
00:40:36So sexy and beautiful.
00:40:38So sexy and beautiful.
00:40:42I can't do this.
00:40:44What?
00:40:45What?
00:40:46I can't do this.
00:40:47What?
00:40:48What?
00:40:49I can't do this.
00:40:50Why?
00:40:51I can't do this.
00:40:52Why?
00:40:53Why?
00:40:54Do you do this a lot?
00:40:56What?
00:40:57Do you do this a lot?
00:40:58What?
00:40:59What?
00:41:00Do you seduce women?
00:41:01Is this what you do?
00:41:02You need to be like me.
00:41:03What?
00:41:04What?
00:41:05I can't do this.
00:41:06I can't do this.
00:41:07What?
00:41:08What?
00:41:09I can't do this.
00:41:10You need me.
00:41:11I can't do this.
00:41:23I can't do this.
00:41:24What?
00:41:25I can't do this.
00:41:27What?
00:41:28I can't do this.
00:41:29I can't for anything.
00:41:30You need to be less serious.
00:41:33People and sienna.
00:41:38Don't follow me.
00:42:08Don't follow me.
00:42:38Don't follow me.
00:43:08Don't follow me.
00:43:10Don't follow me.
00:43:12Don't follow me.
00:43:14Don't follow me.
00:43:16Don't follow me.
00:43:18Don't follow me.
00:43:20Don't follow me.
00:43:22Don't follow me.
00:43:24Don't follow me.
00:43:26Don't follow me.
00:43:28Don't follow me.
00:43:30Don't follow me.
00:43:32Don't follow me.
00:43:36Jane, I'm sorry.
00:43:38Just give me a minute.
00:43:40I have a hell of a rest of my day.
00:43:42I've got so much stuff to do.
00:43:44Sorry, darling.
00:43:46Hey, do you still want to do something fun tonight?
00:43:48Yeah, absolutely.
00:43:50Lots of dinner.
00:43:51I thought we'd just stay in here.
00:43:52The two of us.
00:43:54I've just got to work this thing out for tomorrow.
00:43:56Okay.
00:43:57Okay.
00:43:58Okay.
00:43:59I'm sorry.
00:44:00I'm sorry.
00:44:02Okay.
00:44:03I'm sorry.
00:44:04I'm sorry.
00:44:06Let's do this.
00:44:07All right.
00:44:08I'm sorry.
00:44:09It's not a mess.
00:44:10Let's go through this.
00:44:12I'll enjoy this.
00:44:13Keep talking.
00:44:14It's not a mess.
00:44:46Leonard, can we talk?
00:45:16Say cheese.
00:45:28You should kind of be in the middle.
00:45:34Hold on a second.
00:45:42That's what our living room is missing.
00:45:50What did you do?
00:46:08Put my hand over my mouth.
00:46:10You did?
00:46:12What did you do?
00:46:14Just waved.
00:46:16Let's go.
00:46:24Let's go.
00:46:28Come on, come on, come on.
00:46:58ORCHESTRA PLAYS
00:47:28ORCHESTRA PLAYS
00:47:58ORCHESTRA PLAYS
00:48:28ORCHESTRA PLAYS
00:48:58ORCHESTRA PLAYS
00:53:14You make me feel nervous.
00:53:19You make me feel calm.
00:53:25You want a drink?
00:53:49You want a drink?
00:53:50You want a drink?
00:53:55You want a drink?
00:53:57You want a drink?
00:54:02Is that him?
00:54:12Yeah, he just shuffled around all night.
00:54:17Must be lonely.
00:54:32He just shuffled around all night.
00:55:02He just shuffled around all night.
00:55:32Once I was single, my pocket is in jingle.
00:55:39I wish I was single again.
00:55:44Again and again and again.
00:55:48Again and again and again.
00:55:52Once I was single, my pocket is in jingle.
00:55:57I wish I was single again.
00:55:59I didn't sleep at all last night.
00:56:14Where have you been?
00:56:17Just walking.
00:56:19All night.
00:56:21I've been thinking.
00:56:22You left your phone here.
00:56:24I had to plug it in.
00:56:27We need to talk, Leonard.
00:56:28I have to go to work.
00:56:33Can you be late?
00:56:34No, I can't be late.
00:56:39Leonard.
00:56:40Jay, whatever you have to say to me, I want to hear it.
00:56:43But I've committed myself.
00:56:46People are depending on me.
00:56:48I have to go to work.
00:56:52Okay.
00:56:52Bye.
00:57:02Bye.
00:57:10Bye.
00:57:12Bye.
00:57:13if it wasn't the war it would have been something else
00:57:29there's always something else isn't there that's the thing that's the thing about struggle
00:57:43i'm gonna make some tea do you want some i'm all right
00:57:59if you go out like that again just tell me no worry okay
00:58:07i can't seem to figure out what's going on in your head
00:58:25do you think everything we've been through actually does us any good in the long run
00:58:31or do we just make out struggle to be something meaningful because that's all most of us have
00:58:53tell you next time we come to italy to get a proper kitchen
00:59:01i don't know what you want me to say jane
00:59:15one little thing had changed in my grandmother's life i might not be here
00:59:31sometimes i worry i'm not honoring her
00:59:44with the book
00:59:49no with my life
00:59:49this is it you know it ends with me
01:00:04in the harvest time we all went to the field where they were cutting the corn
01:00:08everyone was chasing rabbits and then we had our tea in the harvest fields
01:00:21the horses
01:00:28the horses back then they were kept beautifully
01:00:30dad used to dress them all up brass things and little horses shoes he put braids on them
01:00:40they used to be gorgeous what are your plans for tomorrow
01:00:46there was one duke he was a clydesdale i used to ride down to the marshes every night when he finished working
01:00:55they were lovely days really
01:01:08they're gone for me
01:01:11jane
01:01:13but not for you jane
01:01:16you know it's different for you in some ways it's easier
01:01:20you haven't got the war people don't die as much as they did back then
01:01:24but in some ways it's more disjointed
01:01:30you've got to make your own life
01:01:33one that you love and you can't be afraid of the
01:01:37the time
01:01:40time is shiftable
01:01:49there are moments in my life that i would trade 60 years to have back again
01:01:56that's the truth
01:01:58you'll know the truth when you find it
01:02:00it'll come to you like something you've known before rather than
01:02:04something you're learning for the first time
01:02:09oh sorry
01:02:10you all right
01:02:22you okay yeah it's on my toe
01:02:27it's bleeding
01:02:27oh that's fine it's fine it's fine it's fine it's fine
01:02:33you're finishing there
01:02:35yes
01:02:35oh
01:02:37fuck
01:02:47i met these backpackers last night frank and elsa she's french he's german
01:02:51they're going to tibet and i'm going with them
01:02:56i want you to come with me
01:03:09oh
01:03:48Hi.
01:04:05Hi.
01:04:07How are you?
01:04:10Long day.
01:04:12Long day.
01:04:14I don't think I'm chomped at doing another stint like this.
01:04:24How's the writing going?
01:04:27I'm feeling inspired.
01:04:32It's fantastic.
01:04:34I think I've figured out the key to finishing the project.
01:04:38Are you listening?
01:04:45You found the key to finishing this project.
01:04:56But the water here tastes so funny.
01:04:58Have you ever cheated on me?
01:05:05Oh, Jane.
01:05:06Have you?
01:05:06Can we not?
01:05:09Have you?
01:05:15Absolutely not.
01:05:17Why did you take such a long time to answer that?
01:05:20Because I'm sick.
01:05:21Of what, Leonard?
01:05:24Of it being so hard?
01:05:27Yes.
01:05:27Tedious?
01:05:34I hate talking about sex with you.
01:05:37Is that what we're talking about?
01:05:38Normal people talk about sex, Leonard.
01:05:41And we don't?
01:05:42There's just huge, vacant lots that we don't discuss.
01:05:49Like what?
01:05:50Is there anything you want to ask me?
01:05:53Why?
01:05:53Is there anything you want to tell me?
01:05:55I just want to connect.
01:05:59So you don't feel that we're connected?
01:06:01Do you?
01:06:04I love you.
01:06:12I get it, Leonard.
01:06:15I get it.
01:06:17It's always been this big, serious, grave thing for us.
01:06:20Sex has consequences.
01:06:21Life and death.
01:06:22Mostly death.
01:06:23Jane, please.
01:06:24Let me guess.
01:06:25You don't want to talk about it?
01:06:26No, that's not what I'm saying.
01:06:28You're just...
01:06:28Do you want to have children, Leonard?
01:06:30Of course I did.
01:06:31Not did.
01:06:32Do you want to have children?
01:06:35So did you.
01:06:37But...
01:06:40Say it.
01:06:41I can't have children, Leonard.
01:06:48I never will.
01:06:50And if we keep trying, they keep dying.
01:06:53Again and again.
01:06:55Please, Jane.
01:06:55And again.
01:06:58How does that make you feel?
01:07:04It's not your fault.
01:07:05How does it make you feel, Leonard?
01:07:08How does it make you feel?
01:07:09You will never be a father.
01:07:13We can adopt.
01:07:15That's not what you want.
01:07:16Is it?
01:07:18Is that what you want?
01:07:20Hmm?
01:07:22Because I think about it all the time.
01:07:27That the one thing you always wanted,
01:07:29I will never be able to give you.
01:07:30What are you trying to do, Jane?
01:07:43I just want to know that there's a reason for it all.
01:07:46You're not curious about me, Leonard.
01:07:59Not really.
01:08:01What do you want me to know?
01:08:02You shouldn't have to ask.
01:08:04I feel as if you want me to be someone I'm not.
01:08:08Someone that I've never been.
01:08:14I'm leaving you.
01:08:17I've been seeing someone else.
01:08:24See you.
01:08:26Caleb.
01:08:27That kid?
01:08:29Yes.
01:08:31That kid?
01:08:31That child?
01:08:32That kid you've known for two days?
01:08:34It's been longer than that.
01:08:34Please tell me you're joking.
01:08:37Time is shiftable.
01:08:39I don't get it.
01:08:39Leonard.
01:08:41I don't get it.
01:08:42He's asked me to travel with him.
01:08:44Are you sleeping with him?
01:08:48What do you think?
01:08:49I kept waiting for you to see it, to smell it, to sense it.
01:08:59So what?
01:09:00I failed your test?
01:09:02You don't see me!
01:09:19I'm sorry.
01:09:24For what?
01:09:27I'm sorry.
01:09:28For what?
01:09:28I shouldn't have done that.
01:09:29No.
01:09:30Losing my temper.
01:09:31I shouldn't have done that.
01:09:32You had every right to lose your temper!
01:09:34No, no, no, no.
01:09:34If you think that this is what's going to make you feel better, then you should go.
01:09:38You should go with him.
01:09:40You've been through a terrible, terrible thing, Jane.
01:09:44No, that is not what this is about.
01:09:46Of course it is.
01:09:46You don't love me anymore, Leonard.
01:09:49You don't love me!
01:09:50That's rubbish.
01:09:52This is your ticket.
01:09:55The day after my performance, meet me at the train station.
01:10:01Our training's at 4.30.
01:10:03We'll go home together.
01:10:07I want you to do what you need to do.
01:10:13And then come back to me.
01:10:16No questions asked.
01:10:19No guilt.
01:10:22This is good.
01:10:23I want you to do what you need to do.
01:10:27I want you to do what you need to do.
01:10:27I want you to do what you need to do.
01:10:28I want you to do what you need to do.
01:10:29I want you to do what you need to do.
01:10:29I want you to do what you need to do.
01:10:30I want you to do what you need to do.
01:10:31I want you to do what you need to do.
01:10:32I want you to do what you need to do.
01:10:33I want you to do what you need to do.
01:10:34I want you to do what you need to do.
01:10:35I want you to do what you need to do.
01:10:36I want you to do what you need to do.
01:10:37I want you to do what you need to do.
01:10:39I want you to do what you need to do.
01:10:40I want you to do what you need to do.
01:10:41I want you to do what you need to do.
01:11:44Hi.
01:11:46Hi.
01:11:48You want some?
01:12:02Oh, thanks.
01:12:44Frank, you know, it's coming over in a couple of hours.
01:12:48Frank bought a car, so we're going to head out in a couple of weeks or so, you know?
01:12:56We're thinking of driving through Romania and then Ukraine and down through Russia and through Kazakhstan and then straight to Tibet.
01:14:09Good luck.
01:14:54Jay!
01:14:58You've got to come over to this side.
01:15:00The train's going to be here in a minute.
01:15:05It's four in the morning, the end of December.
01:15:15I'm riding you now just to see if you're there.
01:15:25New York is cold, but I like where I'm living.
01:15:31There's music on Clinton Street all through the evening.
01:15:51I hear that you're building your house deep in the desert.
01:16:03Are you living for nothing now?
01:16:07Hope you're keeping some kind of record.
01:16:12Yes.
01:16:13And Jane came by with a lock of your hair.
01:16:22She said that you gave it to her.
01:16:28That night when you planned to go clear.
01:16:33I wouldn't want to live to be 100.
01:16:36Why not?
01:16:37I'm not telling you why not.
01:16:39Did you ever go clear?
01:16:43No, shut that thing off.
01:16:44Ah, the last...
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