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00:00:00Excuse me, it's okay.
00:00:02It's okay. It's okay, it's okay.
00:00:05It's okay.
00:00:07Let me help her back.
00:00:30It's okay, it's okay.
00:00:33Maruzella, Maruzella.
00:00:42Vedi, questo è Napoli.
00:00:44Napoli è pieno divertimento.
00:00:46Ci sono posti per divertirti e posti che ci sono brutti.
00:01:00Alla prossima.
00:01:06I'm looking for the concert.
00:01:07And then you drive right by it.
00:01:09There it is.
00:01:13Very funny.
00:01:23I think it's gonna be good.
00:01:25Must be.
00:01:30Il traffico di Napoli.
00:01:32Il traffico di Napoli.
00:01:33Il traffico di Napoli.
00:01:34Il traffico di Napoli.
00:01:35Il strumento è il primo posto.
00:01:43Shit.
00:01:45C'è un po' di canzone.
00:01:47Può.
00:01:48Può.
00:01:49Può.
00:01:51Può.
00:01:52Può.
00:01:53Può.
00:01:54Può.
00:01:55Può.
00:01:56Può.
00:01:57Può.
00:01:58Può.
00:01:59Può.
00:02:00wait, What are you looking for?
00:02:12She's got a pulse, a pulse.
00:02:18Can you just give her a minute?
00:02:21She was just sitting there!
00:02:22Wait a minute, wait a minute...
00:02:24We don't have anything, but no one knows who to do it!
00:02:26We don't have anything!
00:02:30Where did you have it last?
00:02:34The train station, I think?
00:02:38The exchange booth?
00:02:42Oh, Jamie, I'm sorry.
00:02:46That bastard at the train station started when you dropped all your stuff.
00:02:52This is 170, not 70.
00:02:56Where do we need to go?
00:02:58We need sevens.
00:03:10Here we go.
00:03:20Is this it?
00:03:22Thanks, man.
00:03:28It's nice.
00:03:42Yes, I have a credit card.
00:03:46Numbers on file on my computer.
00:03:48Yes, I have them here.
00:03:52Okay, five, five, three, three, seven, six, four, five, eight, seven, eight, seven, nine, one, five, seven.
00:04:04Five, seven.
00:04:06Yeah.
00:04:08Expires 12.15.
00:04:10No, she'll definitely need another card sent out immediately.
00:04:14We're here for two weeks.
00:04:16No, I'm working here.
00:04:18Yes, I'll hold.
00:04:22You love how they ask, as if I have a choice.
00:04:26Do you know what I'm gonna try to do while I'm here?
00:04:30Besides, learn Italian.
00:04:32I don't know why you think that's so ridiculous.
00:04:34You don't at all.
00:04:36I admire you.
00:04:37I just think it's too late for me.
00:04:39That's not true.
00:04:41You can't teach an old dog new tricks.
00:04:44And besides, what's the point?
00:04:47The whole bloody world speaks English.
00:04:49Well, I am going to finally transcribe the tapes.
00:04:54Yes.
00:04:56All right.
00:04:58Okay.
00:05:00Well, if you can see it through to the end, I think that's wonderful.
00:05:06What does that mean?
00:05:08Nothing.
00:05:10Nothing?
00:05:11I think it's a fantastic idea, Jen.
00:05:15I always have.
00:05:16You know that?
00:05:17She sounds very supportive.
00:05:22You have my support.
00:05:27I'm sorry if that came out wrong.
00:05:29I just know how emotional listening to them can be.
00:05:34Has been for you.
00:05:35I think enough time has passed.
00:05:37Well, that's great.
00:05:52Why do you think he killed himself?
00:06:08Who?
00:06:11David Foster Wallace.
00:06:13I don't know.
00:06:17You can't get a sense by his writing?
00:06:20You have to read it when I'm done, don't I?
00:06:28Do you think he recognized a blank infinity just stretching out?
00:06:34He got to this point maybe where it was just day after day after day.
00:06:38I really don't know, Jen.
00:06:40Just so tedious.
00:06:43And then, of course, he felt guilty.
00:06:46Most people think life is too short and there he was, all the talent in the world,
00:06:49and it wasn't enough.
00:06:50Jen, can I...
00:06:51Can we not talk about this?
00:06:53Just...
00:06:54Just...
00:06:55Just a bit moment.
00:06:57I love you.
00:07:13I love you too.
00:07:27Do you feel alright?
00:07:28Do you feel okay?
00:07:29Yeah.
00:07:30Are you sure?
00:07:31Mm-hmm.
00:07:32Mm-hmm.
00:07:33Do you feel alright?
00:07:34Do you feel okay?
00:07:35Yeah.
00:07:36Are you sure?
00:07:37Mm-hmm.
00:07:38Do you feel okay?
00:07:39Do you feel okay?
00:07:40Yeah.
00:07:41Do you feel okay?
00:07:46Mm-hmm.
00:08:08I don't know.
00:08:38I don't know.
00:09:08Are you sure you won't come with?
00:09:18You'll be so busy.
00:09:21I get boring all alone.
00:09:24I think someone should be here in case the card is delivered.
00:09:27True.
00:09:28Then I think I might go out, see what the world has to offer.
00:09:37If you do, leave me a message, okay?
00:09:42So I can worry about you.
00:09:44Okay.
00:09:44I've left you some money here.
00:09:54I'll see you later.
00:09:55Have a good day.
00:09:56This is...
00:10:03Testing, testing.
00:10:22Okay.
00:10:25Do you have any stories for my book?
00:10:28What kind of stories?
00:10:30Stories that you've prepared.
00:10:32Or I can ask them a list of stories that Dad told me about.
00:10:34Go ahead and ask from your father's list.
00:10:36God rest his soul.
00:10:37Let's start with the war.
00:10:40We went into an air raid shelter.
00:10:42My mother, your great-grandmother,
00:10:44she was shaking.
00:10:46Sirens wailed and...
00:10:48And then there was the sound of a bomb
00:10:50and the man next to us
00:10:51he said,
00:10:53I was in a shelter last night
00:10:54with my wife and my little boy
00:10:56and half of it got blown away.
00:10:59There was blood in his hair.
00:11:02He was all alone.
00:11:03That nearly finished my mother, you know.
00:11:08Here we were in this tiny town in England
00:11:10miles from Germany, from Russia,
00:11:12from Italy, from any front lines
00:11:14and this man
00:11:17he had blood in his hair.
00:11:21good night!
00:11:25Good night, cappuccino?
00:11:27Good night.
00:11:29Good night.
00:11:30Hello.
00:11:42Good.
00:11:43Very night.
00:11:44We were riding our bikes to school when the Germans started firing at us.
00:12:01We jumped into a hedge.
00:12:04We were terrified, but afterwards we couldn't stop laughing.
00:12:09It feels nice if I'm the only one who remembers that.
00:12:12It's as vivid to me as if it happened yesterday.
00:12:18Oh, hi, Leonard.
00:12:20It's Jane.
00:12:21I decided to take an impromptu trip to Iskia, or, um, Iskia, as they pronounce it.
00:12:28See, I'm learning a little bit.
00:12:30Um, anyway, I'll be home later.
00:12:33I hope you have a good day. Bye.
00:12:36Those friends are all dead now.
00:12:39There's no one left.
00:12:40That's one of my regrets, you know.
00:12:44Sometimes I think I should have had more children, not just your father.
00:12:50You're all alone now that your parents are gone.
00:12:54No brothers, no sisters.
00:12:59I'm upsetting you.
00:13:01Let's talk about something else.
00:13:03No one to ask me more boring questions about the war.
00:13:08All right, then.
00:13:10Uh, scusi.
00:13:12Scusi.
00:13:13Um, the castle?
00:13:15Castle?
00:13:16Parlato inglese?
00:13:18No, no, no.
00:13:19No?
00:13:19No.
00:13:20Um, castello oregonese?
00:13:23Ah, andare.
00:13:25Andare?
00:13:26Andare?
00:13:26Si.
00:13:26Ah, grazie.
00:13:27They'd been shot through the neck.
00:13:32The bullet went in one side and came out the other.
00:13:36And there were all these bomb holes filled with water, and he couldn't tell which was the
00:13:40German side and which was the Allied side.
00:13:43When he came home after something like that, you couldn't really complain to him about anything,
00:13:50now could you?
00:13:50I'm actually going there now, to the castle.
00:13:53You speak English now?
00:13:54Yeah.
00:13:55Why, do you think I was Italian?
00:13:56Yeah.
00:13:57Yes!
00:13:57That's great.
00:13:58That's cool.
00:13:59Hey, hey, hey.
00:14:01Where are you from?
00:14:03London.
00:14:04No, in America.
00:14:05Come on.
00:14:05Maine.
00:14:06No, shit.
00:14:07I'm from Massachusetts.
00:14:08That's crazy.
00:14:09That's weird.
00:14:10Right?
00:14:11Yeah.
00:14:12Vacation?
00:14:13Oh.
00:14:13Are you?
00:14:14What?
00:14:15Are you here on vacation?
00:14:16Oh.
00:14:20Sorry.
00:14:20I thought you were saying you were on vacation.
00:14:22Me?
00:14:23No.
00:14:25So, come on.
00:14:27My husband is working in Naples.
00:14:30What does he do?
00:14:32He is playing in a concert at the end of the night.
00:14:35Cool.
00:14:36What does he play?
00:14:37Viola.
00:14:39Mm, mm, mm.
00:14:39The viola.
00:14:42Any good?
00:14:44Yes.
00:14:45Very.
00:14:45How do you keep your violin from getting stolen?
00:14:53You put it in a viola case.
00:14:55Right?
00:14:58That's not funny.
00:14:59Um, what's the difference between a viola and a coffin?
00:15:02A coffin has a dead person on the inside.
00:15:05Because viola players are dead?
00:15:07No?
00:15:07Why is a viola solo like premature ejaculation?
00:15:12Because even though you know it's coming, there's nothing you can do about it.
00:15:18I can't help it.
00:15:19I've got this weird autistic mind for jokes, and I went to this music slash nerd summer camp
00:15:23when I was like 10, and I played the triangle.
00:15:25Right.
00:15:26And I'm an only child, so, you know, understand.
00:15:31You look too young to be married.
00:15:33You newlywed?
00:15:34No.
00:15:36No.
00:15:46That's it.
00:15:47Stop making me feel like a stalker.
00:15:49Fuck.
00:15:49Oh, hey, have you got 50 cents?
00:16:06If you can catch it.
00:16:11Grazie.
00:16:11Grazie.
00:16:19What brought you out of here today?
00:16:36Barry.
00:16:36Ha!
00:16:37Barry.
00:16:39I like it.
00:16:41They have this device down in the basement.
00:16:43It's like a torture cage.
00:16:44They lock you in there until you turn to bones.
00:16:48But can you imagine dying by just sitting there?
00:16:51That would suck.
00:16:58In, like, the 1300s, thousands of families lived in this castle.
00:17:03It must have smelled pretty bad.
00:17:05All those people crammed onto this rock.
00:17:10Wow.
00:17:12I know.
00:17:13I've been coming here every day, and it still gets me.
00:17:16If only we could kill off all the tourists.
00:17:20You're a tourist.
00:17:22No, I'm not.
00:17:24I came out here a few months ago with this volunteer organization dedicated to studying
00:17:30the relic populations of dolphins and whales in the Gulf of Naples.
00:17:33I can't tell if you're joking.
00:17:36I'm dead fucking serious.
00:17:40No, I just didn't want to go to college, and they paid for me to come over.
00:17:43Before connecting flights, it's a 72-hour plane ride, but, you know, it was worth it.
00:17:47My first time out of the U.S.
00:17:49How old are you?
00:17:49I'm 19.
00:17:50It's my birthday today.
00:17:52Is it really?
00:17:53Uh-huh.
00:17:54Happy birthday.
00:17:55Thank you very much.
00:17:55Yeah, so I left the program after, like, a month.
00:17:59Fuck the relic dolphins!
00:18:02I stayed on the island because I have this awesome living situation.
00:18:05I'll tell you the short version.
00:18:07Basically, I used to have ancestors in Ischia, so when I come over, I Facebook this second
00:18:11cousin twice removed.
00:18:12The second cousin twice removed, in case you didn't know, is when one person's great-grandparent
00:18:16is another person's great-great-great-grandparent.
00:18:18I'd love to hear the long version.
00:18:20Sorry.
00:18:20Anyway, so this relative gave me the name of this great-uncle who lives on the island,
00:18:25so I show up, he answers the door, and he's, like, the oldest fucker I've ever seen,
00:18:30easily pushing a hundred.
00:18:32A hundred?
00:18:33Yeah, if not older, he's, like, deaf and blind and about four feet tall, and he mumbles a
00:18:38couple of things to me in some crazy dialect, ushers me inside, pours me a glass of wine,
00:18:42and leads me to this basement apartment, and, uh, yeah, I never left.
00:18:55I've never left.
00:19:35love teaches me to feed on flames and tears
00:19:41to turn withered hope green through desire
00:19:47to re-enslave my heart each time love frees his noble face from that heavy disdain
00:19:54who is that?
00:19:59Vittoria Colonna
00:20:00the woman who lived here
00:20:03you read that in your guy book this morning didn't you Jane?
00:20:09sneaky
00:20:09yeah I've decided to learn Italian by committing to memory all the sonnets she wrote to Michelangelo in English and Italian
00:20:17I thought Michelangelo was gay
00:20:19ah according to history and the muscular thighs of his sculptures yes
00:20:24but that didn't stop her from loving him
00:20:27let's hear it then
00:20:30in Italian
00:20:31let's hear the poem
00:20:33come on
00:20:36okay
00:20:38the lacrime ade faco nutria l'alma
00:20:42con secca spame rinvedia la voglia
00:20:48lega di nuovo il cor quando di scioglia
00:20:54segna maggiore la vista tierra ed alma
00:20:59I'm impressed
00:21:06thank you
00:21:07you hungry?
00:21:10why you gonna take me out?
00:21:13yeah
00:21:13all right then
00:21:19okay
00:21:20two pastas with the house sauce please
00:21:28red
00:21:28red
00:21:28red
00:21:29red
00:21:29uh-huh
00:21:30thank you
00:21:31grazia
00:21:32so you're really not gonna tell me what you do?
00:21:39I write freelance articles about parties and fashion trends in town and country UK
00:21:46there's something else
00:21:47I'm writing a book about my grandmother's experiences in rural England living through two world wars
00:22:00I recorded her for hours and hours but now I don't know
00:22:07what don't you know?
00:22:09what don't you know?
00:22:12you wanna listen?
00:22:13a little?
00:22:14yeah
00:22:15yeah
00:22:16yeah
00:22:17no I love to listen
00:22:18that's tangled up
00:22:35hold on
00:22:36okay
00:22:42awful as it was it made you stronger
00:22:45these days people whine about all sorts of things
00:22:48and I'm not one of those old people who think my time had the only joy and the only problems
00:22:53we all have our own private wars every era but it was nothing like
00:22:59it really brought people together the war
00:23:02we helped each other during that time
00:23:04we had to laugh we had to smile
00:23:07well if not for ourselves then for the people we'd lost
00:23:11I'll shut that thing off would you get it out of my face
00:23:14that is like it's like a window in time
00:23:21the sort of thing you wish you always did before someone died you know
00:23:26my husband thinks I'm never gonna finish it
00:23:28I shouldn't care what anyone thinks
00:23:31we met while I was recording her
00:23:33bonding over granny huh?
00:23:36make it sound perverse
00:23:39that's what it was right?
00:23:42buongiorno
00:23:43buongiorno
00:23:44signori
00:23:45I got pregnant so we got married
00:23:55I lost the baby
00:24:02I'm sorry
00:24:14sorry
00:24:15sorry
00:24:16sorry
00:24:17sorry
00:24:18sorry
00:24:19I didn't go back after that to the States.
00:24:37Did you, uh, did you ever hear that story about the Red Strain?
00:24:43I think I might have. Tell me.
00:24:45It's like this Asian proverb says that anyone you're destined to meet, like, uh, your soulmate
00:24:56or your family or, you know, someone you bump into on the street, we're all connected by
00:25:04this red string. It can be tangled or stretched, but it can never be broken.
00:25:15There's this moment in the tape. I'm sitting, waiting in the airport bar for my flight.
00:25:26And I'm talking into the recorder, rambling on about how I'm about to embark on this amazing
00:25:32adventure and how I'm going to show World War II from a totally different perspective.
00:25:37But...
00:25:39I don't know if it's that interesting.
00:25:50That's the whole point, isn't it?
00:25:53Keeping it interesting for yourself.
00:25:57Maybe.
00:25:57Maybe.
00:26:00Maybe I just want to write about nothing.
00:26:03Everything is nothing.
00:26:04All the best.
00:26:07Plano.
00:26:08Grazie.
00:26:09Grazie.
00:26:13Make a wish, ah.
00:26:16Make it great.
00:26:21Okay.
00:26:25Bravo.
00:26:26Bravo.
00:26:27Bravo.
00:26:27Oh, hey.
00:26:37What do you mean?
00:26:38What?
00:26:39Grab my hand.
00:26:40Go, go, go.
00:26:41Oh, my God.
00:26:42Oh, my gosh.
00:26:43Oh, my gosh.
00:26:44Oh, no.
00:26:45What?
00:26:46What do you mean?
00:26:53Hey, hey, hey.
00:26:55It's a vampires!
00:27:04Hey, hey, hey!
00:27:05We can't go back...
00:27:14Hang on.
00:27:23Yes, it's true.
00:27:30Yes, it's true.
00:27:32Yes, it's true.
00:27:34I made the check when I went to the bathroom.
00:27:38You're horrible.
00:27:41You're horrible.
00:27:43You're horrible.
00:27:44Come on, let's go.
00:27:46Come on.
00:27:47Quick.
00:27:48Let's go.
00:27:50Why are we still running?
00:27:52I don't know why we're still running.
00:27:54I don't know why we're still running.
00:28:06Oh my gosh.
00:28:14It went up my nose.
00:28:17Can we come back?
00:28:22Maybe.
00:28:23Maybe is not a no.
00:28:28And since I don't have a phone, you're going to have to give me your number.
00:28:33For cheap thrills and future crimes committed.
00:28:36No.
00:28:37No.
00:28:41Fair enough.
00:28:50I've got to go catch a fairy.
00:28:57Hey.
00:28:58Why do violists keep their viola cases on their dashboards?
00:29:19Why?
00:29:20So they can park in handicapped spots.
00:29:23So they can park in handicapped spots.
00:29:32Happy birthday.
00:29:39Let's pray.
00:30:09Let's pray.
00:30:39Let's pray.
00:30:46Are you awake?
00:30:51Yeah, I've got so much of this stuff to get through.
00:30:55Got through.
00:30:57Nice.
00:30:58Nice.
00:30:59There are the great big events, the things you think you'll always remember, and you do, but there are other smaller, picking a blackberry that's been in the sun or brushing the fingertip of someone you didn't know you loved until you touched them.
00:31:18Nellie was this little collie who wouldn't go on a leash, so she had to sit on a bicycle seat. They stay with me too.
00:31:33Jane.
00:31:34Jane.
00:31:35Janey.
00:31:36Got some pastries.
00:31:40Still asleep?
00:31:41Jane.
00:31:42Janey.
00:31:43Got some pastries.
00:31:47Still asleep?
00:31:52Janey.
00:31:53Janey.
00:31:54Janey.
00:31:55Janey.
00:31:56Janey.
00:31:57Janey.
00:31:58Janey.
00:31:59Janey.
00:32:00Janey.
00:32:01Janey.
00:32:02Janey.
00:32:03Janey.
00:32:04Janey.
00:32:05Janey.
00:32:06Janey.
00:32:07Janey.
00:32:08Janey.
00:32:09Janey.
00:32:10Janey.
00:32:11Janey.
00:32:12Janey.
00:32:13Janey.
00:32:14Janey.
00:32:15Janey.
00:32:16Janey.
00:32:17Janey.
00:32:18Janey.
00:32:19Janey.
00:32:20Janey.
00:32:21Janey.
00:32:22Janey.
00:32:23Janey.
00:32:24Janey.
00:32:25Janey.
00:32:26Janey.
00:32:27Janey.
00:32:28Janey.
00:32:29Janey.
00:32:30Janey.
00:32:31Janey.
00:32:32Janey.
00:32:33We used to go all over the place.
00:32:36There were wonderful times.
00:32:39I never had an American boyfriend.
00:32:42I liked some of them.
00:32:44They were nice boys, but I didn't want to leave my mom and dad.
00:32:52I wish I had sometimes.
00:32:54You know when you were 19, the world just felt so open and carefree and full of possibility?
00:33:00You reminded me of that.
00:33:04At that time.
00:33:06You were 19 when we met?
00:33:07Yeah.
00:33:08I wouldn't have described you as carefree back then.
00:33:11Not at all.
00:33:12Well, I felt nostalgia.
00:33:14Or something for youth.
00:33:16You're not old, Jane.
00:33:18We ran out on the bill.
00:33:21You just ran out?
00:33:22What do you mean you ran out on the bill?
00:33:24Perhaps I'm not explaining it well.
00:33:25It was...
00:33:26It was fun.
00:33:28It was just fun.
00:33:41How was work?
00:33:43The conductor's actually a descendant of Walter Lake, which is fascinating.
00:33:48The three of us should plan a dinner before we leave.
00:33:51I'd like that.
00:33:56Jane?
00:33:56Oh, my God.
00:34:00This is Caleb.
00:34:03Hi.
00:34:04No, no, we were just talking about you.
00:34:05We were?
00:34:06That's so weird.
00:34:07Sit, please.
00:34:08Sit down.
00:34:09Join us.
00:34:10What?
00:34:11Oh.
00:34:12I don't know the chances of that.
00:34:14I know, right?
00:34:19I'm obviously going to get back pretty soon.
00:34:21That's okay.
00:34:22I already ate, so I'll just grab a coffee.
00:34:34Grab the check, please.
00:34:37In a cafe, put the play?
00:34:38Oh, no, thank you.
00:34:44Okay.
00:34:47Jane, you don't smoke.
00:34:51Yes, I do.
00:34:53Sometimes, at parties.
00:34:56You didn't know that.
00:34:58Well, I don't do it a lot.
00:35:02Grazie.
00:35:07Italian food is so overrated.
00:35:11I love it.
00:35:12There's no variety.
00:35:14English food, on the other hand.
00:35:16Say what you like about it.
00:35:18There's nothing like a good steak and kidney pie.
00:35:21I went to this party the other day
00:35:23in this villa owned by this old, drunk expat.
00:35:27They had, like, a private chef and everything.
00:35:30And they were serving this, like, loaf of meat
00:35:33covered in sauce with all these other loaves.
00:35:36And this girl came over to me and said it was cat.
00:35:38No.
00:35:39No joke.
00:35:40Like, a roasted mommy cat and her kitten.
00:35:44That is disgusting.
00:35:46True story.
00:35:51Why don't you tell Leonard one of your viola jokes?
00:35:58Come on.
00:35:59I'm selling my aunt.
00:36:02Come on.
00:36:03Let's hear one.
00:36:08I have one.
00:36:12What is the definition?
00:36:14With perfect pitch.
00:36:17What?
00:36:20When you throw a viola into the dumpster
00:36:23without hitting the rim.
00:36:26You didn't just make that up.
00:36:27I did.
00:36:28It's too good.
00:36:28I did.
00:36:29Well, I'm impressed and I'm stealing it.
00:36:32You can pretty much make that joke
00:36:34about any instrument.
00:36:35Do you play anything, Caleb?
00:36:40This and that, you know.
00:36:44Shall we?
00:36:46What, time to go?
00:36:47Already?
00:36:48Yeah, I've got to get that to work.
00:36:50Hmm.
00:37:00So what's next on your agenda, Caleb?
00:37:03Um, I'm thinking Tibet.
00:37:06Oh, Tibet.
00:37:07Really?
00:37:07Yeah, there's this thing called the Shantan Festival
00:37:09at the end of the summer.
00:37:10Yeah, I've heard about that.
00:37:11That's where the Buddhist monks
00:37:13unroll all the tapestries on the hill, right?
00:37:16The monks, the monks, the monks.
00:37:17It's so pretty.
00:37:18How do you support yourself?
00:37:21You know, a bit of this, a bit of that.
00:37:28Oh, all right then.
00:37:30I'll walk you.
00:37:32Does anybody have a pen?
00:37:33You got a pen?
00:37:34Yeah, I have a pen.
00:37:42Okay.
00:37:48I have a piece of paper.
00:37:50You guys should definitely come over to the island.
00:37:53I'll take you somewhere fun, you know.
00:37:55Don't knock on the front door.
00:37:56Come around the side.
00:37:57I need Regina.
00:38:00Vistia.
00:38:02There you go.
00:38:06And thanks again for yesterday.
00:38:08No problem.
00:38:10Okay.
00:38:13Ciao.
00:38:18How stoned are you?
00:38:23Come on, man.
00:38:24We should tell him a pub.
00:38:24It's not a big deal.
00:38:27So you're saying
00:38:29you smoke back at her?
00:38:31Occasionally.
00:38:32Can we do something fun tonight?
00:38:35Sure.
00:38:38I'm fine from here.
00:38:41Okay.
00:38:41See you after work.
00:38:42Yep.
00:38:43I'll be waiting.
00:38:48God, you scared me.
00:39:16Are you following me?
00:39:19Maybe.
00:39:20Is that weird?
00:39:22Yeah.
00:39:31I couldn't sleep last night.
00:39:36You told me you were staying near the port,
00:39:38so I got the first ferry this morning.
00:39:41I came looking for you.
00:39:44And I can't believe I found you.
00:39:46Not too many people.
00:39:46I can't believe I found you.
00:39:46I'm flying.
00:39:47I can't believe I found you.
00:39:49You heard me, Take much energy.
00:39:51I don't know.
00:40:21What are we doing?
00:40:30I think we'll make it out.
00:40:33So sexy and beautiful.
00:40:51I can't do this.
00:41:09What?
00:41:09What?
00:41:09I can't do this.
00:41:11Why?
00:41:22Do you do this a lot?
00:41:24What?
00:41:24Do you do this a lot?
00:41:26What?
00:41:27Do you seduce women?
00:41:28Is this what you do?
00:41:29Look, you need to be less serious.
00:41:39Don't follow me.
00:41:59Don't follow me.
00:42:29There was one boy from Belgium.
00:42:48He was lovely.
00:42:50He had a mustache.
00:42:51My mother hated mustaches.
00:42:56And he was shipped off.
00:42:58I never saw him again.
00:43:04Anyways, I met your grandfather not long after, and we got married.
00:43:09Was it love at first sight with Grandpa?
00:43:12Love at first sight?
00:43:13Stop that thing.
00:43:16I know.
00:43:19You're home early.
00:43:27I do deserve that.
00:43:29Can I just move for your husband?
00:43:31Jane, I'm sorry.
00:43:37Just give me a minute.
00:43:38I have a hell of a rest of my day.
00:43:40I've got so much stuff to do.
00:43:44Sorry, darling.
00:43:46Hey, do you still want to do something fun tonight?
00:43:49Yeah, absolutely.
00:43:50I've got some dinner.
00:43:51I thought we'd just stay in here.
00:43:53The two of us.
00:43:53I've just got to work this thing out for tomorrow.
00:43:57Okay.
00:43:58I'm sorry.
00:43:59Okay.
00:44:00I'm sorry.
00:44:30Leonard.
00:44:51Leonard.
00:44:57Can we talk?
00:45:27Say cheese.
00:45:33You should kind of be in the middle.
00:45:35Never mind.
00:45:38Hold on a second.
00:45:50That's what our living room is missing.
00:45:57What did you do?
00:46:09Put my hand over my mouth.
00:46:11You did?
00:46:12What did you do?
00:46:13Just wave.
00:46:27What did you do?
00:46:28What did you do?
00:46:29What did you do?
00:46:30What did you do?
00:46:31What did you do?
00:46:32What did you do?
00:46:33What did you do?
00:46:34What did you do?
00:46:35What did you do?
00:46:36What did you do?
00:46:37What did you do?
00:46:38What did you do?
00:46:39What did you do?
00:46:40What did you do?
00:46:41What did you do?
00:46:42What did you do?
00:46:43What did you do?
00:46:44What did you do?
00:46:45What did you do?
00:46:46What did you do?
00:46:47What did you do?
00:46:48What did you do?
00:46:49What did you do?
00:46:50What did you do?
00:46:51What did you do?
00:46:52What did you do?
00:46:53What did you do?
00:46:54ORCHESTRA PLAYS
00:47:24ORCHESTRA PLAYS
00:47:54ORCHESTRA PLAYS
00:48:24ORCHESTRA PLAYS
00:48:54ORCHESTRA PLAYS
00:48:58Oh, hi.
00:49:01Did I wake you?
00:49:03No.
00:49:06I think I need to be less serious.
00:49:08Yeah, I'm going to put my pants on.
00:49:15Okay.
00:49:38I'm going to put my pants on.
00:50:08I'm going to put my pants on.
00:50:38I'm going to put my pants on.
00:51:08I'm going to put my pants on.
00:51:38I'm going to put my pants on.
00:52:08I'm going to put my pants on.
00:52:38I'm going to put my pants on.
00:52:48Leonard thought you were lying about those cats.
00:52:51You said that?
00:52:53Were you?
00:52:57They were delicious.
00:53:01You made me feel nervous.
00:53:17You made me feel nervous.
00:53:19You made me feel calm.
00:53:23You made me feel calm.
00:53:35You made me feel calm.
00:53:47You made me feel calm.
00:53:49You made me feel calm.
00:53:51You made me feel calm.
00:54:03You made me feel calm.
00:54:07You made me feel calm.
00:54:19You made me feel calm.
00:55:26Again and again and again
00:55:30Again and again and again
00:55:34Once I was single, my pocket is itching
00:55:39Girl, I wish I was single again
00:55:43Again and again and again
00:55:47Again and again and again
00:55:51Once I was single, my pocket is itching
00:55:56Girl, I wish I was single again
00:55:59I didn't sleep at all last night. Where have you been?
00:56:14Just walking
00:56:17All night
00:56:19I've been thinking
00:56:21You left your phone here. I had to plug it in
00:56:24We need to talk, Leonard
00:56:27I have to go to work
00:56:33Can you be late?
00:56:34No, I can't be late
00:56:38Leonard
00:56:39Jay, whatever you have to say to me
00:56:41I want to hear it
00:56:42I've committed myself
00:56:43People are depending on me
00:56:45I have to go to work
00:56:47I have to go to work
00:56:48Okay
00:56:52Okay
00:56:53I have to go to work
00:56:54Okay
00:56:55Okay
00:56:56I have to go to work
00:56:57Go to work
00:56:58If it wasn't the war,
00:57:27it would have been something else.
00:57:31There's always something else, isn't there?
00:57:34That's the thing.
00:57:35That's the thing about struggle.
00:57:48I'm going to make some tea.
00:57:49Do you want some?
00:57:51I'm all right.
00:57:57If you go out like that again, just tell me.
00:58:02Don't worry.
00:58:04Okay.
00:58:06I can't seem to figure out what's going on in your head.
00:58:12Do you think everything we've been through actually does us any good in the long run?
00:58:31Or do we just make out struggle to be something meaningful because that's all most of us have?
00:58:40I'll tell you, next time we come to Italy, to get a proper kitchen.
00:58:55I don't know what you want me to say, Jane.
00:59:07If one little thing had changed in my grandmother's life, I might not be here.
00:59:32Sometimes I worry I'm not honoring her.
00:59:41With the book?
00:59:44No, with my life.
00:59:49This is it, you know.
00:59:55It ends with me.
01:00:02In the harvest time, we all went to the field where they were cutting the corn.
01:00:07Everyone was chasing rabbits and then we had our tea in the harvest fields.
01:00:20The horses.
01:00:21Yeah.
01:00:27The horses back then, they were kept beautifully.
01:00:30Dad used to dress them all up.
01:00:33Brass things and little horseshoes.
01:00:37He put braids on them.
01:00:40They used to be gorgeous.
01:00:42What are your plans for tomorrow?
01:00:45There was one.
01:00:47Duke.
01:00:49He was at Clydesdale.
01:00:50I used to ride down to the marshes every night when he finished working.
01:00:55They were lovely days, really.
01:01:08They're gone.
01:01:09For me.
01:01:11Jane.
01:01:13But not for you.
01:01:14Jane.
01:01:16You know, it's different for you.
01:01:18In some ways it's easier.
01:01:20You haven't got the war.
01:01:21People don't die as much as they did back then.
01:01:24But in some ways it's more disjointed.
01:01:30You've got to make your own life.
01:01:33One that you love and you can't be afraid of the...
01:01:36The time.
01:01:40Time is shiftable.
01:01:50There are moments in my life that I would trade 60 years to have back again.
01:01:55That's the truth.
01:01:57You'll know the truth when you find it.
01:02:00It'll come to you like something you've known before rather than something you're learning for the first time.
01:02:09Oh, sorry.
01:02:11Ah!
01:02:13What is it?
01:02:14Ah!
01:02:16Ah!
01:02:17Ah!
01:02:19Ah!
01:02:20You all right?
01:02:22You okay?
01:02:23Yeah.
01:02:24Stump my toe.
01:02:26Ah!
01:02:27It's bleeding.
01:02:29It's fine.
01:02:30It's fine.
01:02:31It's fine.
01:02:33It's fine.
01:02:34You losing it?
01:02:35Yes.
01:02:36Ah!
01:02:37Fuck.
01:02:38I met these backpackers last night, Frank and Elsa. She's French, he's German.
01:02:52They're going to Tibet.
01:02:55And I'm going with them.
01:02:59I want you to come with me.
01:03:08Oh, I fight with her, you're going to bed with me.
01:03:11A guy in Zion, isn't he?
01:03:12You must just mix it up until you learn a свою life around.
01:03:13You need a father, not a father, no.
01:03:14O'.
01:03:15So, I'm fine.
01:03:16You drink arizep.
01:03:17It's half as hell.
01:03:18It's a living man.
01:03:20Be with you.
01:03:21You drink to five days.
01:03:23You drink.
01:03:25It's hard.
01:03:26You drink business.
01:03:28One's many people which smallries off the fridge put in on shelf.
01:03:30Also, they haven't got энерг maybe some people to eat in the Lord.
01:03:32But honestly, you know what I'm estos days at you?
01:03:33You follow me on, and sometimes while you're going to catch them with those things.
01:03:34Orit לפj and I smoke.
01:03:35Hi.
01:04:05Hi.
01:04:07How are you?
01:04:11Long day.
01:04:13God, when are they not?
01:04:17I don't think I'd jump to doing another stint like this.
01:04:23How's the writing going?
01:04:27I'm feeling inspired.
01:04:32It's fantastic.
01:04:34I think I've figured out the key to finishing the project.
01:04:42Are you listening?
01:04:45You found the key to finishing this project?
01:04:56But the water here tastes so funny.
01:04:58Have you ever cheated on me?
01:05:04Oh, Jane.
01:05:05Have you?
01:05:06Can we not?
01:05:08Have you?
01:05:09Absolutely not.
01:05:10Why did you take such a long time to answer that?
01:05:19Because I'm sick.
01:05:21Of what, Leonard? Of it being so hard?
01:05:25Yes.
01:05:26Tedious?
01:05:34I hate talking about sex with you.
01:05:36Is that what we're talking about?
01:05:38Normal people talk about sex, Leonard.
01:05:41And we don't?
01:05:43There's just huge, vacant lots that we don't discuss.
01:05:48Like what?
01:05:50Is there anything you want to ask me?
01:05:52Why? Is there anything you want to tell me?
01:05:54I just want to connect.
01:05:59So you don't feel that we're connected?
01:06:00Do you?
01:06:02I love you.
01:06:13I get it, Leonard.
01:06:15I get it.
01:06:17It's always been this big, serious, grave thing for us.
01:06:20Sex has consequences.
01:06:21Life and death.
01:06:22Mostly death.
01:06:23Jane, please.
01:06:24Let me guess.
01:06:25You don't want to talk about it?
01:06:26No, that's not what I'm saying.
01:06:27You're just...
01:06:28Do you want to have children, Leonard?
01:06:29Of course I did.
01:06:30Not did.
01:06:31Do you want to have children?
01:06:35So did you.
01:06:36But...
01:06:39Say it.
01:06:41Jane.
01:06:42Say it.
01:06:44I can't have children, Leonard.
01:06:48I never will.
01:06:50And if we keep trying, they keep dying.
01:06:52Please, Jane.
01:06:53Again and again and again.
01:06:54Please.
01:06:55Please.
01:06:58How does that make you feel?
01:07:04It's not your fault.
01:07:05How does it make you feel, Leonard?
01:07:07How does it make you feel?
01:07:09You will never be a father.
01:07:13We can adopt.
01:07:14That's not what you want.
01:07:16Is it?
01:07:18Is that what you want?
01:07:19Hmm?
01:07:22Because I think about it all the time.
01:07:26That the one thing you always wanted, I will never be able to give you.
01:07:41What are you trying to do, Jane?
01:07:42I just want to know that there's a reason for it all.
01:07:45You're not curious about me, Leonard.
01:07:59Not really.
01:08:01What do you want me to know?
01:08:02You shouldn't have to ask.
01:08:03I feel as if you want me to be someone I'm not.
01:08:08Someone that I've never been.
01:08:14I'm leaving you.
01:08:17I've been seeing someone else.
01:08:24See you.
01:08:26Caleb.
01:08:28That kid.
01:08:30That kid.
01:08:31That child.
01:08:32That kid you've known for two days.
01:08:33It's been longer than that.
01:08:34Please tell me you're joking.
01:08:36Time is shiftable.
01:08:38I don't get it.
01:08:39Leonard.
01:08:41I don't get it.
01:08:42He's asked me to travel with him.
01:08:44Are you sleeping with him?
01:08:48What do you think?
01:08:49I kept waiting for you to see it.
01:08:57To smell it.
01:08:58To sense it.
01:08:59So what?
01:09:00I failed your test?
01:09:01You don't see me!
01:09:19I'm sorry.
01:09:23I'm sorry.
01:09:24For what?
01:09:26I'm sorry.
01:09:27For what?
01:09:28I shouldn't have done that.
01:09:29No.
01:09:30Losing my temper.
01:09:31I shouldn't have done that.
01:09:32You had every right to lose your temper!
01:09:33No, no, no.
01:09:34If you think that this is what's going to make you feel better, then you should go.
01:09:38You should go with him.
01:09:40You've been through a terrible, terrible thing, Jane.
01:09:43No.
01:09:44That is not what this is about.
01:09:45Of course it is.
01:09:46You don't love me anymore, Leonard.
01:09:48You don't love me!
01:09:49That's rubbish.
01:09:52This is your ticket.
01:09:54The day after my performance, meet me at the train station.
01:10:00Our training's at 4.30.
01:10:03We'll go home together.
01:10:06I want you to do what you need to do.
01:10:13And then come back to me.
01:10:16No questions asked.
01:10:18No guilt.
01:10:22This is good.
01:10:23other things go out.
01:10:24There you go.
01:10:26It won't happen, too.
01:10:27If you dare ask God.
01:10:28Trust me.
01:10:33No most.
01:10:35I liked the day after me.
01:10:37I wish I knew to find myself by myself.
01:10:38You wanted mine.
01:10:39But I was too leopard and hunting.
01:10:40And always be my purpose.
01:10:42You had ин drifting.
01:11:45Hi.
01:11:47Hi.
01:11:59You want some?
01:12:01Oh, thanks.
01:12:43Frank and Elsa.
01:12:45Coming over in a couple of hours.
01:12:47Frank bought a car so we're gonna, we're gonna head out in a couple of weeks or so, you know.
01:12:55We're thinking of driving through Romania and then Ukraine and down through Russia and through Kazakhstan and then straight to Tibet.
01:14:57You've got to come over to this side.
01:15:00Train's going to be here in a minute.
01:15:01It's four in the morning, the end of December.
01:15:04It's four in the morning, the end of December.
01:15:12It's four in the morning, the end of December.
01:15:30I'm writing you now just to see if you're there.
01:15:37New York is cold, but I like where I'm living.
01:15:42There's music on Clinton Street all through the evening.
01:15:50I hear that you're building your house deep in the desert.
01:15:59Are you living for nothing now?
01:16:05Hope you're keeping some kind of record.
01:16:11Yes.
01:16:13And Jane came by with a lock of your hair.
01:16:20She said that you gave it to her.
01:16:27That night when you planned to go clear.
01:16:32I wouldn't want to live to be 100.
01:16:35Why not?
01:16:36I'm not telling you why not.
01:16:38Did you ever go clear?
01:16:42Now shut that thing off.
01:16:43Ah, the last...
01:16:44Ah, the last...
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