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Love Island Beyond the Villa S01 E03
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00:00Previously on Love Island Beyond the Villa.
00:11Do you like cats?
00:12Why?
00:12Because you just met Bordell's cat boy.
00:14No, I haven't.
00:16I am, like, deathly afraid of cats.
00:18Always have been.
00:19I've been talking to this guy.
00:21Caleb is from the Montana boys.
00:24How do you feel about it?
00:25You don't even want it?
00:27No, I really don't.
00:29At this point, like, I actually have to talk to him.
00:31How was it seeing Kayla?
00:33It went generally quite well.
00:34She didn't stab me or shoot me, so.
00:36I still care for her, obviously, quite a lot,
00:37but I'd just rather care for her from a distance.
00:40You do this every time to go out.
00:42Why aren't Kenny and I living together?
00:45It's so annoying.
00:46It's important for me to just have my space.
00:49He's never had a dog, so last night he goes,
00:51bring him to the dog at your place.
00:52I'm like, okay, step one, if you want a dog,
00:54you're gonna, like, just leave at someone else's place.
00:55Kenny, we're starting off at a very random place.
01:00She lied to me.
01:01So now I'm on eggshells because I'm like,
01:03I don't know what to believe and what not to believe.
01:05And you're being a shitty-ass friend.
01:08I thought that she would then, like,
01:10have a little respect to be like,
01:12can we have it in a private setting?
01:13I don't want to be on bad terms with her.
01:16So, like, okay, forgive, but I'm not gonna forget.
01:19The plan is to get Liv and Kayla to meet up at a lunch.
01:23I felt like I was being left out.
01:24I can see how you can be hurt.
01:26But also, like, there's things that, like,
01:28leading up to that that I would never do to you.
01:31Like the hair and makeup.
01:32Hair and makeup, lying, leaving you out.
01:35I'm hurt.
01:36Like, you were saying that I was fake.
01:38I fucking love you,
01:39but I don't feel like I can trust you.
01:42I could never trust people growing up,
01:44so I don't want people in my life I can't trust.
01:48And if you can't understand that,
01:50I don't really know where to go from here.
02:00I've said sorry.
02:02I've offered you a camera.
02:03What more do you want me to do?
02:04I've given you space.
02:05What physically more?
02:06Please.
02:07I don't want you to do anything else.
02:09Then you can't be expecting me to know how you've been feeling.
02:11Don't play dumb.
02:12No, I'm not playing dumb to you
02:13because in a public setting,
02:14you came at me and said I was a liar,
02:16a fake friend, and I'm fake online.
02:17Ladies, my goal was for you guys to work it out.
02:20I thought we were doing a good job.
02:21Now we're going left.
02:22Let's stay focused.
02:24Do you miss Kayla?
02:24Wait, yes.
02:25Kayla, would you say you do miss her and the friendship?
02:28Yeah, I do.
02:29Exactly.
02:29I'm not here in L.A. with no one.
02:31Exactly.
02:32I felt like I had no one,
02:33and you came, I mean...
02:35Glad, Kendall, you have Connor.
02:36You've been hanging out with them.
02:37So do you expect me not to hang out with them?
02:40But to think we were purposely leaving you out,
02:42like what?
02:42Why I'm really hurt by Kayla
02:45is the way she chose to handle the situation
02:47and the dead heart middle of the party.
02:50I'm not going to allow someone
02:51to come at my character over and over again.
02:54I'm not going to go my entire summer
02:55with situations that have been forgiven
02:57be thrown in my face the entire time.
02:59I'm your best friend.
03:01I just wanted you to hear me out,
03:03and you're still not understanding.
03:05You think...
03:05I will never...
03:06I'm not going to understand why you do that in public.
03:08If you think that I'm trying to paint this narrative
03:09out of you, then you never knew me.
03:12I'm starving,
03:14and we didn't get to order any appetizers or any food.
03:16If we're really going to go tip for tip,
03:18you're coming at me saying I'm a fake friend,
03:19I fake it online, you can't trust me.
03:22No, but that's why I'm still hurt.
03:23I'm so sorry you're stressing me out.
03:26You've done these things.
03:28It's not me coming at your character.
03:30You lie.
03:33I still am allowed to be hurt.
03:35And no one said you weren't.
03:38You guys, you guys, let me explain.
03:40When you forgive someone,
03:42my mom taught me,
03:43if you genuinely forgive them,
03:45that is it, that is it.
03:46You have to agree, you have to move on.
03:47So it was wrong of her what she did.
03:49She admitted it.
03:50She understands it's not okay to hurt you.
03:51You guys want the same thing.
03:52You guys want this to be over with.
03:54I'd love you to come to my house for me.
03:57Everyone's invited.
03:58But why would you want me there
03:59if you feel like I'm coming at your character?
04:01Because you know what?
04:02I think that our friendship and the love I have for you
04:05is deeper than me not being petty
04:07and being like, you know what?
04:07You're not coming to the party.
04:08Everyone else is invited.
04:09Why would I exclude you?
04:10And you know what?
04:11If I really didn't want you at my party,
04:12I wouldn't have invited you.
04:14I know.
04:14I was just so hurt in that.
04:16At least you and I can both understand
04:18we're both hurt.
04:19It's not valuable to argue with you all summer.
04:22I came to LA, bitch,
04:24because we both are going to have our hot girl summer.
04:26Oh, I know.
04:26I hate feeling uneasy about our friendship.
04:32I miss my best friend and I miss my sister
04:34and I hate that this is happening.
04:36I hate finding you.
04:37I hate it.
04:38Yeah.
04:39Okay.
04:39I think we've come to the understanding.
04:42What did you say?
04:46I love you.
04:47I'm sorry.
04:48I love you too.
04:49And I never want to argue with you.
04:50Yeah.
04:50This is what I've been waiting for.
04:51No, you're good.
04:52Shut up.
04:53You're right.
04:54We did the issue,
04:55but like that hurt still remains in my heart.
04:58Yeah.
04:59It's going to take a while to get back to how it was
05:01and it's not that I need her to like win me back.
05:04It's myself.
05:05I need to just have time
05:07and we'll come back together,
05:08but I'm not going to forget it.
05:10But I would love for you to come.
05:11Yeah.
05:12We'll ride together.
05:13Yeah.
05:13We'll ride together.
05:24It's beautiful out.
05:26I mean, we'll have fun in regardless,
05:27but wave shape's kind of shitty.
05:31Whoa.
05:33Nah, that's big.
05:34That's big.
05:36This is definitely a good set rolling in.
05:38You ready?
05:38Try and keep me safe.
05:41You've surfed before at least once, right?
05:44Yeah, but I never really got into it like Aaron did.
05:46I think I might stay a bit shallow.
05:49Danny, my brother, is currently here for a whole week.
05:51When we were younger, we were obviously like fighting stuff.
05:54But when I was about 17 years old,
05:56we kind of just made a truce there and then
05:57that we were never going to argue again.
05:59So we've never fought since.
06:01And we basically just are together all the time,
06:04every single day.
06:04Did you speak to Kenny at all?
06:05Did you find out if he's coming?
06:06I invited him.
06:07I thought he said he was going to come,
06:09but I don't think he was allowed to come.
06:11Yeah.
06:11I don't think he knows how to surf anyway.
06:13Probably right.
06:14Clearly he wanted to, but he wasn't allowed to.
06:15Who wouldn't want to?
06:17It'll be all right.
06:18It is what it is.
06:20Whatever.
06:20Let's go get wet.
06:22Oh, it is on backwards.
06:26I knew it.
06:27God, this is embarrassing.
06:28I'm going to end up with my Willie on Peacock.
06:39And you see, the fact that I knew you was wearing shorts
06:42is the very reason I'm not wearing shorts.
06:44What's up?
06:45What are you saying, bro?
06:46You good?
06:46I'm good, bro.
06:47How about you?
06:49How about you?
06:49I'm vibing, man.
06:51Ready to get this flipping hike going.
06:52You know what I'm saying?
06:54Let's get going.
06:57Wow.
06:59I've done the Hollywood hike,
07:01but I haven't done this hike before.
07:02Oh, look at the observatory.
07:04That's quite cool.
07:05Bro, I've been loving L.A.
07:07Really?
07:08There's just more things to do.
07:09Yeah.
07:10I've never been surfing.
07:12You know Connor.
07:12He invited me to go surf with him and Aaron.
07:15Oh, so I have?
07:16Yeah.
07:16But him and Janae still have...
07:19Wait, are they still actually...
07:20They're not really on good terms.
07:21Yeah.
07:22Obviously, like, I'm going to roll with the family at the end of the day.
07:25You know what I'm saying?
07:26Yeah.
07:26But...
07:27I wish everybody could just get along.
07:29Everyone's entitled to feel the way they want to feel.
07:31Like, we can't force how anyone else feels.
07:33But, like, I don't feel like there needs to be any animosity there.
07:35Like, just be adults.
07:37Not everyone's going to be best friends.
07:40But, like, if you want to go surfing, we can go surfing.
07:42You know what I'm saying?
07:44Like, I'm down to go surfing.
08:06Pretty ugly waves.
08:07But still fun.
08:08That was just a good workout getting out there.
08:13Yeah, did you catch any?
08:14I saw him go for one, and then he, like, leant all the way back,
08:17and then I saw him get...
08:18It looked so big.
08:19It actually looked kind of cool.
08:21Wait, so are we going to put a towel down here?
08:23Yeah.
08:24Danny, what American food do you want to try while you're here?
08:27Well, I've heard there's, like, a sweet potato thing
08:29where you put marshmallows over the top or something.
08:31Yeah, it's for Thanksgiving.
08:33That's so weird.
08:36I'm glad you guys came.
08:37I'm glad you came to my party, too.
08:38That was fun.
08:39Liv invited me to a housewarming.
08:42Yeah.
08:42You're not going to it, are you?
08:43I can't go.
08:44I'm a groomsman in a wedding, but I do feel bad.
08:47I'll probably stop by for a little bit and then, like, just leave.
08:49Kendall will definitely want to get a TikTok with you.
08:51He was trying to get one at your party the other day.
08:53He's like, well, please, let's get a TikTok.
08:55I was like, no.
08:56You started, like, dancing already.
08:57I was like, we're not doing anything with it, bro.
08:59We're like, what are you doing?
09:02This is just from my own experience,
09:04but your best mates are the people that you never post with.
09:07Like, if I'm with my mates all day long,
09:10like, you won't see a single story from all of us.
09:12That's, like, proof that actually you're, like, proper, like, close.
09:15A lot of those people are just trying to be influencers.
09:18It's, like, their career now.
09:20Yeah, yeah, that's fair enough.
09:21And maintaining appearances is definitely a big part of that career.
09:24Mm-hmm.
09:26Did you invite Kenny or was it just he say...
09:28I invited him.
09:29Oh, yeah.
09:30But I didn't really expect him to show up.
09:34Yeah, yeah.
09:35I wonder if someone else said he couldn't.
09:38You think you'd be used to surfing
09:40with the leash that he's got on him at the moment?
09:42I know she keeps Kenny on a little bit of a short leash, for sure.
09:46So I think there's some truth there, what Aaron said.
09:51Do you think, uh...
09:53Do you see yourselves moving out here to L.A.?
09:55I... yeah.
09:56L.A.'s got a lot to offer.
09:58And a lot closer to Janae than Texas.
10:03And this is what we came here for.
10:05Look at that.
10:06Wow.
10:07Top of L.A.
10:09That's gorgeous, bro.
10:10What part of L.A. is that?
10:11With the massive buildings.
10:13That's downtown.
10:14Oh, right.
10:15Oh.
10:16This is like the GTA map.
10:20It's the exact same.
10:21Right?
10:21I've driven down that bend a few times.
10:24Crashed into a few homes.
10:28How's, um, you and Leah?
10:29Everything good?
10:30We've been chilling.
10:32And we basically live together.
10:33Like, either she's with me at my apartment
10:35or I'll go visit her at her parents' place.
10:37So, um, yeah.
10:40Like, you know when just starting feels right?
10:42So, we've been looking at a couple places,
10:44seen a couple houses.
10:46Me and Leah are planning on moving together.
10:48But, like, you know, it's a process.
10:49We're looking at places closer to where her parents live
10:53because closer to animals.
10:55And I love the area.
10:56Like, I've damn near been there the entire time I've been here.
11:00It's a big decision.
11:03Yeah.
11:03What about you's lot?
11:04Why didn't you guys just decide to crash in the same room?
11:07I don't know.
11:07It's just living with somebody is...
11:10It's a lot.
11:11You know, I went to boarding school
11:13and I saw, like, people just totally...
11:16Like, their whole relationship ends.
11:18Like...
11:19Mmm.
11:19So, I wanted to give us...
11:21So, it's not all at once type thing, right?
11:22Yeah, just not all at once.
11:25You know, initially, I think she wanted to live together.
11:28And then, yeah, it was just, like,
11:31hey, let's take things slowly.
11:33I'm not gonna lie.
11:34I was hiking the same.
11:35Like, I'm so used to my own space.
11:38But, honestly, being with Leah,
11:40I've grown as a person.
11:43And the way...
11:44Even if we have our disagreements,
11:46we're able to communicate.
11:48It's how you handle those moments
11:50because that's what's only going to make the relationship stronger.
11:53If you don't put yourself in the deep end,
11:54you're not going to know if you can swim.
11:58Obviously, don't rush, go at your own pace.
12:00But I do think for any relationship,
12:03it is good to test those waters
12:04because eventually the goal is to be moving in with each other.
12:07Yeah.
12:07You're already halfway there.
12:09You guys are basically in the same house.
12:11You've done it.
12:12But one step at a time.
12:13Bro, your vegan cheese smells like farts in here.
12:32What the hell?
12:33I think they base it off of a feeder smell.
12:35That is disgusting.
12:36So, you've got red onions, you've got garlic.
12:42You need stuff with white sauce as well.
12:45That's easy.
12:45Can you get me a frying pan too, Chef?
12:47Well, I'm head chef in here.
12:49I'm actually looking over everything
12:50so I can make sure it's all going correctly.
12:53Go big or go home.
12:55Me and Danny do absolutely everything together.
12:57Working, cooking.
12:59It's not about the quality of the food,
13:00it's about the quantity.
13:01The more where it is, the better, in our eyes.
13:04I'm very glad you're out here
13:07rather than in, like, West Hollywood, though.
13:09Yeah.
13:10I don't think I would have managed to keep up
13:13with my mental health if I would have headed out there.
13:17It's just that scene, I just can't, like, hack it anymore
13:19and get all in my head about certain things.
13:22Do you think about the show very often?
13:25I've tried to, like, block out as much as I possibly could
13:28and not let it, like, get to me too much.
13:31Mum definitely found it really difficult.
13:34Which is a bit of a shame.
13:37My mum saw the backlash that I was getting from the show
13:39and she was very upset.
13:41And as well, she was getting a lot of hate online
13:43from the fans.
13:47I particularly, like, was very close with my mum growing up
13:50but once my parents had broken up,
13:52she also became, like, her best friends.
13:54So seeing that upset just upsets me.
13:57Especially when she was going, like,
13:59through a bit of a stressful time.
14:01Do you want a beer?
14:02Alcoholic-free beer.
14:03Yeah.
14:03Go for it.
14:04Wait, is that what you want to put the lasagna in?
14:06I was thinking so.
14:07I think that's going to be too small.
14:09What?
14:10Do you know what I reckon you use that?
14:10Too small?
14:11I reckon it's going to be quite big.
14:13That's huge, bro.
14:14That'll sort us out for the next three weeks.
14:16I've been running up those rivers, go against the tide.
14:20I'm so hungry.
14:21Like, I need carbs.
14:23We have to mourn the loss of Kayleigh
14:25because she's leaving Laura.
14:26So we have to have...
14:26Wait, are you actually?
14:28Yeah.
14:28Dang.
14:29I have to leave in the morning.
14:30No!
14:30So, yeah, we have to have one more, like, crazy night.
14:32I don't know.
14:34We have to...
14:35Yeah.
14:36Oh, my God.
14:38Yeah!
14:38Yay!
14:39Welcome in.
14:40What's up, man?
14:40What's up, man?
14:42It's been a long time to see.
14:44Speaking of the devil, what's up?
14:46Hey, you.
14:47Welcome, welcome.
14:48We literally drove right here.
14:49You guys just got out of the car from Stagecoach?
14:51Me, Louie, Torrin, Kayleigh, all just got back from Stagecoach.
14:58Yeah, we had a wild time.
15:03These are new friends of mine.
15:04They both manage influencers.
15:07Funny thing is, they actually do manage Caleb,
15:10the guy that Kayleigh's currently talking to,
15:12because at Stagecoach, we were all partying at the same house together.
15:16Since you guys live in Nashville, do you go out all the time?
15:19Yeah, a decent bit.
15:20Have you ever been to Nashville?
15:22I love it.
15:23Liv and I went together.
15:24That's when we met Mark and Caleb in Nashville.
15:26Yeah, that's when y'all first met.
15:27Yeah.
15:28Caleb?
15:29Yeah, he's from the Montana Boys.
15:31He went viral.
15:32He's a TikToker.
15:33We never went on a date.
15:35Like, it was always when we were on the same brand trips
15:37or just around in the same events.
15:39The one from Coachella?
15:41This one you made out with in a 405?
15:45Yeah.
15:46Maybe we should hit up our boy, Caleb.
15:49Wait, Caleb, would you care?
15:56Because I know he just got back.
15:58We were at Stagecoach, and Caleb is acting like I was a stranger.
16:01He's like, Caleb, we're not dating.
16:03I'm like, okay, cool.
16:04I get your vibe.
16:05That conversation happened on Saturday.
16:06Sunday night comes, 5 a.m.
16:08I get a text, hey, Kayla, what are you doing?
16:10Babe, I'm not your fucking booty call.
16:13Then he texts me, could I stay at your place?
16:15I'm going to be in L.A.
16:16I'm like, bro, get your own hotel.
16:20Yo, what up, bro?
16:22Um, do you want to come to dinner?
16:27You have no clothes.
16:30Coming to the beater would be iconic.
16:32Are you going to come or not?
16:33Yes, bro, come, come, trust me, come.
16:35I know, grab your drink, don't go.
16:37All right, see you too, bro.
16:38Let's go.
16:39Kendall knows that Caleb and I were on the best of terms at Stagecoach.
16:45I know Kayla is in like a little fight with him.
16:49No, they're not even in a fight.
16:50They're not in a fight right now.
16:52So I feel like this could be good.
16:54It ends up being messy.
16:56Are you excited to see him?
16:58I'm really nervous.
16:59Why?
16:59Why?
17:00Do you have a crush on him?
17:04No.
17:05It's not that serious.
17:09When we go to mum's graduation, I think that's going to be the problem.
17:14I might even throw a little party afterwards.
17:16Yeah.
17:16It'll be sweet going back this weekend.
17:18Surprise the family.
17:19Family is what grounds me.
17:22So we're going to be heading back to the UK for a week.
17:25I'm very excited to go and see everybody.
17:27Shout out for mum because she's managed to get on her feet, buy her house.
17:31She's now about to graduate for being a nurse as well.
17:33She's actually that beast with life.
17:35Yeah, she smashed it all by her independent self.
17:38Yeah, that's pretty good.
17:39Yeah.
17:42Do you think that mum and dad splitting up messed with your dating experiences at all?
17:48I think the whole thing with, like, my first relationship, that screwed me.
17:53And then I sort of figured out I had a bit of, like, commitment issues when I went to uni.
17:56And then, obviously, mum and dad broke up.
18:01I think that screwed me up the most when I told Kayla all about it.
18:04And then she brought it up when we were having an argument.
18:09And she almost, like, used it against me as, like, a weapon.
18:11And I thought, like, that's when I was just like, you know, I can't even bother with this stuff anymore.
18:15When did this argument happen?
18:18Uh, New York.
18:19Just before the reunion.
18:21We spent the first, like, couple of days together.
18:23But then as soon as Liv arrived, she went from being, like, okay with everything to absolutely, like, she didn't really want to see me.
18:31She didn't want to hang out with me.
18:32She didn't want to do anything.
18:33I didn't have a chance after Liv had got there to even be able to, like, speak to her without it causing an absolute argument.
18:39So I think it was just, like, a compound of things.
18:44Oh, God.
18:45Lasagna.
18:46I'm just going to go check on it.
18:47Oh, baby, boo.
18:51Oh, bro, you've overfilled it.
18:54Yeah?
18:54As there's some that's spewing out of the bottom.
18:57So you've burned that.
19:00Oh, yeah, that stinks.
19:01We've burned the lasagna.
19:03Garfield is going to be so angry.
19:07Kayla, where did you grow up?
19:08Pennsylvania.
19:09Pittsburgh.
19:10I think we should all do a trip to Pittsburgh.
19:12I agree.
19:13It's fun.
19:13Hey, Gooch.
19:15Oh.
19:15Why?
19:16The wife's eating.
19:18Hey.
19:20What's up, baby?
19:21How are we living?
19:22Kind of terrible, to be honest.
19:24Tori?
19:25What up, brother?
19:26How's it been?
19:27I tried to give you some shirts out of my luggage.
19:28No, I got nothing, bro.
19:30Hey, you look great.
19:31Hi, Kayla.
19:31Hi, honey.
19:32Hey.
19:33Do you want to sit here?
19:36Yeah, your hair looks great, bro.
19:37How's the hair, bro?
19:38Yeah, hair looks good.
19:46Caleb, how was your weekend?
19:51I don't know, boys.
19:52How was it?
19:52I mean, it was iconic.
19:54I had a great time.
19:54How was your weekend?
19:57It was fun.
19:58It's not a loaded question.
20:00Here's some food on your face.
20:02Can you get it?
20:03Yeah.
20:08Caleb comes.
20:09The vibes are really weird and awkward.
20:11Now he's in L.A., I'm convenient.
20:14So what, he's trying to wipe some food off my face?
20:16Like, come on, bro.
20:17Like, eat.
20:20Oh, you need a plate.
20:21I'm not hungry.
20:22I'm down bad.
20:23What's wrong?
20:24What's wrong?
20:27I'm a bad guy.
20:28No, I'm not crazy.
20:29It's a bad guy.
20:30How's your dad?
20:32Pissed me off.
20:33What?
20:33Why didn't you answer me?
20:34You said, wait, I'm green.
20:36What do you mean?
20:37Yeah, you're green.
20:37It's my text guy.
20:39What was the answer?
20:40Green.
20:41That's room.
20:42Whenever I'm dating a guy, I don't really take into context, like, oh, they just want to date
20:46me for views or anything like that.
20:48And maybe that's why sometimes it turns around and bite me in the ass.
20:50But my dating life before the villa was a shit show, and it still is a shit show.
20:54That's my life for you.
20:55I really know how to pick them.
20:57You said if you have bad news.
20:59Not really, but.
20:59You deserve that.
21:02What?
21:03Because you did.
21:04Yeah.
21:06What are you talking about?
21:16I'm going to go pay.
21:22You're going to come with me?
21:23Okay.
21:23All right.
21:24Seeing it tonight, it's a bad idea, right?
21:28Seeing it tonight.
21:29The stagecoach just, like, kind of changed my thoughts about him.
21:33Fuck it, it's fine.
21:33Are you happy to have, like, a break from moving a little, unpacking?
21:49It's like Ikea has come with a tummy ache and just shat everywhere.
21:52Yeah.
21:53And now I've just got boxes and junk just dotted around the crib.
21:56Now you're finally owning up to it being junk.
21:59As of right now, I've got my place in the sea.
22:02Leah has her place in the valleys.
22:04And we kind of just go back and forth.
22:07You're kind of a hoarder, baby.
22:09No.
22:10My mother is the hoarder.
22:12But low-key, me and her basically live together anyway.
22:16But once we find our house, we're going to be locked in.
22:19I can't believe this is your first time in Venice.
22:21I know.
22:22First timer.
22:23First timer.
22:24Are you going to go walk after this?
22:26We're going to go to the shops?
22:27And then you're going to get a tattoo?
22:29Right there.
22:29You're going to get an eye-heart Leah?
22:30Or, like, a heart here and then Leah here.
22:33I like that.
22:34I think that's a good idea.
22:35I'll have forever on my mind.
22:38No, I'm down.
22:41I'm in love with this girl.
22:42I found myself loving her more and more every day.
22:44And we're just so good together.
22:46Like, literally, she's like the yin to my yang.
22:48Like, my perfect half.
22:50That's a crazy moment.
22:52I'm locking in, though.
22:53I decided.
22:54On the...
22:55Especially after everything, like, the health and whatnot.
23:00Thank you so much.
23:02And, like...
23:03Be healthier.
23:07But, like, actually, although I don't want to, like, suck the joy out of life, but I do think...
23:11Like, I don't think, like, having, like, Taco Bell and then, like, In-N-Out all in, like, one day is a good idea.
23:19And then, um, I do have an appointment today to do a biopsy.
23:26Lately, I started seeing these things on my arm.
23:30I genuinely have these lumps on my skin that, like, I have...
23:34On Thursday, they might cut into it and send it off.
23:37Oh, my gosh.
23:39I'm in sheer panic.
23:41It's the weirdest thing, but you know my brain is, like, fucked.
23:44And it's, like, a chronic overthinker.
23:46And, like, it's crazy.
23:48The bumps on my arm are consuming a lot of my mental and physical energy.
23:53I literally feel like everything's been put on hold until I figure out what's going on.
23:58Because it's definitely been hard to go out and have fun when I know in the back of my head I'm waiting for a result that might not be what I want to hear.
24:09But, um, I'm trying to stay positive, calm.
24:13I think, like, hopefully it's nothing.
24:16And, like, it's just something that you can just, like, get off easily.
24:20Even though it's super hard for anyone not to stress about anything, especially something like that, the more you allow your thoughts to just dive into the negative of it, the worse you're going to feel.
24:31Bro.
24:32Like, the mind is the biggest manifesto for everything external and internal.
24:37No, I...
24:38You know what I mean?
24:39Yeah.
24:39It's a terrible weight to have on your shoulders, living in the unknown.
24:43And she's super strong as well.
24:44But, like, the only thing I can do is just try and make the process as easy as possible for her.
24:50It's scary.
24:51And, like, you know, I freak myself out really bad.
25:05I wanted to make a TikTok.
25:07Instead of a TikTok, we should just do, like, a Q&A.
25:10A Q&A?
25:10How well I know you.
25:12Just random facts.
25:14I know quite a lot.
25:14You want to do that?
25:15Kenny, if you get these wrong, you know.
25:18Hey, you know.
25:18You're sleeping in your own room.
25:19Okay, Kenny has an announcement.
25:22So, please submit your questions.
25:24We're going to do a Q&A.
25:25We're going to do a Q&A to see how well I know Nene.
25:29Random questions.
25:30Like, what's my favorite color?
25:33Kenny.
25:34Turquoise.
25:35Random questions.
25:37It's neon pink and white.
25:38It's literally what I wear all the time.
25:41Kenny.
25:41No, just...
25:42No.
25:43Don't put that last part in.
25:44It's too late.
25:45I don't like the word influencer.
25:47I like to call myself, like, a suggester.
25:51When people ask me what I do, I just say entrepreneur and marketing.
25:57Oh, this is a good one.
25:59This is a really good one.
26:00Oh, my goodness.
26:01These questions, y'all.
26:02Question number one.
26:04What is my favorite snack?
26:05You know this one.
26:06French fries.
26:11Popcorn.
26:12Ooh, I think you know this one.
26:15Perfume.
26:15What's my favorite perfume?
26:16Coco Chanel.
26:19The confidence.
26:20No.
26:21It's Prada.
26:22Intense.
26:24I work every day in the villa.
26:26When I left the villa, I think I only had, like, 400K followers at that moment.
26:29But every day, we would get, like, another 100K, and then it kept on growing and growing.
26:35Janae has the bigger following.
26:37People follow me for who I am, for my personality.
26:41I'm just silly.
26:42You know, I listen to Katy Perry and...
26:45Katy Perry?
26:46Katy Perry.
26:47I know, but you get it on my, like, like, Beyonce.
26:49Yeah.
26:51Sorry.
26:52No, no.
26:52Katy Perry, sorry for the shout out.
26:54What is Janae's dream vacation?
26:58Paris, France.
26:59That's where you're going to...
27:02Dubai.
27:03Yeah!
27:04Yeah, you got one.
27:07Janae is amazing.
27:09The way her personality shines.
27:10She just puts herself out there.
27:12What is Janae afraid of?
27:16Insects.
27:17No.
27:18I'm a little bit more reserved.
27:20I'm still getting used to having the spotlight on me.
27:22Why did Janae move to Vegas?
27:26She graduated from college.
27:28Okay.
27:29Job related.
27:30No.
27:32Tax purposes.
27:34Should have been.
27:36Raiders!
27:39It's not.
27:39It's not.
27:40It's any.
27:41Why is this about to piss me off?
27:44I have imposter syndrome.
27:46Like, damn, this is me.
27:48I'm here.
27:49This is what I'm doing in L.A.
27:50Are you having fun?
27:52Yeah.
27:53I'm learning that you don't know a damn thing about me.
27:55Yeah.
27:55Ha ha ha ha ha.
27:58Oh, la, la.
28:01I love the way you love me.
28:02Oh, la, la.
28:04You do something to my heart, babe.
28:07I lose my mind.
28:09Every time you touch me.
28:16What's up, baby?
28:16You ready to meet your bestest friend?
28:23Oh, my God.
28:24It's a little chilly.
28:26It is.
28:27He ready to get up out of here.
28:29Okay, wait.
28:30Before you let him out, let me, like, bundle up just in case.
28:34I'm going to get up out of this.
28:35In case he's feeling a little scratchy.
28:37Scratchy.
28:39All right.
28:41Cordell is going to Atlanta for the next four weeks for a scripted series.
28:46Got two real big opportunities.
28:48So that means you're going to be gone even longer?
28:50Yeah, unfortunately.
28:52That's coming up soon, so I'm really excited.
28:53Before he goes, it's important for me to meet Milo now and get used to him because it's my man's cat.
29:00It's his son, meaning it's my stepson.
29:02I'm going to have to adopt him.
29:03So we have to be friends.
29:08Oh, my God.
29:09He's a baby.
29:12Wait, I don't think I can do this.
29:14Look, he ain't going to wave at him.
29:16Say what's up, man.
29:18You don't want to try to get close or nothing?
29:20What?
29:21Why is he so big and slinky?
29:23He's a big, healthy boy.
29:26You'll be all right, bro.
29:28The way that a cat's body moves freaks me out.
29:33Okay, wait, wait.
29:35He's looking at me.
29:36He's not going to come over there.
29:37Okay, but can you please hold him?
29:40Oh, I don't like this.
29:41Baby, I don't like this.
29:42Oh, baby, get him.
29:43Oh, my God.
29:44Please, please pick him up.
29:46Let's just put him back in, huh?
29:52Try another day.
29:54Come here.
29:57I don't think I can do this.
29:59All right.
30:00I told you we had to wait.
30:02I don't want to find a babier step.
30:04Y'all, I can't.
30:07But the cat is so damn cute, and Cordell is so damn cute with the cat, it makes me want
30:13to be friends with the cat.
30:14We'll work on it.
30:15We'll work on it.
30:17We'll see.
30:17Me and Milo will be friends, but right now, I'm worried about not running from Milo.
30:23I'm worried about not crying from Milo crawling up the wall or something like that.
30:29And then we'll focus on being besties with the cat, but it will come.
30:32I know it will come.
30:34Man, I had wasted some stuff on this one.
30:37You mind if you grab me another jacket?
30:39The green one?
30:40Either or.
30:41It don't even matter, for real.
30:42Oh, you shaking.
30:46Are you cold or are you scared?
30:47Here.
30:51Oh, what's going on, baby?
30:54Yeah, my head looking crazy.
30:55I was actually going to ask you, could you undo these real quick?
31:01I gotta go.
31:07Show him some love.
31:09Show him some love.
31:12Stop feeling guilty about your midnight snack.
31:30Just eat this instead.
31:37Should we say it this time?
31:39Get ready with us!
31:40It's just one day.
31:42How well to get ready with us is going.
31:47Let's do a giant grocery haul.
31:49I'm obsessed with avocados.
31:51Miguel personally asked for asparagus.
31:53I love you.
32:17Ken Ken.
32:18Hi, Yancy.
32:21What are you doing?
32:23Getting ready.
32:25My hair can let go of the hair can.
32:29How are you?
32:30I'm good, how are you?
32:32I'm going to finish my hair here, yeah?
32:34I need an iron.
32:35Do you want me to iron for you?
32:37Because sometimes you miss your wrinkles.
32:39I got it.
32:41Are you excited?
32:43Yeah.
32:44Yeah.
32:45Are you excited about the party?
32:46Yeah.
32:47Is PPG going?
32:50I know Serena is.
32:52Serena and Cordell?
32:53Yeah.
32:54I don't know if Leah is because she has a doctor's appointment.
32:57Well, call her.
32:59Ask her.
33:02Hi, pretty girl.
33:05What are you doing?
33:07Are you at HomeGoods?
33:08Can you get me a couch?
33:09Yes.
33:10I'll take two of those.
33:12That's a candle.
33:13Do you want to know which one that you would like?
33:14I feel like I kind of want to buy it for you.
33:16It's like a banana.
33:19I have this weird thing for bananas lately.
33:21It's really weird.
33:23Um, they just had to cut off my entire thing that I thought was skin cancer.
33:30And then I'm going to get an answer back in 10 to 14 days.
33:33They sliced it off.
33:35Oh my gosh.
33:36Oh my gosh.
33:37I'm so sorry.
33:38Okay.
33:39So we're going to pray extra hard for the next 10 to 14 days.
33:41No problem.
33:42How are you feeling though?
33:43Like, are you okay?
33:44Yeah.
33:45Yeah.
33:46My girl came with me.
33:47And he was like, you got really pale.
33:49It was gross.
33:50You want to say hi, baby?
33:52Hi.
33:53Yo, what are you saying?
33:55We're getting ready for Liv's party, but I hope you feel better.
33:58I feel like I have been so disengaged from honestly everything around me.
34:04So I probably wouldn't be the best house guest at the moment just because being present,
34:10it's been definitely hard.
34:12Well, I love you guys.
34:13Okay.
34:14We're going to get ready so we're not late.
34:15All right.
34:16Everything's going to be okay, Lily.
34:17I pick you, promise.
34:18Peace.
34:19I love you.
34:20I love you.
34:21All right, handsome.
34:22You need to get ready.
34:23Why are you looking at me like that?
34:25Why are you looking at me like that?
34:27Kenny.
34:28You always like to mess up my makeup.
34:31Oh.
34:32Hi.
34:33Hi.
34:34Hi.
34:35Hi.
34:36Hi.
34:37Hi.
34:38Hi.
34:39Hi.
34:40Hi.
34:41Hi.
34:42Hi.
34:43Come back to L.A.
34:44Please.
34:45I know.
34:46I miss you.
34:47I miss you too.
34:48It's been really lonely here in L.A., but I have a lot of work opportunities here
34:53that just make sense of me being here this summer.
34:55I had this whole plan.
34:56I graduated college.
34:58I was going to go for my master's degree.
35:00And now it's really different, and I want to live both lives.
35:03So I don't really have a plan.
35:05I'll be fine.
35:06I'm going to go to the party.
35:07How do you feel?
35:08I mean, like, I don't really know how to feel.
35:10With, um, Liv and I, I listened to her out, let her speak.
35:15And, yeah, we kind of agreed to disagree and just, like, made up, but not really.
35:19I'm nervous because I obviously haven't been on the best terms with Liv.
35:25I think that going to her housewarming party will be a good step in the right direction.
35:30If I don't make an effort and she doesn't make an effort, then we're going to get nowhere.
35:34I'm not going to stay for long, but, like, I'm just going to go and say hi because if we don't keep, like, seeing each other, then we're going to make no progress.
35:42Right.
35:43But it's not like we're in a relationship or anything like that.
35:46Like, friendships are supposed to be easy, I guess, but I don't know.
35:50I need to focus on myself right now and, like, yeah.
35:55Yeah.
35:56Love you.
35:57Bye.
35:58Bye.
35:59Bye.
36:12Where is everyone?
36:13I'm ready to party.
36:20Hi!
36:21Hi, Livi!
36:22You look so pretty!
36:23Oh, my gosh!
36:24Oh, wait, the body is body-
36:26Yes, buddy!
36:27Wait, Nadei.
36:28Nae Nae, oh my god.
36:30Oh my gosh, you look so nice.
36:31Oh my god, you look stunning.
36:32You look so cute.
36:34Hi, Kenny.
36:34I love it when you crimp your hair, you never do it.
36:36Thank you, I know, it's so.
36:37You look bomb.
36:38This place is beautiful, eh?
36:40Nae Nae, you look.
36:41I didn't work out today either.
36:42Incredible.
36:43What the hell?
36:44I came to eat.
36:45Stop.
36:45No, we're here for the food.
36:46I'm not going to hold you.
36:47Oh my gosh, there's brownies.
36:48Yeah, wait, do you want a glass of champagne?
36:51Yes.
36:52Yeah.
36:54Taylor's calling me.
36:55Oh.
36:56Hey, I actually changed.
36:57I'm wearing a dress.
37:00What are you wearing?
37:01She's coming.
37:03Oh.
37:04You sure you don't want one?
37:04Yeah, no, it's cute.
37:05I'll take some.
37:06Livvy's wearing jeans, too.
37:07Yeah.
37:08I'm in jeans.
37:09Yeah, she's wearing jeans.
37:09Yeah.
37:10But come, we're waiting for you.
37:11It's so much fun, it's popping.
37:13I don't think Kayla's coming just because of my intervention,
37:17but I think Kayla's coming because of my intervention.
37:20And I'm really happy she is.
37:22I just want the family to be one again,
37:23and if she's coming, things are looking good.
37:27And tell her to rush because it's like a line out the door.
37:29Ha, ha, ha, ha.
37:31OK, text me when you hear.
37:32So, you know how Kayla was telling us about Kayla?
37:38Well, I feel like I put in an awkward situation
37:41because Kendall said to him last night he could come.
37:45Like, Kendall, what the hell?
37:47Stop being messy.
37:48I'm like, I'm just trying to have fun.
37:50I'm a right with eye friend, so I have loyalty to my friends.
37:53And if my friends are like, I have a problem with that person,
37:56and me and that person aren't super tight,
37:58then I'm like, OK, you're not coming.
38:00And that's something I won't change.
38:01So, no, she doesn't want him there, doesn't want him there.
38:05Because I still love her deeply.
38:06We should probably text Kendall right now and be like,
38:08hey, you need to take your responsibility.
38:09Do not invite that person because I'm inviting Kayla.
38:11But it's like talking to a brick wall
38:13and hoping to get a bunch of flowers.
38:15Like, it ain't going to happen.
38:19Oh, Kendall.
38:33Yeah.
38:34Yeah.
38:35Yeah.
38:36Yeah, wow, you have a view.
38:37Such a great view.
38:38And then there's the Hollywood tour of us.
38:40I love this.
38:41This is beautiful.
38:43I got the spark in the bomb.
38:45Fake nation, I'm a trip like you fall.
38:46Welcome to the party, Artie.
38:48Oh, my God, hi.
38:49Hi, I love you.
38:50Thank you so much for coming.
38:52Oh, hello.
38:53You guys want a drink?
38:54I love my vlog.
38:55Best bartender in LA.
38:57Thank you for coming.
38:58You look insane in me.
38:59Really, thanks.
39:00I'm breathing in.
39:01So good.
39:02God forbid I breathe out.
39:03No, this would be me going to air one.
39:05I'll take the cauliflower.
39:07I'll get the $25 Hailey Bieber smoothie.
39:09I'll have one piece of lettuce for $10, please.
39:13You think about me, you'll...
39:17It's a tad bit drafty outside.
39:19At least we know which direction we're going.
39:22No way!
39:23Look who came in!
39:24Hi!
39:25Hi!
39:26Thank you for coming.
39:27Thanks for buying us.
39:28This is Aaron.
39:29Hi.
39:29Hi!
39:30So who are you going with?
39:31He looks so nice.
39:32Wait, I heard your brother was in town.
39:33Uh, yeah, he's at home.
39:34Why did he need help?
39:35You just threw this on? Yeah, right, yeah, right.
39:38Before the reunion, I think Livid put on Casa Amor again
39:42to almost, like, get Kayla fueled up again.
39:44Why didn't you tell me?
39:46Look, I didn't have the balls at the end of the day.
39:48Oh, cut this shit.
39:49I didn't. I didn't have the balls.
39:50Fuck you, Aaron, please. You didn't have the balls.
39:52That's a good time.
39:53You didn't have the balls for two months.
39:54When are they gonna fucking drop?
39:56It'd be in a day by herself. It's very difficult.
39:59And I want to be there for her.
40:02What have you been up to? I like your YouTube.
40:04I like your YouTube videos.
40:06I realize I may be spending too much time on social media.
40:09Bro, I logged out of all my social media
40:11and it's so much better now.
40:13Yeah, sorry. Freezing.
40:15So how's life? It's changed a lot.
40:17It's different, like, this influencer life.
40:20Bro, I've still not got to that point, though,
40:22where I'm, like, on doing that sort of stuff.
40:23I'm not complaining about it. It's my job now.
40:25It's just I could see there could be
40:27some detrimental effects later on.
40:29There will be.
40:30Just remember the things that are important to you
40:32as you're going along.
40:33I do miss my job just because of how
40:35mentally stimulating it was.
40:37I remember, yeah.
40:38It was so fulfilling.
40:39I remember going into business meetings,
40:41like, just learning about the customer.
40:42Suited.
40:43Suited.
40:44I worked for a tech sales company.
40:45I was on all the time, on the phone,
40:47calling left and right business meetings,
40:49learning about my client.
40:50You've got to hit your targets every single month.
40:52You've got to do this, you've got to do that.
40:54You're just there, like, grinding.
40:55I really did love my job.
40:56I think about it all the time.
40:57I could pick that right back up.
40:59I could go get my MBA.
41:00I can climb the corporate ladder.
41:02The path that I'm on right now,
41:03I'm really uncertain of where it could go.
41:05So, yeah, it's crazy to think about.
41:08I love Aiden.
41:10He's just walking out of his Birkin.
41:12Whenever you need me to babysit,
41:13you're Birkin, homie.
41:15How come you didn't come the other day, then?
41:18You and Conor are close, but me and Conor are not,
41:21on talking terms.
41:22Yeah, that's fair enough.
41:23Like that.
41:24Yeah.
41:25Is it just because of Janae,
41:27or is it just, like, you've got things with him as well?
41:29Yeah.
41:30It's just, like, that situation hasn't been resolved.
41:33Yeah?
41:34Yeah.
41:35Do you think it's going to get resolved, or...?
41:36I'd like to think retirement if it does.
41:39Yeah.
41:42How's your puppy?
41:43She's cool, man.
41:44I really appreciate you coming.
41:46I don't want you to feel like you can't come to these things.
41:48No.
41:49How's Olivia Walker been?
41:51Better than now. Aaron's here.
41:53Tell the truth.
41:54I'm serious.
41:55That's why I messaged you twice,
41:56and you didn't choose to reply.
41:58Yeah, did I give you a thumbs up?
41:59Yeah, thanks.
42:00I mean, that is better than nothing.
42:02Yeah.
42:03But I've been good.
42:04Last week I wasn't good,
42:05but I'm, like, good this week.
42:06Hey, you know when you're out here and you have no one?
42:08Yeah.
42:09You're just lonely.
42:10Yeah.
42:11Yeah, no, I get that all the time.
42:12It is hard being away from your family.
42:14A lot of the other people,
42:15friends can come on the weekend,
42:18or call,
42:19at least even sometimes call them at the same time zone.
42:22And, yes, we brought it on ourselves,
42:24but Aaron, he's in the same boat.
42:26We don't have that.
42:27And it's so far to go home.
42:28Mm-hmm.
42:29Yeah, it's horrible.
42:30Oh!
42:31Hey!
42:32What's up?
42:33I'm Taylor.
42:34Kendall, how are you?
42:35Oh, Nia!
42:36How are you?
42:37How are you?
42:38Everyone's here.
42:39Oh, I'm tied to a seat.
42:42How are you?
42:43How are you?
42:44Good.
42:45You're amazing.
42:46Oh, jeez.
42:47Oh, hello.
42:48Hey.
42:49Oh, hello.
42:50Hey.
42:51Drink?
42:52Let's drink.
42:53There's a bar upstairs.
42:54Start it up again.
42:55Downtown Kendall, there's a bar upstairs.
42:57Wow.
42:58Yeah, you look beautiful, sir.
42:59How was stagecoach?
43:00I didn't go.
43:01What do you want?
43:02You didn't?
43:03No.
43:04Hi, you.
43:05What'd you hear at?
43:06What'd you do?
43:07What'd you do?
43:08Why are you being a stranger lately?
43:10Because I've been...
43:11Don't play with me.
43:12Because...
43:13Why did you invite Caleb?
43:14You know me and Kay are on rough terms.
43:16I mean, like, yeah, it's like...
43:17But you know she doesn't want him there.
43:20Like...
43:21But the same thing, you're like, yeah, he's my friend.
43:24Like, you want him.
43:25You want him there.
43:26But Kenny, come on.
43:27You know where Kay and I are on the best terms?
43:29Yeah.
43:30This is not all on me, though.
43:32But can you see how it would be on me, though?
43:35Kendall, you know what's happened between Kayla and Caleb more than me.
43:39You know that Kayla and I are not on good terms, yet I'm the one who has to deal with it.
43:44Don't say you're not going to get involved and then keep getting involved in it.
43:47I don't really think it's that big of a deal.
43:49I can't keep doing this, Kenny.
43:54Yeah.
43:55Alright, let's go down.
43:56Liv, you're the best host ever.
43:58You're the best host ever.
43:59I think this is the party of the year.
44:01Hey!
44:02Hi, cutie!
44:03Wow!
44:04You look so nice!
44:05Look at this friend.
44:06I know!
44:07Thank you for coming.
44:08Thanks for having me.
44:09My pleasure.
44:10Hi, Kay.
44:11How are you?
44:13Good.
44:14How are you?
44:15I have so much to tell you.
44:16I know.
44:17Did you already know?
44:18No.
44:19Oh.
44:20Can you tell I'm, like, spiraling a little bit?
44:21No.
44:22I'll tell you later.
44:23Also, I need a Tylenol because my kidney stones are really pushing through it.
44:26Caleb texted me.
44:27Oh.
44:28Yeah.
44:29She'll be fine.
44:30Okay.
44:31Come here for a second.
44:33Uh-oh.
44:34What's going on?
44:35Remember how yesterday asked me, like, how would you feel if Caleb came and you were like,
44:39No.
44:40Yeah?
44:41Yeah.
44:42To you.
44:43Yeah.
44:44Oh, you invited.
44:45No, wait.
44:46I did, yeah.
44:47Why would you do that?
44:48No.
44:49I know.
44:50Have a fucking brain.
44:51I know that your personality is the type to just laugh it off and that's one thing I love
44:55about you, but also, can you kind of see that it's way deeper than just-
44:58Yeah, it's deep.
44:59Whatever.
45:00He's not coming.
45:01Done.
45:02I apologize.
45:03Sorry for even having the conversation.
45:04But it's an apology that's a bandaid.
45:05Oh, I'm sorry.
45:06It's fine because I said I'm sorry.
45:07It's fine.
45:08You need to think for someone more than yourself sometimes.
45:12Oh, whoa, whoa, whoa.
45:13It's not that deep.
45:14I know it's a sensitive topic, but hey, low-key, it's like bringing them together right now.
45:19Like, low-key, they're both, like, angry at me, so maybe this was a good idea.
45:23Why would he want to come when I'm here?
45:25Exactly.
45:26He's like, he literally told me I'm at dinner with the other girls.
45:28Is that chicken salad sandwich?
45:29Yeah.
45:30So yeah, let's-
45:31I want that.
45:32I mean-
45:33Like, it's not that deep.
45:35It's not coming.
45:36We're good.
45:37We don't have to worry about it.
45:40What the fuck is going on?
45:42Like, this shit's fucking annoying, bro.
45:46We don't have to worry about you.
45:47We don't have to worry about it.
45:50Whatever.
45:51What's going on?
45:52I don't need to worry about it.
45:53What the hell are you going?
45:55Hello.
45:56Hello.
45:57Hi.
45:57Hey.
45:58Hey.
45:59How you doing?
46:00What's up?
46:01What's up, man?
46:02What's going on, boy?
46:02Yay, yay, yay, yay, yay, yay.
46:05Where the hell are you going?
46:07No, my Chicago.
46:08You look so good, but I don't know if I can see you.
46:13Come here, I miss you.
46:15Come on now.
46:16Yeah.
46:16What's going on?
46:17Thank you for coming.
46:18Look, I got something.
46:20You look cute.
46:21You drew me the nails.
46:23Yeah, I did.
46:24Oh, my God, these are flying.
46:27I brought you some wine.
46:29Some, there's some.
46:30Oh, my God, wait.
46:31That's so good shit, no?
46:32All right, y'all better drink it,
46:33because I come back and that hole not open.
46:35I'm taking this back now.
46:36Oh, no, I'll.
46:37There's some good 2018.
46:38Thank you so much.
46:39You're welcome.
46:40That's so kind.
46:41Down there peeping.
46:42I was trying to put a fuck.
46:47What did you want?
46:48Can I just have, like, a dirty little bitch martini, please?
46:53You want a hole?
46:54I have no idea.
46:55I think I got it.
46:56I couldn't help you if I tried.
46:58No, I.
46:58There's too many straps.
46:59Yeah, there's, there's.
47:00It would end up, like, wrapped around your head.
47:01No.
47:02How long of them strawberries missing there?
47:04Like, whoa.
47:04It don't look like nobody been touching them.
47:06How long of them touching?
47:07Oh, good, good, good, good, good, good, good, good.
47:10Oh, Alex, Alex, you're getting here.
47:12Uh-oh.
47:13Can you want my drink, please?
47:15I can't do that anymore.
47:16Shut up.
47:17That's different services.
47:18Is that a Fendi mug?
47:20Is that, like, super expensive?
47:22Erin, you don't ask those kind of questions.
47:24It's not appropriate.
47:25Isn't it?
47:26Mm-mm.
47:27Why?
47:28Wait, am I just holding your drink now?
47:29These other nights I won't fall, I won't forget.
47:34Yay!
47:35Going back?
47:36Yeah.
47:37Thanks.
47:38How's life?
47:39How's life treating you?
47:40It's OK.
47:41How's the party in life?
47:43Amazing.
47:44Yeah?
47:45Yeah.
47:46Have you met some cool people?
47:47Yeah.
47:48You're trying to ask me if I have a boyfriend?
47:49Bro, the amount of people I've been seeing you tagged with.
47:51Yeah.
47:56Yeah, that didn't work out.
47:58Shouldn't be going for TikTokers.
48:00I know, I decided I'm...
48:01TikTok?
48:02TikTok gonna be famous people.
48:03I think I decided that I'm done in that, in that space.
48:06In that realm?
48:07Yeah.
48:08It's good.
48:09You like to say that you work hard, but this dude...
48:12Kindle does not work harder than me.
48:14I don't sleep.
48:15I haven't slept since 2023.
48:16This dude doesn't sleep either.
48:17I don't sleep either.
48:18I don't sleep either.
48:19I don't, I work so hard.
48:21I don't even know what day it is.
48:23Are you happy?
48:25Um...
48:27Yeah, you know, I actually, like, realized, I think, recently, that, like, I was happier.
48:36I'm very grateful, don't get me wrong.
48:38Yeah.
48:39But I was happier with my little life.
48:40Mm-hmm.
48:41Than this life.
48:42Yeah.
48:43But here I am.
48:44Mm-hmm.
48:45So, I don't know.
48:46Mm.
48:47I don't really know how I feel.
48:48But I'm getting home this weekend.
48:50Are you?
48:51Same.
48:52Really?
48:53Yeah, going back for me.
48:54My best friend's getting married, so...
48:55Which one?
48:56Hannah?
48:57Did I ever talk to her?
48:58No, but I think you might have her blocked, too.
49:01Mm-hmm.
49:04My boys really chase this dream.
49:07Have to.
49:08They have to.
49:09Let's do a cheers to you and me.
49:11You excited to go back to home with your mom?
49:14Yeah, I'm really excited.
49:16I feel like I honestly hate L.A.
49:19I hate it so fucking much.
49:21Yeah, bro!
49:22Yeah, bro!
49:23I think Kayla likes the idea of this big, like, city life,
49:26but I think she's much more of a small-town country girl.
49:31And we're both in places that we're not very familiar with,
49:34so you can be somewhat lonely.
49:39Are you happy?
49:42I'm okay.
49:43Sure.
49:44No, I'm not really okay at all.
49:49Yeah, I feel like you need a hug.
49:54Thanks.
49:56I think I'm just very lost.
49:58Mm-hmm.
49:59I think going back to your, like, family and friends
50:01is, like, super important, firstly.
50:04First and foremost.
50:05Because at the end of the day, they're the people that care about you.
50:07Yeah, but I've been, like, worked, overworked,
50:10and I just, like, need a break.
50:11You're just, like, a piece in the puzzle.
50:13Like, people just move you around.
50:15Yeah, no, like a chest.
50:16A chest piece, yeah.
50:17Mm-hmm.
50:18After in the villa, Liv helped me a lot.
50:20Mm-hmm.
50:21Distracting myself, but...
50:24How are you at Liv?
50:25Um, we could be better.
50:27Mm-hmm.
50:28Yeah.
50:29I thought about this earlier, and I was, like,
50:30I saw this thing, and it said, um,
50:32that in life, leaves are people that come, like,
50:35on a seasonal basis.
50:36They're really colorful.
50:37And branches are people that you can depend on more.
50:40But if you lean on them too much, you crack.
50:42And then you have your roots, which is, like, your core family,
50:45and, like, your friends, which you class as family.
50:48And then I feel like you just have to decide which one she is
50:51other than she's a leaf or a branch.
50:53Maybe, like, not lean on her too much.
50:55I think I agree with everything you just said.
50:58Thanks for saying that.
51:01Let me join in on this right here.
51:03Oh, that's me?
51:04Liv.
51:05Liv, do you have your feet?
51:06Oh, look.
51:07You're trying to get me right, huh?
51:09You guys should probably sit on his lap.
51:10No, sit right here.
51:11Or right there.
51:12Don't get my feet.
51:13Okay, okay, no feet, no feet.
51:14Okay.
51:15That's gonna be, like, so three, two, one,
51:16then it's gonna be, like...
51:17What, two seconds in?
51:19Oh, no, I lost my pen.
51:21Yeah, you can borrow mine.
51:23I always thought that you're an amazing person.
51:25That's why I literally was falling for you.
51:27Like, I know that.
51:29Is this jumper from the villa?
51:31Yeah, it is, actually.
51:32I have your one blue Zara shirt at my house.
51:35Oh, that one!
51:36I have it.
51:37I have it in L.A. if you want it.
51:38But I sleep in it.
51:40Like, not on weird shit.
51:41Like, no, it's not like that.
51:43No.
51:44Oh, yeah?
51:45No, I just sleep in it
51:46just because it's, like, a good sleep shirt.
51:47It's comfy.
51:48Do you want the aftershave sprayed on again?
51:50Shut up.
51:51No.
51:52You're making all that.
51:53I'm good.
51:54Do you want to just take your shoes off?
51:55Because I feel like they're so uncomfortable.
51:57I hear the world fades away.
52:00I get lost in the race.
52:03It's so easy with Erin.
52:05It always has been.
52:06And I think that's what made me so comfortable last summer.
52:09And, yeah, I don't know.
52:11I wish we could do this without a camera so far.
52:14I definitely do worry about you a lot.
52:16Do you?
52:17But I just want you to be fucking happy.
52:19Do you know how I'm...
52:20But I was happy.
52:21Do you know how sad...
52:22You fucking ruined that.
52:23No, but you know how sad I was the other day
52:24when I saw you at the first...
52:25I don't even know what it was...
52:26Love Island meet-up thing.
52:28Kind of broke me a bit.
52:29Really?
52:30Yeah.
52:31You didn't reach out.
52:32Of course I didn't reach out.
52:34I couldn't reach out, could I?
52:35I kind of rated that about you.
52:37Just a good person that always put other people in front of you.
52:40I still think you're a pretty cool person now.
52:43I always think you're a cool person.
52:45Hung all my clothes in the closet you made...
52:48I feel close to you even though I shouldn't.
52:51That's good.
52:52You sure you don't wear my jumper?
52:54No.
52:55Hoping life brings you no new pain...
53:00There you go.
53:02If you steal that, I'll be really disappointed.
53:04Don't get make-up on it.
53:05It's the only last clean jumper I've got.
53:07But no matter how I try to...
53:12Don't worry about me too much.
53:15Mm.
53:16It would have been your problem.
53:18I'd have happily taken it.
53:20Well, not done anything since, so...
53:23Really? You're celibate?
53:24I'm aiming for 12 months.
53:27You haven't had sex since we had sex?
53:31I hope you're doing good, man.
53:32I do actually...
53:34Out of this situation, it'd be kind of cool maybe if we just like...
53:38Just chill.
53:40To hang out?
53:41Mm-hmm.
53:43Paddle tennis.
53:44I'm basically a pro now.
53:50Are you asking me on a date?
53:52Yeah, I wish I hated you.
54:00Next time on Love Island Beyond the Villa.
54:02Three, two, one.
54:04Let's get into it.
54:05It's our kid.
54:06Babe, it's our kid.
54:07It's our kid.
54:08It's our kid.
54:09He's so small.
54:10Thank you for coming to the radiologist appointment.
54:13I really like respect and commend you because you're so fucking strong.
54:18You guys ready?
54:20Are you excited to be going to Atlanta?
54:22I'm so ready for it to start.
54:23This is so exciting.
54:24I was at Stagecoach.
54:25That's where I met this kid.
54:26And I didn't know that he was friends with Caleb.
54:27This is so messy.
54:28I can't like...
54:29I'm like freaking myself out so bad.
54:30It's gonna be fine.
54:31And it's gonna be nothing.
54:32But I'm like, what if it's not though?
54:33I don't.
54:34I don't.
54:35I don't.
54:36I don't.
54:37I don't.
54:38I don't.
54:39I don't.
54:40I don't.
54:41I don't.
54:42I don't.
54:43But I'm like, what if it's not though?
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