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00:00:00Excuse me, it's okay.
00:00:02It's okay. It's okay, it's okay.
00:00:05It's okay.
00:00:07Let me help her back.
00:00:30It's okay, it's okay.
00:00:33Maruzella, Maruzella.
00:00:42Vedi, questo è Napoli.
00:00:44Napoli è pieno divertimento.
00:00:46Ci sono posti per divertirti e posti che ci sono brutti.
00:01:00Alla prossima.
00:01:06I'm looking for the concert.
00:01:07And then you drive right by it.
00:01:09There it is.
00:01:13Very funny.
00:01:23I think it's gonna be good.
00:01:25Must be.
00:01:30Napoli è venuta verso di questo tempo.
00:01:34Questo è il primo post.
00:01:37S***.
00:01:39S***.
00:01:43S***.
00:01:45Cammro.
00:01:46Cammro, mamma.
00:01:47Cammro, mamma.
00:01:50Mi città .
00:01:51Ecco.
00:01:53Cammro, mamma, hai un città .
00:01:57Cammro, mamma.
00:01:58Cammro, mamma.
00:01:59Cammro, mamma.
00:02:00What are you looking for?
00:02:11What do you think?
00:02:13She's lost her purse.
00:02:15She's lost her purse.
00:02:17No, she didn't have anything.
00:02:20Did you just give her a minute?
00:02:22Un moment, un moment, un moment.
00:02:25She's lost her purse.
00:02:27Come on, Manny.
00:02:28Come on, Manny.
00:02:34Where did you have it last?
00:02:36Oh, no.
00:02:37The train station, I think.
00:02:38The exchange booth.
00:02:43Oh, Jamie.
00:02:44I'm sorry.
00:02:47That bastard at the train station started when you dropped all your stuff.
00:02:54This is 170, not 70.
00:02:57Where do we need to go?
00:02:58We need sevens.
00:03:10Here we go.
00:03:20Is this it?
00:03:22I think so.
00:03:27It's nice.
00:03:28Yes, I have a credit card.
00:03:29The number's on file on my computer.
00:03:30Yes, I have them here.
00:03:32Okay.
00:03:34Five, five, three, three.
00:03:35Seven, six, four, five.
00:03:36Eight, seven, eight, seven.
00:03:37Nine, seven.
00:03:38Nine, nine, nine, ten.
00:03:39Five, five, three.
00:03:40Five, three.
00:03:41It's nice.
00:03:43Yes, I have a credit card.
00:03:45Numbers on file on my computer.
00:03:48Yes, I have them here.
00:03:52Okay.
00:03:535533
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00:04:009157
00:04:0357.
00:04:06Yeah.
00:04:08Expires 12.15.
00:04:11No, she'll definitely need another card sent out immediately.
00:04:14We're here for two weeks.
00:04:17No, I'm working here.
00:04:21Yes, I'll hold.
00:04:23You love how they ask.
00:04:25As if I have a choice.
00:04:27Do you know what I'm going to try to do while I'm here?
00:04:30Besides learn Italian.
00:04:32I don't know why you think that's so ridiculous.
00:04:35I don't at all.
00:04:36I admire you.
00:04:37I just think it's too late for me.
00:04:39That's not true.
00:04:41You can't teach an old dog new tricks.
00:04:45And besides,
00:04:46what's the point?
00:04:47The whole bloody world speaks English.
00:04:49Well, I...
00:04:51I'm going to finally transcribe the tapes.
00:04:55Yes.
00:04:57All right.
00:04:57I'm going to...
00:04:58Okay.
00:05:02Well, if you can see it through to the end,
00:05:05I think that's wonderful.
00:05:07What does that mean?
00:05:09Nothing.
00:05:11Nothing?
00:05:13I think it's a fantastic idea, Jen.
00:05:15I always have.
00:05:16You know that?
00:05:16You don't sound very supportive.
00:05:25You have my support.
00:05:27I'm sorry if that came out wrong.
00:05:31I just know how emotional listening to them can be.
00:05:34Has been for you.
00:05:36I think enough time has passed.
00:05:38Well, that's great.
00:05:39Why do you think he killed himself?
00:06:04David Foster Wallace.
00:06:13I don't know.
00:06:17You can't get a sense by his writing?
00:06:20You have to read it when I'm done, don't I?
00:06:28Do you think he recognized a blank infinity
00:06:30just stretching out?
00:06:31He got to this point maybe where
00:06:36it was just day after day after day.
00:06:39I really don't know.
00:06:40Do you know?
00:06:40Just so tedious.
00:06:44And then, of course, he felt guilty.
00:06:46Most people think life is too short,
00:06:48and there he was, all the talent in the world,
00:06:49and it wasn't enough.
00:06:50Jen, can I...
00:06:50Can we not talk about this?
00:06:54Just...
00:06:54Just a bit more, Ben.
00:06:56Love you.
00:07:15Love you, too.
00:07:16Do you feel all right?
00:07:37Do you feel okay?
00:07:38Yeah.
00:07:40Are you sure?
00:07:41Mm-hmm.
00:07:46Mm-hmm.
00:07:46Mm-hmm.
00:08:05Mm-hmm.
00:08:06Mm-hmm.
00:08:07I don't know.
00:08:37I don't know.
00:09:07Are you sure you won't come with?
00:09:18You'll be so busy.
00:09:21I get boring all alone.
00:09:24I think someone should be here in case the card is delivered.
00:09:27True.
00:09:28Then I think I might go out, see what the world has to offer.
00:09:37If you do, leave me a message, okay?
00:09:42So I can worry about you.
00:09:44Okay.
00:09:44I've left you some money here.
00:09:54I'll see you later.
00:09:55Have a good day.
00:09:56I'll see you later.
00:10:26What kind of stories?
00:10:30Stories that you've prepared for, I can ask them a list of stories that Dad told me about.
00:10:34Go ahead and ask from your father's list.
00:10:36God rest his soul.
00:10:37Let's start with the war.
00:10:38We went into an air raid shelter.
00:10:42My mother, your great-grandmother, she was shaking.
00:10:46Sirens wailed and then there was the sound of a bomb.
00:10:50And the man next to us, he said,
00:10:52I was in a shelter last night with my wife and my little boy and half of it got blown away.
00:10:59There was blood in his hair.
00:11:02He was all alone.
00:11:03That nearly finished my mother, you know.
00:11:05Here we were in this tiny town in England, miles from Germany, from Russia, from Italy, from any front lines.
00:11:14And this man, he had blood in his hair.
00:11:19Good night.
00:11:49We were riding our bikes to school when the Germans started firing at us.
00:12:01We jumped into a hedge.
00:12:04We were terrified, but afterwards we couldn't stop laughing.
00:12:08It feels nice if I'm the only one who remembers that.
00:12:13It's as vivid to me as if it happened yesterday.
00:12:18Oh, hi, Leonard.
00:12:20It's Jane.
00:12:21I decided to take an impromptu trip to Iskia.
00:12:24Or, um, Iskia, as they pronounce it.
00:12:28See, I'm learning a little bit.
00:12:30Um, anyway, I'll be home later.
00:12:33I hope you have a good day.
00:12:35Bye.
00:12:36Those friends are all dead now.
00:12:39There's no one left.
00:12:41That's one of my regrets, you know.
00:12:44Sometimes I think I should have had more children, not just your father.
00:12:48You're all alone now that your parents are gone.
00:12:54No brothers, no sisters.
00:12:59I'm upsetting you.
00:13:01Let's talk about something else.
00:13:04You want to ask me more boring questions about the war?
00:13:06All right, then.
00:13:10Uh, scusi.
00:13:12Scusi.
00:13:13Um, the castle?
00:13:15Castle?
00:13:16Parlato anglese?
00:13:18No, no, no.
00:13:19No?
00:13:19No.
00:13:20Um, castello oregonese?
00:13:23Ah, andare.
00:13:25Andare?
00:13:26Andare?
00:13:26Si.
00:13:26Ah, grazie.
00:13:29They'd been shot through the neck.
00:13:32The bullet went in one side and came out the other.
00:13:35And there were all these bomb holes filled with water, and he couldn't tell which was
00:13:40the German side and which was the Allied side.
00:13:43When he came home after something like that, you couldn't really complain to him about anything,
00:13:50now could you?
00:13:50I'm actually going there now, to the castle.
00:13:53You speak English now?
00:13:54Yeah.
00:13:55Why, do you think I was Italian?
00:13:56Yeah.
00:13:57Yes!
00:13:57That's great.
00:13:58That's cool.
00:13:59Hey, hey, hey.
00:14:00Where are you from?
00:14:03London.
00:14:04No, in America.
00:14:04Come on.
00:14:05Maine.
00:14:06No, shit.
00:14:07I'm from Massachusetts.
00:14:08That's crazy.
00:14:09That's weird.
00:14:10Right?
00:14:11Yeah.
00:14:12Vacation?
00:14:13No.
00:14:13Are you?
00:14:14What?
00:14:15Are you here on vacation?
00:14:16Oh.
00:14:20Sorry.
00:14:20I thought you were saying you were on vacation.
00:14:22Me?
00:14:23No.
00:14:25So, come on.
00:14:27My husband is working in Naples.
00:14:30What does he do?
00:14:30He is playing in a concert at the end of the night.
00:14:35Cool.
00:14:36What does he play?
00:14:37Viola.
00:14:39Mm, mm, mm.
00:14:40The viola.
00:14:42Any good?
00:14:44Yes.
00:14:45Very.
00:14:49How do you keep your violin from getting stolen?
00:14:51You put it in a viola case, right?
00:14:58That's not funny.
00:14:59Um, what's the difference between a viola and a coffin?
00:15:02A coffin has a dead person on the inside.
00:15:05Because viola players are dead?
00:15:07No?
00:15:07Why is a viola solo like premature ejaculation?
00:15:12Because even though you know it's coming,
00:15:14there's nothing you can do about it.
00:15:18I can't help it.
00:15:19I've got this weird autistic mind for jokes,
00:15:21and I went to this music-slash-nerd summer camp
00:15:23when I was, like, ten, and I played the triangle.
00:15:25Right.
00:15:26And I'm an only child, so, you know, understand.
00:15:28You look too young to be married.
00:15:33You newlywed?
00:15:34No.
00:15:35Stop making me feel like a stalker.
00:15:49Fuck.
00:15:49Oh, hey, have you got 50 cents?
00:16:05If you can catch it.
00:16:10Grazie.
00:16:11Grazie.
00:16:11What brought you out of here today?
00:16:35Barry?
00:16:36Barry?
00:16:36Ha!
00:16:37Barry.
00:16:39I like it.
00:16:41They have this device down in the basement.
00:16:43It's like a torture cage.
00:16:44They lock you in there until you turn to bones.
00:16:48Can you imagine dying by just sitting there?
00:16:51That would suck.
00:16:52In, like, the 1300s, thousands of families lived in this castle.
00:17:03It doesn't smell pretty bad.
00:17:05All those people crammed onto this rock.
00:17:10Wow.
00:17:11I know.
00:17:12I've been coming here every day, and it still gets me.
00:17:17If only we could kill off all the tourists.
00:17:20You're a tourist.
00:17:22No, I'm not.
00:17:24I came out here a few months ago with this volunteer organization dedicated to studying the relic populations of dolphins and whales in the Gulf of Naples.
00:17:33I can't tell if you're joking.
00:17:36I'm dead fucking serious.
00:17:40No, I just didn't want to go to college, and they paid for me to come over.
00:17:43Four connecting flights, a 72-hour plane ride, but, you know, it was worth it.
00:17:47My first time out of the U.S.
00:17:49How old are you?
00:17:49I'm 19.
00:17:50It's my birthday today.
00:17:52Is it really?
00:17:53Uh-huh.
00:17:54Happy birthday.
00:17:55Thank you very much.
00:17:56Yeah, so I left the program after, like, a month.
00:17:59Fuck the relic dolphins!
00:18:01Because I stayed on the island, because I have this awesome living situation.
00:18:05I'll tell you the short version.
00:18:07Basically, I used to have ancestors in Ischia, so when I come over, I Facebook this second cousin twice removed.
00:18:12The second cousin twice removed, in case you didn't know, is when one person's great-grandparent is another person's great-great-great-grandparent.
00:18:18I'd love to hear the long version.
00:18:20Sorry.
00:18:20Anyway, so this relative gave me the name of this great-uncle who lives on the island, so I show up.
00:18:26He answers the door, and he's, like, the oldest fucker I've ever seen, easily pushing a hundred.
00:18:32A hundred?
00:18:33Yeah, if not older.
00:18:34He's, like, deaf and blind and about four feet tall.
00:18:37He mumbles a couple of things to me in some crazy dialect, ushers me inside, pours me a glass of wine, and leads me to this basement apartment.
00:18:44And, uh, yeah, I never left.
00:19:14Love teaches me to feed on flames and tears.
00:19:41To turn withered hope green through desire.
00:19:49To re-enslave my heart each time love frees his noble face from that heavy disdain.
00:19:57Who is that?
00:19:59Victoria Colonna.
00:20:01Ah, the woman who lived here.
00:20:05You read that in your guidebook this morning, didn't you, Jane?
00:20:09Sneaky.
00:20:09Yeah, I've decided to learn Italian by committing to memory all the sonnets she wrote to Michelangelo in English and Italian.
00:20:17Who thought Michelangelo was gay?
00:20:19Ah, according to history and the muscular thighs of his sculptures, yes.
00:20:25But that didn't stop her from loving him.
00:20:29Let's hear it, then.
00:20:31In Italian.
00:20:33Let's hear the poem.
00:20:35Come on.
00:20:36De lacrime a de faco nutria l'alma.
00:20:44Con secca speme rinvedia la voglia.
00:20:50Lega de nuovo il cor quando de scioglia.
00:20:55Segna maggiore la vista tierra ed alma.
00:20:59I'm impressed.
00:21:09You hungry?
00:21:10Why, you gonna take me out?
00:21:13Yeah.
00:21:18Alright then.
00:21:19Okay.
00:21:24Two pastas with the house sauce, please?
00:21:28Red.
00:21:28White?
00:21:29Red, please.
00:21:30Uh-huh.
00:21:31Grazie.
00:21:33So you're really not going to tell me what you do?
00:21:35I write freelance articles about parties and fashion trends in town and country UK.
00:21:46There's something else.
00:21:54I'm writing a book about my grandmother's experiences in rural England, living through
00:21:59two world wars.
00:22:01I recorded her for hours and hours.
00:22:04But now, I don't know.
00:22:09What don't you know?
00:22:12You want to listen?
00:22:14A little?
00:22:15Yeah.
00:22:16Yeah?
00:22:17Yeah, I know it.
00:22:17I love to listen.
00:22:18I love to listen.
00:22:29Well, it's hangled up.
00:22:35I don't love.
00:22:36Okay.
00:22:42Awful as it was, it made you stronger.
00:22:45These days, people whine about all sorts of things.
00:22:49I'm not one of those old people who think my time had the only joy and the only problems.
00:22:52We all have our own private wars, every era, but it was nothing like it.
00:23:00It really brought people together, the war.
00:23:02We helped each other during that time.
00:23:05We had to laugh.
00:23:06We had to smile.
00:23:08Well, if not for ourselves, then for the people we'd lost.
00:23:12I shut that thing off.
00:23:13Would you get it out of my face?
00:23:18That is like, it's like a window in time.
00:23:22It's the sort of thing you wish you always did before someone died, you know?
00:23:27My husband thinks I'm never going to finish it.
00:23:30I shouldn't care what anyone thinks.
00:23:32We met while I was recording her.
00:23:35Bonding over Granny, huh?
00:23:38Make it sound perverse.
00:23:40That's what it was, right?
00:23:43Buongiorno.
00:23:43Buongiorno.
00:23:44Signori.
00:23:52I got pregnant, so we got married.
00:24:01I lost the baby.
00:24:05I'm sorry.
00:24:06I didn't go back after that to the States.
00:24:31Did you, uh, did you ever hear that story about the Red Strain?
00:24:43I think I might have.
00:24:44Tell me.
00:24:45It's like this Asian proverb says that anyone you're destined to meet, like, uh, your soulmate
00:24:56or your family or, you know, someone you bump into on the street, we're all connected by
00:25:04this red string.
00:25:05It can be tangled or stretched, but it can never be broken.
00:25:17There's this moment in the tape.
00:25:21I'm sitting, waiting in the airport bar for my flight.
00:25:24And I'm talking into the recorder, rambling on about how I'm about to embark on this amazing
00:25:32adventure and how I'm going to show World War II from a totally different perspective.
00:25:38But.
00:25:46I don't know if it's that interesting.
00:25:50That's the whole point, isn't it?
00:25:51You're keeping it interesting for yourself.
00:25:57Maybe.
00:26:00Maybe I just want to write about nothing.
00:26:03Everything is nothing.
00:26:06All the best.
00:26:07Compliano.
00:26:08Grazie.
00:26:09Grazie.
00:26:13Make a wish.
00:26:16Make it great.
00:26:17Okay.
00:26:25Bravo.
00:26:26Bravo.
00:26:27Hey.
00:26:27Come on.
00:26:28Come on.
00:26:36What do you mean I'm ready to go?
00:26:37Ready?
00:26:38What?
00:26:38Grab my hand.
00:26:39Wait.
00:26:40Go, go, go.
00:26:41Oh, my God.
00:26:41Go!
00:26:41Oh, my gosh.
00:26:42Oh, my gosh.
00:26:42Oh, my gosh.
00:26:42Oh, my gosh.
00:26:42Oh, my gosh.
00:26:43Oh, my gosh.
00:26:43Oh, my gosh.
00:26:44Oh, my gosh.
00:26:45Oh, my gosh.
00:26:45Oh, my gosh.
00:26:46What do you mean?
00:26:51Stronzo!
00:26:53Hey, hey, hey.
00:26:55It's the carabinerie.
00:26:56Hey, please.
00:26:57No, no, no.
00:26:58Hey.
00:26:59Yeah, yeah.
00:27:00Oh, my God.
00:27:00Yeah.
00:27:03Hey.
00:27:04We can't go back.
00:27:05We can't go back.
00:27:06We can't go back.
00:27:07We can't go back.
00:27:07We can't go back.
00:27:08We can't go back.
00:27:10We can't go back.
00:27:11We can't go back.
00:27:11Oh, my God.
00:27:12Oh, my God.
00:27:15Hey.
00:27:15Oh, my God.
00:27:17Oh, my God.
00:27:18Hey.
00:27:21Hey, yeah.
00:27:23Hey, yeah.
00:27:25Hey.
00:27:27It'd make you feel better if I said I said the one day off.
00:27:30Yes, it's true.
00:27:33Yes, it's true.
00:27:34I made the check when I went to the bathroom.
00:27:36Why are we still running?
00:27:52I don't know why we're still running.
00:28:06Oh my gosh.
00:28:13What about my nose?
00:28:20Will you come back?
00:28:22Maybe.
00:28:25Maybe is not a no.
00:28:28And since I don't have a phone,
00:28:30you're going to have to give me your number
00:28:33for cheap thrills and future crimes committed.
00:28:36No.
00:28:40Fair enough.
00:28:50I've got to go catch a fairy.
00:28:56Hey.
00:29:02Why do violists keep their viola cases on their dashboards?
00:29:18Why?
00:29:22So they can park in handicapped spots.
00:29:27Oh.
00:29:32Happy birthday.
00:29:35God bless you.
00:29:36God bless you.
00:29:51God bless you.
00:29:54God bless you.
00:30:57Nice.
00:31:29Jane.
00:31:31Tony.
00:31:33Got some pastries.
00:31:35You're still asleep?
00:31:37Jane.
00:31:39Tony.
00:31:41Got some pastries.
00:31:43You're still asleep?
00:31:45Jane.
00:31:47You're still asleep?
00:31:51Jane.
00:31:53Jane.
00:31:55Jane.
00:31:57Jane.
00:31:59Jane.
00:32:01Jane.
00:32:03Jane.
00:32:05Jane.
00:32:07Jane.
00:32:09Jane.
00:32:11Jane.
00:32:13Jane.
00:32:15Jane.
00:32:17Jane.
00:32:19Jane.
00:32:21Jane.
00:32:23Jane.
00:32:25Jane.
00:32:27Jane.
00:32:29Jane.
00:32:31one time. We used to go all over the place. There were wonderful times. I never had an
00:32:40American boyfriend. I liked some of them. They were nice boys, but I didn't want to leave
00:32:50my mom and dad. I wish I had sometimes. You know when you were 19, the world just felt
00:32:56so open and carefree and full of possibility. You reminded me of that at that time. You
00:33:06were 19 when we met? Yeah. I wouldn't have described you as carefree back then, not at all. Well,
00:33:12I felt nostalgia or something for youth. You're not old, Jane. We ran out on the bill. You
00:33:21just ran out? What do you mean you ran out on the bill? Perhaps I'm not explaining it
00:33:25well. It was fun. It was just fun. How was work? The conductor is actually a descendant
00:33:46of Walter Lake, which is fascinating. The three of us should plan a dinner before we leave.
00:33:50I'd like that. Jane? Oh my God. This is Caleb. Hi. No, no, we were just talking about you. We
00:34:05were. That's so weird. That's it, please. Sit down. Join us. Yeah. What? I don't have
00:34:12a chance of a wreck. I know, right? I'm actually going to get back pretty soon. That's okay. I
00:34:22already ate, so I'll just grab a coffee or something.
00:34:29Can I have the check, please? In a cafe, play, play, play? Oh, no thank you. Jane, you don't smoke. Yes, I do.
00:34:49Sometimes, at parties. You know that. Well, I don't do it a lot.
00:34:56Is that good? Grazie. Grazie.
00:35:03Italian food's so overrated. I love it. There's no variety. English food, on the other hand.
00:35:11Say what you like about it. There's nothing like a good steak and kidney pie. I went to this party the other day in this villa owned by this old drunk expat. They had like a private chef and everything. And they were serving this like loaf of meat covered in sauce with all these other loaves. And this girl came over to me and said it was cat. No. No joke. Like a
00:35:18roasted mommy cat and her kittens. That is disgusting. True story.
00:35:25True story.
00:35:30No. No joke. Like a roasted mommy cat and her kittens.
00:35:33That is disgusting. True story.
00:35:48Why don't you tell Leonard one of your viola jokes.
00:35:53One of your viola jokes.
00:35:58Come on.
00:35:59I'm selling my ant.
00:36:01Come on. Let's hear one.
00:36:06Um...
00:36:08I have one.
00:36:12What is the definition of perfect pitch?
00:36:16What?
00:36:17When you throw a viola into the dumpster without hitting the rim.
00:36:24You didn't just make that up.
00:36:26I did.
00:36:27It's too good.
00:36:28I did.
00:36:29Well, I'm impressed and I'm stealing it.
00:36:32You can pretty much make that joke about any instrument.
00:36:38Did you play anything, Caleb?
00:36:40This and that, you know.
00:36:44Shall we?
00:36:45Good job.
00:36:46What time to go?
00:36:47Already?
00:36:48Yeah.
00:36:49I've got to get back to work.
00:37:00So what's next on your agenda, Caleb?
00:37:03Um...
00:37:04I'm thinking...
00:37:05Tibet.
00:37:06Oh, Tibet. Really?
00:37:07Yeah, there's this thing called the Shantan Festival at the end of the summer.
00:37:10Yeah, I've heard about that.
00:37:11Yeah, that's where the Buddhist monks unroll all the tapestries on the hill, right?
00:37:16The monks, the monks, the monks.
00:37:18It's so pretty.
00:37:20How do you support yourself?
00:37:22You know, a bit of this, a bit of that.
00:37:29All right, then.
00:37:31I'll walk you.
00:37:32Anybody have a pen?
00:37:33You got a pen?
00:37:34Yeah, I have a pen.
00:37:42Okay.
00:37:49I have a piece of paper.
00:37:50You know, you guys should definitely come over to the island.
00:37:52I'll take you somewhere for fun, you know.
00:37:54But don't knock on the front door.
00:37:55Come around the side.
00:37:57I need Regina.
00:37:59Alicia.
00:38:01Here we go.
00:38:06And thanks again for yesterday.
00:38:07Oh, no problem.
00:38:11Okay.
00:38:13Ciao.
00:38:14How stoned are you?
00:38:15Come on, man.
00:38:16We should tell him a pub.
00:38:17It's not a big deal.
00:38:19So you're saying you smoke back at her?
00:38:20Occasionally.
00:38:22Hey, can we do something fun tonight?
00:38:24Sure.
00:38:26I'm fine from here.
00:38:28Okay.
00:38:29See you after work.
00:38:30Yep.
00:38:31I'll be waiting.
00:38:33Bye.
00:38:35Bye.
00:38:36Bye.
00:38:38Bye.
00:38:39Bye.
00:38:40Bye.
00:38:41Bye.
00:38:42Bye.
00:38:43Bye.
00:38:44Bye.
00:39:14Hey.
00:39:15God, you scared me.
00:39:18Are you following me?
00:39:19Maybe?
00:39:20Is that weird?
00:39:22Yeah.
00:39:23I couldn't sleep last night.
00:39:36You told me you were staying near the port,
00:39:38so I got the first ferry this morning.
00:39:41I came looking for you.
00:39:44And I can't believe I found you.
00:39:53I can't believe I found you in my life.
00:40:00I can't believe I found you in your life.
00:40:03I can't believe I found you in your life.
00:40:08I've never watched the world anymore.
00:40:09I can't believe I saw you in your life.
00:40:13I can't believe I saw you in my life.
00:40:14I miss you in my life.
00:40:16Dear little boy, have a great job.
00:40:18Phil, have a great job to do so tightly and successfully,
00:40:22What are we doing?
00:40:29I think we'll make it out.
00:40:33So sexy and beautiful.
00:40:52I can't do this.
00:41:08What? What?
00:41:09I can't do this.
00:41:10Why?
00:41:22Do you do this a lot?
00:41:24What?
00:41:25Do you do this a lot?
00:41:26What?
00:41:27Do you seduce women?
00:41:28Is this what you do?
00:41:30You need to be less serious.
00:41:38Don't follow me.
00:41:52Don't follow me.
00:41:54Don't follow.
00:41:59I don't care.
00:42:05If you're literally aspiration a lot,
00:42:10you don't care.
00:42:12Don't do it.
00:42:13I don't care more.
00:42:17There was one boy from Belgium.
00:42:47He was lovely, he had a moustache, my mother hated moustaches, but he was shipped off, I never saw him again.
00:43:04Anyways, I met your grandfather not long after and we got married.
00:43:09Was it love at first sight with grandpa?
00:43:12Love at first sight?
00:43:14Stop that thing.
00:43:16I know.
00:43:18You're home early.
00:43:22I do deserve that.
00:43:24You know, it doesn't work for your husband.
00:43:28Jane, I'm sorry, just give me a minute.
00:43:29I have a hell of a mess in my bed.
00:43:31I've got so much stuff to do.
00:43:32Sorry, darling.
00:43:33Hey, do you still want to do something fun tonight?
00:43:34Yeah, absolutely.
00:43:35I've got some dinner, I thought we'd just stay in here, the two of us.
00:43:40I've just got to work this thing out for tomorrow.
00:43:42Okay.
00:43:43I'm sorry.
00:43:44I'm sorry.
00:43:45I'm sorry.
00:43:46I can't tell you, I can't?
00:43:47I can't tell you, I can't tell you.
00:43:48I can't tell you.
00:43:49Hello, darling.
00:43:50I can't tell you.
00:43:51I'm sorry.
00:43:52I can't ask my dad.
00:43:53I'll tell you.
00:43:54I can't tell you.
00:43:55I can't tell you.
00:43:56Hey, do you still want to do something fun tonight?
00:43:57Yeah, absolutely.
00:43:58Had lots of dinner.
00:43:59I thought we were just staying here.
00:44:00The two of us.
00:44:01Just got to work this thing out for tomorrow.
00:44:04OK.
00:44:05I'm sorry.
00:44:06I'm sorry.
00:44:08Thanks, Anthony.
00:44:11Hey.
00:44:12Hey.
00:44:13I'm sorry.
00:44:14It's OK.
00:44:45Leonard, can we talk?
00:45:15Say cheese.
00:45:29You should kind of be in the middle.
00:45:35Hold on a second.
00:45:51That's what our living room is missing.
00:46:08What did you do?
00:46:10Put my hand over my mouth.
00:46:11You did?
00:46:12What did you do?
00:46:13Just wave.
00:46:15What did you do?
00:46:34CHOIR SINGS
00:47:04PIANO PLAYS
00:47:34PIANO PLAYS
00:48:04PIANO PLAYS
00:48:34PIANO CONTINUES
00:48:41PIANO CONTINUES
00:48:46PIANO CONTINUES
00:48:49PIANO CONTINUES
00:48:57oh hi did I wake you no I think I need to be less serious
00:49:11yeah will you put my pants on
00:49:27I don't know
00:52:27Leonard thought you were lying about those cats.
00:52:51You said that?
00:52:56Were you?
00:52:58They were delicious.
00:52:59You made me feel nervous.
00:53:19You make me feel calm.
00:53:24You want a drink?
00:53:49You made me feel calm.
00:53:50You made me feel calm.
00:53:55You made me feel calm.
00:53:56You made me feel calm.
00:54:01You made me feel calm.
00:54:02You made me feel calm.
00:54:07You made me feel calm.
00:54:08You made me feel calm.
00:54:09You made me feel calm.
00:54:13You made me feel calm.
00:54:14You made me feel calm.
00:54:15You made me feel calm.
00:54:19You made me feel calm.
00:54:20You made me feel calm.
00:54:21You made me feel calm.
00:54:25You made me feel calm.
00:54:26You made me feel calm.
00:54:27You made me feel calm.
00:54:28You made me feel calm.
00:54:29You made me feel calm.
00:54:30You made me feel calm.
00:54:31You made me feel calm.
00:54:32You made me feel calm.
00:54:33You made me feel calm.
00:56:04I didn't sleep at all last night.
00:56:14Where have you been?
00:56:17Just walking.
00:56:19All night.
00:56:21I've been thinking.
00:56:23You left your phone here.
00:56:24I had to plug it in.
00:56:25We need to talk, Leonard.
00:56:28I have to go to work.
00:56:33Can you be late?
00:56:34No, I can't be late.
00:56:39Leonard.
00:56:40Jay, whatever you have to say to me, I want to hear it.
00:56:44I've committed myself.
00:56:45People are depending on me.
00:56:48I have to go to work.
00:56:52Okay.
00:56:52I'm going to go to work.
00:56:54Okay.
00:57:07You're okay.
00:57:08Okay.
00:57:10If it wasn't the war, it would have been something else.
00:57:31There's always something else, isn't there?
00:57:34That's the thing. That's the thing about struggle.
00:57:40I'm going to make some tea. Do you want some?
00:57:50I'm all right.
00:57:59If you go out like that again, just tell me. Don't worry.
00:58:04Okay.
00:58:06I can't seem to figure out what's going on in your head.
00:58:11Do you think everything we've been through actually does us any good? In the long run?
00:58:18Or do we just make out struggle to be something meaningful because that's all most of us have?
00:58:25I tell you next time we come to Italy...
00:58:26...I'll tell you.
00:58:27I can't tell you.
00:58:28You're right.
00:58:29You're right.
00:58:30I can't.
00:58:32It's your fault.
00:58:33That's right.
00:58:34It's my fault.
00:58:35Or do we just make our struggle to be something meaningful because that's all most of us have?
00:58:52I tell you, next time we come to Italy, to get a proper kitchen.
00:59:05I know what you want me to say, Jane.
00:59:28If one little thing had changed in my grandmother's life, I might not be here.
00:59:35Sometimes I worry I'm not honoring her.
00:59:42With the book?
00:59:47No, with my life.
00:59:54This is it, you know. It ends with me.
00:59:58In the harvest time, we all went to the field where they were cutting the corn.
01:00:08Everyone was chasing rabbits, and then we had our tea in the harvest fields.
01:00:14The horses.
01:00:20The horses.
01:00:21The horses back then, they were kept beautifully.
01:00:26Dad used to dress them all up. Brass things and little horseshoes.
01:00:37He put braids on them. They used to be gorgeous.
01:00:42What are your plans for tomorrow?
01:00:43There was one. Duke. He was a Clydesdale I used to ride down to the marshes.
01:00:53Every night, when he finished working.
01:01:00They were lovely days, really.
01:01:01They're gone. For me.
01:01:10Jane.
01:01:12But not for you.
01:01:14Jane.
01:01:16You know, it's different for you.
01:01:18In some ways, it's easier.
01:01:19You haven't got the war. People don't die as much as they did back then.
01:01:24But in some ways, it's more disjointed.
01:01:30You've got to make your own life.
01:01:33One that you love, and you can't be afraid of the...
01:01:36The time.
01:01:40Time is shiftable.
01:01:50There are moments in my life that I would trade 60 years to have back again.
01:01:55That's the truth.
01:01:57You'll know the truth when you find it.
01:02:00It'll come to you like something you've known before,
01:02:02rather than something you're learning for the first time.
01:02:09Oh, sorry.
01:02:11Ah!
01:02:13What is it?
01:02:14Oh!
01:02:16Oh, you...
01:02:17Are you alright?
01:02:22You okay?
01:02:23Yeah, I stung my toe.
01:02:26It's bleeding.
01:02:28It's fine.
01:02:30It's fine. It's fine. It's fine. It's fine. It's fine.
01:02:33Are you losing it?
01:02:35Yes.
01:02:37Fuck.
01:02:47I met these backpackers last night, Frank and Elsa.
01:02:50She's French. He's German.
01:02:52They're going to Tibet.
01:02:55And I'm going with them.
01:02:59I want you to come with me.
01:03:17That's a very good job.
01:03:18I, as a man.
01:03:20You're going to be a good job.
01:03:21You, as a man.
01:03:22I don't know.
01:03:23I'm going to be an awful day.
01:03:25I know.
01:03:27I know you're ******.
01:03:28That's one.
01:03:30You're a good job.
01:03:32I was a good job.
01:03:34I was a good job.
01:03:36I got you.
01:03:38I got you.
01:03:40I got you.
01:03:41I can't go to the table.
01:03:42I can't go to this desk.
01:03:43Hi.
01:04:05Hi.
01:04:06How are you?
01:04:09I don't think I'm chomped at doing another stint like this.
01:04:24How's the writing going?
01:04:27I'm feeling inspired.
01:04:32It's fantastic.
01:04:34I think I've figured out the key to finishing the project.
01:04:38Are you listening?
01:04:45You found the key to finishing this project.
01:04:53But the water here tastes so funny.
01:04:59Have you ever cheated on me?
01:05:04Oh, Jane.
01:05:05Have you?
01:05:06Can we not?
01:05:08Have you?
01:05:13Absolutely not.
01:05:16Why did you take such a long time to answer that?
01:05:19Because I'm sick.
01:05:22Of what, Leonard?
01:05:23Of it being so hard?
01:05:26Yes.
01:05:27Tedious?
01:05:29I hate talking about sex with you.
01:05:36Is that what we're talking about?
01:05:38Normal people talk about sex, Leonard.
01:05:41And we don't?
01:05:43There's just huge vacant lots that we don't discuss.
01:05:48Like what?
01:05:49Is there anything you want to ask me?
01:05:52Why?
01:05:53Is there anything you want to tell me?
01:05:54I just want to connect.
01:05:55So you don't feel that we're connected?
01:06:00Do you?
01:06:01I love you.
01:06:14I get it, Leonard.
01:06:15I get it.
01:06:16It's always been this big, serious, grave thing for us.
01:06:20Sex has consequences.
01:06:21Life and death.
01:06:22Mostly death.
01:06:23Jane, please.
01:06:24Let me guess.
01:06:25You don't want to talk about it?
01:06:26No, that's not what I'm saying.
01:06:27You're just...
01:06:28Do you want to have children, Leonard?
01:06:30Of course I did.
01:06:31Not did.
01:06:32Do you want to have children?
01:06:35So did you.
01:06:37But...
01:06:40Say it.
01:06:41Jane.
01:06:42Say it.
01:06:44I can't have children, Leonard.
01:06:47I never will.
01:06:50And if we keep trying, they keep dying.
01:06:53Please, Jane.
01:06:54Again and again and again.
01:06:55Please.
01:06:56How does that make you feel?
01:07:04It's not your father.
01:07:05How does it make you feel, Leonard?
01:07:07How does it make you feel?
01:07:09You will never be a father.
01:07:13We can adopt.
01:07:14That's not what you want.
01:07:15Is it?
01:07:18Is that what you want?
01:07:19Hmm?
01:07:20Because I think about it all the time.
01:07:27That the one thing you always wanted, I will never be able to give you.
01:07:30What are you trying to do, Jane?
01:07:42I just want to know that there's a reason for it all.
01:07:45You're not curious about me, Leonard.
01:07:58Not really.
01:07:59What do you want me to know?
01:08:00You shouldn't have to ask.
01:08:02You shouldn't have to ask.
01:08:03I feel as if you want me to be someone I'm not.
01:08:09Someone that I've never been.
01:08:14I'm leaving you.
01:08:17I've been seeing someone else.
01:08:24See him.
01:08:26Caleb.
01:08:28That kid.
01:08:29That kid, that child, that kid you've known for two days.
01:08:33It's been longer than that.
01:08:34Please tell me you're joking.
01:08:36Time is shiftable.
01:08:38I don't get it.
01:08:39Leonard.
01:08:41I don't get it.
01:08:42He's asked me to travel with him.
01:08:44Are you sleeping with him?
01:08:48What do you think?
01:08:49I kept waiting for you to see it, to smell it, to sense it!
01:08:59So what?
01:09:00I failed your test?
01:09:01You don't see me!
01:09:19I'm sorry.
01:09:23I'm sorry.
01:09:24For what?
01:09:26I'm sorry.
01:09:27For what?
01:09:28I shouldn't have done that.
01:09:29No.
01:09:30Losing my temper.
01:09:31I shouldn't have done that.
01:09:32You had every right to lose your temper!
01:09:33No, no, no, no.
01:09:34If you think that this is what's going to make you feel better, then you should go.
01:09:38You should go with him.
01:09:40You've been through a terrible, terrible thing, Jane.
01:09:43No.
01:09:44That is not what this is about.
01:09:45Of course it is.
01:09:46You don't love me anymore, Leonard!
01:09:48You don't love me!
01:09:49That's rubbish.
01:09:52This is your ticket.
01:09:54The day after my performance, meet me at the train station.
01:10:00Our training's at 4.30.
01:10:03We'll go home together.
01:10:07I want you to do what you need to do.
01:10:13And then come back to me.
01:10:17No questions asked.
01:10:18No guilt.
01:10:22This is good.
01:10:23.
01:10:30.
01:10:37.
01:11:45Hi.
01:11:47Hi.
01:11:59You want some?
01:12:01Oh, thanks.
01:12:33Frank, you know, it's coming over in a couple of hours.
01:12:48Frank bought a car, so we're going to head out in a couple of weeks or so, you know.
01:13:00I'm thinking of driving through Romania and then Ukraine and down through Russia and through Kazakhstan and then straight to Tibet.
01:14:08Ciao.
01:14:10Buena fortuna.
01:14:12Ciao.
01:14:18The
01:14:22The
01:14:26The
01:14:31The
01:14:37The
01:14:43The
01:14:46Jay, you've got to come over to this side, the train's going to be here in a minute.
01:15:06It's four in the morning, the end of December, I'm riding you now just to see you.
01:15:36New York is cold, but I like where I'm living.
01:15:43There's music on Clinton Street all through the evening.
01:15:50I hear that you're building your house deep in the desert.
01:16:01Are you living for nothing now?
01:16:07Hope you're keeping some kind of record.
01:16:12Yes.
01:16:13And Jane came by with a lock of your hair.
01:16:22She said that you gave it to her that night when you planned to go clear.
01:16:33I wouldn't want to live to be 100.
01:16:35Why not?
01:16:36I'm not telling you why not.
01:16:38Did you ever go clear?
01:16:43Now shut that thing off.
01:16:45Let's go.
01:16:46Let's go.
01:16:47Let's go.
01:16:48Let's go.
01:16:49Let's go.
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