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00:00:00Excuse me, it's okay.
00:00:02It's okay. It's okay, it's okay.
00:00:05It's okay.
00:00:07Let me help her back.
00:00:30It's okay, it's okay.
00:00:33Maruzella, Maruzella.
00:00:42Vedi, questo è Napoli.
00:00:44Napoli è pieno divertimento.
00:00:46Ci sono posti per divertirti e posti che ci sono brutti.
00:01:00Alla prossima.
00:01:06I'm looking for the concert.
00:01:07And then you drive right by it.
00:01:09There it is.
00:01:13Very funny.
00:01:23I think it's gonna be good.
00:01:25Must be.
00:01:30Il traffico di Napoli.
00:01:32Imposte.
00:01:33Le nuove.
00:01:34Non cazzo.
00:01:35Non in questa settimana al primo posto.
00:01:43Shit.
00:01:45Well.
00:01:46I can't buy my wallet.
00:01:51The real estate case?
00:01:52No.
00:01:53No, the real estate case.
00:01:54Nella casa.
00:01:55Somewhere.
00:01:56Maybe it's in a car.
00:01:58What do you think?
00:02:00She's lost her purse.
00:02:02Her purse.
00:02:04No, no, no.
00:02:06She's lost her purse.
00:02:08She's lost her purse.
00:02:10She's lost her purse.
00:02:12No, no, no.
00:02:14She's lost her purse.
00:02:16No, no, no, no.
00:02:18You just give her a minute?
00:02:20You know, she was not here sitting here.
00:02:22One moment.
00:02:24I don't know.
00:02:26Okay, okay, okay.
00:02:26How's it, Sonny?
00:02:27Come on, Mommy.
00:02:33Where did you have it last?
00:02:35Um, the train station, I think.
00:02:38The exchange booth.
00:02:42Oh, Jamie, I'm sorry.
00:02:47That bastard at the train station started
00:02:49when you dropped all your stuff.
00:02:50This is 170, not 70.
00:02:57Where do we need to go?
00:02:58We need to, we need 70.
00:03:10Here we go.
00:03:11Here we go.
00:03:12Here we go.
00:03:13Here we go.
00:03:14Here we go.
00:03:15Here we go.
00:03:16Here we go.
00:03:20Is this it?
00:03:21Thank you, Sonny.
00:03:41It's nice.
00:03:43Yes, I have a credit card.
00:03:45The number's on file on my computer.
00:03:48Yes, I have them here.
00:03:51Okay.
00:03:525533
00:03:557645
00:03:588787
00:04:019157
00:04:0457.
00:04:06Yeah.
00:04:08Expires 12.15.
00:04:09No, she'll definitely need another card sent out immediately.
00:04:13We're here for two weeks.
00:04:16No, I'm working here.
00:04:20Yes, I'll hold.
00:04:23You love how they ask.
00:04:24As if I have a choice.
00:04:27Do you know what I'm gonna try to do while I'm here?
00:04:30Besides learn Italian.
00:04:32I don't know why you think that's so ridiculous.
00:04:34I don't at all.
00:04:36I admire you.
00:04:37I just think it's too late for me.
00:04:39That's not true.
00:04:41You can't teach an old dog new tricks.
00:04:44And besides,
00:04:46what's the point?
00:04:47The whole bloody world speaks English.
00:04:49Well, I...
00:04:51I'm gonna finally transcribe the tapes.
00:04:55Yes.
00:04:57All right.
00:04:59Okay.
00:05:01Well, if you can see it through to the end.
00:05:04I think that's wonderful.
00:05:06What does that mean?
00:05:08Nothing.
00:05:10Nothing.
00:05:12I think it's a fantastic idea, Jen.
00:05:15I always have. You know that?
00:05:16You know that.
00:05:20She doesn't sound very supportive.
00:05:25You have my support.
00:05:27I'm sorry if that came out wrong.
00:05:31I just know how emotional listening to them can be.
00:05:34Has been for you.
00:05:35For you.
00:05:36I think enough time has passed.
00:05:38Well, that's great.
00:05:39I think it's interesting.
00:05:40I don't think it's funny.
00:05:41Yes, I think it's funny.
00:05:42You know what?
00:05:43I'm sorry.
00:05:44I'm sorry.
00:05:45No, no.
00:05:47No, no, no, no, no, no.
00:05:49No, no, no, no, no, no.
00:05:50No, no, no, no, no, no, no.
00:05:51How do you think he killed himself?
00:05:52Why do you think he killed himself?
00:06:08David Foster Wallace.
00:06:14I don't know.
00:06:17You can't get a sense by his writing?
00:06:20You have to read it when I'm done, though.
00:06:22Do you think he recognized a blank infinity just stretching out?
00:06:34He got to this point, maybe, where it was just day after day after day.
00:06:38I really don't know, John.
00:06:40Just so tedious.
00:06:44And then, of course, he felt guilty.
00:06:46Most people think life is too short, and there he was, all the talent in the world, and it wasn't...
00:06:50Jane, can I... can we not talk about this?
00:06:52Just... just... just a bit more, a bit.
00:07:12Love you.
00:07:15Love you, too.
00:07:16Love you, too.
00:07:37Do you feel all right?
00:07:37You feel okay?
00:07:38Yeah.
00:07:40You should.
00:08:07You should.
00:08:37Oh, my God.
00:09:07Are you sure you won't come with?
00:09:18You'll be so busy.
00:09:21I get boring all alone.
00:09:24I think someone should be here in case the card is delivered.
00:09:28True.
00:09:33Then I think I might go out, see what the world has to offer.
00:09:35If you do, leave me a message, okay?
00:09:42So I can worry about you.
00:09:44Okay.
00:09:49I've left you some money here.
00:09:54I'll see you later.
00:09:55Have a good day.
00:10:05Testing, testing.
00:10:22Okay.
00:10:25Do you have any stories for my book?
00:10:26What kind of stories?
00:10:30Stories that you've prepared.
00:10:32Or I can ask them the list of stories that Dad told me about.
00:10:34Go ahead and ask from your father's list.
00:10:36God rest his soul.
00:10:37Let's start with the war.
00:10:40We went into an air raid shelter.
00:10:42My mother, your great-grandmother, she was shaking.
00:10:46Sirens wailed and...
00:10:48And then there was the sound of a bomb.
00:10:50And the man next to us, he said,
00:10:52I was in a shelter last night with my wife and my little boy.
00:10:56And half of it got blown away.
00:10:59There was blood in his hair.
00:11:02He was all alone.
00:11:03That nearly finished my mother, you know.
00:11:08Here we were in this tiny town in England,
00:11:10miles from Germany, from Russia, from Italy,
00:11:13from any front lines.
00:11:14And this man, he had blood in his hair.
00:11:22Good night.
00:11:31How are you?
00:11:45Good night tonight.
00:11:46I'm going to risk you.
00:11:48We were riding our bikes to school when the Germans started firing at us.
00:12:01We jumped into a hedge.
00:12:04We were terrified, but afterwards we couldn't stop laughing.
00:12:09It feels now as if I'm the only one who remembers that.
00:12:13It's as vivid to me as if it happened yesterday.
00:12:18Oh, hi, Leonard. It's Jane.
00:12:21I decided to take an impromptu trip to Iskia, or, um, Iskia, as they pronounce it.
00:12:28See, I'm learning a little bit.
00:12:30Um, anyway, I'll be home later.
00:12:33I hope you have a good day. Bye.
00:12:36Those friends are all dead now.
00:12:39There's no one left.
00:12:41That's one of my regrets, you know.
00:12:44Sometimes I think I should have had more children,
00:12:46not just your father.
00:12:50You're all alone now that your parents are gone.
00:12:54No brothers, no sisters.
00:12:59I'm upsetting you.
00:13:01Let's talk about something else.
00:13:04You want to ask me more boring questions about the war?
00:13:08All right, then.
00:13:08Uh, excuse me.
00:13:12Excuse me.
00:13:13Um, the castle?
00:13:15Castle?
00:13:16Parlato inglese?
00:13:18No, no, no.
00:13:19No?
00:13:19No.
00:13:20Um, castello oreganese?
00:13:23Ah, andare.
00:13:25Andare?
00:13:26Andare?
00:13:26Si.
00:13:26Ah, grazie.
00:13:27I'm actually going there now, to the castle.
00:13:52Do you speak English now?
00:13:54Yeah.
00:13:55Why, do you think I was Italian?
00:13:56Yeah.
00:13:57Yes!
00:13:57That's great.
00:13:58That's cool.
00:13:59Hey, hey, hey.
00:14:01Where are you from?
00:14:03London.
00:14:04No, in America.
00:14:05Come on.
00:14:05Maine.
00:14:06No, shit.
00:14:07I'm from Massachusetts.
00:14:08That's crazy.
00:14:09That's weird.
00:14:10Right?
00:14:11Yeah.
00:14:12Vacation?
00:14:13Oh.
00:14:13Are you?
00:14:14What?
00:14:15Are you here on vacation?
00:14:16Oh.
00:14:16Oh.
00:14:16Sorry.
00:14:20I thought you were saying you were on vacation.
00:14:22Me?
00:14:23No.
00:14:25So, come on.
00:14:27My husband is working in Naples.
00:14:30What does he do?
00:14:32He is playing in a concert at the end of the month.
00:14:35Cool.
00:14:36What does he play?
00:14:37Viola.
00:14:39Mm, mm, mm.
00:14:40The viola.
00:14:42Any good?
00:14:44Yes.
00:14:45Very.
00:14:46How do you keep your violin from getting stolen?
00:14:53You put it in a viola case.
00:14:55Right?
00:14:58That's not funny.
00:14:59What's the difference between a viola and a coffin?
00:15:02A coffin has a dead person on the inside.
00:15:05Because viola players are dead?
00:15:07No?
00:15:07Why is a viola solo like premature ejaculation?
00:15:12Because even though you know it's coming,
00:15:14there's nothing you can do about it.
00:15:18I can't help it.
00:15:19I've got this weird autistic mind for jokes,
00:15:21and I went to this music-slash-nerd summer camp
00:15:23when I was, like, 10, and I played the triangle.
00:15:25Right.
00:15:26And I'm an only child, so, you know, understand.
00:15:31You look too young to be married.
00:15:33You newlywed?
00:15:33No.
00:15:34No.
00:15:34No.
00:15:36No.
00:15:47Stop making me feel like a stalker.
00:15:48Oh, fuck.
00:15:49Want to give me 10, please?
00:15:50Yes.
00:15:5010.
00:15:5110.
00:15:5110.
00:15:58One?
00:15:59All right.
00:16:02Oh, hey, have you got 50 cents?
00:16:06You can catch it.
00:16:33What brought you out of here today?
00:16:35Barry.
00:16:36Ha!
00:16:37Barry.
00:16:38I like it.
00:16:40They have this device down in the basement.
00:16:42It's like a torture cage.
00:16:44They lock you in there until you turn to bones.
00:16:47Can you imagine?
00:16:48Dying by just sitting there?
00:16:49That would suck.
00:16:57In like the 1300s, thousands of families lived in this castle.
00:17:02It must have smelled pretty bad.
00:17:04All those people crammed onto this rock.
00:17:09Wow.
00:17:11I know.
00:17:12I've been coming here every day and it still gets me.
00:17:15If only we could kill off all the tourists.
00:17:19You're a tourist.
00:17:21No, I'm not.
00:17:23I came out here a few months ago with this volunteer organization
00:17:27dedicated to studying the relic populations of dolphins and whales in the Gulf of Naples.
00:17:32I can't tell if you're joking.
00:17:33I'm dead fucking serious.
00:17:34I just didn't want to go to college and they paid for me to come over.
00:17:35Before connecting flights, a 72 hour plane ride.
00:17:36But you know, it was worth it.
00:17:37My first time out of the US.
00:17:38How old are you?
00:17:39I'm 19.
00:17:40It's my birthday today.
00:17:41Is it really?
00:17:42Uh huh.
00:17:43Happy birthday.
00:17:44Thank you very much.
00:17:45Yeah, so I left the program after like a month.
00:17:46Fuck the relic dolphins.
00:17:47I stayed on the island because I have this awesome living situation.
00:17:51I'll tell you the short version.
00:17:52I used to have ancestors in Ischya so when I come over I Facebook this second cousin twice
00:17:53removed.
00:17:54The second cousin twice removed, in case you didn't know, is when one person's great-grandparent
00:18:05is another person's great-great-great-grandparent.
00:18:08I'd love to hear the long version.
00:18:09Sorry, anyway.
00:18:10So this relative gave me a gift from her sister.
00:18:13If you want to be friends, that's a great-grandparent.
00:18:17So I won't let you know exactly what I meant to do.
00:18:20Anyway, so this relative gave me the name of this great uncle who lives on the island, so I show up, he answers the door, and he's like the oldest fucker I've ever seen, easily pushing a hundred.
00:18:32A hundred?
00:18:33Yeah, if not older, he's like deaf and blind and about four feet tall, and he mumbles a couple of things to me in some crazy dialect, ushers me inside, pours me a glass of wine, and leads me to this basement apartment, and, uh, yeah, I never left.
00:18:50I never left.
00:19:20Love teaches me to feed on flames and tears, to turn withered hope green through desire,
00:19:47to re-enslave my heart each time love frees his noble face from that heavy disdain.
00:19:57Who is that?
00:19:59Vittoria Colonna.
00:20:00Oh, the woman who lived here.
00:20:05You read that in your guidebook this morning, didn't you, Jane?
00:20:09Sneaky.
00:20:09Yeah, I've decided to learn Italian by committing to memory all the sonnets she wrote to Michelangelo in English and Italian.
00:20:17I thought Michelangelo was gay.
00:20:19Ah, according to history and the muscular thighs of his sculptures, yes, but that didn't stop her from loving him.
00:20:27Let's hear it, then.
00:20:29Let's hear it, then.
00:20:31In Italian.
00:20:33Let's hear the poem.
00:20:35Come on.
00:20:36Okay.
00:20:36De lacrime ade faco nutria l'alma.
00:20:44Con secca speme rinvedia la voglia.
00:20:50Lega de nuovo il cuor quando de scioglia.
00:20:55Segna maggiore la vista tierra ed alma.
00:20:59I'm impressed.
00:21:08You hungry?
00:21:10Why, you gonna take me out?
00:21:13Yeah.
00:21:18All right, then.
00:21:19Okay.
00:21:24Two pastas with the house sauce, please.
00:21:28Red.
00:21:28White or red?
00:21:29Red.
00:21:29Red.
00:21:30Uh-huh.
00:21:31Grazie.
00:21:33So you're really not going to tell me what you do?
00:21:40I write freelance articles about parties and fashion trends in town and country UK.
00:21:46There's something else.
00:21:47I'm writing a book about my grandmother's experiences in rural England, living through two world wars.
00:22:00I recorded her for hours and hours.
00:22:03But now, I don't know.
00:22:09What don't you know?
00:22:10Do you want to listen?
00:22:13A little?
00:22:15Yeah.
00:22:16Yeah?
00:22:17Yeah, no.
00:22:17I love to listen.
00:22:18I love to listen to you.
00:22:19I love to listen to you.
00:22:34Well, it's tangled up.
00:22:35I don't know.
00:22:36Okay.
00:22:42Awful as it was, it made you stronger.
00:22:45These days people whine about all sorts of things.
00:22:49I'm not one of those old people who think my time had the only joy and the only problems.
00:22:54We all have our own private wars, every era, but it was nothing like.
00:23:00It really brought people together, the war.
00:23:02We helped each other during that time.
00:23:05We had to laugh.
00:23:06We had to smile.
00:23:08Well, if not for ourselves, then for the people we'd lost.
00:23:12I shut that thing off.
00:23:13Would you get it out of my face?
00:23:18That is like, it's like a window in time.
00:23:23The sort of thing which you always did before someone died, you know?
00:23:27My husband thinks I'm never going to finish it.
00:23:30I shouldn't care what anyone thinks.
00:23:32We met while I was recording her.
00:23:35Bonding over Granny, huh?
00:23:38Make it sound perverse.
00:23:40That's what it was, right?
00:23:43Buongiorno.
00:23:43Buongiorno.
00:23:44Signori.
00:23:45I got pregnant, so we got married.
00:24:01I lost the baby.
00:24:05I'm sorry.
00:24:06I didn't go back after that to the States.
00:24:31Did you, uh, did you ever hear that story about the Red Strain?
00:24:43I think I might have.
00:24:44Tell me.
00:24:45It's like this Asian proverb says that anyone you're destined to meet, like, uh, your soulmate, or your family, or, you know, someone you bump into on the street, we're all connected by this red string.
00:25:05It can be tangled or stretched, but it can never be broken.
00:25:12There's this moment in the tape.
00:25:21I'm sitting, waiting in the airport bar for my flight.
00:25:24And I'm talking into the recorder, rambling on about how I'm about to embark on this amazing adventure, and how I'm going to show World War II from a totally different perspective.
00:25:38But?
00:25:38I don't know if it's that interesting.
00:25:50That's the whole point, isn't it?
00:25:53Keeping it interesting for yourself.
00:25:57Maybe.
00:26:00Maybe I just want to write about nothing.
00:26:03Everything is nothing.
00:26:06All the best.
00:26:07Make a wish.
00:26:09Make a wish.
00:26:16Make it great.
00:26:21Okay.
00:26:25Bravo.
00:26:26Bravo.
00:26:27Hey.
00:26:27Come on.
00:26:37What do you mean a moment of an end?
00:26:38What?
00:26:39Wait.
00:26:40Go, go, go.
00:26:41Oh, my God.
00:26:41Oh, my gosh.
00:26:44Oh, no.
00:26:45What?
00:26:46What do you mean?
00:26:51Stronto.
00:26:53Hey, hey.
00:26:54Hey.
00:26:54It's the carabineries!
00:26:56It's the police!
00:26:58No!
00:27:04We can't go back!
00:27:06We can't go back!
00:27:08We can't back!
00:27:10We haven't got any money!
00:27:14Oh no!
00:27:16Oh no!
00:27:18Oh no!
00:27:20Oh no!
00:27:22Here you go!
00:27:24Here you go!
00:27:26It'd make you feel better if I said I said the whole thing up!
00:27:30Yes, it's true!
00:27:32Yes, it's true!
00:27:34I made the check when I went to the bathroom!
00:27:40You're horrible!
00:27:42You're horrible!
00:27:44Come on, let's go!
00:27:46Come on!
00:27:48Let's go!
00:27:50Why are we still running?
00:27:52I don't know why we're still running!
00:28:06Oh my gosh!
00:28:08Yeah!
00:28:14It went up my nose!
00:28:20We come back?
00:28:22Maybe!
00:28:26Maybe is not a no.
00:28:28And since I don't have a phone,
00:28:30you're gonna have to give me your number.
00:28:32For cheap thrills and future crimes committed.
00:28:36No!
00:28:40Fair enough.
00:28:50I've gotta go...
00:28:52catch a fairy.
00:28:54Hey.
00:28:56Why do violists keep their viola cases on their dashboards?
00:29:08on their dashboards.
00:29:18Why?
00:29:22So they can park in handicapped spots.
00:29:24Oh.
00:29:26Happy birthday.
00:29:30Happy birthday.
00:29:34bless you for my life.
00:29:52OK?
00:30:56Nice.
00:30:58Nice.
00:31:28Me too.
00:31:30Jane.
00:31:32Tony.
00:31:34Got some pastries.
00:31:38Jane.
00:31:40Janey.
00:31:42Got some pastries.
00:31:50You still asleep?
00:31:52Jane.
00:32:08My friends had lots of American boyfriends and they used to bring us nylon stockings and chocolates and all sorts of things.
00:32:26And we used to go to London and we saw Glenn Miller one time.
00:32:32We used to go all over the place.
00:32:36They were wonderful times.
00:32:38I never had an American boyfriend.
00:32:41I liked some of them.
00:32:43They were nice boys, but I didn't want to leave my mum and dad.
00:32:50I wish I had sometimes.
00:32:53You know when you were 19 and the world just felt so open and carefree and full of possibility?
00:33:00You reminded me of that.
00:33:03At that time.
00:33:05You were 19 when we met.
00:33:07Yeah.
00:33:08I wouldn't have described you as carefree back then. Not at all.
00:33:11Well, I felt nostalgia.
00:33:13Or something. For youth.
00:33:15You're not old, Jane.
00:33:17We ran out on the bill.
00:33:19You just ran out? What do you mean you ran out on the bill?
00:33:23Well, perhaps I'm not explaining it well.
00:33:25It was...
00:33:26It was fun.
00:33:27It was just fun.
00:33:29How was work?
00:33:41The conductor's actually a descendant of Walter Lake, which is fascinating.
00:33:47The three of us were planning dinner before we leave.
00:33:49I'd like that.
00:33:55Jane?
00:33:57Oh, my God.
00:33:59This is Caleb.
00:34:01Hi.
00:34:02No, no.
00:34:03We were just talking about you.
00:34:04We were?
00:34:05That's so weird.
00:34:06Sit.
00:34:07Please.
00:34:08Sit down.
00:34:09Join us.
00:34:10What?
00:34:11You're in the cafe.
00:34:12No.
00:34:13You're in the cafe, or you're in the cafe.
00:34:14I know, right?
00:34:19I'm off to you when I get back pretty soon.
00:34:21That's okay.
00:34:22I already ate, so I'll just grab a coffee.
00:34:34Grab the check, please.
00:34:37In the cafe, p-p-p-p?
00:34:42Oh, no thank you.
00:34:47Jane, you don't smoke.
00:34:51Yes I do.
00:34:53Sometimes, at parties.
00:34:56You didn't know that.
00:34:58Well, I don't do it a lot.
00:35:02Grazie.
00:35:04Grazie.
00:35:08Italian food is so overrated.
00:35:11I love it.
00:35:13There's no variety.
00:35:14English food, on the other hand.
00:35:16Say what you like about it.
00:35:18There's nothing like a good steak and kidney pie.
00:35:21I went to this party the other day in this villa owned by this old drunk ex-pat.
00:35:27They had like a private chef and everything.
00:35:30And they were serving this like loaf of meat covered in sauce with all these other loaves.
00:35:36And this girl came over to me and said it was cat.
00:35:38No.
00:35:39No joke.
00:35:40Like a roasted mommy cat and her kittens.
00:35:44That is disgusting.
00:35:46True story.
00:35:47Why don't you tell Leonard one of your viola jokes?
00:35:57Come on.
00:35:59I'm selling my ant.
00:36:01Come on.
00:36:03Let's hear one.
00:36:04I have one.
00:36:05What is the definition of perfect pitch?
00:36:18When you throw a viola into the dumpster without hitting the rim.
00:36:24You didn't just make that up.
00:36:26I did.
00:36:27It's too good.
00:36:28I did.
00:36:29Well, I'm impressed and I'm stealing it.
00:36:31You can pretty much make that joke about any instrument.
00:36:38Do you play anything Caleb?
00:36:40This and that, you know.
00:36:44Shall we?
00:36:46What time to go?
00:36:47Already?
00:36:48Yeah.
00:36:49I've got to get back to work.
00:36:50Hmm.
00:37:00So what's next on your agenda, Caleb?
00:37:03Um, I'm thinking Tibet.
00:37:05Oh, Tibet.
00:37:06Really?
00:37:07Yeah, there's this thing called the Shantan Festival at the end of the summer.
00:37:10Yeah, I've heard about that.
00:37:11That's where the Buddhist monks unroll all the tapestries on the hill, right?
00:37:16The monks, the monks, the monks.
00:37:18So pretty.
00:37:20How do you support yourself?
00:37:22You know, a bit of this, a bit of that.
00:37:24Oh, all right then.
00:37:30I'll walk you.
00:37:31Does anybody have a pen?
00:37:32You got a pen?
00:37:33Yeah, I have a pen.
00:37:41Okay.
00:37:48I have a piece of paper.
00:37:50You guys should definitely come over to the island.
00:37:52I'll take you somewhere fun, you know.
00:37:54Don't knock on the front door.
00:37:55Come around the side.
00:37:57I need Regina.
00:37:59Vistia.
00:38:01There you go.
00:38:05And thanks again for yesterday.
00:38:07Oh, no problem.
00:38:10Okay.
00:38:13Ciao.
00:38:14How stoned are you?
00:38:15Come on, man.
00:38:16We should tell him a pub.
00:38:17It's not a big deal.
00:38:19So you're saying you smoke back at her?
00:38:20Occasionally.
00:38:21Hey, can we do something fun tonight?
00:38:22Sure.
00:38:23I'm fine from here.
00:38:24Okay.
00:38:25See you after work.
00:38:26Yep.
00:38:27I'll be waiting.
00:38:29You're talking.
00:38:30I know.
00:38:34I'm fine.
00:38:35You're saying you smoke back at her.
00:38:36Occasionally.
00:38:37Hey, can we do something fun tonight?
00:38:38Sure.
00:38:40I'm fine from here.
00:38:41Okay.
00:38:42See you after work.
00:38:43Yep.
00:38:44I'll be waiting.
00:38:46Oh, my God, you scared me.
00:39:16Are you following me?
00:39:19Maybe. Is that weird?
00:39:22Yeah.
00:39:31I couldn't sleep last night.
00:39:36You told me you were staying near the port, so I got the first ferry this morning.
00:39:41I came looking for you.
00:39:44And I can't believe I found you.
00:39:46I can't believe I found you.
00:39:55I can't believe I found you.
00:39:56So I'm watching you.
00:39:58So this Lambda.
00:39:58I've got hope for you.
00:39:59Hmm.
00:40:00So this is my Bible.
00:40:01I'm working on this journey.
00:40:02You can see that there I can think of you.
00:40:02I've got hope for you.
00:40:03And I can think of that as long as the last few months.
00:40:05Oh, my God, God.
00:40:08That's all.
00:40:08And I can imagine me.
00:40:10What are we doing?
00:40:29I think we'll make it out.
00:40:33So sexy.
00:40:35And beautiful.
00:40:40I can't do this.
00:41:09What? What?
00:41:10I can't do this.
00:41:11Why?
00:41:23Do you do this a lot?
00:41:24What?
00:41:25Do you do this a lot?
00:41:26What?
00:41:27What?
00:41:28Do you seduce women?
00:41:29Is this what you do?
00:41:30You need to be less serious.
00:41:34What?
00:41:35What is this?
00:41:36What is this?
00:41:37What is this?
00:41:38What is this?
00:41:39Don't follow me.
00:43:13Love at first sight?
00:43:15Stop that thing.
00:43:17I know.
00:43:19You're home early.
00:43:25I do deserve that.
00:43:29You know, it doesn't work for your husband.
00:43:35Jane, I'm sorry.
00:43:37Just give me a minute.
00:43:39I have a hell of a rest of my day.
00:43:41I've got so much stuff to do.
00:43:45Sorry, darling.
00:43:47Hey, do you still wanna do something fun tonight?
00:43:49Yeah, absolutely.
00:43:50Lots of dinner.
00:43:51I thought we were just staying here.
00:43:53The two of us.
00:43:55I just gotta work this thing out for tomorrow.
00:43:57Okay.
00:43:58Okay.
00:43:59It's alright.
00:44:01It's alright.
00:44:03I'm sorry.
00:44:05I just want to do something.
00:44:07I want to do something.
00:44:09I'm sorry.
00:44:11I'm sorry.
00:44:13I'm sorry.
00:44:15I'm sorry.
00:44:47Leonard, can we talk?
00:45:17Say cheese.
00:45:29You should kind of be in the middle of mine.
00:45:37Hold on a second.
00:45:51That's what our living room is missing.
00:46:09What did you do?
00:46:11He did.
00:46:12What did you do?
00:46:13Just waved.
00:46:15I did.
00:46:17I did.
00:46:19I don't know.
00:46:21I did.
00:46:23I don't know.
00:46:25I'm just walking up.
00:46:27I'm ready to go.
00:46:29I'm sorry, I'm sorry.
00:48:59Hi.
00:49:01Did I wake you?
00:49:03No.
00:49:06I think I need to be less serious.
00:49:11Yeah.
00:49:13I'm going to put my pants on.
00:49:14Okay.
00:49:17Okay.
00:49:17Okay.
00:49:17Okay.
00:49:19Did I bring the relacion?
00:49:21I'm going to put my pants on.
00:49:30Okay.
00:49:32I think I can do that.
00:52:48Leonard thought you were lying about those cats.
00:52:51You said that?
00:52:53Were you?
00:52:57They were delicious.
00:52:59You make me feel nervous.
00:53:05You make me feel calm.
00:53:07You make me feel calm.
00:53:17You make me feel calm.
00:53:25You make me feel calm.
00:53:27You make me feel calm.
00:53:37You make me feel calm.
00:53:39You make me feel calm.
00:53:49You make me feel calm.
00:53:59Is that him?
00:54:12Yeah, he just shuffled around all night.
00:54:17Must be lonely.
00:54:29Yeah, he just shuffled around all night.
00:54:59He just shuffled around all night.
00:55:29He just shuffled around all night.
00:55:31He just shuffled around all night.
00:55:35Once I was single, my pocket is single.
00:55:39I wish I was single again.
00:55:43Again and again and again.
00:55:47Again and again and again.
00:55:51Once I was single, my pocket is single.
00:55:57I wish I was single again.
00:55:59I didn't sleep at all last night.
00:56:01Where have you been?
00:56:03Just walking.
00:56:05All night.
00:56:07I've been thinking.
00:56:09You left your phone here.
00:56:11I had to plug it in.
00:56:13We need to talk, Leonard.
00:56:15I have to go to work.
00:56:17Can you be late?
00:56:19No, I can't be late.
00:56:21Leonard.
00:56:22Jay, whatever you have to say to me, I want to hear it.
00:56:23I've committed myself.
00:56:25People are depending on me.
00:56:26I have to go to work.
00:56:27I have to go to work.
00:56:28We need to talk, Leonard.
00:56:29We need to talk, Leonard.
00:56:30I have to go to work.
00:56:32Can you be late?
00:56:33No.
00:56:34I can't be late.
00:56:35Leonard.
00:56:36Jay, whatever you have to say to me, I want to hear it.
00:56:38I've committed myself.
00:56:39People are depending on me.
00:56:40I have to go to work.
00:56:41Okay.
00:57:08If it wasn't the war, it would have been something else.
00:57:31There's always something else, isn't there?
00:57:34That's the thing.
00:57:35That's the thing about struggle.
00:57:37I'm going to make some tea.
00:57:49Do you want some?
00:57:50I'm alright.
00:57:52If you go out like that again, just tell me.
00:58:02No worry.
00:58:03Okay.
00:58:05I can't seem to figure out what's going on in your head.
00:58:18Do you think everything we've been through actually does us any good in the long run?
00:58:31Or do we just make out struggle to be something meaningful because that's all most of us have?
00:58:44I'll tell you.
00:58:45I'll tell you the next time we come to Italy to get a proper kitchen.
00:58:57I don't know.
00:58:58I don't know what you want me to say, Jane.
00:59:10One little thing had changed in my grandmother's life, I might not be here.
00:59:23Sometimes I worry I'm not honoring her.
00:59:38With the book?
00:59:39No, with my life.
00:59:53I don't know.
00:59:54This is it, you know.
00:59:55It ends with me.
00:59:56In the harvest time we all went to the field where they were cutting the corn.
01:00:10Everyone was chasing rabbits and then we had our tea in the harvest fields.
01:00:17The horses.
01:00:23The horses back then they were kept beautifully.
01:00:30Dad used to dress them all up.
01:00:33Brass things and little horseshoes.
01:00:36He put braids on them.
01:00:39They used to be gorgeous.
01:00:41What are your plans for tomorrow?
01:00:44There was one.
01:00:47Duke.
01:00:48He was a Clydesdale I used to ride down to the marshes.
01:00:52Every night when he finished working.
01:00:59They were lovely days, really.
01:01:07They're gone.
01:01:08For me.
01:01:09Jane.
01:01:12But not for you.
01:01:13Jane.
01:01:14You know it's different for you.
01:01:17In some ways it's easier.
01:01:19You haven't got the war.
01:01:20People don't die as much as they did back then.
01:01:23But in some ways it's more disjointed.
01:01:30You've got to make your own life.
01:01:32One that you love and you can't be afraid of the time.
01:01:39Time is shiftable.
01:01:40Time is shiftable.
01:01:51There are moments in my life that I would trade 60 years to have back again.
01:01:54That's the truth.
01:01:56You know the truth when you find it.
01:01:59It'll come to you like something you've known before rather than something you're learning for the first time.
01:02:05Sorry.
01:02:06What is it?
01:02:07Oh!
01:02:08Oh!
01:02:09You all right?
01:02:10You okay?
01:02:11Yeah, I stung my toe.
01:02:12Oh!
01:02:13It's bleeding.
01:02:14It's fine.
01:02:15It's fine.
01:02:16It's fine.
01:02:17It's fine.
01:02:18It's fine.
01:02:19It's fine.
01:02:20You losing it?
01:02:21Yes.
01:02:22Oh!
01:02:23Fuck.
01:02:24Oh!
01:02:25Oh!
01:02:26Oh!
01:02:27Oh!
01:02:28Oh!
01:02:29It's fine.
01:02:30It's fine.
01:02:31It's fine.
01:02:32It's fine.
01:02:33It's fine.
01:02:34You losing it?
01:02:35Yes.
01:02:36Oh!
01:02:37Fuck.
01:02:38I met these backpackers last night, Frank and Elsa.
01:02:50She's French.
01:02:51He's German.
01:02:52They're going to Tibet.
01:02:55And I'm going with them.
01:02:59I want you to come with me.
01:03:08All right.
01:03:13All right.
01:03:19I grew up.
01:03:20I came with my Yoo.
01:03:21I grew up feeling.
01:03:22I grew up feeling like a Haifa.
01:03:23I was
01:03:24my home.
01:03:25I'm going with him.
01:03:26Still!
01:03:27I'm going with me.
01:03:29I grew up feeling like this like it is.
01:03:31We're gonna have it filled with believers neither the way,
01:03:32but everaré's DIZUS day.
01:03:36So many other things are ins Lamb of God
01:03:38Hi.
01:04:05Hi.
01:04:06How are you?
01:04:08I don't think I'm chomped at doing another stint like this.
01:04:24How's the writing going?
01:04:27I'm feeling inspired.
01:04:32It's fantastic.
01:04:35You figured out the key to finishing the project.
01:04:42Are you listening?
01:04:45You found the key to finishing this project.
01:04:52Well, the water here tastes so funny.
01:04:59Have you ever cheated on me?
01:05:04Oh, Jane.
01:05:05Have you?
01:05:06Can we not?
01:05:07Have you?
01:05:11Absolutely not.
01:05:16Why did you take such a long time to answer that?
01:05:19Because I'm sick.
01:05:22Of what, Leonard?
01:05:23Of it being so hard?
01:05:26Yes.
01:05:27Tedious?
01:05:34I hate talking about sex with you.
01:05:37Is that what we're talking about?
01:05:38Normal people talk about sex, Leonard.
01:05:41And we don't?
01:05:43There's just huge, vacant lots that we don't discuss.
01:05:48Like what?
01:05:50Is there anything you want to ask me?
01:05:52Why?
01:05:53Is there anything you want to tell me?
01:05:54I just want to connect.
01:05:56So you don't feel that we're connected?
01:06:00Do you?
01:06:04I love you.
01:06:13I get it, Leonard.
01:06:15I get it.
01:06:16Jane.
01:06:17It's always been this big, serious, grave thing for us.
01:06:19Sex has consequences.
01:06:20Life and death.
01:06:21Mostly death.
01:06:22Jane.
01:06:23Please.
01:06:24Let me guess.
01:06:25You don't want to talk about it?
01:06:26No.
01:06:27That's not what I'm saying.
01:06:28You're just...
01:06:29Do you want to have children, Leonard?
01:06:30Of course I did.
01:06:31Not did.
01:06:32Do you want to have children?
01:06:35So did you.
01:06:37But...
01:06:40Say it.
01:06:41Jane.
01:06:42Say it.
01:06:44I can't have children, Leonard.
01:06:47I never will.
01:06:49And if we keep trying, they keep dying.
01:06:52Please, Jane.
01:06:53Again.
01:06:54And again.
01:06:55And again.
01:06:56Please.
01:06:57How does that make you feel?
01:07:04It's not your father.
01:07:05How does it make you feel, Leonard?
01:07:07How does it make you feel?
01:07:09You will never be a father.
01:07:11We can adopt.
01:07:14That's not what you want.
01:07:15Is it?
01:07:18Is that what you want?
01:07:19Hmm?
01:07:22Because I think about it all the time.
01:07:26That the one thing you always wanted, I will never be able to give you.
01:07:30What are you trying to do, Jane?
01:07:42I just want to know that there's a reason for it all.
01:07:45You're not curious about me, Leonard.
01:07:59Not really.
01:08:01What do you want me to know?
01:08:02You shouldn't have to ask.
01:08:04I feel as if you want me to be someone I'm not.
01:08:09Someone that I've never been.
01:08:11I'm leaving you.
01:08:17I've been seeing someone else.
01:08:24See him.
01:08:26Caleb.
01:08:28That kid?
01:08:29Yes.
01:08:31That kid?
01:08:32That child?
01:08:33That kid you've known for two days?
01:08:34It's been longer than that.
01:08:35Please tell me you're joking.
01:08:37Time is shiftable.
01:08:38I don't get it.
01:08:39Leonard.
01:08:41I don't get it.
01:08:42He's asked me to travel with him.
01:08:44Are you sleeping with him?
01:08:48What do you think?
01:08:55I kept waiting for you to see it.
01:08:57To smell it.
01:08:58To sense it!
01:08:59So what?
01:09:00I failed your test?
01:09:01You don't see me!
01:09:09I'm sorry.
01:09:10For what?
01:09:11I'm sorry.
01:09:12For what?
01:09:13I shouldn't have done that.
01:09:14No.
01:09:15For losing my temper.
01:09:16I shouldn't have done that.
01:09:17You had every right to lose your temper!
01:09:18No, no, no, no, no.
01:09:19If you think that this is what's going to make you feel better, then you should go.
01:09:24You should go with him.
01:09:25You've been through a terrible, terrible thing, Jane.
01:09:27No, that is not what this is about.
01:09:28Of course it is.
01:09:29You don't love me anymore, Leonard!
01:09:30You don't love me!
01:09:31That's rubbish!
01:09:32This is your ticket.
01:09:33The day after my performance, meet me at the train station.
01:09:36I'm sorry.
01:09:37I'm sorry.
01:09:38You don't love me anymore, Leonard!
01:09:39You don't love me!
01:09:40That's rubbish!
01:09:41This is your ticket.
01:09:42The day after my performance, meet me at the train station.
01:09:53Our train is at 4.30.
01:09:54We'll go home together.
01:09:56I want you to do what you need to do.
01:09:59You don't love me anymore anymore.
01:10:02You don't love me anymore!
01:10:03You don't love me!
01:10:04You don't love me anymore, Leonard!
01:10:06That's rubbish!
01:10:08This is your ticket.
01:10:09The day after my performance, meet me at the train station.
01:10:11and then come back to me.
01:10:15No questions asked, no guilt.
01:10:19This is good.
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01:15:25It's four in the morning, the end of December. I'm riding you now just to see if you're there. New York is cold, but I like where I'm in.
01:15:43There's music on Clinton Street all through the evening. I hear that you're building your house deep in the desert.
01:16:01Are you living for nothing now? Hope you're keeping some kind of record. Yes.
01:16:13And Jane came by with a lock of your hair. She said that you gave it to her. That night when you planned to go clear.
01:16:33I wouldn't want to live to be 100. Why not? I'm not telling you why not.
01:16:38Now shut that thing off.
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