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00:00:00Excuse me, it's okay.
00:00:02It's okay. It's okay, it's okay.
00:00:05It's okay.
00:00:07Let me help her back.
00:00:30It's okay, it's okay.
00:00:33Maruzella, Maruzella.
00:00:42Vedi, questo è Napoli.
00:00:44Napoli è pieno divertimento.
00:00:46Ci sono posti per divertirti e posti che ci sono brutti.
00:01:00Alla prossima.
00:01:06I'm looking for the concert.
00:01:07And then you drive right by it.
00:01:09There it is.
00:01:13Very funny.
00:01:23I think it's gonna be good.
00:01:25Must be.
00:01:30But I think they were on the right side of Napoli.
00:01:32I messed up.
00:01:34No, in questa settimana, al primo posto.
00:01:37Shit.
00:01:39I can't buy my wallet.
00:01:44Where, in the C case?
00:01:47No, no, no, no.
00:01:48It's not just about the real C case.
00:01:50Somewhere.
00:01:54Maybe it's in my car.
00:01:58What did you find?
00:01:59She's lost her purse!
00:02:00No, there's nothing.
00:02:01She didn't have caught her, she kind of walked away.
00:02:05There's nothing...
00:02:06Can you just give her a minute?
00:02:07She was still here...
00:02:08I'll give her a moment...
00:02:09A moment.
00:02:09I don't know if she's lost her purse!
00:02:10You can have no time to watch her.
00:02:12She's lost her purse...
00:02:13No, no, no, no...
00:02:14No, no, no...
00:02:15She's lost her purse.
00:02:16No, no, no, no, no...
00:02:19You can't give her a minute...
00:02:20You know, she was sitting here.
00:02:21I know, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no.
00:02:23No, no, no, no, no, no, no, no.
00:02:25Okay, okay, okay.
00:02:26How's it sunny?
00:02:27Come, Mommy!
00:02:33Where did you have it last?
00:02:35Um...
00:02:36The train station, I think?
00:02:38The exchange group?
00:02:42Oh, Jamie.
00:02:43I'm sorry.
00:02:47That bastard at the train station started when you dropped all your stuff.
00:02:50This is 170, not 70.
00:02:55Where do we need to go?
00:02:57We need...
00:02:58We need 70.
00:03:09Here we go.
00:03:20Is this it?
00:03:21Thanks, Ash.
00:03:41It's nice.
00:03:43Yes, I have a credit card.
00:03:44The number is on file on my computer.
00:03:48Yes, I have them here.
00:03:51Okay.
00:03:525533...
00:03:557645...
00:03:588787...
00:04:019157...
00:04:0357.
00:04:06Yeah.
00:04:08Expires 12.15.
00:04:10No, she'll definitely need another card sent out immediately.
00:04:13We're here for two weeks.
00:04:16No, I'm working here.
00:04:20Yes, I'll hold.
00:04:23You love how they ask.
00:04:24As if I have a choice.
00:04:27Do you know what I'm gonna try to do while I'm here?
00:04:30Besides learn Italian.
00:04:32I don't know why you think that's so ridiculous.
00:04:34I don't at all.
00:04:36I admire you.
00:04:37I just think it's too late for me.
00:04:40That's not true.
00:04:41You can't teach an old dog new tricks.
00:04:44And besides...
00:04:46What's the point?
00:04:47The whole bloody world speaks English.
00:04:49Well, I...
00:04:51Want to finally transcribe the tapes?
00:04:55Yes.
00:04:57All right.
00:04:59Okay.
00:05:02Well, if you can see it through to the end,
00:05:04I think that's wonderful.
00:05:06What does that mean?
00:05:08Nothing.
00:05:10Nothing.
00:05:12I think it's a fantastic idea, Jen.
00:05:14I always have.
00:05:15You know that?
00:05:17She doesn't sound very supportive.
00:05:24You have my support.
00:05:26I'm sorry if that came out wrong.
00:05:31I just know how emotional listening to them can be.
00:05:34Has been for you.
00:05:35I think enough time has passed.
00:05:36Well, that's great.
00:05:37Yeah.
00:05:38Yeah.
00:05:39Why do you think he killed himself?
00:05:42Who?
00:05:43David Foster Wallace.
00:05:44Um...
00:05:45How do you think he killed himself?
00:06:02Um...
00:06:03David Foster Wallace?
00:06:04David Foster Wallace.
00:06:11I don't know.
00:06:15You can't get a sense by his writing?
00:06:18You have to read it when I'm done, though.
00:06:27Do you think he recognized a blank infinity just stretching out?
00:06:31He got to this point, maybe, where it was just day after day after day.
00:06:38I really don't know. Do you know?
00:06:40Just so tedious.
00:06:43And, of course, he felt guilty.
00:06:45Most people think life is too short, and there he was, all the talent in the world, and it wasn't...
00:06:49Jane, can I... Can we not talk about this?
00:06:53Just... Just a bit more, then.
00:07:01Love you.
00:07:13Love you, too.
00:07:16Do you feel alright? Do you feel okay?
00:07:21Yeah.
00:07:22Are you sure?
00:07:25Mm-hmm.
00:07:35Do you feel alright?
00:07:37Do you feel okay?
00:07:38Yeah.
00:07:40Are you sure?
00:07:45Mm-hmm.
00:07:55Mm-hmm.
00:08:18Mm-hmm.
00:08:20I don't know.
00:08:50Are you sure you won't come with?
00:09:18You'll be so busy.
00:09:20I get boring all alone.
00:09:24I think someone should be here in case the card is delivered.
00:09:27True.
00:09:33Then I think I might go out, see what the world has to offer.
00:09:37If you do, leave me a message, okay?
00:09:39So I can worry about you.
00:09:44Okay.
00:09:49I've left you some money here.
00:09:54I'll see you later.
00:09:55Have a good day.
00:09:56I'll see you later.
00:10:26What kind of stories?
00:10:30Stories that you've prepared for, I can ask them a list of stories that Dad told me about.
00:10:34Go ahead and ask from your father's list.
00:10:36God rest his soul.
00:10:37Let's start with the war.
00:10:38We went into an air raid shelter.
00:10:42My mother, your great-grandmother, she was shaking.
00:10:46Sirens wailed and then there was the sound of a bomb.
00:10:50And the man next to us, he said,
00:10:52I was in a shelter last night with my wife and my little boy and half of it got blown away.
00:10:59There was blood in his hair.
00:11:02He was all alone.
00:11:03That nearly finished my mother, you know.
00:11:05Here we were in this tiny town in England, miles from Germany, from Russia, from Italy, from any front lines.
00:11:15And this man, he had blood in his hair.
00:11:19He had blood in his hair.
00:11:49We were riding our bikes to school when the Germans started firing at us.
00:12:01We jumped into a hedge.
00:12:04We were terrified, but afterwards we couldn't stop laughing.
00:12:08It feels nice if I'm the only one who remembers that.
00:12:13It's as vivid to me as if it happened yesterday.
00:12:18Oh, hi, Leonard.
00:12:20It's Jane.
00:12:21I decided to take an impromptu trip to Iskia.
00:12:25Or, um, Iskia, as they pronounce it.
00:12:28See, I'm learning a little bit.
00:12:30Um, anyway, I'll be home later.
00:12:32I hope you'll have a good day.
00:12:35Bye.
00:12:36Those friends are all dead now.
00:12:39There's no one left.
00:12:41That's one of my regrets, you know.
00:12:44Sometimes I think I should have had more children, not just your father.
00:12:48You're all alone now that your parents are gone.
00:12:54No brothers, no sisters.
00:12:59I'm upsetting you.
00:13:01Let's talk about something else.
00:13:04You want to ask me more boring questions about the war?
00:13:08All right, then.
00:13:08They'd been shot through the neck.
00:13:32The bullet went in one side and came out the other.
00:13:35And there were all these bomb holes filled with water
00:13:39and he couldn't tell which was the German side
00:13:41and which was the Allied side.
00:13:43When he came home after something like that,
00:13:46you couldn't really complain to him about anything, now could you?
00:13:50I'm actually going there now, to the castle.
00:13:53You speak English now?
00:13:54Yeah.
00:13:55Why, do you think I was Italian?
00:13:56Yeah.
00:13:57Yes!
00:13:57That's great, that's cool.
00:13:59Hey, hey, hey.
00:14:00Where are you from?
00:14:03London.
00:14:04No, in America.
00:14:04Come on.
00:14:05Maine.
00:14:06No, shit.
00:14:07I'm from Massachusetts.
00:14:08That's crazy.
00:14:09That's weird.
00:14:10Right?
00:14:11Yeah.
00:14:12Vacation?
00:14:13No.
00:14:13Are you?
00:14:14What?
00:14:15Are you here on vacation?
00:14:16Oh.
00:14:20Sorry.
00:14:20I thought you were saying you were on vacation.
00:14:22Me?
00:14:23No.
00:14:25So come on.
00:14:27My husband is working in Naples.
00:14:30What does he do?
00:14:30He is playing in a concert at the end of the night.
00:14:35Cool.
00:14:36What does he play?
00:14:37Viola.
00:14:39Mm, mm, mm.
00:14:40The viola.
00:14:42Any good?
00:14:44Yes.
00:14:45Very.
00:14:49How do you keep your violin from getting stolen?
00:14:51You put it in a viola case, right?
00:14:58That's not funny.
00:14:59Um, what's the difference between a viola and a coffin?
00:15:02A coffin has a dead person on the inside.
00:15:04Because viola players are dead?
00:15:07No?
00:15:07Why is a viola solo like premature ejaculation?
00:15:12Because even though you know it's coming,
00:15:14there's nothing you can do about it.
00:15:18I can't help it.
00:15:19I've got this weird autistic mind for jokes,
00:15:21and I went to this music-slash-nerd summer camp
00:15:23when I was, like, ten, and I played the triangle.
00:15:25Right.
00:15:26And I'm an only child, so, you know, understand.
00:15:29You look too young to be married.
00:15:33You newlywed?
00:15:34No.
00:15:36No.
00:15:47Stop making me feel like a stalker.
00:15:49Fuck.
00:15:49Oh, hey, have you got 50 cents?
00:16:06If you can catch it.
00:16:11Grazie.
00:16:19What brought you out of here today?
00:16:36Barry.
00:16:36Ha!
00:16:37Barry.
00:16:39I like it.
00:16:41They have this device down in the basement.
00:16:43It's like a torture cage.
00:16:44They lock you in there until you turn to bones.
00:16:48But can you imagine dying by just sitting there?
00:16:51That would suck.
00:16:58In, like, the 1300s,
00:17:00thousands of families lived in this castle.
00:17:03It must have smelled pretty bad.
00:17:05All those people crammed onto this rock.
00:17:10Wow.
00:17:12I know.
00:17:13I've been coming here every day,
00:17:15and it still gets me.
00:17:16If only we could kill off all the tourists.
00:17:20You're a tourist.
00:17:22No, I'm not.
00:17:24I came out here a few months ago
00:17:26with this volunteer organization
00:17:28dedicated to studying the relic populations
00:17:31of dolphins and whales in the Gulf of Naples.
00:17:33I can't tell if you're joking.
00:17:36I'm dead fucking serious.
00:17:40No, I just didn't want to go to college,
00:17:41and they paid for me to come over.
00:17:43Before connecting flights,
00:17:44a 72-hour plane ride,
00:17:45but, you know, it was worth it.
00:17:47My first time out of the U.S.
00:17:49How old are you?
00:17:49I'm 19.
00:17:50It's my birthday today.
00:17:52Is it really?
00:17:53Uh-huh.
00:17:54Happy birthday.
00:17:55Thank you very much.
00:17:55Yeah, so I left the program
00:17:57after, like, a month.
00:17:59Fuck the relic dolphins!
00:18:02I stayed on the island
00:18:03because I have this awesome living situation.
00:18:05I'll tell you the short version.
00:18:07Basically, I used to have ancestors in Ischia,
00:18:09so when I come over,
00:18:10I Facebook this second cousin twice removed.
00:18:12The second cousin twice removed,
00:18:13in case you didn't know,
00:18:14is when one person's great-grandparent
00:18:16is another person's great-great-great-grandparent.
00:18:18I'd love to hear the long version.
00:18:20Sorry.
00:18:20Anyway,
00:18:21so this relative gave me the name
00:18:23of this great-uncle
00:18:24who lives on the island,
00:18:25so I show up.
00:18:27He answers the door,
00:18:28and he's, like,
00:18:29the oldest fucker I've ever seen,
00:18:30easily pushing a hundred.
00:18:32A hundred?
00:18:33Yeah, if not older.
00:18:34He's, like, deaf and blind
00:18:36and about four feet tall.
00:18:37He mumbles a couple of things to me
00:18:38in some crazy dialect,
00:18:40ushers me inside,
00:18:41pours me a glass of wine
00:18:42and leads me to this basement apartment.
00:18:44And, uh, yeah,
00:18:45I never left.
00:18:54I never left.
00:18:55I never left.
00:18:56I never left.
00:18:57I never left.
00:18:58I never left.
00:18:59I never left.
00:19:00I never left.
00:19:01I never left.
00:19:02I never left.
00:19:03I never left.
00:19:04I never left.
00:19:05I never left.
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00:19:07I never left.
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00:19:16I never left.
00:19:17I never left.
00:19:18I never left.
00:19:19I never left.
00:19:20Love teaches me to feed on flames and tears, to turn withered hope green through desire,
00:19:49to re-enslave my heart each time love frees his noble face from that heavy disdain.
00:19:56Who is that?
00:19:59Vittoria Colonna.
00:20:01Ah, the woman who lived here.
00:20:04You read that in your guidebook this morning, didn't you, Jane? Sneaky.
00:20:10Yeah, I've decided to learn Italian by committing to memory all the sonnets she wrote to Michelangelo in English and Italian.
00:20:17I thought Michelangelo was gay.
00:20:19Ah, according to history and the muscular thighs of his sculptures, yes.
00:20:24But that didn't stop her from loving him.
00:20:27Let's hear it then. In Italian. Let's hear the poem.
00:20:33Come on.
00:20:35Come on.
00:20:36Okay.
00:20:37De lacrime a de faco nutria l'alma. Con secca speme reinvedia la voglia. Lega de nuovo il cuor quando de scioglia. Segna maggiore la vista tierra ed alma.
00:21:02I'm impressed.
00:21:08You hungry?
00:21:10Why, you gonna take me out?
00:21:12Yeah.
00:21:18Alright then.
00:21:19Okay.
00:21:20Two pastas with the house sauce, please.
00:21:27Red.
00:21:28White?
00:21:29Red, please.
00:21:30Uh-huh.
00:21:31Grazie.
00:21:32So you're really not gonna tell me what you do?
00:21:35I write freelance articles about parties and fashion trends in town and country UK.
00:21:45There's something else.
00:21:47I'm writing a book about my grandmother's experiences in rural England, living through two world wars.
00:22:01I recorded her for hours and hours.
00:22:04But now, I don't know.
00:22:08What don't you know?
00:22:11You wanna listen?
00:22:13A little?
00:22:14Yeah.
00:22:15Yeah?
00:22:16Yeah.
00:22:17Yeah, I know it.
00:22:18I love to listen.
00:22:34All tangled up.
00:22:35Oh, God.
00:22:36Okay.
00:22:42Awful as it was, it made you stronger.
00:22:45These days people whine about all sorts of things.
00:22:48I'm not one of those old people who think my time had the only joy and the only problems.
00:22:53We all have our own private wars, every era, but it was nothing like...
00:22:59It really brought people together, the war.
00:23:02We helped each other during that time.
00:23:05We had to laugh.
00:23:06We had to smile.
00:23:07Well, if not for ourselves, then for the people we'd lost.
00:23:11I'll shut that thing off.
00:23:13Would you get it out of my face?
00:23:18That is like...
00:23:19It's like a window in time.
00:23:22The sort of thing which you always did before someone died, you know?
00:23:27My husband thinks I'm never gonna finish it.
00:23:29I don't care what anyone thinks.
00:23:32We met while I was recording her.
00:23:35Bonding over Granny, huh?
00:23:37Make it sound perverse.
00:23:40That's what it was, right?
00:23:42Buongiorno.
00:23:43Buongiorno.
00:23:44Signori.
00:23:45I got pregnant, so we got married.
00:24:01I lost the baby.
00:24:05I'm sorry.
00:24:06I didn't go back after that to the States.
00:24:27Did you, uh...
00:24:28Did you ever hear that story about the Red Strain?
00:24:41I think I might have.
00:24:42Tell me.
00:24:45It's like this Asian proverb says that anyone you're destined to meet, like your soulmate or your family or, you know, someone you bump into on the street, we're all connected by this red string.
00:25:05It can be tangled or stretched, but it can never be broken.
00:25:12There's this moment in the tape, I'm sitting waiting in the airport bar for my flight.
00:25:25And I'm talking into the recorder, rambling on about how I'm about to embark on this amazing adventure and how I'm gonna show World War II from a totally different perspective.
00:25:36But...
00:25:46I don't know if it's that interesting.
00:25:49That's the whole point, isn't it?
00:25:53Keeping it interesting for yourself.
00:25:57Maybe.
00:26:00Maybe I just wanna write about nothing.
00:26:03Everything is nothing.
00:26:06All the best.
00:26:07Compliano.
00:26:08Grazie.
00:26:09That's it.
00:26:13Make a wish.
00:26:14Oh, yeah.
00:26:16Make it great.
00:26:21Okay.
00:26:25Bravo.
00:26:26Bravo.
00:26:27Hey.
00:26:28Come here.
00:26:36What do you mean?
00:26:37I'm ready.
00:26:38What?
00:26:39Grab my hand.
00:26:40Wait.
00:26:41Go, go, go.
00:26:42Oh, my God.
00:26:43Oh, my gosh.
00:26:44Oh, no.
00:26:45What?
00:26:46What do you mean?
00:26:47Oh, my God.
00:26:48No.
00:26:49もう一切
00:26:50っと
00:26:52Right here.
00:26:56Hey.
00:26:57Hey!
00:26:58Hey.
00:26:59Hey!
00:27:00Hey!
00:27:01It's a robin, hairy!
00:27:02Hey!
00:27:03A half...
00:27:05I can't go back, I can't go back, I can't go back.
00:27:07I can't go back, I can't go back.
00:27:09I can't go back, I can't go back.
00:27:11I can't go back.
00:27:13Oh God.
00:27:15Oh God.
00:27:17Oh God.
00:27:23Hey, hey.
00:27:25Hey.
00:27:27It make me feel better if I said I said no one day up.
00:27:29Yes, it's true.
00:27:31Is it true?
00:27:33I made the check when I went to the bathroom.
00:27:39You're horrible.
00:27:41You're horrible.
00:27:43You're horrible.
00:27:45Come on, let's go.
00:27:47Quick.
00:27:49Let's go.
00:27:51Why are we still running?
00:27:53I don't know why we're still running.
00:28:03Oh my gosh.
00:28:05Oh my gosh.
00:28:07Yeah.
00:28:09Okay.
00:28:11What about my nose?
00:28:15We come back?
00:28:21Maybe.
00:28:23Maybe.
00:28:25Maybe is not a no.
00:28:29And since I don't have a phone,
00:28:31you're gonna have to give me your number.
00:28:33For cheap thrills and future crimes committed.
00:28:37No.
00:28:39You're enough.
00:28:49I've gotta go.
00:28:51Catch a fairy.
00:28:57Hey.
00:28:59Why do violists keep their viola cases on their dashboards?
00:29:19Why?
00:29:21So they can park in handicapped spots.
00:29:23So they can park in handicapped spots.
00:29:29Oh.
00:29:31Happy birthday.
00:29:37So.
00:29:49Oh my gosh.
00:29:51Yeah.
00:29:52Ooh.
00:29:56bay
00:30:29You're awake.
00:30:51Yeah, I've got so much of this stuff to get through.
00:30:55Nice.
00:31:25Bicycle seat.
00:31:27They stay with me too.
00:31:32Jane.
00:31:33Tony.
00:31:34Got some pastries.
00:31:39You're still asleep?
00:31:41Jane.
00:31:42Jane.
00:31:43Jane.
00:31:44Got some pastries.
00:31:49You're still asleep?
00:31:52Jane.
00:31:53Jane.
00:31:54Jane.
00:31:55Jane.
00:31:56Jane.
00:31:57Jane.
00:31:58Jane.
00:31:59Jane.
00:32:00Jane.
00:32:01Jane.
00:32:02Jane.
00:32:03Jane.
00:32:04Jane.
00:32:05Jane.
00:32:06Jane.
00:32:07Jane.
00:32:08Jane.
00:32:09Jane.
00:32:10Jane.
00:32:11Jane.
00:32:12Jane.
00:32:13Jane.
00:32:14Jane.
00:32:15Jane.
00:32:16Jane.
00:32:17Jane.
00:32:18Jane.
00:32:19Jane.
00:32:20Jane.
00:32:21Jane.
00:32:22Jane.
00:32:23Jane.
00:32:24Jane.
00:32:25Jane.
00:32:26Jane.
00:32:27Jane.
00:32:28Jane.
00:32:29Jane.
00:32:30Jane.
00:32:31Jane.
00:32:32Jane.
00:32:33Jane.
00:32:34Jane.
00:32:35Jane.
00:32:36Jane.
00:32:37Jane.
00:32:38Jane.
00:32:39i never had an american boyfriend i liked some of them they were nice boys but i i didn't i didn't
00:32:49want to leave my mom and dad i wish i had sometimes you know when you were 19 the world just felt so
00:32:56open and carefree and full of possibility you reminded me of that at that time you were 19
00:33:06when we met yeah i wouldn't have described this carefree back then not at all well i felt
00:33:12nostalgia or something for youth you're not old hey we ran out on the bill you just ran what do you
00:33:22mean you ran out on the bill perhaps i'm not explaining it well it was it was fun it was just fun
00:33:36how's work the conductor's actually a descendant of water leg which is fascinating
00:33:48the three of us should plan a dinner before we leave i'd like that
00:33:51oh my god this is caleb hi no no we were just talking about you we were that's so weird sit please
00:34:08sit down join us i'm obviously gonna get back pretty soon that's okay i i already ate so i'll just grab
00:34:24a coffee
00:34:34grab the check please in a cafe
00:34:43oh no thank you
00:34:47okay you don't smoke yes i do
00:34:52sometimes at parties you know that well i don't do it a lot
00:35:08italian food's so overrated i love it it's no variety english food on the other hand say what you
00:35:17like about it there's nothing like a good steak and kidney pie i went to this party the other day in
00:35:23this villa owned by this old drunk expat they had like a private chef and everything and uh they were
00:35:31serving this like loaf of meat covered in sauce with all these other loaves and this girl came over to
00:35:37me and said it was cat no no joke like a roasted mommy cat and her kittens that is disgusting true story
00:35:47why don't you tell leonard one of your viola jokes
00:35:58come on
00:35:58come on let's hear one
00:36:07um i have one
00:36:09what is the definition what is the definition of perfect pitch what
00:36:20when you throw a viola into the dumpster without hitting the rim
00:36:26you didn't just make that up it's too good i did well i'm impressed and i'm stealing it
00:36:30you can pretty much make that joke about any instrument
00:36:39do you play anything this and that you know
00:36:44shall we what time to go already yeah i'm gonna get back to work
00:37:00so what's next in your agenda caleb um i'm thinking tibet oh tibet really yeah there's
00:37:08just a thing called the shantan festival at the end of the summer yeah i've heard about that that's
00:37:11where the the buddhist monks unroll all the tapestries on the hill right the monks the monks the
00:37:17monks so pretty how do you support yourself you know a bit of this bit of that
00:37:23oh all right then i'll walk you does anybody have a pen you got a pen yeah i have a pen
00:37:42okay
00:37:43i have a piece of paper you guys should definitely come over to the island i'll
00:37:53take you somewhere fun you know don't knock on the front door come around the side
00:37:56i need regina thank you and thanks again for yesterday oh no problem
00:38:10okay ciao
00:38:13how stoned are you come on it's not a big deal
00:38:27so you're saying you smoke back at her occasionally can we do something fun tonight sure
00:38:35i'm fine from here okay see you after work yep i'll be waiting
00:39:05hey god you scared me are you following me maybe is that weird yeah
00:39:32i couldn't sleep last night
00:39:35you told me you're staying near the port so i got the first ferry this morning
00:39:41i came looking for you
00:39:44and i can't believe i found you
00:40:05i think we're making it out
00:40:19so sexy
00:40:35you're beautiful
00:40:48so
00:40:50so
00:40:52so
00:40:54so
00:40:56so
00:40:58so
00:41:00I can't do this.
00:41:09What?
00:41:09I can't do this.
00:41:11Why?
00:41:22Do you do this a lot?
00:41:24What?
00:41:24Do you do this a lot?
00:41:26What?
00:41:27Do you seduce women?
00:41:28Is this what you do?
00:41:31You need to be less serious.
00:41:39Don't follow me.
00:42:00Don't follow me.
00:42:06Don't follow me.
00:42:08Don't follow me.
00:43:10Love at first sight? Stop that thing.
00:43:16I know. You're home early.
00:43:19I do deserve that.
00:43:29You know, it doesn't work for your husband.
00:43:31Jane, I'm sorry. Just give me a minute.
00:43:38I have a hell of a rest of my day.
00:43:40I've got so much stuff to do.
00:43:45Sorry, darling.
00:43:47Hey, do you still want to do something fun tonight?
00:43:49Yeah, absolutely.
00:43:49That's it. I've had lots of dinner.
00:43:51I thought we'd just stay in here.
00:43:53Two of us.
00:43:55I've just got to work this thing out for tomorrow.
00:43:57Okay.
00:43:57Okay.
00:43:58I'm sorry.
00:43:59I've got to work this way.
00:44:29I've got to work this way.
00:44:30I've got to work this way.
00:44:31I've got to work this way.
00:44:35Leonard.
00:44:36Leonard.
00:44:39Leonard.
00:44:43Can we talk?
00:44:59I'll be right back.
00:45:00Bye.
00:45:05Say cheese.
00:45:29You should kind of be in the middle of mine.
00:45:39Hold on a second.
00:45:50That's what our living room is missing.
00:45:59What did you do?
00:46:09Put my hand over my mouth.
00:46:11You did?
00:46:12What did you do?
00:46:13Just wave.
00:46:29You did?
00:46:37And I don't think people gave me his life because nothing was still alive.
00:46:42But hold on a second.
00:46:44I don't even know if anyone had to cry.
00:46:48Let us pause when Iأنigen from my synagogue and say,
00:46:52I don't think however many men have not enjoyed it before and more.
00:46:55Oh, my God.
00:47:25Oh, my God.
00:47:55Oh, my God.
00:48:25Oh, my God.
00:48:55Oh, hi.
00:49:01Did I wake you?
00:49:03No.
00:49:06I think I need to be less serious.
00:49:08Yeah, I'm going to put my pants on.
00:49:16Okay.
00:49:38I'm going to put my pants on.
00:49:48I'm going to put my pants on.
00:49:52I'm going to put my pants on.
00:50:01I'm going to put my pants on.
00:50:03I'm going to put my pants on.
00:50:05I'm going to put my pants on.
00:50:19I'm going to put my pants on.
00:53:09You make me feel nervous.
00:53:23You make me feel calm.
00:53:39You want a drink?
00:54:09Is that him?
00:54:12Yeah, he just shuffled around all night.
00:54:17Must be lonely.
00:54:39You make me feel calm.
00:55:09You make me feel calm.
00:55:39You make me feel calm.
00:55:45You make me feel calm.
00:55:49Again and again and again
00:55:52Once I was single, my pocket is taken
00:55:57Once I was single again
00:56:13I didn't sleep at all last night. Where have you been?
00:56:17Just walking.
00:56:19All night.
00:56:21I've been thinking.
00:56:23You left your phone here. I had to plug it in.
00:56:27We need to talk, Leonard.
00:56:28I have to go to work.
00:56:33Can you be late?
00:56:34No, I can't be late.
00:56:39Leonard.
00:56:40Jay, whatever you have to say to me, I want to hear it.
00:56:43I've committed myself.
00:56:46People are depending on me. I have to go to work.
00:56:48I have to go to work.
00:56:52Okay.
00:56:53No, no...
00:56:59I'm not good yet.
00:57:03But everybody else has struck me.
00:57:05The end is not right.
00:57:07I am not he of begging you.
00:57:10If it wasn't the war, it would have been something else.
00:57:31There's always something else, isn't there?
00:57:34That's the thing. That's the thing about struggle.
00:57:40I'm going to make some tea. Do you want some?
00:57:52I'm all right.
00:57:59If you go out like that again, just tell me.
00:58:02Don't worry.
00:58:05Okay.
00:58:07I can't seem to figure out what's going on in your head.
00:58:12Do you think everything we've been through actually does us any good in the long run?
00:58:31Or do we just make out struggle to be something meaningful because that's all most of us have?
00:58:40I'll tell you, next time we come to Italy, to get a proper kitchen.
00:58:56I don't know what you want me to say, Jane.
00:59:26If one little thing had changed in my grandmother's life, I might not be here.
00:59:40Sometimes I worry I'm not honoring her.
00:59:44With the book?
00:59:45No, with my life.
00:59:55This is it, you know.
00:59:58It ends with me.
00:59:59In the harvest time, we all went to the field where they were cutting the corn.
01:00:11Everyone was chasing rabbits and then we had our tea in the harvest fields.
01:00:21The horses.
01:00:22The horses back then, they were kept beautifully.
01:00:32Dad used to dress them all up. Brass things and little horseshoes.
01:00:38He put braids on them.
01:00:41They used to be gorgeous.
01:00:43What are your plans for tomorrow?
01:00:46There was one.
01:00:48Duke.
01:00:49He was a Clydesdale I used to ride down to the marshes.
01:00:53Every night when he finished working.
01:01:00They were lovely days, really.
01:01:08They're gone. For me.
01:01:10Jane.
01:01:13But not for you.
01:01:15Jane.
01:01:16You know, it's different for you.
01:01:18In some ways, it's easier.
01:01:20You haven't got the war.
01:01:21People don't die as much as they did back then.
01:01:24But in some ways, it's more disjointed.
01:01:30You've got to make your own life.
01:01:33One that you love and you can't be afraid of the...
01:01:37...of the time.
01:01:40Time is shiftable.
01:01:41There are moments in my life that I would trade 60 years to have back again.
01:01:55That's the truth.
01:01:57You'll know the truth when you find it.
01:02:00It'll come to you like something you've known before rather than something you're learning for the first time.
01:02:05I'm sorry.
01:02:07It's all right.
01:02:09It's all right.
01:02:11It's all right.
01:02:13What is it?
01:02:15Oh.
01:02:17Oh, you...
01:02:19Are you all right?
01:02:21Oh.
01:02:23You okay?
01:02:24Yeah, I stung my toe.
01:02:26Oh.
01:02:28It's bleeding.
01:02:29It's fine.
01:02:30It's fine.
01:02:31It's fine.
01:02:32It's fine.
01:02:33It's fine.
01:02:34Are you finishing there?
01:02:36Yes.
01:02:37Fuck.
01:02:48I met these backpackers last night, Frank and Elsa.
01:02:51She's French, he's German.
01:02:53They're going to Tibet.
01:02:55And I'm going with them.
01:02:59I want you to come with me.
01:03:29Bye.
01:03:59Hi.
01:04:05Hi.
01:04:07How are you?
01:04:10Long day.
01:04:14God, why don't they not?
01:04:17I don't think I'd jump to doing another stint like this.
01:04:24How's the writing going?
01:04:27I'm feeling inspired.
01:04:29I think I've figured out the key to finishing the project.
01:04:39Are you listening?
01:04:45You found the key to finishing this project.
01:04:56But the water here tastes so funny.
01:04:59Have you ever cheated on me?
01:05:05Oh, Jane.
01:05:06Have you?
01:05:06Can we not?
01:05:09Have you?
01:05:16Absolutely not.
01:05:17Why did you take such a long time to answer that?
01:05:20Because I'm sick.
01:05:21Of what, Leonard?
01:05:24Of it being so hard?
01:05:27Yes.
01:05:27Tedious?
01:05:34I hate talking about sex with you.
01:05:37Is that what we're talking about?
01:05:38Normal people talk about sex, Leonard.
01:05:41And we don't?
01:05:43There's just huge, vacant lots that we don't discuss.
01:05:49Like what?
01:05:50Is there anything you want to ask me?
01:05:53Why?
01:05:53Is there anything you want to tell me?
01:05:55I just want to connect.
01:05:56So you don't feel that we're connected?
01:06:01Do you?
01:06:04I love you.
01:06:13I get it, Leonard.
01:06:15I get it.
01:06:16It's always been this big, serious, grave thing for us.
01:06:20Sex has consequences.
01:06:21Life and death.
01:06:22Mostly death.
01:06:23Jane, please.
01:06:24Let me guess.
01:06:25You don't want to talk about it?
01:06:26No, that's not what I'm saying.
01:06:28You're just...
01:06:28Do you want to have children, Leonard?
01:06:30Of course I did.
01:06:31Not did.
01:06:32Do you want to have children?
01:06:35So did you.
01:06:37But...
01:06:38Say it.
01:06:42Jane.
01:06:42Say it.
01:06:44I can't have children, Leonard.
01:06:48I never will.
01:06:50And if we keep trying, they keep dying.
01:06:53Again and again.
01:06:55Please, Jane.
01:06:55And again.
01:06:55Please.
01:06:58How does that make you feel?
01:07:04It's not your fault.
01:07:05How does it make you feel, Leonard?
01:07:08How does it make you feel you will never be a father?
01:07:13We can adopt.
01:07:15That's not what you want, is it?
01:07:18Is that what you want?
01:07:20Hmm?
01:07:22Because I think about it all the time.
01:07:27That the one thing you always wanted, I will never be able to give you.
01:07:38What are you trying to do, Jane?
01:07:43I just want to know that there's a reason for it all.
01:07:46You're not curious about me, Leonard.
01:07:59Not really.
01:08:01What do you want me to know?
01:08:02You shouldn't have to ask.
01:08:03I feel as if you want me to be someone I'm not.
01:08:09Someone that I've never been.
01:08:14I'm leaving you.
01:08:17I've been seeing someone else.
01:08:19Is he?
01:08:26Caleb.
01:08:28That kid?
01:08:29Yes.
01:08:31That kid?
01:08:31That child?
01:08:32That kid you've known for two days?
01:08:34It's been longer than that.
01:08:34Please tell me you're joking.
01:08:37Time is shiftable.
01:08:39I don't get it.
01:08:39Leonard.
01:08:41I don't get it.
01:08:42He's asked me to travel with him.
01:08:44Are you sleeping with him?
01:08:45What do you think?
01:08:55I kept waiting for you to see it, to smell it, to sense it.
01:08:59So what?
01:09:00I failed your test?
01:09:02You don't see me!
01:09:15I'm sorry.
01:09:24For what?
01:09:27I'm sorry.
01:09:28For what?
01:09:28I shouldn't have done that.
01:09:29No.
01:09:30For losing my temper.
01:09:31I shouldn't have done that.
01:09:32You had every right to lose your temper!
01:09:34No, no, no, no.
01:09:34If you think that this is what's going to make you feel better, then you should go.
01:09:38You should go with him.
01:09:40You've been through a terrible, terrible thing, Jane.
01:09:44No, that is not what this is about.
01:09:46Of course it is.
01:09:46You don't love me anymore, Leonard.
01:09:49You don't love me!
01:09:50That's rubbish.
01:09:52This is your ticket.
01:09:54The day after my performance, meet me at the train station.
01:10:01Our training's at 4.30.
01:10:03We'll go home together.
01:10:05I want you to do what you need to do.
01:10:13And then come back to me.
01:10:17No questions asked.
01:10:19No guilt.
01:10:22This is good.
01:10:35No guilt.
01:10:43No guilt.
01:11:48You want some?
01:12:00Oh, thanks.
01:12:33Frank and Elsa coming over in a couple of hours.
01:12:48Frank bought a car, so we're going to head out in a couple of weeks or so, you know.
01:12:55I'm thinking of driving through Romania and then Ukraine and down through Russia and through
01:13:10Kazakhstan and then straight to Tibet.
01:13:14Yeah.
01:13:16Yeah.
01:13:18Yeah.
01:13:22Yeah.
01:13:24Yeah.
01:13:26Yeah.
01:13:28Yeah.
01:13:30Yeah.
01:13:32Yeah.
01:13:34Yeah.
01:13:36Yeah.
01:13:38Yeah.
01:13:40Yeah.
01:13:42Yeah.
01:13:44Yeah.
01:13:46Yeah.
01:13:48Yeah.
01:13:48Yeah.
01:13:49Yeah.
01:13:50Yeah.
01:13:51Ciao, buona fortuna.
01:14:10Ciao.
01:14:12Ciao.
01:14:42Jase, you've got to come over to this side, the train's going to be here in a minute.
01:15:10It's 4 in the morning, the end of December, I'm riding you now just to see if you're there.
01:15:38New York is cold, but I like where I'm living.
01:15:44There's music on Clinton Street all through the evening.
01:15:51I hear that you're building your house deep in the desert.
01:16:03Are you living for nothing now?
01:16:07Hope you're keeping some kind of record.
01:16:13Yes.
01:16:14And Jane came by with a lock of your hair.
01:16:23She said that you gave it to her.
01:16:29That night when you planned to go clear.
01:16:33I wouldn't want to live to be 100.
01:16:35Why not?
01:16:36I'm not telling you why not.
01:16:39Did you ever go clear?
01:16:43Now shut that thing off.
01:16:45Let's go.
01:16:46Let's go.
01:16:47Let's go.
01:16:48Let's go.
01:16:49Let's go.
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