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00:00:00Excuse me, it's okay.
00:00:02It's okay. It's okay, it's okay.
00:00:05It's okay.
00:00:07Let me help her back.
00:00:30It's okay, it's okay.
00:00:33Maruzella, Maruzella.
00:00:42Vedi, questo è Napoli.
00:00:44Napoli è pieno divertimento.
00:00:46Ci sono posti per divertirti e posti che ci sono brutti.
00:01:00Alla prossima.
00:01:06I'm looking for the concert.
00:01:07And then you drive right by it.
00:01:09There it is.
00:01:13Very funny.
00:01:23I think it's gonna be good.
00:01:25Must be.
00:01:30I'm looking for the traffic.
00:01:31Napoli.
00:01:32I'm looking for the men.
00:01:34Cazzo.
00:01:35Questa si si va al primo posto.
00:01:43Shit.
00:01:45What?
00:01:46I can't put my wallet.
00:01:51I don't see the place.
00:01:52No.
00:01:53I don't know if it's not missing.
00:01:54It's not with the person.
00:01:55Somewhere.
00:01:56Maybe it's in my car.
00:02:00What do you think?
00:02:13She's not underpressed.
00:02:20Can you just give her a minute?
00:02:23What a moment.
00:02:25I don't know why you got hurt.
00:02:27Come on, money.
00:02:28Come on, money.
00:02:34Where did you have it last?
00:02:36Oh, no.
00:02:37The train station, I think.
00:02:38The exchange booth.
00:02:43Oh, Jamie.
00:02:44I'm sorry.
00:02:47That bastard at the train station started when you dropped all your stuff.
00:02:54This is 170, not 70.
00:02:57Where do we need to go?
00:02:58We need sevens.
00:03:10Here we go.
00:03:20Is this it?
00:03:22I think so.
00:03:27It's nice.
00:03:28Yes, I have a credit card.
00:03:29The number's on file on my computer.
00:03:30Yes, I have them here.
00:03:32OK.
00:03:33Five, five.
00:03:34Three, three.
00:03:35Seven, three.
00:03:36Seven, eight, seven.
00:03:37Nine.
00:03:38Seven, nine.
00:03:39Nine.
00:03:40Seven, nine, nine.
00:03:41Nine.
00:03:42Three, nine.
00:03:43Nine.
00:03:44Nice.
00:03:45Yes, I have a credit card.
00:03:46on file on my computer yes i have them here okay five five three three seven six four five
00:03:58eight seven eight seven nine one five seven five seven yeah expires 12 15. no she'll definitely
00:04:12need another card sent out immediately we're here for two weeks no i'm working here
00:04:21yes i'll hold you love how they ask as if i have a choice
00:04:27do you know what i'm going to try to do while i'm here besides learn italian i don't know why
00:04:32you think that's so ridiculous you don't at all i admire you i just think it's too late for me
00:04:39that's not true you can't teach an old dog new tricks and besides what's the point the whole
00:04:47bloody world speaks english well i'm going to finally transcribe the tapes yes all right okay
00:05:02well if you can see it through to the end i think that's wonderful
00:05:05what does that mean nothing nothing i think it's a fantastic idea jen i always have you know that
00:05:21shouldn't sound very supportive
00:05:25you have my support i'm sorry if that came out wrong
00:05:29i just know how emotional listening to them can be has been for you i think enough time has passed
00:05:38well that's great
00:05:59i don't know why do you think he killed himself
00:06:08um
00:06:10david foster wallace
00:06:13oh um i don't know
00:06:17you can't get a sense by his writing
00:06:20you have to read it when i'm done though
00:06:21do you think he recognized a blank infinity just stretching out
00:06:34he got to this point maybe where it was just day after day after day
00:06:38i really don't know just so tedious
00:06:42and then of course he felt guilty most people think life is too short and there he was all the
00:06:48talent in the world and it wasn't that
00:06:50jane can i can we not talk about this
00:06:54just just just a bit moment
00:07:12love you love you love you too
00:07:35do you feel all right you feel okay
00:07:38do you feel like
00:08:08I don't know.
00:08:38I don't know.
00:09:08Are you sure you won't come with?
00:09:18You'll be so busy.
00:09:21I get boring all alone.
00:09:24I think someone should be here in case the card is delivered.
00:09:28True.
00:09:28Then I think I might go out, see what the world has to offer.
00:09:37If you do, leave me a message, okay?
00:09:42So I can worry about you.
00:09:44Okay.
00:09:49I left you some money here.
00:09:54I'll see you later.
00:09:55Have a good day.
00:09:56I'll see you later.
00:10:26What kind of stories?
00:10:30Stories that you've prepared for, I can ask them a list of stories that Dad told me about.
00:10:34Go ahead and ask from your father's list, God rest his soul.
00:10:37Let's start with the war.
00:10:38We went into an air raid shelter.
00:10:42My mother, your great-grandmother, she was shaking.
00:10:46Sirens wailed and then there was the sound of a bomb.
00:10:50And the man next to us, he said,
00:10:52I was in a shelter last night with my wife and my little boy and half of it got blown away.
00:10:59There was blood in his hair.
00:11:02He was all alone.
00:11:03That nearly finished my mother, you know.
00:11:05Here we were in this tiny town in England, miles from Germany, from Russia, from Italy, from any front lines.
00:11:15And this man, he had blood in his hair.
00:11:19And this man, he had blood in his hair.
00:11:49We were riding our bikes to school when the Germans started firing at us.
00:12:01We jumped into a hedge.
00:12:04We were terrified, but afterwards we couldn't stop laughing.
00:12:09It feels now as if I'm the only one who remembers that.
00:12:13It's as vivid to me as if it happened yesterday.
00:12:15Oh, hi, Leonard.
00:12:20It's Jane.
00:12:21I decided to take an impromptu trip to Iskia.
00:12:24Or, um, Iskia, as they pronounce it.
00:12:28See, I'm learning a little bit.
00:12:30Um, anyway, I'll be home later.
00:12:33I hope you have a good day.
00:12:35Bye.
00:12:36Those friends are all dead now.
00:12:39There's no one left.
00:12:41That's one of my regrets, you know.
00:12:44Sometimes I think I should have had more children, not just your father.
00:12:50You're all alone now that your parents are gone.
00:12:54No brothers, no sisters.
00:12:55I'm upsetting you.
00:13:01Let's talk about something else.
00:13:04You want to ask me more boring questions about the war?
00:13:08All right, then.
00:13:10Uh, scusi.
00:13:12Scusi.
00:13:13Um, the castle?
00:13:15Castle?
00:13:16Parla tu inglese?
00:13:18No, no, no.
00:13:19No?
00:13:19No.
00:13:19Um, Castello Aureganese?
00:13:23Ah, andare.
00:13:25Andare?
00:13:26Andare?
00:13:26Si.
00:13:26Ah, grazie.
00:13:29They'd been shot through the neck.
00:13:32The bullet went in one side and came out the other.
00:13:36And there were all these bomb holes filled with water,
00:13:39and he couldn't tell which was the German side and which was the Allied side.
00:13:43When he came home after something like that,
00:13:46you couldn't really complain to him about anything, now could you?
00:13:50I'm actually going there now, to the castle.
00:13:53You speak English now?
00:13:54Yeah.
00:13:55Why, do you think I was Italian?
00:13:56Yeah.
00:13:57Yes!
00:13:57That's great, that's cool.
00:13:59Hey, hey, hey.
00:14:00I used to be an old...
00:14:01Where are you from?
00:14:03London.
00:14:04No, in America.
00:14:05Come on.
00:14:05Maine.
00:14:06No, shit, I'm from Massachusetts.
00:14:08That's crazy, that's weird, right?
00:14:11Yeah.
00:14:12Vacation?
00:14:13No.
00:14:14Are you?
00:14:14What?
00:14:15Are you here on vacation?
00:14:16Oh.
00:14:20Sorry, I thought you were saying you were on vacation.
00:14:22Me?
00:14:23No.
00:14:25So come on.
00:14:27My husband is working in Naples.
00:14:30What does he do?
00:14:32He is playing in a concert at the end of the night.
00:14:35Cool.
00:14:36What does he play?
00:14:37Viola.
00:14:39Mm-mm-mm.
00:14:40The viola.
00:14:42Any good?
00:14:43Yes, very.
00:14:49How do you keep your violin from getting stolen?
00:14:53You put it in a viola case, right?
00:14:58That's not funny.
00:14:59What's the difference between a viola and a coffin?
00:15:02A coffin has a dead person on the inside.
00:15:04Because viola players are dead?
00:15:07No?
00:15:07Why is a viola solo like premature ejaculation?
00:15:12Because even though you know it's coming, there's nothing you can do about it.
00:15:18I can't help it.
00:15:19I've got this weird autistic mind for jokes, and I went to this music-slash-nerd summer camp
00:15:23when I was like 10, and I played the triangle, and I'm an only child, so, you know, understand.
00:15:31You look too young to be married.
00:15:32You newlywed?
00:15:34No.
00:15:36No.
00:15:37You're making me feel like a stalker, fuck.
00:15:49You want to give me 10, please?
00:15:5010, 10.
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00:16:35Barry?
00:16:36Ha!
00:16:37Barry.
00:16:38I like it.
00:16:39They have this device down in the basement.
00:16:42It's like a torture cage.
00:16:44They lock you in there until you turn to bones.
00:16:47But can you imagine dying by just sitting there?
00:16:50That would suck.
00:16:58In like the 1300s, thousands of families lived in this castle.
00:17:02It doesn't smell pretty bad.
00:17:04All those people crammed under this rock.
00:17:10Wow.
00:17:11I know.
00:17:12I've been coming here every day and it still gets me.
00:17:15If only we could kill off all the tourists.
00:17:19You're a tourist.
00:17:21No, I'm not.
00:17:23I came out here a few months ago with this volunteer organization
00:17:28dedicated to studying the relic populations of dolphins and whales in the Gulf of Naples.
00:17:33I can't tell if you're joking.
00:17:36I'm dead fucking serious.
00:17:39No, I just didn't want to go to college and they paid for me to come over.
00:17:42Before connecting flights, it's a 72-hour plane ride.
00:17:44But you know, it was worth it.
00:17:46My first time out of the U.S.
00:17:48How old are you?
00:17:49I'm 19.
00:17:50It's my birthday today.
00:17:51Is it really?
00:17:52Uh-huh.
00:17:53Happy birthday.
00:17:54Thank you very much.
00:17:55Yeah, so I left the program after like a month.
00:17:58Fuck the relic dolphins!
00:18:01I stayed on the island because I have this awesome living situation.
00:18:05I'll tell you the short version.
00:18:06Basically, I used to have ancestors in Ischia, so when I come over, I Facebook this second cousin twice removed.
00:18:11The second cousin twice removed, in case you didn't know, is when one person's great-grandparent is another person's great-great-great-grandparent.
00:18:17I'd love to hear the long version.
00:18:19Sorry.
00:18:20Anyway, so this relative gave me the name of this great uncle who lives on the island, so I show up.
00:18:26He answers the door and he's like the oldest fucker I've ever seen, easily pushing a hundred.
00:18:31A hundred?
00:18:32Yeah, if not older, he's like deaf and blind and about four feet tall.
00:18:36He mumbles a couple of things to me in some crazy dialect, ushers me inside, pours me a glass of wine and leads me to this basement apartment.
00:18:43And, uh, yeah, I never left.
00:18:46Second?
00:18:47Second?
00:18:48I don't know.
00:18:51Modeling the homeジャy of the town.
00:18:56I thought it'd be more probable.
00:19:00And, uh, yeah, the air, the air with frogs and desicc刺 you go.
00:19:07In sale the garden of our own garden.
00:19:09Love teaches me to feed you.
00:19:39To feed on flames and tears.
00:19:43To turn withered hope green through desire.
00:19:48To re-enslave my heart each time love frees his noble face from that heavy disdain.
00:19:56Who is that?
00:19:58Vittoria Colonna.
00:20:01Ah, the woman who lived here.
00:20:04You read that in your guidebook this morning, didn't you Jane?
00:20:08Sneaky.
00:20:10Yeah, I've decided to learn Italian by committing to memory all the sonnets she wrote to Michelangelo in English and Italian.
00:20:17I thought Michelangelo was gay.
00:20:19Ah, according to history and the muscular thighs of his sculptures, yes.
00:20:24But that didn't stop her from loving him.
00:20:28Let's hear it then.
00:20:30In Italian.
00:20:32Let's hear the poem.
00:20:34Come on.
00:20:35Okay.
00:20:36Okay.
00:20:37De lacrime a de faco nutria l'alma.
00:20:42Con secca speme reinvedia la voglia.
00:20:48Lega de nuovo il cor quando de scioglia.
00:20:54Segna maggiore la vista tierra ed alma.
00:21:01I'm impressed.
00:21:07You hungry?
00:21:09Why, you gonna take me out?
00:21:12Yeah.
00:21:17All right then.
00:21:18Okay.
00:21:19Two pastas with the house sauce, please.
00:21:27Red.
00:21:28White?
00:21:29Red, please.
00:21:30Uh-huh.
00:21:31Grazie.
00:21:32So you're really not gonna tell me what you do?
00:21:40I write freelance articles about parties and fashion trends in town and country UK.
00:21:45There's something else.
00:21:48I'm writing a book about my grandmother's experiences in rural England living through two world wars.
00:22:00I recorded her for hours and hours.
00:22:03But now, I don't know.
00:22:07What don't you know?
00:22:10You wanna listen?
00:22:13A little?
00:22:14Yeah.
00:22:15Yeah?
00:22:16Yeah.
00:22:17Yeah, I know it.
00:22:18I love to listen.
00:22:19All right.
00:22:20So you're sitting here.
00:22:21I love you.
00:22:22All tangled up.
00:22:23I love you.
00:22:24Well, it's tangled up.
00:22:35Don't laugh.
00:22:36Okay.
00:22:42Awful as it was, it made you stronger.
00:22:45These days, people whine about all sorts of things.
00:22:49I'm not one of those old people who think my time had the only joy and the only problems.
00:22:52We all have our own private wars, every era, but it was nothing like it.
00:23:00It really brought people together, the war.
00:23:02We helped each other during that time.
00:23:05We had to laugh.
00:23:06We had to smile.
00:23:08Well, if not for ourselves, then for the people we'd lost.
00:23:12I shut that thing off.
00:23:13Would you get it out of my face?
00:23:18That is like, it's like a window in time.
00:23:22It's the sort of thing you wish you always did before someone died, you know?
00:23:27My husband thinks I'm never going to finish it.
00:23:30I shouldn't care what anyone thinks.
00:23:32We met while I was recording her.
00:23:35Bonding over Granny, huh?
00:23:38Make it sound perverse.
00:23:40That's what it was, right?
00:23:43Buongiorno.
00:23:43Buongiorno.
00:23:44Signori.
00:23:45I got pregnant, so we got married.
00:24:01I lost the baby.
00:24:05I'm sorry.
00:24:06I didn't go back after that to the States.
00:24:31I didn't go back after that to the States.
00:24:31Did you, uh, did you ever hear that story about the Red Strain?
00:24:43I think I might have.
00:24:44Tell me.
00:24:45It's like this Asian proverb says that anyone you're destined to meet, like, uh, your soulmate
00:24:56or your family or, you know, someone you bump into on the street, we're all connected by
00:25:04this red string.
00:25:08It can be tangled or stretched, but it can never be broken.
00:25:12There's this moment in the tape.
00:25:21I'm sitting, waiting in the airport bar for my flight.
00:25:26And I'm talking into the recorder, rambling on about how I'm about to embark on this amazing
00:25:32adventure and how I'm going to show World War II from a totally different perspective.
00:25:37But...
00:25:38I don't know if it's that interesting.
00:25:50That's the whole point, isn't it?
00:25:53Keeping it interesting for yourself.
00:25:57Maybe.
00:26:00Maybe I just want to write about nothing.
00:26:02Everything is nothing.
00:26:06All the best.
00:26:07Compliano.
00:26:08Grazie.
00:26:09Grazie.
00:26:09Make a wish, huh?
00:26:14Make it great.
00:26:21Okay.
00:26:21Bravo.
00:26:26Bravo.
00:26:27Hey.
00:26:36What do you mean I'm ready to go?
00:26:37Ready?
00:26:38What?
00:26:39Grab my hand.
00:26:39Wait.
00:26:40Go, go, go.
00:26:41Oh, my God.
00:26:41Oh, my gosh.
00:26:42Oh, my gosh.
00:26:43Oh, my gosh.
00:26:44Oh, no.
00:26:45What?
00:26:46What do you mean?
00:26:46What do you mean?
00:26:46Oh, my God.
00:26:47Oh, my God.
00:26:47Oh, my God.
00:26:48Oh, my God.
00:26:49Oh, my God.
00:26:50Oh, my God.
00:26:51So...
00:26:51Hey.
00:26:53Hey.
00:26:54Hey.
00:26:55It's the carabinerary.
00:26:56Hey.
00:26:57It's the police.
00:26:57No.
00:26:58Hey.
00:26:59Yeah.
00:26:59Yeah.
00:27:00Yeah.
00:27:01Yeah.
00:27:01Yeah.
00:27:03We can't go back.
00:27:05We can't go back.
00:27:06We can't go back.
00:27:07Look.
00:27:07Look.
00:27:10You can't pay me.
00:27:11I've got to go.
00:27:11Oh, my God.
00:27:13Oh, God.
00:27:15Oh, God.
00:27:16Oh, God.
00:27:17Oh, God.
00:27:18Hey.
00:27:19Hey.
00:27:19Hey.
00:27:20Hey.
00:27:20Hey.
00:27:21Hey.
00:27:21Hey.
00:27:21Yes, it's true.
00:27:33Yes, it's true.
00:27:35I made the check when I went to the bathroom.
00:27:40You're horrible.
00:27:42You're horrible.
00:27:44You're horrible.
00:27:45Come on, let's go.
00:27:46Come on.
00:27:48Quick.
00:27:49Let's go.
00:27:51Why are we still running?
00:27:53I don't know where we're still running.
00:28:06Oh, my gosh.
00:28:14It went up my nose.
00:28:21Do we come back?
00:28:23Maybe.
00:28:26Maybe is not a no.
00:28:29And since I don't have a phone, you're going to have to give me your number.
00:28:34For cheap thrills and future crimes committed.
00:28:37No.
00:28:40You're enough.
00:28:41I've got to go catch a fairy.
00:28:57Hey.
00:28:58Why do violists keep their viola cases on their dashboards?
00:29:19Why?
00:29:20So they can park in handicapped spots.
00:29:29Oh.
00:29:32Happy birthday.
00:29:37Oh, my gosh.
00:29:50Oh, my gosh.
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00:30:00Oh, my gosh.
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00:30:05Oh, my gosh.
00:30:36You're awake.
00:30:52Yeah, I've got so much of this stuff to get through.
00:30:56Got through.
00:30:58Nice.
00:31:03There are the great big events.
00:31:06The things you think you'll always remember, and you do, but there are other smaller.
00:31:11Picking a blackberry that's been in the sun, or brushing the fingertip of someone you didn't know you loved until you touched them.
00:31:20Nellie was this little collie who wouldn't go on a leash, so she had to sit on a bicycle seat.
00:31:26They stayed with me, too.
00:31:40Jane.
00:31:42Nellie.
00:31:43I've got some pastries.
00:31:50You're still asleep?
00:31:52Jane.
00:31:54My friends had lots of American boyfriends.
00:32:22And they used to bring us nylon stockings and chocolates and all sorts of things.
00:32:27And we used to go to London.
00:32:29And we saw Glenn Miller one time.
00:32:33We used to go all over the place.
00:32:36They were wonderful times.
00:32:37I never had an American boyfriend.
00:32:42I liked some of them.
00:32:44They were nice boys, but I didn't want to leave my mom and dad.
00:32:52I wish I had sometimes.
00:32:53You know, when you were 19, the world just felt so open and carefree and full of possibility.
00:33:01You reminded me of that.
00:33:04At that time.
00:33:06You were 19 when we met?
00:33:07Yeah.
00:33:08I wouldn't have described you as carefree back then.
00:33:11Not at all.
00:33:12Well, I felt nostalgia.
00:33:14Or something for youth.
00:33:16You're not old, Jane.
00:33:17We ran out on the bill.
00:33:21You just ran out?
00:33:22What do you mean you ran out on the bill?
00:33:24Perhaps I'm not explaining it well.
00:33:25It was...
00:33:26It was fun.
00:33:29It was just fun.
00:33:41How was work?
00:33:41The conductor's actually a descendant of Walter Lake, which is fascinating.
00:33:48The three of us were planning dinner before we leave.
00:33:51I'd like that.
00:33:56Jane?
00:33:59Oh, my God.
00:34:00This is Caleb.
00:34:03Hi.
00:34:04No, no, we were just talking about you.
00:34:05We were?
00:34:06That's so weird.
00:34:07Sit, please.
00:34:08Sit down.
00:34:09Join us.
00:34:10What?
00:34:11Oh.
00:34:11I'm off to you when I get back pretty soon.
00:34:21That's okay.
00:34:22I already ate, so I'll just grab a coffee or something.
00:34:34Grab the check, please.
00:34:37In a cafe, play, play?
00:34:38Oh, no, thank you.
00:34:48Jane, you don't smoke.
00:34:51Yes, I do.
00:34:53Sometimes, at parties.
00:34:56You know that.
00:34:58Well, I don't do it a lot.
00:34:59Italian food is so overrated.
00:35:10I love it.
00:35:12There's no variety.
00:35:14English food, on the other hand.
00:35:16Tell me what you like about it.
00:35:18There's nothing like a good steak and kidney pie.
00:35:20I went to this party the other day, in this villa, owned by this old, drunk ex-pat.
00:35:27They had, like, a private chef and everything.
00:35:30And they were serving this, like, loaf of meat covered in sauce with all these other loaves.
00:35:36And this girl came over to me and said it was cat.
00:35:38No.
00:35:39No joke, like, a roasted mommy cat and her kittens.
00:35:44That is disgusting.
00:35:46True story.
00:35:51Why don't you tell Leonard one of your viola jokes?
00:35:58Come on.
00:35:59I'm selling my aunt.
00:36:01Well, come on.
00:36:03Let's hear one.
00:36:08I have one.
00:36:12What is the definition of perfect pitch?
00:36:17What?
00:36:20When you throw a viola into the dumpster without hitting the rim.
00:36:26You didn't just make that up.
00:36:27I did.
00:36:27It's too good.
00:36:28I did.
00:36:29Well, I'm impressed and I'm stealing it.
00:36:31You can pretty much make that joke about any instrument.
00:36:38Do you play anything, Caleb?
00:36:40This and that, you know.
00:36:44Shall we?
00:36:46What, time to go?
00:36:47Already?
00:36:49Yeah, I'm going to get back to work.
00:36:50So what's next on your agenda, Caleb?
00:37:04I'm thinking Tibet.
00:37:06Oh, Tibet, really?
00:37:07Yeah, there's this thing called the Shantan Festival at the end of the summer.
00:37:10Yeah, I've heard about that.
00:37:11That's where the Buddhist monks unroll all the tapestries on the hill, right?
00:37:16The monks, the monks, the monks.
00:37:17So pretty.
00:37:20How do you support yourself?
00:37:21You know, a bit of this, a bit of that.
00:37:28All right, then.
00:37:30I'll walk you.
00:37:31Does anybody have a pen?
00:37:33You got a pen?
00:37:34Yeah, I have a pen.
00:37:42Okay.
00:37:42I have a piece of paper.
00:37:50You guys should definitely come over to the island.
00:37:53I'll take you somewhere fun, you know.
00:37:55Don't knock on the front door.
00:37:56Come around the side.
00:37:57I need Regina.
00:38:00This, we, uh...
00:38:02There you go.
00:38:06And thanks again for yesterday.
00:38:07Oh, no problem.
00:38:10Okay.
00:38:12Ciao.
00:38:21How stoned are you?
00:38:23Come on, man.
00:38:24We should tell him to pop.
00:38:24It's not a big deal.
00:38:27So you're saying you smoke back at her?
00:38:31Occasionally.
00:38:32Hey, can we do something fun tonight?
00:38:35Sure.
00:38:38I'm fine from here.
00:38:41Okay.
00:38:41See you after work.
00:38:42Yep.
00:38:43I'll be waiting.
00:38:43I'll be waiting.
00:39:14Hey.
00:39:15God, you scared me.
00:39:17Are you following me?
00:39:19Maybe.
00:39:20Is that weird?
00:39:22Yeah.
00:39:31I couldn't sleep last night.
00:39:36You told me you were staying near the port, so I got the first ferry this morning.
00:39:41I came looking for you.
00:39:43And I can't believe I found you.
00:39:46I can't believe I found you.
00:40:17What are we doing?
00:40:30I think we're making it out.
00:40:33So sexy and beautiful.
00:40:47I can't do this.
00:41:09What?
00:41:09What?
00:41:09I can't do this.
00:41:11Why?
00:41:22Do you do this a lot?
00:41:24What?
00:41:24Do you do this a lot?
00:41:26What?
00:41:27Do you seduce women?
00:41:28Is this what you do?
00:41:29Look, you need to be less serious.
00:41:39Don't follow me.
00:41:59Don't follow me.
00:42:29There was one boy from Belgium.
00:42:48He was lovely.
00:42:50He had a moustache.
00:42:52My mother hated moustaches.
00:42:56But he was shipped off.
00:42:58I never saw him again.
00:43:04Anyways, I met your grandfather not long after, and we got married.
00:43:09Was it love at first sight with Grandpa?
00:43:12Love at first sight?
00:43:13Stop that thing.
00:43:16I know.
00:43:19You're home early.
00:43:27I do deserve that.
00:43:29Can I just move for your husband?
00:43:31Jane, I'm sorry.
00:43:37Just give me a minute.
00:43:38I have a hell of a rest of my day.
00:43:40I've got so much stuff to do.
00:43:44Sorry, darling.
00:43:47Hey, do you still want to do something fun tonight?
00:43:49Yeah, absolutely.
00:43:50I've got some dinner.
00:43:51I thought we'd just stay in here.
00:43:53Two of us.
00:43:55I've just got to work this thing out for tomorrow.
00:43:56Okay.
00:43:57Okay.
00:43:58I'm sorry.
00:43:59Okay.
00:43:59I'm sorry.
00:44:26Don't worry.
00:44:56Can we talk?
00:45:27Say cheese.
00:45:33You should kind of be in the middle.
00:45:38Hold on a second.
00:45:50That's what our living room is missing.
00:45:56What did you do?
00:46:08Put my hand over my mouth.
00:46:10You did?
00:46:11What did you do?
00:46:12Just wave.
00:46:26What did you do?
00:46:32Why?
00:46:34Yup!
00:46:35I don't know what to do.
00:47:05PIANO PLAYS
00:47:35PIANO PLAYS
00:48:05PIANO PLAYS
00:48:35PIANO PLAYS
00:49:06I think I need to be less serious.
00:49:11Yeah.
00:49:12Will you put my pants on?
00:49:16Okay.
00:49:35Yeah.
00:52:36Leonard thought you were lying about those cats.
00:52:51You said that?
00:52:53Were you?
00:52:57They were delicious.
00:52:59You made me feel nervous.
00:53:05You made me feel calm.
00:53:15You made me feel calm.
00:53:23You made me feel calm.
00:53:25You made me feel calm.
00:53:35You made me feel calm.
00:53:37You made me feel calm.
00:53:39Than a drink.
00:53:49You guys want a drink?
00:53:53Is that him?
00:54:12Yeah, he just shuffled around all night.
00:54:17Must be lonely.
00:54:23He just shuffled around all night.
00:54:53He just shuffled around all night.
00:55:23He just shuffled around all night.
00:55:25He just shuffled around all night.
00:55:27Again and again and again.
00:55:29Again and again and again.
00:55:33Once I was single, my pocket is in jingle.
00:55:39I wish I was single again.
00:55:43Again and again and again.
00:55:47Again and again and again.
00:55:51Once I was single, my pocket is in jingle.
00:55:57I wish I was single again.
00:55:59I didn't sleep at all last night.
00:56:01Where have you been?
00:56:03Just walking.
00:56:05I didn't sleep at all last night.
00:56:07Where have you been?
00:56:09Just walking.
00:56:11All night.
00:56:13I've been thinking.
00:56:15You left your phone here.
00:56:17I had to plug it in.
00:56:19We need to talk, Leonard.
00:56:21I have to go to work.
00:56:23Can you be late?
00:56:25No.
00:56:26I can't be late.
00:56:27No.
00:56:28I can't be late.
00:56:29Leonard.
00:56:30Jay.
00:56:31Whatever you have to say to me, I want to hear it.
00:56:32I've committed myself.
00:56:33People are depending on me.
00:56:34I have to go to work.
00:56:35OK.
00:56:57OK.
00:57:03If it wasn't the war, it would have been something else.
00:57:29There's always something else, isn't there?
00:57:34That's the thing. That's the thing about struggle.
00:57:48I'm going to make some tea. Do you want some?
00:57:51I'm all right.
00:57:59If you go out like that again, just tell me. Don't worry.
00:58:05Okay.
00:58:08I can't seem to figure out what's going on in your head.
00:58:12Do you think everything we've been through actually does us any good in the long run?
00:58:31Or do we just make out struggle to be something meaningful because that's all most of us have?
00:58:40I'll tell you, next time we come to Italy, to get a proper kitchen.
00:58:56I don't know what you want me to say, Jane.
00:59:26If one little thing had changed in my grandmother's life, I might not be here.
00:59:39Sometimes I worry I'm not honoring her.
00:59:43With the book?
00:59:47No, with my life.
00:59:55This is it, you know.
00:59:57It ends with me.
01:00:04In the harvest time, we all went to the field where they were cutting the corn.
01:00:08Everyone was chasing rabbits and then we had our tea in the harvest fields.
01:00:21The horses.
01:00:22Yeah.
01:00:28The horses back then, they were kept beautifully.
01:00:32Dad used to dress them all up, brass things and little horseshoes.
01:00:38He put braids on them.
01:00:40They used to be gorgeous.
01:00:42What are your plans for tomorrow?
01:00:45There was one.
01:00:47Duke.
01:00:49He was a Clydesdale I used to ride down to the marshes.
01:00:53Every night when he finished working.
01:01:00They were lovely days, really.
01:01:08They're gone.
01:01:09For me.
01:01:11Jane.
01:01:13But not for you.
01:01:14Jane.
01:01:16You know, it's different for you.
01:01:18In some ways it's easier.
01:01:20You haven't got the war.
01:01:21People don't die as much as they did back then.
01:01:24But in some ways, it's more disjointed.
01:01:27You've got to make your own life.
01:01:32One that you love and you can't be afraid of the...
01:01:36of the time.
01:01:40Time is shiftable.
01:01:41There are moments in my life that I would trade 60 years to have back again.
01:01:55That's the truth.
01:01:57You'll know the truth when you find it.
01:02:00It'll come to you like something you've known before rather than something you're learning for the first time.
01:02:05Oh, sorry.
01:02:11Ah!
01:02:13What is it?
01:02:15Oh!
01:02:17Oh, you...
01:02:19Are you alright?
01:02:22You okay?
01:02:24Yeah, I stung my toe.
01:02:26It's bleeding.
01:02:28Oh, it's fine.
01:02:30It's fine, it's fine, it's fine, it's fine.
01:02:33Are you finishing that?
01:02:35Yes.
01:02:37Fuck.
01:02:47I met these backpackers last night, Frank and Elsa.
01:02:51She's French, he's German.
01:02:53They're going to Tibet.
01:02:55And I'm going with them.
01:02:59I want you to come with me.
01:03:03I want you to come.
01:03:05I want you to come with me.
01:03:08That's how I walk away.
01:03:10And all he does with my mouth is a하는데 where it is simple.
01:03:12And the Have no idea being asked to have anything to be answered all this afternoon with you.
01:03:16But all that way, though, is also more than the £60 or £50,相ί.
01:03:22So I hope you'll look back for years later than you later.
01:03:26But before I spend some reading, it's still very safe for me.
01:04:00Hi.
01:04:05Hi.
01:04:07How are you?
01:04:10Long day.
01:04:14God, why don't they not?
01:04:17I don't think I'm chomped at doing another stint like this.
01:04:24How's the writing going?
01:04:27I'm feeling inspired.
01:04:30It's fantastic.
01:04:34I think I've figured out the key to finishing the project.
01:04:39Are you listening?
01:04:45You found the key to finishing this project?
01:04:48Well, the water here tastes so funny.
01:05:02Have you ever cheated on me?
01:05:05Oh, Jane.
01:05:06Have you?
01:05:06Can we not?
01:05:09Have you?
01:05:15Absolutely not.
01:05:17Why did you take such a long time to answer that?
01:05:20Because I'm sick.
01:05:22Of what, Leonard?
01:05:24Of it being so hard?
01:05:25Yes.
01:05:27Tedious?
01:05:34I hate talking about sex with you.
01:05:37Is that what we're talking about?
01:05:38Normal people talk about sex, Leonard.
01:05:41And we don't?
01:05:42There's just huge, vacant lots that we don't discuss.
01:05:49Like what?
01:05:50Is there anything you want to ask me?
01:05:53Why?
01:05:53Is there anything you want to tell me?
01:05:55I just want to connect.
01:05:59So you don't feel that we're connected?
01:06:01Do you?
01:06:01Do you?
01:06:04I love you.
01:06:05I get it, Leonard.
01:06:15I get it.
01:06:17It's always been this big, serious, grave thing for us.
01:06:20Sex has consequences.
01:06:21Life and death.
01:06:22Mostly death.
01:06:23Jane, please.
01:06:24Let me guess.
01:06:25You don't want to talk about it?
01:06:26No, that's not what I'm saying.
01:06:28You're just...
01:06:28Do you want to have children, Leonard?
01:06:30Of course I did.
01:06:31Not did.
01:06:32Do you want to have children?
01:06:35So did you.
01:06:37But.
01:06:40Say it.
01:06:42Jane.
01:06:42Say it.
01:06:45I can't have children, Leonard.
01:06:48I never will.
01:06:50And if we keep trying, they keep dying.
01:06:53Again and again and again.
01:06:55Please.
01:06:58How does that make you feel?
01:07:00It's not your father.
01:07:05How does it make you feel, Leonard?
01:07:07How does it make you feel?
01:07:10You will never be a father.
01:07:13We can adopt.
01:07:15That's not what you want.
01:07:16Is it?
01:07:18Is that what you want?
01:07:20Hmm?
01:07:20Because I think about it all the time.
01:07:27That the one thing you always wanted, I will never be able to give you.
01:07:30What are you trying to do, Jane?
01:07:43I just want to know that there's a reason for it all.
01:07:46You're not curious about me, Leonard.
01:07:59Not really.
01:08:01What do you want me to know?
01:08:02You shouldn't have to ask.
01:08:03I feel as if you want me to be someone I'm not.
01:08:09Someone that I've never been.
01:08:14I'm leaving you.
01:08:17I've been seeing someone else.
01:08:24See you.
01:08:26Caleb.
01:08:28That kid.
01:08:29Yes.
01:08:29That kid.
01:08:31That child.
01:08:32That kid you've known for two days.
01:08:34It's been longer than that.
01:08:34Please tell me you're joking.
01:08:37Time is shiftable.
01:08:39I don't get it.
01:08:39Leonard.
01:08:41I don't get it.
01:08:42He's asked me to travel with him.
01:08:44Are you sleeping with him?
01:08:48What do you think?
01:08:49I kept waiting for you to see it, to smell it, to sense it.
01:08:59So what?
01:09:00I failed your test?
01:09:02You don't see me!
01:09:03You don't see me!
01:09:03I'm sorry.
01:09:24For what?
01:09:27I'm sorry.
01:09:28For what?
01:09:28I shouldn't have done that.
01:09:29No.
01:09:30For losing my temper, I shouldn't have done that.
01:09:32Right.
01:09:32To lose your temper.
01:09:34No, no, no, no.
01:09:34If you think that this is what's going to make you feel better, then you should go.
01:09:38You should go with him.
01:09:40You've been through a terrible, terrible thing, Jane.
01:09:44No, that is not what this is about.
01:09:46Of course it is.
01:09:46You don't love me anymore, Leonard.
01:09:49You don't love me!
01:09:50That's rubbish.
01:09:50That's rubbish.
01:09:52This is your ticket.
01:09:55The day after my performance, meet me at the train station.
01:09:59Our training's at 4.30.
01:10:03We'll go home together.
01:10:07I want you to do what you need to do.
01:10:13And then come back to me.
01:10:17No questions asked.
01:10:19No guilt.
01:10:22This is good.
01:10:23No?
01:10:29No.
01:10:30No guilt.
01:10:40No guilt.
01:10:41No guilt.
01:10:48I love you.
01:11:49You want some?
01:12:00Oh, thanks.
01:12:30Frank, you know, it's coming over in a couple of hours.
01:12:48Frank bought a car, so we're going to head out in a couple of weeks or so, you know.
01:12:59I'm thinking of driving through Romania and then Ukraine and down through Russia and through Kazakhstan and then straight to Tibet.
01:14:53Jay.
01:14:54You've got to come over to this side.
01:14:59The train's going to be here in a minute.
01:15:24It's four in the morning, the end of December.
01:15:30I'm riding you now just to see if you're there.
01:15:37New York is cold, but I like where I'm living.
01:15:43There's music on Clinton Street all through the evening.
01:15:50I hear that you're building your house deep in the desert.
01:16:00My little day, you're living.
01:16:01You're living a feeling of water, but the other parts are going home to be in a moment.
01:16:04You're living for anything and you might need to go home to sleep.
01:16:05To the night, you're living for nothing now.
01:16:08I hope you're keeping some kind of record.
01:16:11Yes.
01:16:12And Jane came by with a lock of your hair.
01:16:22She said that you gave it to her
01:16:27That night when you planned to go clear
01:16:33I wouldn't want to live to be 100.
01:16:36Why not?
01:16:37I'm not telling you why not.
01:16:39Did you ever go clear?
01:16:43Now shut that thing off.
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