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00:00:00Excuse me, it's okay.
00:00:02It's okay. It's okay, it's okay.
00:00:05It's okay.
00:00:07Let me help her back.
00:00:30It's okay, it's okay.
00:00:33Maruzella, Maruzella.
00:00:42Vedi, questo è Napoli.
00:00:44Napoli è pieno divertimento.
00:00:46Ci sono posti per divertirti e posti che ci sono brutti.
00:01:00Alla prossima.
00:01:06I'm looking for the concert.
00:01:07And then you drive right by it.
00:01:09There it is.
00:01:13Very funny.
00:01:23I think it's gonna be good.
00:01:25Must be.
00:01:30Il traffico di Napoli.
00:01:31Il traffico di Napoli.
00:01:32Il traffico di Napoli.
00:01:33Il traffico di Napoli.
00:01:34Il traffico di Napoli.
00:01:35Il traffico di Napoli.
00:01:36Il traffico di Napoli.
00:01:37Il traffico di Napoli.
00:01:38Il traffico di Napoli.
00:01:39Il traffico di Napoli.
00:01:40Il traffico di Napoli.
00:01:41Il traffico di Napoli.
00:01:42Il traffico di Napoli.
00:01:43Il traffico di Napoli.
00:01:44Il traffico di Napoli.
00:01:45Il traffico di Napoli.
00:01:46Il traffico di Napoli.
00:01:47Il traffico di Napoli.
00:01:48Il traffico di Napoli.
00:01:49Il traffico di Napoli.
00:01:50Il traffico di Napoli.
00:01:51Il traffico di Napoli.
00:01:52Il traffico di Napoli.
00:01:53Il traffico di Napoli.
00:01:54I think it's not about the person who sees it.
00:01:56Somewhere.
00:01:57Maybe it's the next one.
00:02:09What are you doing?
00:02:11What do you think?
00:02:13She's lost her purse, her purse.
00:02:15No, there's nothing.
00:02:16There's nothing.
00:02:18There's nothing.
00:02:20Did you just give her a minute?
00:02:22Wait a minute, wait a minute.
00:02:24I don't know anything.
00:02:25I don't know anything.
00:02:26Okay, okay, okay.
00:02:27I don't know anything.
00:02:33Where did you have it lost?
00:02:37The train station, I think?
00:02:38The exchange group?
00:02:43Oh, Jamie.
00:02:44I'm sorry.
00:02:47That bastard at the train station started when you dropped all your stuff.
00:02:53This is 170, not 70.
00:02:56Where do we need to go?
00:02:58We need to, we need, we need 70.
00:03:10Here we go.
00:03:11Here we go.
00:03:21Is this it?
00:03:22Thank you, son.
00:03:42It's nice.
00:03:44Yes, I have her credit card.
00:03:45The number's on file on my computer.
00:03:49Yes, I have them here.
00:03:52Okay.
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00:04:05Yeah.
00:04:08Expires 1215.
00:04:10No, she'll definitely need another card sent out immediately.
00:04:13We're here for two weeks.
00:04:15No, I'm working here.
00:04:18Yes, I'll hold.
00:04:22You love how they ask, as if I have a choice.
00:04:26Do you know what I'm going to try to do while I'm here?
00:04:30Besides knowing Italian.
00:04:32I don't know why you think that's so ridiculous.
00:04:35I don't at all.
00:04:37I admire you.
00:04:38I just think it's too late for me.
00:04:40That's not true.
00:04:42You can't teach an old dog new tricks.
00:04:45And besides, what's the point?
00:04:47The whole bloody world speaks English.
00:04:49Well, I...
00:04:51I'm going to finally transcribe the tapes.
00:04:55Yes.
00:04:57All right.
00:04:59Okay.
00:05:02Well, if you can see it through to the end.
00:05:05I think that's wonderful.
00:05:07What does that mean?
00:05:09Nothing.
00:05:11Nothing?
00:05:13I think it's a fantastic idea, Jen.
00:05:15I always have.
00:05:16You know that?
00:05:17You don't sound very supportive.
00:05:26You have my support.
00:05:27I'm sorry if that came out wrong.
00:05:32I just know how emotional listening to them can be.
00:05:34It has been for you.
00:05:36I think enough time has passed.
00:05:38Well, that's great.
00:05:47It's not good.
00:05:52I think it's a multiple way for them.
00:05:54I really want to help you.
00:05:56I don't know.
00:05:57I'm sorry.
00:05:59I just keep holding on to my own.
00:06:00I'm sorry.
00:06:01I didn't think I'm sure I'm...
00:06:02This is a good deal, isn't it?
00:06:03I don't know.
00:06:04I don't know.
00:06:06I don't know.
00:06:08I think my life lives are...
00:06:09I don't know.
00:06:11I know.
00:06:12I don't know.
00:06:15You can't get a sense by his writing?
00:06:18You have to read it when I'm done, don't I?
00:06:27Do you think he recognized a blank infinity just stretching out?
00:06:33He got to this point maybe where it was just day after day after day.
00:06:37I really don't know.
00:06:39Just so tedious.
00:06:43And of course he felt guilty.
00:06:45Most people think life is too short and there he was, all the talent in the world.
00:06:49Jane, can I, can we not talk about this?
00:06:53Just, just, just a bit morbid.
00:07:09Love you.
00:07:10Love you too.
00:07:11Love you too.
00:07:15Love you too.
00:07:16Do you feel alright?
00:07:36You feel okay?
00:07:38Yeah.
00:07:40You sure.
00:08:06You sure?
00:08:36Oh my God.
00:09:06Are you sure you won't come with?
00:09:18You'll be so busy.
00:09:21We get boring all alone.
00:09:24I think someone should be here in case the card is delivered.
00:09:28True.
00:09:33Then I think I might go out, see what the world has to offer.
00:09:37If you do, leave me a message, okay?
00:09:42So I can worry about you.
00:09:44Okay.
00:09:49I've left you some money here.
00:09:54I'll see you later.
00:09:55Have a good day.
00:10:06Testing, testing.
00:10:22Okay.
00:10:23Do you have any stories for my book?
00:10:28What kind of stories?
00:10:30Stories that you've prepared for.
00:10:32I can ask them a list of stories that Dad told me about.
00:10:34Go ahead and ask from your father's list.
00:10:36God rest his soul.
00:10:37Let's start with the war.
00:10:38We went into an air raid shelter.
00:10:42My mother, your great-grandmother, she was shaking.
00:10:46Sirens wailed and then there was the sound of a bomb.
00:10:50And the man next to us, he said,
00:10:52I was in a shelter last night with my wife and my little boy
00:10:56and half of it got blown away.
00:10:59There was blood in his hair.
00:11:02He was all alone.
00:11:03That nearly finished my mother, you know.
00:11:05Here we were in this tiny town in England,
00:11:10miles from Germany, from Russia, from Italy,
00:11:13from any front lines.
00:11:15And this man, he had blood in his hair.
00:11:25Good night, cappuccino.
00:11:35We were riding our bikes to school
00:11:59when the Germans started firing at us.
00:12:01We jumped into a hedge.
00:12:03We were terrified, but afterwards,
00:12:06we couldn't stop laughing.
00:12:10Feels nice if I'm the only one who remembers that.
00:12:13It's as vivid to me as if it happened yesterday.
00:12:18Oh, hi, Leonard.
00:12:20It's Jane.
00:12:21I decided to take an impromptu trip to Ischia,
00:12:24or, um, Ischia, as they pronounce it.
00:12:28See, I'm learning a little bit.
00:12:30Um, anyway, I'll be home later.
00:12:33I hope you have a good day.
00:12:35Bye.
00:12:36Those friends are all dead now.
00:12:39There's no one left.
00:12:41That's one of my regrets, you know.
00:12:44Sometimes I think I should have had more children,
00:12:47not just your father.
00:12:50You're all alone now that your parents are gone.
00:12:54No brothers, no sisters.
00:12:55I'm upsetting you.
00:13:01Let's talk about something else.
00:13:04You want to ask me more boring questions about the war?
00:13:08All right, then.
00:13:08Uh, scusi.
00:13:12Susi.
00:13:13Um, the castle?
00:13:15Castle?
00:13:16Parlato inglese?
00:13:18No, no, no.
00:13:19No?
00:13:19No.
00:13:20Um, castello oreganese?
00:13:23Ah, andare.
00:13:25Andare?
00:13:26Andare?
00:13:26Si.
00:13:26Ah, grazie.
00:13:27They'd been shot through the neck.
00:13:32The bullet went in one side and came out the other.
00:13:36And there were all these bomb holes filled with water,
00:13:39and he couldn't tell which was the German side
00:13:41and which was the Allied side.
00:13:43When he came home after something like that,
00:13:47you couldn't really complain to him about anything,
00:13:50now could you?
00:13:50I'm actually going there now, to the castle.
00:13:53You speak English now?
00:13:54Yeah.
00:13:55Why, do you think I was Italian?
00:13:56Yeah.
00:13:57Yes!
00:13:57That's great.
00:13:58That's cool.
00:13:59Hey, hey, hey.
00:14:01Where are you from?
00:14:03London.
00:14:04No, in America.
00:14:05Come on.
00:14:05Maine.
00:14:06No, shit.
00:14:07I'm from Massachusetts.
00:14:08That's crazy.
00:14:09That's weird.
00:14:10Right?
00:14:11Yeah.
00:14:12Vacation?
00:14:13No.
00:14:13Are you?
00:14:14What?
00:14:15Are you here on vacation?
00:14:16Oh.
00:14:20Sorry.
00:14:20I thought you were saying you were on vacation.
00:14:22Me?
00:14:23No.
00:14:25So come on.
00:14:27My husband is working in Naples.
00:14:30What does he do?
00:14:32He is playing in a concert at the end of the night.
00:14:35Cool.
00:14:36What does he play?
00:14:37Viola.
00:14:39Mm-mm-mm.
00:14:39The viola.
00:14:42Any good?
00:14:44Yes.
00:14:45Very.
00:14:49How do you keep your violin
00:14:50from getting stolen?
00:14:53You put it in a viola case.
00:14:55Right?
00:14:58That's not funny.
00:14:59What's the difference between a viola and a coffin?
00:15:02A coffin has a dead person on the inside.
00:15:05Because viola players are dead?
00:15:07No?
00:15:07You know, why is a viola solo like premature ejaculation?
00:15:12Because even though you know it's coming,
00:15:14there's nothing you can do about it.
00:15:18I can't help it.
00:15:19I've got this weird autistic mind for jokes,
00:15:21and I went to this music-slash-nerd summer camp
00:15:23when I was, like, 10,
00:15:24and I played the triangle.
00:15:25Right.
00:15:26And I'm an only child, so, you know, understand.
00:15:31You look too young to be married.
00:15:32Are you newlywed?
00:15:34No.
00:15:36No.
00:15:36You're making me feel like a stalker.
00:15:49Fuck.
00:15:49You can give me 10, please.
00:15:5010, 10.
00:15:5110, 10.
00:15:58One?
00:15:58Five.
00:15:59Five.
00:15:59All right.
00:16:02Oh, hey, have you got 50 cents?
00:16:04If you can catch it.
00:16:10Grazie.
00:16:11Grazie.
00:16:11Grazie.
00:16:34What brought you out of here today?
00:16:36Fairy.
00:16:36Ha!
00:16:37Fairy.
00:16:39I like it.
00:16:41They have this device down in the basement.
00:16:43It's like a torture cage.
00:16:44They lock you in there until you turn up bones.
00:16:48But can you imagine dying by just sitting there?
00:16:51That would suck.
00:16:52In, like, the 1300s, thousands of families lived in this castle.
00:17:03It doesn't smell pretty bad.
00:17:05All those people crammed onto this rock.
00:17:10Wow.
00:17:12I know.
00:17:13I've been coming here every day, and it still gets me.
00:17:17If only we could kill off all the tourists.
00:17:19You're a tourist.
00:17:22No, I'm not.
00:17:24I came out here a few months ago with this volunteer organization dedicated to studying the relic populations of dolphins and whales in the Gulf of Naples.
00:17:35I can't tell if you're joking.
00:17:36I'm dead fucking serious.
00:17:40No, I just didn't want to go to college, and they paid for me to come over.
00:17:43Before connecting flights, it's a 72-hour plane ride, but, you know, it was worth it.
00:17:47My first time out of the U.S.
00:17:49How old are you?
00:17:49I'm 19.
00:17:50It's my birthday today.
00:17:52Is it really?
00:17:53Uh-huh.
00:17:54Happy birthday.
00:17:55Thank you very much.
00:17:56Yeah, so I left the program after, like, a month.
00:17:59Fuck the relic dolphins!
00:18:02I stayed on the island because I have this awesome living situation.
00:18:05I'll tell you the short version.
00:18:07Basically, I used to have ancestors in Ischia, so when I come over, I Facebook this second cousin twice removed.
00:18:12The second cousin twice removed, in case you didn't know, is when one person's great-grandparent is another person's great-great-great-grandparent.
00:18:18I'd love to hear the long version.
00:18:20Sorry.
00:18:20Anyway, so this relative gave me the name of this great uncle who lives on the island, so I show up.
00:18:27He answers the door, and he's, like, the oldest fucker I've ever seen, easily pushing a hundred.
00:18:32A hundred?
00:18:32Yeah, if not older, he's, like, deaf and blind and about four feet tall.
00:18:37He mumbles a couple of things to me in some crazy dialect, ushers me inside, pours me a glass of wine, and leads me to this basement apartment.
00:18:44And, uh, yeah, I never left.
00:18:46Oh, yeah, I never left.
00:19:16Love teaches me to feed on flames and tears.
00:19:41To turn withered hope green through desire.
00:19:49To re-enslave my heart each time love frees his noble face from that heavy disdain.
00:19:57Who is that?
00:19:59Vittoria Colonna.
00:20:01Ah, the woman who lived here.
00:20:03You read that in your guidebook this morning, didn't you, Jane?
00:20:09Sneaky.
00:20:11Yeah, I've decided to learn Italian by committing to memory all the sonnets she wrote to Michelangelo in English and Italian.
00:20:17I thought Michelangelo was gay.
00:20:19Ah, according to history and the muscular thighs of his sculptures, yes, but that didn't stop her from loving him.
00:20:29Let's hear it, then.
00:20:31In Italian.
00:20:32Let's hear the poem.
00:20:33Come on.
00:20:36Okay.
00:20:36Okay.
00:20:36I'm impressed.
00:21:07You hungry?
00:21:10Why, you gonna take me out?
00:21:13Yeah.
00:21:18All right, then.
00:21:19Okay.
00:21:24Two pastas with the house sauce, please.
00:21:28Red.
00:21:28Red.
00:21:28Red.
00:21:28Red.
00:21:29Red.
00:21:29Red.
00:21:29Red.
00:21:30Uh-huh.
00:21:31Grazie.
00:21:33So you're really not going to tell me what you do?
00:21:35I write freelance articles about parties and fashion trends in town and country U.K.
00:21:46There's something else.
00:21:47I'm writing a book about my grandmother's experiences in rural England, living through two world wars.
00:22:00I recorded her for hours and hours, but now, I don't know.
00:22:09What don't you know?
00:22:12You want to listen?
00:22:13A little?
00:22:14Yeah.
00:22:15Yeah.
00:22:16Yeah?
00:22:17Yeah, I know it.
00:22:18I love to listen.
00:22:19All tangled up.
00:22:35I can't believe.
00:22:36Okay.
00:22:37Awful as it was, it made you stronger.
00:22:45these days people whine about all sorts of things and I'm not one of those old
00:22:50people who think my time had the only joy and the only problems we all have our
00:22:55own private wars every era but it was nothing like it really brought people
00:23:01together the war we we helped each other during that time we had to laugh we had
00:23:06to smile well if not for ourselves then for the people we'd lost I shut that
00:23:13thing off would you get it out of my face
00:23:18that is like it's like a window in time the sort of thing which you always did
00:23:25before someone died you know my husband thinks I'm never gonna finish it you care
00:23:31what anyone thinks we met while I was recording her bonding over granny huh make
00:23:38it sound perverse that's what it was right
00:23:41I got pregnant so we got married
00:23:55I lost the baby
00:24:02I'm sorry
00:24:06I didn't go back after that to the States
00:24:30did you uh did you ever hear that story about the red strain
00:24:40I think I might have tell me
00:24:45it's like this asian proverb says that anyone you're destined to meet like
00:24:55uh your soulmate or your family or you know someone you bump into on the street we're all connected by this red string
00:25:05it can be tangled or stretched but it can never be broken
00:25:12there's this moment in the tape I'm sitting waiting in the airport bar for my flight
00:25:24and I'm talking into the recorder rambling on about how I'm about to embark on this amazing adventure and
00:25:33how I'm gonna show world war two from a totally different perspective
00:25:37but
00:25:38I don't know if it's that interesting
00:25:48that's the whole point isn't it
00:25:52keeping it interesting for yourself
00:25:55maybe
00:25:57maybe I just want to write about nothing
00:26:02everything is nothing
00:26:04all the best
00:26:07all the best
00:26:09make a wish
00:26:14make it great
00:26:17okay
00:26:22bravo bravo
00:26:27Oh hey
00:26:36what do you mean I'm gonna go
00:26:37red
00:26:38what
00:26:38grab my hand
00:26:39wave
00:26:40go go oh my god
00:26:41oh my gosh
00:26:41go my gosh
00:26:42go go go go oh my gosh
00:26:43go go go go
00:26:44Oh, no! What? What do you mean?
00:26:51Stronzo!
00:26:53Hey! Hey! Hey!
00:26:55It's the carabinerie!
00:26:56It's the police!
00:26:57No!
00:26:58No!
00:27:04We can't go back! We can't go back!
00:27:06We can't go back!
00:27:07Look!
00:27:08We can't go back!
00:27:10We can't go back!
00:27:11We can't go back!
00:27:12Oh, no!
00:27:14Oh, no!
00:27:15Oh, no!
00:27:16Oh, no!
00:27:17Oh, no!
00:27:18Oh, no!
00:27:19Oh, no!
00:27:24Look out!
00:27:25Yeah!
00:27:26Yeah!
00:27:27It'd make you feel better if I said I said the whole thing up.
00:27:30Yes, it's true.
00:27:32Yes, it's true.
00:27:34I made the check when I went to the bathroom.
00:27:37You're horrible.
00:27:41You're horrible.
00:27:42You're horrible.
00:27:43You're really horrible.
00:27:44Come on, let's go.
00:27:45Come on.
00:27:46Come on.
00:27:47Quick.
00:27:48Let's go.
00:27:51Why are we still running?
00:27:52I don't know where we're still running.
00:27:54Can I go?
00:27:55Come on, let's go.
00:27:56Come on.
00:27:57Come on.
00:27:58Come on.
00:27:59Come on.
00:28:00I'm coming.
00:28:01Come on.
00:28:02Come on.
00:28:03I'm coming.
00:28:04Come on.
00:28:05Oh, my God.
00:28:07Come on.
00:28:08Oh, my gosh.
00:28:09Okay.
00:28:10Oh, my gosh.
00:28:11It went up my nose.
00:28:13It went up my nose.
00:28:21Do we come back?
00:28:23Maybe.
00:28:26Maybe is not a no.
00:28:29And since I don't have a phone,
00:28:31you're gonna have to give me your number
00:28:34for cheap thrills and future crimes committed.
00:28:37No.
00:28:41Fair enough.
00:28:43I've got to go catch a fairy.
00:28:57Hey.
00:29:02Why do violists keep their viola cases on their dashboards?
00:29:09Why?
00:29:23So they can park in handicapped spots.
00:29:25Happy birthday.
00:29:31Happy birthday.
00:30:52Yeah, there's so much of this stuff to get through.
00:30:56That's right.
00:30:58Nice.
00:30:58There are the great big events, the things you think you'll always remember, and you do, but there are other smaller.
00:31:11Picking a blackberry that's been in the sun, or brushing the fingertip of someone you didn't know you loved until you touched them.
00:31:20Nellie was this little collie who wouldn't go on a leash, so she had to sit on a bicycle seat.
00:31:26But they stay with me, too.
00:31:29Jane.
00:31:41Janey.
00:31:42Janey.
00:31:43You've got some pastries.
00:31:46You're still asleep?
00:31:52Jane.
00:31:54Janey.
00:31:55Janey.
00:31:56Janey.
00:31:57Janey.
00:31:58Janey.
00:31:59Janey.
00:32:00Janey.
00:32:01Janey.
00:32:02Janey.
00:32:03Janey.
00:32:04Janey.
00:32:05Janey.
00:32:06Janey.
00:32:07Janey.
00:32:08Janey.
00:32:09Janey.
00:32:10Janey.
00:32:11Janey.
00:32:12Janey.
00:32:13Janey.
00:32:14Janey.
00:32:15Janey.
00:32:16Janey.
00:32:17Janey.
00:32:18Janey.
00:32:19my friends had lots of american boyfriends and they used to bring us nylon stockings and chocolates
00:32:25and all sorts of things and we used to go to london and we saw glenn miller one time
00:32:33we used to go all over the place there were wonderful times i never had an american boyfriend
00:32:42i liked some of them they were nice boys but i i didn't i didn't want to leave my mom and dad
00:32:52i wish i had sometimes you know when you were 19 and the world just felt so open and carefree and full
00:32:59of possibility you reminded me of that at that time you were 19 when we met yeah i wouldn't have
00:33:09described this carefree back then not at all well i felt nostalgia or something for youth you're not
00:33:16old jane we ran out on the bill you just ran what do you mean you ran out on the bill perhaps i'm not
00:33:24explaining it well it was it was fun it was just fun
00:33:41how's work the conductor's actually a descendant of water leg which is fascinating
00:33:48the three of us should plan a dinner before we leave i'd like that
00:33:54that's a good idea
00:33:59oh my god this is caleb
00:34:03hi no no we were just talking about you we were that's so weird that's it please sit down join us
00:34:10well
00:34:10oh
00:34:11oh
00:34:13well the chances of that i know right
00:34:19i'm obviously gonna get back pretty soon that's okay i i already ate so i'll just grab a coffee
00:34:25i'll have the check please in a cafe
00:34:43oh no thank you
00:34:44okay
00:34:48jane you don't smoke yes i do sometimes at parties
00:34:56you know that well i don't do it a lot
00:34:59i don't do it i don't do it
00:35:02okay
00:35:02grazie
00:35:03grazie
00:35:08italian food is so overrated
00:35:11i love it
00:35:13there's no variety
00:35:14english food on the other hand
00:35:16say what you like about it there's nothing like a good steak and kidney pie
00:35:20i went to this party the other day in this villa owned by this old drunk ex-pat they had like a
00:35:28private chef and everything and uh they were serving this like loaf of meat covered in sauce
00:35:34with all these other loaves this girl came over to me and said it was cat no no joke like a roasted
00:35:42mommy cat and her kittens that is disgusting true story
00:35:50i don't know why don't you tell leonard one of your viola jokes
00:35:58come on
00:35:59i'm selling my ant
00:36:02come on let's hear one
00:36:07um i have one
00:36:12what is the definition of perfect pitch
00:36:17what
00:36:21when you throw a viola into the dumpster without hitting the rim
00:36:26you didn't just make that up it's too good i did well i'm impressed and i'm stealing it
00:36:32you can pretty much make that joke about any instrument
00:36:39do you play anything kaylee this and that you know
00:36:41what time to go already yeah i'm gonna get back to work
00:36:50so what's next new agenda kaylee um i'm thinking tibet oh tibet really yeah there's this thing called the
00:37:09shopping festival at the end of the summer yeah i've heard about that that's where the
00:37:12the buddhist monks unroll all the tapestries on the hill right the monks the monks the monks
00:37:17it's so pretty how do you support yourself you know a bit of this bit of that
00:37:23oh all right then i'll walk you does anybody have a pen you got a pen yeah i have a pen
00:37:35i have a piece of paper you guys should definitely come over to the island i'll take you somewhere
00:37:53fun you know don't knock on the front door come around the side i need regina
00:38:04thank you and thanks again for yesterday
00:38:08no problem hey ciao
00:38:21how stoned are you come on then we should tell him pop it's not a big deal
00:38:27so you're saying you smoke back at her occasionally can we do something fun tonight sure
00:38:38i'm fine from here okay see you after work i'll be waiting
00:39:08hey god you scared me are you following me maybe is that weird yeah
00:39:22i couldn't sleep last night
00:39:37you told me you were staying near the port so i got the first ferry this morning
00:39:40i came looking for you and i came looking for you and i can't believe i found you
00:39:57you
00:39:57i'm
00:39:59i'm
00:40:00i'm
00:40:01i'm
00:40:03i'm
00:40:05i'm
00:40:07i'm
00:40:09i'm
00:40:11i'm
00:40:26i'm
00:40:28i'm
00:40:30i'm
00:40:45i'm
00:40:55I can't do this.
00:41:09What?
00:41:09Why?
00:41:09I can't do this.
00:41:11Why?
00:41:22Do you do this a lot?
00:41:24What?
00:41:24Do you do this a lot?
00:41:26What?
00:41:27Do you seduce women?
00:41:28Is this what you do?
00:41:31You need to be less serious.
00:41:39Don't follow me.
00:41:55I'm gonna go.
00:41:58I'm gonna go look.
00:41:59I'm gonna go look.
00:41:59Just move.
00:42:00I'm gonna go.
00:42:32There was one boy from Belgium. He was lovely. He had a mustache. My mother hated mustaches. But he was shipped off. I never saw him again.
00:43:02Anyways, I met your grandfather not long after, and we got married.
00:43:09Was it love at first sight with Grandpa?
00:43:12Love at first sight? Stop that thing.
00:43:16I know. You're home early.
00:43:19I do deserve that.
00:43:29And I just left my husband.
00:43:36Jenny, I'm sorry. Just give me a minute. I have a hell of a rest of my day. I've got so much stuff to do.
00:43:45Sorry, darling.
00:43:46Hey, do you still want to do something fun tonight?
00:43:49Yeah, absolutely. I've got some dinner. I thought we'd just stay in here. The two of us.
00:43:53I've just got to work this thing out for tomorrow.
00:43:57Okay.
00:43:57Okay. I'm sorry.
00:43:59Okay.
00:43:59Okay.
00:44:30Leonard, can we talk?
00:45:00Say cheese.
00:45:29No, you should kind of be in the middle of mine.
00:45:39Hold on a second.
00:45:39That's what our living room is missing.
00:45:52What did you do?
00:46:09Do you want me to hand over my mouth?
00:46:11You did?
00:46:12What did you do?
00:46:13Just wave.
00:46:14Come on.
00:46:16Come on.
00:46:28Oh, my God.
00:46:58Go, go, go, go, go!
00:47:28Go, go, go, go!
00:47:58Go, go, go!
00:48:28Go, go, go!
00:48:59Hi.
00:49:01Did I wake you?
00:49:03No.
00:49:06I think I need to be less serious.
00:49:11Yeah.
00:49:13I'm going to put my pants on.
00:49:14I'm going to put my pants on.
00:49:15I'm going to put my pants on.
00:49:17Okay.
00:49:19I'm going to put my pants on.
00:49:21I'm going to put my pants on.
00:49:32I'm going to put my pants on.
00:52:37Leonard thought you were lying about those cats.
00:52:51You said that?
00:52:56Wait.
00:52:58They were delicious.
00:52:59You make me feel nervous.
00:53:19You make me feel calm.
00:53:24You want a drink?
00:53:49You make me feel calm.
00:53:51You make me feel calm.
00:53:57You make me feel calm.
00:54:07You make me feel calm.
00:54:14You make me feel calm.
00:54:16You make me feel calm.
00:54:18You make me feel calm.
00:54:20You make me feel calm.
00:56:07I didn't sleep at all last night.
00:56:13Where have you been?
00:56:15Just walking.
00:56:17All night.
00:56:19I've been thinking.
00:56:20You left your phone here.
00:56:21I had to plug it in.
00:56:22We need to talk, Leonard.
00:56:24I have to go to work.
00:56:26Can you be late?
00:56:27No.
00:56:28I can't be late.
00:56:29I never tell you.
00:56:30I never tell you.
00:56:31Jay, whatever you have to say to me, I want to hear it.
00:56:32I've committed myself.
00:56:33People are depending on me.
00:56:34I have to go to work.
00:56:35Okay.
00:56:36Okay.
00:56:37Okay.
00:56:38Okay.
00:56:39Okay.
00:56:40Okay.
00:56:41Okay.
00:56:42Good.
00:56:45Yes.
00:56:45Okay.
00:56:46Okay.
00:56:47Yes.
00:56:48So, you're going to go to work always on this morning.
00:56:50I am fine.
00:56:52I want to hear it.
00:56:53I've committed myself.
00:56:56People are depending on me.
00:56:59I have to go to work.
00:57:01Okay.
00:57:02And, oh, congratulations on me.
00:57:03Our next meeting, if you're the city, is not a new plan.
00:57:09Ah, the law, and by correct, is Christian.
00:57:12if it wasn't the war it would have been something else
00:57:29there's always something else isn't there that's the thing that's the thing about struggle
00:57:42I'm gonna make some tea do you want some right you go out like that again just tell me I worry
00:58:03okay I can't seem to figure out what's going on in your head
00:58:11do you think everything we've been through actually does us any good
00:58:28in the long run do we just make out struggle to be something meaningful because that's all most
00:58:39of us have tell you next time we come to Italy to get a proper kitchen
00:58:56I don't know what you want me to say Jane
00:59:07one little thing had changed in my grandmother's life I might not be here
00:59:32sometimes I worry I'm not honoring her
00:59:42the book
00:59:45no with my life
00:59:50this is it you know
00:59:56it ends with me
00:59:59in the harvest time we all went to the field where they were cutting the corn
01:00:08everyone was chasing rabbits and then we had our tea in the harvest fields
01:00:16the horses
01:00:21the horses back then they were kept beautifully
01:00:30dad used to dress them all up brass things and little horseshoes
01:00:37he put braids on them
01:00:40they used to be gorgeous
01:00:42what are your plans for tomorrow
01:00:44there was one
01:00:47Duke
01:00:48he was a Clydesdale I used to ride down to the marshes
01:00:52every night when he finished working
01:00:55they were lovely days really
01:01:02they're gone for me
01:01:10Jane
01:01:11but not for you
01:01:14Jane
01:01:15you know it's different for you
01:01:18in some ways it's easier
01:01:19you haven't got the war
01:01:21people don't die as much as they did back then
01:01:24but in some ways
01:01:26it's more disjointed
01:01:27you've got to make your own life
01:01:32one that you love
01:01:34one that you love and you can't be afraid of the
01:01:36of the time
01:01:38time is shiftable
01:01:41there are moments in my life that I would trade 60 years to have back again
01:01:55that's the truth
01:01:57you'll know the truth when you find it
01:02:00it'll come to you like something you've known before
01:02:03rather than something you're learning for the first time
01:02:06sorry
01:02:10what is it
01:02:14are you all right
01:02:20are you okay
01:02:23yeah I stung my toe
01:02:25it's bleeding
01:02:27it's fine
01:02:29it's fine
01:02:31it's fine
01:02:31it's fine
01:02:32are you losing it
01:02:34yes
01:02:35fuck
01:02:37I met these backpackers last night
01:02:49Frank and Elsa
01:02:50she's French
01:02:51he's German
01:02:51they're going to Tibet
01:02:54and I'm going with them
01:02:56I want you to come with me
01:03:07be
01:03:08meet
01:03:09and I'm going to smile
01:03:14when I start singing
01:03:24I want to smile
01:03:25I want to smile
01:03:26that's the cute man
01:03:27is the trophy
01:03:28that's your footprint
01:03:28I want you to see
01:03:29you around
01:03:30and see
01:03:31it's the kind of the
01:03:32politeness
01:03:34they have to march
01:03:36Hi.
01:04:04Hi.
01:04:05How are you?
01:04:09Long day.
01:04:11God, when are they not?
01:04:15I don't think I'd jump to doing another stint like this.
01:04:21How's the writing going?
01:04:25I'm feeling inspired.
01:04:29It's fantastic.
01:04:33I think I've figured out the key to finishing the project.
01:04:39Are you listening?
01:04:43You found the key to finishing this project?
01:04:55Well, the water here tastes so funny.
01:05:01Have you ever cheated on me?
01:05:03Oh, Jane.
01:05:05Have you?
01:05:07Can we not?
01:05:09Have you?
01:05:15Absolutely not.
01:05:17Why did you take such a long time to answer that?
01:05:19Because I'm sick.
01:05:21Of what, Leonard?
01:05:23Of it being so hard?
01:05:25Yes.
01:05:27Tedious?
01:05:29I hate talking about sex with you.
01:05:35Is that what we're talking about?
01:05:37Normal people talk about sex, Leonard.
01:05:41And we don't?
01:05:43There's just huge vacant lots that we don't discuss.
01:05:47Like what?
01:05:49Is there anything you want to ask me?
01:05:51Why?
01:05:52Is there anything you want to tell me?
01:05:54I just want to connect.
01:05:55So you don't feel that we're connected?
01:06:00Do you?
01:06:01I love you.
01:06:13I get it, Leonard.
01:06:15I get it.
01:06:17It's always been this big, serious, grave thing for us.
01:06:20Sex has consequences.
01:06:21Life and death.
01:06:22Mostly death.
01:06:23Jane, please.
01:06:24Let me guess.
01:06:25You don't want to talk about it?
01:06:26No.
01:06:27That's not what I'm saying.
01:06:28You're just...
01:06:29Do you want to have children, Leonard?
01:06:30Of course I did.
01:06:31Not did.
01:06:32Do you want to have children?
01:06:35So did you.
01:06:36But...
01:06:40Say it.
01:06:41Jane.
01:06:42Say it.
01:06:43I can't have children, Leonard.
01:06:48I never will.
01:06:49And if we keep trying, they keep dying.
01:06:52Please, Jane.
01:06:53Again and again and again.
01:06:55Please.
01:06:58How does that make you feel?
01:07:00It's not your father.
01:07:01How does it make you feel, Leonard?
01:07:02How does it make you feel?
01:07:03You will never be a father.
01:07:04We can adopt.
01:07:05That's not what you want.
01:07:06Is it?
01:07:07Is that what you want?
01:07:08Hmm?
01:07:09Because I think about it all the time.
01:07:10That the one thing you always wanted, I will never be able to give you.
01:07:17What are you trying to do, Joan?
01:07:18I just want to know that there's a reason for it all.
01:07:24What are you trying to do, Joan?
01:07:25I just want to know that there's a reason for it all.
01:07:31You're not curious about me, Leonard.
01:07:32Not really.
01:07:33What do you want me to know?
01:07:34What do you want me to know?
01:07:35You shouldn't have to ask.
01:07:36What do you want me to know?
01:07:37You shouldn't have to ask.
01:07:38I feel as if you want me to be someone of you.
01:07:39What are you trying to do, Joan?
01:07:40What are you trying to do, Joan?
01:07:41I just want to know that there's a reason for it all.
01:07:44You're not curious about me, Leonard.
01:07:46Not really.
01:07:47What do you want me to know?
01:07:48What do you want me to know?
01:07:49You shouldn't have to ask.
01:07:50I feel as if you want me to be someone I'm not.
01:08:08Someone that I've never been.
01:08:10I'm leaving you.
01:08:15I've been seeing someone else.
01:08:22See him?
01:08:26Caleb.
01:08:27That kid?
01:08:28Yes.
01:08:29That kid?
01:08:30That child?
01:08:31That kid you've known for two days?
01:08:33It's been longer than that.
01:08:34Please tell me you're joking.
01:08:36Time is shiftable.
01:08:38I don't get it.
01:08:39Leonard.
01:08:40I don't get it.
01:08:41He's asked me to travel with him.
01:08:43Are you sleeping with him?
01:08:45What do you think?
01:08:48I kept waiting for you to see it, to smell it, to sense it!
01:08:58So what?
01:08:59I failed your test?
01:09:00You don't see me!
01:09:01I'm sorry.
01:09:02For what?
01:09:03I'm sorry.
01:09:04I shouldn't have done that.
01:09:18For what?
01:09:19I shouldn't have done that.
01:09:20No.
01:09:21For losing my temper.
01:09:22I shouldn't have done that.
01:09:23You had every right to lose your temper!
01:09:24No, no, no, no.
01:09:25If you think that this is what's going to make you feel better, then you should go.
01:09:26You should go with him.
01:09:27You should go with him.
01:09:28You've been through a terrible, terrible thing, Jane.
01:09:30No.
01:09:31That is not what this is about.
01:09:32Of course it is.
01:09:33You don't love me anymore, Leonard.
01:09:34You don't love me!
01:09:35That's rubbish.
01:09:36This is your ticket.
01:09:37The day after my performance.
01:09:38I'm sorry.
01:09:39I'm sorry.
01:09:40For what?
01:09:41I shouldn't have done that.
01:09:42I shouldn't have done that.
01:09:43For losing my temper.
01:09:44I shouldn't have done that.
01:09:45You had every right to lose your temper!
01:09:46No, no, no, no.
01:09:47If you think that this is what's going to make you feel better, then you should go.
01:09:49You should go.
01:09:50You should go with him.
01:09:51This is your ticket.
01:09:54The day after my performance.
01:09:56Meet me at the train station.
01:09:59Our training's at 4.30.
01:10:02We'll go home together.
01:10:04I want you to do what you need to do.
01:10:09And then come back to me.
01:10:14No questions asked.
01:10:18No guilt.
01:10:19This is good.
01:10:22This is good.
01:10:49The 좋지가 is a Herausforder.
01:10:50But first of all,
01:10:58ה
01:11:19Hi.
01:11:48Hi.
01:11:49Hi.
01:11:50Hi.
01:11:51Hi.
01:11:52Hi.
01:11:53Hi.
01:11:54Hi.
01:11:55Hi.
01:11:56Hi.
01:11:57Hi.
01:11:58Hi.
01:11:59Hi.
01:12:00You want some?
01:12:01Oh, thanks.
01:12:02Oh, thanks.
01:12:03Oh, thanks.
01:12:04Oh, thanks.
01:12:05Oh, thanks.
01:12:10Oh, thanks.
01:12:42Frank and Elsa, coming over in a couple of hours.
01:12:49Frank bought a car, so we're going to head out in a couple of weeks or so, you know.
01:13:00I'm thinking of driving through Romania and then Ukraine and down through Russia and through Kazakhstan.
01:13:10And then straight to Tibet.
01:14:06Ciao, buona fortuna.
01:14:12Ciao.
01:14:36Jay.
01:14:54You've got to come over to this side.
01:14:56The train's going to be here in a minute.
01:15:06It's four in the morning, the end of December, I'm riding you now just to see your bed.
01:15:36New York is cold, but I like where I'm living. There's music on Clinton Street all through the evening. I hear that you're building your house deep in the desert. Are you living for nothing now?
01:16:06Hope you're keeping some kind of record. Yes.
01:16:13And Jane came by with a lock of your hair. She said that you gave it to her. That night when you planned to go clear.
01:16:33I wouldn't want to live to be 100. Why not? I'm not telling you why not.
01:16:42Now shut that thing off.