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00:00Previously on The Summer I Turned Pretty, I told everyone that I applied to Finch because it was a good school.
00:17The truest of all was that I just wanted to be near him.
00:21Now here we are.
00:22We are gonna do this for the rest of our lives.
00:25I got off the waitlist for study abroad.
00:26Paris.
00:27Have you and Conrad started your speech for the dedication ceremony?
00:30Half of Cousins is coming to see Susanna's memorial garden.
00:33I want to get my cap and gown and my name wasn't on the list.
00:35I'm not graduating.
00:36We keep coming back to each other, it feels like it's never really over.
00:39I got that summer clinic job.
00:41Have you ever been in love?
00:42Once.
00:43So what was her name?
00:44Belly.
00:45Wait, like your brother's girlfriend?
00:46Hey Jer, look, I am not gonna be able to make the dedication.
00:51Oh, it happens in Cabo, stays in Cabo.
00:54Did you hook up with Lacey Barone during spring break?
00:56Shit.
00:57It happened when we were on a break.
00:58It didn't mean anything to me.
00:59It means something to me!
01:00I swear to you!
01:01You ruined everything!
01:03Bells, can we go on a coffee run?
01:10I thought you said you had to get at least a B on your media ethics midterm or you were so screwed.
01:30Fine.
01:31Fine.
01:32You are no fun.
01:37Wait, what's this important flight update for Cabo?
01:42Since when are you going to Cabo?
01:44Yeah, I told you about the last minute flight of boats.
01:47I think I would have remembered you going to Mexico.
01:50Oh, well, Bells, this is my last spring break and you're gonna be in Philly, so...
01:54Yeah, but we said we might meet up in Cousins and I thought you were trying to spend more time with your dad.
01:59Okay, don't try to guilt trip me about my dad. I just saw him last weekend.
02:03Did something happen with you guys? You've been kinda moody since then.
02:08Something worse than visiting my dead mom's grave? No.
02:12Hey, okay, that's... that's not fair. I just... I think you're being a little bit selfish.
02:19Okay, sorry. Can you just stop riding me? If you want to come to Cabo, then just come.
02:24No, I don't want to crash your boys trip.
02:26It's not just boys. The sororities are going too.
02:28Oh, so girls were invited, just not girlfriends. Cool.
02:31Look, I promise I'm not interested in whatever wet t-shirt contest or whatever it is that you're picturing.
02:36It's not that. Then what is it? What is wrong with you right now?
02:39You're the one who didn't even tell me that you're leaving the country.
02:41Yeah, because you hate anything having to do with frats.
02:43When did I ever say that?
02:45You don't have to. I can feel you judging us.
02:47Sorry if I'm a dumbass who's probably gonna bomb his midterm.
02:50Sorry if I want to have a little fun in spring break, and I'm sorry that I'm not some straight-A overachiever going to med school like Conrad.
02:55Oh, my God! What? Please... please don't put your inferiority complex on me.
03:00I wonder where that came from.
03:02Well, it didn't start with me, so maybe look at your dad.
03:05Wow.
03:07Well, if you think I'm so stupid and selfish, then why are you even with me?
03:10Fuck it. I won't waste your time.
03:12You're being ridiculous right now.
03:13You think everything I do is ridiculous, and I'm sick of it. So let's just end it.
03:17Are you serious?
03:18Yes. I'm serious.
03:19Okay, fine. If that's how you feel...
03:21It is.
03:22Great. Okay, awesome. Bye.
03:23Bye.
03:26I went home for spring break, and we still hadn't talked.
03:30I can't believe it's been five days and he still hasn't texted me.
03:36Haven't you also not texted him?
03:39Yeah, but he's the one who picked the fight out of nowhere.
03:42Why don't you just come with me to New York for a couple of days?
03:45We can, like, run around the city after I crushed my interview.
03:48I'm too depressed.
03:49Stop looking at Instagram.
03:51I just still don't even know what the hell happened.
03:54Just like...
03:56Okay, I'm heading out!
03:57Bye, Mom!
03:59Well, the good news is he looks emotionally destroyed.
04:02I mean, I knew he was down about his grades, but I...
04:05Stop obsessing!
04:06You wanna know what's going on, why don't you ask him?
04:09Yeah, but he's the...
04:10Just talk to him when he gets back.
04:12Guys are like dogs.
04:13They hide when they've screwed up.
04:15And even the world's best boyfriend is gonna fuck up sometimes.
04:18You know he feels bad about it.
04:20Like, it's Jer.
04:21You're his oxygen.
04:22He can't breathe without you.
04:29I really thought Taylor was right.
04:32So when we got back to school, I went to see him.
04:36Are you really not gonna come find me?
04:38I mean, you pick a fight, walk out the door, and I don't hear from you for a week?
04:42I'm a total asshole, Billy.
04:44I fucked up, and I fucked up really bad.
04:46Hey, no, it's okay.
04:51No.
04:52No, it's not.
04:53I had a shitty week, and I took it out on you.
04:57I'm just sorry.
04:58I'm sorry, Billy.
04:59Look, I mean...
05:01We had a fight.
05:03It's not the end of the world.
05:07What does this mean?
05:09Does this mean you wanna get back together?
05:12We never stopped being together.
05:19Billy...
05:21When I was in Cabo...
05:24I thought...
05:25I thought...
05:26I thought we were...
05:34I just can't believe I almost lost you over something so stupid.
05:39You could never lose me.
05:41Uh...
05:51I got you this.
05:53I was just on the beach, and I was just thinking about you.
05:55I didn't even know if you would ever talk again, but...
05:58It's really stupid, and you don't have to wear it.
06:00No.
06:02I love it.
06:06I love you.
06:11I love you.
06:24Worth this.
06:28Uh-uh.
06:29Taylor's here.
06:52I'm asleep.
06:53Got it.
06:59She's asleep.
07:00Okay, I just want to talk to her.
07:02I think she should rest right now.
07:04Okay.
07:05Fine.
07:06This is a breakfast burrito, extra crispy bacon, the way she likes it.
07:09Just make sure she eats something.
07:11Okay.
07:13Bye.
07:20Ellie, I swear, I obviously had no idea about Lacey.
07:24You know I would have killed them both for you, okay?
07:27Please just call me back.
07:28Like, just call me back.
07:31Oh, no, I wouldn't get any closer unless you want your balls cut off.
07:34Please just tell me how she is.
07:35I don't know.
07:36She won't talk to me either.
07:37Your side chick is in my sorority, so now I'm just, like, guilty by association.
07:41Taylor, please hear me out.
07:42No, I have always been on your side.
07:44I was the freaking CEO of Team Jeremiah now to find out that you're the scummy little fucking
07:47hot tub cheater.
07:48It's insane.
07:49I didn't cheat.
07:50We were on a break.
07:51No, that's bullshit.
07:52You're not getting off on this, like, technicality.
07:55You were broken up for all of two seconds, Jeremiah.
07:58And then you got her this, like, cheap-ass puka shell bracelet to make it up to her.
08:02Like, what are you doing?
08:03What are you thinking?
08:04What?
08:04You're the expert on cheating now, huh?
08:06Excuse me?
08:06You heard me.
08:08How are Davis and Mia?
08:10Don't turn it around on me.
08:12You were supposed to be the ideal.
08:14You were supposed to deserve her.
08:16But you don't, and you probably never did.
08:21Can you get out of here?
08:33Hey, this is Taylor.
08:34Leave a message.
08:35Adam called you in for this meeting, too, huh?
08:41Yep.
08:41Yeah.
08:42Fine way to spend a Sunday.
08:44Sitting in the background while the grown-ups talk.
08:47Did you, uh, get to the dossier I sent you on Friday?
08:50Yep.
08:51Yep.
08:52Yep.
08:52Yeah.
08:52Yeah.
08:53So you saw it's Starrcade X?
08:56Starrcade X?
08:57Like, like, the game he started?
08:59Oh, my God.
08:59I knew you were a gamer.
09:00Jesus, be a bigger nerd cliche, please.
09:02Wait, no.
09:03No, relax.
09:04All right, I used to program that shit.
09:06Computer engineering at Princeton?
09:08Right.
09:08Remember?
09:09Yes.
09:09How could I forget?
09:10It is in your email signature.
09:12Mm.
09:13Look, just do me a favor, all right?
09:15Read the dossier, and then call your girlfriend.
09:19Okay?
09:20Yeah.
09:21Well, I actually, um, I actually broke up with my girlfriend.
09:25That was, uh, that was my ex.
09:27Well, ex?
09:28Ex?
09:28Oh, my God.
09:29No, no, no.
09:29Stop.
09:30Immediately, no.
09:31I'm, no personal stuff.
09:33All right, I'm not the co-worker who's going to be invested in your little dramas.
09:37I don't care.
09:39Yeah.
09:41All right, um, Starrcade X?
09:44Every VC shop is going to try to move on this company, all right?
09:46So we really need to be on the ball with us.
09:48Copy.
09:49Copy.
09:50Got you.
09:51All right.
10:12you just have to make it to the library one thing at a time
10:35yeah but everything leads to him like i i can't just study i also have to call and quit my summer job
10:47because obviously i'm not going to be in cousins because jeremiah and then i have to figure out
10:54how to tell my mom that i can't bring myself to go to susanna's memorial because again jeremiah
11:00and i might never even go to the summer house again because of fucking jeremiah so okay one thing
11:07at a time is not gonna work for you no no nothing's gonna work because everything is
11:10oh my god
11:13hey you're gonna be okay i'll meet you after a study group it's not just lacy i can't avoid
11:24i see jeremiah everywhere even when he isn't really there
11:33boxes i send them your way hoping life brings you no new pain
11:39i rearrange my memories i try to rewrite our life but no matter how i try to
11:53and no matter how i want to
12:00and no matter how easy things could be if i did
12:08and no matter how guilty i still feel saying
12:14everywhere i go there's a memory of us from when we were golden
12:36so i just need to not be here
12:48hi mom hi um quick question can you send me my birth certificate
13:04overnight if possible hello to you too my loving daughter i'm fine thanks for asking how are you
13:10sorry how are you mom i had an extremely dull conference which means i am nowhere near your
13:16birth certificate what do you need it for anyway a passport i found out i got off the waitlist for
13:22a pair of pairs that's fantastic honey congratulations how's jr taking it i know he'll miss you but
13:32he must be so proud yeah um mom i gotta go okay love you
13:39bro you're tweaking you need to have allow try this new indica i got may help ease the pain
13:53i just lost the most important person in my life sorry if i don't have the energy to be alive oh you
13:58don't think i know about breakups i know about breakups you saw me after sean you two were together
14:02for two seconds redbird felt like something to me i can't believe i fucked it up this bad dude i i i
14:09dig your girl i really do and i say this with love but you two were broken up right and you were
14:16wasted as hell and lacy was all over your it's not an excuse i should have told her as soon as i got
14:22back yeah yeah probably
14:34belly's been the center of my world since i lost my mom
14:43she's everything to me
14:46and losing her feels like
14:48it feels like i'm losing the best part of myself well that's a beautiful man
15:02so fight for her stop saying you're sorry find a way to show her
15:09make it sound so easy i don't think it's supposed to be
15:12i just can't believe it he acts so devoted but he's just as shady as the rest
15:22i swear if he comes to our dorm it's on site don't smile please that won't be a problem kind
15:28of sucks you're not leaving for Paris tomorrow do you think i'm being too hard on him look
15:34if he really thought you were broken up technically it's not cheating but to keep it a secret
15:44that tells me he knew what he did was wrong and he chose to keep it from you
15:47that's the part i can't get over what annika didn't know was that i had a secret too
15:57it was the day after christmas last year my mom was at a writer's retreat steven was visiting friends
16:03jair was going skiing with his dad and conrad i figured why be home alone when i could be at my
16:09favorite place in the world so i borrowed steven's car and went to cousins
16:24oh my god okay what would kevin do what would kevin do okay
16:39kevin open up it's me
16:50billy you okay yeah yeah sorry just the flash got to me okay next
17:09billy no please don't leave i made the biggest mistake of my life
17:15please just talk to me look i'll tell you anything i'll tell you anything i just don't
17:21want any more secrets between us okay
17:29how did it happen look i was really sad i was drunk she was just there
17:37how many times
17:46twice
17:46jerry how could you do this to belly please i know i don't deserve you but i love you more than
17:55anyone else in the world and it kills me to see you hurting and i would do anything to take it back
17:59stop you can't undo what you did billy please i'm sorry i'm so sorry i've never loved anyone but you
18:07i love him too and i want to forgive him i just don't know how
18:16you were supposed to be the one person who would never hurt me
18:19and are you the person who hurt me the most
18:33laurel
18:35elliott hey hey
18:37oh fancy books you got there oh yeah you know well i've already read the moncrief translation twice
18:43so as one does yeah yeah i've decided it's the year that i finally read a la recherche du ton
18:49perdu in the original french go for it live on the edge you know um you and i we could start our own
18:58book group if uh if you're interested unfortunately professor park dropped out of french her first year
19:04college john what are you doing here open up a word with you in private professor okay see you later
19:14elliott uh sure yeah um i'll be at the uh flaubert symposium if you want to drop by okay sounds great okay
19:26what was that so ta's are allowed to flirt with professors now he's an adjunct and maybe i was
19:31flirting back well and i was doing him a favor you'd have eaten him alive in about five minutes
19:36what's a history professor doing at a lit conference anyway researching potential crossover courses
19:41our provost is looking for ways to make history sexy again and a lit conference is definitely the
19:47way to do that shoot me dad please make your way into ballroom b for tropes of old english epic poetry
19:54thank you that sounds boring as shit yeah okay
20:06new plan we find somewhere to drink this steal a wine opener i can't do that pull your weight
20:24wheelchairs okay welcome to day one by the end of the summer i expect half of you will still be
20:32here don't piss me off and we'll be fine okay first patient we have a 15 year old boy came in
20:41following a seizure any thoughts on what might be going on i want to start off with our first years
20:48what do you say well uh could be puberty hormones he's 15 uh could also he's also recovering from
20:56the flu and fevers are the most common cause of seizures at his age very good they also gave him
21:01nausea meds at the er and that does increase risk good catch sometimes it's just the obvious answer
21:08absolutely thank you dr namazi i'll keep that in mind okay next patient are you trying to make me the
21:15mad student that gets cut on day one i'm sure it's just a mess it's fine i'll take that i'll make
21:20it up in the next one look i know that climbing up namazi's ass is just a coping mechanism for your
21:24all-consuming love for your brother's girlfriend why did i tell you that because you were like yearning
21:28to whatever safest place to hang out at an academic conference is in the hotel gym nice give me your
21:38phone mine's dead and i want to call the kids it's in my room also the kids are fine also you're upside down
21:44yes yes yes i am oh what are you doing getting some things off my chest why did i ask you know
21:56even though our marriage went to we ended up being pretty good co-parents yes we did
22:03oh my god i just remembered belly called me today to say she is studying abroad next semester
22:14in paris oh do you know how the parisian police found quasimodo they followed a hunch
22:23please never tell that joke again you used to love my jokes used to laugh so hard beer would come out your
22:29nose in fact wasn't that why you slept with me on our first date i was fake laughing and i planned
22:34to sleep with you all along you did mind if i work in uh no it's all yours we're down here appreciate it
23:00why are you here what are you you haven't responded to my text all day
23:04it's finals it's a stressful time hey are you okay what's wrong
23:10i'm i'm hungry okay then let's let's just grab some food come on get it
23:20okay
23:29so uh uh where do you want to go eat i don't know
23:49what
23:50uh i broke up with mia
24:02i hope you didn't do that for me what
24:07uh sorry i just i thought you'd be happy that i just wanted to be with you
24:13but after after the other night sleeping over steven i you're wrong and i've told you before i just
24:19want this to be casual okay it's never casual with you and me taylor you know that let's just stop
24:25around you know and do it for real so we don't keep hurting other people they don't even know about
24:28us it doesn't matter it's still messed up
24:32taylor i want you and me to have a fresh start you know free and and clear and clean we've tried before
24:38we've tried a million times we don't work it never works taylor you are the only girl i want to be
24:43with i'm telling you i i love you stop no don't i i i can't do this what are you talking can you pull
24:50over and let me out of the car no taylor i need you to listen to me please that's all i'm asking
24:54please just let me out of the car we're in the middle of the road taylor i'm not doing that i
24:57want to leave pull over and let me out of the car fine fine fine here i'm pulling over okay
25:08hey what the
25:28taylor i told you i don't want oh my god
25:38i'm really sorry what happened were you with him are you hurt what happened i wasn't in the car
25:49okay you were arguing
25:54i jumped out and he was trying to come after me okay
26:00what
26:07it's just my fault no no no it's not your fault
26:11yes it is here with stephen conklin yeah yeah is he okay initial scans show a cracked rib and a
26:20cerebral contusion cerebral contusion it's a bruise on the brain we won't know how serious it is until
26:26the swelling goes down until then we'll keep him sedated so we just wait and see is that it there's
26:32some paperwork to fill out and someone will need to make decisions on his behalf can that be one of
26:36you i'm his sister sister works okay um what kind of decisions do it it's it's in the paperwork there
26:48i need to try my parents again i couldn't okay i i will try them i will do it
26:54i don't know stephen's insurance if he's on our parents insurance or his job how am i supposed to know
26:59his blood type i think i think i remember stephen bragging about being a universal donor of course
27:06you brag about anything
27:10okay he o negative he's o negative okay i'm gonna try your parents again i think i should uh let a few
27:20other people know him too you want me to call jerry i don't know an hour ago i wanted to throw up
27:29thinking about him but now i just i just wish he was here you know what to say to make me feel bad
27:37i'm gonna be your jerry today i will track down your parents i will call jerry's dumbass too okay just
27:50just fill out the paperwork and leave the rest to me i'm gonna do it thank you um can you call uh
27:56conrad too because he just might understand what all this means i got you i'm gonna call conrad
28:01well i'll hop on the next flight no it's fine laurel and john will probably be here by then okay
28:12well tell me what the doctor said exactly uh he's kind of a dick he basically blew us off
28:17we're trying to get updates but well maybe i can help where's he admitted we're at um providence
28:22providence general but how i will figure it out i just want to do something
28:32hey how's belly she's fine yeah okay yeah yeah great okay well just keep me updated okay yeah
28:42will do all right
28:45dr namazi excuse me what's up a friend of mine was in a car accident uh very close friend more like family
28:54and he's at providence general is there any chance you know anyone in neurology there the head of
29:00neurology is a friend of a friend well his name is stephen conklin do you think there's any possible
29:05way that you could make a call i'll see what i can do thank you do you think you need to take the day
29:14uh no i'm good okay
29:25okay
29:33jerry's in the lobby yeah i know babe he just wants to be nearby if we need him he's not gonna
29:56come try and talk to you or anything that's so sweet why does he have to be so sweet should i text him
30:09isabel conklin yeah
30:12i'm dr june kwan i head up the neurology team i'm taking over your brother's case
30:16does that mean he's gotten worse no it means someone well connected is looking out for you
30:20i got a call from a colleague at stanford steven is sedated and sleeping he's stable and i've ordered
30:28a ct scan have you seen him yet well let's get you back there we allow two visitors immediate family
30:34only so i'll presume this is steven's other sister follow me
30:47any news on your friend no you sure you shouldn't just go out there well i don't even know what
30:53how to do if i did it's not like i'm a doctor yet plus we barely talked over the last few years
30:58years no cell phones yeah how did everything go with those blood draws good great
31:12this is mislabeled oh that's uh that's mine it's my mistake a mistake that put your patient at risk
31:19i'll fix it right now you should have gone home when i gave you the chance it won't happen again no
31:23it won't you're done here you're not ready for this you're firing me for one mistake
31:30dr namazi please you may see this as one mistake but this is about you not knowing your limits which
31:37makes you a walking liability my liability dr namazi i know you can always apply again next year
31:53stephen can i tell you a secret i've never loved anyone like i love you
32:16do you know how scary that is
32:18i know i act like i don't care but i just i care so so much
32:33and i'm always afraid that it's just a matter of time before you come to me and you tell me that
32:36i'm not worth it you're just gonna be like actually you're not worth it
32:48so i figured if i just keep pushing you away and pretend that you don't mean anything to me then you
33:00you can't hurt me
33:04i don't know how to stop doing that
33:17you know the first time we got together you remember you told me that you were like
33:21you told me that you wouldn't give up on us
33:27you have no idea how badly i wanted to believe you
33:35i have good news the ct scan is clear the ct scan is clear what does that mean the swelling on
33:54steven's brain has gone down and we can start weaning him off the sedatives it'll be a while
33:58until he wakes up we'll let you know when he's ready for visitors thank you
34:05it's okay he's gonna be okay i've just been scared
34:17i'm really sorry to dump this on you i know i know you don't think that's even
34:20and i should get back together no i never should have judged you you're right i've been all over
34:26the place like not wanting to let go of steven but still keeping davis around is this like emotional
34:32buffer it's shitty and selfish and steven was trying to do the right thing and i'm just freaked
34:40i think i think that made me realize that even though i'm so scared i'm so scared to lose steven
34:55again i'm more scared not to try
35:02i'm gonna i'm gonna break up with davis
35:04whatever you want to do i support you
35:19all right how rough do i look right now i look hot i'm not gonna lie to you i look that bad
35:25just go back to the house eat something shower
35:34maybe you heard the doctor he's not gonna be up for a little while anyway thanks babe
35:43hey
35:47if you want to get back with jeremiah just do it i never said that make him beg obviously but
35:55don't just throw away everything you guys have had for the past four years
36:02like not if it's still what you want
36:03what
36:09okay
36:10okay
36:19lar
36:21mom
36:23we gotta get up
36:26shut up
36:27Still not a morning person, huh?
36:31My eyes are crispy.
36:35Can you bring me some of your contact solution?
36:38Yeah.
36:49Oh, my God.
36:51John, get in here!
36:55Oh, my God, Mom, where were you?
36:58Belly, I just got your messages.
37:00What's going on?
37:01Steven was in an accident.
37:02Is he okay?
37:03He's gonna be fine.
37:05I've been trying to keep it together, but I was so scared.
37:11Oh, man, shut up.
37:13I can't imagine how terrified you must have been.
37:16I'm so, so sorry.
37:18Have you been there all alone?
37:20No, no.
37:22Um, Taylor's here, and she's been amazing.
37:25And Jer's here.
37:28He stayed all night.
37:30Mom, things have been so crazy.
37:33Listen, sweetheart, I'll be there as soon as I can.
37:35And, um, I'll track down your dad and let him know.
37:39I know.
37:40I love you so much, Belly.
37:42I love you, Mommy.
37:46Steven, was it a car accident?
37:47He's okay.
37:48He's gonna be fine.
37:49He's fine.
37:50But Belly couldn't reach either of us listeners.
37:52Oh, it's okay.
37:53Just meet me in the lobby in five.
37:55We hadn't seen each other much over the years, and we hadn't been alone together since...
38:21Hey.
38:22That day at the motel.
38:24Hey.
38:25Hey.
38:33Why are you holding a poker?
38:35Oh.
38:36Um, I thought you were a burglar.
38:39Of course you did.
38:45Where's Jer?
38:46He and your dad are on their way to Chamonix.
38:51Right.
38:53Aren't you supposed to be meeting them there?
38:55Yeah, my flight got delayed because of the weather.
38:58They were trying to rebook me for the 28th.
39:00Hmm.
39:01What are you doing here?
39:03My mom is on a retreat in the mountains, and Steven's in New York.
39:07I was all alone at home.
39:09So...
39:10You have chocolate all over your face.
39:22No, I don't.
39:23What did you do?
39:24You just stick your whole head in to save time?
39:25Shut it!
39:26No, I don't.
39:27You called?
39:28You called?
39:29I could start a fire.
39:30I think it's maybe a little late for a fire.
39:32I think I'm just gonna crash.
39:33Merry Christmas, belly.
39:34It's so good to see you.
39:36No, I don't.
39:36What'll you do?
39:37You just stick your whole head in to save time?
39:39Shut it!
39:41No, I don't.
39:43You cold?
39:43I can start a fire.
39:50Actually, I think it's maybe a little late for a fire.
39:53I think I'm just going to crash.
39:57Merry Christmas, Belly.
39:59It's really good to see you.
40:06You too.
40:15The next morning, right when I woke up,
40:18I had this funny feeling that he had already left.
40:23Ow!
40:24Ow!
40:28You okay?
40:34Oh, no.
40:36Leave me alone.
40:37Are you hurt?
40:37Can you move?
40:39I thought you were gone.
40:41Nope.
40:42Still here.
40:44Ow!
40:47Let me help you out.
40:48No, no, no.
40:49Ow!
40:50Just...
40:50Just give me a minute.
40:52Okay.
40:52How bad does it hurt on a scale from one to ten?
41:05Eleven.
41:06You're such a baby when it comes to pain.
41:08No, I'm not!
41:09I mean, that fall you took was no joke.
41:15Seriously, it was like when animals slip and fall in cartoons on banana peels.
41:21You calling me an animal?
41:22I'm going to pick you up, and I'm going to carry you to the couch.
41:33No, no, no, no, no.
41:34Just, just, just, no.
41:36Just, I'm too heavy for you.
41:37Just leave me here.
41:38Okay.
41:38I know I can't bench press my body weight like Jare, but I can pick you up, Ellie.
41:44Ready?
41:45Okay, come on.
41:48Okay.
41:49Ow!
41:50You're okay.
41:51Ready?
41:52What?
41:53Ow.
41:56Watch your legs.
42:00Ow.
42:02You're okay.
42:03Yeah.
42:04Ow.
42:10That's when I had this sudden thought.
42:12That a part of me will always love you.
42:27We spent the day together, but not together.
42:30Oh, to see without my eyes.
42:36The first time that you'll kiss me.
42:40Entertainingly expressive, H-blank-blank-blank-y.
42:51Hammy.
42:53Hammy?
42:58Loey, I think this is the beginning of a beautiful friendship.
43:04She's better off at Laszlo.
43:06You're insane.
43:08Rick and Elsa are obviously meant for each other.
43:09Their little love story is nothing compared to the work that Laszlo was doing for the
43:14Resistance.
43:15Oh, my God, dude.
43:16What?
43:17I'm gonna get more firewood.
43:20You know, you are way too young to be this cynical.
43:22Yeah, yeah.
43:24It's true.
43:31Belly.
43:31Hey.
43:32Belly.
43:32Hey.
43:32Sorry, my reception now here is terrible.
43:34I'm on a mountain freezing my balls off.
43:36What do you have to?
43:37I'm actually in Cousins.
43:39I got super lonely, so I drove up.
43:42Oh, nice.
43:43Did you bring Taylor?
43:44No, I came by myself.
43:47Well, I wish you were here with me.
43:48Conrad's flight got mad stuff because of the weather, so I'm stuck here with my dad.
43:52Yeah, he, um, he's...
43:55What?
43:56Hello?
43:56Belly.
43:57Can you hear me?
43:58Jer, I...
43:59I can't hear what you're saying.
44:00Uh, never mind.
44:02What?
44:04Wait, uh, I'll try tomorrow.
44:06Okay.
44:06Bye, Belly.
44:07Okay.
44:08Okay, love you.
44:09Hey, I...
44:15I would have told Jer that you're here, too, to...
44:18Don't worry about it.
44:19I never told Jeremiah that Conrad was with me at Cousins, because there was nothing to tell.
44:24Nothing happened with Conrad.
44:27Nothing was ever gonna happen.
44:28Bye.
44:39The next morning, Conrad was gone.
44:44He left just like I thought he would.
44:49No goodbye.
44:51Just gone like a ghost.
45:04Conrad Fisher.
45:06The ghost of Christmas past.
45:09And what difference does it make?
45:16When this love is over, shall I sleep within your bed?
45:25River of unhappiness, hold your hands upon my head.
45:33Till I breathe my last breath.
45:38Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, is me.
45:43The last time that you touch me.
45:47Oh, will wonders ever cease?
45:50Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, is me.
45:53The last time that you touch me.
45:59Oh, will wonders ever cease.
46:02Come in.
46:24Hey.
46:25Can you take your shoes off?
46:26I'm going to be here for like a sec.
46:28I was just on my way in and...
46:29Came to rub it in my face that I got fired on day one?
46:32No, jerk. I wanted to see how your friend's doing.
46:34Yeah, he's going to be okay. Thanks.
46:37Good.
46:38This is for you?
46:41You're welcome.
46:43Um...
46:44So look, um...
46:47About yesterday...
46:50I mean, we all know Namazi's a hard ass.
46:52I'm fine.
46:54Cool. Uh, that's...
46:56Actually, I was going to say
46:58that she kind of has a point.
47:02Oh.
47:03Look, you know I always tell you the truth, right?
47:05And the truth is that
47:07you're smart as hell, obviously,
47:09but you need to pay more attention to your feelings.
47:12Excuse me?
47:13Well, you can
47:14deny your emotions all you want.
47:17They're not going anywhere.
47:18And...
47:20as long as you're afraid to face them,
47:23they'll run you,
47:23not the other way around.
47:30Hello.
47:30Would have been nice.
47:33Hello.
47:36Steven?
47:37You ready for a visitor?
47:38Oh, yeah.
47:39Oh, you're awake.
47:40Ow!
47:41Ow!
47:42Ow!
47:42Careful of his ribs.
47:44No, no.
47:44Break another one.
47:45Why don't you?
47:46It's barely cracked, you baby.
47:48How's the...
47:49How's mom and dad?
47:51Where are they?
47:52They're on their way.
47:53Hey.
47:58Hi.
48:00I'm going to give you two a minute.
48:02I'm glad you're alive.
48:03You scared the shit out of everyone.
48:10You know that?
48:12Belly was worried to death.
48:13I knew you were just being a drama queen,
48:15obviously.
48:16I was in a coma.
48:17So...
48:18Yeah, but...
48:20medically induced.
48:22Huh.
48:26Steven, I'm joking.
48:28I was worried about you, too, obviously.
48:30Yeah, you know,
48:31I've been thinking a lot about what you said
48:32since I woke up.
48:34You know, before the crash.
48:35Me, too.
48:35And you were right.
48:39You and me, we don't work.
48:43What?
48:47If we never ran into each other
48:50that day in New York,
48:51we would have just gone about our lives
48:52and been fine,
48:54so let's just pretend we didn't.
49:00I've never been able to think clearly
49:02when it comes to you, Tay.
49:06I couldn't let you go.
49:09You know I love a challenge,
49:11but...
49:12it is a wake-up call.
49:18You were right.
49:20You and me, we don't work.
49:23Hmm.
49:26Good.
49:27Then we're on the same page.
49:28Yeah, yeah, finally.
49:30I'm gonna go find Belly.
49:31Okay.
49:42First loves are important.
49:45Conrad was mine.
49:47For the rest of my life,
49:48I would think of him fondly.
49:50The way you do your first pet.
49:52The first car you drove.
49:53But they're not as important as last.
50:10Stephen's gonna be okay.
50:12Thank God.
50:13Do you want to get some air?
50:23Yeah.
50:24Yeah, I would love that.
50:30I was...
50:31I am so mad at you.
50:34And you have every right to be.
50:36I'm sorry for what I did to you,
50:38and I'm sorry I didn't tell you sooner.
50:40I'm sorry you found out
50:40the worst way possible.
50:43I know it's gonna take a lot of work
50:45for you to even begin to trust me again,
50:47but I am willing to do
50:48whatever it takes if you let me.
50:54I'm sorry, too.
50:58Sorry for what?
50:59I'm sorry for everything
51:03leading up to that fight
51:04and to Cabo.
51:10I can see how you thought
51:12we were broken up.
51:15You can?
51:17Yeah, but I...
51:18I don't understand how you could just
51:20move on to somebody else so easily.
51:23I mean, I could barely function.
51:25How were you okay enough
51:27to have sex with someone?
51:27No, Belly,
51:28I was completely numb
51:30that whole week.
51:31I didn't even feel like I was there
51:32when Lacey and I...
51:34when we had sex.
51:37After I...
51:38I just sat in the shower
51:39and cried for I don't...
51:41I don't even know how long.
51:43I was just thinking,
51:44how could I deserve you
51:45after that?
51:50Maybe we...
51:52shouldn't let one mistake
51:54erase all these years.
51:57I mean...
51:59if we both believe
52:01that what we have
52:02is bigger than our mistakes,
52:05then...
52:06maybe we can just
52:08start over.
52:10I want that,
52:12Bells.
52:12I want that so much.
52:15You can't ever hurt me
52:16like that again.
52:18I promise.
52:19I promise.
52:19I promise.
52:38I don't want to mess this up again.
52:41We won't.
52:42After Stephen,
52:45I get it now.
52:47Life's too short
52:48not to spend it
52:50with the person that you love.
52:53I want to be with you always,
52:55no matter what.
52:57I just can't imagine
52:58my life without you.
53:00Me either.
53:02Belly has always been
53:03our story,
53:03yours
53:04and mine.
53:05Nobody else's.
53:06What are you thinking?
53:14It's...
53:14the future.
53:15It's just crazy.
53:16I don't know what.
53:17Say it.
53:21Would you...
53:22Yes.
53:24You don't even know
53:24what I'm about to say.
53:27Try me.
53:28Isabel Conklin?
53:36Will you marry me?
53:39Yes.
53:40Yeah, I'll marry you.
53:42I love you.
53:52I love you.
53:54I love you.
53:58I bet we already knew our names
54:22before we met each other.
54:24I bet we've sailed the Milky Way,
54:27they walked on the sun together.
54:30How could I forget
54:33those emerald eyes?
54:38They took me by surprise,
54:41but suddenly I missed your face.
54:44I knew that smile
54:45from miles away.
54:48I knew that I have loved you
54:51forever and a day.
54:57I'm yours forever and a day.
55:01In all my lives I've waited
55:06every time to hear you say
55:10I'm yours forever and a day.
55:15I don't believe in destiny.
55:32But my love...
55:33I have loved you say
55:37You and me
55:41You and me
55:41Your melody
55:42Is better changing me
55:44I'm yours forever
55:46You and me
55:47You.
55:50I had loved you
55:51Loving Sky
55:52Who The Lion
55:54Officer
55:59You and me
56:00Your Vu