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00:00:00Excuse me, it's okay.
00:00:02It's okay. It's okay, it's okay.
00:00:05It's okay.
00:00:07Let me help her back.
00:00:30It's okay, it's okay.
00:00:33Maruzella, Maruzella.
00:00:42Vedi, questo è Napoli.
00:00:44Napoli è pieno divertimento.
00:00:46Ci sono posti per divertirti e posti che ci sono brutti.
00:01:00Alla prossima.
00:01:06I'm looking for the concert.
00:01:07And then you drive right by it.
00:01:09There it is.
00:01:13Very funny.
00:01:23I think it's gonna be good.
00:01:25Must be.
00:01:30The traffic of Napoli.
00:01:32I don't know who these people are.
00:01:34This is called the first place.
00:01:43Shit.
00:01:45Whoa.
00:01:46Camp on my wallet.
00:01:51R UC case?
00:01:52No.
00:01:53No, I see a sign of the UC.
00:01:55Somewhere?
00:01:56Maybe it's in my car.
00:02:00She just lost her purse.
00:02:02She lost her purse.
00:02:08She lost her purse.
00:02:10She lost her purse.
00:02:12She lost her purse.
00:02:14She lost her purse.
00:02:16He killed her no minute after that time.
00:02:18Why don't she do anything?
00:02:20You just gave her a minute?
00:02:22One moment!
00:02:24I don't know...
00:02:26I don't know what it is.
00:02:28Where did you have it last?
00:02:30The train station, I think?
00:02:32The exchange group?
00:02:34Oh, Jamie.
00:02:36I'm sorry.
00:02:38That bastard at the train station started when you dropped all your stuff.
00:02:42This is 170, not 70.
00:02:44Where do we need to go?
00:02:46I don't know.
00:02:48I don't know.
00:02:50I don't know.
00:02:52I don't know.
00:02:54I don't know.
00:02:56Where do we need to go?
00:02:58We need sevens.
00:03:10Here we go.
00:03:20Is this it?
00:03:22I think it's nice.
00:03:26It's nice.
00:03:28Yes, I have a credit card.
00:03:30The number's on file on my computer.
00:03:32Yes, I have them here.
00:03:34Okay.
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00:03:44Yes, I have her credit card numbers on file on my computer.
00:03:49Yes, I have them here.
00:03:52Okay.
00:03:52Okay.
00:03:535533 7645 8787 9157.
00:04:045-7.
00:04:06Yeah.
00:04:08Expires 12.15.
00:04:11No, she'll definitely need another card sent out immediately.
00:04:14We're here for two weeks.
00:04:17No, I'm working here.
00:04:21Yes, I'll hold.
00:04:23You love how they ask, as if I have a choice.
00:04:27Do you know what I'm going to try to do while I'm here?
00:04:30Besides knowing Italian.
00:04:32I don't know why you think that's so ridiculous.
00:04:34I don't at all.
00:04:36I admire you.
00:04:37I just think it's too late for me.
00:04:40That's not true.
00:04:41You can't teach an old dog new tricks.
00:04:43Besides, what's the point?
00:04:47The whole bloody world speaks English.
00:04:49Well, I...
00:04:50I'm going to finally transcribe the tapes.
00:04:55Yes.
00:04:57All right.
00:04:59Okay.
00:05:00Well, if you can see it through to the end.
00:05:05I think that's wonderful.
00:05:07What does that mean?
00:05:09Nothing.
00:05:11Nothing?
00:05:13I think it's a fantastic idea, Jen.
00:05:15I always have.
00:05:16You know that?
00:05:16You don't sound very supportive.
00:05:25You have my support.
00:05:27I'm sorry if that came out wrong.
00:05:31I just know how emotional listening to them can be.
00:05:34Has been for you.
00:05:36I think enough time has passed.
00:05:38Well, that's great.
00:05:39Why do you think he killed himself?
00:06:04I don't know.
00:06:08Who?
00:06:10David Foster Wallace.
00:06:13I don't know.
00:06:17You can't get a sense by his writing?
00:06:20You have to read it when I'm done, don't I?
00:06:21Do you think he recognized a blank infinity just stretching out?
00:06:34He got to this point maybe where it was just day after day after day.
00:06:39I really don't know, John.
00:06:40Just so tedious.
00:06:44And then, of course, he felt guilty.
00:06:46Most people think life is too short, and there he was, all the talent in the world, and it wasn't enough.
00:06:50Can I, can we not talk about this?
00:06:54Just, just, just a bit more, then.
00:07:12Love you.
00:07:15Love you, too.
00:07:20Do you feel all right?
00:07:37Do you feel okay?
00:07:38Yeah.
00:07:40Are you sure?
00:07:46Mm-hmm.
00:07:50Do you feel okay?
00:08:20người ngert
00:08:24Yen
00:08:27Have you?
00:08:32Did you feel like,
00:08:36I did you?
00:08:39Da.
00:08:42I did.
00:08:43I did.
00:08:44Oh, mm-hmm.
00:08:45Da.
00:08:45Oh, mm-hmm.
00:08:46Kinda.
00:08:46I don't know.
00:09:16I'm sure you won't come with.
00:09:18You'll be so busy.
00:09:21I get boring all alone.
00:09:24I think someone should be here in case the card is delivered.
00:09:27True.
00:09:32Then I think I might go out, see what the world has to offer.
00:09:37If you do, leave me a message, okay?
00:09:41So I can worry about you.
00:09:44Okay.
00:09:49I've left you some money here.
00:09:54I'll see you later.
00:09:55Have a good day.
00:09:56I'll see you later.
00:10:06I'll see you later.
00:10:08I'll see you later.
00:10:20Testing, testing.
00:10:21Okay.
00:10:22Do you have any stories for my book?
00:10:26What kind of stories?
00:10:29Stories that you've prepared.
00:10:31Or I can ask them the list of stories that Dad told me about.
00:10:34Go ahead and ask from your father's list.
00:10:36God rest his soul.
00:10:37Let's start with the war.
00:10:39We went into an air raid shelter.
00:10:41My mother, your great-grandmother, she was shaking.
00:10:45Sirens wailed and then there was the sound of a bomb.
00:10:49And the man next to us, he said, I was in a shelter last night with my wife and my little boy.
00:10:56And half of it got blown away.
00:10:59There was blood in his hair.
00:11:01He was all alone.
00:11:02That nearly finished my mother, you know.
00:11:05Here we were in this tiny town in England, miles from Germany, from Russia, from Italy, from any front lines.
00:11:14And this man, he had blood in his hair.
00:11:24Good night, cappuccino.
00:11:26Okay.
00:11:44Good night, cappuccino.
00:11:45Good night, cappuccino.
00:11:46Good night.
00:11:47Good night.
00:11:48Good night.
00:11:49Good night.
00:11:50Good night.
00:11:51Good night.
00:11:52Good night.
00:11:53Good night.
00:11:55Good night.
00:11:56Good night.
00:11:57We were riding our bikes to school when the Germans started firing at us.
00:12:01We jumped into a hedge.
00:12:03We were terrified but afterwards we couldn't stop laughing.
00:12:07It feels now as if I'm the only one who remembers that.
00:12:12It's as vivid to me as if it happened yesterday.
00:12:18Oh, hi, Leonard.
00:12:20It's Jane.
00:12:21I decided to take an impromptu trip to Iskia,
00:12:24or, um, Iskia, as they pronounce it.
00:12:28See, I'm learning a little bit.
00:12:30Um, anyway, I'll be home later.
00:12:33I hope you have a good day.
00:12:35Bye.
00:12:36Those friends are all dead now.
00:12:39There's no one left.
00:12:41That's one of my regrets, you know.
00:12:44Sometimes I think I should have had more children,
00:12:47not just your father.
00:12:50You're all alone now that your parents are gone.
00:12:54No brothers, no sisters.
00:12:59I'm upsetting you.
00:13:01Let's talk about something else.
00:13:03You want to ask me more boring questions about the war?
00:13:08All right, then.
00:13:10Uh, scusi.
00:13:12Susi.
00:13:13Um, the castle?
00:13:15Castle?
00:13:16Parlato inglese?
00:13:18No, no, no.
00:13:19No?
00:13:19No.
00:13:20Um, castello oregonese?
00:13:23Ah, andare.
00:13:25Andare?
00:13:26Andare?
00:13:26Sì.
00:13:26Ah, grazie.
00:13:27I'm actually going there now.
00:13:51To the castle.
00:13:53You speak English now?
00:13:54Yeah.
00:13:55Why, do you think I was Italian?
00:13:56Yeah.
00:13:57Yes!
00:13:57That's great.
00:13:58That's cool.
00:13:59Hey, hey, hey.
00:14:01Where are you from?
00:14:03London.
00:14:04No, in America.
00:14:05Come on.
00:14:05Maine.
00:14:06No, shit.
00:14:07I'm from Massachusetts.
00:14:08That's crazy.
00:14:09That's weird.
00:14:10Right?
00:14:11Yeah.
00:14:12Vacation?
00:14:13No.
00:14:13Are you?
00:14:14What?
00:14:15Are you here on vacation?
00:14:16Oh.
00:14:16Sorry.
00:14:20I thought you were saying you were on vacation.
00:14:22Me?
00:14:23No.
00:14:25So, come on.
00:14:27My husband is working in Naples.
00:14:30What does he do?
00:14:32He is playing in a concert at the end of the month.
00:14:35Cool.
00:14:36What does he play?
00:14:37Viola.
00:14:39Mm, mm, mm.
00:14:40The viola.
00:14:42Any good?
00:14:44Yes.
00:14:45Very.
00:14:46How do you keep your violin from getting stolen?
00:14:53You put it in a viola case, right?
00:14:58That's not funny.
00:14:59What's the difference between a viola and a coffin?
00:15:02A coffin has a dead person on the inside.
00:15:05Because viola players are dead?
00:15:07No?
00:15:07Why is a viola solo like premature ejaculation?
00:15:12Because even though you know it's coming,
00:15:14there's nothing you can do about it.
00:15:18I can't help it.
00:15:19I've got this weird autistic mind for jokes,
00:15:21and I went to this music-slash-nerd summer camp
00:15:23when I was, like, 10, and I played the triangle.
00:15:25Right.
00:15:26And I'm an only child, so, you know, understand.
00:15:31You look too young to be married.
00:15:33You newlywed?
00:15:34No.
00:15:36No.
00:15:36You're making me feel like a stalker.
00:15:48Fuck.
00:15:49You're making me feel like a stalker, fuck.
00:15:51Oh, hey, have you got 50 cents?
00:16:06If you can catch it.
00:16:10Grazie.
00:16:11Grazie.
00:16:11Grazie.
00:16:21What brought you out of here today?
00:16:36Fairy.
00:16:36Ha!
00:16:37Fairy.
00:16:39I like it.
00:16:41They have this device down in the basement.
00:16:43It's like a torture cage.
00:16:44They lock you in there until you turn up bones.
00:16:48But can you imagine dying by just sitting there?
00:16:51That would suck.
00:16:58In, like, the 1300s,
00:17:00thousands of families lived in this castle.
00:17:03It must have smelled pretty bad.
00:17:05All those people crammed onto this rock.
00:17:10Wow.
00:17:12I know.
00:17:13I've been coming here every day,
00:17:15and it still gets me.
00:17:16If only we could kill off all the tourists.
00:17:20You're a tourist.
00:17:22No, I'm not.
00:17:24I came out here a few months ago
00:17:26with this volunteer organization
00:17:28dedicated to studying the relic populations
00:17:31of dolphins and whales in the Gulf of Naples.
00:17:35I can't tell if you're joking.
00:17:36I'm dead fucking serious.
00:17:40No, I just didn't want to go to college,
00:17:41and they paid for me to come over.
00:17:43Before connecting flights,
00:17:44it's a 72-hour plane ride,
00:17:45but, you know, it was worth it.
00:17:47My first time out of the U.S.
00:17:49How old are you?
00:17:49I'm 19.
00:17:50It's my birthday today.
00:17:52Is it really?
00:17:53Uh-huh.
00:17:54Happy birthday.
00:17:55Thank you very much.
00:17:56Yeah, so I left the program
00:17:57after, like, a month.
00:17:59Fuck the relic dolphins!
00:18:01Because I stayed on the island
00:18:03because I have this awesome living situation.
00:18:05I'll tell you the short version.
00:18:07Basically, I used to have ancestors in Ischia,
00:18:09so when I come over,
00:18:10I Facebook this second cousin twice removed.
00:18:12The second cousin twice removed,
00:18:13in case you didn't know,
00:18:14is when one person's great-grandparent
00:18:16is another person's great-great-great-grandparent.
00:18:18I'd love to hear the long version.
00:18:20Sorry.
00:18:20Anyway, so this relative gave me the name
00:18:23of this great-uncle who lives on the island,
00:18:25so I show up.
00:18:27He answers the door,
00:18:28and he's, like, the oldest fucker I've ever seen,
00:18:30easily pushing a hundred.
00:18:32A hundred?
00:18:33Yeah, if not older.
00:18:34He's, like, deaf and blind and about four feet tall,
00:18:37and he mumbles a couple of things to me
00:18:38in some crazy dialect,
00:18:40ushers me inside,
00:18:41pours me a glass of wine,
00:18:42and leads me to this basement apartment,
00:18:44and, uh, yeah, I never left.
00:18:53And, uh, yeah, I never left.
00:19:23Love teaches me to feed on flames and tears,
00:19:43to turn withered hope green through desire,
00:19:48to re-enslave my heart each time
00:19:51and love frees his noble face
00:19:53from that heavy disdain.
00:19:57Who is that?
00:19:59Vittoria Colonna.
00:20:01Ah, the woman who lived here.
00:20:05You read that in your guy book this morning,
00:20:07didn't you, Jane?
00:20:09Sneaky.
00:20:11Yeah, I've decided to learn Italian
00:20:12by committing to memory
00:20:13all the sonnets she wrote to Michelangelo
00:20:15in English and Italian.
00:20:17I thought Michelangelo was gay.
00:20:19Ah, according to history
00:20:21and the muscular thighs of his sculptures, yes,
00:20:25but that didn't stop her from loving him.
00:20:29Let's hear it, then.
00:20:31In Italian.
00:20:32Let's hear the poem.
00:20:35Come on.
00:20:36De lacrime a de faco
00:20:40nutria l'alma.
00:20:44Con secca speme
00:20:46rinvedia la voglia.
00:20:50Lega di nuovo il cuore
00:20:52quando di scioglia.
00:20:55Segna maggiore la vista
00:20:57tierra ed alma.
00:20:59I'm impressed.
00:21:08You hungry?
00:21:10Why, you gonna take me out?
00:21:13Yeah.
00:21:18All right, then.
00:21:19Okay.
00:21:24Two pastas with the house sauce, please.
00:21:28Red.
00:21:28White or red?
00:21:29Red, please.
00:21:30Uh-huh.
00:21:31Grazie.
00:21:33So you're really not gonna tell me what you do?
00:21:40I write freelance articles
00:21:42about parties and fashion trends
00:21:43in town and country UK.
00:21:46There's something else.
00:21:54I'm writing a book
00:21:55about my grandmother's experiences
00:21:57in rural England
00:21:58living through two world wars.
00:22:01I recorded her for hours and hours.
00:22:04But now,
00:22:05I don't know.
00:22:09What don't you know?
00:22:12You wanna listen?
00:22:13A little?
00:22:15Yeah.
00:22:16Yeah?
00:22:17Yeah, I know it.
00:22:17I love to listen.
00:22:34That's tangled up.
00:22:35Oh, God.
00:22:36Awful as it was,
00:22:43it made you stronger.
00:22:45These days,
00:22:46people whine about all sorts of things.
00:22:49I'm not one of those old people
00:22:50who think my time had the only joy
00:22:52and the only problems.
00:22:52We all have our own private wars
00:22:56every era,
00:22:57but it was nothing like
00:22:59it really brought people together,
00:23:01the war.
00:23:02We helped each other
00:23:04during that time.
00:23:05We had to laugh.
00:23:06We had to smile.
00:23:08Well, if not for ourselves,
00:23:10then for the people we'd lost.
00:23:12I shut that thing off.
00:23:13Would you get it out of my face?
00:23:15That is like,
00:23:20it's like a window in time.
00:23:23The sort of thing
00:23:23which you always did
00:23:25before someone died,
00:23:26you know?
00:23:27My husband thinks
00:23:28I'm never gonna finish it.
00:23:30I shouldn't care
00:23:31what anyone thinks.
00:23:32We met while I was recording her.
00:23:35Bonding over Granny, huh?
00:23:38Make it sound perverse.
00:23:40That's what it was, right?
00:23:43Buongiorno.
00:23:44Buongiorno.
00:23:44I got pregnant,
00:23:54so we got married.
00:24:01I lost the baby.
00:24:05I'm sorry.
00:24:14I didn't go back after that
00:24:30to the States.
00:24:31Did you ever hear that story
00:24:40about the Red Strain?
00:24:43I think I might have.
00:24:44Tell me.
00:24:45It's like this Asian proverb
00:24:51says that anyone you're destined to meet,
00:24:55like your soulmate
00:24:56or your family
00:24:58or, you know,
00:25:01someone you bump into
00:25:02on the street,
00:25:03we're all connected
00:25:04by this red string.
00:25:05It can be tangled or stretched,
00:25:11but it can never be broken.
00:25:12there's this moment
00:25:19in the tape.
00:25:21I'm sitting,
00:25:22waiting
00:25:22in the airport bar
00:25:24for my flight
00:25:24and I'm talking
00:25:27into the recorder,
00:25:28rambling on
00:25:29about how I'm about
00:25:30to embark
00:25:31on this amazing adventure
00:25:32and how I'm going to show
00:25:34World War II
00:25:35from a totally
00:25:36different perspective.
00:25:38But?
00:25:46I don't know
00:25:47if it's that interesting.
00:25:50That's the whole point,
00:25:51isn't it?
00:25:53Keeping it interesting
00:25:54for yourself.
00:25:55Maybe.
00:26:00Maybe I just want
00:26:01to write about nothing.
00:26:03Everything is nothing.
00:26:06All the best.
00:26:07Compliano.
00:26:08Grazie.
00:26:09Grazie.
00:26:13Make a wish.
00:26:16Make it great.
00:26:21Okay.
00:26:25Bravo.
00:26:26Bravo.
00:26:27Hey.
00:26:28Come on.
00:26:28Come on.
00:26:28Come on.
00:26:32What do you mean?
00:26:37What?
00:26:38Grab my hand.
00:26:39Wait.
00:26:40Go, go, go.
00:26:41Oh my God.
00:26:41Oh my gosh.
00:26:43Oh my gosh.
00:26:44Oh no.
00:26:45What?
00:26:46What do you mean?
00:26:50Stronzo.
00:26:53Hey.
00:26:53Hey.
00:26:54Hey.
00:26:54It's the carabinerie.
00:26:56Hey.
00:26:57It's the police.
00:26:57No.
00:26:58Hey.
00:26:59Yeah.
00:26:59Yeah.
00:27:00Oh my gosh.
00:27:01Yeah.
00:27:03Hey.
00:27:04We can't go back.
00:27:05We can't go back.
00:27:06We can't go back.
00:27:07Look.
00:27:09We can't back.
00:27:10We haven't got to go back.
00:27:14Oh my gosh.
00:27:15Hey.
00:27:17Oh my gosh.
00:27:18We can't go back.
00:27:23We can't go back.
00:27:24Hey.
00:27:24Hey.
00:27:25Hey.
00:27:27Hey.
00:27:28It make you feel better if I said I said no one day off.
00:27:30Yes.
00:27:31It's true.
00:27:33Yes.
00:27:33True.
00:27:34We're doing a check when I went to the bathroom.
00:27:37you're horrible
00:27:41you're horrible
00:27:43you're really horrible
00:27:45come on let's go
00:27:46come on
00:27:47quick
00:27:48let's go
00:27:49why are we still running
00:27:52I don't know why we're still running
00:27:54oh my gosh
00:28:07went up my nose
00:28:15we come back
00:28:22maybe
00:28:23maybe it's
00:28:27not a no
00:28:28and since I don't have a phone
00:28:30you're gonna have to give me your number
00:28:33for cheap thrills
00:28:35and future crimes committed
00:28:37no
00:28:37you're enough
00:28:41I've gotta go
00:28:51catch a fairy
00:28:53hey
00:28:58why do violists
00:29:04keep their viola cases
00:29:08on their dashboards
00:29:09why
00:29:20so they can park in handicapped spots
00:29:25happy birthday
00:29:33thank you
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00:30:00thank you
00:30:30You're awake.
00:30:50Yeah, I've got so much of this stuff to get through.
00:30:55Got through.
00:30:57Nice.
00:30:58There are the great big events, the things you think you'll always remember, and you
00:31:09do, but there are other smaller, picking a blackberry that's been in the sun, or brushing
00:31:15the fingertip of someone you didn't know you loved until you touched them.
00:31:20Nellie was this little collie who wouldn't go on a leash, so she had to sit on a bicycle
00:31:25seat.
00:31:28They stay with me too.
00:31:32Jane.
00:31:40Jane.
00:31:41Janey.
00:31:42Jane.
00:31:43You've got some pastries.
00:31:49You're still asleep?
00:31:53Jane.
00:31:55Jane.
00:31:56Jane.
00:31:57Jane.
00:31:58Jane.
00:31:59Jane.
00:32:00Jane.
00:32:01Jane.
00:32:02Jane.
00:32:03Jane.
00:32:04Jane.
00:32:05Jane.
00:32:06Jane.
00:32:07Jane.
00:32:08Jane.
00:32:09Jane.
00:32:10Jane.
00:32:11Jane.
00:32:12Jane.
00:32:13Jane.
00:32:14Jane.
00:32:15Jane.
00:32:16Jane.
00:32:17Jane.
00:32:18Jane.
00:32:19Jane.
00:32:20Jane.
00:32:21Jane.
00:32:22Jane.
00:32:23Jane.
00:32:24Jane.
00:32:25Jane.
00:32:26Jane.
00:32:27Jane.
00:32:28Jane.
00:32:29Jane.
00:32:30Jane.
00:32:31Jane.
00:32:32Jane.
00:32:33Jane.
00:32:34Jane.
00:32:35Jane.
00:32:36Jane.
00:32:37Jane.
00:32:38Jane.
00:32:39Jane.
00:32:40Jane.
00:32:41Jane.
00:32:42Jane.
00:32:43Jane.
00:32:44Jane.
00:32:45Jane.
00:32:46Jane.
00:32:47I didn't I didn't want to leave my mom and dad I wish I had sometimes
00:32:54You know when you were 19 and the world just felt so open and carefree and full of possibility
00:33:00You reminded me of that at that time
00:33:05You were 19 when we met
00:33:07Yeah
00:33:08I wouldn't have described you as carefree back then, not at all
00:33:11Well I felt nostalgia or something for youth
00:33:15You're not old, eh?
00:33:18We ran out on the bill
00:33:19You just ran out? What do you mean you ran out on the bill?
00:33:24Perhaps I'm not explaining it well, it was
00:33:25It was fun
00:33:28It was just fun
00:33:30How was work?
00:33:42The conductor's actually a descendant of Walter Legg, which is fascinating
00:33:47The three of us were planning dinner before we leave
00:33:50I'd like that
00:33:51Jane?
00:33:56Oh my god
00:34:00This is Caleb
00:34:02Hi, no, no, we were just talking about you
00:34:05We were?
00:34:06That's so weird
00:34:07That's it, please, sit down, join us
00:34:09What?
00:34:11Oh
00:34:11You have a chance that you're back
00:34:14I know, right?
00:34:19I'm off to you when I get back pretty soon
00:34:21That's okay, I already ate so I'll just grab a coffee or something
00:34:25Can I have the check, please?
00:34:36What?
00:34:36What?
00:34:37In a cafe, play, play
00:34:38Oh, no thank you
00:34:44Jane, you don't smoke
00:34:50Yes I do
00:34:52Sometimes, at parties
00:34:54You know that
00:34:57Well, I don't do it a lot
00:34:59Grazie
00:35:03Italian food's so overrated
00:35:10I love it
00:35:12There's no variety
00:35:14English food, on the other hand
00:35:16Say what you like about it
00:35:18There's nothing like a good steak and kidney pie
00:35:20I went to this party the other day
00:35:23In this villa owned by this old, drunk expat
00:35:27They had like a private chef and everything
00:35:29And, uh, they were serving this, like, loaf of meat
00:35:33Covered in sauce with all these other loaves
00:35:36And this girl came over to me and said it was cat
00:35:38No
00:35:39No joke
00:35:40Like, a roasted mommy cat and her kittens
00:35:44That is disgusting
00:35:45True story
00:35:47Why don't you tell Leonard
00:35:53One of your viola jokes
00:35:55Go on
00:35:59I'm selling my ant
00:36:01Come on
00:36:03Let's hear one
00:36:04Um
00:36:08I have one
00:36:09What is the definition
00:36:13Of perfect pitch
00:36:16What?
00:36:20When you throw a viola into the dumpster
00:36:23Without hitting the rim
00:36:24You didn't just make that up
00:36:27I did
00:36:27It's too good
00:36:28I did
00:36:29Well, I'm impressed and I'm stealing it
00:36:31You can pretty much make that joke about any instrument
00:36:35Did you play anything, Caleb?
00:36:40This and that, you know
00:36:41Shall we?
00:36:46What, time to go?
00:36:47Already?
00:36:49Yeah, I'm gonna get back to work
00:36:50So what's next on your agenda, Caleb?
00:37:03Um, I'm thinking Tibet
00:37:05Oh, Tibet, really?
00:37:07Yeah, there's this thing called the Shantan Festival at the end of the summer
00:37:10Yeah, I've heard about that
00:37:11That's where the Buddhist monks unroll all the tapestries on the hill, right?
00:37:15The monks, the monks, the monks
00:37:17It's so pretty
00:37:18How do you support yourself?
00:37:21You know, a bit of this, a bit of that
00:37:23All right then
00:37:30I'll walk you
00:37:31Does anybody have a pen?
00:37:33You got a pen?
00:37:34Yeah, I have a pen
00:37:35I have a piece of paper
00:37:50You guys should definitely come over to the island
00:37:52I'll take you somewhere fun, you know
00:37:54Don't knock on the front door
00:37:56I'll come around the side
00:37:56I need Regina
00:37:58Thank you
00:38:05And thanks again for yesterday
00:38:07Oh, no problem
00:38:08Hey
00:38:11Ciao
00:38:13How stoned are you?
00:38:23Come on, man
00:38:24We should tell him to pop
00:38:24It's not a big deal
00:38:25So you're saying you smoke back at her
00:38:30Occasionally
00:38:31Hey, can we do something fun tonight?
00:38:35Sure
00:38:35I'm fine from here
00:38:40Okay
00:38:41See you after work
00:38:42Yep
00:38:43I'll be waiting
00:38:55Hey
00:39:15God, you scared me
00:39:16Are you following me?
00:39:19Maybe
00:39:19Is that weird?
00:39:22Yeah
00:39:23I couldn't sleep last night
00:39:33You told me you were staying near the port
00:39:38So I got the first ferry this morning
00:39:40I came looking for you
00:39:42And I can't believe I found you
00:39:46I can't believe I was staying near the port
00:39:47I can't believe I was staying near the port
00:39:47I can't believe I was staying near the port
00:39:48I can't believe I was staying near the port
00:39:49I can't believe I was staying near the port
00:39:50I can't believe I was staying near the port
00:39:51I can't believe I was staying near the port
00:39:52I can't believe I was staying near the port
00:39:53I can't believe I was staying near the port
00:39:54I can't believe I was staying near the port
00:39:55I can't believe I was staying near the port
00:39:56I can't believe I was staying near the port
00:39:57I can't believe I was staying near the port
00:39:58I can't believe I was staying near the port
00:39:59I can't believe I was staying near the port
00:40:00I can't believe I was staying near the port
00:40:01I can't believe I was staying near the port
00:40:02I can't believe I was staying near the port
00:40:03What are we doing?
00:40:30I think we're making it out.
00:40:33So sexy and beautiful.
00:41:03I can't do this.
00:41:08What?
00:41:09What?
00:41:10I can't do this.
00:41:11Why?
00:41:12Do you do this a lot?
00:41:19What?
00:41:20Do you do this a lot?
00:41:21What?
00:41:22Do you do this a lot?
00:41:23What?
00:41:24Do you seduce women?
00:41:25Is this what you do?
00:41:26You need to be less serious.
00:41:33What?
00:41:34What?
00:41:35What?
00:41:36Don't follow me.
00:41:39I don't believe me.
00:42:25There was one boy from Belgium.
00:42:48He was lovely.
00:42:50He had a moustache.
00:42:52My mother hated moustaches.
00:42:54But he was shipped off.
00:42:58I never saw him again.
00:43:04Anyways, I met your grandfather not long after, and we got married.
00:43:09Was it love at first sight with Grandpa?
00:43:12Love at first sight?
00:43:14Stop that thing.
00:43:15I do deserve that.
00:43:29Can I just move for a husband?
00:43:36Jenny, I'm sorry.
00:43:37Just give me a minute.
00:43:38I have a hell of a rest of my bed.
00:43:40I've got so much stuff to do.
00:43:44Sorry, darling.
00:43:46Hey, do you still want to do something fun tonight?
00:43:49Yeah, absolutely.
00:43:50I've got some dinner.
00:43:51I thought we'd just stay in here.
00:43:53The two of us.
00:43:53I've just got to work this thing out for tomorrow.
00:43:57Okay.
00:43:58I'm sorry.
00:43:59Okay.
00:44:29Leonard.
00:44:56Leonard.
00:44:57Can we talk?
00:44:58I don't know.
00:45:28Say cheese.
00:45:33No, you should kind of be in the middle of mine.
00:45:38Hold on a second.
00:45:50That's what our living room is missing.
00:45:58What did you do?
00:46:10Put my hand over my mouth.
00:46:11You did?
00:46:12What did you do?
00:46:13Just wave.
00:46:14Let me.
00:46:24Let me go.
00:46:29I don't know.
00:46:59Go back, go back, go back, go back.
00:47:29Go back, go back, go back.
00:47:59Go back, go back.
00:48:29Go back, go back.
00:48:59Hi.
00:49:01Did I wake you?
00:49:03No.
00:49:06I think I need to be less serious.
00:49:11Yeah.
00:49:13I'm going to put my pants on.
00:49:14I'm going to put my pants on.
00:49:16Okay.
00:49:17Okay.
00:49:17I'm going to put my pants on.
00:49:21I'm going to put my pants on.
00:49:28I'm going to put my pants on.
00:52:31Leonard thought you were lying about those cats.
00:52:51You said that?
00:52:56Were you?
00:52:58They were delicious.
00:52:59You make me feel nervous.
00:53:19You make me feel calm.
00:53:24You want a drink?
00:53:49You make me feel calm.
00:53:50You make me feel calm.
00:53:57You make me feel calm.
00:53:59You make me feel calm.
00:54:09You make me feel calm.
00:56:09I didn't sleep at all last night.
00:56:14Where have you been?
00:56:16Just walking.
00:56:18All night.
00:56:20I've been thinking.
00:56:22You left your phone here. I had to plug it in.
00:56:26We need to talk, Leonard.
00:56:28I have to go to work.
00:56:32Can you be late?
00:56:34No, I can't be late.
00:56:38Leonard.
00:56:39Jay, whatever you have to say to me, I want to hear it.
00:56:43I've committed myself.
00:56:45People are depending on me.
00:56:47I have to go to work.
00:56:51Okay.
00:56:53I've been thinking.
00:56:54Come on, I've been thinking.
00:56:55I'm gonna hear you.
00:56:56I've been thinking.
00:56:57I've been thinking.
00:56:58I have no idea.
00:56:59I've been thinking.
00:57:00I've been thinking.
00:57:01Let's go.
00:57:02I can't be thinking.
00:57:03If it wasn't the war, it would have been something else.
00:57:31There's always something else, isn't there?
00:57:33Well, that's the thing.
00:57:35That's the thing about struggle.
00:57:48I'm gonna make some tea.
00:57:49Do you want some?
00:57:51I'm all right.
00:57:59If you go out like that again,
00:58:01just tell me.
00:58:02I worry.
00:58:03Okay.
00:58:04I can't seem to figure out what's going on in your head.
00:58:08Do you think everything we've been through actually does us any good?
00:58:15In the long run?
00:58:16Or do we just make out struggle to be something meaningful because that's all most of us have?
00:58:22All right.
00:58:23All right.
00:58:24All right.
00:58:25I'll tell you.
00:58:26I'll tell you.
00:58:27I'll tell you.
00:58:28next time we come to Italy.
00:58:29To get a proper kitchen.
00:58:35I'll tell you.
00:58:36I'll tell you.
00:58:37I'll tell you.
00:58:38I know what you want me to say, Jane.
00:58:39I know what you want me to say, Jane.
00:58:40I know what you want me to say.
00:58:41I know what you want me to say, Jane.
00:58:42I know what you want me to say, Jane.
00:58:47I know what you want me to say, Jane.
00:58:54I know what you want me to say, Jane.
00:59:08I know what you want me to say, Jane.
00:59:15Jane.
00:59:16One little thing of change in my grandmother's life, I might not be here.
00:59:38Sometimes, I worry I'm not honoring her.
00:59:44With the book?
00:59:48No, with my life.
00:59:55This is it, you know.
00:59:58It ends with me.
01:00:04In the harvest time, we all went to the field where they were cutting the corn.
01:00:08And everyone was chasing rabbits, and then we had our tea in the harvest fields.
01:00:20The horses.
01:00:22Yeah.
01:00:28The horses back then, they were kept beautifully.
01:00:32Dad used to dress them all up, brass things and little horseshoes.
01:00:38He put braids on them.
01:00:40They used to be gorgeous.
01:00:42What are your plans for tomorrow?
01:00:45There was one.
01:00:48Duke.
01:00:49He was a Clydesdale I used to ride down to the marshes.
01:00:53Every night when he finished working.
01:01:00They were lovely days, really.
01:01:01Oh.
01:01:08They're gone.
01:01:09For me.
01:01:11Jane.
01:01:13But not for you.
01:01:14Jane.
01:01:16You know, it's different for you.
01:01:18In some ways, it's easier.
01:01:20You haven't got the war.
01:01:21People don't die as much as they did back then.
01:01:24But in some ways, it's more disjointed.
01:01:30You've got to make your own life.
01:01:33One that you love, and you can't be afraid of the time.
01:01:40Time is shiftable.
01:01:41There are moments in my life that I would trade 60 years to have back again.
01:01:56That's the truth.
01:01:58You'll know the truth when you find it.
01:02:01It'll come to you like something you've known before,
01:02:03rather than something you're learning for the first time.
01:02:06Oh, sorry.
01:02:12What is it?
01:02:17Are you all right?
01:02:22You okay?
01:02:23Yeah, I stung my toe.
01:02:26It's bleeding.
01:02:28It's fine.
01:02:30It's fine.
01:02:31It's fine.
01:02:31It's fine.
01:02:33You losing it?
01:02:35Yes.
01:02:37Fuck.
01:02:47I met these backpackers last night, Frank and Elsa.
01:02:50She's French, he's German.
01:02:52They're going to Tibet.
01:02:55And I'm going with them.
01:02:59I want you to come with me.
01:03:00I want you to come with me.
01:03:03I want you to come with me.
01:03:03I want you to come with me.
01:04:04Hi.
01:04:05Hi.
01:04:07How are you?
01:04:10Long day.
01:04:14God, why don't they not?
01:04:17I don't think I'm chomped at doing another stint like this.
01:04:23How's the writing going?
01:04:27I'm feeling inspired.
01:04:28It's fantastic.
01:04:34I think I've figured out the key to finishing the project.
01:04:40Are you listening?
01:04:43You found the key to finishing this project?
01:04:56Well, the water here tastes so funny.
01:05:02Have you ever cheated on me?
01:05:05Oh, Jane.
01:05:06Have you?
01:05:06Can we not?
01:05:09Have you?
01:05:15Absolutely not.
01:05:17Why did you take such a long time to answer that?
01:05:20Because I'm sick.
01:05:21Of what, Leonard?
01:05:24Of it being so hard?
01:05:27Yes.
01:05:27Tedious?
01:05:34I hate talking about sex with you.
01:05:37Is that what we're talking about?
01:05:39Normal people talk about sex, Leonard.
01:05:41And we don't?
01:05:42There's just huge, vacant lots that we don't discuss.
01:05:49Like what?
01:05:50Is there anything you want to ask me?
01:05:53Why?
01:05:53Is there anything you want to tell me?
01:05:55I just want to connect.
01:05:59So you don't feel that we're connected?
01:06:01Do you?
01:06:04I love you.
01:06:12I get it, Leonard.
01:06:15I get it.
01:06:17It's always been this big, serious, grave thing for us.
01:06:20Sex has consequences.
01:06:21Life and death.
01:06:22Mostly death.
01:06:23Jane, please.
01:06:24Let me guess.
01:06:25You don't want to talk about it?
01:06:26No, that's not what I'm saying.
01:06:28You're just...
01:06:28Do you want to have children, Leonard?
01:06:30Of course I did.
01:06:31Not did.
01:06:32Do you want to have children?
01:06:35So did you.
01:06:37But...
01:06:40Say it.
01:06:41I can't have children, Leonard.
01:06:48I never will.
01:06:50And if we keep trying, they keep dying.
01:06:53Again and again.
01:06:55Please, Jane.
01:06:55And again.
01:06:58How does that make you feel?
01:07:04It's not your fault.
01:07:05How does it make you feel, Leonard?
01:07:07How does it make you feel?
01:07:09You will never be a father.
01:07:13We can adopt.
01:07:15That's not what you want.
01:07:16Is it?
01:07:18Is that what you want?
01:07:20Hmm?
01:07:22Because I think about it all the time.
01:07:27The one thing you always wanted, I will never be able to give you.
01:07:30What are you trying to do, Jane?
01:07:43I just want to know that there's a reason for it all.
01:07:46You're not curious about me, Leonard.
01:07:59Not really.
01:08:01What do you want me to know?
01:08:02You shouldn't have to ask.
01:08:03I feel as if you want me to be someone I'm not.
01:08:09Someone that I've never been.
01:08:14I'm leaving you.
01:08:17I've been seeing someone else.
01:08:19Is he?
01:08:26Caleb.
01:08:28That kid?
01:08:29Yes.
01:08:31That kid?
01:08:31That child?
01:08:32That kid you've known for two days?
01:08:34It's been longer than that.
01:08:34Please tell me you're joking.
01:08:37Time is shiftable.
01:08:39I don't get it.
01:08:39Leonard.
01:08:41I don't get it.
01:08:42He's asked me to travel with him.
01:08:44Are you sleeping with him?
01:08:45What do you think?
01:08:55I kept waiting for you to see it, to smell it, to sense it.
01:08:59So what?
01:09:00I failed your test?
01:09:02You don't see me!
01:09:15I'm sorry.
01:09:24For what?
01:09:27I'm sorry.
01:09:28For what?
01:09:28I shouldn't have done that.
01:09:29No.
01:09:30For losing my temper.
01:09:31I shouldn't have done that.
01:09:32You had every right to lose your temper!
01:09:34No, no, no, no.
01:09:34If you think that this is what's going to make you feel better, then you should go.
01:09:38You should go with him.
01:09:40You've been through a terrible, terrible thing, Jane.
01:09:44No, that is not what this is about.
01:09:46Of course it is.
01:09:46You don't love me anymore, Leonard.
01:09:49You don't love me!
01:09:50That's rubbish.
01:09:52This is your ticket.
01:09:54The day after my performance, meet me at the train station.
01:10:01Our train is at 4.30.
01:10:03We'll go home together.
01:10:05I want you to do what you need to do.
01:10:13And then come back to me.
01:10:17No questions asked.
01:10:19No guilt.
01:10:22This is good.
01:10:35No guilt.
01:10:52The day after me.
01:10:55Oh, no.
01:10:57Oh, no.
01:11:28Hi.
01:11:48Hi.
01:11:58You want some?
01:12:02Oh, thanks.
01:12:28Frank, you know, it's coming over in a couple of hours.
01:12:48Frank bought a car, so we're going to head out in a couple of weeks or so, you know.
01:12:55I'm thinking of driving through Romania and then Ukraine and down through Russia and through
01:13:10Kazakhstan and then straight to Tibet.
01:13:13And then we're going to head out in a couple of hours.
01:13:43And then we're going to head out in a couple of weeks.
01:14:13Sorry.
01:14:14Sorry.
01:14:14Sorry.
01:14:15Sorry.
01:14:16Sorry.
01:14:17Sorry.
01:14:17Sorry.
01:14:18You're the only way to head out.
01:14:20I'm sorry, I'm sorry.
01:14:50Jay, you've got to come over to this side, the train's going to be here in a minute.
01:15:20It's four in the morning, the end of December, I'm riding you now just to see if you're there.
01:15:37New York is cold, but I like where I'm living.
01:15:43There's music on Clinton Street all through the evening.
01:15:51I hear that you're building your house deep in the desert.
01:16:02Are you living for nothing now?
01:16:07Hope you're keeping some kind of record, yes.
01:16:13And Jane came by with that lock of your hair.
01:16:22She said that you gave it to her that night when you planned to go clear.
01:16:33I wouldn't want to live to be 100.
01:16:36Why not?
01:16:37I'm not telling you why not.
01:16:39Did you ever go clear?
01:16:43Now shut that thing off.
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