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00:00:00Excuse me, it's okay.
00:00:02It's okay. It's okay, it's okay.
00:00:05It's okay.
00:00:07Let me help her back.
00:00:30It's okay, it's okay.
00:00:33Maruzella, Maruzella.
00:00:42Vedi, questo è Napoli.
00:00:44Napoli è pieno divertimento.
00:00:46Ci sono posti per divertirti e posti che ci sono brutti.
00:01:00Alla prossima.
00:01:06I'm looking for the concert.
00:01:07And then you drive right by it.
00:01:09There it is.
00:01:13Very funny.
00:01:23I think it's gonna be good.
00:01:25Must be.
00:01:30I'm looking for the traffic of Napoli.
00:01:32I'm looking for the next stop.
00:01:35And this is the first place.
00:01:43Shit.
00:01:45Whoa.
00:01:46I can't find my wallet.
00:01:51In this seat case?
00:01:52No.
00:01:53No, it's not missing.
00:01:54It's not missing.
00:01:55Somewhere?
00:01:56Maybe it's in my car.
00:02:00She's lost her purse.
00:02:14No, no no no.
00:02:18She just gave her a minute.
00:02:22Just give her a minute.
00:02:24Where did you have it last?
00:02:36The train station, I think?
00:02:38The exchange booth?
00:02:42Oh, Jamie.
00:02:43I'm sorry.
00:02:47That bastard at the train station started when you dropped all your stuff.
00:02:50This is 170, not 70.
00:02:56Where do we need to go?
00:02:58We need to, we need to, we need 70.
00:03:10Here we go.
00:03:20Is this it?
00:03:22Thanks, Ash.
00:03:22Yes, I have a credit card.
00:03:45The number's on file on my computer.
00:03:48Yes, I have them here.
00:03:51Okay.
00:03:535-5-3-3-7-6-4-5-8-7-8-7-9-1-5-7.
00:04:045-7.
00:04:06Yeah.
00:04:08Expires 12.15.
00:04:11No, she'll definitely need another card sent out immediately.
00:04:13We're here for two weeks.
00:04:17No, I'm working here.
00:04:21Yes, I'll hold.
00:04:23You love how they ask.
00:04:25As if I have a choice.
00:04:27Do you know what I'm going to try to do while I'm here?
00:04:30Besides knowing Italian.
00:04:32I don't know why you think that's so ridiculous.
00:04:34I don't at all.
00:04:36I admire you.
00:04:37I just think it's too late for me.
00:04:40That's not true.
00:04:41You can't teach an old dog new tricks.
00:04:45And besides, what's the point?
00:04:47The whole bloody world speaks English.
00:04:49Well, I...
00:04:50I'm going to finally transcribe the tapes.
00:04:55Yes.
00:04:57All right.
00:04:59Okay.
00:05:00Well, if you can see it through to the end.
00:05:05I think that's wonderful.
00:05:07What does that mean?
00:05:09Nothing.
00:05:11Nothing?
00:05:13I think it's a fantastic idea, Jen.
00:05:15I always have.
00:05:16You know that?
00:05:21She doesn't sound very supportive.
00:05:22You have my support.
00:05:27I'm sorry if that came out wrong.
00:05:31I just know how emotional listening to them can be.
00:05:34Has been for you.
00:05:36I think enough time has passed.
00:05:38Well, that's great.
00:05:39Why do you think he killed himself?
00:06:04I don't know.
00:06:07I don't know.
00:06:10David Foster Wallace.
00:06:13I don't know.
00:06:17You can't get a sense by his writing?
00:06:20You have to read it when I'm done, don't I?
00:06:28Do you think he recognized a blank infinity just stretching out?
00:06:31I don't know.
00:06:34He got to this point, maybe, where it was just day after day after day.
00:06:39I really don't know.
00:06:40Do you know?
00:06:40Just so tedious.
00:06:44And then, of course, he felt guilty.
00:06:46Most people think life is too short, and there he was, all the talent in the world, and it wasn't enough.
00:06:50Jen, can I...
00:06:50Can we not talk about this?
00:06:53Just...
00:06:54Just a bit more, Ben.
00:07:04Love you.
00:07:15Love you too.
00:07:16Love you too.
00:07:16Do you feel alright?
00:07:36Do you feel okay?
00:07:38Bye.
00:07:40Day one.
00:07:41I'll be honest with you.
00:07:44Bye.
00:07:44I'll be honest with you.
00:07:46See you guys next time next week.
00:07:49Bye.
00:07:49Bye.
00:07:50Bye.
00:07:50Bye.
00:07:51Bye.
00:07:52Bye.
00:07:59Bye.
00:08:00Bye.
00:08:04Bye.
00:08:05Bye.
00:08:07Bye.
00:08:08Bye.
00:08:08Bye.
00:08:08I don't know.
00:08:38I don't know.
00:09:08Are you sure you won't come with?
00:09:18You'll be so busy.
00:09:22I get boring all alone.
00:09:24I think someone should be here in case the card is delivered.
00:09:28True.
00:09:28Then I think I might go out, see what the world has to offer.
00:09:37If you do, leave me a message, okay?
00:09:42So I can worry about you.
00:09:44Okay.
00:09:44I've left you some money here.
00:09:54I'll see you later.
00:09:55Have a good day.
00:09:56This is...
00:09:59Testing, testing.
00:10:22Okay.
00:10:25Do you have any stories for my book?
00:10:28What kind of stories?
00:10:30Stories that you've prepared.
00:10:32Or I can ask them a list of stories that Dad told me about.
00:10:34Go ahead and ask from your father's list.
00:10:36God rest his soul.
00:10:37Let's start with the war.
00:10:40We went into an air raid shelter.
00:10:42My mother, your great-grandmother,
00:10:44she was shaking.
00:10:46Sirens wailed and...
00:10:48And then there was the sound of a bomb
00:10:50and the man next to us
00:10:51he said,
00:10:53I was in a shelter last night
00:10:54with my wife and my little boy
00:10:56and half of it got blown away.
00:10:59There was blood in his hair.
00:11:02He was all alone.
00:11:03That nearly finished my mother, you know.
00:11:08Here we were in this tiny town in England
00:11:10miles from Germany, from Russia,
00:11:12from Italy, from any front lines
00:11:14and this man
00:11:17he had blood in his hair.
00:11:21Good night.
00:11:33Good night.
00:11:33Good night.
00:11:34Good night.
00:11:35We were riding our bikes to school
00:11:59when the Germans started firing at us.
00:12:01We jumped into a hedge.
00:12:03We were terrified, but afterwards we couldn't stop laughing.
00:12:09It feels now as if I'm the only one who remembers that.
00:12:12It's as vivid to me as if it happened yesterday.
00:12:18Oh, hi, Leonard.
00:12:20It's Jane.
00:12:21I decided to take an impromptu trip to Ischia,
00:12:24or, um, Ischia, as they pronounce it.
00:12:28See, I'm learning a little bit.
00:12:30Um, anyway, I'll be home later.
00:12:33I hope you have a good day.
00:12:35Bye.
00:12:36Those friends are all dead now.
00:12:39There's no one left.
00:12:41That's one of my regrets, you know.
00:12:44Sometimes I think I should have had more children,
00:12:47not just your father.
00:12:50You're all alone now that your parents are gone.
00:12:54No brothers, no sisters.
00:12:55I'm upsetting you.
00:13:01Let's talk about something else.
00:13:04You want to ask me more boring questions about the war?
00:13:08All right, then.
00:13:08Uh, scusi.
00:13:12Scusi.
00:13:13Um, the castle?
00:13:15Castle?
00:13:16Parlato inglese?
00:13:18No, no, no.
00:13:19No?
00:13:19No.
00:13:20Um, castello oreganese?
00:13:23Ah, andare.
00:13:25Andare?
00:13:26Andare?
00:13:26Si.
00:13:26Ah, grazie.
00:13:27I'm actually going there now, to the castle.
00:13:52Do you speak English now?
00:13:54Yeah.
00:13:55Why, do you think I was Italian?
00:13:56Yeah.
00:13:57Yes!
00:13:57That's great.
00:13:58That's cool.
00:13:59Hey, hey, hey.
00:14:01Where are you from?
00:14:03London.
00:14:04No, in America.
00:14:05Come on.
00:14:05Maine.
00:14:06No, shit.
00:14:07I'm from Massachusetts.
00:14:08That's crazy.
00:14:09That's weird.
00:14:10Right?
00:14:11Yeah.
00:14:12Vacation?
00:14:13No.
00:14:13Are you?
00:14:14What?
00:14:15Are you here on vacation?
00:14:16Oh.
00:14:20Sorry.
00:14:20I thought you were saying you were on vacation.
00:14:22Me?
00:14:23No.
00:14:25So, come on.
00:14:27My husband is working in Naples.
00:14:30What does he do?
00:14:32He is playing in a concert at the end of the night.
00:14:35Cool.
00:14:36What does he play?
00:14:37Viola.
00:14:39Mm, mm, mm.
00:14:39The viola.
00:14:42Any good?
00:14:44Yes.
00:14:45Very.
00:14:49How do you keep your violin from getting stolen?
00:14:52You put it in a viola case.
00:14:55Right?
00:14:58That's not funny.
00:14:59Um, what's the difference between a viola and a coffin?
00:15:02A coffin has a dead person on the inside.
00:15:05Because viola players are dead?
00:15:07No?
00:15:07Why is a viola solo like premature ejaculation?
00:15:12Because even though you know it's coming,
00:15:15there's nothing you can do about it.
00:15:17I can't help it.
00:15:19I've got this weird, autistic mind for jokes,
00:15:21and I went to this music-slash-nerd summer camp
00:15:23when I was, like, 10, and I played the triangle.
00:15:25Right.
00:15:26And I'm an only child, so, you know, understand.
00:15:31You look too young to be married.
00:15:33You knew we went?
00:15:34No.
00:15:35Stop making me feel like a stalker.
00:15:49Fuck.
00:15:49Stop making me feel like a stalker.
00:15:51Fuck.
00:15:51Oh, hey, have you got 50 cents?
00:16:04If you can catch it.
00:16:10Grazie.
00:16:11Grazie.
00:16:11Grazie.
00:16:11Grazie.
00:16:34What brought you out of here today?
00:16:36Barry.
00:16:36Ha!
00:16:37Barry.
00:16:39I like it.
00:16:41They have this device down in the basement.
00:16:43It's like a torture cage.
00:16:44They lock you in there until you turn up bones.
00:16:48But can you imagine dying by just sitting there?
00:16:51That would suck.
00:16:52In, like, the 1300s, thousands of families lived in this castle.
00:17:03It doesn't smell pretty bad.
00:17:05All those people crammed onto this rock.
00:17:10Wow.
00:17:11I know.
00:17:13I've been coming here every day, and it still gets me.
00:17:17If only we could kill off all the tourists.
00:17:20You're a tourist.
00:17:22No, I'm not.
00:17:23I came out here a few months ago with this volunteer organization dedicated to studying
00:17:30the relic populations of dolphins and whales in the Gulf of Naples.
00:17:35I can't tell if you're joking.
00:17:36I'm dead fucking serious.
00:17:40No, I just didn't want to go to college, and they paid for me to come over.
00:17:43Four connecting flights, a 72-hour plane ride, but, you know, it was worth it.
00:17:47My first time out of the U.S.
00:17:49How old are you?
00:17:49I'm 19.
00:17:50It's my birthday today.
00:17:52Is it really?
00:17:53Uh-huh.
00:17:54Happy birthday.
00:17:55Thank you very much.
00:17:56Yeah, so I left the program after, like, a month.
00:17:59Fuck the relic dolphins!
00:18:02I'll just say it on the other end, because I have this awesome living situation.
00:18:05I'll tell you the short version.
00:18:07Basically, I used to have ancestors in Ischia, so when I come over, I Facebook this second
00:18:11cousin twice removed.
00:18:12The second cousin twice removed, in case you didn't know, is when one person's great-grandparent
00:18:16is another person's great-great-great-grandparent.
00:18:18I'd love to hear the long version.
00:18:20Sorry.
00:18:20Anyway.
00:18:21So this relative gave me the name of this great-uncle who lives on the island, so I show
00:18:26up, he answers the door, and he's, like, the oldest fucker I've ever seen, easily pushing
00:18:31a hundred.
00:18:32A hundred?
00:18:33Yeah, if not older.
00:18:34He's, like, deaf and blind and about four feet tall.
00:18:37He mumbles a couple of things to me in some crazy dialect, ushers me inside, pours me a
00:18:42glass of wine, and leads me to this basement apartment.
00:18:44And, uh, yeah, I never left.
00:18:46And, uh, yeah, I never left.
00:19:14Love teaches me to feed on flames and tears, to turn wood, and I don't know what I'm going
00:19:19to say.
00:19:20Love teaches me to feed on flames and tears, to turn withered hope green through desire, to
00:19:24re-enslave my heart each time love frees his noble face from that heavy disdain.
00:19:29Who is that?
00:19:57Vittoria Colonna.
00:20:00Ah, the woman who lived here.
00:20:03You read that in your guidebook this morning, didn't you, Jane?
00:20:09Sneaky.
00:20:10Yeah, I've decided to learn Italian by committing to memory all the sonnets she wrote to Michelangelo
00:20:15in English and Italian.
00:20:17I thought Michelangelo was gay.
00:20:19Ah, according to history and the muscular thighs of his sculptures, yes, but that didn't
00:20:26stop her from loving him.
00:20:27Let's hear it, then.
00:20:28In Italian.
00:20:29Let's hear the poem.
00:20:30Come on.
00:20:31De lacrime a de faco nutria l'alma.
00:20:42Con secca spame reinvedia la voglia.
00:20:49Lega de nuovo il cor quando de scioglia.
00:20:55Seña a maggiore la vista tierra ed alma.
00:21:01I'm impressed.
00:21:08You hungry?
00:21:10Why, you gonna take me out?
00:21:13Yeah.
00:21:14All right, then.
00:21:19Two pastas with the house sauce, please?
00:21:27Red.
00:21:28White?
00:21:29Red, please.
00:21:30Uh-huh.
00:21:31Grazie.
00:21:32So you're really not gonna tell me what you do?
00:21:36I write freelance articles about parties and fashion trends in town and country UK.
00:21:45There's something else.
00:21:54I'm writing a book about my grandmother's experiences in rural England, living through
00:21:59two world wars.
00:22:01I recorded her for hours and hours.
00:22:04But now, I don't know.
00:22:08What don't you know?
00:22:10You wanna listen a little?
00:22:15Yeah.
00:22:16Yeah?
00:22:17Yeah.
00:22:18No, I love to listen.
00:22:22All tangled up.
00:22:23Hold on.
00:22:24Okay.
00:22:25All tangled up.
00:22:26Hold on.
00:22:27Okay.
00:22:28All tangled up.
00:22:29Hold on.
00:22:30Okay.
00:22:31All tangled up.
00:22:35Hold on.
00:22:36Okay.
00:22:37Awful as it was, it made you stronger.
00:22:45These days, people whine about all sorts of things.
00:22:48And I'm not one of those old people who think my time had the only joy and the only problems.
00:22:53That is like, it's like a window in time.
00:23:22This sort of thing you wish you always did before someone died, you know?
00:23:26My husband thinks I'm never gonna finish it.
00:23:29I shouldn't care what anyone thinks.
00:23:32We met while I was recording her.
00:23:34Bonding over granny, huh?
00:23:37Make it sound perverse.
00:23:39That's what it was, right?
00:23:41Buongiorno.
00:23:42Buongiorno.
00:23:43I got pregnant so we got married.
00:24:01I lost the baby.
00:24:06I didn't go back after that to the States.
00:24:29Did you, uh, did you ever hear that story about the Red Strain?
00:24:42I think I might have.
00:24:44Tell me.
00:24:45It's like this Asian proverb says that anyone you're destined to meet like, uh, your soulmate
00:24:57or your family or, you know, someone you bump into on the street.
00:25:03We're all connected by this red string.
00:25:07It can be tangled or stretched, but it can never be broken.
00:25:14There's this moment in the tape.
00:25:21I'm sitting, waiting in the airport bar for my flight.
00:25:25And I'm talking into the recorder, rambling on about how I'm about to embark on this amazing
00:25:32adventure and how I'm gonna show World War II from a totally different perspective.
00:25:37But...
00:25:39I don't know if it's that interesting.
00:25:50That's the whole point, isn't it?
00:25:53Keeping it interesting for yourself.
00:25:57Maybe.
00:26:00Maybe I just want to write about nothing.
00:26:03Everything is nothing.
00:26:06All the best.
00:26:08Grazie.
00:26:09That's it.
00:26:10Make a wish, huh?
00:26:11Make a wish, huh?
00:26:11Make it great.
00:26:13Okay.
00:26:14Bravo.
00:26:15Bravo.
00:26:16Bravo.
00:26:17What do you mean, I'm a ringer?
00:26:31What do you mean I'm going to go?
00:26:38What?
00:26:39Grab my hand.
00:26:40Go, go, go!
00:26:41Oh my God!
00:26:42Oh my gosh!
00:26:43Oh my gosh!
00:26:44Oh no!
00:26:45What?
00:26:46What do you mean?
00:26:54Hey, hey, hey!
00:26:55It's the carabinerie!
00:26:56Hey, please!
00:26:57No!
00:26:58Hey!
00:26:59Yeah!
00:27:00Oh my gosh!
00:27:01Yeah!
00:27:02Oh my gosh!
00:27:03Yeah!
00:27:04We can't go back!
00:27:05We can't go back!
00:27:06If we can go back, we can go back!
00:27:07Look!
00:27:08You can't make me!
00:27:10I'm going to wake!
00:27:12Oh my gosh!
00:27:14Oh my gosh!
00:27:15Oh my gosh!
00:27:16Oh my gosh!
00:27:24Hey, hey!
00:27:26Hey, hey!
00:27:27It'd make you feel better if I said I said no one day off.
00:27:30Yes, it's true.
00:27:33Yes, it's true.
00:27:35I made the check when I went to the bathroom.
00:27:40You're horrible.
00:27:42You're horrible.
00:27:44You're really horrible.
00:27:45Come on, let's go.
00:27:46Come on.
00:27:48Quick.
00:27:49Let's go.
00:27:51Why are we still running?
00:27:53I don't know why we're still running.
00:27:57Oh my gosh.
00:28:14It went up my nose.
00:28:20We come back?
00:28:23Maybe.
00:28:23Okay, maybe it's not a no.
00:28:29And since I don't have a phone, you're going to have to give me your number.
00:28:34For cheap thrills and future crimes committed.
00:28:37No.
00:28:40Fair enough.
00:28:41I've got to go catch a fairy.
00:28:57Hey.
00:28:58Why do violists keep their viola cases on their dashboards?
00:29:19Why?
00:29:20So they can park in handicapped spots.
00:29:29Oh.
00:29:32Happy birthday.
00:30:30You're awake.
00:30:52Yeah, I've got so much of this stuff to get through.
00:30:56Got through.
00:30:58Nice.
00:31:00There are the great big events, the things you think you'll always remember and you do,
00:31:09but there are other smaller, picking a blackberry that's been in the sun or brushing the fingertip
00:31:15of someone you didn't know you loved until you touched them.
00:31:18Jane.
00:31:19Jane.
00:31:20Jane.
00:31:21Jane.
00:31:22Jane.
00:31:23Jane.
00:31:24Jane.
00:31:25Jane.
00:31:26I've got some pastries.
00:31:27Still asleep?
00:31:28Jane.
00:31:29Jane.
00:31:30Jane.
00:31:31Jane.
00:31:32Jane.
00:31:33Jane.
00:31:34Jane.
00:31:35Jane.
00:31:36Jane.
00:31:37Jane.
00:31:38Jane.
00:31:39Jane.
00:31:40Jane.
00:31:41Jane.
00:31:42I've got some pastries.
00:31:45Jane.
00:31:46Jane.
00:31:47Jane.
00:31:48Jane.
00:31:49Jane.
00:31:50Jane.
00:31:51You're still asleep?
00:31:54Jane.
00:31:55Jane.
00:32:19My friends had lots of American boyfriends and they used to bring us nylon stockings and
00:32:25chocolates and all sorts of things.
00:32:27And we used to go to London and we saw Glenn Miller one time.
00:32:33We used to go all over the place.
00:32:36They were wonderful times.
00:32:39I never had an American boyfriend.
00:32:42I liked some of them.
00:32:44They were nice boys, but I didn't want to leave my mum and dad.
00:32:52I wish I had sometimes.
00:32:54You know when you were 19 and the world just felt so open and carefree and full of possibility?
00:33:02You reminded me of that.
00:33:04At that time.
00:33:06You were 19 when we met?
00:33:07Yeah.
00:33:08I wouldn't have described you as carefree back then. Not at all.
00:33:12Well, I felt nostalgia.
00:33:14Or something.
00:33:15For youth.
00:33:16You're not old, Jane.
00:33:18We ran out on the bill.
00:33:20You just ran out?
00:33:22What do you mean you ran out on the bill?
00:33:24Well, perhaps I'm not explaining it well.
00:33:26It was...
00:33:27It was fun.
00:33:29It was just fun.
00:33:31It was fun.
00:33:32It was fun.
00:33:33Let me do it.
00:33:34Just let me do it.
00:33:35I'll be quiet.
00:33:36I'll be on the bill.
00:33:37Why not?
00:33:38How is work?
00:33:40The conductor is actually a descendant of Walter Legg, which is fascinating.
00:33:43The three of us should plan a dinner before we leave.
00:33:45actually a descendant of water leg which is fascinating the three of us were planning
00:33:49dinner before we leave i'd like that jane oh my god this is caleb hi no no we were just talking
00:34:04right we were that's so weird sit please sit down join us i'm obviously gonna get back pretty soon
00:34:21that's okay i i already ate so i'll just grab a coffee
00:34:25i have the check please in a cafe
00:34:43oh no thank you
00:34:47jane you don't smoke yes i do
00:34:52sometimes at parties you know that well i don't do it a lot
00:35:08italian food is so overrated i love it there's no variety english food on the other hand say what
00:35:17you like about it there's nothing like a good steak and kidney pie
00:35:20i went to this party the other day in this villa owned by this old drunk expat they had like a
00:35:28private chef and everything and uh they were serving this like loaf of meat covered in sauce with all
00:35:34these other loaves and this girl came over to me and said it was cat no no joke like a roasted mommy
00:35:42cat and her kittens that is disgusting true story
00:35:51why don't you tell leonard one of your viola jokes
00:35:55you're gonna be a good man
00:35:58come on
00:35:58i'm selling my ant
00:36:02come on let's hear one
00:36:07um
00:36:09i have one
00:36:12what is the definition of perfect pitch
00:36:17what
00:36:17When you throw a viola into the dumpster without hitting the rim.
00:36:26You didn't just make that up.
00:36:27I did.
00:36:28It's too good.
00:36:28I did.
00:36:29Well, I'm impressed and I'm stealing it.
00:36:32You can pretty much make that joke about any instrument.
00:36:38Did you play anything, Caleb?
00:36:40This and that, you know.
00:36:44Shall we?
00:36:45What time to go?
00:36:47Already?
00:36:49Yeah, I'm going to get back to work.
00:37:00So what's next on your agenda, Caleb?
00:37:04I'm thinking Tibet.
00:37:06Oh, Tibet, really?
00:37:07Yeah, there's this thing called the Shantan Festival at the end of the summer.
00:37:10Yeah, I've heard about that.
00:37:11That's where the Buddhist monks unroll all the tapestries on the hill, right?
00:37:16The monks, the monks, the monks.
00:37:17It's so pretty.
00:37:20How do you support yourself?
00:37:21You know, a bit of this, a bit of that.
00:37:28All right, then.
00:37:30I'll walk you.
00:37:32Does anybody have a pen?
00:37:33You got a pen?
00:37:33Yeah, I have a pen.
00:37:42Okay.
00:37:49I have a piece of paper.
00:37:50You guys should definitely come over to the island.
00:37:53I'll take you somewhere fun, you know.
00:37:55Don't knock on the front door.
00:37:56Come around the side.
00:37:57I need Regina.
00:38:06And thanks again for yesterday.
00:38:08No problem.
00:38:11Hey.
00:38:13Ciao.
00:38:13All right.
00:38:14How stoned are you?
00:38:23Come on, man.
00:38:24We should tell him it's not a big deal.
00:38:27So you're saying you smoke back at her?
00:38:31Occasionally.
00:38:32Hey, can we do something fun tonight?
00:38:35Sure.
00:38:39I'm fine from here.
00:38:41Okay.
00:38:41See you after work.
00:38:42I'll be waiting.
00:38:43I'll be waiting.
00:39:12Hey.
00:39:15God, you scared me.
00:39:17Are you following me?
00:39:19Maybe.
00:39:20Is that weird?
00:39:22Yeah.
00:39:31I couldn't sleep last night.
00:39:33You told me you were staying near the port, so I got the first ferry this morning.
00:39:41I came looking for you.
00:39:44And I can't believe I found you.
00:39:46You're classes say you're leaving.
00:39:49I can't believe I found you.
00:39:52You're listening to that.
00:39:54I'm thinking you're missing.
00:39:55I can't believe I'll be waiting for you.
00:39:57I know.
00:39:57I'm thinking I'm lucky I have no one quen' Heron.
00:40:28What are we doing?
00:40:30I think we'll make it out.
00:40:33So sexy and beautiful.
00:40:58I can't do this.
00:41:08What?
00:41:09What?
00:41:10I can't do this.
00:41:11Why?
00:41:23Do you do this a lot?
00:41:24What?
00:41:25Do you do this a lot?
00:41:26What?
00:41:27Do you seduce women?
00:41:28Is this what you do?
00:41:30You need to be less serious.
00:41:32Don't feel me.
00:41:36Don't feel me.
00:41:37Don't feel me.
00:41:39Don't feel me.
00:41:43I'm sorry.
00:41:44Don't feel me.
00:42:48He was lovely.
00:42:50He had a moustache.
00:42:52My mother hated moustaches.
00:42:56But he was shipped off.
00:42:59I never saw him again.
00:43:04Anyways, I met your grandfather not long after, and we got married.
00:43:08Was it love at first sight with Grandpa?
00:43:12Love at first sight?
00:43:14Stop that thing.
00:43:16I know.
00:43:18You're home early.
00:43:19I do deserve that.
00:43:29And I just left my husband.
00:43:36Jane, I'm sorry.
00:43:37Just give me a minute.
00:43:38I have a hell of a rest of my day.
00:43:40I've got so much stuff to do.
00:43:45Sorry, darling.
00:43:46Hey, do you still want to do something fun tonight?
00:43:49Yeah, absolutely.
00:43:50I've got some dinner.
00:43:51I thought we'd just stay in here.
00:43:53The two of us.
00:43:53I've just got to work this thing out for tomorrow.
00:43:57Okay.
00:43:58I'm sorry.
00:43:59I've got to work this thing out for tomorrow.
00:44:29I've got to work this thing out for tomorrow.
00:44:51Leonard.
00:44:55Leonard.
00:44:57Can we talk?
00:44:59Say cheese.
00:45:29You should kind of be in the middle of mine.
00:45:37Hold on a second.
00:45:51That's what our living room is missing.
00:45:57What did you do?
00:46:09Put my hand over my mouth.
00:46:11You did?
00:46:12What did you do?
00:46:13Just wave.
00:46:15What did you do?
00:46:27What did you do?
00:46:29What did you do?
00:46:45What did you do?
00:46:47What did you do?
00:46:49What did you do?
00:46:51What did you do?
00:46:53What did you do?
00:46:55What did you do?
00:46:57What did you do?
00:46:59What did you do?
00:47:01What did you do?
00:47:03What did you do?
00:47:11What did you do?
00:47:13All right.
00:47:43All right.
00:48:13All right.
00:48:43All right.
00:48:45All right.
00:48:47All right.
00:48:49Oh, hi.
00:48:59Did I wake you?
00:49:03No.
00:49:04I think I need to be less serious.
00:49:09Yeah.
00:49:12Will you put my pants on?
00:49:15Okay.
00:49:17Okay.
00:49:19Okay.
00:49:21Okay.
00:49:27Okay.
00:49:29Okay.
00:49:31Okay.
00:49:37Okay.
00:49:39Okay.
00:49:41Okay.
00:49:43Okay.
00:49:45Okay.
00:49:47Okay.
00:49:49Okay.
00:49:51Okay.
00:49:53Okay.
00:49:55Okay.
00:49:57Okay.
00:49:59Okay.
00:50:01Okay.
00:50:03Okay.
00:50:05Okay.
00:52:47Leonard thought you were lying about those cats.
00:52:51You said that?
00:52:56Wait.
00:52:58They were delicious.
00:52:59You make me feel nervous.
00:53:19You make me feel calm.
00:53:24You want a drink?
00:53:49You make me feel calm.
00:53:50You make me feel calm.
00:53:57You make me feel calm.
00:53:58You make me feel calm.
00:53:59You make me feel calm.
00:54:03You make me feel calm.
00:55:53I didn't sleep at all last night.
00:56:14Where have you been?
00:56:17Just walking.
00:56:19All night.
00:56:21I've been thinking.
00:56:23You left your phone here. I had to plug it in.
00:56:27We need to talk, Leonard.
00:56:28I have to go to work.
00:56:30Can you be late?
00:56:34No, I can't be late.
00:56:39I never tell you.
00:56:40Jay, whatever you have to say to me, I want to hear it.
00:56:44I've committed myself.
00:56:46People are depending on me.
00:56:48I have to go to work.
00:56:49Okay.
00:56:52Okay.
00:57:22If it wasn't the war, it would have been something else.
00:57:31There's always something else, isn't there?
00:57:34That's the thing. That's the thing about struggle.
00:57:48I'm going to make some tea. Do you want some?
00:57:50I'm all right.
00:57:59If you go out like that again, just tell me.
00:58:03No worry.
00:58:05Okay.
00:58:08I can't seem to figure out what's going on in your head.
00:58:11Do you think everything we've been through actually does us any good in the long run?
00:58:31Or do we just make out struggle to be something meaningful because that's all most of us have?
00:58:40I'll tell you, next time we come to Italy, to get a proper kitchen.
00:58:56I don't know what you want me to say, Jane.
00:59:07If one little thing had changed in my grandmother's life, I might not be here.
00:59:32Sometimes I worry I'm not honoring her.
00:59:44With the book?
00:59:48No, with my life.
00:59:50This is it, you know.
00:59:58It ends with me.
01:00:04In the harvest time, we all went to the field where they were cutting the corn.
01:00:08Everyone was chasing rabbits, and then we had our tea in the harvest fields.
01:00:21The horses.
01:00:22Yeah.
01:00:28The horses back then, they were kept beautifully.
01:00:30Dad used to dress them all up, brass things, and little horseshoes.
01:00:38He put braids on them.
01:00:40They used to be gorgeous.
01:00:42What are your plans for tomorrow?
01:00:46There was one.
01:00:48Duke.
01:00:49He was a Clydesdale I used to ride down to the marshes.
01:00:53Every night when he finished working.
01:00:55They were lovely days, really.
01:01:08They're gone.
01:01:09For me.
01:01:11Jane.
01:01:13But not for you.
01:01:14Jane.
01:01:16You know, it's different for you.
01:01:18In some ways, it's easier.
01:01:20You haven't got the war.
01:01:21People don't die as much as they did back then.
01:01:24But in some ways, it's more disjointed.
01:01:30You've got to make your own life.
01:01:33One that you love, and you can't be afraid of the...
01:01:36of the time.
01:01:40Time is shiftable.
01:01:41There are moments in my life that I would trade 60 years to have back again.
01:01:56That's the truth.
01:01:58You'll know the truth when you find it.
01:02:01It'll come to you like something you've known before,
01:02:03rather than something you're learning for the first time.
01:02:06You're okay?
01:02:07I'm sorry.
01:02:08What's it going on?
01:02:09I'm sorry.
01:02:10It's okay.
01:02:11Ah!
01:02:12Ah!
01:02:13What is it?
01:02:14Ah!
01:02:15Ah!
01:02:16Ah!
01:02:17You...
01:02:18Ah!
01:02:19You all right?
01:02:20Ah!
01:02:21You okay?
01:02:22Yeah, I stung my toe.
01:02:23Ah!
01:02:24It's bleeding.
01:02:25It's fine.
01:02:26It's fine.
01:02:27It's fine.
01:02:28It's fine.
01:02:29It's fine.
01:02:30It's fine.
01:02:31It's fine.
01:02:32It's fine.
01:02:33Are you losing it?
01:02:34Yes.
01:02:35Ah!
01:02:36Fuck.
01:02:37I met these backpackers last night, Frank and Elsa.
01:02:50She's French.
01:02:51He's German.
01:02:52They're going to Tibet.
01:02:54And I'm going with them.
01:02:58I want you to come with me.
01:03:07I want you to move one bit.
01:03:10I'm or wants you to smell one bit.
01:03:12There were no pace left with kids on Etsy.
01:03:13Sh防 Fu.
01:03:15It's fine, thank you.
01:03:16300,000.
01:03:17You end up having me 큰 imperative.
01:03:18You bring me chips.
01:03:19in front I think for you it's okay.
01:03:20I'm not doing one bit.
01:03:21You he face it.
01:03:22That is smart, but you don't seem to be too shy to see I don't.
01:03:23Don't you actually detive yourself well?
01:03:24No.
01:03:25No.
01:03:26You're ok.
01:03:27I've got this guy.
01:03:28It's alright, didn't I regret everything I just Scene.
01:03:30Then I just estás in.
01:03:32And then I just stung my hair in the morning light.
01:03:33No.
01:04:04Hi.
01:04:05Hi.
01:04:07How are you?
01:04:10Long day.
01:04:14God, when are they not?
01:04:17I don't think I'd chance at doing another stint like this.
01:04:24How's the writing going?
01:04:27I'm feeling inspired.
01:04:32It's fantastic.
01:04:34I think I've figured out the key to finishing the project.
01:04:40Are you listening?
01:04:45You found the key to finishing this project?
01:04:48Well, the water here tastes so funny.
01:04:58Have you ever cheated on me?
01:05:05Oh, Jane.
01:05:06Have you?
01:05:06Can we not?
01:05:09Have you?
01:05:15Absolutely not.
01:05:16Why did you take such a long time to answer that?
01:05:20Because I'm sick.
01:05:22Of what, Leonard?
01:05:24Of it being so hard?
01:05:27Yes.
01:05:27Tedious?
01:05:28I hate talking about sex with you.
01:05:37Is that what we're talking about?
01:05:38Normal people talk about sex, Leonard.
01:05:41And we don't?
01:05:42There's just huge, vacant lots that we don't discuss.
01:05:49Like what?
01:05:50Is there anything you want to ask me?
01:05:53Why?
01:05:53Is there anything you want to tell me?
01:05:55I just want to connect.
01:05:59So you don't feel that we're connected?
01:06:01Do you?
01:06:04I love you.
01:06:05I get it, Leonard.
01:06:15I get it.
01:06:17It's always been this big, serious, grave thing for us.
01:06:20Sex has consequences.
01:06:21Life and death.
01:06:22Mostly death.
01:06:23Jane, please.
01:06:24Let me guess.
01:06:25You don't want to talk about it?
01:06:26No, that's not what I'm saying.
01:06:28You're just...
01:06:28Do you want to have children, Leonard?
01:06:30Of course I did.
01:06:31Not did.
01:06:32Do you want to have children?
01:06:35So did you.
01:06:37But.
01:06:40Say it.
01:06:42Jane.
01:06:42Say it.
01:06:45I can't have children, Leonard.
01:06:48I never will.
01:06:50And if we keep trying, they keep dying.
01:06:53Again and again and again.
01:06:55Please.
01:06:58How does that make you feel?
01:07:00It's not your father.
01:07:05How does it make you feel, Leonard?
01:07:07How does it make you feel?
01:07:10You will never be a father.
01:07:13We can adopt.
01:07:14That's not what you want, is it?
01:07:18Is that what you want?
01:07:20Hmm?
01:07:22Because I think about it all the time.
01:07:27The one thing you always wanted, I will never be able to give you.
01:07:30What are you trying to do, Joan?
01:07:43I just want to know that there's a reason for it all.
01:07:46You're not curious about me, Leonard.
01:07:59Not really.
01:08:01What do you want me to know?
01:08:02You shouldn't have to ask.
01:08:03I feel as if you want me to be someone I'm not.
01:08:09Someone that I've never been.
01:08:14I'm leaving you.
01:08:17I've been seeing someone else.
01:08:24See you.
01:08:26Caleb.
01:08:28That kid.
01:08:29Yes.
01:08:31That kid?
01:08:31That child?
01:08:32That kid you've known for two days?
01:08:34It's been longer than that.
01:08:34Please tell me you're joking.
01:08:37Time is shiftable.
01:08:39I don't get it.
01:08:39Leonard.
01:08:41I don't get it.
01:08:42He's asked me to travel with him.
01:08:44Are you sleeping with him?
01:08:48What do you think?
01:08:55I kept waiting for you to see it.
01:08:57To smell it.
01:08:58To sense it.
01:08:59So what?
01:09:00I failed your test?
01:09:02You don't see me!
01:09:03You don't see me!
01:09:03I'm sorry.
01:09:06You don't see me!
01:09:06I'm sorry.
01:09:07I'm sorry.
01:09:11For what?
01:09:11I'm sorry.
01:09:15For what?
01:09:27I'm sorry.
01:09:28For what?
01:09:28I shouldn't have done that.
01:09:29No.
01:09:30For losing my temper.
01:09:31I shouldn't have done that.
01:09:32You had every right to lose your temper!
01:09:34If you think that this is what's going to make you feel better, then you should go.
01:09:38You should go with him.
01:09:40You've been through a terrible, terrible thing, Jane.
01:09:44No.
01:09:44That is not what this is about.
01:09:46Of course it is.
01:09:46You don't love me anymore, Leonard.
01:09:49You don't love me!
01:09:50That's rubbish.
01:09:52This is your ticket.
01:09:55The day after my performance, meet me at the train station.
01:10:01Our training's at 4.30.
01:10:03We'll go home together.
01:10:05I want you to do what you need to do, and then come back to me.
01:10:17No questions asked, no guilt.
01:10:22This is good.
01:10:35I want you to do what you need to do.
01:11:05I want you to do what you need to do.
01:11:17The Night Bl erkates
01:11:23Jane
01:11:24Jane
01:11:27Jane
01:11:29Jane
01:11:30Jane
01:11:32Jane
01:11:33Hi.
01:11:45Hi.
01:11:47Want some?
01:12:01Oh, thanks.
01:12:31Frank and Elsa coming over in a couple of hours.
01:12:48Frank bought a car, so we're going to head out in a couple of weeks or so, you know.
01:13:00I'm thinking of driving through Romania and then Ukraine and down through Russia and through Kazakhstan and then straight to Tibet.
01:13:14We're going to head out in a couple of weeks.
01:13:30We're going to head out in a couple of weeks.
01:13:36We're going to head out in a couple of weeks.
01:13:42Let's go.
01:14:06Ciao, buona fortuna.
01:14:12Ciao.
01:14:36Jase, you've got to come over to this side, the train's going to be here in a minute.
01:15:06It's four in the morning, the end of December.
01:15:31I'm riding you now just to see if you're there.
01:15:37New York is cold, but I like where I'm living.
01:15:43There's music on Clinton Street all through the evening.
01:15:51I hear that you're building your house deep in the desert.
01:16:01Are you living for nothing now?
01:16:07Hope you're keeping some kind of record.
01:16:11Yes.
01:16:12And Jane came by with a lock of your hair.
01:16:21She said that you gave it to her that night when you planned to go clear.
01:16:33I wouldn't want to live to be 100.
01:16:35Why not?
01:16:36I'm not telling you why not.
01:16:39Did you ever go clear?
01:16:42Now shut that thing off.
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