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00:00Previously on the summer I turned pretty I told everyone that I applied to Finch because it was a good school
00:17The truest of all was that I just wanted to be near him now here. We are we are gonna do this for the rest of our lives
00:24I got off the waitlist for study abroad Paris
00:27Have you and Conrad started your speech for the dedication ceremony? Half of cousins is coming to see Susanna's memorial garden
00:32I want to get my cap and gown and my name wasn't on the list. I'm not graduating. We keep coming back to each other
00:37It feels like it's never really over. I got that summer clinic job. Have you ever been in love? Once. So what was her name?
00:44Ellie. Wait like your brother's girlfriend? Hey Jer look I am not gonna be able to make the dedication
00:50Oh it happens in Cabo's days in Cabo
00:53Did you hook up with Lacey Barone during spring break? Shit. It happened when we were on a break. It didn't mean anything to me
00:59You ruined everything
01:01I swear to you
01:20Bells, can we go on a coffee run?
01:23I thought you said you had to get at least a B on your media ethics midterm, or you were so screwed.
01:31Fine. You are no fun.
01:37Wait, what's this important flight update for Cabo?
01:42Since when are you going to Cabo?
01:44Yeah, I told you about the last minute flight of books.
01:48I think I would have remembered you going to Mexico.
01:50Oh, well, Bells, this is my last spring break, and you're going to be in Philly, so...
01:54Yeah, but we said we might meet up in Cousins, and I thought you were trying to spend more time with your dad.
02:00Okay, don't try to guilt trip me about my dad. I just saw him last weekend.
02:04Did something happen with you guys? You've been kind of moody since then.
02:09Something worse than visiting my dead mom's grave? No.
02:12Okay, okay, that's... that's not fair. I just... I think you're being a little bit selfish.
02:17Okay, sorry. Can you just stop riding me? If you want to come to Cabo, then just come.
02:24No, I don't want to crash your boys' trip.
02:26It's not just boys. The sororities are going, too.
02:28Oh, so girls were invited, just not girlfriends. Cool.
02:31Look, I promise I'm not interested in whatever wet t-shirt contest or whatever it is that you're picturing.
02:36It's not that.
02:37Well, what is it?
02:38What is wrong with you right now? You're the one who didn't even tell me that you're leaving the country.
02:41Yeah, because you hate anything having to do with frats.
02:44When did I ever say that?
02:45You don't have to. I can feel you judging us.
02:47Sorry if I'm a dumbass who's probably going to bomb his midterm.
02:50Sorry if I want to have a little fun in spring break.
02:52And I'm sorry that I'm not some straight-A overachiever going to med school like Conrad.
02:56Oh, my God. What? Please, please don't put your inferiority complex on me.
03:01I wonder where that came from.
03:02Well, it didn't start with me, so maybe look at your dad.
03:05Wow.
03:07Well, if you think I'm so stupid and selfish, then why are you even with me?
03:10Fuck it. I don't want to waste your time.
03:12You're being ridiculous right now.
03:13You think everything I do is ridiculous, and I'm sick of it.
03:16So let's just end it.
03:17Are you serious?
03:18Yes, I'm serious.
03:19Okay, fine. If that's how you feel.
03:21It is.
03:21Great. Okay, awesome. Bye.
03:23Bye.
03:26I went home for spring break, and we still hadn't talked.
03:32I can't believe it's been five days, and he still hasn't texted me.
03:36Haven't you also not texted him?
03:38Yeah, but he's the one who picked the fight out of nowhere.
03:42Why don't you just come with me to New York for a couple of days?
03:45We can, like, run around the city after I crush my interview.
03:48I'm too depressed.
03:50Stop looking at Instagram.
03:51I just still don't even know what the hell happened.
03:54Okay, I'm heading out.
03:57Bye, Mom.
03:58Well, the good news is he looks emotionally destroyed.
04:03I mean, I knew he was down about his grades, but I...
04:05Just stop obsessing.
04:07You want to know what's going on, why don't you ask him?
04:09Yeah, but he's the one who...
04:10Just talk to him when he gets back.
04:12Guys are like dogs.
04:13They hide when they've screwed up,
04:15and even the world's best boyfriend is going to fuck up sometimes.
04:18You know he feels bad about it.
04:20Like, it's Jer.
04:21You're his oxygen.
04:22He can't breathe without you.
04:29I really thought Taylor was right.
04:32So when we got back to school, I went to see him.
04:36Are you really not going to come find me?
04:38I mean, you pick a fight, walk out the door,
04:40and I don't hear from you for a week?
04:42I'm a total asshole, Billy.
04:44I fucked up, and I fucked up really bad.
04:46Hey, no, it's okay.
04:50No.
04:51No, it's not.
04:53I had a shitty week, and I took it out on you.
04:57I'm just sorry.
04:58I'm sorry, Billy.
04:59Look, I mean...
05:00We had a fight.
05:03It's not the end of the world.
05:07What does this mean?
05:09Does this mean you want to get back together?
05:12We never stopped being together.
05:19Billy...
05:20When I was in Cabo...
05:22I thought...
05:24I thought we were...
05:26I just can't believe I almost lost you over something so stupid.
05:36You could never lose me.
05:49I got you this.
05:53I was just on the beach, and I was just thinking about you.
05:55I didn't even know if you would ever talk again, but...
05:57It's really stupid, and you don't have to wear it.
06:00No.
06:00I love it.
06:05I love you.
06:06I love you.
06:06I love you.
06:10I love you.
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06:28I love you.
06:29Taylor's here
06:51I'm asleep
06:53Got it
06:59She's asleep
07:00Okay, I just want to talk to her
07:02I think she should rest right now
07:04Okay, fine
07:06This is a breakfast burrito, extra crispy bacon, the way she likes it
07:09Just make sure she eats something
07:11Okay
07:12Bye
07:14Ellie, I swear, I obviously had no idea about Lacey
07:24You know I would have killed them both for you, okay?
07:27Please just call me back
07:28Oh, no, I wouldn't get any closer unless you want your balls cut off
07:34Please just tell me how she is
07:35I don't know, she won't talk to me either
07:36Your side chick is in my sorority, so now I'm just, like, guilty by association
07:41Taylor, please hear me out
07:42No, I have always been on your side
07:44I was the freaking CEO of Team Jeremiah now to find out that you're the scummy little fucking hot tub cheater
07:48It's insane
07:49I didn't cheat, we were on a break
07:51No, that's bullshit
07:52You're not getting off on this, like, technicality
07:55You were broken up for all of two seconds, Jeremiah
07:58And then you got her this, like, cheap-ass puka shell bracelet to make it up to her
08:02Like, what are you doing?
08:03What are you thinking?
08:04What, you're the expert on cheating now, huh?
08:06Excuse me?
08:06You heard me
08:07Howard Davis and Mia
08:09Don't turn it around on me
08:11You were supposed to be the ideal
08:14You were supposed to deserve her
08:16But you don't, and you probably never did
08:18Can you get out of here?
08:33Hey, this is Taylor
08:34Leave a message
08:35Adam called you in for this meeting, too, huh?
08:41Yep, yeah
08:42Fine way to spend a Sunday
08:44Sitting in the background while the grown-ups talk
08:46Did you, uh, get to the dossier I sent you on Friday?
08:50Yep
08:51Yep, yep, yeah, yeah
08:53So you saw it start gate x?
08:56Start gate x?
08:57Like, like, the gaming startup?
08:59Oh my god, I knew you were a gamer
09:00Jesus, be a bigger nerd cliche, please
09:02Wait, no
09:03No, relax
09:04Alright, I used to program that shit
09:06Computer engineering at Princeton?
09:08Right
09:08Remember?
09:09Yes, how could I forget?
09:10It is in your email signature
09:12Mm-hmm
09:13Look, just do me a favor, alright?
09:15Read the dossier
09:16And then
09:17Call your girlfriend
09:19Okay?
09:20Yeah, well, I actually, um
09:22Actually broke up with my girlfriend
09:24That was, uh, that was my, my ex
09:27Well, ex
09:28Ex
09:28Oh my god, no, no, no
09:29Stop
09:30Immediately, no
09:31I, no personal stuff
09:33Alright, I'm not
09:33The co-worker who's gonna be invested in your little dramas
09:36I don't care
09:38Yeah
09:39Alright, um, start gate x
09:44Every VC shop is gonna try to move on this company, alright?
09:46So we really need to be on the ball with us
09:48Copy
09:48Copy, got you
09:50Thank you
09:51I don't see that
10:12you just have to make it to the library one thing at a time
10:35yeah but everything leads to him like i i can't just study i also have to call and quit my summer job
10:47because obviously i'm not going to be in cousins because jeremiah and then i have to figure out
10:54how to tell my mom that i can't bring myself to go to susanna's memorial because again jeremiah
11:00and i might never even go to the summer house again because of fucking jeremiah so okay one
11:06thing at a time it's not gonna work for you no no nothing's gonna work because everything is
11:10oh my god
11:13hey you're gonna be okay i'll meet you after study group it's not just lacy i can't avoid
11:24i see jeremiah everywhere even when he isn't really there
11:33boxes i send them your way hoping life brings you no new pain
11:39i rearrange my memories i try to rewrite our life but no matter how i try to
11:53and no matter how i want to and no matter how easy things could be if i did
12:08and no matter how guilty i still feel saying it
12:16unless i hated you
12:18our shadows dance in a parallel plane
12:22just two different endings you learn to repair
12:26and i learn to keep me in one place
12:30everywhere i go there's a memory of us from when we were golden
12:36everybody
12:43so i just need to not be here
12:57hi
12:59mom hi um quick question can you send me my birth certificate overnight if possible
13:05hello to you too my loving daughter i'm fine thanks for asking how are you
13:09sorry how are you mom
13:12i had an extremely dull conference which means i am nowhere near your birth certificate
13:17what do you need it for anyway a passport i found out i got off the wait list for paris
13:23that's fantastic honey congratulations
13:28how's jr taking it i know he'll miss you but he must be so proud
13:33yeah um mom i gotta go okay love you
13:39bro you're tweaking you need to
13:47i've allowed try something to kind of got may help ease the pain
13:52i just lost the most important person in my life
13:55sorry if i don't have the energy to be alive
13:58oh you don't think i know about breakups
13:59i know about breakups you saw me after sean
14:01you two were together for two seconds redbird
14:04felt like something to me
14:05i can't believe i fucked it up this bad
14:07dude i i i dig your girl
14:10i really do and i say this with love
14:12but you two were broken up
14:15right and you were wasted as hell
14:17and lacy was all over your shit
14:19bro it's not an excuse
14:20i should have told her as soon as i got back
14:22yeah
14:23yeah probably
14:25belly's been the center of my world
14:37since i lost my mom
14:40she's everything to me
14:44and losing her feels like
14:48it feels like i'm losing
14:53the best part of myself
14:55well that's a beautiful man
14:58so fight for her
15:03stop saying you're sorry
15:05find a way to show her
15:06make it sound so easy
15:10i don't think it's supposed to be
15:12i just can't believe it
15:18he acts so devoted
15:20but he's just as shady as the rest
15:22i swear if he comes to our dorm
15:24it's on site
15:25don't smile please
15:27that won't be a problem
15:28kind of sucks you're not leaving for Paris tomorrow
15:30do you think i'm being too hard on him
15:34look
15:34if he really thought
15:38you were broken up
15:39technically it's not cheating
15:41but
15:42to keep it a secret
15:43that tells me he knew what he did was wrong
15:46and he chose to keep it from you
15:47that's the part
15:49i can't get over
15:51what annika didn't know
15:53was that
15:54i had a secret too
15:56it was the day after christmas last year
15:59my mom was at a writer's retreat
16:01steven was visiting friends
16:03jair was going skiing with his dad and conrad
16:05i figured
16:07why be home alone
16:08when i could be at my favorite place in the world
16:10so i borrowed steven's car
16:12and went to cousins
16:13oh shit
16:21shit shit shit
16:23oh my god
16:24okay what would kevin do
16:26what would kevin do
16:27okay
16:29steven open up it's me
16:45belly
16:51you okay
16:52yeah
16:54yeah
16:54sorry
16:55just the flash got to me
16:56okay
16:57next
16:59belly
17:11no please don't leave
17:13i made the biggest mistake of my life
17:15please just talk to me
17:17i'll tell you anything
17:19i'll tell you anything
17:20i just don't want any more secrets between us
17:23okay
17:25how did it happen
17:30i was really sad
17:33i was drunk
17:34she was just there
17:37how many times
17:41twice
17:46twice
17:47jair how could you do this to me
17:51belly please
17:52i know i don't deserve you
17:53but i love you more than anyone else in the world
17:56and it kills me to see you hurting
17:58and i would do anything to take it back
17:59stop
18:00you can't undo what you did
18:02belly
18:02please
18:03i'm sorry
18:05i'm so sorry
18:05i've never loved anyone but you
18:07i love him too
18:09and i want to forgive him
18:11i just
18:12don't know how
18:14you were supposed to be the one person who would never hurt me
18:19and are you the person who hurt me the most
18:24laurel
18:33elliott
18:36hey
18:36hey
18:37oh
18:38fancy books you got there
18:40oh yeah
18:40you know
18:41well i've already read the moncrief translation twice so
18:43as one does
18:44yeah
18:45yeah i've decided it's the year that i finally read
18:48a la recherche du temps perdue
18:49in the original french
18:51go for it
18:53live on the edge
18:54you know um
18:56you and i
18:57we could start our own book group if uh
18:59if you're interested
19:00unfortunately professor park dropped out of french her first year of college
19:04john
19:05what are you doing here
19:07open up a word with you
19:08in private
19:09professor
19:10okay
19:12see you later elliott
19:14uh
19:15sure
19:16yeah
19:16um
19:16i'll be at the uh
19:18flaubert symposium if you want to drop by
19:20okay
19:21sounds great
19:22okay
19:22what was that
19:26so
19:27ta's are allowed to flirt with professors now
19:29he's an adjunct
19:30and maybe i was flirting back
19:32well and i was doing him a favor
19:34you'd have eaten him alive in about five minutes
19:35what's a history professor doing at a lit conference anyway
19:38researching potential crossover courses
19:41our provost is looking for ways to make history sexy again
19:44and a lit conference is definitely the way to do that
19:47shoot me dead
19:48please make your way into ballroom b for tropes of old english epic poetry
19:54thank you
19:55that sounds
19:59worrying as shit
20:00yeah
20:01okay
20:03new plan
20:06we find somewhere to drink this
20:08steal a wine opener
20:08i can't do that
20:09oh you're right
20:10okay
20:27welcome to day one
20:29by the end of the summer i expect half of you will still be here
20:33don't piss me off
20:34and we'll be fine
20:35okay
20:38first patient
20:39we have a 15 year old boy
20:41came in following a seizure
20:42any thoughts on what might be going on
20:44i want to start off with our first years
20:48what do you say
20:49well
20:49uh
20:52could be puberty hormones
20:54he's 15
20:54uh could also
20:55he's also recovering from the flu
20:57and fevers are the most common cause of seizures at his age
21:00very good
21:00they also give him nausea meds at the er
21:02and that does increase risk
21:04good catch
21:05sometimes it's just the obvious answer
21:08absolutely thank you
21:09dr namazi
21:10i'll keep that in mind
21:11okay
21:12next patient
21:13are you trying to make me the med student that gets cut on day one
21:17i'm sure it's just a mess
21:18it's fine
21:19i'll take that
21:19i'll make it up in the next one
21:21look i know that climbing up namazi's ass is just a coping mechanism for your all-consuming
21:25love for your brother's girlfriend
21:26why did i tell you that
21:27because you were like yearning to
21:28whatever
21:30safest place to hang out at an academic conference is in the hotel gym
21:35nice
21:37give me your phone
21:38mine's dead and i want to call the kids
21:40it's in my room
21:41also the kids are fine
21:42also you're upside down
21:44yes
21:44yes i am
21:46why are you doing
21:50getting some things off my chest
21:53why did i ask
21:54you know even though our marriage went to shit
21:58we ended up being pretty good co-parents
22:02yes we did
22:03oh my god
22:08i just remembered
22:09belly called me today
22:11to say she is studying abroad next semester
22:14in paris
22:15oh
22:16do you know
22:17how the parisian police found quasimodo
22:19they followed a hunch
22:21please never tell that joke again
22:24used to love my jokes
22:26used to laugh so hard
22:28beer would come out your nose
22:29in fact wasn't that why you slept with me on our first date
22:32i was fake laughing
22:33and i planned to sleep with you all along
22:36you did
22:38mind if i work in
22:40uh no it's all yours
22:43we're done here
22:44appreciate it
22:45why are you here
23:00what do you
23:01you haven't responded to my text all day
23:03it's finals
23:05it's a stressful time
23:07hey are you okay what's wrong
23:08i'm i'm hungry
23:11okay then let's
23:13let's just grab some food
23:15come on get in
23:16okay
23:20so uh
23:37uh where do you wanna
23:40go eat
23:41i don't know
23:43what
23:50i broke up with mia
23:55i hope you didn't do that for me
24:03what
24:04what
24:07uh
24:08sorry
24:09i just
24:11i thought you'd be
24:12happy that i just wanted to be with you
24:14but after after the other night
24:15sleeping over
24:16steven i
24:16you're wrong
24:18and i've told you before
24:19i just want this to be casual
24:20okay
24:21it's never casual with you and me taylor
24:23you know that
24:24let's just stop
24:25fucking around
24:26you know and do it for real
24:27so we don't keep hurting other people
24:28they don't even know about us
24:29that doesn't matter
24:29it's still messed up
24:31taylor i want you and me to have a fresh start
24:34you know free
24:35and and clear and clean
24:36steven we've tried before
24:38we've tried a million times
24:39we were kids
24:39we don't work
24:40it never works
24:41taylor you are the only girl i want to be with
24:43i'm telling you
24:45i i think i love you
24:46stop stop
24:46no don't
24:47i i i can't do this
24:48what are you talking
24:49can you pull over and let me out of the fucking car
24:51taylor no
24:51taylor i need you to listen to me
24:53please
24:53that's all i'm asking for
24:54please just let me out of the car
24:55we're in the middle of the road taylor
24:56i'm not doing that
24:57i want to leave
24:58pull over
24:59and let me out of the fucking car
25:01fine fine
25:02fine
25:03fuck
25:03here i'm pulling over okay
25:06taylor what the fuck
25:13taylor i told you i don't want
25:29oh my god
25:32i'm really sorry
25:41what happened
25:43were you with him or you hurt
25:45what happened
25:47i wasn't in the car
25:49okay
25:50we were arguing
25:51i jumped out
25:55and he was trying to come after me
25:57okay
25:57okay
25:57what
26:00what
26:04it's just my fault
26:09no no no it's not your fault
26:11yes it is
26:13you're with stephen conklin
26:15yeah
26:16yeah
26:16is he okay
26:17initial scans show a cracked rib
26:19and a cerebral contusion
26:21cerebral contusion
26:23it's a bruise on the brain
26:24we won't know how serious it is
26:26until the swelling goes down
26:27until then
26:27we'll keep him sedated
26:29so we just wait and see
26:31is that it
26:31there's some paperwork to fill out
26:33and someone will need to make decisions
26:35on his behalf
26:35can that be one of you
26:36i'm his sister
26:37his sister works
26:39okay
26:40um
26:41what kind of decisions do i
26:42it's
26:43it's in the paperwork
26:44i need to
26:48i need to try my parents again
26:50i couldn't
26:50okay
26:51i will try them
26:52i will do it
26:53i don't know stephen's fucking insurance
26:56if he's on our parents insurance or his job
26:58how am i supposed to know his fucking blood type
27:00i think
27:01i think i remember stephen
27:02bragging about being a universal donor
27:05of course
27:06you can brag about anything
27:07okay
27:10he
27:11o negative
27:12he's o negative
27:13okay
27:14i'm gonna try your parents again
27:16i think i should uh
27:19let a few other people know
27:21do you want me to call jer
27:23i don't know an hour ago
27:27i wanted to throw up thinking about him
27:29but now i just
27:30i just wish he was here
27:34you know what to say to me
27:36i'm gonna be your jer today
27:43i will track down your parents
27:45i will call jer's dumbass too
27:47okay
27:48just
27:49just fill out the paperwork
27:51and leave the rest to me
27:52i'm gonna do it
27:53thank you
27:53thank you
27:53um
27:54can you call uh conrad too
27:56because he just might
27:57understand what all this means
28:00i got you
28:01i'm gonna call conrad
28:02well i'll hop on the next flight
28:08no it's fine
28:09laurel and john will probably be here by then
28:10okay
28:11well
28:12tell me what the doctor said exactly
28:14he's kind of a dick
28:16he basically blew us off
28:17we're trying to get updates
28:18but
28:19well maybe i can help
28:19where's he admitted
28:20we're at um providence
28:22providence general
28:23but
28:24how
28:25i will figure it out
28:26i just want to do something
28:29hey
28:32how's belly
28:33she's fine
28:35yeah
28:35okay
28:36yeah
28:37yeah
28:37great
28:37okay
28:38well just keep me updated
28:41okay
28:41yep
28:42will do
28:42all right
28:43dr namazi
28:46excuse me
28:47what's up
28:48a friend of mine was
28:50in a car accident
28:51uh
28:52very close friend
28:53more like family
28:54and
28:55he's at providence general
28:57is there any chance you know
28:58anyone in neurology there
29:00the head of neurology
29:01is a friend of a friend
29:02well his name is
29:03steven conklin
29:03do you think there's any
29:05possible way that
29:06you could make a call
29:08i'll see what i can do
29:11thank you
29:12do you think you need to
29:14take the day
29:14uh
29:17no
29:18i'm good
29:20okay
29:42jerry's in the lobby
29:51yeah i know babe
29:53he just wants to be nearby
29:55if we need him
29:56he's not gonna come
29:57try and talk to you
29:58or anything
29:58that's so sweet
30:01why does he have to be
30:02so sweet
30:03should i text him
30:05isabel conklin
30:10i'm dr june kwan
30:13i head up the neurology team
30:14i'm taking over your brother's case
30:16does that mean he's gotten worse
30:17no it means someone well connected is looking out for you
30:20i got a call from a colleague at stanford
30:24steven is sedated and sleeping
30:26he's stable
30:27and i've ordered a ct scan
30:28have you seen him yet
30:30well let's get you back there
30:32we allow two visitors
30:34immediate family only
30:35so i'll presume this is steven's other sister
30:38follow me
30:39any news on your friend
30:48no
30:49you sure you shouldn't just go out there
30:52well i don't even know what how to do if i did
30:54it's not like i'm a doctor yet
30:55plus we barely talked over the last few years
30:58no cell phones
31:01yeah
31:02how did everything go with those blood draws
31:05good
31:06great
31:06this is mislabeled
31:13oh that's uh that's mine
31:15that's my mistake
31:16a mistake that put your patient at risk
31:19i'll fix it right now
31:20you should have gone home when i gave you the chance
31:21it won't happen again
31:22no it won't
31:23you're done here
31:24you're not ready for this
31:26you're firing me for one mistake
31:30dr namazi please
31:32you may see this as one mistake
31:33but this is about you not knowing your limits
31:36which makes you a walking liability
31:38my liability
31:39dr namazi
31:40i know
31:41you can always apply again next year
31:43steven can i tell you a secret
31:50steven can i tell you a secret
32:09i've never loved anyone like i love you
32:12do you know how scary that is
32:18i know i act like i don't care but i just i care so so much
32:29and i'm always afraid that it's just a matter of time before you come to me and you tell me that i'm not worth it
32:37you're just gonna be like
32:40actually you're not worth it
32:42so i figured if i just keep pushing you away and pretend that you don't mean anything to me then you can't hurt me
33:01and i don't know how to stop doing that
33:06you know the first time we got together
33:18you remember you told me that you were like
33:21you told me that you wouldn't give up on us
33:24you have no idea how badly i wanted to believe you
33:30i have good news the ct scan is clear
33:50the ct scan is clear what does that mean
33:53the swelling on steven's brain has gone down and we can start weaning him off the sedatives
33:57it'll be a while until he wakes up we'll let you know when he's ready for visitors
34:01thank you
34:02it's okay he's gonna be okay
34:07i've just been scared
34:10i'm really sorry to dump this on you i know i know you don't think that's even a match you get back together
34:21no i never should have judged you
34:24you're right
34:24i've been all over the place
34:27like not wanting to let go of steven but still keeping davis around as this like emotional buffer
34:33it's shitty
34:34and selfish
34:35and steven was trying to do the right thing and i'm just freaked
34:40but all this
34:42i think i think that made me realize that even though i'm so scared i'm so scared to lose steven again i'm more scared not to try
34:57i'm gonna i'm gonna break up with davis
35:03i'm gonna break up with davis
35:07whatever you want to do i support you
35:11all right how rough do i look right now i look hot i'm not gonna lie to you i look that bad
35:25just go back to the house
35:29go back to house eat something shower
35:32you heard the doctor he's not gonna be up for a little while anyway thanks babe
35:38hey
35:43if you want to get back with jeremiah just do it
35:50i never said that make him beg obviously but
35:54don't just throw away everything you guys have had for the past four years
35:58like not if it's still what you want
36:03okay
36:09okay
36:17lar
36:19we gotta get out
36:24shut up
36:27still not a morning person huh
36:30oh my eyes are crispy
36:36can you bring me some of your contact solution
36:38yeah
36:50oh my god
36:53john get in here
36:55oh my god mom where are you
36:58belly i just got your messages
36:59what's going on
37:01steven was in an accident is he okay
37:03he's gonna be fine
37:06i've been trying to keep it together but i was so scared
37:13i can't imagine how terrified you must have been i'm so so sorry
37:18have you been there all alone no no um taylor's here and she's been amazing and
37:25jared's here
37:28he stayed all night
37:30mom things have been so crazy
37:32listen sweetheart i'll be there as soon as i can and um
37:36i'll i'll track down your dad and let him know
37:39i love you so much
37:41i love you so much belly
37:41i love you mommy
37:46steam was it a car accident
37:47he's okay okay
37:48he's gonna be fine
37:49but belly couldn't reach either of us
37:51last night
37:52it's okay
37:52just leave me in the lobby in five
38:06we hadn't seen each other much over the years
38:19and we hadn't been alone together since
38:20hey
38:22that day at the motel
38:24hey
38:33why are you holding a poker
38:35oh um i thought you were a burglar
38:39of course you did
38:45where's jared
38:46he and your dad are on their way to chamonix
38:51right
38:53aren't you supposed to be meeting them there
38:55yeah my flight got delayed because of the weather
38:58they were trying to rebook me for the 28th
39:01what are you doing here
39:04my mom is on a retreat in the mountains and steven's in new york
39:07i was all alone at home
39:09so
39:20you have chocolate all over your face
39:35no i don't
39:36what did you do you just stick your whole head in to save time
39:39shut it
39:42no you don't
39:43you called i could start a fire
39:50so i think it's maybe a little late for a fire i think i'm just gonna crash
39:54merry christmas belly
39:59feel good to see you
40:00you
40:06you too
40:15the next morning right when i woke up i had this funny feeling that he had already left
40:20you're okay
40:33oh no leave me alone
40:36you're hurt can you move
40:39i thought you were gone
40:41nope
40:42still here
40:47let me help you up
40:48no no no no
40:49ow
40:50just just give me a minute
40:52okay
41:02how bad does it hurt on a scale from one to ten
41:05eleven
41:06eleven
41:06you're such a baby when it comes to pain
41:08no i'm not
41:11i mean that fall you said was no joke
41:15seriously it was like when animals slip and fall in cartoons on banana peels
41:20are you calling me an animal
41:30i'm gonna pick you up and i'm gonna carry you to the couch
41:33no no no no no just just just no just i'm too heavy for you just
41:37okay i just here i know i can't bench press my body weight like jared but i can pick you up ellie
41:42ready
41:47okay come on okay
41:50you're okay ready watch your legs
42:02you're okay yeah
42:03that's when i had this sudden thought a part of me will always love you
42:27we spent the day together but not together
42:30i don't know
42:32oh to see without my eyes
42:36the first time that you'll kiss me
42:41boundless by the time i
42:43entertainingly expressive h blank blank blank y
42:51hammy hammy
42:58halloween
43:04she's better off than laszlo
43:06you're insane rick and ilsa are obviously meant for each other
43:10their little love story is nothing compared to the work that laszlo was doing for the resistance
43:14oh my god dude
43:17i'm gonna get more firewood
43:20you are way too young to be this cynical
43:22yeah
43:23you are way too young to be this guy with the strength of love
43:31hey
43:31hey
43:32belly
43:32hey sorry my reception out here is terrible
43:34i'm on the mountain freezing my balls off what are you up to
43:37i'm actually in cousins i got super lonely so i drove up
43:42oh nice uh did you bring together no i came by myself well i wish you were here with me
43:48comrades fly got mad stuff because of the weather so i'm stuck here with my dad
43:53yeah he uh
43:54what
43:55hello
43:56belly can you hear me
43:58jerry i can't hear what you're saying
44:00uh never mind
44:02what
44:04great uh i'll try tomorrow okay bye
44:08okay love you
44:14hey i i would have told jerry that you're here too
44:17don't worry about it
44:19i never told jeremiah that conrad was with me at cousins
44:22because there was nothing to tell
44:25nothing happened with conrad
44:27nothing was ever gonna happen
44:39the next morning conrad was gone
44:41he left just like i thought he would
44:50no goodbye
44:51just gone like a ghost
45:04conrad fisher
45:06the ghost of christmas past
45:11the ghost of christmas past
45:12and what difference does it make
45:16when this love is over
45:22shall i sleep within your bed
45:25river of unhappiness
45:29hold your hands upon my head
45:34till i breathe my last breath
45:38fall
45:39oh
45:40oh
45:40oh is me
45:43last time that you
45:45touch me
45:47fall will once ever cease
45:51yeah
45:52blast me
45:53the mystery
45:55of the
45:56love
45:57oh
45:59oh
46:01oh
46:03oh
46:05oh
46:07oh
46:17come in
46:24hey
46:25can you take your shoes off
46:26i'm gonna be here for like a sec
46:28i was just on my way in and
46:29came to rub it in my face that i got fired on day one
46:32no jerk i wanted to see how your friend's doing
46:34yeah he's gonna be okay
46:36thanks
46:36good
46:38okay this is for you
46:40thank you
46:40you're welcome
46:43um
46:45so look um
46:47about yesterday
46:50i mean we all know namazi's a hard ass
46:52i'm fine
46:54cool uh that's
46:55actually i was gonna say
46:59that she kind of has a point
47:02oh
47:02i mean look you know i always tell you the truth right
47:06and the truth is that you're smart as hell obviously
47:09but you need to pay more attention to your feelings
47:12excuse me
47:13well you can deny your emotions all you want they're not going anywhere
47:18and
47:21as long as you're afraid to face them they'll run you not the other way around
47:30hello would have been nice hello
47:36steven you ready for a visitor oh yeah
47:39oh you're awake
47:40ow
47:41ow
47:41ow
47:42ow
47:42careful of his ribs
47:43no no break another one why don't you
47:46it's barely cracked you baby
47:48how's uh
47:50us mom and dad where are they they're on their way
47:53hey
47:58hi
48:00i'm gonna give you two a minute i'm glad you're alive
48:03you scared the shit out of everyone you know that belly was worried to death i knew you were
48:13just being a drama queen obviously i was in a coma so yeah but medically induced
48:26steven i'm joking i was worried about you too obviously yeah you know i've been thinking a lot
48:32about what you said since i woke up you know before the crash you too and you were right
48:39you and me we don't work
48:43what
48:47if we never ran into each other that day in new york we would have just gone about our lives and been
48:53fine so let's just pretend we didn't
48:55i've never been able to think clearly when it comes to you tay
49:06i couldn't let you go
49:09you know i love a challenge but
49:15it is a wake-up call
49:16you were right you and me we don't work
49:26good then we're on the same page yeah yeah finally i'm gonna go find belly
49:31first loves are important conrad was mine for the rest of my life i would think of him fondly
49:49the way you do your first pet the first car you drove but they're not as important as last
49:57steven's gonna be okay thank god
50:19do you wanna get some air
50:20yeah yeah yeah i would love that
50:30i was
50:32i am so mad at you
50:34you have every right to be
50:36i'm sorry for what i did to you and i'm sorry i didn't tell you sooner
50:39i'm sorry you found out the worst way possible
50:43i know it's it's gonna take a lot of work for you to even begin to trust me again but i am willing to do
50:48whatever it takes if you let me
50:54i'm sorry too
50:58sorry for what
51:01sorry for everything leading up to that fight
51:06and to cabo
51:07i can see how you thought we were broken up
51:15you can
51:18yeah but i i don't understand how you could just move on to somebody else so easily
51:23i mean i could barely function how are you okay enough to have sex with someone
51:28no belly i was completely numb that whole week
51:31i didn't even feel like i was there when lacy and i
51:34when we had sex
51:37after i i just sat in the shower and cried for i don't i don't even know how long
51:43i was just thinking how could i deserve you after that
51:46maybe we shouldn't let one mistake erase all these years
51:58i mean
52:00if we both believe that what we have
52:03is bigger than our mistakes then
52:05maybe we can just start over
52:10i want that bells i want that so much
52:15you can't ever hurt me like that again
52:18i promise
52:23i promise
52:35i don't want to mess this up again
52:42we won't
52:44after steven i get it now
52:47life's too short not to spend it with the person that you love
52:53i want to be with you always no matter what
52:57i just can't imagine my life without you
53:00me either
53:02elliot's always been our story yours
53:04and mine nobody else's
53:11what are you thinking
53:14the future is just crazy
53:16i don't know what say it
53:21would you yes
53:22you don't even know what i'm about to say
53:25try me
53:33isabel conklin
53:34will you marry me
53:36will you marry me
53:39yes
53:39yeah i'll marry you
53:40i love you
53:51i love you
54:01forever
54:18i bet we already knew our names before we met each other
54:24I bet we've sailed the Milky Way, walked on the sun together
54:30How could I forget those emerald eyes?
54:38They took me by surprise, but suddenly I missed your face
54:44I knew that smile for miles away
54:47I knew that I have loved you forever and a day
54:58A day
55:01In all my lives I've waited every time to hear you say
55:10I'm yours forever and a day
55:17I don't believe in destiny
55:33But all my life is safe
55:38Your melodies, they're changing me
55:46I'm yours forever
56:16I'm yours forever and a day
56:17You're inありがとうございました
56:19I'm yours forever and I was never forgiven
56:21I'm yours forever and a day
56:23Lord, many times have I prayed we could never give you
56:26I'm yours forever and my love
56:28I haveinters and then cross about the end
56:31언제� фондäl
56:33I knew that's all wszyscy
56:34That's all right
56:36And we go
56:36And mine
56:39If there's all my life
56:41You're in my life
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