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00:16:54C'est pas mal, non ?

00:16:57C'est pas mal, non ?

00:16:59C'est pas mal.

00:17:09Il ne s'est pas mal, il ne s'est pas mal.

00:17:12Je me souviens que quelque chose de mal.

00:17:16Il s'est mort à une heure de deux en matinée,

00:17:18et il s'est discharged à un demi-heure.

00:17:22Even though I'd raised concerns that he'd never opened his eyes,

00:17:25he never moved a muscle, he never fed.

00:17:31All I got told by midwives was he was my fifth child

00:17:34and I should know how to wake a baby and feed him

00:17:37and to go away and do it.

00:17:41He died at quarter past two in the morning while we were asleep.

00:17:46We ran 9.99 and was told to do CPR.

00:17:49So, I got my son on the floor and did CPR the best I could.

00:17:54When the ambulance crew and everybody arrived,

00:17:57me and my husband were arrested.

00:18:02I wasn't allowed to sit with my son in the ambulance

00:18:05on the way to the hospital. I had to sit up front.

00:18:08I wasn't allowed to see him, hold him or touch him.

00:18:12It was the hardest thing, was seeing my kids

00:18:15watch their mum being taken away for killing their brother.

00:18:19Some of us have fought for years to get our medical records,

00:18:36because we believe some of them are incorrect or incomplete.

00:18:40C'est à dire qu'on a travaillé à l'hospital, et c'est comme nous pouvons aider à l'hospital.

00:18:51Mon problème est que le mémoire que j'ai de Cooper's state de santé

00:18:55est complètement différent de ce que le coronel m'a dit à l'inquest.

00:19:01Je vais faire des notes.

00:19:06C'est le 17th?

00:19:09Oui.

00:19:10So, in here is everything right up to the present day.

00:19:16Wow.

00:19:18There is too much here to sort out.

00:19:21They think by landing this on my doorstep altogether in one go

00:19:24that I'm just going to look at it and go...

00:19:26Nicely redacted.

00:19:28Your info, do you know what it says, about your son?

00:19:32What was under there?

00:19:33God knows.

00:19:35The police officer that was involved

00:19:38came and brought Cooper's belongings back.

00:19:41She said, so has anybody rang you and told you

00:19:43that he had two collapsed lungs on his MRI scan?

00:19:48This is the police telling you?

00:19:49Yeah. So, I went mad, rang the hospital.

00:19:52She said to me, well, the reason why I didn't tell you is because you collapsed his lungs doing CPR, so you killed your son.

00:19:58They made me believe that he had no chance of being brought back to life.

00:20:03Because you?

00:20:04Because I collapsed his lungs doing incorrect CPR.

00:20:06We were just told that we were being arrested under caution and they had to have an MRI scan and we couldn't see him until they could make sure that we'd not structurally damaged him.

00:20:23It's only been since inquest, when the doctor that did the post-mortem stood up and said that he felt that one of his lungs was collapsed pre-birth or during labour.

00:20:37That it hit me that I hadn't done it.

00:20:40Fuck me.

00:20:41Fuck me.

00:21:11On Cooper's shelf, this one, you can't really see it very well because it's glass, but it has got his picture engraved on it.

00:21:23Oh, let's see.

00:21:26Oh, Cooper.

00:21:29Is that picture in there?

00:21:31Yeah.

00:21:32That picture was taken literally minutes after he was born.

00:21:34All we've ever done is speak the truth, yet we're always being told it, well, we was told at inquest it's not the truth.

00:21:42Yeah.

00:21:43And that hurts because telling a family who have suffered such a tragic thing that we can't possibly remember what way it happened, you will never forget what way it happened.

00:21:55No.

00:21:56I rang the hospital 17 times and was repeatedly told that there was no beds.

00:22:19David had to starve of oxygen and passed away inside me.

00:22:28Told that she probably wouldn't survive the birth.

00:22:31We decided to end the pregnancy because we didn't want our daughters to suffer.

00:22:37Found out the test results came back completely clear.

00:22:41I'm still going to have to give birth to a baby that's going to come out silent and literally your dreams are shattered in an instant.

00:23:00I wonder how my sleep will be tonight.

00:23:13Interesting dreams, is it?

00:23:15Interesting.

00:23:17Oh.

00:23:18Yes.

00:23:19Donna Ockenden, the senior midwife, recently reported on the maternity scandal in Shropshire, which uncovered more than 350 cases of serious harm.

00:23:36Donna Ockenden is leading the Independent Review examining dozens of baby deaths and injuries and mothers who suffered serious harm at the Queen's Medical Center in Nottingham City Hospital.

00:23:47It's been a very long fight to get this review to happen.

00:23:57We campaigned for Donna to get here.

00:24:00Now we just need for those responsible to be held to account.

00:24:06All reviews will get this multi-professional assessment and they'll be graded zero if the team feels that care was appropriate,

00:24:15to grade three if there were major concerns in which, in all likelihood, different care would have changed the outcome.

00:24:25The original families who campaigned so hard, they all met the terms of reference and they're all within the review.

00:24:32So that room, I think I would like just to sort of refresh what it is that you are doing.

00:24:42We will consider all of the evidence that is possibly available. Medical records are a large part of that.

00:24:51Family testimonies, governance and risk information, it all comes together in one big jigsaw.

00:24:58And, you know, Family Voices, I know you know this, runs absolutely central right through the review.

00:25:05I guess after meeting all the families, what I really want to know is when, you know, substantive change is going to be made

00:25:15and when care is going to be safe again at NUH.

00:25:18OK, I am seeing a definite intention that families will be listened to and that what families say matters.

00:25:30With that in mind, families want to understand what an apology would look like.

00:25:36A proper apology, not a reiterate our condolences.

00:25:40OK, OK.

00:25:41Just talking specifically about Harriet and I, then we've given you evidence that we have and stuff

00:25:48and whether there's anything more that we can give you to develop per case.

00:25:53What would be really helpful to my review team would be a timeline from your perspective.

00:26:00You know, what you want the review to understand and highlight is the huge amount of review that you put into

00:26:06and trying to tell the trust very soon after Harriet died about the problems that they had.

00:26:14And then, as you've explained to me, how compounded your grief was when you kept being pushed away, pushed away.

00:26:20There's nothing here to look at.

00:26:22You wrote to X on such and such a date.

00:26:25You wrote to Y, you wrote to Z, you wrote to A, you wrote to B.

00:26:28Yeah.

00:26:29That would be extremely helpful to my team.

00:26:32These are all the emails that I'd have found.

00:26:45So we just need to print out the emails from that.

00:26:50Yeah.

00:26:51So look at these emails all to the medical director.

00:26:53Yeah.

00:26:55And that meeting, I mean, it's all recorded, but we totally blew the whistle there.

00:26:59And this is the stuff for Donna, because it is, it describes a clear timeline of people being told

00:27:07and failing to respond in a way that changed things.

00:27:11I mean, look at this.

00:27:12We have considered all relevant incidents since December 2015.

00:27:15To date, 10 of these cases have been reported as SIs.

00:27:22There are different categories of incidents.

00:27:23You have standard incidents and then serious incidents, or SIs, which have to be investigated.

00:27:34Any serious incident for a hospital is reported to the Department of Health, who assess the safety of a hospital.

00:27:42At Nottingham, they invented a whole new category called a high-level incident, which does not get reported.

00:27:48And the medical director has downgraded so many cases.

00:27:55And that's frightening.

00:27:56I'm used, I guess, to people taking me seriously.

00:28:17To have that so fundamentally ignored is difficult.

00:28:22We do not consider the threshold for such referrals have been met.

00:28:27It's not right, is it?

00:28:29One of the things that's been really challenging is being not believed.

00:28:34And so I've made notes, conversations.

00:28:38What I'm hoping is that it becomes something for the police and for the courts,

00:28:45because the regulators have not wanted it.

00:28:49Oh, here we go.

00:28:50Have you informed the police that there has been a death of a completely normal baby to completely healthy parents?

00:28:57Respectfully, Harriet was not a completely normal baby.

00:29:00At post-mortem, there was evidence of S-ending infection and a recognised cause of stillbirth.

00:29:06We do not consider that there has been any criminal act or admission to prompt us to report Harriet's death to the police.

00:29:16There was no infection, was there?

00:29:17And you were a physio?

00:29:25Yeah.

00:29:26What you loved.

00:29:27Loved my job.

00:29:29Worked really hard.

00:29:32So both Sarah and I lost our jobs.

00:29:34Now they will say it's for other reasons, but we're clear it's because we were blowing the whistle.

00:29:38I got a letter from my employer asking about my non-attendance, and the HR lady said that she would continue to pay me until two weeks after Harriet's funeral, and then I'd stop being paid.

00:29:57I was off sick, and then out of the blue got an email from the medical director, saying, dear Jack, can you please make an appointment so that we can discuss your obligations to the trust?

00:30:13We had that meeting, and we spent most of the meeting whistleblowing, and at the end of it, he said, I'm sorry, but you're not going to have a job for much longer, so let's agree that your last day is, well, it was December 2018.

00:30:27You know, I always say it, but to put it frank, you know, they killed our daughter, they've ruined our careers, and they've ruined our lives.

00:30:39It's OK.

00:30:58You're all right? Yeah.

00:30:59Nice to see you.

00:31:00And you.

00:31:01Hello. You've grown.

00:31:03He's just woke up.

00:31:05He looks like me when I just woke up.

00:31:07How are you?

00:31:09OK.

00:31:10Yeah.

00:31:11Yeah.

00:31:11This is...

00:31:13Um, hard.

00:31:16Hey, Al.

00:31:16Hello, mate.

00:31:17Sorry.

00:31:18It's been a while.

00:31:19It's been very hectic for us.

00:31:20Yeah, I know.

00:31:21Yeah.

00:31:22So you're moving?

00:31:23Yeah, yeah.

00:31:25We just don't feel safe here, to be honest.

00:31:27Yeah, I feel like a voyeur in your life.

00:31:29You tell me so much.

00:31:30If it wasn't for you, then there'd be no one listening to us.

00:31:33I remember standing in that kitchen, and when I was first speaking to you, the first time that someone had believed us.

00:31:39Yeah.

00:31:39You understand?

00:31:40Yeah.

00:31:40I do.

00:31:40You don't realise what you've done for us.

00:31:42You really don't.

00:31:43Thank you.

00:31:44You're doing good stuff too, by the way.

00:31:46This is fighting that you're doing.

00:31:50And everybody that shoulders this burden moves it on a little bit.

00:31:55What's your background again?

00:31:57Because you say you know about ventilators.

00:31:59So I was working with children with complex health conditions.

00:32:04Okay.

00:32:05So needed oxygen.

00:32:06Nighttime, CPAP, that sort of stuff.

00:32:08Yeah.

00:32:08There are some people who, I think, already want to share their experiences.

00:32:20Amma and Sharma, are you comfortable to...

00:32:23Yeah?

00:32:24My name's Sharma Thomas, and I'm here to share mine and my partner, Amma Maduwako, our experience at Nottingham City Hospital.

00:32:37So, from the moment our twins entered this world, we raised our voices in concern to the nurses and to the senior management.

00:32:50He labelled us as parents who didn't want our kids to have oxygen.

00:32:56I forced sinners through a five-month child protection investigation.

00:33:03This left us unable to mourn for the loss of our daughter.

00:33:10She was four months old, spent her entire life confined to a hospital bed.

00:33:20I don't know.

00:33:31Amma, we've got some vital stuff that needs to happen.

00:33:34Donna needs us to collate our evidence and get it to her.

00:33:39Can you do that before you move away?

00:33:42Yeah.

00:33:42Every email, meeting memo, phone call memo, everything.

00:33:47Yeah.

00:33:47Yeah, we were concerned about a ventilator, because our concerns were that they were misusing the pressures.

00:33:55I raised a question about the ventilator.

00:33:57The machine wasn't working.

00:33:58This is what I'm saying.

00:33:59They were trying to fix it.

00:34:01They were stood there.

00:34:02Yeah.

00:34:02Like, how is this not in front of the coroner?

00:34:04They haven't told the coroner that.

00:34:05Yeah, they haven't told the coroner.

00:34:07What they did after this event was they went and reported on the social services.

00:34:11and said, we're refusing medical treatment.

00:34:13We were actually in the hospital going through the discharge and planning.

00:34:17Yeah.

00:34:18And then she died on the 25th January.

00:34:20So they delayed her release, because the social services was trying to basically get a court order against us.

00:34:27I mean, we just wanted clarity on what treatment the hospital were giving Adora.

00:34:31But the hospital interpreted that as us refusing treatment.

00:34:33Oh, bless you.

00:34:41Sorry.

00:34:42How's it like you're burning?

00:34:44Right.

00:34:45Thank you for looking after me.

00:34:47Bye.

00:34:47Just about.

00:34:50Right, she'll leave you to it.

00:34:53Ta-da!

00:35:17Yeah.

00:35:18Hey.

00:35:21Uh, come on.

00:35:23Sous-titrage Société Radio-Canada

00:35:53...on the ventilator. When it went wrong, yeah.

00:35:56When it went wrong. And then they didn't tell the coroner.

00:35:58But on a document, they've said that they don't know what caused it.

00:36:00That's what... And then you have the nerve to tell the coroner

00:36:03that I caused harm to my daughter, knowing that we're bereaved parents.

00:36:09Maybe we should try and call the coroner's office again.

00:36:12They're not going to talk to us.

00:36:14Might be worth a try.

00:36:20That's if they even pick up.

00:36:23Coroner's office.

00:36:25Hi, hi. I was wondering if I could speak to a representative.

00:36:30Who's calling?

00:36:31My name's Amma Maduwako.

00:36:37And what's the name of the deceased?

00:36:39Adora Maduwako.

00:36:43And have you got the date of birth, please?

00:36:45Yeah, it was 5th of September 2022.

00:36:47Just bear with me. I'll just pop you on hold.

00:36:52OK.

00:36:55When it comes to NUH, like, not everything's about race,

00:36:58but some things are about race.

00:37:00Yeah.

00:37:01Like, think about it.

00:37:01Jack, he's done so well, done so much for us,

00:37:03so much for all the families, but they're listening to him.

00:37:06Yeah.

00:37:07Why?

00:37:08Because he's a doctor.

00:37:09He's reputable.

00:37:11Who am I going to listen to?

00:37:1320-year experienced doctor or black guy from London.

00:37:16If it wasn't for someone like him being the spokesperson,

00:37:20then why should they listen to us?

00:37:22Yeah.

00:37:22Like, it sounds harsh, but that is literally what it boils down to.

00:37:26Yeah, that's what they do.

00:37:39They do that all the time.

00:37:40Yeah.

00:37:42That's literally, like, the 5th time they've done that.

00:37:44Usually they'll just respond and be like,

00:37:45oh, yeah, we're not talking to you,

00:37:46but they just started hanging up.

00:37:48That's what they do.

00:37:49Yeah.

00:37:51He's conked out.

00:37:52You know?

00:37:54Let me get him a blanket.

00:37:55OK?

00:37:56Go on, have baby Dora's blanket.

00:38:04You all right?

00:38:05Yeah, just seeing her blanket.

00:38:08Yeah.

00:38:09Because, like, he looks like her when he sleeps.

00:38:14So...

00:38:15You've been told you're just one of those things.

00:38:33Babies die sometimes.

00:38:35They don't.

00:38:37Because it isn't one of those things.

00:38:39Babies shouldn't just die.

00:38:42I will always talk about my son and I will always tell his story.

00:38:45Because I was blamed for his death for that long that I actually started to believe I'd done it.

00:38:52And I started to believe that I didn't deserve my other five children.

00:38:58I thought they've covered up and lied on all of my situation.

00:39:02Eight years on, I'm meeting families today that have been told, as I was, it was my body's fault.

00:39:09That was a lie.

00:39:09They are trying their hardest to gaslight and to misrepresent.

00:39:14But there's nothing they can do or say that can change what I know to be reality.

00:39:21Because I was there and we witnessed it.

00:39:35Right.

00:39:36Where should I do this one?

00:39:38What background?

00:39:39Out there?

00:39:41Something different?

00:39:41What's the feeling?

00:39:42I can't stop humming Peppa Pig.

00:39:45Hello.

00:39:47Oh, yay.

00:39:49Well done.

00:39:51Hello.

00:39:56Having our Facebook group of bereaved and harmed families means we can quickly update everybody

00:40:01with information that might help with their cases against NUH.

00:40:07Happy?

00:40:10One of the main things, well you can talk about Harriet and say we didn't get a look for a prosecution

00:40:15because of this three year limit that we weren't aware of.

00:40:17So just to make sure everyone is aware of this.

00:40:19Yeah, totally.

00:40:19And how to contact them.

00:40:21Hello.

00:40:22Hello.

00:40:22This is a video about the Care Quality Commission and what they should be doing and how to access

00:40:30them and why.

00:40:32What they do is they inspect, give out ratings and they also prosecute.

00:40:41So they are responsible for prosecuting the hospital and the hospital staff.

00:40:44But there's a key piece about this.

00:40:47The law is that they have three years to prosecute.

00:40:51If you are within that three years, act and do it loudly and clearly.

00:40:58This rule is appalling.

00:40:59This rule is appalling.

00:41:01Three years is nowhere near long enough and to not let people know is awful.

00:41:07Yeah.

00:41:09I mean, it's survival for the first couple of years, isn't it?

00:41:13Yeah.

00:41:14And survival even if the hospital have done a great job and are communicating with you.

00:41:18You're not survival and then you've got to fight a massive system.

00:41:24Hmm.

00:41:25I believe they're a failed organisation.

00:41:30How can you have so many baby deaths and you are responsible for prosecuting them?

00:41:36And yet there are only two prosecutions against maternity units in the UK.

00:41:55It's fair to say we all believe the CQC must have deliberately run down the clock in order to avoid prosecutions.

00:42:11Because there have been so few.

00:42:13I don't think he understood just how much we had and how much we knew.

00:42:24Do you know what I mean?

00:42:26He came across as very much like this is just a bunch of families that think they know it

00:42:30all until we started talking and then he was like, wow, I really need to like just sit back

00:42:36a minute because they know what they're talking about.

00:42:37And that's the thing is they underestimate us as families.

00:42:40We've blown the whistle in there with the chief executive of the CQC.

00:42:44Did you notice though, as a regulator on that hold, the CQC for every one of us in that

00:42:48room that he had failed to deliver on the prosecution, did he get an apology?

00:42:55No.

00:42:56He didn't.

00:42:57No.

00:42:58I guess from my point of view, hearing that the things that happened to us that are criminal,

00:43:05the failure to be candid with us and Harriet's avoidable death, stand no chance of having

00:43:13a prosecution brought by the CQC means that I wonder if we need to bring a prosecution then

00:43:17against the CQC because it was their failures to act, not ours.

00:43:22We told them, you know, most people told them and they just did nothing.

00:43:25Yeah, they felt it.

00:43:26And then that's not our fault.

00:43:28The real key thing here is actually people have deliberately run down this three-year

00:43:33clock to deny you access to that justice.

00:43:38I'm just really sorry, you know, for Winter's case, we got a prosecution, but just hearing

00:43:44your stories where you're, the clock's deliberately been run down.

00:43:51Winter Andrews died in her mother's arms.

00:43:54She lived for just 23 minutes.

00:43:58Nottingham University Hospital's NHS Trust has received a fine of £800,000.

00:44:07This is the first time that Nottingham University Hospital's NHS Trust has ever been criminally prosecuted.

00:44:17I am the mum to Winter Andrews who died in 2019 at Queen's Medical Centre.

00:44:25After Winter died, we were in the bereavement suite when the coroner rang us and the coroner said,

00:44:31I've been looking at your notes from when you came in on Sunday.

00:44:34And I said, I didn't come in on Sunday.

00:44:36I came in on Saturday.

00:44:38At which point, the coroner realised that the trust hadn't sent all the correct records over.

00:44:44We later, at inquest, discovered that they'd actually ticked the box to say that Winter's death was an expected death.

00:44:51Winter was a perfectly healthy baby.

00:44:53There was no reason for her to die.

00:44:55The coroner ruled that she died due to the neglect of the trust.

00:45:00The trust failed to care for us properly.

00:45:03Had the coroner not rang me in the bereavement suite and had I not said we came in on Saturday,

00:45:11the coroner would have signed Winter's death certificate,

00:45:14they would have handed it out and Winter's death would have gone uninvestigated.

00:45:18This is only one of two prosecutions that the Quality Care Commissioners brought against a maternity unit.

00:45:31The common word used by the judge about this hospital was failure, over and over again.

00:45:38The baby daughter of my constituents, Gary and Sarah Andrews, died just 23 minutes after she was born.

00:45:47When they asked questions about that, the parents were told that these things happened

00:45:53and that if they had to listen to the concerns of every mother, they would be overrun.

00:45:59Thanks to dogged campaigning by Gary and Sarah and other parents whose babies had died avoidably,

00:46:08Nottingham University Hospitals Trust was found to have systemic failures

00:46:14and last week was given the highest...

00:46:17There's so many red flags around the safety of this service.

00:46:20Three and a half people with very serious outcomes every week,

00:46:27in a department that says nothing to see here.

00:46:30So, you were told Harriet that...

00:46:44..that she was taken away?

00:46:45Er, well, no, she would be in the cold cot.

00:46:49They asked if we wanted her to sleep in the room, but I couldn't, like, during the night.

00:46:54Er, but I couldn't handle that.

00:46:58So, sorry to be blunt, but she'd be in the freezer a bit there,

00:47:02and then when we wanted to see her, then she'd come out.

00:47:05They asked if we wanted a post-mortem.

00:47:15They were quite non-fussed about it.

00:47:19If we don't want her to have a post-mortem, we don't have to,

00:47:22but we did because we needed an answer.

00:47:25We didn't want them to blame her.

00:47:27I don't know how long it was.

00:47:31It must have been, like, ten days or something

00:47:33whilst her post-mortem was being arranged,

00:47:35so we still had access to her, which felt so normal.

00:47:41And her skin was soft, and...

00:47:45She had a crooked toe, which had been causing new difficulties

00:47:48through the late stage of pregnancy, hadn't it?

00:47:51Cos it was stuck under your...

00:47:53Right under my rib.

00:47:54Under your rib.

00:47:55She had one slightly crooked toe, which we assumed was that.

00:48:01When she went for her post-mortem,

00:48:04that was the last time we saw her.

00:48:06Yeah.

00:48:07Erm...

00:48:10You read her a book and stuff, didn't you?

00:48:12I did.

00:48:14I remember holding her, just...

00:48:18wishing that she would come back to life.

00:48:21Couldn't understand it.

00:48:23And, yeah, we read her that book.

00:48:26I love you to the moon and back.

00:48:28Yes.

00:48:29And then...

00:48:30We said goodbye to her.

00:48:32Yes.

00:48:33And put her down and left that room.

00:48:36And walked out.

00:48:37Oh.

00:48:38No.

00:48:39Oh, no.

00:48:40No.

00:48:41Oh.

00:48:42Yeah.

00:48:43No.

00:48:44No.

00:48:45Yes.

00:48:46Oh!

00:48:47No.

00:48:48No.

00:48:49Yeah.

00:48:50Oh.

00:48:51Yeah, I was.

00:48:52I remember the pain was extraordinary.

00:49:25But there's still a bit of me that just thinks, I'm a doctor, why on earth did I allow this to happen to my family? I've failed to protect my family.

00:49:37The reality is that I was 100% in their care.

00:49:41The parents of a baby girl who died after mistakes by maternity staff in Nottingham

00:49:58say they'd give back the settlement awarded for negligence to have her back.

00:50:04Jack and Sarah have been awarded 2.8 million pounds, thought to be the largest payout for a stillbirth clinical negligence case.

00:50:14When did you put him a claim?

00:50:19We met that barrister around August, September of 2016.

00:50:24Yeah, he told us we didn't have any psychiatric issues, we'd get a standard 10 grand for a stillbirth and we wouldn't get any change at the hospital.

00:50:35But that's another thing, like we wouldn't have done that, it was literally to get answers.

00:50:39And then, you know, you do go down this route of, well, the only way they respond is financially, that's what hurts them, they don't give a shit about anything else.

00:50:48Oh, come on, Bert, can you come and bounce it, my feet?

00:51:13Yeah, hold on.

00:51:18I can't.

00:51:24See two monsters.

00:51:26I can see your toes.

00:51:28Ah, two monsters.

00:51:30I stress about Lottie.

00:51:33I feel it's much more difficult to talk about Harriet now because I feel that Lottie's innocence has just been completely stolen from her.

00:51:46Oh!

00:51:47Can you do it again?

00:51:48Yeah.

00:51:49Oh!

00:51:50So it's not just me and Jack, it's her.

00:51:52You know, a childhood of growing up with a dead sister who should be alive.

00:52:00Just put it on me gently.

00:52:02I worry I get that balance wrong.

00:52:04We do talk about Harriet.

00:52:06Oh, look at that.

00:52:07That's like a pink finger monster.

00:52:09I think now I've had Lottie, I grieve the missed milestones with Harriet too.

00:52:19You know, I've seen Lottie's first steps, I'll never see Harriet, you know, I'll see Lottie go to school.

00:52:25I haven't seen Harriet go to school or anything like that and it just adds an extra layer onto your, onto your grief.

00:52:34I'll do this.

00:52:35It's just so painful sometimes to let my mind even wander there.

00:52:40Let's wipe your hands please and your feet.

00:52:47Stand up here.

00:52:49Okay.

00:52:50One of the things I was thinking about was the impact of it then on the two of you in your relationship.

00:53:01Um, yeah, it's been really difficult.

00:53:14Right.

00:53:16These are made with your home grown tomatoes Lottie.

00:53:18Yep.

00:53:21Good eating.

00:53:23Proper Italian.

00:53:24I feel like after Harriet died, I made sure that, you know, Jack was involved and everything like that,

00:53:34because it's so easy for fathers not to be involved.

00:53:37Mmm.

00:53:38And then I feel like it got to a point where I wasn't recognised.

00:53:43What I'd been through.

00:53:48And I just felt really alone.

00:53:50Keep it up if you want.

00:53:54Um, Jack's response would perhaps be more impulsive than mine, so I'd want to email people straight back,

00:54:01whereas I reflect a bit on it.

00:54:04Then that just made me really anxious.

00:54:07Hello.

00:54:08Oh, hold on, let me just clean this paint up first.

00:54:09I do, yeah.

00:54:10I felt like every day there was some confrontation with the hospital or with someone else.

00:54:17Oh my goodness.

00:54:19Look at that.

00:54:21Wow.

00:54:22This is turning into a spot.

00:54:24I kind of thought it was just with one senior midwife to put our views across, but it will be...

00:54:30I find it easier to deal with conflict and confrontation.

00:54:35And I found it quite difficult to not be able to do it.

00:54:41That left me very stressed.

00:54:42You know, we need to be solving this now.

00:54:44That's not a meeting that I want to be in at all, and I don't think it's appropriate for us to meet with them.

00:54:54Just two very different ways of doing it.

00:54:56Yeah.

00:54:57You've been involved in something very intense, ongoing. You've put a lot of effort into it.

00:55:07But the impact is that you don't live together anymore.

00:55:11No.

00:55:12And haven't for nearly four years.

00:55:15Mmm.

00:55:17Mmm.

00:55:18Mmm.

00:55:19Lottie was born and we separated.

00:55:24I can't remember, Lottie.

00:55:26This little piggy went to market.

00:55:28Today marks one year since the review, led by senior midwife Donna Ockenden, began.

00:55:39It's the largest maternity review of its kind, with 1,800 families involved.

00:55:45The staff and managers and former managers aren't compelled to come forward to your inquiry, your review, are they?

00:55:53The very clear message from me is that I am expecting all current and former staff who receive a formal letter from me to cooperate.

00:56:08In the unlikely event that anyone decides not to cooperate with me, I will take this to the top of the NHS and, if necessary, to government.

00:56:17I think if it wasn't for our connections, nobody would have told us some of the stuff that they've told us.

00:56:29But then those people won't speak up.

00:56:33With our whistleblowers, it becomes a more difficult review.

00:56:38Nottinghamshire Police has said it will launch a criminal investigation into failures in maternity care at the city's hospitals.

00:56:59Holly, how is this police investigation likely to affect Donna Ockenden's ongoing review into maternity services at Nottingham's hospitals?

00:57:10Speaking earlier today, Chief Constable Kate Maynell says she wants to work alongside the review, whilst not hindering its progress.

00:57:16Donna Ockenden expects her review to take at least 18 months.

00:57:25For those who have lost loved ones, though, it's a step closer to getting the answers they need.

00:57:30So, as of yesterday, we had 1,813 families who are actively involved in the review.

00:57:40In the next couple of weeks, I'm expecting, as chair, to receive contact details for another 70 families that the Trust have assessed are part of the terms of reference.

00:57:50We've got 720 staff who are now in contact with us. The government fully endorsed my work in March 2022.

00:58:00We're two years down the line. There is still an awful lot for government to do right here and now to improve maternity services for all mothers in England.

00:58:09A lot of families met in person, some for the first time a few weeks ago, to share their experiences.

00:58:15What do you think is the benefit in families doing that?

00:58:17What families said to me was that there is something very powerful, and some families said healing.

00:58:25That they, you know, realised, many of them, for the first time, that they weren't on their own. It wasn't just them.

00:58:31Families told me how the harm to their babies and their children had broken them.

00:58:38Marriages and relationships simply haven't survived the stress and distress caused by maternity harm.

00:58:48Back in November, I did a number of home visits and met families face to face here in Nottingham.

00:58:56Hearing of discrimination, of racism, of some staff being dismissive and unkind.

00:59:02We will not tolerate this behaviour.

00:59:08This is just family stuff.

00:59:13Yeah.

00:59:15It just doesn't feel like it can be a home for us anymore.

00:59:18I just don't feel safe living in a city where they have a hospital system like this.

00:59:27They have a social services system like this.

00:59:30And you can be falsely accused.

00:59:32These are, um, yeah, you haven't seen these, have you?

00:59:52No.

00:59:53These were a 3D cast.

00:59:57These were a 3D cast.

00:59:58This was a 3D cast.

00:59:59This was a 3D cast.

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01:00:21C'est vrai qu'il n'y a pas d'oeuvres, eh?

01:00:29Non.

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01:05:17et nous ne ferons pas que ça se passe.

01:05:33Nous avons encore beaucoup de temps ensemble.

01:05:35Nous avons des bons et des bons et des mauvaises temps ensemble.

01:05:39Nous avons des mauvaises temps ensemble.

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01:06:13Et, vous savez, je suis responsable de l'individu pour la mort de ma fille,

01:06:21pour la santé mentale,

01:06:26pour la mariage.

01:06:30Pour commencer à l'éprouver, nous avons besoin de la justice.

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