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00:00:00Excuse me, it's okay.
00:00:02It's okay. It's okay, it's okay.
00:00:05It's okay.
00:00:07Let me help her back.
00:00:30It's okay, it's okay.
00:00:33Maruzella, Maruzella.
00:00:42Vedi, questo è Napoli.
00:00:44Napoli è pieno divertimento.
00:00:46Ci sono posti per divertirti e posti che ci sono brutti.
00:01:00Alla prossima.
00:01:06I'm looking for the concert.
00:01:07And then you drive right by it.
00:01:09There it is.
00:01:13Very funny.
00:01:23I think it's gonna be good.
00:01:25Must be.
00:01:30In this area, in the first place.
00:01:33Shit.
00:01:34What?
00:01:35I can't buy my wallet.
00:01:38In the new seat case?
00:01:39No.
00:01:40In the second place.
00:01:41Somewhere.
00:01:42Maybe some of the apartment.
00:01:43In the new seat case.
00:01:44Maybe it's in the car.
00:01:45Yeah.
00:01:46Maybe it's in the car.
00:01:49Yeah.
00:01:50Well, not in the seat.
00:01:51In the new seat case.
00:01:52No.
00:01:53No, no, no.
00:01:54It's in the seat.
00:01:55It's not in the seat.
00:01:56Somewhere.
00:01:57Maybe it's in the car.
00:01:58What are you doing?
00:02:02What did you think?
00:02:06She's lost her purse.
00:02:07No, she didn't catch her.
00:02:10She didn't catch her.
00:02:13He didn't catch her.
00:02:15He didn't catch her.
00:02:17He didn't catch her.
00:02:19He didn't catch her.
00:02:21Just give her a minute.
00:02:22Just give her a minute.
00:02:24One moment.
00:02:25Where did you have it last?
00:02:35The train station, I think? The exchange group?
00:02:43Oh, Jamie. I'm sorry.
00:02:47That bastard at the train station started when you dropped all your stuff.
00:02:51This is 170, not 70.
00:02:56Where do we need to go?
00:02:58We need 70.
00:03:10Here we go.
00:03:12Is this it?
00:03:13Thanks, lad.
00:03:14Is this it?
00:03:15Thanks, lad.
00:03:16Is this it?
00:03:17Thanks, lad.
00:03:18Is this it?
00:03:19Is this it?
00:03:20Is this it?
00:03:21Is this it?
00:03:22Thanks, lad.
00:03:23Is this it?
00:03:24Is this it?
00:03:29Oh, sh**.
00:03:30It's nice.
00:03:44Yes, I have a credit card.
00:03:45The number's on file on my computer.
00:03:49Yes, I have them here.
00:03:52Okay.
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00:04:04Yeah.
00:04:08Expires 12.15.
00:04:11No, she'll definitely need another card sent out immediately.
00:04:14We're here for two weeks.
00:04:16No, I'm working here.
00:04:20Yes, I'll hold.
00:04:23You love how they ask.
00:04:25As if I have a choice.
00:04:27Do you know what I'm going to try to do while I'm here?
00:04:30Besides, learn Italian.
00:04:32I don't know why you think that's so ridiculous.
00:04:35I don't at all.
00:04:36I admire you.
00:04:37I just think it's too late for me.
00:04:40That's not true.
00:04:41You can't teach an old dog new tricks.
00:04:45And besides,
00:04:46what's the point?
00:04:47The whole bloody world speaks English.
00:04:48Well, I
00:04:50I'm going to finally transcribe the tapes.
00:04:55Yes.
00:04:57All right.
00:04:59Okay.
00:05:02Well, if you can see it through to the end,
00:05:05I think that's wonderful.
00:05:07What does that mean?
00:05:09Nothing.
00:05:11Nothing?
00:05:11I think it's a fantastic idea, Jane.
00:05:15I always have.
00:05:16You know that?
00:05:21You shouldn't sound very supportive.
00:05:25You have my support.
00:05:27I'm sorry if that came out wrong.
00:05:31I just know how emotional listening to them can be.
00:05:34It has been for you.
00:05:36I think enough time has passed.
00:05:37Well, that's great.
00:06:03Why do you think he killed himself?
00:06:07I don't know.
00:06:08I don't know.
00:06:09I don't know.
00:06:10I don't know.
00:06:11David Foster Wallace.
00:06:13I don't know.
00:06:14I don't know.
00:06:15I don't know.
00:06:16I don't know.
00:06:17You can't get a sense by his writing?
00:06:18You have to read it when I'm done, though.
00:06:19I don't know.
00:06:20I don't know.
00:06:28Do you think he recognized a blank infinity
00:06:30just stretching out?
00:06:31I don't know.
00:06:32I don't know.
00:06:33I don't know.
00:06:34I don't know.
00:06:35I don't know.
00:06:36I don't know.
00:06:37I don't know.
00:06:38I don't know.
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00:06:40I don't know.
00:06:41I don't know.
00:06:42I don't know.
00:06:43I don't know.
00:06:44Just so tedious.
00:06:45And of course he felt guilty.
00:06:46Most people think life is too short
00:06:48and there he was, all the talent in the world,
00:06:49and it wasn't enough.
00:06:50Jane, can I...
00:06:51Can we not talk about this?
00:06:54Just...
00:06:55Just a bit more, a bit.
00:07:12Love you.
00:07:15Love you too.
00:07:25Do you feel alright?
00:07:36Do you feel ok?
00:07:37Yeah.
00:07:38Are you sure?
00:07:39Mmmm
00:07:40You should.
00:08:10I don't know.
00:08:40I don't know.
00:09:10Are you sure you won't come with?
00:09:18You'll be so busy.
00:09:21I get boring all alone.
00:09:24I think someone should be here in case the card is delivered.
00:09:28True.
00:09:33Then I think I might go out, see what the world has to offer.
00:09:35If you do, leave me a message, okay?
00:09:42So I can worry about you.
00:09:44Okay.
00:09:49I've left you some money here.
00:09:54I'll see you later.
00:09:55Have a good day.
00:09:56I'll see you later.
00:10:21testing okay do you have any stories for my book what kind of stories stories are you prepared
00:10:31before i can ask them the list of stories that dad told me about go ahead and ask from your
00:10:35father's list god rest his soul let's start with the war we went into an air raid shelter my mother
00:10:42your great-grandmother she was shaking sirens wailed and and then there was the sound of a
00:10:49bomb and the man next to us he said i was in a shelter last night with my wife and my little boy
00:10:56and half of it got blown away there was blood in his hair he was all alone that nearly finished my
00:11:04mother you know here we were in this tiny town in england miles from germany from russia from
00:11:12italy from any front lines and this man he had blood in his hair
00:11:19and uh cappuccino
00:11:26it's you know okay
00:11:32yeah
00:11:34yeah
00:11:37yeah
00:11:40yeah
00:11:44yeah
00:11:46yeah
00:11:48yeah
00:11:52we were riding our bikes to school when the germans started firing at us
00:12:01we jumped into a hedge we were terrified but afterwards we couldn't stop laughing
00:12:08it feels nice if i'm the only one who remembers that it's as vivid to me as if it happened
00:12:15yesterday oh hi leonard it's jane i decided to take an impromptu trip to ischia or um ischia
00:12:26as they pronounce it see i'm learning a little bit um anyway i'll be home later i hope you
00:12:34have a good day bye those friends are all dead now there's no one left that's one of my regrets
00:12:42you know sometimes i think i should have had more children not just your father
00:12:48you're all alone now that your parents are gone no brothers no sisters
00:12:55i'm upsetting you let's talk about something else you want to ask me more boring questions about the
00:13:06war all right then excuse me excuse me um the castle castle parlato anglese no no no no no
00:13:20um castello oreganese andare andare andare andare ah grazie
00:13:27they'd been shot through the neck the bullet went in one side and came out the other
00:13:35and there were all these bomb holes filled with water and he couldn't tell which was the german
00:13:40side and which was the allied side when he came home after something like that
00:13:46you couldn't really complain to him about anything now could you i'm actually going there now
00:13:51to the castle you speak english now yeah why do you think i was italian yeah yes that's great
00:13:58that's cool hey hey hey where are you from london no in america come on i mean no shit i'm
00:14:07from massachusetts that's crazy that's weird right yeah vacation oh are you what are you here on
00:14:15vacation oh sorry i thought you were saying you are on vacation me no so come on my husband is working
00:14:28in naples what does he do he is playing in a concert at the end of the night cool what does he play
00:14:37the viola any good yes very
00:14:45how do you keep your violin from getting stolen
00:14:51you put it in a viola case right that's not funny um what's the difference between a viola and a
00:15:01coffin a coffin has a dead person on the inside
00:15:04because viola players are dead no why is a viola solo like premature ejaculation
00:15:12because even though you know it's coming there's nothing you can do about it
00:15:18i can't help it i've got this weird autistic mind for jokes and i went to this music slash nerd summer
00:15:23camp when i was like 10 and i played the triangle and i'm an only child so you know understand
00:15:29you look too young to be married are you newlywed no no
00:15:47stop making me feel like a stalker
00:15:57stop making me feel like a stalker
00:16:02oh hey if you got 50 cents
00:16:06if you can catch it
00:16:27What brought you out of here today?
00:16:36Barry.
00:16:37Ha!
00:16:38Barry.
00:16:39I like it.
00:16:41They have this device down in the basement.
00:16:43It's like a torture cage.
00:16:45They lock you in there until you turn up bones.
00:16:48But can you imagine?
00:16:50Dying by just sitting there?
00:16:51That would suck.
00:16:57In, like, the 1300s, thousands of families lived in this castle.
00:17:03It doesn't smell pretty bad.
00:17:05All those people crammed onto this rock.
00:17:10Wow.
00:17:12I know.
00:17:13I've been coming here every day and it still gets me.
00:17:16If only we could kill off all the tourists.
00:17:20You're a tourist.
00:17:22No, I'm not.
00:17:24I came out here a few months ago with this volunteer organization dedicated to studying
00:17:30the relic populations of dolphins and whales in the Gulf of Naples.
00:17:34I can't tell if you're joking.
00:17:36I'm dead fucking serious.
00:17:40You know, I just didn't want to go to college and they paid for me to come over.
00:17:43Four connecting flights is a 72-hour plane ride, but, you know, it was worth it.
00:17:47My first time out of the U.S.
00:17:48How old are you?
00:17:49I'm 19.
00:17:50It's my birthday today.
00:17:51Is it really?
00:17:52Uh-huh.
00:17:53Happy birthday.
00:17:54Thank you very much.
00:17:55Yeah, so I left the program after, like, a month.
00:17:59Fuck the relic dolphins!
00:18:01I stayed on the island because I have this awesome living situation.
00:18:05I'll tell you the short version.
00:18:07Basically, I used to have ancestors in Ischia, so when I come over I Facebook this second cousin
00:18:11twice removed.
00:18:12The second cousin twice removed, in case you didn't know, is when one person's great-grandparent
00:18:16is another person's great-great-great-grandparent.
00:18:18I'd love to hear the long version.
00:18:19Sorry.
00:18:20Anyway, so this relative gave me the name of this great uncle who lives on the island,
00:18:25so I show up, he answers the door and he's like the oldest fucker I've ever seen, easily
00:18:30pushing a hundred.
00:18:31A hundred?
00:18:32Yeah, if not older, he's like deaf and blind and about four feet tall, he mumbles a couple
00:18:37of things to me in some crazy dialect, ushers me inside, pours me a glass of wine and leads
00:18:42me to this basement apartment, and yeah, I never left.
00:18:47the stairs.
00:18:48I'm not even young.
00:18:49I've never left.
00:18:50I have no idea.
00:18:51We can't walk here.
00:18:52We can't walk here.
00:18:53I'm sorry.
00:18:55I'm sorry.
00:18:56I need a river, that I can walk here.
00:18:58I'm sorry.
00:19:01I'm sorry.
00:19:02I'm sorry.
00:19:03I'm sorry.
00:19:04You're sorry.
00:19:05No?
00:19:06I don't.
00:19:07I don't.
00:19:08I'm sorry.
00:19:09I'm sorry.
00:19:10I don't.
00:19:11I'm sorry.
00:19:12I don't know.
00:19:13I can.
00:19:14Love teaches me to feed on flames and tears.
00:19:44And withered hope green through desire.
00:19:49To re-enslave my heart each time love frees his noble face from that heavy disdain.
00:19:57Who is that?
00:19:59Vittoria Colonna.
00:20:02Ah, the woman who lived here.
00:20:05You read that in your guidebook this morning, didn't you, Jane?
00:20:09Sneaky.
00:20:11Yeah, I've decided to learn Italian by committing to memory
00:20:13all the sonnets she wrote to Michelangelo in English and Italian.
00:20:17Who thought Michelangelo was gay?
00:20:19Ah, according to history and the muscular thighs of his sculptures, yes.
00:20:25But that didn't stop her from loving him.
00:20:29Let's hear it then.
00:20:31In Italian.
00:20:32Let's hear the poem.
00:20:35Come on.
00:20:36De lacrime a de faco nutria l'alma.
00:20:44Con secca speme rinvedia la voglia.
00:20:50Lega de nuovo il cor quando de scioglia.
00:20:55Segna maggiore la vista tierra ed alma.
00:20:59I'm impressed.
00:21:08You hungry?
00:21:10Why, you gonna take me out?
00:21:13Yeah.
00:21:18All right then.
00:21:19Okay.
00:21:24Two pastas with the house sauce, please.
00:21:28Red.
00:21:28White?
00:21:29Red, please.
00:21:30Uh-huh.
00:21:31Grazie.
00:21:33So you're really not going to tell me what you do?
00:21:35I write freelance articles about parties and fashion trends in town and country UK.
00:21:46There's something else.
00:21:54I'm writing a book about my grandmother's experiences in rural England, living through two world wars.
00:22:01I recorded her for hours and hours.
00:22:03But now, I don't know.
00:22:09What don't you know?
00:22:12You want to listen?
00:22:13A little?
00:22:15Yeah.
00:22:16Yeah?
00:22:17Yeah, no, I love to listen.
00:22:18I love to listen.
00:22:33Well, it's hangled up.
00:22:35I don't love.
00:22:36Okay.
00:22:36Awful as it was, it made you stronger.
00:22:45These days, people whine about all sorts of things.
00:22:48And I'm not one of those old people who think my time had the only joy and the only problems.
00:22:52We all have our own private wars, every era, but it was nothing like.
00:23:00It really brought people together, the war.
00:23:02We helped each other during that time.
00:23:05We had to laugh.
00:23:06We had to smile.
00:23:08Well, if not for ourselves, then for the people we'd lost.
00:23:11I'll shut that thing off.
00:23:13Would you get it out of my face?
00:23:18That is like, it's like a window in time.
00:23:23The sort of thing you wish you always did before someone died, you know?
00:23:27My husband thinks I'm never going to finish it.
00:23:30I shouldn't care what anyone thinks.
00:23:32We met while I was recording her.
00:23:35Bonding over Granny, huh?
00:23:38Make it sound perverse.
00:23:39That's what it was, right?
00:23:43Buongiorno.
00:23:43Buongiorno.
00:23:44Signori.
00:23:53I got pregnant, so we got married.
00:24:01I lost the baby.
00:24:05I'm sorry.
00:24:09I didn't go back after that to the States.
00:24:31Did you, uh, did you ever hear that story about the Red Strain?
00:24:43I think I might have.
00:24:44Tell me.
00:24:45It's like this Asian proverb says that anyone you're destined to meet, like, uh, your soulmate
00:24:56or your family or, you know, someone you bump into on the street, we're all connected by this
00:25:04red string.
00:25:05It can be tangled or stretched, but it can never be broken.
00:25:17There's this moment in the tape.
00:25:20I'm sitting, waiting in the airport bar for my flight.
00:25:26And I'm talking into the recorder, rambling on about how I'm about to embark on this amazing
00:25:32adventure and how I'm going to show World War II from a totally different perspective.
00:25:37But...
00:25:38I don't know if it's that interesting.
00:25:50That's the whole point, isn't it?
00:25:53Keeping it interesting for yourself.
00:25:57Maybe.
00:25:57Maybe.
00:26:00Maybe I just want to write about nothing.
00:26:02Everything is nothing.
00:26:06All the best.
00:26:07Compliano.
00:26:08Grazie.
00:26:09Grazie.
00:26:09Make a wish, huh?
00:26:14Make it great.
00:26:21Okay.
00:26:25Bravo.
00:26:26Bravo.
00:26:27Hey.
00:26:28Bravo.
00:26:32It's the carabinieri.
00:26:56It's the police.
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00:27:30Yes, it's true.
00:27:33Yes, it's true.
00:27:35I made the check when I went to the bathroom.
00:27:40You're horrible.
00:27:42You're horrible.
00:27:44You're really horrible.
00:27:45Come on, let's go.
00:27:46Come on.
00:27:48Quick.
00:27:49Let's go.
00:27:51Why are we still running?
00:27:53I don't know why we're still running.
00:28:00Oh, my gosh.
00:28:14What about my nose?
00:28:21We come back?
00:28:23Maybe.
00:28:26Maybe is not a no.
00:28:28And since I don't have a phone,
00:28:31you're going to have to give me your number
00:28:33for cheap thrills and future crimes committed.
00:28:37No.
00:28:40Fair enough.
00:28:50I've got to go catch a fairy.
00:28:57Hey.
00:28:58Why do violists keep their viola cases
00:29:08on their dashboards?
00:29:19Why?
00:29:20Why?
00:29:23So they can park in handicapped spots.
00:29:25Happy birthday.
00:29:32Happy birthday.
00:29:35Happy birthday.
00:29:44Happy birthday.
00:29:55Happy birthday.
00:30:29You're awake.
00:30:52Yeah, I've got so much of this stuff to get through.
00:30:55That's it.
00:30:58Nice.
00:31:25I've got a bicycle seat.
00:31:27They stay with me too.
00:31:30Jane.
00:31:31Tony.
00:31:32Got some pastries.
00:31:34You're still asleep?
00:31:36Jane.
00:31:37Jane.
00:31:38Tony.
00:31:39Got some pastries.
00:31:44You're still asleep?
00:31:46Jane.
00:31:48Jane.
00:31:49You're still asleep?
00:31:53Jane.
00:31:55Jane.
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00:32:58and carefree and full of possibility you reminded me of that at that time you were 19 when we met
00:33:07yeah i wouldn't have described this carefree back then not at all well i felt nostalgia
00:33:14or something for youth you're not old jane we ran out on the bill
00:33:21you just ran what do you mean you ran out on the bill perhaps i'm not explaining it
00:33:25well it was it was fun it was just fun
00:33:41how's work the conductor's actually a descendant of water leg which is fascinating
00:33:48the three of us should plan a dinner before we leave i'd like that
00:33:55okay oh my god this is caleb hi no no we were just talking about you we were that's so weird
00:34:07sit please sit down join us oh
00:34:10oh
00:34:19i'm obviously gonna get back pretty soon that's okay i i already ate so i'll just grab a coffee
00:34:25i have the check please in a cafe
00:34:43oh no thank you
00:34:44okay jane you don't smoke yes i do sometimes at parties you know that well i don't do it a lot
00:34:59but i don't do it i don't do it i love it it's no variety english food on the other hand
00:35:16say what you like about it there's nothing like a good steak and kidney pie i went to this party the
00:35:22other day in this villa owned by this old drunk expat they had like a private chef and everything
00:35:30and uh they were serving this like loaf of meat covered in sauce with all these other
00:35:35loaves and this girl came over to me and said it was cat no no joke like a roasted mommy cat and her
00:35:43kittens it's disgusting true story why don't you tell leonard one of your viola jokes
00:35:58come on
00:35:59selling my aunt come on let's hear one
00:36:07um i have one
00:36:09what is the definition of perfect pitch what
00:36:21when you throw a viola into the dumpster without hitting the rim
00:36:26you didn't just make that up it's too good i did well i'm impressed and i'm stealing it
00:36:32you can pretty much make that joke about any instrument
00:36:35you play anything this and that you know
00:36:44shall we what time to go already yeah i'm gonna get back to work
00:36:50so what's next new agenda caleb um i'm thinking tibet oh tibet really yeah there's this thing called
00:37:08the shopping festival at the end of the summer yeah i've heard about that that's where the
00:37:12the buddhist monks unroll all the tapestries on the hill right the monks the monks the monks it's so
00:37:18pretty how do you support yourself you know a bit of this bit of that
00:37:28oh all right then i'll walk you does anybody have a pen you got a pen yeah i have a pen
00:37:42i have a piece of paper you guys should definitely come over to the island i'll take you somewhere
00:37:53fun you know don't knock on the front door come around the side i need regina
00:37:58thank you and thanks again for yesterday oh no problem hey ciao
00:38:13how stoned are you come on it's not a big deal
00:38:28so you're saying you smoke back at her occasionally can we do something fun tonight sure
00:38:35i'm fine from here okay see you after work i'll be waiting
00:39:05hey god you scared me are you following me maybe is that weird yeah
00:39:32i couldn't sleep last night
00:39:35you told me you were staying near the port so i got the first ferry this morning
00:39:41i came looking for you
00:39:44and i can't believe i found you
00:40:05what are we doing
00:40:16i think we're making it out
00:40:31it's so sexy and beautiful
00:40:45i can't i can't do this what what i can't do this why
00:41:11do you do this a lot what do you do this a lot what do you seduce women is this what you do
00:41:29you need to be less serious
00:41:43you need to be less serious
00:41:51uh
00:42:08is
00:42:16There was one boy.
00:42:46He was from Belgium. He was lovely. He had a moustache. My mother hated moustaches. But he was shipped off. I never saw him again. Anyways, I met your grandfather not long after and we got married.
00:43:08Was it love at first sight with Grandpa?
00:43:11Love at first sight? Stop that thing.
00:43:15I know. You're home early.
00:43:19I do deserve that.
00:43:27And I just met my husband.
00:43:31Jane, I'm sorry. Just give me a minute. I have a hell of a rest of my day. I've got so much stuff to do.
00:43:43Sorry, darling.
00:43:45Hey, do you still want to do something fun tonight?
00:43:48Yeah, absolutely. Lots of dinner. I thought we'd just stay in here. The two of us. I've just got to work this thing out for tomorrow.
00:43:56Okay.
00:43:57Okay. I'm sorry.
00:43:59I'm sorry.
00:44:26I don't know.
00:44:56Can we talk?
00:45:27Say cheese.
00:45:33You should kind of be in the middle.
00:45:36Alright.
00:45:38Hold on a second.
00:45:50That's what our living room is missing.
00:45:56What did you do?
00:45:57Put my hand over my mouth.
00:45:58You did?
00:45:59What did you do?
00:46:00Just wave.
00:46:26Hang on.
00:46:40Oh!
00:46:42No, no!
00:46:44No!
00:46:46Speak your hand over your hand.
00:46:50I know!
00:46:51Oh, my God, my God!
00:47:21I don't know.
00:47:51I don't know.
00:48:21I don't know.
00:48:51I don't know.
00:48:58Oh, hi.
00:49:00Did I wake you?
00:49:02No.
00:49:04I think I need to be less serious.
00:49:08Yeah.
00:49:11Will you put my pants on?
00:49:15Okay.
00:49:16Okay.
00:49:18I don't know.
00:49:19I don't know.
00:49:21Okay.
00:49:23I don't know.
00:49:24I don't know.
00:52:32Leonard thought you were lying about those cats.
00:52:51You said that?
00:52:53Were you?
00:52:57They were delicious.
00:52:59You make me feel nervous.
00:53:05You make me feel calm.
00:53:07You make me feel calm.
00:53:17You make me feel calm.
00:53:23You make me feel calm.
00:53:31You make me feel calm.
00:53:41You make me feel calm.
00:53:43Do you want a drink?
00:54:10Is that him?
00:54:11Yeah, I just shuffled around all night.
00:54:17Must be lonely.
00:54:41Yeah, I just shuffled around all night.
00:54:43I just shuffled around all night.
00:54:47I just shuffled around all night.
00:54:53And I just shuffled around all night.
00:54:57I just shuffled around all night.
00:54:59And I shuffled around all night.
00:55:01I was walking into a bed.
00:55:05Again and again and again
00:55:30Again and again and again
00:55:35Once I was single my pocket did jingle
00:55:40I wish I was single again
00:55:44Again and again and again
00:55:49Again and again and again
00:55:54Once I was single my pocket did jingle
00:55:58Once I was single again
00:56:03I didn't sleep at all last night, where have you been?
00:56:17Just walking.
00:56:19All night.
00:56:21I've been thinking.
00:56:23You left your phone here, I had to plug it in.
00:56:27We need to talk, Leonard.
00:56:29I have to go to work.
00:56:33Can you be late?
00:56:35No, I can't be late.
00:56:39I never tell you.
00:56:41Whatever you have to say to me, I want to hear it.
00:56:43I've committed myself.
00:56:45People are depending on me.
00:56:47I have to go to work.
00:56:51Okay.
00:57:03If it wasn't the war, it would have been something else.
00:57:17There's always something else, isn't there?
00:57:19That's the thing.
00:57:21That's the thing about struggle.
00:57:23I want to make some tea.
00:57:25Do you want some?
00:57:27I'm all right.
00:57:29I'm going to make some tea.
00:57:31Do you want some?
00:57:33I'm all right.
00:57:35If you go out like that again, just tell me.
00:57:37No worries.
00:57:39I'm all right.
00:57:41Okay.
00:57:43I can't seem to figure out what's going on in your head.
00:57:45I can't seem to figure out what's going on in your head.
00:57:47I can't.
00:57:49I can't.
00:57:50I can't.
00:57:51I can't.
00:57:52I can't.
00:57:53I can't.
00:57:54I can't.
00:57:55I can't.
00:57:56I can't.
00:57:57I can't.
00:58:00It's a bit.
00:58:01Just tell me. I wore it.
00:58:05Okay.
00:58:08I can't seem to figure out what's going on in your head.
00:58:25Do you think everything we've been through actually does us any good?
00:58:30In the long run?
00:58:35Or do we just make out struggle to be something meaningful because that's all most of us have?
00:58:52I tell you, next time we come to Italy, to get a proper kitchen.
00:58:59I don't know what you want me to say, Jane.
00:59:03I don't know what you want me to say, Jane.
00:59:07One little thing had changed in my grandmother's life, I might not be here.
00:59:17Sometimes I worry I'm not honoring her.
00:59:20With the book?
00:59:21No, with my life.
00:59:22I'm not honoring her.
00:59:23With the book?
00:59:24One little thing had changed in my grandmother's life I might not be here.
00:59:39Sometimes I worry I'm not honoring her.
00:59:42With the book?
00:59:45No, with my life.
00:59:54This is it, you know. It ends with me.
01:00:04In the harvest time we all went to the field where they were cutting the corn.
01:00:10Everyone was chasing rabbits and then we had our tea in the harvest fields.
01:00:20The horses.
01:00:22The horses back then, they were kept beautifully.
01:00:31Dad used to dress them all up. Brass things and little horseshoes.
01:00:37He put braids on them. They used to be gorgeous.
01:00:41What are your plans for tomorrow?
01:00:45There was one. Duke. He was a Clydesdale I used to ride down to the marshes. Every night when he finished working.
01:00:55They were lovely days really.
01:01:01They're gone. For me.
01:01:05Jane.
01:01:07Jane.
01:01:08Jane.
01:01:13But not for you.
01:01:14Jane.
01:01:15You know it's different for you. In some ways it's easier.
01:01:19You haven't got the war. People don't die as much as they did back then.
01:01:23But in some ways it's more disjointed.
01:01:27You've got to make your own life. One that you love and you can't be afraid of the time.
01:01:37Time. Time is shiftable.
01:01:41There are moments in my life that I would trade sixty years to have back again.
01:01:55That's the truth.
01:01:57You know the truth when you find it.
01:01:59It'll come to you like something you've known before rather than something you're learning for the first time.
01:02:09Oh sorry.
01:02:11Ah!
01:02:13What is it?
01:02:15Oh.
01:02:17Oh you.
01:02:20You alright?
01:02:22You okay?
01:02:23Yeah, I stung my toe.
01:02:27It's bleeding.
01:02:28Oh.
01:02:29It's fine.
01:02:30It's fine.
01:02:31It's fine.
01:02:33It's fine.
01:02:34Are you finishing that?
01:02:35Yes.
01:02:36Oh.
01:02:37Fuck.
01:02:47I met these backpackers last night, Frank and Elsa.
01:02:50She's French.
01:02:51He's German.
01:02:53They're going to Tibet.
01:02:55And I'm going with them.
01:02:59I want you to come with me.
01:03:00I want you to come with me.
01:03:01I want you to come with me.
01:03:02It's fine.
01:03:04I mean, I want you to work it out You want me, I must find some fear-car disguise.
01:03:06I know it's isn't like that.
01:04:07How are you?
01:04:10Long day.
01:04:14God, when are they not?
01:04:17I don't think I'd chance at doing another stint like this.
01:04:24How's the writing going?
01:04:27I'm feeling inspired.
01:04:28It's fantastic.
01:04:34I think I've figured out the key to finishing the project.
01:04:40Are you listening?
01:04:43You found the key to finishing this project?
01:04:56Well, the water here tastes so funny.
01:04:58Have you ever cheated on me?
01:05:05Oh, Jane.
01:05:06Have you?
01:05:06Can we not?
01:05:09Have you?
01:05:15Absolutely not.
01:05:16Why did you take such a long time to answer that?
01:05:20Because I'm sick.
01:05:22Of what, Leonard?
01:05:24Of it being so hard?
01:05:26Yes.
01:05:27Tedious?
01:05:28I hate talking about sex with you.
01:05:37Is that what we're talking about?
01:05:39Normal people talk about sex, Leonard.
01:05:41And we don't?
01:05:43There's just huge, vacant lots that we don't discuss.
01:05:49Like what?
01:05:50Is there anything you want to ask me?
01:05:53Why?
01:05:53Is there anything you want to tell me?
01:05:55I just want to connect.
01:05:59So you don't feel that we're connected?
01:06:01Do you?
01:06:04I love you.
01:06:13I get it, Leonard.
01:06:15I get it.
01:06:16It's always been this big, serious, grave thing for us.
01:06:20Sex has consequences.
01:06:21Life and death.
01:06:22Mostly death.
01:06:23Jane, please.
01:06:24Let me guess.
01:06:25You don't want to talk about it?
01:06:26No, that's not what I'm saying.
01:06:28You're just...
01:06:28Do you want to have children, Leonard?
01:06:30Of course I did.
01:06:31Not did.
01:06:32Do you want to have children?
01:06:35So did you.
01:06:37But...
01:06:40Say it.
01:06:42Jane.
01:06:42Say it.
01:06:43I can't have children, Leonard.
01:06:48I never will.
01:06:50And if we keep trying, they keep dying.
01:06:53Again and again and again.
01:06:55Please.
01:06:58How does that make you feel?
01:07:04It's not your fault.
01:07:05How does it make you feel, Leonard?
01:07:07How does it make you feel?
01:07:10You will never be a father.
01:07:13We can adopt.
01:07:15That's not what you want.
01:07:16Is it?
01:07:18Is that what you want?
01:07:20Hmm?
01:07:22Because I think about it all the time.
01:07:24that the one thing you always wanted,
01:07:29I will never be able to give you.
01:07:41What are you trying to do, Jane?
01:07:43I just want to know that there's a reason for it all.
01:07:46You're not curious about me, Leonard.
01:07:59Not really.
01:08:01What do you want me to know?
01:08:02You shouldn't have to ask.
01:08:04I feel as if you want me to be someone I'm not.
01:08:09Someone that I've never been.
01:08:14I'm leaving you.
01:08:15I've been seeing someone else.
01:08:24See him.
01:08:26Caleb.
01:08:28That kid?
01:08:29Yes.
01:08:31That kid?
01:08:31That child?
01:08:32That kid you've known for two days?
01:08:34It's been longer than that.
01:08:34Please tell me you're joking.
01:08:37Time is shiftable.
01:08:39I don't get it.
01:08:39Leonard.
01:08:41I don't get it.
01:08:42He's asked me to travel with him.
01:08:43Are you sleeping with him?
01:08:48What do you think?
01:08:55I kept waiting for you to see it.
01:08:57To smell it.
01:08:58To sense it.
01:08:59So what?
01:09:00I failed your test?
01:09:02You don't see me!
01:09:03I'm sorry.
01:09:24For what?
01:09:27I'm sorry.
01:09:28For what?
01:09:28I shouldn't have done that.
01:09:29No.
01:09:30For losing my temper.
01:09:31I shouldn't have done that.
01:09:32You had every right to lose your temper.
01:09:34No, no, no.
01:09:34If you think that this is what's going to make you feel better, then you should go.
01:09:38You should go with him.
01:09:39Jane, you've been through a terrible, terrible thing, Jane.
01:09:44No, that is not what this is about.
01:09:46Of course it is.
01:09:46You don't love me anymore, Leonard.
01:09:49You don't love me!
01:09:50That's rubbish.
01:09:52This is your ticket.
01:09:54The day after my performance, meet me at the train station.
01:10:01Our training's at 4.30.
01:10:03We'll go home together.
01:10:07I want you to do what you need to do.
01:10:13And then come back to me.
01:10:17No questions asked, no guilt.
01:10:22This is good.
01:10:24I want you to do what you need.
01:10:54I want you to do what you need.
01:11:24I want you to do what you need.
01:11:54You want some?
01:12:00Oh, thanks.
01:12:03I want you to do what you need.
01:12:21Frank, I'm coming over in a couple of hours.
01:12:49Frank bought a car so we're going to...
01:12:51We're going to head out in a couple of weeks or so, you know.
01:13:00I'm thinking of driving through Romania and then Ukraine and down through Russia and through
01:13:10Kazakhstan and then straight to Tibet.
01:13:19We're going to head out in a couple of weeks.
01:13:22We're going to head out in a couple of weeks.
01:13:28We're going to head out in a couple of weeks.
01:13:33We're going to head out in a couple of weeks.
01:13:37We're going to head out in a couple of weeks.
01:13:41We're going to head out in a couple of weeks.
01:13:47We're going to head out in a couple of weeks.
01:13:52We're going to head out in a couple of weeks.
01:13:56We're going to head out in a couple of weeks.
01:14:08We're going to head out in a couple of weeks.
01:14:11We're going to head out in a couple of weeks.
01:14:32Jase!
01:14:54You've got to come over to this side.
01:15:00Train's going to be here in a minute.
01:15:25It's four in the morning, the end of December.
01:15:31I'm riding you now just to see your bed.
01:15:37New York is cold, but I like where I'm living.
01:15:43There's music on Clinton Street all through the evening.
01:15:51I hear that you're building your house deep in the desert.
01:16:03Are you living for nothing now?
01:16:07Hope you're keeping some kind of record.
01:16:13And Jane came by with a lock of your hair.
01:16:21She said that you gave it to her.
01:16:27That night when you planned to go clear.
01:16:33I wouldn't want to live to be 100.
01:16:35Why not?
01:16:37I'm not telling you why not.
01:16:39Did you ever go clear?
01:16:43Now shut that thing off.
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