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00:00:00Excuse me, it's okay.
00:00:02It's okay. It's okay, it's okay.
00:00:05It's okay.
00:00:07Let me help her back.
00:00:30It's okay, it's okay.
00:00:33Maruzella, Maruzella.
00:00:42Vedi, questo è Napoli.
00:00:44Napoli è pieno divertimento.
00:00:46Ci sono posti per divertirti e posti che ci sono brutti.
00:01:00Alla prossima.
00:01:06I'm looking for the concert.
00:01:07And then you drive right by it.
00:01:09There it is.
00:01:13Very funny.
00:01:23I think it's gonna be good.
00:01:25Must be.
00:01:30Traffico di Napoli.
00:01:32Contraverte le nuove in un lato.
00:01:34Cazzo.
00:01:35Questa si chiama al primo posto.
00:01:43Shit.
00:01:45Whoa.
00:01:46Camp on my wallet.
00:01:51A re-listing place?
00:01:52No.
00:01:53Not a re-listing place.
00:01:54Not a re-listing place.
00:01:55Somewhere.
00:01:57Maybe it's in my car.
00:02:00she's lost the bus, the bus
00:02:04she's lost her bus
00:02:17no he didn't have anything
00:02:20just give her a minute
00:02:22for a moment
00:02:24no she doesn't have to let her take
00:02:26no she doesn't have to
00:02:27Where did you have it last?
00:02:29The train station, I think?
00:02:31The exchange cruise?
00:02:33Oh, Jamie.
00:02:35I'm sorry.
00:02:37That bastard at the train station started
00:02:39when you dropped all your stuff.
00:02:41This is 170, not 70.
00:02:43Where do we need to go?
00:02:45I don't know.
00:02:47I don't know.
00:02:49I don't know.
00:02:51I don't know.
00:02:53I don't know.
00:02:55Where do we need to go?
00:02:57We need sevens.
00:03:09Here we go.
00:03:19Is this it?
00:03:21I think so.
00:03:25It's nice.
00:03:27Yes, I have a credit card.
00:03:29The number's on file on my computer.
00:03:31Yes, I have them here.
00:03:33Okay.
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00:03:51Okay.
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00:04:03Yeah.
00:04:05Expires 1215.
00:04:07Expires 1215.
00:04:09No, she'll definitely need another card sent out immediately.
00:04:13We're here for two weeks.
00:04:15No, I'm working here.
00:04:17Yes, I'll hold.
00:04:21You love how they ask.
00:04:23As if I have a choice.
00:04:25Do you know what I'm gonna try to do while I'm here?
00:04:27Besides, learn Italian.
00:04:29I don't know why you think that's so ridiculous.
00:04:31I don't at all.
00:04:33I admire you.
00:04:35I just think it's too late for me.
00:04:37That's not true.
00:04:39You can't teach an old dog new tricks.
00:04:41Besides, what's the point?
00:04:43The whole bloody world speaks English.
00:04:45Well, I...
00:04:47Want to finally transcribe the tapes?
00:04:53Yes.
00:04:55All right.
00:04:57Okay.
00:04:59Well, if you can see it through to the end.
00:05:03I think that's wonderful.
00:05:05What does that mean?
00:05:07Nothing.
00:05:09Nothing?
00:05:11I think it's a fantastic idea, Jen.
00:05:13I always have.
00:05:15You know that?
00:05:20She doesn't sound very supportive.
00:05:24You have my support.
00:05:26I'm sorry if that came out wrong.
00:05:30I just know how emotional listening to them can be.
00:05:33Has been for you.
00:05:34I think enough time has passed.
00:05:36Well, that's great.
00:05:45You know it.
00:05:46But you can see me.
00:05:47I don't want to see her.
00:05:48Yes, you guys.
00:05:49I'm sorry.
00:05:50You're right now.
00:05:51It's the same, okay?
00:05:52Yeah, I got you.
00:05:53That's awesome.
00:05:54Oh, man.
00:05:55I got you.
00:05:56It's the same.
00:05:57I got you.
00:05:58Why do you think he killed himself?
00:05:59I was away.
00:06:00I got you.
00:06:01I got you.
00:06:02I got you.
00:06:04David Foster Wallace
00:06:12You can't get a sense by his writing?
00:06:20That's what I'm done, though
00:06:21Do you think he recognized a blank infinity
00:06:30Just stretching out?
00:06:34He got to this point, maybe, where it was just day after day after day
00:06:38I really don't know, John
00:06:40Just so tedious
00:06:42And then, of course, he felt guilty
00:06:45Most people think life is too short, and there he was, all the talent in the world, and it wasn't...
00:06:49Jane, can I... can we not talk about this?
00:06:53Just... just a bit more than...
00:07:04Love you
00:07:14Love you too
00:07:16Do you feel alright? Do you feel okay?
00:07:34Do you feel alright? Do you feel okay?
00:07:37Yeah
00:07:38Are you sure?
00:07:41Do you feel okay?
00:07:42Mmm
00:07:45Uh-huh
00:09:18You'll be so busy.
00:09:22We get boring all alone.
00:09:24I think someone should be here in case the card is delivered.
00:09:27True.
00:09:33Then I think I might go out, see what the world has to offer.
00:09:35If you do, leave me a message, okay?
00:09:42So I can worry about you.
00:09:44Okay.
00:09:44I've left you some money here.
00:09:54I'll see you later.
00:09:55Have a good day.
00:09:56I'll see you later.
00:10:06Okay.
00:10:07testing testing okay do you have any stories for my book what kind of stories stories are you
00:10:30prepared or i can ask them a list of stories that dad told me about go ahead and ask from
00:10:35your father's list god rest his soul let's start with the war we went into an air raid shelter my
00:10:42mother your great-grandmother she was shaking sirens wailed and and then there was the sound
00:10:49of a bomb and the man next to us he said i was in a shelter last night with my wife and my little boy
00:10:56and half of it got blown away there was blood in his hair he was all alone that nearly finished my
00:11:04mother you know here we were in this tiny town in england miles from germany from russia from
00:11:12italy from any front lines and this man he had blood in his hair
00:11:19buon night cappuccino okay
00:11:27so
00:11:31We were riding our bikes to school
00:11:59When the Germans started firing at us
00:12:01We jumped into a hedge
00:12:03We were terrified
00:12:05But afterwards we couldn't stop laughing
00:12:08Feels nice if I'm the only one who remembers that
00:12:12It's as vivid to me as if it happened yesterday
00:12:15Oh hi Leonard
00:12:19It's Jane
00:12:21I decided to take an impromptu trip to Ischia
00:12:24Or Ischia as they pronounce it
00:12:27See I'm learning a little bit
00:12:29Anyway I'll be home later
00:12:32I hope you have a good day
00:12:35Bye
00:12:35Those friends are all dead now
00:12:38There's no one left
00:12:40That's one of my regrets you know
00:12:43Sometimes I think I should have had more children
00:12:46Not just your father
00:12:48You're all alone now that your parents are gone
00:12:53No brothers, no sisters
00:12:55I'm upsetting you
00:13:00Let's talk about something else
00:13:03You want to ask me more boring questions about the war
00:13:06Oh, all right then
00:13:09Excuse me
00:13:11Excuse me
00:13:12The castle
00:13:14Castle
00:13:16Parlato inglese
00:13:17No, no, no
00:13:19No?
00:13:19No
00:13:19Castello
00:13:22Aureganese
00:13:23Andare
00:13:24Andare?
00:13:26Andare?
00:13:26Si
00:13:26Grazie
00:13:27They'd been shot through the neck
00:13:31The bullet went in one side and came out the other
00:13:35And there were all these bomb holes filled with water
00:13:39And he couldn't tell which was the German side
00:13:41And which was the Allied side
00:13:42When he came home after something like that
00:13:46You couldn't really complain to him about anything
00:13:49Now could you?
00:13:50I'm actually going there now
00:13:51To the castle
00:13:52You speak English now?
00:13:54Yeah
00:13:54Why, do you think I was Italian?
00:13:56Yeah
00:13:57Yes!
00:13:57That's great
00:13:58That's cool
00:13:59Hey, hey, hey
00:14:00Where are you from?
00:14:03London
00:14:03No, in America
00:14:04Come on
00:14:05Maine
00:14:06No, shit
00:14:07I'm from Massachusetts
00:14:08That's crazy
00:14:09That's weird
00:14:10Right?
00:14:11Yeah
00:14:11Vacation?
00:14:13No
00:14:13Are you?
00:14:14What?
00:14:15Are you here on vacation?
00:14:16Oh
00:14:16Sorry
00:14:20I thought you were saying you were on vacation
00:14:22Me?
00:14:23No
00:14:23So come on
00:14:25My husband is working in Naples
00:14:29What does he do?
00:14:32He is playing in a concert at the end of the night
00:14:34Cool
00:14:36What does he play?
00:14:37Viola
00:14:38The viola
00:14:41Any good?
00:14:44Yes
00:14:45Very
00:14:45How do you keep your violin from getting stolen?
00:14:51You put it in a viola case
00:14:55Right?
00:14:58That's not funny
00:14:58What's the difference between a viola and a coffin?
00:15:02A coffin has a dead person on the inside
00:15:04Because viola players are dead?
00:15:07No
00:15:07Why is a viola solo like premature ejaculation?
00:15:10Because even though you know it's coming
00:15:14There's nothing you can do about it
00:15:17I can't help it
00:15:19I've got this weird autistic mind for jokes
00:15:21And I went to this music slash nerd summer camp
00:15:23When I was like 10
00:15:24And I played the triangle
00:15:25Right
00:15:26And I'm an only child
00:15:26So
00:15:27You know
00:15:28Understand
00:15:29You look too young to be married
00:15:32Are you newlywed?
00:15:33No
00:15:34No
00:15:35No
00:15:36No
00:15:37Stop making me feel like a stalker
00:15:48Fuck
00:15:49Stop making me feel like a stalker
00:15:49Fuck
00:15:50Thank you
00:15:51Thanks
00:15:52Thanks
00:15:53Thanks
00:15:54Thanks
00:15:55Thanks
00:15:56One
00:15:57Five
00:15:58Five
00:15:59Five
00:16:00Oh hey, have you got fifty cents?
00:16:03You can catch it
00:16:06Thanks
00:16:07Thanks
00:16:08Thanks
00:16:09Thanks
00:16:10Thanks
00:16:11It's a shovel block.
00:16:34What brought you out of here today?
00:16:36Barry.
00:16:36Ha!
00:16:37Barry.
00:16:39I like it.
00:16:39They have this device down in the basement.
00:16:43It's like a torture cage.
00:16:44They lock you in there until you turn to bones.
00:16:48Can you imagine dying by just sitting there?
00:16:51That would suck.
00:16:58In like the 1300s, thousands of families lived in this castle.
00:17:03It doesn't smell pretty bad.
00:17:05All those people crammed onto this rock.
00:17:10Wow.
00:17:12I know.
00:17:13I've been coming here every day and it still gets me.
00:17:17If only we could kill off all the tourists.
00:17:20You're a tourist.
00:17:22No, I'm not.
00:17:23I came out here a few months ago with this volunteer organization dedicated to studying the relic populations of dolphins and whales in the Gulf of Naples.
00:17:33I can't tell if you're joking.
00:17:36I'm dead fucking serious.
00:17:40No, I just didn't want to go to college and they paid for me to come over.
00:17:43Before connecting flights, it's a 72-hour plane ride, but, you know, it was worth it.
00:17:47My first time out of the U.S.
00:17:49How old are you?
00:17:49I'm 19.
00:17:50It's my birthday today.
00:17:52Is it really?
00:17:53Uh-huh.
00:17:54Happy birthday.
00:17:55Thank you very much.
00:17:55Yeah, so I left the program after, like, a month.
00:17:59Fuck the relic dolphins!
00:18:02I stayed on the island because I have this awesome living situation.
00:18:05I'll tell you the short version.
00:18:07Basically, I used to have ancestors in Ischia, so when I come over, I Facebook this second cousin twice removed.
00:18:12The second cousin twice removed, in case you didn't know, is when one person's great-grandparent is another person's great-great-great-grandparent.
00:18:18I'd love to hear the long version.
00:18:19Sorry, anyway, so this relative gave me the name of this great-uncle who lives on the island, so I show up, he answers the door, and he's, like, the oldest fucker I've ever seen, easily pushing a hundred.
00:18:32A hundred?
00:18:33Yeah, if not older, he's, like, deaf and blind and about four feet tall, and he mumbles a couple of things to me in some crazy dialect, ushers me inside, pours me a glass of wine, and leads me to this basement apartment, and, uh, yeah, I never left.
00:18:49I've got a voice, I've got a bath, but, uh, yeah, I feel like I'm in some way.
00:19:10I'm going to see it here, I'm going to see it here, you know, I don't know why.
00:19:17Love teaches me to feed on flames and tears To turn withered hope green through desire
00:19:47To re-enslave my heart each time love frees his noble face from that heavy disdain
00:19:54Who is that?
00:19:58Vittoria Colonna
00:20:00Ah, the woman who lived here
00:20:04You read that in your guidebook this morning, didn't you, Jane?
00:20:08Sneaky
00:20:10Yeah, I've decided to learn Italian by committing to memory all the sonnets she wrote to Michelangelo in English and Italian
00:20:16I thought Michelangelo was gay
00:20:18Ah, according to history and the muscular thighs of his sculptures, yes, but that didn't stop her from loving him
00:20:26Let's hear it then, in Italian, let's hear the poem
00:20:33Come on
00:20:35Come on
00:20:36Okay
00:20:37De lacrime a de faco nutria l'alma
00:20:42Con secca speme reinvedia la voglia
00:20:48Lega de nuovo il cor quando de scioglia
00:20:54Segna maggiore la vista tierra ed alma
00:21:01I'm impressed
00:21:05Thank you
00:21:07You hungry?
00:21:09Why, you gonna take me out?
00:21:11Yeah
00:21:13Alright then
00:21:18Okay
00:21:23Two pastas with the house sauce, please
00:21:27Red
00:21:28Red
00:21:29Red, please
00:21:30Uh-huh
00:21:31Grazie
00:21:32So you're really not gonna tell me what you do?
00:21:35I write freelance articles about parties and fashion trends in town and country UK
00:21:45There's something else
00:21:50I'm writing a book about my grandmother's experiences in rural England living through two world wars
00:22:00I recorded her for hours and hours
00:22:03But now
00:22:05I don't know
00:22:07What don't you know?
00:22:10You wanna listen?
00:22:13A little?
00:22:14Yeah
00:22:15Yeah?
00:22:16Yeah, no, I love to listen
00:22:30Well, it's tangled up
00:22:34Not loud
00:22:35Okay
00:22:36Awful as it was, it made you stronger
00:22:44These days people whine about all sorts of things
00:22:47And I'm not one of those old people who think my time had the only joy and the only problems
00:22:52We all have our own private wars, every era, but it was nothing like
00:22:58It really brought people together, the war
00:23:01We, we helped each other during that time
00:23:04We had to laugh, we had to smile
00:23:07Well, if not for ourselves, then for the people we'd lost
00:23:11I'll shut that thing off, would you get it out of my face?
00:23:18That is like, it's like a window in time
00:23:21This sort of thing, which you always did before someone died, you know?
00:23:26My husband thinks I'm never gonna finish it
00:23:29I shouldn't care what anyone thinks
00:23:32We met while I was recording her
00:23:34Bonding over granny, huh?
00:23:37Make it sound perverse
00:23:39That's what it was, right?
00:23:41Buongiorno
00:23:43Buongiorno
00:23:44Signori
00:23:45I got pregnant, so we got married
00:24:00I lost the baby
00:24:04I'm sorry
00:24:05I'm sorry
00:24:14Scusi
00:24:15Stato di posto gradimento
00:24:17Si, grazie
00:24:18Togliere via
00:24:19Si
00:24:20Grazie
00:24:21Grazie
00:24:22I didn't go back after that to the States
00:24:29Did you, uh, did you ever hear that story about the Red Strain?
00:24:40I think I might have, tell me
00:24:44It's like this Asian proverb says that anyone you're destined to meet like, uh, your soulmate or your family or, you know, someone you bump into on the street, we're all connected by this red string
00:25:05It can be tangled or stretched, but it can never be broken
00:25:16There's this moment in the tape
00:25:20I'm sitting waiting in the airport bar for my flight
00:25:25And I'm talking into the recorder
00:25:28Rambling on about how I'm about to embark on this amazing adventure
00:25:32And how I'm gonna show World War II from a totally different perspective
00:25:37But
00:25:46I don't know if it's that interesting
00:25:49That's the whole point, isn't it?
00:25:52Keeping it interesting for yourself
00:25:56Maybe
00:25:57Maybe
00:26:00Maybe I just wanna write about nothing
00:26:02Everything is nothing
00:26:05All the best
00:26:07Compliano
00:26:08Grazie
00:26:09Grazie
00:26:12Make a wish, huh?
00:26:14Yeah
00:26:16Make it great
00:26:20Okay
00:26:21Bravo!
00:26:22Bravo!
00:26:26Bravo!
00:26:27Hey!
00:26:37What do you mean I'm gonna go?
00:26:38What?
00:26:39Grab my hand
00:26:41Go, go, go!
00:26:42Go!
00:26:44Oh no!
00:26:45What?
00:26:46What do you mean?
00:26:47Stronzo?
00:26:51Hey!
00:26:53Hey!
00:26:54Hey!
00:26:55It's a carabinare!
00:26:56It's a police!
00:26:57No!
00:26:58No!
00:26:59No!
00:27:00No!
00:27:02No!
00:27:04We can't go back!
00:27:05We can't go back!
00:27:06We can't go back!
00:27:08Look!
00:27:10You can't back!
00:27:12Oh no!
00:27:13Oh no!
00:27:14Come here, come here, come here, come here, come here, come here, come here, come here.
00:27:23Here you go. Here you go. Here you go.
00:27:27Did it make you feel better if I said I said no one day off?
00:27:30Yes, it's true. Yes, it's true.
00:27:34I made the check when I went to the bathroom.
00:27:39You're horrible. You're horrible.
00:27:43You're horrible. Come on, let's go, come on.
00:27:47Quick, let's go.
00:27:50Why are we still running? I don't know why we're still running.
00:28:06Oh, my gosh.
00:28:08What up my nose?
00:28:15Can we come back?
00:28:21Maybe.
00:28:23Maybe it's not a no. And since I don't have a phone, you're going to have to give me your number for cheap thrills and future crimes committed.
00:28:36No.
00:28:37Fair enough.
00:28:38I've got to go catch a fairy.
00:28:52Hey.
00:28:53Why do violists keep their viola cases on their dashboards?
00:29:09Why?
00:29:10So they can park in handicapped spots.
00:29:24Happy birthday.
00:29:26Happy birthday.
00:29:28Happy birthday.
00:29:37Let's pray.
00:30:07Let's pray.
00:30:37Let's pray.
00:30:39Let's pray.
00:30:41Let's pray.
00:30:45Are you awake?
00:30:51Yeah, I've got so much of this stuff to get through.
00:30:55Got through.
00:30:57Nice.
00:30:59There are the great big events.
00:31:05The things you think you'll always remember and you do, but there are other smaller.
00:31:11It's like picking a blackberry that's been in the sun or brushing the fingertip of someone you didn't know you loved until you touched them.
00:31:19Nellie was this little collie who wouldn't go on a leash so she had to sit on a bicycle seat.
00:31:27They stay with me too.
00:31:39Jane.
00:31:41Tony.
00:31:43I've got some pastries.
00:31:51You're still asleep?
00:31:53Jane.
00:31:55Jane.
00:31:57Jane.
00:31:59Jane.
00:32:01Jane.
00:32:03Jane.
00:32:05Jane.
00:32:07Jane.
00:32:09Jane.
00:32:11Jane.
00:32:12Jane.
00:32:13Jane.
00:32:14Jane.
00:32:15Jane.
00:32:16Jane.
00:32:17Jane.
00:32:18Jane.
00:32:19Jane.
00:32:20Jane.
00:32:21Jane.
00:32:22Jane.
00:32:23Jane.
00:32:24Jane.
00:32:25Jane.
00:32:26and we used to go to London and we saw Glenn Miller one time we used to go all over the place
00:32:35there were wonderful times I never had an American boyfriend I liked some of them
00:32:43they were nice boys but I didn't I didn't want to leave my mom and dad I wish I had sometimes
00:32:54you know when you were 19 the world just felt so open and carefree and full of possibility
00:33:00you reminded me of that at that time you were 19 when we met yeah I wouldn't have described
00:33:09you as carefree back then not at all well I felt nostalgia or something for youth you're not old
00:33:16Jane we ran out on the bill you just ran what do you mean you ran out on the bill
00:33:24perhaps I'm not explaining it well it was it was fun it was just fun
00:33:30how's work
00:33:42the conductor is actually a descendant of Walter Lake which is fascinating
00:33:47the three of us should plan a dinner before we leave
00:33:50I'd like that
00:33:51Jane?
00:33:52oh my god this is Caleb hi no no we were just talking about you
00:34:05we were that's so weird sit please sit down join us
00:34:09what
00:34:15what
00:34:16I'm obviously gonna get back pretty soon that's okay I already ate so I'll just grab a coffee
00:34:27Can I have the cheque, please?
00:34:37In a cafe, put-put-put?
00:34:43Oh, no thank you.
00:34:47Jane, you don't smoke.
00:34:51Yes, I do.
00:34:53Sometimes, at parties.
00:34:54You didn't know that.
00:34:58Well, I don't do it a lot.
00:35:02Grazie.
00:35:04Grazie.
00:35:08Italian food's so overrated.
00:35:11I love it.
00:35:13There's no variety.
00:35:14English food, on the other hand.
00:35:16Say what you like about it.
00:35:18There's nothing like a good steak and kidney pie.
00:35:20I went to this party the other day,
00:35:23and this villa owned by this old, drunk ex-pat.
00:35:27They had, like, a private chef and everything.
00:35:30And they were serving this, like, loaf of meat
00:35:33covered in sauce with all these other loaves.
00:35:36And this girl came over to me and said it was cat.
00:35:38No.
00:35:39No joke, like, a roasted mommy cat and her kittens.
00:35:44That is disgusting.
00:35:46True story.
00:35:51Why don't you tell Leonard one of your viola jokes?
00:35:58Come on.
00:35:59You're selling my aunt.
00:36:01Come on.
00:36:03Let's hear one.
00:36:08I have one.
00:36:12What is the definition of perfect pitch?
00:36:17What?
00:36:20When you throw a viola into the dumpster
00:36:23without hitting the rim.
00:36:26You didn't just make that up.
00:36:27I did.
00:36:27It's too good.
00:36:28I did.
00:36:29Well, I'm impressed, and I'm stealing it.
00:36:32You can pretty much make that joke about any instrument.
00:36:38Did you play anything, Caleb?
00:36:40This and that, you know.
00:36:44Shall we?
00:36:46What, time to go?
00:36:47Already?
00:36:49Yeah, I'm going to get back to work.
00:36:50Hmm.
00:36:59So what's next on your agenda, Caleb?
00:37:03Um, I'm thinking Tibet.
00:37:06Oh, Tibet, really?
00:37:07Yeah, there's this thing called the Shantan Festival
00:37:09at the end of the summer.
00:37:10Yeah, I've heard about that.
00:37:11That's where the Buddhist monks
00:37:13unroll all the tapestries on the hill, right?
00:37:16The monks, the monks, the monks.
00:37:17So pretty.
00:37:20How do you support yourself?
00:37:21You know, a bit of this, a bit of that.
00:37:23Oh, all right, then.
00:37:30I'll walk you.
00:37:32Does anybody have a pen?
00:37:33You got a pen?
00:37:34Yeah, I have a pen.
00:37:35I have a piece of paper.
00:37:50You guys should definitely come over to the island.
00:37:53I'll take you somewhere fun, you know.
00:37:55Don't knock on the front door.
00:37:56Come around the side.
00:37:57I need Regina.
00:38:00Lucia.
00:38:00Yeah.
00:38:02There you go.
00:38:06And thanks again for yesterday.
00:38:08Oh, no problem.
00:38:10Hey.
00:38:13Ciao.
00:38:21How stoned are you?
00:38:23Come on, man.
00:38:24We should tell him to pop.
00:38:24It's not a big deal.
00:38:27So you're saying you smoke back at her?
00:38:31Occasionally.
00:38:32Hey, can we do something fun tonight?
00:38:35Sure.
00:38:38I'm fine from here.
00:38:41Okay.
00:38:41See you after work.
00:38:42Yep.
00:38:43I'll be waiting.
00:38:43I'll be waiting.
00:38:43I'll be waiting.
00:38:52I'll be waiting.
00:38:53I'll be waiting.
00:38:53I'll be waiting.
00:38:54I'll be waiting.
00:38:54I'll be waiting.
00:38:55I'll be waiting.
00:38:56I'll be waiting.
00:38:56I'll be waiting.
00:38:57I'll be waiting.
00:38:57I'll be waiting.
00:38:58I'll be waiting.
00:38:58I'll be waiting.
00:38:59I'll be waiting.
00:38:59I'll be waiting.
00:39:00I'll be waiting.
00:39:00I'll be waiting.
00:39:01I'll be waiting.
00:39:01I'll be waiting.
00:39:02I'll be waiting.
00:39:02I'll be waiting.
00:39:02I'll be waiting.
00:39:03I'll be waiting.
00:39:03I'll be waiting.
00:39:04I'll be waiting.
00:39:04I'll be waiting.
00:39:05I'll be waiting.
00:39:05I'll be waiting.
00:39:06I'll be waiting.
00:39:07I'll be waiting.
00:39:07I'll be waiting.
00:39:08Hey.
00:39:09God, you scared me.
00:39:10Are you following me?
00:39:11Hey, me?
00:39:12Is that weird?
00:39:13Yeah.
00:39:14I couldn't sleep last night.
00:39:15You told me you were staying near me.
00:39:16Yeah.
00:39:17I couldn't sleep last night.
00:39:18You told me you were staying near me.
00:39:19I couldn't sleep last night.
00:39:33You told me you were staying near me.
00:39:36You told me you were staying near the port so I got the first ferry this morning.
00:39:41I came looking for you.
00:39:43And I can't believe I found you.
00:40:06What are we doing?
00:40:07I think we're making it out.
00:40:13I think we're making it out.
00:40:14So sexy and beautiful.
00:40:20What are we doing?
00:40:21I think we're making it out.
00:40:22So sexy and beautiful.
00:40:27What are we doing?
00:40:28I think we're making it out.
00:40:29I think we're making it out.
00:40:30So sexy and beautiful.
00:40:34I think we're making it out.
00:40:35So sexy and beautiful.
00:40:36I think we're making it out.
00:40:37I think we're making it out.
00:40:38So sexy and beautiful.
00:40:41I can't do this.
00:41:09What?
00:41:10What?
00:41:11Why?
00:41:23Do you do this a lot?
00:41:24What?
00:41:25Do you do this a lot?
00:41:27What?
00:41:28Do you seduce women?
00:41:29Is this what you do?
00:41:31You need to be less serious.
00:41:34Don't follow me.
00:41:35Don't follow me.
00:41:40No.
00:41:42You can't do this.
00:41:51I want to happen.
00:42:25There was one boy from Belgium.
00:42:48He was lovely.
00:42:50He had a moustache.
00:42:52My mother hated moustaches.
00:42:55But he was shipped off.
00:42:58I never saw him again.
00:43:04Anyways, I met your grandfather not long after, and we got married.
00:43:09Was it love at first sight with Grandpa?
00:43:12Love at first sight?
00:43:14Stop that thing.
00:43:15I do deserve that.
00:43:28I just met my husband.
00:43:31I'm sorry.
00:43:36Jane, I'm sorry.
00:43:37Just give me a minute.
00:43:38I have a hell of a rest of my day.
00:43:40I've got so much stuff to do.
00:43:45Sorry, darling.
00:43:46Hey, do you still want to do something fun tonight?
00:43:49Yeah, absolutely.
00:43:50I've got some dinner.
00:43:51I thought we'd just stay in here.
00:43:53The two of us.
00:43:53I've just got to work this thing out for tomorrow.
00:43:57Okay.
00:43:58I'm sorry.
00:43:59Okay.
00:43:59I'm sorry.
00:43:59I'm sorry.
00:44:26Yes?
00:44:27Yes?
00:44:28Yes?
00:44:29Yes?
00:44:30No.
00:44:31No?
00:44:32No.
00:44:33No.
00:44:34No.
00:44:35No.
00:44:36No.
00:44:37No.
00:44:38No.
00:44:43No.
00:44:44No.
00:44:45Yeah, why are you?
00:44:49No.
00:44:51No.
00:44:52No.
00:44:53No.
00:44:54Leonard, can we talk?
00:45:24Say cheese.
00:45:33You should kind of be in the middle.
00:45:36Hold on a second.
00:45:50That's what our living room is missing.
00:45:54What did you do?
00:46:09Put my hand over my mouth.
00:46:11You did?
00:46:12What did you do?
00:46:13Just wave.
00:46:15What did you do?
00:46:16Love you.
00:46:19What did I do?
00:46:21Need help?
00:46:24So good.
00:46:25I'll see you next time.
00:46:55Oh, my God.
00:47:25Oh, my God.
00:47:55Oh, my God.
00:48:25Oh, my God.
00:48:55Oh, hi.
00:49:01Did I wake you?
00:49:03No.
00:49:06I think I need to be less serious.
00:49:08Yeah.
00:49:12I'm going to put my pants on.
00:49:16Okay.
00:49:17I'm going to put my pants on.
00:49:47I'm going to put my pants on.
00:50:17I'm going to put my pants on.
00:50:47I'm going to put my pants on.
00:51:17I'm going to put my pants on.
00:51:47I'm going to put my pants on.
00:52:17I'm going to put my pants on.
00:52:47I'm going to put my pants on.
00:52:48I'm going to put my pants on.
00:52:49I'm going to put my pants on.
00:52:50I'm going to put my pants on.
00:52:51I'm going to put my pants on.
00:52:53I'm going to put my pants on.
00:52:55I'm going to put my pants on.
00:52:57I'm going to put my pants on.
00:52:58I'm going to put my pants on.
00:52:58You're delicious
00:53:17You make me feel nervous
00:53:23You make me feel calm
00:53:28You make me feel calm
00:53:48Want a drink?
00:53:58You make me feel calm
00:54:10Is that him?
00:54:12Yeah, he just shuffled around all night
00:54:18Must be lonely
00:54:28Let's do something
00:54:32You feel calm
00:54:45I know the other people
00:54:46But I want to hear you
00:54:47And I want to say you
00:54:48I want to say you
00:54:50And I want to say you
00:54:51I want to say you
00:54:52I want to say you
00:54:53I want to say you
00:54:54I want to say you
00:55:25Again and again and again
00:55:30Once I was single my pocket is in jingle
00:55:39I wish I was single again
00:55:43Again and again and again
00:55:47Again and again and again
00:55:52Once I was single my pocket is in jingle
00:55:57I wish I was single again
00:56:00I didn't sleep at all last night. Where have you been?
00:56:15Just walking
00:56:18All night
00:56:20I've been thinking
00:56:22You left your phone here. I had to plug it in
00:56:25We need to talk Leonard
00:56:28I have to go to work
00:56:30Can you be late?
00:56:34No, I can't be late
00:56:36I know
00:56:40Jay, whatever you have to say to me
00:56:42I want to hear it
00:56:43I've committed myself
00:56:45People are depending on me
00:56:47I have to go to work
00:56:49I can't be late
00:56:50I can't be late
00:56:51I can't be late
00:56:52Okay
00:56:53Okay
00:56:54I can't be late
00:57:01As if I'm Michaela
00:57:03I can't be late
00:57:04sympathizers
00:57:05As if I knew
00:57:06After they tried
00:57:07That was me
00:57:08I never know
00:57:09Yah
00:57:12if it wasn't the war it would have been something else
00:57:29there's always something else isn't there that's the thing that's the thing about struggle
00:57:42I'm gonna make some tea do you want some I'm all right you go out like that again just tell
00:58:01me no worry okay I can't seem to figure out what's going on in your head
00:58:12do you think everything we've been through actually does us any good in the long run
00:58:31do we just make out struggle to be something meaningful because that's all most of us have
00:58:40I tell you next time we come to Italy to get a proper kitchen
00:58:56I don't know what you want me to say Jane
00:59:07one little thing had changed in my grandmother's life I might not be here
00:59:32sometimes I worry I'm not honoring her
00:59:42with the book
00:59:45no with my life
00:59:50this is it you know
00:59:56it ends with me
00:59:59in the harvest time we all went to the field where they were cutting the corn
01:00:08everyone was chasing rabbits and then we had our tea in the harvest fields
01:00:16the horses
01:00:23the horses back then they were kept beautifully
01:00:30dad used to dress them all up brass things and little horseshoes he put braids on them
01:00:39they used to be gorgeous what are your plans for tomorrow
01:00:46there was one
01:00:48Duke he was a Clydesdale I used to ride down to the marshes every night when he finished working
01:00:56they were lovely days really
01:01:03they're gone for me
01:01:09Jane
01:01:11but not for you
01:01:13Jane
01:01:14you know it's different for you
01:01:15in some ways it's easier you haven't got the war people don't die as much as they did back then
01:01:24but in some ways it's more disjointed
01:01:31you've got to make your own life
01:01:33the one that you love and you can't be afraid of the time
01:01:40time is shiftable
01:01:51there are moments in my life that I would trade sixty years to have back again
01:01:55that's the truth
01:01:57you'll know the truth when you find it
01:01:59it'll come to you like something you've known before
01:02:02rather than something you're learning for the first time
01:02:05sorry
01:02:10ah
01:02:12ah
01:02:13what is it
01:02:14ah
01:02:15ah
01:02:17ah
01:02:18you
01:02:19ah
01:02:20you alright
01:02:21ah
01:02:22you ok
01:02:23ah
01:02:25ah
01:02:26ah
01:02:27it's bleeding
01:02:28ah
01:02:29it's fine
01:02:30it's fine
01:02:31it's fine
01:02:32it's fine
01:02:33it's fine
01:02:34you losing it
01:02:35yes
01:02:36ah
01:02:37fuck
01:02:38ah
01:02:47I met these backpackers last night Frank and Elsa
01:02:50she's French he's German
01:02:52they're going to Tibet
01:02:53they're going to Tibet
01:02:54and I'm going with them
01:02:55I want you to come with me
01:02:59and I want you to come with me
01:03:02and I want you to come with me
01:04:04Hi.
01:04:05Hi.
01:04:07How are you?
01:04:10A long day.
01:04:14God, when are they not?
01:04:17I don't think I'm chomped at doing another stint like this.
01:04:23How's the writing going?
01:04:27I'm feeling inspired.
01:04:28It's fantastic.
01:04:34I think I've figured out the key to finishing the project.
01:04:40Are you listening?
01:04:43You found the key to finishing this project?
01:04:56Well, the water here tastes so funny.
01:05:02Have you ever cheated on me?
01:05:05Oh, Jane.
01:05:06Have you?
01:05:06Can we not?
01:05:09Have you?
01:05:15Absolutely not.
01:05:17Why did you take such a long time to answer that?
01:05:20Because I'm sick.
01:05:21Of what, Leonard?
01:05:24Of it being so hard?
01:05:27Yes.
01:05:27Tedious?
01:05:34I hate talking about sex with you.
01:05:37Is that what we're talking about?
01:05:39Normal people talk about sex, Leonard.
01:05:41And we don't?
01:05:42There's just huge, vacant lots that we don't discuss.
01:05:49Like what?
01:05:50Is there anything you want to ask me?
01:05:53Why?
01:05:53Is there anything you want to tell me?
01:05:55I just want to connect.
01:05:59So you don't feel that we're connected?
01:06:01Do you?
01:06:04I love you.
01:06:12I get it, Leonard.
01:06:15I get it.
01:06:17It's always been this big, serious, grave thing for us.
01:06:20Sex has consequences.
01:06:21Life and death.
01:06:22Mostly death.
01:06:23Jane, please.
01:06:24Let me guess.
01:06:25You don't want to talk about it?
01:06:26No, that's not what I'm saying.
01:06:28You're just...
01:06:28Do you want to have children, Leonard?
01:06:30Of course I did.
01:06:31Not did.
01:06:32Do you want to have children?
01:06:35So did you.
01:06:37But...
01:06:40Say it.
01:06:41I can't have children, Leonard.
01:06:48I never will.
01:06:50And if we keep trying, they keep dying.
01:06:53Again and again.
01:06:55Please, Jane.
01:06:55And again.
01:06:58How does that make you feel?
01:07:04It's not your fault.
01:07:05How does it make you feel, Leonard?
01:07:07How does it make you feel?
01:07:09You will never be a father.
01:07:13We can adopt.
01:07:15That's not what you want.
01:07:16Is it?
01:07:18Is that what you want?
01:07:20Hmm?
01:07:22Because I think about it all the time.
01:07:27The one thing you always wanted, I will never be able to give you.
01:07:30What are you trying to do, Jane?
01:07:43I just want to know that there's a reason for it all.
01:07:46You're not curious about me, Leonard.
01:07:59Not really.
01:08:01What do you want me to know?
01:08:02You shouldn't have to ask.
01:08:03I feel as if you want me to be someone I'm not.
01:08:09Someone that I've never been.
01:08:14I'm leaving you.
01:08:17I've been seeing someone else.
01:08:19Is he?
01:08:26Caleb.
01:08:28That kid?
01:08:29Yes.
01:08:31That kid?
01:08:31That child?
01:08:32That kid you've known for two days?
01:08:34It's been longer than that.
01:08:34Please tell me you're joking.
01:08:37Time is shiftable.
01:08:39I don't get it.
01:08:39Leonard.
01:08:41I don't get it.
01:08:42He's asked me to travel with him.
01:08:44Are you sleeping with him?
01:08:45What do you think?
01:08:55I kept waiting for you to see it, to smell it, to sense it.
01:08:59So what?
01:09:00I failed your test?
01:09:02You don't see me!
01:09:15I'm sorry.
01:09:24For what?
01:09:27I'm sorry.
01:09:28For what?
01:09:28I shouldn't have done that.
01:09:29No.
01:09:30For losing my temper.
01:09:31I shouldn't have done that.
01:09:32You had every right to lose your temper!
01:09:34No, no, no, no.
01:09:34If you think that this is what's going to make you feel better, then you should go.
01:09:38You should go with him.
01:09:40You've been through a terrible, terrible thing, Jane.
01:09:44No, that is not what this is about.
01:09:46Of course it is.
01:09:46You don't love me anymore, Leonard.
01:09:49You don't love me!
01:09:50That's rubbish.
01:09:52This is your ticket.
01:09:54The day after my performance, meet me at the train station.
01:10:01Our train is at 4.30.
01:10:02We'll go home together.
01:10:07I want you to do what you need to do.
01:10:13And then come back to me.
01:10:17No questions asked, no guilt.
01:10:22This is good.
01:10:32This is good.
01:11:02ORGAN PLAYS
01:11:32Hi
01:11:46Hi
01:11:49You want some?
01:12:02Oh, thanks.
01:12:03ORGAN PLAYS
01:12:33Frank and Elsa are coming over in a couple of hours.
01:12:48Frank bought a car, so we're going to head out in a couple of weeks or so.
01:12:55We're thinking of driving through Romania and then Ukraine and down through Russia and through Kazakhstan and then straight to Tibet.
01:13:13We're going to head out in a couple of days.
01:13:15We're going to head out in a couple of days.
01:13:17We're going to head out in a couple of days.
01:13:19We're going to head out in a couple of days.
01:13:37PIANO PLAYS
01:14:07Ciao, buona fortuna.
01:14:13Ciao.
01:14:37Jase!
01:14:54You've got to come over to this side.
01:15:00Train's going to be here in a minute.
01:15:01It's four in the morning, the end of December.
01:15:31I'm riding you now just to see if you're there.
01:15:38New York is cold, but I like where I'm living.
01:15:44There's music on Clinton Street all through the evening.
01:15:49I hear that you're building your house deep in the desert.
01:16:01Are you living for nothing now?
01:16:07Hope you're keeping some kind of record.
01:16:11Yes.
01:16:13And Jane came by with a lock of your hair.
01:16:22She said that you gave it to her.
01:16:28That night when you planned to go clear.
01:16:33I wouldn't want to live to be 100.
01:16:36Why not?
01:16:37I'm not telling you why not.
01:16:39Did you ever go clear?
01:16:43Now shut that thing off.
01:16:44Are the last...
01:16:45Are the last...

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