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00:00Previously on The Summer I Turned Pretty, I told everyone that I applied to Finch because it was a good school.
00:17The truest of all was that I just wanted to be near him.
00:21Now here we are.
00:22We are gonna do this for the rest of our lives.
00:25I got off the waitlist for study abroad.
00:26Paris.
00:27Have you and Conrad started your speech for the dedication ceremony?
00:30Half of Cousins is coming to see Susanna's memorial garden.
00:33I want to get my cap and gown and my name wasn't on the list.
00:35I'm not graduating.
00:36We keep coming back to each other, it feels like it's never really over.
00:39I got that summer clinic job.
00:41Have you ever been in love?
00:42Once.
00:43So what was her name?
00:44Belly.
00:45Wait, like your brother's girlfriend?
00:46Hey Jer, look, I am not gonna be able to make the dedication.
00:51Oh, it happens in Cabo, stays in Cabo.
00:54Did you hook up with Lacey Barone during spring break?
00:56Shit.
00:57It happened when we were on a break.
00:58It didn't mean anything to me.
00:59It means something to me!
01:00I swear to you!
01:01You ruined everything!
01:03Bells, can we go on a coffee run?
01:10I thought you said you had to get at least a B on your media ethics midterm or you were so screwed.
01:30Fine.
01:31Fine.
01:32You are no fun.
01:37Wait, what's this important flight update for Cabo?
01:42Since when are you going to Cabo?
01:44Yeah, I told you about the last minute flight of boats.
01:47I think I would have remembered you going to Mexico.
01:50Oh, well, Bells, this is my last spring break and you're gonna be in Philly, so...
01:54Yeah, but we said we might meet up in Cousins and I thought you were trying to spend more time with your dad.
01:59Okay, don't try to guilt trip me about my dad. I just saw him last weekend.
02:03Did something happen with you guys? You've been kinda moody since then.
02:08Something worse than visiting my dead mom's grave? No.
02:12Hey, okay, that's... that's not fair. I just... I think you're being a little bit selfish.
02:19Okay, sorry. Can you just stop riding me? If you want to come to Cabo, then just come.
02:24No, I don't want to crash your boys trip.
02:26It's not just boys. The sororities are going too.
02:28Oh, so girls were invited, just not girlfriends. Cool.
02:31Look, I promise I'm not interested in whatever wet t-shirt contest or whatever it is that you're picturing.
02:36It's not that. Then what is it? What is wrong with you right now?
02:39You're the one who didn't even tell me that you're leaving the country.
02:41Yeah, because you hate anything having to do with frats.
02:43When did I ever say that?
02:45You don't have to. I can feel you judging us.
02:47Sorry if I'm a dumbass who's probably gonna bomb his midterm.
02:50Sorry if I want to have a little fun in spring break, and I'm sorry that I'm not some straight-A overachiever going to med school like Conrad.
02:55Oh, my God! What? Please... please don't put your inferiority complex on me.
03:00I wonder where that came from.
03:02Well, it didn't start with me, so maybe look at your dad.
03:05Wow.
03:07Well, if you think I'm so stupid and selfish, then why are you even with me?
03:10Fuck it. I won't waste your time.
03:12You're being ridiculous right now.
03:13You think everything I do is ridiculous, and I'm sick of it. So let's just end it.
03:17Are you serious?
03:18Yes. I'm serious.
03:19Okay, fine. If that's how you feel...
03:21It is.
03:22Great. Okay, awesome. Bye.
03:23Bye.
03:26I went home for spring break, and we still hadn't talked.
03:30I can't believe it's been five days and he still hasn't texted me.
03:36Haven't you also not texted him?
03:39Yeah, but he's the one who picked the fight out of nowhere.
03:42Why don't you just come with me to New York for a couple of days?
03:45We can, like, run around the city after I crushed my interview.
03:48I'm too depressed.
03:49Stop looking at Instagram.
03:51I just still don't even know what the hell happened.
03:54Just like...
03:56Okay, I'm heading out!
03:57Bye, Mom!
03:59Well, the good news is he looks emotionally destroyed.
04:02I mean, I knew he was down about his grades, but I...
04:05Stop obsessing!
04:06You wanna know what's going on, why don't you ask him?
04:09Yeah, but he's the...
04:10Just talk to him when he gets back.
04:12Guys are like dogs.
04:13They hide when they've screwed up.
04:15And even the world's best boyfriend is gonna fuck up sometimes.
04:18You know he feels bad about it.
04:20Like, it's Jer.
04:21You're his oxygen.
04:22He can't breathe without you.
04:29I really thought Taylor was right.
04:32So when we got back to school, I went to see him.
04:36Are you really not gonna come find me?
04:38I mean, you pick a fight, walk out the door, and I don't hear from you for a week?
04:42I'm a total asshole, Billy.
04:44I fucked up, and I fucked up really bad.
04:46Hey, no, it's okay.
04:51No.
04:52No, it's not.
04:53I had a shitty week, and I took it out on you.
04:57I'm just sorry.
04:58I'm sorry, Billy.
04:59Look, I mean...
05:01We had a fight.
05:03It's not the end of the world.
05:07What does this mean?
05:09Does this mean you wanna get back together?
05:12We never stopped being together.
05:19Billy...
05:21When I was in Cabo...
05:24I-I thought...
05:25I just have a loop.
05:34I just can't believe I almost lost you over something so stupid.
05:39You could never lose me.
05:47Uh...
05:48I got you this.
05:53I was just on the beach, and I was just thinking about you.
05:55I didn't even know if you would ever talk again.
05:57But...
05:58It's really stupid, and you don't have to wear it.
06:00No.
06:01I love it.
06:05I love you.
06:06I love you.
06:24Worth this.
06:25I love it.
06:30I'm sorry.
06:40I'm sorry.
06:49I'm sorry.
06:50Taylor's here.
06:51Taylor's here.
06:52I'm asleep.
06:53Got it.
06:59She's asleep.
07:01Okay, I just want to talk to her.
07:02I think she should rest right now.
07:04Okay, fine.
07:06This is a breakfast burrito,
07:08extra crispy bacon, the way she likes it.
07:09Just make sure she eats something.
07:11Okay.
07:13Bye.
07:14Ellie, I swear, I obviously had no idea about Lacey.
07:23You know I would have killed them both for you.
07:25Okay, please just call me back.
07:26Like, just call me back.
07:28Oh, no, I wouldn't get any closer
07:31unless you want your balls cut off.
07:32Please, just tell me how she is.
07:33I don't know. She won't talk to me either.
07:35Your side chick is in my sorority,
07:37so now I'm just, like, guilty by association.
07:39Taylor, please hear me out.
07:41No, I have always been on your side.
07:43I was the freaking CEO of Team Jeremiah now
07:45to find out that you're the scummy
07:46little fucking hot tub cheater.
07:48It's insane.
07:49I didn't cheat. We were on a break.
07:50No, that's bullshit.
07:52You're not getting off on this, like, technicality.
07:54You were broken up for all of two seconds, Jeremiah.
07:57And then you got her this, like, cheap-ass puka shell bracelet
08:00to make it up to her.
08:01Like, what are you doing?
08:02What are you thinking?
08:03What, you're the expert on cheating now, huh?
08:05Excuse me?
08:06You heard me.
08:07How are Davis and Mia?
08:09Don't turn it around on me.
08:11You were supposed to be the ideal.
08:13You were supposed to deserve her.
08:15But you don't, and you probably never did.
08:20Can you get out of here?
08:22Hey, this is Taylor. Leave a message.
08:37Adam called you in for this meeting, too, huh?
08:40Yep, yeah.
08:42Fine way to spend a Sunday.
08:44Sitting in the background while the grown-ups talk.
08:46Did you, uh, get to the dossier I sent you on Friday?
08:50Yep.
08:51Yep, yep, yeah, yeah.
08:53So you saw at Starkadex?
08:55Starkadex?
08:56Like, the gaming startup?
08:58Oh, my God.
08:59I knew you were a gamer.
09:00Jesus, be a bigger nerd cliche, please.
09:02Wait, no.
09:03No, relax.
09:04All right, I used to program that shit.
09:05Computer engineering at Princeton?
09:07Right.
09:08Remember?
09:09How could I forget it is in your email signature?
09:12Mm.
09:13Look, just do me a favor, all right?
09:15Read the dossier, and then call your girlfriend.
09:19Okay?
09:20Yeah.
09:21Well, I actually, um, actually broke up with my girlfriend.
09:24That was, uh, that was my, my ex.
09:27Well, ex?
09:28Ex?
09:29Oh, my God, no, no, no.
09:30Stop.
09:31Immediately, no.
09:32No personal stuff, all right?
09:33I'm not the coworker who's gonna be invested in your little dramas.
09:36I don't care.
09:38Yeah.
09:41All right, um, Starcadex.
09:43Every VC shop is gonna try to move on this company, all right?
09:46So we really need to be on the ball with us.
09:47Copy.
09:48Copy.
09:49Got you.
10:08You just have to make it to the library.
10:21One thing at a time.
10:23Yeah, but everything leads to him.
10:24Like, I, I can't just study.
10:25I also have to call and quit my summer job, because obviously I'm not gonna be in Cousins,
10:38because Jeremiah.
10:39And then I have to figure out how to tell my mom that I can't bring myself to go to Susannah's memorial, because again, Jeremiah.
10:51And I might never even go to the summer house again because of fucking Jeremiah.
11:04So, okay, one thing at a time is not gonna work for you.
11:07No.
11:08No, nothing's gonna work, because everything is...
11:11Oh my God.
11:16Hey, you're gonna be okay.
11:20I'll meet you after study group.
11:22It's not just Lacey I can't avoid.
11:25I see Jeremiah everywhere.
11:31Even when he isn't really there.
11:49No matter how I try to.
11:54And no matter how I want to.
12:01And no matter how easy things could be if I did.
12:09And no matter how guilty I still feel saying it.
12:15Just too different endings you learn to repair.
12:26And I learn to keep me in one place.
12:30Everywhere I go, there's a memory of us.
12:33From when we were...
12:35...golden.
12:36Yeah.
12:39Beautiful, yeah.
12:40That was just so close.
12:41I couldn't look at it at all.
12:42So, I just need to not be here.
12:59Hi.
13:00Mom, hi.
13:01Um, quick question.
13:02Can you send me my birth certificate overnight, if possible?
13:06Hello to you, too, my loving daughter.
13:08I'm fine. Thanks for asking. How are you?
13:10Sorry.
13:11How are you, Mom?
13:12I had an extremely dull conference,
13:14which means I am nowhere near your birth certificate.
13:17What do you need it for, anyway?
13:19A passport.
13:20I found out I got off the wait list for Paris.
13:25That's fantastic.
13:26Honey, congratulations.
13:30How's JR taking it?
13:31I know he'll miss you, but he must be so proud.
13:34Yeah.
13:35Um, Mom, I gotta go.
13:38Okay. Love you.
13:39Love you.
13:39I love you.
13:40I love you.
13:42Okay.
13:44Bro, you were tweaking.
13:47You need to...
13:47have to allow.
13:50Try some of his new Indica I got.
13:51May help ease the pain.
13:53I just lost the most important person in my life.
13:56Sorry if I don't have the energy to be alive.
13:58Oh, you don't think I know about breakups?
13:59I know about breakups.
14:00You saw me after Sean.
14:02You two were together for two seconds, Redbird.
14:04Felt like something to me.
14:05I can't believe I fucked it up this bad.
14:08Dude, I dig your girl.
14:10I really do.
14:11And I say this with love, but...
14:13You two were broken up, right?
14:15And you were wasted as hell.
14:17And Lacey was all over your shit.
14:19Bro, it's not an excuse.
14:20I should have told her as soon as I got back.
14:23Yeah.
14:24Yeah, probably.
14:25Belly's been the center of my world
14:37since I lost my mom.
14:43She's everything to me.
14:46And losing her feels like...
14:51It feels like I'm losing
14:53the best part of myself.
14:55Well, that's beautiful, man.
15:02So fight for her.
15:04Stop saying you're sorry.
15:05Find a way to show her.
15:09Make it sound so easy.
15:11I don't think it's supposed to be.
15:12I just can't believe it.
15:18He acts so devoted, but he's just as shady as the rest.
15:22I swear, if he comes to our dorm, it's on site.
15:25Don't smile, please.
15:27That won't be a problem.
15:28It kind of sucks you're not leaving for Paris tomorrow.
15:32Do you think I'm being too hard on him?
15:34Look, if he really thought you were broken up,
15:40technically, it's not cheating.
15:41But to keep it a secret,
15:43that tells me he knew what he did was wrong,
15:46and he chose to keep it from you.
15:48That's the part I can't get over.
15:50What Annika didn't know was that I had a secret, too.
15:57It was the day after Christmas last year.
16:00My mom was at a writer's retreat.
16:02Steven was visiting friends.
16:03Jer was going skiing with his dad and Conrad.
16:06I figured, why be home alone
16:08when I could be at my favorite place in the world?
16:10So I borrowed Steven's car and went to Cousins.
16:20Ah, shit.
16:22Shit, shit, shit.
16:24Oh, my God.
16:25Okay, what would Kevin do?
16:26What would Kevin do?
16:28Okay.
16:29Okay.
16:40Steven, open up.
16:44It's me.
16:50Billy.
16:51You okay?
16:53Yeah.
16:54Yeah, sorry.
16:55Just the flash got to me.
16:57Okay.
16:58Next.
17:10Billy.
17:12No, please, don't leave.
17:13I made the biggest mistake of my life.
17:15Please, just talk to me.
17:18Look, I'll tell you anything.
17:20I'll tell you anything.
17:20I just don't want any more secrets between us.
17:24Okay.
17:29How did it happen?
17:32Look, I was really sad.
17:33I was drunk.
17:36She was just there.
17:37How many times?
17:46Twice.
17:49Jared, how could you do this to me?
17:51Billy, please.
17:52I know I don't deserve you,
17:54but I love you more than anyone else in the world,
17:56and it kills me to see you hurting,
17:58and I would do anything to take it back.
17:59Just stop.
18:00You can't undo what you did.
18:02Billy, please.
18:04I'm sorry.
18:05I'm so sorry.
18:05I've never loved anyone but you.
18:08I love him, too.
18:10And I want to forgive him.
18:12I just don't know how.
18:16You were supposed to be the one person
18:18who would never hurt me.
18:21And are you the person who hurt me the most?
18:23Laurel.
18:33Laurel.
18:35Elliot.
18:36Hey.
18:36Hey.
18:38Oh, fancy books you got there.
18:40Oh, yeah.
18:40You know, well, I've already read the Moncrief translation twice, so...
18:43As one does.
18:44Yeah.
18:46Yeah, I've decided it's the year that I finally read
18:48A La Recherche du Temps Perdue
18:49in the original French.
18:52Go for it.
18:53Live on the edge.
18:55You know, um,
18:56you and I,
18:57we could start our own book group if, uh,
18:59if you're interested.
19:01Unfortunately,
19:01Professor Park dropped out of French
19:03her first year of college.
19:05John?
19:06What are you doing here?
19:07Open up a word with you.
19:09In private.
19:10Professor.
19:11Okay.
19:13See you later, Elliot.
19:14Uh, sure.
19:16Yeah.
19:16Um, I'll be at the, uh,
19:18Flaubert Symposium if you want to drop by.
19:20Okay.
19:21Sounds great.
19:22Okay.
19:26What was that?
19:27So,
19:27TAs are allowed to flirt with professors now?
19:29He's an adjunct,
19:30and maybe I was flirting back.
19:32Well, then I was doing him a favor.
19:34You'd have eaten him alive in about five minutes.
19:36What's a history professor doing at a lit conference anyway?
19:38Researching potential crossover courses.
19:41Our provost is looking for ways to make history sexy again.
19:45And a lit conference is definitely the way to do that.
19:48Shoot me, Dad.
19:49Please make your way into ballroom B
19:51for tropes of old English epic poetry.
19:58That sounds...
19:59Worrying as shit.
20:00Yeah.
20:02Okay.
20:06New plan.
20:07We find somewhere to drink this.
20:08Steal a wine opener.
20:09I can't do that.
20:10Oh, you're right.
20:26Okay.
20:27Welcome to day one.
20:29By the end of the summer,
20:31I expect half of you will still be here.
20:33Don't piss me off,
20:34and we'll be fine.
20:37Okay.
20:38First patient.
20:39We have a 15-year-old boy
20:41came in following a seizure.
20:43Any thoughts on what might be going on?
20:46I want to start off with our first years.
20:48What do you say?
20:49Well, it could...
20:51Uh...
20:52Could be puberty hormones.
20:54He's 15.
20:55Uh, could also...
20:55He's also recovering from the flu,
20:57and fevers are the most common cause of seizures at his age.
21:00Very good.
21:01They also gave him nausea meds at the ER,
21:03and that does increase risk.
21:04Good catch.
21:06Sometimes it's just the obvious answer.
21:08Absolutely.
21:09Thank you, Dr. Namazi.
21:10I'll keep that in mind.
21:11Okay.
21:12Next patient.
21:13Are you trying to make me
21:15the med student that gets cut on day one?
21:17I'm sure it's just a mess.
21:18It's fine.
21:19I'll take that.
21:19I'll make it up in the next one.
21:21Look, I know that climbing up Namazi's ass
21:23is just a coping mechanism
21:24for your all-consuming love
21:25for your brother's girlfriend.
21:26Why did I tell you that?
21:27Because you were, like, yearning to.
21:30Whatever.
21:31Safest place to hang out
21:33at an academic conference
21:34is in the hotel gym.
21:37Nice!
21:37Give me your phone.
21:38Mine's dead,
21:39and I want to call the kids.
21:40It's in my room.
21:41Also, the kids are fine.
21:42And also, you're upside down.
21:44Yes.
21:45Yes, I am.
21:47What are you doing?
21:51Getting some things off my chest.
21:53Why did I ask?
21:55You know,
21:56even though our marriage went to shit,
21:59we ended up being pretty good co-parents.
22:02Yes, we did.
22:07Oh, my God.
22:08I just remembered.
22:10Belly called me today.
22:11to say she is studying abroad
22:13next semester in Paris.
22:15Oh, do you know
22:17how the Parisian police found Quasimodo?
22:20They followed a hunch.
22:23Please never tell that joke again.
22:25You used to love my jokes.
22:27You used to laugh so hard,
22:28beer would come out your nose.
22:29In fact,
22:30wasn't that why you slept with me
22:31on our first date?
22:32I was fake laughing,
22:34and I planned to sleep with you all along.
22:37You did?
22:38Mind if I work in?
22:42Uh, no.
22:43It's all yours.
22:43We're done here.
22:44Appreciate it.
22:44Why are you here?
23:01What are you...
23:01You haven't responded to my text all day.
23:04It's finals.
23:05It's a stressful time.
23:07Hey, are you okay?
23:08What's wrong?
23:08I'm hungry.
23:12Okay,
23:13then let's just grab some food.
23:15Come on, get in.
23:20Okay.
23:20So, uh...
23:38Uh, where do you want to go eat?
23:42I don't know.
23:43I don't know.
23:49What?
23:54Uh...
23:54I broke up with Mia.
24:02I hope you didn't do that for me.
24:04What?
24:07Uh, sorry.
24:09I just...
24:11I thought you'd be happy
24:12that I just wanted to be with you.
24:14But after the other night,
24:15sleeping over...
24:16Steven, I...
24:17You're wrong.
24:18And I've told you before,
24:19I just want this to be casual.
24:20Okay, it's never casual with you and me.
24:23Taylor, you know that.
24:24Oh, my God.
24:25Let's just stop fucking around,
24:26you know, and do it for real
24:27so we don't keep hurting other people.
24:28They don't even know about us.
24:29It doesn't matter.
24:29It's still messed up.
24:32Taylor, I want you and me
24:33to have a fresh start,
24:34you know, free
24:35and clear and clean.
24:36Steven, we've tried before.
24:38We've tried a million times.
24:39We were kids, then.
24:39It doesn't...
24:39We don't work.
24:40It never works.
24:41Taylor, you are the only girl
24:42I want to be with.
24:44I'm telling you.
24:45I think I love you.
24:46Stop, stop.
24:46No, don't...
24:47I can't do this.
24:48What are you talking...
24:49Can you pull over
24:50and let me out of the fucking car?
24:51Taylor, no.
24:52Taylor, I need you to listen to me.
24:53Please.
24:53That's all I'm asking for.
24:54Steven, please just let me out of the car.
24:55We're in the middle of the road, Taylor.
24:56I'm not doing that.
24:57I don't care.
24:57I want to leave.
24:58Pull over
24:58and let me
25:00out of the fucking car.
25:01Fine, fine, fine.
25:03Fuck.
25:08Taylor, what the fuck?
25:27Taylor, I told you
25:29I don't want...
25:30Oh, my God.
25:36Taylor.
25:36I'm really sorry.
25:42What happened?
25:43Were you with him?
25:44Are you hurt?
25:46What happened?
25:48I wasn't in the car.
25:49Okay.
25:50We were arguing.
25:53I jumped out
25:55and he was trying to come after me.
25:57Okay.
26:00What?
26:04What?
26:04What?
26:04It's just my fault.
26:09No, no.
26:10No, it's not your fault.
26:12Yes, it is.
26:14You're with Stephen Conklin?
26:15Yeah, yeah.
26:16Is he okay?
26:18Initial scans show a cracked rib
26:19and a cerebral contusion.
26:21Cerebral contusion?
26:23It's a bruise on the brain.
26:25We won't know how serious it is
26:26until the swelling goes down.
26:27Until then,
26:28we'll keep him sedated.
26:30So we just wait and see?
26:31Is that it?
26:31There's some paperwork to fill out
26:33and someone will need to make decisions
26:35on his behalf.
26:35Can that be one of you?
26:37I'm his sister.
26:38His sister works.
26:39Okay.
26:40Um, what kind of decisions do I...
26:42Uh, it's...
26:43It's in the paperwork there.
26:48I need to...
26:48I need to try my parents again.
26:50I couldn't...
26:51Okay, I'll...
26:51I will try them.
26:52I will do it.
26:53I don't know Stephen's fucking insurance
26:56if he's on our parents' insurance
26:57or his job.
26:58How am I supposed to know
26:59his fucking blood type?
27:01I think...
27:01I think I remember Stephen
27:02bragging about being
27:04a universal donor.
27:05Of course, Stephen bragged about anything.
27:10Okay.
27:11He...
27:11O-negative.
27:12He's O-negative.
27:14Okay.
27:15I'm gonna try your parents again.
27:16I don't...
27:17I think I should, uh...
27:19let a few other people know, too.
27:22You want me to call Jer?
27:26I don't know.
27:27Now we're going.
27:28I wanted to throw up
27:29thinking about him,
27:29but now I just...
27:31I just wish he was here.
27:35He would know what to say
27:36to make me feel better.
27:41I'm gonna be your Jer today.
27:44Okay, we'll track down your parents.
27:45I will call Jer's dumbass, too.
27:48Okay.
27:49Just...
27:49Just fill out the paperwork
27:51and leave the rest to me.
27:52I'm gonna do it.
27:54Um, can you call, uh, Conrad, too?
27:56Because he just might...
27:58understand what all this means.
28:00I got you.
28:01I'm gonna call Conrad.
28:06Well, I'll hop on the next flight.
28:08No, it's fine.
28:09Laurel and John
28:09will probably be here by then.
28:10Okay.
28:12Well, tell me what
28:13the doctor said exactly.
28:14Uh, he's kind of a dick.
28:16He basically blew us off.
28:17We're trying to get updates, but...
28:19Well, maybe I can help.
28:19Where's he admitted?
28:21We're at, um, Providence General.
28:24But how?
28:25I will figure it out.
28:28I just want to do something.
28:32Hey, how's Belly?
28:34She's fine.
28:35Yeah?
28:35Okay.
28:36Yeah.
28:37Yeah, great.
28:38Okay.
28:38Well, just keep me updated, okay?
28:41Yep, will do.
28:42All right.
28:45Dr. Namazi?
28:47Excuse me.
28:48What's up?
28:49A friend of mine was
28:50in a car accident.
28:52Uh, very close friend,
28:53more like family.
28:54And he's at Providence General.
28:57Is there any chance
28:58you know anyone in neurology there?
29:00The head of neurology
29:01is a friend of a friend.
29:02Well, his name is Stephen Conklin.
29:04Do you think there's
29:04any possible way
29:06that you could make a call?
29:09I'll see what I can do.
29:12Do you think you need
29:13to take the date?
29:17Uh, no.
29:19I'm good.
29:20Okay.
29:21Okay.
29:32Jayra's in the lobby.
29:52Yeah, I know, babe.
29:54He just wants to be nearby
29:55if we need him.
29:56He's not gonna come
29:57try and talk to you
29:57or anything.
29:59That's so sweet.
30:01Why does he have
30:02to be so sweet?
30:04Should I text him?
30:09Isabel Conklin?
30:11Yeah.
30:12I'm Dr. Joon Kwon.
30:13I head up the neurology team.
30:14I'm taking over
30:15your brother's case.
30:16Does that mean
30:17he's gotten worse?
30:18No, it means someone
30:19well-connected
30:19is looking out for you.
30:21I got a call
30:22from a colleague
30:23at Stanford.
30:25Stephen is sedated
30:26and sleeping.
30:26He's stable
30:27and I've ordered
30:28a CT scan.
30:29Have you seen him yet?
30:31Well, let's get you
30:32back there.
30:32We allow two visitors,
30:34immediate family only,
30:35so I'll presume
30:36this is Stephen's
30:37other sister.
30:38Follow me.
30:47Any news on your friend?
30:49No.
30:51You sure you shouldn't
30:51just go out there?
30:52I don't even know
30:53what I'd do if I did.
30:54It's not like
30:54I'm a doctor yet.
30:55Plus, we barely talked
30:57over the last few years.
31:00No cell phones.
31:02Yeah.
31:03How did everything
31:04go with those blood draws?
31:05Good.
31:06Great.
31:11This is mislabeled.
31:14Oh, that's, uh,
31:15that's mine.
31:16That's my mistake.
31:17A mistake that
31:17put your patient at risk.
31:19I'll fix it right now.
31:20You should have gone home
31:20when I gave you the chance.
31:22It won't happen again.
31:22No, it won't.
31:24You're done here.
31:25You're not ready for this.
31:28You're firing me
31:29for one mistake?
31:30Dr. Namazi, please,
31:32I didn't...
31:32You may see this
31:32as one mistake,
31:34but this is about you
31:35not knowing your limits,
31:36which makes you
31:37a walking liability,
31:38my liability.
31:39Dr. Namazi, I...
31:41No.
31:42You can always apply
31:43again next year.
31:43...
31:44...
31:45...
31:47...
31:48Steven, can I tell you
32:08a secret?
32:10I've never loved anyone
32:11like I love you.
32:16Do you know how scary
32:17that is?
32:23I know I act like
32:24I don't care,
32:26but I just...
32:26I care so,
32:27so much.
32:33And I'm always afraid
32:34that it's just a matter
32:35of time before you come
32:36to me and you tell me
32:36that I'm not worth it.
32:38You're just gonna be like,
32:40actually,
32:41you're not worth it.
32:42So I figured if I just
32:56keep pushing you away
32:57and pretend like
32:58you don't mean anything
32:59to me,
33:00then you can't hurt me.
33:03And I don't know
33:04how to stop doing that.
33:06You know,
33:17the first time
33:17we got together,
33:19you remember
33:20you told me
33:20that you were like,
33:22you told me that
33:22you wouldn't give up
33:23on us.
33:27You have no idea
33:28how badly
33:29I wanted to believe you.
33:30I have good news.
33:49The CT scan is clear.
33:51The CT scan is clear?
33:52What does that mean?
33:53The swelling
33:53on Steven's brain
33:54has gone down
33:55and we can start
33:56weaning him off
33:56the sedatives.
33:58It'll be a while
33:58until he wakes up.
33:59We'll let you know
34:00when he's ready
34:00for visitors.
34:05It's okay.
34:06He's gonna be okay.
34:08I've just been scared.
34:17I'm really sorry
34:18to dump this on you.
34:19I know you don't think
34:20that Steven and I
34:20should get back together.
34:21No,
34:22I never should have judged you.
34:24You're right.
34:25I've been all over the place.
34:28I'm not wanting
34:29to let go of Steven,
34:30but still keeping
34:30Davis around
34:31as this emotional buffer.
34:33It's shitty
34:34and selfish.
34:37And Steven was trying
34:38to do the right thing
34:39and I'm just freaked.
34:41But all this...
34:43It's like...
34:44I think that it made me realize
34:50that even though
34:51I'm so scared.
34:53I'm so scared
34:54to lose Steven again.
34:55I'm more scared
34:56not to try.
35:02I'm gonna...
35:03I'm gonna break up
35:04with Davis.
35:07Whatever you want to do,
35:08I support you.
35:09how rough do I look
35:20right now?
35:21Do I look hot?
35:23I'm not gonna lie to you.
35:24I look that bad.
35:28Just go back to the house.
35:30Eat something.
35:31Shower.
35:32You heard the doctor.
35:35He's not gonna be up
35:36for a little while anyway.
35:37Thanks, babe.
35:43Hey.
35:43Hey.
35:47If you want to get back
35:48with Jeremiah,
35:49just do it.
35:51I never said that.
35:52And make him beg,
35:53obviously,
35:53but...
35:54don't just throw away
35:56everything you guys have had
35:57for the past four years.
35:58Like, not if it's still
36:03what you want.
36:09Okay.
36:19Laura.
36:21Mom.
36:23We gotta get up.
36:26Shut up.
36:28You're still not
36:29a morning person, huh?
36:31Oh.
36:33Oh, my eyes are crispy.
36:36Can you bring me
36:37some of your contact solution?
36:38Yeah.
36:47Oh, my God.
36:53John, get in here.
36:55Oh, my God.
36:56Mom, where are you?
36:58Belly, I just got
36:59your messages.
36:59What's going on?
37:01Steven was in an accident.
37:02Is he okay?
37:03He's gonna be fine.
37:06I've been trying
37:06to keep it together,
37:07but I was so scared.
37:11Oh, man.
37:12Shut up.
37:13I can't imagine
37:14how terrified
37:15you must have been.
37:16I'm so, so sorry.
37:18Have you been there
37:19all alone?
37:20No, no.
37:22Um,
37:23Taylor's here,
37:24and she's been amazing,
37:24and Jared's here.
37:29He stayed all night.
37:30Mom,
37:31things have been so crazy.
37:33Listen, sweetheart,
37:34I'll be there
37:34as soon as I can,
37:35and, um,
37:37I'll track down your dad
37:38and let him know.
37:40I love you so much,
37:41Belly.
37:42I love you, Mommy.
37:45Listen.
37:46Steve,
37:46was it a car accident?
37:47He's okay.
37:48Okay.
37:48He's gonna be fine.
37:49He's fine.
37:50But Belly couldn't reach
37:51either of us last night.
37:52It's okay.
37:52Just meet me
37:53in the lobby in five.
38:16We hadn't seen
38:17each other much
38:17over the years,
38:18and we hadn't been
38:20alone together since
38:21that day at the motel.
38:24Hey.
38:25Hey.
38:32Why are you holding
38:33a poker?
38:35Oh.
38:36Um,
38:37I thought you were
38:38a burglar.
38:39Of course you did.
38:45Where's Jared?
38:46He and your dad
38:47are on their way
38:48to Chamonix.
38:48Right.
38:53Aren't you supposed
38:54to be meeting them there?
38:55Yeah, my flight cop.
38:56Delayed because of the weather.
38:58They were trying
38:58to rebook me
38:59for the 28th.
39:00Hmm.
39:01What are you doing here?
39:04My mom is on a retreat
39:05in the mountains,
39:06and Stephen's in New York.
39:07I was all alone at home.
39:09So...
39:10You have chocolate all over your face.
39:36No, I don't.
39:36What did you do?
39:37You just stick your whole head
39:38in to save time?
39:39Shut it!
39:40I don't know.
39:42You cold?
39:43I could start a fire.
39:50See, I think it's maybe
39:51a little late for a fire.
39:53I think I'm just gonna crash.
39:57Merry Christmas, Belly.
39:59It's really good to see you.
40:00You too.
40:06The next morning,
40:16right when I woke up,
40:18I had this funny feeling
40:19that he had already left.
40:20The next morning,
40:35leave me alone.
40:37Are you hurt?
40:37Can you move?
40:39I thought you were gone.
40:41Nope.
40:42Still here.
40:44Ow.
40:44Ow.
40:47Let me help you out.
40:48No, no, no. Ow.
40:50Just, just give me a minute.
40:52Okay.
41:02How bad does it hurt on a scale from 1 to 10?
41:0511.
41:06You're such a baby when it comes to pain.
41:08No, I'm not.
41:11I mean, that fall you took was no joke.
41:15Seriously, it was like when animals slip and fall in cartoons on banana peels.
41:21You calling me an animal?
41:30I'm going to pick you up and I'm going to carry you to the couch.
41:33No, no, no, no.
41:34Just, just, just, no.
41:36Just, I'm too heavy for you.
41:37Just leave me here.
41:38I know I can't bench press my body weight like Jare, but I can pick you up, Ellie.
41:44Ready?
41:47Okay, come on.
41:48Okay.
41:49Ow.
41:50You're okay.
41:52Ready?
41:52What?
41:53Ow.
41:54Ow.
41:54That's when I had this sudden thought, a part of me will always love you.
42:15We spent the day together, but not together.
42:30Oh, to see without my eyes.
42:35The first time that you'll kiss me, I'll miss by the time I write.
42:43Entertainingly expressive, H-blank-blank-blank-y.
42:48Hmm.
42:48That's what I'm talking about.
42:51Hemi.
42:53Hemi?
42:58Chloe, I think this is the beginning of a beautiful friendship.
43:04She's better off with Laszlo.
43:06You're insane.
43:08Rick and Elsa are obviously meant for each other.
43:10Their little love story is nothing compared to the work that Laszlo was doing for the Resistance.
43:14Oh, my God.
43:16What?
43:17I'm trying to get more firewood.
43:20You know, you are way too young to be this cynical.
43:22Yeah, yeah.
43:30Belly.
43:31Hey.
43:32Belly.
43:32Hey, sorry, my reception out here is terrible.
43:34I'm on a mountain freezing my balls off.
43:36What do you have to?
43:37I'm actually in Cousins.
43:39I got super lonely, so I drove up.
43:42Oh, nice.
43:43Did you bring Taylor?
43:44No, I came by myself.
43:47Well, I wish you were here with me.
43:48Conrad's flight got mad stuff because of the weather, so I'm stuck here with my dad.
43:52Yeah, he, um...
43:54What?
43:56Hello?
43:56Belly.
43:57Can you hear me?
43:58Jer, I...
43:59I can't hear what you're saying.
44:00Uh, never mind.
44:02What?
44:04Wait, uh, I'll try you tomorrow.
44:06Okay.
44:06Bye, Belly.
44:07Okay.
44:08Okay, love you.
44:14Hey, I...
44:15I would have told Jer that you're here, too.
44:18Don't worry about it.
44:19I never told Jeremiah that Conrad was with me at Cousins, because there was nothing to tell.
44:25Nothing happened with Conrad.
44:27Nothing was ever gonna happen.
44:28The next morning, Conrad was gone.
44:44He left just like I thought he would.
44:50No goodbye.
44:51Just gone like a ghost.
44:53Conrad Fisher, the ghost of Christmas past.
45:07Blackbird on my shoulder
45:11And what difference does it make
45:15When this love is over
45:20Shall I sleep within your bed
45:23River of unhappiness
45:29Hold your hands upon my head
45:32Till I breathe my last breath
45:38Oh, oh, oh, oh, is me
45:41The last time that you touch me
45:47Though my wonders ever cease
45:50Blessed be the mystery of the moon
45:57Hello?
45:59Come in.
46:24Hey.
46:25Can you take your shoes off?
46:26I'm going to be here for like a sec.
46:28I was just on my way in and...
46:29Came to rub it in my face that I got fired on day one?
46:32No, jerk.
46:32I wanted to see how your friend's doing.
46:34Yeah, he's going to be okay.
46:36Thanks.
46:37Good.
46:38This is for you?
46:41You're welcome.
46:45So look, about yesterday.
46:50I mean, we all know Namazi's a hard ass.
46:52I'm fine.
46:54Cool.
46:54Uh, that's...
46:56Actually, I was going to say that she kind of has a point.
47:02Oh.
47:03Look, you know I always tell you the truth, right?
47:05And the truth is that you're smart as hell, obviously,
47:09but you need to pay more attention to your feelings.
47:12Excuse me?
47:14Well, you can deny your emotions all you want.
47:17They're not going anywhere.
47:18And as long as you're afraid to face them,
47:23they'll run you, not the other way around.
47:30Hello.
47:30Would have been nice.
47:32Hello.
47:36Steven, you ready for a visitor?
47:38Oh, yeah.
47:39Oh, you're awake.
47:40Ow, ow, ow.
47:42Careful of his ribs.
47:44No, no.
47:44Break another one, why don't you?
47:46It's barely cracked, you baby.
47:48How's, uh...
47:50How's mom and dad?
47:51Where are they?
47:52They're on their way.
47:53Hey.
47:58Hi.
48:00I'm going to give you two a minute.
48:02I'm glad you're alive.
48:03You scared the shit out of everyone.
48:10You know that?
48:12Belly was worried to death.
48:13I knew you were just being a drama queen, obviously.
48:16I was in a coma, so...
48:18Yeah, but...
48:20medically induced.
48:22Huh.
48:26Steven, I'm joking.
48:28I was worried about you, too, obviously.
48:30Yeah, yeah, you know,
48:31I've been thinking a lot about what you said
48:32since I woke up.
48:34You know, before the crash.
48:35Me, too.
48:35And you were right.
48:39You and me, we don't work.
48:43What?
48:47If we never ran into each other that day in New York,
48:51we would have just gone about our lives and been fine,
48:54so let's just pretend we didn't.
49:00I've never been able to think clearly
49:02when it comes to you, Tay.
49:06I couldn't let you go.
49:09You know I love a challenge, but...
49:12It is a wake-up call.
49:18You were right.
49:20You and me, we don't work.
49:23Hmm.
49:26Good.
49:27Then we're on the same page.
49:28Yeah, yeah, finally.
49:30I'm gonna go find Belly.
49:31Okay.
49:42First loves are important.
49:45Conrad was mine.
49:47For the rest of my life,
49:48I would think of him fondly.
49:50The way you do your first pet.
49:52The first car you drove.
49:53But they're not as important as last.
50:10Stephen's gonna be okay.
50:11Thank God.
50:19Do you wanna get some air?
50:23Yeah.
50:24Yeah, I would love that.
50:24I was...
50:31I am so mad at you.
50:34You have every right to be.
50:36I'm sorry for what I did to you,
50:38and I'm sorry I didn't tell you sooner.
50:40I'm sorry you found out the worst way possible.
50:42So I know it's gonna take a lot of work
50:45for you to even begin to trust me again,
50:47but I am willing to do whatever it takes
50:50if you let me.
50:54I'm sorry, too.
50:58Sorry for what?
51:01Sorry for everything leading up to that fight.
51:06And to Cabo.
51:07I can see how you thought we were broken up.
51:15You can?
51:17Yeah, but I...
51:18I don't understand how you could just
51:20move on to somebody else so easily.
51:23I mean, I could barely function.
51:25How were you okay enough to have sex with someone?
51:28No, Belly, I was completely numb that whole week.
51:31I didn't even feel like I was there
51:32when Lacey and I...
51:34when we had sex.
51:35After I...
51:38I just sat in the shower
51:39and cried for I don't...
51:41I don't even know how long.
51:43I was just thinking,
51:44how could I deserve you
51:45after that?
51:50Maybe we...
51:52shouldn't let one mistake
51:54erase all these years.
51:58I mean...
51:59if we both believe that what we have
52:02is bigger than our mistakes,
52:05then...
52:05maybe we can just start over.
52:10I want that.
52:12Bells, I want that so much.
52:15You can't ever hurt me like that again.
52:18I promise.
52:23I promise.
52:24I promise.
52:24I don't want to mess this up again.
52:41We won't.
52:44After Steven,
52:45I get it now.
52:47Life's too short
52:48not to spend it with the person that you love.
52:51I want to be with you always,
52:55no matter what.
52:57I just can't imagine my life without you.
53:00Me either.
53:02Elliot's always been our story,
53:03yours and mine.
53:05Nobody else's.
53:10What are you thinking?
53:12The future is just crazy.
53:16I don't know what, say it.
53:21Would you...
53:22Yes.
53:24You don't even know what I'm about to say.
53:27Try me.
53:34Isabel Conklin?
53:36Will you marry me?
53:37Yes.
53:40Yeah, I'll marry you.
53:42Yes.
53:43I love you.
53:52I love you.
53:53I love you too.
53:55I love you.
53:59I love you.
54:00I bet we already knew our names
54:22before we met each other.
54:24I bet we've sailed the Milky Way,
54:28walked on the sun together.
54:30How could I forget
54:34those emerald eyes?
54:38They took me by surprise,
54:41but suddenly I missed your face.
54:44I knew that smile from miles away.
54:48Girls knew that I have loved you
54:51forever and a day.
54:58A day
55:00A day
55:01In all my lives
55:05I've waited
55:06every time
55:08to hear you say
55:10I'm yours
55:13forever and a day
55:15I don't believe in destiny
55:17I don't believe in destiny
55:33But I might have to say
55:35But I might have to say
55:39Your melodies
55:41They're changing me
55:45I'm yours forever
55:47A day
55:49Yeah
55:50I love you will
55:51ещё
55:53with Cap decisions
55:55Can suppose
55:56To be happy
55:57Thanks back to live
55:58You have good seeds
55:59Dear emotions
56:00Voices
56:01A couple of Arabs
56:02movie
56:03Mont наша
56:04internationale
56:04Gladと思
56:05When the man
56:05Alexander
56:07Om
56:08Service
56:08I'm sure
56:10It's gonna happen
56:10Too good
56:11imos
56:12Gonna
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